i think it was the last one which i loved everybody lmao

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‘  if i’m ever murdered i hope they make the chalk outline of my body hot  ’
‘  i hope you end up ok  ’
‘  i’m crying my best  ’
‘  how fucked up would it be if an astronaut was coming back to earth and everybody hid for a bit  ’
‘  some kid just skateboarded down my street crying  ’
‘  do you ever get in an “i don’t know” phase in your life. where you literally don’t have a solid answer to anything. you. just. don’t. know.  ’
‘  i guess at this point i should just consider dating myself  ’
‘  which of the three pillars of modern music is your favourite: burnin’ up by the jonas brothers, beautiful soul by jesse mccartney, or lucky by britney spears?  ’
‘  you know my name… and also my story cause i overshare 24/7 tbh  ’
‘  @ all of u that hate mint ice cream: what happened  ’
‘  there is no doubt in my mind i’m really that bitch  ’
‘  after you hit 21, you start forgetting your age cause ain’t nothing else to look forward to, besides sweet death  ’
‘  why am i not currently in the italian countryside with a fruit plate wearing a light linen dress? unacceptable  ’
‘  hands are weird because one of them can do absolutely everything without a problem and the other one can’t even hold a spoon  ’
‘  remember to drink a fucking shit ton of water every miserable day of ur life  ’
‘  what the fuck is a good day  ’
‘  sleeping pattern: ??¿?¿??¿¿¿?¿  ’
‘  is he………you know…….*makes football throwing motion*….straight?  ’
‘  does anyone else have a resting bitch face™, but kinda enjoys looking intimidating  ’
‘  i’m not like most girls [rips off sunglasses]… i like most girls  ’
‘  time flies when u take a 2hr depression nap in the middle of the day  ’
‘  roses are red, i’m going to bed  ’
‘  u know when ur hairs greasy and it makes u feel so so so bad about urself. and ur entire life. everything is awful bc my hair is greasy  ’
‘  i’m just so glad the word “ugh” was invented  ’
‘  just another day of loving with all my heart and believing in the universe  ’
‘  you know when dogs sit outside with their face turned towards the sun and their eyes closed and they look so relaxed and when you pet them they’re warm that’s how I want to feel always  ’
‘  come into bed and listen to the rain with me  ’
‘  i hope all my girls out here r safe n being loved  ’
‘  people are so petty and then here i am, me, an angel,   ’
‘  i want to have angel wings and be kinder, braver and more tender  ’
‘  concept: a really nice italian restaurant but it’s spelled “spagooter” on the menu and the waiters won’t take your order unless you pronounce it like that  ’
‘  i want kids but i’m scared they’ll blame me if they’re ugly  ’
‘  does anyone have any tips for not thinking about it  ’
‘  “what’s a queen without her king?” well, historically, better  ’
‘  i want something that doesn’t taste like alcohol but has a lot of alcohol in it  ’
‘  i’m alive out of spite  ’
‘  the beatles wouldn’t even fucking exist if big time rush hadn’t paved the path for them so shut the fuck up  ’
‘  a bad person? who, me? that would be correct,  ’
‘  you hate me? wow u think ur hot shit and original huh well i hated me first so u can go grab a number and wait ur turn  ’
‘  my heart does a little “!” when I see you  ’
‘  i just want to say from the bottom of my heart i didn’t sign up for this shit  ’
‘  i deadass lost interest in everything. im just cruising on autopilot rn  ’
‘  still got love for some people i know i’ll never talk to again.  ’
‘  my mitochondria clearly aren’t working because this bitch has NO FUCKING ENERGY  ’
‘  y’all i get attached to people so quickly wth  ’
‘  i wonder how many strangers hate me bc of how someone else described me to them  ’
‘  for the 80th year in a row, the song of the summer is Everytime We Touch by Cascada  ’
‘  it’s weird to think that people who are 5 ft are only 5 subways long ’
‘  in alcohol’s defense i’ve done some pretty dumb shit while completely sober too  ’
‘  man this has been the worst life of my life  ’
‘  having “feelings” is ruining my reputation of being a heartless bitch  ’
‘  I Have To Be Dramatic. I Have To  ’
‘  forgive and forget?? haha no resent and remember  ’
‘  “you’re obsessed with yourself” and you’re not??? sad. tragic  ’
‘  are people becoming more annoying or am i becoming more angry  ’
‘  do my dark under eye circles and unwashed hair turn you on  ’
‘  KIDS REACT TO existentialism and the inevitability of death  ’
‘  remember to do your best to be positive with a clear mind and believe in aliens because those motherfuckers are real  ’
‘  personality: I DON’T GIVE A FUCK  ’
‘  my gender is “pretty boy”  ’
‘  what others call a rebellious phase i call the sudden realization i don’t deserve to be treated like garbage  ’
‘  what is a sex drive? where is the sex going? does it even have a license?  ’
‘  i don’t want to look “pretty” i want to look otherworldly and vaguely threatening  ’
‘  i’m not interested in being polite or heterosexual  ’
‘  do re me fa so done with you  ’
‘  ctrl alt delete feelings cause i can’t do this shit no more  ’
‘  i may seem like an asshole, but deep down i’m a good person and even deeper down i’m a bigger asshole  ’
‘  should i go back to school tomorrow or should i fling myself into the ocean  ’
‘  am i too judgemental or is everyone annoying: an autobiography by me  ’
‘  are we gonna fuckn hold hands tonight or what bitch  ’
‘  i love drunk me but i don’t trust her  ’
‘  has anyones crush ever actually worked out for them or is that a myth?  ’
‘  i say “fight me” a lot for a girl who is 5′3″ and has a hard time opening some doors because they’re too heavy  ’
‘  if i had a dollar for every time someone called me ugly i’d have 0 dollars bitch u thought lmao  ’
‘  my last words will probably be sarcastic  ’
‘  i used to be a straight a student. now i’m not even straight  ’
‘  ever wonder how different your life would be if that one thing never happened  ’
‘  single and ready to find aliens  ’
‘  it’s very important that i am both cute and powerful  ’
‘  i want to make friends but at the same time no  ’
‘  there’s a special place in hell reserved just for me, it’s called the throne  ’
‘  hi i’m here to ruin everything  ’
‘  i’m glad dogs can’t read the ‘no dogs allowed’ signs so they don’t feel sad and feel left out  ’
‘  we’re all better and gayer people than we used to be  ’
‘  every time i speak i am reminded why i should not  ’
‘  every machine is a smoke machine if you operate it wrong enough  ’
‘  i don’t know what i’m feeling but there is a lot of it  ’
‘  the rumors are true: i’m soft and i just want to be loved  ’
‘  i’m like a hexagon: all my hecks r gone  ’
‘  we all know that one person you get sexually frustrated just looking at  ’
‘  i wonder what it feels like to know what the fuck is going on  ’
‘  my kink: not having to set an alarm for the next morning  ’
‘  on the bright side, at least i am not addicted to cocaine  ’
‘  they called me stupid?? well joke’s on them i don’t even know what that means  ’
‘  i might get a lot of shit for saying this but i think it’s fun to enjoy things  ’
‘  i’m the nicest, sweetest, most rage-filled person i know  ’
‘  assert your dominance by calling your friends by their student id number  ’
‘  there she goes again, being over dramatic and by she, i mean me  ’
‘  if u don’t know how to respond to something just say ‘how dare you’  ’
‘  um that’s u’re* not ur  ’
‘  i wonder what it feels like to know what the fuck is going on  ’
‘  so sick of looking at my purse and not seeing $20,000  ’
‘  literally want to be rich for the clothes  ’
‘  me??? upset???? yes constantly  ’
‘  a good gender neutral term to use is ‘fool’  ’
‘  today’s schedule: suffer  ’
‘  my middle name is actually $$  ’
‘  don’t u hate it when u wake up and ur awake  ’
‘  i want someone who will light a fire in me  ’
‘  i want someone who will light me on fire  ’
‘  i’m too cute for 90% of the shit i go thru  ’
‘  who needs therapy when you can Realize™ things about yourself alone at 1 am  ’
‘  why is there so much blood in my alcohol system  ’
‘  no offense but i am a blessing to this earth  ’
‘  haha oops i care about you  ’
‘  they call me calcium because i give everyone strong bones  ’
‘  do you have that one person that you can’t look at when you’re trying to be mad at them because they’re so cute??  ’
‘  hi i’m here to ruin everything  ’
‘  one day i’m gonna say ‘fight me!’ and someone’s just gonna fuckin deck me  ’
‘  me? a jealous hoe? absolutely  ’
‘  it’s raining but it’s not men so what’s the point  ’
‘  i think i may be gayer than i originally planned  ’
‘  i can’t hang out tomorrow i’m too busy doing nothing alone sorry  ’
‘  me? overreacting? shit probably  ’
‘  i would like to publicly announce that i have no idea what i’m doing  ’
‘  is there a scholarship for trying  ’
‘  me?? using sarcasm as a defense mechanism??????? what?????  ’
‘  i don’t know what i’m feeling but there is a lot of it  ’
‘  i require a lot of attention or you get a lot of attitude  ’
‘  “what the fuck” is an emotion now and it’s the only one i have  ’
‘  you’re important to me, you piece of shit  ’

