i think im going to sob

  • me: personality disorder who? im not clingy and tbh I don't even have a fear of abandonment.... lmao
  • also me: *deadass sobs and wheezes all night for hours bc I can't stop thinking about how People Are Going To Leave Me*

sometimes I think about how yoongi said that predebut, him and joon would go up on a rooftop and question when the time for their debut would come and when/if they would receive awards and how they would watch mamas together at home and how on the day of wings’s release, the two stayed behind in the practice room after practice and held each other while sobbing because of how far they had came and how they achieved all the things that they never thought to achieve and oh look im crying again

a quick sketch of celica!! if anyone knew anything about her can u tell me about it.. asking for a friend

Backstage Costume Crew Be Like

“I know my hand is like.. down your shirt but pls don’t think I’m groping you I just need to pin this piece of fabric okay tHANKs”

“No.. your hoop skirt isn’t.. HOLD ON IM SORRY IN ADVANCE-” /Fucking climbs under skirt to fix a crooked wire in the lining/ “THERE YOU GO”

“I KNOW THIS IS AWKWARD BUT CAN YOU JUST PLS GET IN THIS SKIRT YOU WILL GET STUCK HALFWAY IF YOU DONT HAVE HELP”

“JACKSON, YOUR PANTS! WHERE ARE THEY?!”

/dashing to set up backstage quick changes/ “I imagine death so much it feels more like a memory”

“WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU RIPPED YOUR COSTUME”

/incoherent sobbing/

how do people just stop shipping larry ? im genuinely curious like how do you stop feeling so overwhelmed over them ? how do you stop looking at them fondly ? how do you just forget everything and move on ? honestly i can think about stuff that happened years ago and still be like, “wow they really … did that …”, i still cry over larry moment videos and songs related to them ??? still the one, home, i want to break free, etc. = automatically sobbing, the tattoos still fuck me up !!! these two have a part of my soul forever man im never going anywhere.

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i lov this post bc its sweet but im dying but i just keep thinking abt the time sasuke was desperately looking for naruto (b/c itachi was after him) and he just kept going “please! have you seen a blonde kid with a really stupid face?!?!?” like as if that’s a good descriptor. 

sasuke, sobbing: he just looks so fucking stupid

u know that feeling where you’re just preparing for the worst and shit keeps happening and things keep trying you and it’s like… rlly hard to think there’s ever gonna be a positive side at the end of it bc fucking god yh man mood

catching up on jl8 and i sAW THIS PANEL

IS THIS ABOUT HARVEY???? 

IS THAT SUPPOSED TO BE BABY HARVEY??????? 😭

let me love you (jefferson x reader x alex)

request : modern au??? angsty stuff !?? ooH basically ur eliza and Alex cheats on u and then u get pissed & break up w him and then go hook up w Jefferson to piss him off but then that becomes a thing and now Alex regrets everything (-anon)

warning : slight smut , angst, cussin, alex cheated so 

a/n : wooo writers block send me more requests. also its not v anon i know who sent this bc she kept on texting me to do it. 


“alex? what the fuck is this?” you choked, throwing your phone at him. Maria had texted you. is this y/n? im so sorry that i had to let you know this way. i just found out you are with alexander… we have been hooking up for about two months. im so so sorry he told me he was single. 

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  • Jungkook: Hyung don't go!! *latches onto Jimin's leg*
  • Jimin: Kookie, I need to go. Let go of me.
  • Jungkook: NO DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE *starts sobbing*
  • Jimin: JEON JUNGKOOK I AM GOING TO THE FUCKING RESTROOM OR ELSE IM GONNA PISS MY PANTS
  • Jimin: *leaves Jungkook on the bench by himself*
  • Jungkook:
  • Jungkook: *gets a boom box out of nowhere and plays "LIE" loudly, kneeling in front of the restroom with the boom box above his head*
  • Jungkook: I LOVE YOU JIMIIIIIIIIN
  • Jimin:
  • Jimin: *comes out of restroom*
  • Jimin: WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK YOU DIPSHIT

So I’m sitting here (crying) after that episode and a thought occurred to me.

