i think it was with kurt

silence-lies  asked:

(1/2)Okay, but I was thinking about the outcome of JD's suicide and, one: Veronica would definitely have to give a statment on it, because as inefficient as the police department was, they wouldn't let something like a student blowing himself up in the football field just slide by. So Veronica ends up wrinting her final suicide note: JD's. But, unlike Heather's and Kurt and Ram's, it's not a phony one. She writes down everything she can based her conversations with JD, because in the end she was

(2/2)able to understand him and his pain, and his thoughts on life and on being a teenager, as messed up as they were, held a lot of truth. She makes his statement, the story spreads through the country. People are horrified and touched. Parents reach out to their children. Level-headed theacher talk with their students. JD’s suicide actually makes a difference in the world, though not in the way he would have thought. Veronica owed him that much and, by doing that, she is able to let him go.


I’ve taken the soft out of my mouth like it was yesterday’s meat. Yes, Kurt, every tender thing can become rotten.  

& I’m done playing your sweet girl.

I’ve got a serpent in my skin named Love (he says his real name is Hate but what’s the difference?)

I can’t shed the only good thing about me.
he says I’m shaped like a tree,
I think he means, I’ve got enough in me
to never become an almost.

for a mouth that talks better than sucks,
for a face that wakes when it’s meant to sleep,
for a body that is more medication than pheromones
for a girl like me -

satirical, insane, and untouchable:

I’m what the men call ‘bizarre’,

in short, unlovable.

—  THE STORY NEVER ENDS // Patricia Camille Antony

anonymous asked:

I wonder if you've ever drawn s1 Kurt? i think it will be interesting to see him in your art style :0

i actually have! it’s just really rare bc i’ve dedicated a lot of my glee time to drawing them post-highschool , where they could be the individuals they’ve always wanted to be ;D

tho when i do draw him it’s SO FUN bc i’m always thinking of like really soft, elf like features! ^ 0 ^

(the orange is from s2 but still has those soft features i was talkin about! :D)

I found this on Instagram and I don’t know how I should react… should I cry, laugh or get angry? Do you think that this is funny? Once again I’m thinking about why everything must be made a joke? Well… I guess this can be funny, but isn’t this an old joke? Isn’t it boring already? I think it’s a bit boring really… I mean like, haha… oh well, whatever…nevermind. Just keep laughing, if you think this is funny. Maybe Kurt would laugh about this too… or maybe not. We shall never know…

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.
Move on, leave, run away, escape this place… but don’t forget about me, about us, about this town. Always remember where you come from so you can appreciate how far you’ve come.
—  c.j.n.
We throw around the word never likes its nothing but a small rose petal. The word never is a doubled edged sword. On one side it says ‘I will never leave you’ and on the other it says ‘I will never love you.’
—  The Word Never