shit that happened at hamilton according to angie

act one

• everyone clapped for SO LONG when anthony enters like damn
• brandon SLAYED as burr tonight
• anthony had SO MUCH ENERGY like SHIT SON this boy was TURNT
• i didn’t know just how uninterested burr is during my shot he liTERALLY READS A BOOK IN THE CORNER BAHAHAHAHAHAH
• thayne has a booty???
• my shot choreography is LIT AF
• there’s a cool transition between my shot and story of tonight and i really appreciate it
• okay WOW i understand why everyone ships lams so much now
• john and alex totally fucked that night and no one can convince me otherwise like even later during farmer refuted john be walkin funny boi got laaaaaaid
• wERK
• at first when peggy enters she looks excited then she realize where she is and imMEDIATELY LOOKS SO DONE BAHAHAHAHAHAH
• eliza is literally just dragging peggy behind her the whole time wtf
• eVeRyOnE??? is here during this song i did NOT expect that
• LITERALLY poor sam tho he came out to have a good time and got so attacked rn
• the rest of the hamilsquad has to distract burr so he can’t stop alex and i LOVE THAT DETAIL
• the choreography for you’ll be back is not what i expected AT ALL and it’s EVEN BETTER
• rip ensemble member
• hErE cOmEs ThE gEnErAl
• the liGHTING HERE DAMN (reprise)
• “close the door on ur way out” OHHHHHHHH
• alternatively: “close the door on ur way out” “we’re in a tent sir”
• that end choreography looks hard damn
• the lanterns are cool
• flower girl hercules mulligan is my spirit animal
• what if #2830404827: what if hamilton was a harem anime
• hAH
• salty unrequited romance song (feat. sisterly bonds and shit)
• the “you are the worst burr” line is even funnier live bAHAHAHAHAHAH
• why do i feel like theodosia isn’t real like that story is pretty fishy to me i mean a pretty girl?? married to a British officer?? who we never see ever?? *puts on skepticals*
• wAIT FOR IT (that cheeseburger i ordered an hour ago, where the fuck is it??)
• wait for it is such a small number live AS IT SHOULD BE IT MAKES PERFECT SENSE
• everyone hates that guy vol. 1
• counting to ten with increasing energy and homoeroticism ™
• the sexual tension between john and charles in this is fucking INSANE
• of course john shoots him he’s fucking amazing
• daddy issues vol.1
• sOn
• dOnT cAlL mE sOn
• eliza sings about support and that’s about it
• agsgdhshagsfadagshdgLAFAYETTE
• jk I can rap the whole thing
• bish u thot
• wait at least think about the letter you sending first tho
• i think you misspelled “right” dude
• daddy issues resolved song
• history has its eyeeeeeees ooooon-wait we have to fight a war fuck
• lets go win ourselves a war bitches
• monsieur hamilton MONSIEUR L A F A Y E T T E
• heh
• everyone claps at the end of the dance sequence AS THEY SHOULD
• that’s a big ass flag u sure that’s a handkerchief lafayette?
• dId YoU mIsS mE vol.1
• when he says “im so blue” he stamps his foot and the spotlight he’s in changes from red to blue bAHAHAHAHAH
• “bye felicia” - king george III
• dear theodoge what 2 say 2 u
• uH OH
• J O H N
• having to watch the rest of the hamilsquad reading the letter in the back does NOT MAKE ME FEEL ANY BETTER
• [through tears from last song] a-a…after the war i went back to n-new york
• this whole songs choreography is just WOWOWOWOWOWOWOOWWOOW



act two

• oh damn the slaves are here
• S A L L Y H E M I N G S I S H E R E
• thomas we are engaged.

• what
• seth is having WAYYYYYYY too much fun
• gonna just prance around here
• cabinet audience is unamused
• i love that tjeffs is totally chill until alex insults mads and he immediately just is like NO ONE INSULTS MY BOYFRIEND
• exCUSE ME?!?????
• “that’s an order from your comman-i mean president”
• oh please angelica your comma flirting is nothing compared to the shit alex and john exchanged
• my love interests are either upstate or dead therefore i shall have an affair and immediately regret it
• i like the lampposts they look nice
• alex still looks shook from his affair at the beginning of room where it happens lmao
• burr does some shit vol.1
• “daddys gonna find out any minute” [velociraptor screeching in background] “…..im sure he already knows”
• ….france
• salt squad unite
• daddy issues vol.2
• im sorry but fucking what
• shut up and have a drink
• dId YoU mIsS mE vol.2
• they all enter one by one and you can just see alex get more and more stressed out with each one that comes in
• [is lowkey salty about congratulations not existing]
• the song sounds so serious on the album but the choreography makes it SO FUNNY HAHAHAHAHAHAH
• oh no • OH NO • O H N O
• [DIES]
wait there’s an election fuck
• O H N O

When The Clock Strikes 12 [Lafayette/Reader]

Woo! First fic for @hamwriters write-a-thon down! This idea came to me after searching for a ton of different AUs to work with. Now to finish up my GWash/Trans!Reader fic, then work on my femslash fic for the write-a-thon! Please enjoy!