Why would Aida want to keep Fitz and Simmons apart in the framework? She’s seen how happy they make each other yeah?

But then it occurred to me

Every bad thing that has happened to Fitz is because Jemma convinced him to go into the field with her back all those years ago. 

So I’m calling it now. The Framework world is a place where Fitz wasn’t with Jemma on the BUS and so she died because he wasn’t there to help her cure the alien virus in FZZT

She jumped off of the plane and there is no body in that grave. The virus ended with her, but not in the way it was meant to. 

And as for Fitz, I’m thinking that his father never walked out on him. He entered the private sector, probably works for him, and that’s why that scene of him was like that. 

They probably have never met in this timeline and I’m dying

5

They both joined team Instinct in the end.

anonymous asked:

i was just thinking about how one of them is going to die before the other and im full on sobbing

uh hate to burst your bubble but the future was already predicted and phil is gonna die twerking while dan cries

Angel

“You’re sort of famous and we vaguely know each other through bumping into each other all the time but the media thinks we’re dating” AU with Jason and him as the sort of famous one please? If the request box is full then ignore this. By @natasha-baggins

Okay! How about Jason founding out his girl is a Victoria Secret angel, and he gets all jealous and fluffy when other people stared at her, but then gets even more jealous but proud like a momma bird when he saw her walked down the path with his huge ass wings, posing for him and all that. Resulting to some..*coughing*smut*coughing*. You can ignore that s… thing if you want though. Love you!

Note: I tried my best but this still sucks. Sorry it does


“IS THAT GIGI HADID?” Tim gauged at the sight and run from Jason’s side to chase after the blonde.

“Isn’t she still with Zayn?” Dick asked, letting a small chuckle leave his lips

“Yup” you popped your lips in an effort to make them look plumper.

“IM GOOD WITH HER SISTER TOO!”

“She’s with the Weeknd, dumbass” Jason said and burried his head in his palms, trying to shake off what was happening around him.

He knew he should have never brought his brothers to a Victoria Secret event. Not only were they chasing after the models, especially Dick, but they didn’t even acknowledge the media that was all around, they’d take photos with them and post them on Instagram and Snapchat as if he had told them to do that exactly. What part of “stay in the fucking front line and don’t move from there” they didn’t understand.


“Uhm, Abel’s with Selena, Jason, what world do you live in?” You laughed at him as your make up artist did the final touches to your make up.

“Wait up. You know Selena Gomez?” Dick asked, wide eyes. “Don’t tell me you know Beyonce too” He turned his gaze to Jason, praying he knew Beyonce too.

“No.. I’m sorry, but Selena and I are friends. I could get you tickets to some event of hers though, I mean it won’t be hard right?”


“I think I’m going to cry” Dick fake sobbed with his hand on his heart and then left, off to find Sara Sampaio as he had mentioned before.

“Ugh finally he’s off” Jason sighed and you got up from your chair to let sit in order to get on his lap.

“Let them have some fun, Jay” you smiled and wrapped your hands around his neck.

“How many times are you up tonight”

“Two.”

“Two?” Jason’s eyes widened as you purred against his neck. “You got wings today?”


“Yes” you giggled.

“How the fuck im I supposed to contain myself and not jump on you while you’re walking down that run way. In some goddamn lingerie” at this you laughed again. You knew how jealous Jason could be when it came to your job. He hated to know that others would look at you and your body while you walked down in some underwear - and oh the times this “underwear” was see-through- like seriously, what kind of guy in his place would be able to cope up with that.

“You will, because reporters are everywhere, and I have an interview tomorrow and the only thing I’m going to be asked about is if I’m dating you. They’ve seen us out, a hundred times.” your face was dropping little by little as you spoke with your head glued to the crook of his neck. Jason rubbed soothing circles on your back, being extra careful not to mess with your satin robe, he already knew what was the price of ripping one apart.

