‘Anyone wanna cuddle?’ || JOE SUGG IMAGINE
Part two of We don’t talk anymore
up.” As I opened my eyes I saw my best friend lying next to me editing.
“Morning Joe, what time is it?” I asked and turned on my side to face him.
“Ten, Zoe is making breakfast so I decided to wake you up so you can get ready.”
“Thanks babe.” I said and smiled at him. “When did you wake you?”
“Around five. Jetlag is killing me.”
“Why didn’t you wake me? We could have watched a movie or prank Zalfie.” I said and he laughed.
“Next time.” He said and gave me a small smile. We lied there, him editing and me scrolling through my social media until Alfie called us for the breakfast.
“Morning guys.” Said Alfie as we walked downstairs.
While we ate, we talked about future plans for youtube and Zoe talked about their last vacation and said that Joe and I should join them next time. We just laughed thinking about joining them on their romantic getaway.
After breakfast, Zoe and Alfie went to record a new Sims video and Joe went to edit. I stayed downstairs playing with Nala. After a while I went upstairs to change since we planned on going to town later that day.
As I walked in our room I saw Joe sleeping on the bed. Since he woke up at five I knew he was tired so I tried to be as quiet as possible.
“Come join me.” Said Joe half asleep. I looked at him to make sure he was talking to me. “Come cuddle with me.” He said and looked at me, as I laid in his arms he smiled.
“I’m really glad to have you in my life.” He whispered in my ear.
“I’m lucky to be the part of it.” In that moment, his arms squeezed a fraction tighter and a smile appeared on my lips.
This was normal thing for us, ever since we were kids we managed to say whatever we wanted to each other without being judged or fear of being misunderstood. And when we grew up we realized that no matter what we will always have each other and that was the case for the most of our lives.
Like a great rush of water, memory came back to me. I was laying in Zoe’s guest bedroom at 2am replaying all the things we did together, every memory we ever shared. I was usually okay with our situation. It wasn’t the first time I lost contacts with a friend. That’s life. But I’ve known Joe for years and we have been through so much, his parents getting divorced, my grandmother dying, his sister moving out and my brother going abroad to study. We have been through many boyfriends and girlfriends and the only thing that stuck was us. And now that thing was no longer there. It was strange being in this room by myself.
Walking the memory lane is a walk for both the heart and the soul. As much as remembering things that happened between us made my soul full and happy it tore my heart apart. Realization that the person I thought would be there no matter what doesn’t want to be a part of my life anymore was making my hear ache.
I took a picture of me laying in the bed and captioned it with ‘Anyone wanna cuddle?’ and posted it to twitter. Soon after I tweeted it, fans started tweeting me how they wished they could come join me but one DM surprised me. It was from Joe.
‘I would love one of our cuddle sessions if you will have me ;)’ It said. After I answered with maybe his name appeared on screen. Few moments later I hear voice I haven’t heard in little bit over a year.