Thank you to my wonderful amazing tumblr budbuds that inspired me to do a good job and inspire me in general! @musicalmiranda @love-doesnt-discriminate @hamilficsfordays @gunsandfics @boss-headcanons @diggs4life @imagineham @imdedicatingeverydaytoyou @secretschuylersister and @tempfixeliza <3 You’re all so kind and amazing and even if I don’t interact with you or chat with you, what you do and how funny/cute/relatable/sweet you all are makes me smile and makes me realize that the Hamilton (more specifically writing) community is such an incredible place to be!

Warnings: Alcohol, some swearing at the end, Lafayette’s full name (like w o a h), and New Years in case anyone has bad experiences with New Years!

Word count: 1514

Grabbing your third glass of cold, cheap champagne for the night, you laugh at a joke that Hercules had just told that wasn’t even funny. He seemed so enthusiastic about it that you couldn’t help it, but even sober, you couldn’t comprehend the punchline or how it was supposed to work out to be as funny as everyone made it sound like it was. You take a sip and walk off, trying to find the person who had dragged you here in the first place, Lafayette. 

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Just Go With It

AN: Not a request but I just had this idea and I really wanted to write it lol

Peter Parker x Reader

// Masterlist //

(gif credits: calebhaas)

“So, single replacement or displacement reaction. In this type of reaction, a more active element replaces a less active element in a compound. ” Mr. Rodriguez explained.

Hands slightly cramping, I scribbled down notes as quickly as possible so that I wouldn’t miss anything important. I was completely engrossed in chemical reactions when I felt a tap on my shoulder. A string of curses ran through my mind as I lost my train of thought. I shook my head, ignored the tap, and continued with my work.

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sugahobiie  asked:

as a b1a4 supremacist, what do you think one should do to get to know them? i only recently kind of got into them because i didnt really know them until sandeul released his solo album

that’s CNU, btw, used to invent long hair before nuest ren or seventeen jeonghan.

also used to rock hipster glasses before it was cool. kang daniel the shoulder gangster? idk her. it’s CNU.


where should i start? BUT a major note to take about B1A4 is they went from this:


to this:

hallelujah. read more here.

listen, friend, i go way back with B1A4. i literally cried watching this subbed video lmaooo skip to 43:40.

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Their S/O cuddling up to them after a long day - Got7

~Requested scenario~

EYYYY 4 DAY WEEKEND EVERYBODY I’ve started writing this on wednesday night so I’m not sure when i’ll finish and post this but like hey I’m tryna step up my game forgive me plz lmao. Anyways I hope everyone reading this will have a good day <3

love you all and stay safe


Originally posted by jiminschicken

Mark Tuan

I’m not sure if you guys know this but mark got exposed for being the first one to leave set and go home. He’s also the first person to be knocked tf out as soon as he hits the car so i’m pretty sure it would e absolute heaven for him to come home after a v v long schedule and just snuggle up with his girlfriend and fall asleep in complete silence. He also wouldn’t mind if you just told him about your day whilst you lay in his arms so that your voice can be the last thing he hears before he drifts off into a deep, much needed slumber.

Originally posted by jiminsassbutt

*you’re jackson*

JB/Lim Jaebum

One time during some self cam type of thing, JB said he would love to sleep with his S/O in his arms in the future (most probs not his exact words lmao) I think as soon as he gets home he’s kinda expecting you to come through those doors after him and just get ready to lie in his arms so he can ease your stress away with kisses and cuddles. Would probably make you talk about what’s stressing you out cuz ‘it’s good to get it out into the atmosphere’ and would rub your arms. Overall just making you feel at peace but it’s also a type of healing for him as well.

Originally posted by memeslutbutt

*this is the video i was talking about*

*You’re the pillow*

Jackson Wang

Fangirl #1. No but seriously Jackson has been going through some bullshit recently and he’s been working hard so what’s the best way to end his day and recharge him for another? You’r cuddles. Would love pillow talk and just voice his concerns and what stresses him out whilst you stroke his head. He just melts and every time this happens nothing else matters except for the two of you, to him it almost seems as if you’r hearts are beating in unison.

Originally posted by hana-mori-posts

*you’re jinyoung pretty sure that’s jinyoung anyway*

Park Jinyoung

Well because of his nature i’m sure he would tease you a bit and pretend he wants you to get tf off of him even though you’re the one in his arms and he’s holding you… sometimes it’s bants but sometimes its so nice and peaceful but  will probably get v flustered if you insist upon playing a song from JJ project so his heavenly voice can put you to sleep, much more willing to sing live for you though cuz why not you’re cute.

Originally posted by jaybleep

Choi Youngjae

Fangirl #2. Honestly would just swoon and fuss over you asking about your day and if you’ve eaten. Would just stare at you in awe if you’re talking to him and he just wants to snuggle you super duper close with coco lying in the middle because it’s juts his favourite way to finish his day. Completely turns off his phone and just locks his bedroom just to make extra sure that he isn’t disturbed during tis time with you. Busts out laughing at random times but it’s cute.

Originally posted by huggableyoungjae

*you’re mark*


Oml this kid turns soft when this happens. It’s a pretty chill time and yall are just jamming to some lit tunes whilst gossiping about other people you guys have encountered during your day. He’s also quite playful for a bit until he gets tired and demands you play with his hair. Would probably wrap his long ass limbs around you if you try to leave cuz ‘noooo i haven’t finished telling you the story yet y/n’ . Falls asleep like half way through his sentence but lies on top of you just in case you try to leave , I pray for your bladder.

Originally posted by mafiakpopper

Kim Yugyeom

A shy bean at first. Doesn’t know where to put his hands in a way you’d be comfortable with even if you tell him it’s fine. Literally gets comfortable real quick tho like mY dude, weren’t you just blushing like 2 seconds ago. Some soft chris brown tunes in the background which really sets the mood for…. something. I honestly don’t know thoUGH like he’s 19 anything could happen wink wonk. Before he could try anything tho,ugh the members come crashing in like they’ve got some sort of radar or sommet and crash the party.

Originally posted by umma-jy

jinyoung :“…..boi”


A/N: I AM BACK!! OH MY GOD??? How have you guys been?? How was your holiday?? Mine’s ending next week as school starts on Monday ^^ I’ll post requests in this following week so be sure to check them out! I’m sorry for this to tale so long but here is the requested Seatmate!Jisoo! 