Leaning on Jason seemed to be the best idea to calm you down. His even breathing making his chest rise and fall, it always calmed you and at a time like this, you were thankful that he had come at this show. All your stress and worried and been gone by the time they had called you to get dressed and with a last kiss you watched as Jason retreated to his usual seat. In the front line waiting to see you. You knew he couldn’t help but be so very jealous, but maybe that was one more thing that you found so beautiful on him.
______

“So where’s Tim?” Jason asked as he watched models come and go, flashing smiling and swaying their hips.

“He was with Kylie Jenner the last time I saw him”

“Ughhh” Jason’s face screwed up in fake pain at the sound of the name.

“We’re probably going to end up having a ‘keeping up with the Waynes, really, really soon”

Jason chuckled at the comment. He could only imagine what kind of mess this reality show would be. If Bruce ever allowed it.


“Man these are some huge ass wings” Dick spoke in amusement the moment you appeared on the runway, causing Jason to avert his gaze from the singer and right on you, only to smile once again.

He raised his hands in the air and started clapping, screaming “I love you’s”, loud enough so the live music wouldn’t overdo his voice.

With a look at him, you smiled wider and posed, having already reached the edge of the runway and then with a playful turn you started walking to other side.

You only made a small stop to blow a kiss to him and then with a wink you were gone, off to change as quickly as you could.

