i think i'm gonna rewatch this soon

bought 13x03 on amazon (think i’m gonna buy the season pass next month) and i just finished watching it. i loved a lot of stuff that got adressed, but man, that ep was… a lot. my thoughts aren’t coherent at all yet and i’m definitely going to have to rewatch. mostly i’m hurting majorly for dean rn. he needs and deserves so much comfort and care and  isn’t getting any. his life must feel exactly like what he told patience hunting is like; endlessly painful