(Also whenever I think about the Chocolate MV, I get reminded of that “Joystick” line Joshua sung lmaooo)

Originally posted by joshuashong

  • Ok everybody saw this coming
  • Joshua is the Good Kid™
  • The one the teachers love because he’s so respectful and always submits his homework and assignments on time * 
  • He’s that kid who says s*** like “I didn’t study for the exam” and “I think I’m not going to pass” but passes with a f***ing A++ anyways
  • Everybody knows him as a friendly face who always smiles and say hi to people in the hallways
  • Does a lot of volunteering
  • Can be seen with his guitar doing YouTube covers during recess
  • Very kind and would drop everything to help someone
  • Like that time when he was super late to school because he was helping a pregnant lady get to the hospital??
  • The teacher was like “lmao get in, Joshua, everything ’swell”
  • Which also means he gets away with things without even trying bc everybody knows Joshua’s a good kid
  • He knows it too but he never use it to his advantage someone protect this angel
  • He’s got quite some fans at school ok
  • The funny part is when you got Joshua as your seatmate
  • Maybe it’s just the Universe’s idea of a joke
  • Because quite the contrary, you’re every definition of a rebel
  • You sleep a lot in class
  • Gets into the occasional fights but nothing too serious
  • You’re a familiar face in detention (for various reasons)
  • And while you do submit your homework/assignments, they’re almost always late
  • Despite all that, you pass your classes with good marks, much to the teachers astonishment and irk
  • And while you don’t cause that much trouble, you do intimidate people
  • Which led you to having few to no friends
  • And it awes people when they see the contrast between you and Joshua
  • Bc the Church Kid and the Rebel? so cliche
  • But you never really talked to him anyways
  • Bc you’re just so different and basically the opposite of each other that you never found a common ground
  • It’s like mixing oil and water and you both fill the same space without truly mingling
  • You never minded it except it’s always a pain whenever people compare you to each other
  • “Why can’t you be more like Joshua?”
  • “How can Joshua sit next to someone like her”
  • You have nothing against the guy but it’s just a pain that you’re stuck with the guy everybody puts on a high pedestal
  • So you work at the local ice cream joint that your parents own
  • Not a lot of people know of it and it’s pretty low-key
  • Which also means not a lot of people from school knows of it
  • And while you despise going to school, you absolutely enjoy working there
  • Because there in the ice cream shop, nobody sees you as the Y/N that gets into fights or the Y/N the troublemaker
  • Here, you’re the Y/N that gives out ice cream to little kids and when they smile at you you beam back
  • Here, you help elders pull out their seats so they can enjoy a chocolate sundae as they talk to their spouses
  • Here, you’re just Y/N
  • No prejudice, no ugly sneers, just Y/N who serves ice cream
  • One day Joshua was walking around town when he spot your ice cream shop
  • So he decided to treat himself to some
  • And imagine his surprise when he found you giggling to a five-year old as you hand her her ice cream come
  • Your eyes meet and you went OH NO
  • Bc what is he doing here? You don’t need to be constantly reminded of the perfect Joshua Hong lol
  • Your smile was replaced with a frown and it’s a shame bc Joshua thought you look so sweet smiling
  • “Not a word, Hong.”
  • He pretended as if he didn’t see that last scene but he can’t help but hide a small smile bc he just realized you’re kinda cute
  • He didn’t say anything and ordered
  • He was paying and without looking up to see your face, said “You should smile more. It looks good on you” 
  • And then he walked off with his strawberry ice cream like a f***ing boss
  • You never expected that from someone like Joshua so you can’t help but get flustered
  • Really flustered
  • Bc did he just flirt with you????? Holy crud
  • The next day you couldn’t even spare a glance at the guy
  • Joshua acted as if nothing happened, like you guys didn’t totally meet at the ice cream shop but they way he looks at you?? He looks like he’s teasing you
  • ‘The scary giant is actually’ soft his eyes seemed to say 
  • To your dismay, since that day, Joshua’s face frequent the shop more than you would like
  • Ofc your parents were overjoyed bc they got a loyal customer but dang it’s really distracting to have him hover around 
  • You couldn’t help but start to notice him
  • He usually would sit by the windows, sometimes reading a book or working on his laptop
  • You can’t help but memorize his usual order one scoop of strawberry ice cream with rainbow sprinkles in a cup
  • And little by little you couldn’t help but warm up to him
  • And you’re like ‘Oh no do I have a crush???? on Joshua Hong????’
  • It gets better
  • There was one time Joshua notice you struggling during a test and he couldn’t help but feel a little bad
  • So he wrote the answer on a little slip of paper and discreetly passed it to you
  • You looked at him incredulously and was like why but by then he had his back to you 
  • He totally did it bc he likes you
  • And hey it’s not like you’re a punk without a sense of gratitude
  • So after school, you treat him to free ice cream
  • You were in the middle of eating your ice cream when he drew closer and
  • “Oh, you got ice cream on your mouth.”
  • (thank god he didn’t lick it amirite) holy shi* Nat keep it PG
  • You made eye contact and dear God if Joshua isn’t more beautiful up close
  • You noticed the moles that sprinkled his face but didn’t quite catch them as Joshua pulled back
  • The worst part of it was he had the audacity to smile innocently at you, acting as if everything is completely normal the freaking snitch
  • Y’all know his church oppa feel is just a facade he’s worse than Jeonghan tbh
  • And again he just looked away casually, which again made you feel flustered bc WHAT THE H***
  • It’s just that Joshua enjoys ruffling your feathers, getting to know the you that you don’t show to other people
  • He especially enjoys surprising you and taking you by surprise bc he could tell you never expect and aren’t used to others to be so vulgar towards you
  • The first day he saw you smile and he found himself wanting to see more of them
  • And fine, he’ll admit to himself that he might have a crush on you fffff
  • You started to notice how Joshua was warmer and kinder to you than before
  • I mean, he wasn’t rude before but you don’t have the best relationship either 
  • But holy crud if the guy isn’t setting you up for a heart attack one of these days
  • Although his antics does intrigue you bc??? you’ve never had anybody treat you like that?? you’re just not used having your heart ready to beat right out of your chest
  • One day at school, you saw a senior bullying a freshman and although you may be a rebel, you are definitely not a bully
  • So you called out on the guy and told him to stop
  • He went up to you and started to get aggressive and called you names
  • You held your ground and when he saw you didn’t flinch, he slapped you
  • The next thing you know, the guy was off you and was on the ground with a bloody nose
  • The hallway went dead quite as your gaze falls on Joshua
  • Joshua whose breathing hard with his hand formed into a fist 
  • To say you were shocked was an understatement because nobody would have thought Joshua would go that far
  • Did Joshua just punched a kid??? Really???
  • Is the world ending?????
  • So now you’re both stuck in detention together
  • And you’re laughing inside bc Joshua looked like a sore thumb in the room full of troublemakers
  • “Are you ok?” he finally asked you
  • “Why did you punch that guy??”
  • “Look. Just because people think you’re a troublemaker doesn’t make them right.”
  • You raised an eyebrow at that
  • “Ok fine, not entirely true lol”
  • “Why are you so nice to me?”
  • Joshua was silent and then you felt his warm hand wrapped around yours under the table
  • “Because you’re more than that. They don’t know but I know. And you should, too. Because you’re more than what the label you as. Yeah, you might’ve made your fair share of mistakes but..I know deep inside, you’re a good person. Don’t listen to them. Listen to me. I’m here for you.”
  • And he said it with so much conviction, so much sincerity that you looked at him, and I mean, finally looked at him and you realized
  • You think you might be falling hard for him.
  • You realized his warm hand is still clasped around yours, his thumb moving comforting patterns onto your skin and you felt the heat in your cheeks bc Joshua is holding my hand asdfhlkl
  • You looked at him and see his ears turning red and it’s so endearing
  • And then you smiled and Joshua felt like he’s going to bursts anytime now because he’s the reason behind that smile
  • And you didn’t do anything but hold hands under the table with Joshua throughout your time in detention
  • But you you don’t mind bc to you, this is enough
  • And this might be the first time you say this but detention isn’t so bad with him around
  • Because you know he’ll always be right there for you

A/N: I’m sorry if this was a flop compared to the other one.. Joshua ended up a bit OOC towards the end imo.. I tried to brainstorm but not much came up :( I might rewrite this if I have better ideas one day, though, so Anon, I’m sorry if I might’ve dissapointed you!

anonymous asked:

Read your Hotaru drabble and it was adooooorable and such a sweet way to answer an ask. Will you do more 'spur of the moment' writing in between your other fics? Plleaaaaaase do so. I looooove it.