College!Seungcheol
  • major: nutritional science 
  • minor: kinesiology 
  • sports: football, assistant swim coach 
  • clubs: brazilian jiu jitsu club, he plays in a rock band on campus 
  • seungcheol is like the most fit person on all of campus. like he follows a strict diet of specific grains and vegetables and lean meat and is the one person up at 5 am doing a jog three times around campus
  • he always has his duffel bag over his shoulder and a towel around his neck. wears sweatpants in the winter and basketball shorts in the summer to class almost exclusively 
  • all the student athletes adore him, especially the freshman’s who see him as a sports god and he’s like. their dad. like he’s not a mean jock who ignores them he’s like actually really helpful and plays casually with them when they’re not at practice and probably goes around ruffling their hair like they’re his sons and it’s adorable
  • is one of the star football players on the team, and would have been a star swimmer too if he had the time but instead he just comes every now and then to help out the coach. 
  • when people first meet him they’re like “oh they stereotypical ‘got-into-college-on-a-sports-scholarship-douche” but the moment seungcheol smiles and makes the corniest father joke they’ve ever heard everyones automatically like what no . we take it back. this person is buff and intimidating on the outside but a soft tart meme on the inside
  • seungcheol: “hell yeah i cried when we won nationals last year, what you think im not going to admit i cried? let me tell you i didn’t cry- i sobbed - the entire han river came flowing out of my eyes-”
  • and you hate to admit it but you kind of pre-judged him too. see you meet seungcheol in your core biology class and you’re paired up with him in a group lab. almost immediately seungcheol introduces himself to everyone first and is all smiles and sweet and the two girls who are in your group also start fawning over his biceps while the other guy is just like asking seungcheol a bunch of questions about trying out for the football team and you’re sitting there with your notebook like: “guys. the lab?”
  • and seungcheol grins your way and you kinda like awkwardly look down because already you’re annoyed that they’re not doing their work and you’re like this guy probably only knows things about football im gonna have to do all the work
  • and it irks you and basically seungcheol rubs you the wrong way until class is over and you’re walking out into the hall, taking your phone out to complain to your friend through text
  • when you feel a hand on your shoulder and you turn around to see seungcheol and he’s like “hey, i know we aren’t friends or anything like that, but you seemed a little angry. im sorry we got off track, but i have some ideas for the lab - do you think i can send them to you?”
  • and you’re taken back because honestly you didn’t think he’d put any effort into this but you’re still cautious and you’re like “ok, by the way what’s your major?” and seungcheol’s like “nutritional science! minor in kinesiology because i want to specialize in physical therapy and athletic dieting after college.” and you’re looking at him like………..
  • ok i might have misjudged him when i thought he was only good for his body
  • (which by the way, you decide is worth fawning over like those girls in your group. like honestly you let yourself look at him and he’s handsome, but he’s also lean and strong and the veins in his hands are distracting and ok what no we’re getting OFF topic)
  • but you also like hand him your phone and you’re like “here, put in your contact.” and seungcheol’s happy smile turns into a kind of little smirk and you’re like ………… and seungcheol looks up and he’s like “were you about to tell your friend about me?” and you’re like “wha-”
  • but then you see your screen and it’s still on the message to your friend and all you managed to write was “there’s this guy in my group from the football team and like he’s hot but-” and you’re like 
  • OH M HGOFDSJEOD FDJO
  • and seungcheol is looking at you with his bottom lip between his teeth and you grab your phone back and you’re like
  • “we can talk about the lab next class. bye.”
  • and you RUN out of there and seungcheol is left standing in the dust but honestly he’s like
  • grinning to himself like; “this……is going to be interesting.”
  • and it is interesting. very interesting. as in you cannot make eye contact the next lab because the tEXT you got from mr. choi seungcheol was “oh here’s my list of ideas for the lab also thanks for calling me hot, i like a person that’s straightforward (;”
  • and you had stared at that winky face like what the hell does this mean
  • and seungcheol the second you sat down across from him in class leaned his head onto his hand and gave you a little smile 
  • and you just. like you are just OFFENDED
  • because he needs to stop. you need to get work done and like literally you hadn’t liked him when you first saw him but now you couldnt help but kind of maybe who knows….be interested in him a little more just a tinsy bit…..
  • but yeah you try to focus on the lab and engage your other partners, but again the girls are giggling over seungcheol’s fitted shirt and the boy’s ranting about how he’s see seungcheol score touchdowns at the last game
  • all the while seungcheol keeps looking only at you and you’re just like “…..i need to drop this bio lab and do chem instead or something…..”
  • but aside from seungcheol being flirty???? and basically never letting you live down the fact that you called him hot,,,,he’s incredibly intelligent and his ideas for the labs are good
  • and you and him are the only two actually doing the work and like you catch onto this and so does he
