i think i'll cry at this forever now

You’ve moved on and you’re sleeping next to someone else but I think I’ll love you till the end of time. I’ll be forever waiting. God, I used to cry myself to sleep every night. And it’s better now, but that doesn’t mean it’s ok. I understand I have to move on and try to love someone else- I just don’t want to have to actually do it.
—  Excerpt from a book I will never write #196 // I see you around with her sometimes and I feel sick (s.f)