You are so lovely, sweet anon. Thank you. I wasn’t going to; the Hotaru drabble was a one off thing, a playful response to that specific question. But since you are so kind, I thought I’d try one more time, with no guarantees to quality. Much love. 💕

  • [Ishida Mitsunari x MC]

That night, after Mitsunari had gone back to their room in a huff, she thought of the conversation she had had with Hideyoshi a while back, and how even as Hideyoshi had been warning her how difficult it would be, she hadn’t fully believed him. In retrospect, she was glad she hadn’t: because believing him might have intimidated her, because she might have been too scared to try.

She turned and looked at her manju-boy. This was one of those nights he’d taken off his clothes to sleep, lying on his back, an arm crooked near his head, and she, as she often did, ran her fingers down the inside of this arm, its smooth paleness rendering it into an innocent terrain, a place of copper streams and lakes kissed by snow. Sometimes, when she was certain he was very deeply asleep, she would get up and study his body more closely, because he refused to let himself be examined in daylight.

She would drape the sheets off him and move her palms over his arms, his legs, his back, feeling the texture of his skin change from glossy to jagged to rough, marvelling at all the permutations flesh could take, at all the ways the body hid itself from others, even when attempts had been made to share or destroy it.

“Stop looking so repulsed,” he had said, quietly, the second time he had taken his clothes off in front of her, and she had shaken her head. She hadn’t been, she truly hadn’t: he had always been so secretive, so protective of his body, even as Saki, that to see it for real was somehow anticlimactic; it was so normal, she had remembered thinking, finally, as each layer of garment peeled away and slithered to the floor.

The scars, however, were difficult to see, not because they were aesthetically displeasing — he didn’t have nearly as many as she thought — but because each one was evidence of something he wouldn’t give up. The mountainous range on his stomach tracked stubbornness at its peak, the curve of a valley near his shoulder ran rivers of pride, and the little sinewy hills near his wrist, his palms, his fingers, mapped feelings so ugly, she knew from the thorns she had to cut through that these ones, the ones he couldn’t conceal, upset him the most.

At night, as he slept, she would turn them over in her hands, counting each tear, trying to imagine herself in a state in which she would willingly hold something as external as ripped flesh against her own worth. But every time she tried it broke something inside and she had to stop and bring his scars to her lips, peppering his hands with little kisses instead.

And then there was the matter of sex. Hideyoshi had tried to warn her as best he could, fumbling his way through another unspoken conversation they had had in his room one morning. She didn’t quite understand, but the earnestness of his attempt both disturbed and discomfited, even as it amused.

Then one night toward the end of winter, after they had been together long enough for her to lean over and nip at his bottom lip, drinking in his groan, she had weaved her hands through Mitsunari’s kimono, inside to where his flesh singed her fingers, down and down, until she heard a choked, strangled noise, like an animal pinned beneath death. She watched, frozen, as he had jerked himself away with such violence he cracked his head against his bookshelf.

What do you think you’re doing?” he hissed, and the way it shook out of him marked the first moment that she, too, had felt a certain fear.

What was she going to do? She had never needed to convince someone she wasn’t dangerous, that she wasn’t going to hurt them, but the possibility of having to do so with him broke her heart, because he was so much more scarred than she had understood.

As Mitsunari slept that night, she watched him. Perhaps I’ve made a mistake, she thought.

Then aloud, to no one in particular, “I didn’t know it would be this hard.”

But then morning arrived, and with the pheasant’s caw she was reminded why she had decided to pursue this relationship, ignorance and arrogance aside. It was still early, but she had woken anyway, and watched, through a sunlit haze, as Mitsunari got dressed. She knew it was a difficult development for him, and she saw how hard he tried, how determined he was being, how brave: she saw everything she took for granted— how getting dressed and undressed in front of someone was a task he had to practice again and again.

In that moment it reminded her that she, too, had to keep trying. They both had to keep trying, because they trusted each other, and because they were the only other person in the world who would be worth such hardships and exposures.

When she opened her eyes again, he was sitting by her side peering down with a twist in his lips, and she warmed to the brim with tenderness for him: for how dear he was, for how effortless he made their love.

“Don’t go,” she said.

“Go back to sleep, manju-girl.”

“Stay a little longer.”

“Only for a little while,” he said, softly, so softly.

And he slid beneath the covers and wrapped his arms around her, and she waited and waited until he at last, reluctantly, got up. Only then did she drag him down again, towards her lips, where she whispered, in tiny little gasps, how worthy he was and how she would never, ever, let him go. 

Probably all of my followers rn are like DEAR GOD STOP POSTING ABOUT THE ARCANA ALREADY but I can’t help myself ok

Especially bc I’ve cooked up some Crazy Conspiracy Theories and you all know how much I love those.

Crazy Conspiracy Theory 1: Of Blood Magic And Memory Loss

From the flashback of Asra and Muriel, we definitely get a sense that Asra isn’t interested in curing the plague at all, he’s just using it as a convenient excuse to get his hands on the palace resources. Why? Well, probably for the only thing he actually seems to care about — the Apprentice. Now stick with me here because the timeline’s a little convoluted.

My assumption is that the Apprentice is already catatonic during the Asra-Muriel flashback, and in fact is catatonic for almost all of Asra’s flashbacks. Why? First, the comment to Faust about the Apprentice being somewhere he can’t follow. Second, that Julian seems to have no idea they exist, in the flashbacks or when we first meet him. And third because there is no goddamn way the Apprentice would be letting Asra fill their good Vesuvian magic shop with blood magic miasmas if they were awake to stop it I mean?? This is their HOME jfc Asra.

HOWEVER. In one of the flashbacks, Asra is helping the Apprentice pick an outfit for the Masquerade. Because present!Apprentice doesn’t remember this scene we can surmise there was at least one memory-wipe after it. But that’s not what’s important here; the fact that this memory exists at all means they regained consciousness at some point before the masquerade, right? Right. How? Well…….

If Asra wasn’t spending his time at the palace looking for a plague cure, and he found the blood magic spell in one of the tomes he read there… We can extrapolate that the spell is probably to wake the Apprentice from their coma. Of course Asra and Julian are spending the whole conversation at cross-purposes if so — Julian thinks he’s helping Asra with a spell that might help with the plague. But when Asra is talking about how he hopes it will change something or that they’ll have to wait to find out the effect of the spell, he’s really talking about bringing the Apprentice out of their coma. It would definitely explain his weirdly intense expressions after having been so devil-may-care about the plague in the flashback just prior. And since the Apprentice wakes up before the masquerade… I’m gonna guess the spell worked.

Which, in conclusion, means the Apprentice is linked to darling Ilya through blood magic, tho I’m not sure what that might mean for them.