  • so like as the week passes you get a text from him and it’s like; “i think it’s up to us to save this lab. the other three don’t even know they’re in a bio class i think.”
  • and you wanna be like “yeah, because they think it’s seungcheol 101″ but you don’t wanna be Petty and you’re like “well, it’s the not the first time ive done all the work, but at least we have each other.”
  • and after sending it you’re like
  • ………….did i just write “at least we have eaCH OTHER” aM I OUT OF MY MIND
  • but seungcheol has already read the text and replies like “that, we do (;” and you’re like FriCK HIM AND HIs DUMB WINK EMOJI GOD
  • but also as the second week passes and you and seungcheol manage to start actually writing up everything for the lab seungcheol’s like 
  • “hey, we probably won’t have enough time if we only work while we’re in lab. come see me after practice tomorrow so we can go to the library?”
  • and honestly you wanna think of an excuse because goddammit he makes your heart race and you just don’t know if he’s playing around and it scares you but also this lab is like 50% of your grade and you want to finish and not pull like three all nighters so you agree
  • and you’re like “shouldn’t we invite the rest-”
  • and seungcheol’s like “do you really think that’ll help?” and you’re like rip you’re right
  • so the next day you don’t want to admit it but you actually plan a cuter outfit to wear to the library and you get there early with all your materials and as you’re sitting there you’re like
  • oh my god do i like seungcheol i put this cute outfit on for a boy who literally only wears sweats outside of football practice
  • but again, you’re too quick to judge, because all of a sudden there’s a guitar case set down on the table beside you and you look over to see seungcheol standing there
  • but this time the sweats are gone and instead there’s ripped up grey jeans, a flannel tied around his waist, and a acid-washed muscle t-shirt 
  • his ears, you notice, are pierced and the shirt’s dip is big enough for you to see a tattoo peek out from under 
  • and first of all you’re frozen
  • and second of all you’re speechless
  • and seungcheol’s like “sorry if we don’t get much done, i gotta be out by 8 to make it to the show at 9 otherwise the guys will kill me.”
  • and you’re like,,,,,,,,,,,, “they guys?” and seungcheol’s like “yeah, my band. they’re always on my ass about being late because of practice or class.”
  • and you’re like ….. “holy shit you’re in a band.” and he laughs into his hand like “yeah!! isn’t it obvious you know i thought the guitar and the jeans would give it away.”
  • and you’re like askhldfjgoefmrg WHAT i thought he was only into sports and like nutrition or something but here he is in front of you with a tattoo and a guitar and you’re like
  • “…..is it a rock band?” and seungcheol sits down next to you like “yeah, of course!”
  • and ok remember how you were like ‘wow do i really like him or is this just a fleeting thing’ WELL NOW You REALLY Are SURE YOU LIKE HIM because guitarist in a band whose physically fit as hell and smart….he’s the whole package aND THEN SOME
  • but you’re like @ yourself like ok ok ok chill we need to focus on the lab. the lab. don’t look at his tattoo, ok you’re looking at his tattoo, chill calm dow-
  • and seungcheol is scribbling something down and he’s talking but you’re like so distracted until finally seungcheol’s like
  • “hey, you’ve been working really hard on this with me and so you should come to the show tonight and relax.” and you’re like ,,,,the show? as in ,,,,,your bands show?????
  • and seungcheol grins like “yeah! it’s sold out but ill just take you through the back with me!” and you’re like “um i have class in the mor-” but seungcheol ruffles your hair and is like “c’mon live a little!”
  • and you’re like arent you the one whose like eat right and have a good sleep schedule??? and seungcheol laughs like yeah, but also sometimes you need to let go and do something fun
  • and that’s how you end up being pulled by the wrist by seungcheol into the loud backstage of a packed venue in central seoul and seungcheol introduces you to all these guys and girls full of tattoos and piercing who are all like “seungcheol, this one’s cute - look like a keeper!!!” and you’re like ????? are they talking about me??? and seungcheol just winks at you and you’re like STOP wiTH THE winks gOD
  • but yeah you can’t help but just see seungcheol in this whole new light and he’s just like,,,,he’s just so amazing and full of surprises and gosh he look so handsome tuning his guitar and right before he sets out onto the stage he leans in close to you and murmurs “is it ok if you give me something for goodluck?”
  • and your heartbeat quickens and you try to swallow the lump in your throat and you’re like “w-what-?” and seungcheol kisses the side of your lips so gently that you barely feel it but you do see the smirk he gives you before running out to start the show
  • and you’re left there, touching your skin and watching as seungcheol jumps around, swinging his guitar and screaming along with the fans to the lyrics
  • and ……..oh god this is all really happening
  • the show ends and seungcheol, sweaty but so so so so so happy joins you again
  • and before he can even ask; “how was it?” you reach up and throw your hands around his neck and pull im into a long, deep kiss
  • his bandmates break out into a hollering cheer and when you pull back you’re like 
  • HOLY SHIT I DID THAT
  • and seungcheol searches your eyes until his smile lights up like a million sun rays and he wraps his arms around your waist and hoists you up so he can kiss you again and spin you
