I promise; Haechan.
Request: “okay, I’m really clingy and sad today so– can u do scenario where haechan um cheer up his insecure gf? I know he’s type to dating charismatic girl like him (I think this type suit him well, sorry not sorry im introvert and really insecure about myself but still I love him (he’s such a sunshine)) but can you do it super fluffy? I hope you understand my request, for me (11pm) it’s late and my eyes hurt a little bit:((”
Genre: Fluff, slightly angsty??
A/N: I just realized that i won’t be able to watch MAMA in Vietnam completely and got sad. So now I’m in the mood for writing this angsty shit. And to distract myself I’ll probably also write the Cuddling with Kun, or maybe post something on my Astro blog idk but the thing is that i’M SAD AND I WANT TO DIE.
“Baby? Baby, are you alright?” You jumped a bit in surprise after hearing those words and your heartbeat speeded up seconds after. Your hands instantly went to your face, first to wipe away the tears that were on your cheeks and then they stayed there to hide your red and puffy eyes from him. “Y/N… did something happened?”
With unsure steps, your boyfriend started to walk closer to you to eventually sit by your side in the bed, keeping a small distance in between your bodies. He never saw you crying before since your relationship was quite new yet, so he wasn’t sure how you would react to his comfort, making him scared of make a mistake. But, one way or another, his hands ended in your waist after he slowly found the courage to put one of his arms around you to then brought you closer to him.
“Y/N… talk to me, princess. Please.” But you stayed silent, except for the sound of you sobbing and some small and empty sighs that you would let go and that would hurt Donghyuck’s heart more and more. “I really hate seeing you like this, baby. If you tell me what’s wrong I-I may be able to help you.”
You moved your head from side to side at first, denying his petition, but just a couple of seconds were necessary for you to break completely and jump to his arms, crying twice as hard in his shoulder as you held on tightly of him. The sudden action surprised your boyfriend, but as an natural instict his arms wrapped around you. His fingertips moved around your back, caressing your skin delicately as his soft voice would whisper sweet things in your ear, accompanied by some kisses that he would leave in your shoulders, neck, cheek and in any exposed skin he could find.
You were feeling deeply ashamed of the fact that this vulnerable part of you was showing, and especially if it was to Donghyuck! You wanted to see his bright smile and wanted to hear his sarcastic jokes, but now you were guilty of the worried expression of his face and the way his mood was so down.
“I-I’m sorry.” You said, still with a broken voice, some minutes later once you calmed a bit. You separate from the hug and wiped the tears out of your face newly, looking down to avoid making eye contact with Donghyuk, who couldn’t stop looking at your face with concern. “I-I… ah… I’m fine. I just… got a little too caught up in emotions.”
A sad empty laugh left your lips as you pronounced this last sentence as you kept trying to control your breath and your sobbing. The action amazed Donghyuck and let him quite thoughtful - Where did you learn that it was alright to laugh at yourself in moments like this? Who or what could have hurt you so much to do such a terrible thing? He hated the fact that you couldn’t see how beautiful you were and how much you were worth. He admired you and never failed to feel inspired whenever you were around… you’re so special… why can’t you see it?
“D-Do you wanna talk about it?” You thinked about it for a few seconds before denying silently, with your gaze lost somewhere in the room. But your attention quickly got caught by his hand, which he placed on top of yours, caressing it with his thumb. “Can you, at least, give me a small clue of why are you like this? Like… Is there anything I can do to make you feel better? Should I beat someone up?”
You frowned and looked at his face, which had a pure expression of being anxious, wanting to see your reaction after his little joke and smiling brightly when you did giggle a bit.
“Why are you laughing? I’m trying to be helpful here!” He whined, making your smile grow a bit more to then transform it in laugher when he throwed himself at you, tickling your sides as a revenge for giggling at his ‘seriousness’.
Not even a minute in he stopped and layed by your side on bed, facing you and moving some hair out of your face. And even if the tickle fight didn’t last long, your smile did, and you kept giggling here and there at the silly comments Donghyuck would say.
“Do you want to rest a little, Y/N? I think it would help a bit for your puffy eyes but I can’t be sure, I never saw something like that before, you look like an alien.” You gasped and hitted softly his arm, faking feeling offended by his comment. “What? It’s the truth! Also, I’m pretty sure you ruinned my t-shirt with all your tears. You should be thankful of having an amazing boyfriend like me.
You giggled and moved closer to him, placing your head on his chest and enjoying his warmness.
“I hate to admit it but… it’s true. I’m convinced that I’ve got the best boyfriend ever.” You sighed and separated a bit from his body to look at him in the eyes. “But I don’t think I even deserve you, you know? I’m sorry that I can’t be as great as you but… I’m still thankful for having you.”
He could see the sincerity in your words and, once again, hated the fact that you were so insecure. He wished with every part of his being that one day you could wake up and realize how increible you are for being so intelligent, so caring, so.. perfect. He wanted yo to love yourself as much as he does and, with small steps, he was decided to make his goal come true.
“Don’t be silly, Y/N. We’re made for each other, we’re equally amazing.” Donghyuck kissed the top of your head sweetly and started to play with your hair. “Y/N… I love you so much… and I’ll continue doing it as long as you keep having troubles doing so yourself and even once you finally realize how much you worth, okay? I promise to do so.”
You snuggled closer to him, closing your eyes and instantly feeling exhaustion hitting you. You mubled a small “I love you” before falling in a deep sleep, dreaming with the angel that you had in your arms.