And now, Conspiracy Theory 2: And You Killed the Count, And You Killed the Count! Everybody Killed the Count!

I’m exaggerating, of course. But this is one of the most mysterious questions in the fandom. Did Julian really do it? Or Asra? What about Nadia, or Valerius, or even… The Apprentice?! Well, since they regained consciousness as per Theory 1, I suppose it’s possible. But let me put forth an alternate theory:

The courtiers did it. Why do I think so, you ask? Well, Valerius’ account struck me as a little odd. He dismisses the other courtiers out of hand as bumbling idiots. However, their actions as described don’t really strike me as stupidity per se.

All four of them are standing outside the doors of the Count’s currently burning bedroom. According to Valerius they’re shouting things, but apparently they aren’t actually doing much of anything. And look, I can understand not, you know, leaping into a raging inferno, especially not for Lucio of all people lmao HOWEVER, why are none of them… You know… Running for help? Trying to find water to douse the flames?? Doing literally anything??? Valerius seems to think it’s because they’re panicking. But you know who else wouldn’t be in a hurry to put out the fire? The people who set it.

In addition, the courtiers apparently see Julian flee the bedroom, but they don’t pay him any mind until Valerius points him out, at which point they all pounce on poor Jules and start accusing him. If they were really panicking because of their concern, they would have taken notice of Julian before then. But, of course, why would they be looking for a culprit if they already knew who did it? However, with Valerius now on the scene, a witness, what better scapegoat than the hapless Doctor Devorak, suspiciously fleeing the scene of the crime? It would cement them as both innocent and loyal.

Whether Julian went into the room before or after the blaze was set is up for debate — perhaps they meant to kill him too, either by setting the room on fire with him in it or by convincing him to go in and try to save the Count while it burned — in fact, in regards to the latter it could very well be that Julian was just an unfortunately-timed witness like Valerius.

In any case, I just don’t buy that they’re all impressionable and stupid. You don’t last long in cutthroat court politics if you’re a moron. Nadia was in a coma for like three years so they didn’t have her influence to protect them, and I really doubt Valerius cares if they live or die tbh. Mark my words, there’s more to these oddly-named peacocks than meets the eye……..

The Last Drive In

I was thinking about the drive in episode, and started thinking what if Betty had been able to go? Like if Alice hadn’t found the gun until the next day? Anyway here’s my spin on that idea

“Oh my god, I can’t believe Jughead is playing your pick, Betty,” Veronica squealed as she, Kevin, and Betty pulled up the The drive in. Sure enough, then marquee displaying tonight’s entertainment read “Rebel Without a Cause.”

“Oh, that boy is whipped,” Kevin exclaimed from the driver’s seat. “Seriously, Betty, make your move.”

Betty only blushed at her friends’ comments. Sure, she had recently developed feelings for the broody writer, but after what happened with Archie, Betty was cautiously trying to avoid another heartbreak.

Once they paid for tickets and parked, the trio made a beeline for the concession stand. Laiden with goodies, Betty decided that maybe it was time to take the plunge.

She knew how she felt, and she couldn’t help but notice the awestruck glances he seemed to sneak her way now and again.

“Hey guys, I told Jughead I’d drop by and see him in the projection booth,” she lied. “I’ll see you later.” Betty’s voice shook a little with nerves, but quickly shook them off. This is Jughead, she thought to herself. If nothing else, he’ll be understanding.

“Get it, girl! Don’t worry about us,” Kevin called after her. Betty pretended not to hear him, working quickly to hide her blush.

She ignored the many catcalls thrown her way as she walked past the Serpents to the projection booth. Climbing the stairs two at a time, Betty knocked softly on the door.

“Betty,” Jughead stated when he opened the door. “I wasn’t expecting you. Come in.”

He held the door open wider, and Betty slipped through the opening. But as soon as she saw the bed in the corner, she halted.

“Juggie, what’s this?” Her voice was filled with worry and confusion.

“Oh, you know, for late nights. I don’t really like walking home too late, you know.” Jughead wouldn’t meet her eyes as he said this, and Betty knew something was really wrong.

“Jughead, seriously. What’s going on? Is your dad off the deep end again?”

The tall boy appeared to crumble before her, breaking her heart in a way she never thought possible.

“Oh, Betts, you have no idea. Mom left this summer. She took Jellybean with her to Toledo. She said dad’s problem was too much, and that Jelly shouldn’t have to be around that.” His voice cracked, and his chest started heaving as silent sons forced their way from his lips. “She left me, Betty. My own mother doesn’t even want me.”

Betty immediately had her arms around Jughead. Stroking his back softly, she whispered, “I’m sure that’s not true, Jug. She loves you.”

“Then why did she leave me? Why does everybody leave me?” Jughead was panting now, telling Betty that he was having a full-blown panic attack.

“Hey,” Betty stated, moving his head to look at her. “You listen to me, Jughead Jones. You are loved. Your friends love you. Your family loves you, even if they can’t quite show it. Your dad needs somebody to look after him. It’s not fair that it’s fallen to you, but I can’t think of a single person who’s more capable.”

Betty continued to rub his back as he calmed down. They practiced breathing together, Betty leading their deep, soothing breaths. When Jughead finally returned to his usual state, he engulfed Betty in a tight hug.

“Thank you so much, Betty. I didn’t even realize how much it hurt. Repressed emotions are a real pain in the ass.” He was back to his sardonic humor.

“Any time you need somebody to talk to, don’t hesitate to call me,” Betty stated seriously. “I mean it, everybody needs somebody.”

“You’re the best, Betty,” he answered sincerely. “Anyway, where’s everybody else? Not that I’m complaining that it’s just you…”

Betty laughed at his boyish uncertainty. “Ronnie and Kevin are in his dad’s truck, and Archie is MIA, which means he’s with the Grundster.” Betty grimaced at her last words, still very opposed to get ginger neighbor’ torrid love affair.

“I have to ask,” Jughead started cautiously. “After all this drama, are you still interested in him, yknow romantically?”

Betty could hardly contain her giggle at Jughead’s seemingly innocent question. Now she understood what Kevin meant, he was pretty obvious.

“Oh, yeah definitely. I think I just loved the idea of Archie, the stability. I don’t want that anymore. I want excitement, suspense, passion…. I want you, Jughead.”

Her hand came up to cup his cheek as she finished her small rant. Looking into his eyes, the only emotion she could decipher was surprise. Unfortunately for Betty, she couldn’t tell if it was a good or bad surprise, and began to fidget nervously.

“Sorry, I probably shouldn’t….”

Jughead cut her off with a swift kiss, testing the waters. Betty squealed in shock, and pulled him back in for a real kiss. Sighing softly, she relaxed into the embrace, and so did Jughead.

Breaking apart for air, they rested their foreheads together, noses brushing. It somehow felt more intimate than the actual kiss, being so close.

“I’ve seen the way you look at me, Jughead,” Betty breathed. “Like I’m the only girl in the world. You make me feel like the only girl in the world.”

“To me, you are,” Jughead answered simply, and Betty swooned. Cupping the back of his neck, she pulled him in once more for a more heated, passionate kiss.