  • and ok it’s just the most spontaneous, best decision you’ve ever made
  • seungcheol gets someone to give you two a lift back to campus and he walks with you to your dorm and kisses you again until you’re breathless and he presses his forehead to yours and is like “see you in lab.”
  • and wow from that moment on you’re in bliss. you’re in LOVe
  • you come into your first class just giggling like an idiot all your friends are like ??????? until you’re like “guys. i made out with seungcheol from the football team.” and theY ALL LOSE IT
  • lab comes around and like you’re the first person from your group there so you take a seat where you usually are and one of the girls sits beside you until you hear a voice and it’s obviously seungcheol and he like taps the girls shoulder and is like
  • “hi, is it ok if i sit next to my baby?” and you’re like DID HE JUST and the girl looks between you two like “wh-wai-what-wait-what????” and seungcheol thanks her when she moves, still with her mouth hanging open and he just leans in to kiss you softly and ask how the lab is going
  • and you’re like “baby?” and he’s like “yes?” and you’re like “no i mean-” BUT TOO LATE CLASS STARTED HEHE
  • you learn super quickly that seungcheol loves to let people know about the two of you
  • like you leave lab and promise to see him the next morning for coffee and as you’re walking to another building like 6 people stop you to ask if you’re really dating seungcheol
  • and you’re like jesus news travels fast but honestly it’s just seungcheol got super giddy and told the whole damn football team. and swim team. and tennis team. and lacrosse team. and YOU see where im going w/this
  • you see him in the morning as promised to get coffee and seungcheol literally keeps you in a hug the whole time and he pulls you into his lap and you’re like oh my god we’re in front of people and he’s like ???so
  • one of your guy friends comes over to ask if you did the homework for another class and you feel seungcheol’s grip on your waist tighten and you’re like oh my god reaLLY
  • but it’s cute
  • anyway you guys have on lab left and finally you finish and like just after sending the e-mail to the teacher with the finished lab seungcheol is like
  • “you know, ive liked you since before we had bio together.” and you’re like “???? wait seriously???” and he’s like “yeah. i remember you from orientation when you got put into my group. you didn’t even look at me once, you kept nervously playing with your hands and reading over the college handbook. it was cute.”
  • and you’re like asdfhoadfsgef and you hit seungcheol playfully but he just catches your hand and gives it a kiss
  • and you’re like “seungcheol, i never thought id say this but im sorry. i want to apologize for misjudging you the first time we met.” and he just shrugs and is like “it’s fine. but you should make it up to me.” and you’re like ??how and he’s like “come to my show again this weekend. i love it when you’re by my side to support me.” and you hide your face in his neck like DONT say that but also ofc ill come
  • and it becomes a regular thing, you showing up to his shows and to his football games to cheer him on
  • the football team all starts referring to you as parent number two since seungcheol is parent number one and it’s adorable you bought snacks for the whole team once and they attacked you in hugs and seungcheol was pulling them off like “NO!!! you can only look you CANNOT TOUCH!!! NEW RULE!!!!”
  • they’re like “dAD come ONN” and seungcheol pulls you against him like “be grateful but be grateful from far away.”
  • he gets jealous way too easily, but you always just kiss him and reassure him it’s fine - you’re his
  • and it’s cute like he tries teaching you to play guitar when you guys are just hanging out on the quad
  • he like puts his hand over yours, guides your fingers with his own 
  • you wear one of seungcheol’s big shirts with his band logo to sleep because it’s comfy and reminds you of him
  • seungcheol tries to get you hype about exercising and once takes you jogging with him around the school at like 6 am and you’re dead 5 min in and seungcheol is like ok ok and just piggybacks you for the rest of his time and you’re like how are you human and he’s like a good diet and exercise 
  • seungcheol getting super passionate about his classes and what he’s learned when he’s talking to you and you love watching him be so engaged, like you can see the love in his eyes for sports and for helping people
  • he’s just a cute angel person who is SWOLE and is in a BAND 
  • the tattoo you find out is actually a tribute to his mom and you’re like THATS THE ……MOST CONSIDERATE cUTESt THING EVER
  • and seungcheol is like SHuSH i have to hide the tattoo from the football coach he doesn’t know and you’re like hehe still a tattoo for your mom seungcheol that’s adorable…..
  • jeonghan whose seungcheol’s best friend is just like “how do you put up with him?” and you’re like “what do you mean?” and jeonghan’s like “how do you put up with someone that flirts with you EVEN though you’re dating him?” and you’re like “what he does no-”
  • but then you look up and seungcheol sends a cheesy wink your way and you’re like “jeonghan, i really don’t know how i put up with it.”
  • you’re seungcheol’s sweet, soft s/o but when he’s playing football you get fired up and you’re like “CRUSH THEM BABY I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!”  LOL seungcheol teases you for it but he loves it
  • seungcheol: “remember when you called me hot-” you: “stop living in the past seungcheol or i will purposely untune your guitar. seungcheol: “im sorry and i love you.” 

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