Time seemed to freeze as the couple sat on the old cot, locked in their passionate embrace. Soon, Jughead broke apart from her lips, causing Betty to whine at the loss of contact. Her whine turned into a low moan as he attached his mouth to the slender column of her neck, biting and kissing his way down.

“You’re so beautiful,” he murmured against her skin. “So smart, so kind, so incredible.”

“Mark me, Jughead,” Betty moaned wantonly. “Make me yours. Show the world I belong to you.”

Jughead responded to her breathy pleas by sucking a dark hickey on the side of her neck.

“Yesss,” she hissed, small fingers tugging appreciatively at his hair, beanie long gone in the throes of their pleasure.

Jughead pulled away once again, pausing to take in Betty’s appearance. In his eyes, she had never looked so beautiful with her ponytail mussed and her makeup smeared, lips bee stung and eyelids hooded in desire.

“So does this mean you’re like my girlfriend now?” He asked shyly

Betty just laughed and pecked his cheek. “If that’s what you want, Juggie.”

“Are you kidding me? You’re my dream girl, Betts. I’ve had a crush on you since 7th grade!”

“Oh, I think the movie’s about to end,” Betty said suddenly. “I hate to end our little soiree, but I need to get back to Kevin and Veronica. I’ll see you tomorrow, boyfriend.” She left the room with a final kiss, and was gone before Jughead had a chance to kiss her back.


“So how’d it go with Edward Scissorhands?” Veronica inquired once Betty reappeared at the pickup truck. “It must have been good, since you were gone for the entire movie.”

Betty was about to answer when Kevin cut her off.

“Oh my god, look at that hickey! Who knew Jughead had it in him?”

Betty simply blushed, and pulled the elastic out of her hair. She couldn’t let her mother see a giant hickey on her neck.

“It’s always the quiet ones,” the raven haired heiress joked as they loaded in the car and drove off.

Betty managed to avoid an interrogation from her mother and got into bed as soon as she got home. She drifted off to sleep with a firm smile on her face as she recounted the night’s events. She couldn’t wait to see Jughead again.

This ran longer than I expected, but I needed to address Jughead’s family issue before they could make out in the projection booth like I pictured lmao

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💚 Erin

sun & moon [tom holland x reader]

a/n: sorta soulmate au, but not really lmao i hope ya guys enjoy it! :)

summary: tom and reader are both lonely and want to have somebody in their lives and maybe astrology has to do something with that ;))))

words: 2k woowza

warnings: shitty writing by me, unfunny attempts to be funny

“He was the moon, who needed the sun. He needed her. Without this constellation, the world would stop working.”

Tom scoffed, looking at the seemingly deep quote, written in white on a black background, posted by some random page on Instagram. “What kind of bullshit”, he thought to himself, while he kept on scrolling through his feed.

After a whole and exhausting day of shooting, he finally found himself at home, sitting on his sofa in front of the TV, where some rather unfunny comedy show was running in the background. He didn’t care, he needed to have at least some company right now and it was indeed enough if it was led by some fictional characters on TV.

Despite all stress and tremendous hours of work, he still loved his job and right now, it was all he had. His friends and family were living far away, while he was stranded alone in some quiet house, which the studio provided him. He didn’t have any time for dates or even a relationship. The last one he had only lasted for two months, before he dumped this girl. She was nice and kind, but in some way, Tom didn’t feel too good with her. It felt odd, more as if it was wrong to be by her side. It always felt as if a part was missing.

After a while, he went to bed and suddenly he couldn’t stop thinking about this one damn quote about sun and moon. Maybe he really was the moon and therefore he needed the sun. He shook is head, before falling in a deep, uneasy sleep.

“You’re gonna find your moon, someday!”

“God, stop with that astrology bullshit. Please, I beg you”, you whined, before drinking up the rest of your bottle of beer. It was just another Friday night and your friend and you decided to go to a crowded club. What a good way to spend your evening – being surrounded by drunk and loud people, whilst some shitty music was pumping in the background. You tried to persuade yourself into enjoying it, but you just couldn’t do it. You were drained, you were exhausted. And even though it’s been months since your last breakup, you couldn’t seem to move forward.

Everybody around you noticed this and just wanted to be there for you, but you didn’t care anymore and were willing to continue living a life with no love.

“Come on”, your friend started again, “I’ve told you before, you’re the sun. He was only a star and this didn’t match, obviously!”

“He fucking cheated on me! I don’t think the sun and moon constellation could have done anything about it.”

She slightly punched you in your side.

“Stop being so sceptical about it!”

You rolled your eyes, before ordering another bottle. By all means, she was your best friend but sometimes she’d get too overwhelmed by this astrology stuff. You recalled the day, she told you, you were the sun. Just an average Saturday night, you two were hanging around at your flat, when she started with her tarot cards and talking about constellations, and star signs and whatnot. How the answer for all of your questions lies idle in the stars. How she found out that your sign was the sun. How excited she was and how you just thought “Alright”, not even caring about it. As she said, there are many suns in a lifetime, but each one is different. The best equivalent to the sun was obviously the moon. One moon, who was the missing piece to your sun.

She told you, the person with that one matching moon would be the one and only love for you. To that time, you started falling for this dickhead, thinking he was your only moon. Only to have your hopes crushed within some months.

“You’ve been drinking too much today”, she noticed with a sceptical glance on her face.

“Shut up”, you muttered, before bringing the bottle to your lips again. The music in the club kept pounding in your ears, whilst the storm in your heart was still raging.

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This competition is a mess tbh

You’ve got the people that think “Midsummer Night’s Dream” is literally referring to summer so they put on summer clothes (which I probably would have done if I hadn’t searched up the theme so I can’t blame ya!)

-the ‘I’ll Throw On Whatever Cause I Have No Clue What’s Happening’ outfits

-The small few that are inspired by Shakespeare’s comedy but get very little votes :(

-The folks that slap on the Deer Elf Queen outfit, put on some wings, and call it a day

and the rest is faerie or Titania inspired submissions

This is why they should go more in depth with the contest themes and possibly? give short little explanations along with them! That would be really cool. I see that there are lots of other Shakespeare character inspired outfits that could totally get into the Top 20! but since they dont have deer antlers or they dont look ~pretty~ enough they dont.

Honestly, Shakespeare or not, I just wanna see original and clever ideas that look actually amazing get the recognition they deserve.

people aren’t always so sure what the theme is asking, so they go look to the Top 20s outfit and get some inspiration there which isn’t an issue, but the same items are being overused so it does cause a lot of repetition and ~unoriginality~

its very unencouraging especially for newer players because you have to make your outfit look like everyone else’s to get a nice score! And if you don’t have those specific items, you do quite poorly tbh.


It is open to interpretation and I do like that!! But putting on the Deer Elf Queen outfit with those blue/red fairy wings or some other variant of that is getting a tad bit overused BUT if thats somebodys genuine interpretation of the theme, cool! I’m not judging you personally if you want to wear it go ahead. But seeing others not taking the freedom of being creative to their advantage because that’s what everybody else is wearing or w.e

One last thing. I understand that it isn’t always the easiest thing to dress up as a character that you want to use for this competition because there aren’t much clothes yet that can perfectly imitate a Shakespearean character.

Thats what makes those unique unconventional types of outfits so impressive! Taking what you have and making something of it. That’s creativity!! and I wish I saw more of that creativity being recognized. Not just basic cookie cutter outfits.

anonymous asked:


Hi, hi! Sorry I’m late – it’s been a busy weekend. (We did the This Is Us panel last night and I got like 3 hours of sleep and now I’m headed home, exhausted.) I don’t really know what else to say about the TWD panel that you guys wouldn’t already know! (I’m assuming you were able to watch it live?) So I’ll do just a few quick thoughts.

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Halsey && Matty

Okay, so this is going to be long so I’m going to put it under a read more BUT I just want to say that I don’t have sources for most of this because it’s from Halsey’s old tumblr that she deleted and other stuff (screenshots, pictures, etc.) I’ve had saved on my computer for agessss so I don’t remember where I originally got them. But also a lot of this stuff, like the lyric analysis, just came from my own brain and the fact that I’ve seen way too many interviews of the 1975.

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Angel didn’t really love Buffy

Notice for all Bangel fans: you can guess from the title what this is about so it’s up to you if to read this or not. If you do and you wish to, you are welcome to debate with me. Just remember to be civil and reasonable, because I too am entitled to my opinion (especially in my own blog XD) and believe me my goal is not to burst your bubble. I’m pretty sure that you’ll go on shipping this couple whatever I or everyone else says, and that’s totally fine.

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being alive [tom holland x reader]

summary: AGAIN inspired by some song by company lmao basically a short look onto reader’s and tom’s relationship!!

a/n: it’s genderneutral as always and not your typical fic, but i still hope u guys enjoy it! :) ( @hufflepuffholland can i just tag you again pls let me know if i’m annoying lmao)

tw: it’s just really fluffy and cheesy

Someone to hold you too close

Someone to hurt you too deep

Someone to sit in your chair

And ruin your sleep

When he was 21, being an all-famous guy, loved by so many people, he had never wasted a thought what being alive, whilst being the love of somebody, would even feel like. He didn’t care about love. Or at least being with someone. That time, he was too busy to even think about talking to someone, actually spending time together. Love, love, what did love even mean to him back then, before he met you? It meant nothing, just a waste of time.

Yet there was a voice within himself, which told him not only once or twice, how splendid it would be to share a little with a special somebody. Of course, he had his friends, he had his family. He had fans, who would tell him how much they loved him. Some nights, he would be awake in his bed – the rest of the world either asleep or in the same state as he was - wondering if there was somebody waiting for him. He quickly forgot about this, before drifting off in a fitful sleep.

Someone to need you too much

Someone to know you too well

Someone to pull you up short

To put you through hell

“I’m Tom.”

“Y/N, nice to meet you, Thomas”, was the first thing you said to him, making him fall in love with you for quite a bit. It was just another party he was invited to, not even wanting to step a foot outside anymore. Everybody wanted to know him and wanted to be his friend. Not because of him being…well, himself, but because of all the buzz around him. He wondered if somebody would ever treat him like an ordinary person ever again. Suddenly you stepped into his life and he knew there was an answer to all of his questions.

That night, you two spent every minute by each other’s side. He would always get you something to drink, he would always make sure you were comfortable enough. Without knowing why, he was just drawn to you, being amazed by the aura you seemed to spread. Your smile lit up the whole stuffy and dark room and he noticed this, standing far away from you. He didn’t know your story, but he knew he wanted to be a part of it.

“What are you doing, actually?”, he asked, taking a sip of his beer.

“Oh”, you said, frowning a bit, “I’m just…getting around. Somehow.”

“What does ‘getting around’ even mean?”

You bit on your lower lip, trying to find the right words, trying to be more than the boring mess you pictured yourself as.

“Well, I’m…well, I rather was at university. Tried to be lawyer one day.”

“Oho, tried?”, he chuckled.

You winked at him. “I failed and dropped out. Maybe even on purpose, we will never know. Now I’m just trying to get my first novel to be published!”

He was struck by your honesty. Out of all these people, you were being so warm to him, a feeling he was longing to feel again for so long. But suddenly there was you, a still very unknown person, who was just jumping right into his life, when he needed it the most.

Someone you have to let in

Someone whose feelings you spare

Someone who, like it or not

Will want you to share

A little, a lot

That party was just the beginning of something, which should last an entirety. Obviously, you two didn’t know that right away. There was a feeling, however, within the two of you, which whispered in moments of despair that nobody should ever leave it. Tom was afraid of the idea of being with somebody, having to share everything with them. Somebody, who is willing to stay a whole life by your side, somebody you need to share all of your things with. On some occasions, he would get anxious about that. But just by looking into your face, which lit up a smile the very second he glanced over to you, he knew there was no reason to be afraid anymore. Why would he be afraid, if the rest of his life would be spent by the side of somebody like you?

“You know how much I love you?”, he sometimes asked.

You’d always hum, already knowing the answer.

“Very much. I love you very much, indeed.”

“And I love you even more”, you’d always answer, pressing a soft kiss on his lips.

You’ve been in love, once or twice. Yet you’ve never really loved somebody. Being in love is easy. Loving somebody can be quite difficult. Because this somebody will not only be in your heart. They will be in your soul, in your every-day life, in your thoughts, your questions and answers. Tom was this somebody to you. He stepped into your life at a rather strange time of your life. You were failing all things. You even failed succeeding. There was a certain darkness within you, but suddenly this boy with the golden heart showed up, making the sunshine come back again. And you knew, you weren’t going to leave it.

Somebody crowd me with love

Somebody force me to care

“You still remember the night we first met?”, Tom asked, pressing a kiss onto your hand, as he slowly swung you around the dancing floor.

“How could I ever forget that night?”, you answered cheekily, making him, even after all those years, blush a bit.

“I’ve always thought you were cute. Right from the first minute on.”

“Likewise, babe.”

Tom’s smile grew bigger. You thought you noticed some tears in his eyes.

“And now we’re married. Can you believe it?”, he whispered in your ear.

You shook your head, your eyes as well getting damp.

I’ll always be there

As frightened as you

To help us survive

Being alive

“I love you very much”, he started.

“I love you even more”, you continued.

“And I love you the most, darling”, he ended, spinning you around, wondering how he got so lucky with somebody like you.

Why the Stardust Crusaders OVA is actually pretty good: a post

So, the Stardust Crusaders OVA gets a lot of shit from, at least, Western fans on tumblr - idk how Japan took to it. And while the art style is a different brand of strange from the original, and while it takes a lot of liberties, it’s actually pretty fucking good? I mean christ, Satoshi Kon was called in to help out with showing Dio’s timestop - the people making this were clearly trying to do the series justice. Like, Skywalker Sound was involved in the making of this OVA?? Apparently, the only time they have worked for an anime.

Tho that doesn’t stop it from being a bit…messy. The first episodes were made in 1993, starting with the introduction of Iggy and fight with N’Doul. This half is 6 episodes long, and highlights the following fights: N’Doul (spanning 2 episodes), D’Arby, and then 3 episodes following the Dio fight. If you’re not a fan of the series, and don’t know the backstory, you’re going to be horribly lost. Especially when it opens up with this:

Even if you’re a fan you’d probably see this like “since when is this a Battle Tendency OVA???????”

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