i think i tried my best

Third Wheel: Bonus. Part 6

You thought i forgot about this don’t you?  #LetLanceBuildANest2k17

Also, i think i’m getting “faster” to write? i wrote this today in my free time. 

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Shiro and Keith took things slow as they promised and even started courting Lance the right way, bringing him small gifts of things they collected from the planets they saved.  They were sweet and respectful with him,and  always tried to be attentive to never overpass any of Lance’s boundaries. 

Of course, things weren’t that easy. Lance was still hurt and some days, even when the alphas were trying their best, it just wasn’t enough for the omega. Shiro and Keith had bad days too. The anger and guilt just becoming too much for them to handle, making them snap at each other resulting in awful fights. Sometimes they avoid Lance, afraid of snapping at him too. But this only made the omega angry, because they were only doing exactly what they promised not to do. 

Three months passed before they could find a balance in their relationship. Too many tears were shed in the process, and they yelled to each other too many times to count. 

They experienced many things together. The good, the bad, and the ugly. Shiro and Keith brokedown a few times, thinking they weren’t good alphas and didn’t deserve anyone. Lance sometimes thought it was better to give everything up. 

But everything was worth it in the end. 

Lance trusted his alphas more, and this time he could finally say that he felt a part of them. Keith and Shiro were… Simply amazing with him. What they had now it was completely different than before. This was real, they truly cared. Even his friends could see the change. 

It wasn’t 2 + 1, it was 3.

But, even when they were in a much better place now and Lance could see the alphas loved him as much as he loved them, they still had a little something they needed to resolved.

The alphas were getting worried. They had been searching for Lance for the last 20 minutes with no success. At first they were only curious about the whereabouts of their mate, but as more time passed, the worry only grew in them.

He wasn’t hanging out with Pidge or Hunk or Blue, and he wasn’t cleaning with Coran or talking with the Pirncess. 

Now, they were totally ok with Lance doing whatever he wanted with in his free time and not giving them any explinations. But the castle wasn’t exactly safe. They have had intruders before, and let’s not forget when the castle was haunted once. 

So yes, Shiro and Keith were a bit worried. They needed to see if their mate was safe and sound. And there was a place they haven’t checked yet.

His room. 

The alphas could hear music from Lance’s room in the halls. Shiro felt relief, ‘We should’ve come here in the first place’, he thought.. Keith rapidly went and knock the door. But the omega never opened.

“He can’t hear us, the music is too loud. Maybe we should leave?”

“But what if he fell? And he’s hurt? Or what if he’s sad and that’s why he’s here on his own?” Keith said with a frown. Shiro sighed, and put a hand on Keith’s shoulder. He always thought the worst about every sitaution thanks to his anxiousness.

“He’s ok, Keith. Maybe he wants space.” But he knew the younger alpha, he needed to see their lover by himself. “Let’s go and say hi, ok?”

Shiro put his hand on the wall and activate a little panel. He pushed some buttons and after a few seconds the door opened. Lance didn’t hear them going in. He was to focus on his current task. 

Keith just raised an eyebrows in confusion. The smell in Lance’s room was sweet and made his mouth water, but he couldn’t understand what the omega was doing. Even when he felt a strange need to go and grab the omega to lay on his bed and cuddle, he couldn’t get why he had so many things there. The place looked quite messy and Lance was doing the opposite of cleaning..

Shiro looked at Lance with tenderness when he realised what the omega was doing. He was trying his best to make his nest as big and comfortable as possible. It was pretty, to be honest. Plain, since the pillows and sheets of the castle were only white. But pretty in his own way. Or maybe it was Shiro’s alphaness talking.

Shiro also managed to see a few of his and Keith’s shirts on Lance’s bed. He smiled.

“Oh, so that’s where my favorite shirt is.”

Shiro’s voice brought Lance back to reality. He turned around and looked at the alphas with wide eyes. Shiro’s sweet smile made his heart jump with happiness, but when he saw Keith’s expression… His eyes filled with tears and he went into full defensive mode.

“Get out. ” His voice was cold, and it took them completely by surprise.


“I said get out! Get out of my room!” He threw one of his pillow at them. “I want him out!” Lance pointed at Keith and the alpha looked hurt and confused. Did he do something to upset his mate?

“Baby, what’s wrong?”  Shiro asked putting himself in between his two lovers.

“He destroyed my nest!”  Lance was crying now. He looked so sad that Shiro felt his heart shrinking at the sight.

Keith felt awful. He had hurt his mate? But how? “But, but i never–?” He was stuttering. 

Not again, please i promised not to hurt and i did it again oh my god.’

“You did! You destroy my nest! And i didn’t even give you permission to see it last time! Now you both are here, and you will destroy it again!”

“Lance, baby, relax. Nobody will touch your nest. Do you want us to get out? We can talk about this on the halls.” Lance only shook his head. He looked angry now. “Ok, ok, what if you both talk about this? I’m sure Keith didn’t mean to do it? Maybe it’s a mistake? ” He prayed it was a misunderstanding. Becuase destroying an omega’s nest, their omega’s nest, was something he wouldn’t forgive so easily. “Keith?”

The alpha jumped and looked at Shiro with worry. “I, i don’t know? i don’t remember destroying a nest?”

“You destroyed mine! You came into my room, moved everything from its place, took your sheets and then left!” 

Keith’s eyes opened with surprise. Oh no, he remembered now.

“Oh my God, that was your nest? Lance, oh God i’m so sorry–!”

“Are you saying my nest is ugly?! That’s why you destroyed it?!” Keith shook his head trying to find the words. No, this was wrong. 

Shiro saw Keith confused for a moment, how could he not realised it was a nest? Unless– 

“Lance wait! Keith truly didn’t know it was a nest! Your nest!” Of course, how could he forget?

“How could he not know?!”

“Because i grew up in a house full of alphas! I never had any omega friends before you! My mom… She left when i was very young. And the only friends i had while growing up were alphas and betas.”

“But you learnt about nests in school!” Lance said still looking angry.

“Lance, i was home school before attending to the Garrison… And in the Garrison we never had classes about AOB dynamics because we were supposed to know that already.” Now it was turn for the ometa to started at him with surprise.

“… Oh. That… Actually…  makes so much sense.” He said after a few seconds. 

“Yeah… I never meant to do that to your nest… I know it’s not a good excuse… But i never saw a nest before yours? I just thought your bed smelled pretty and that i wanted to cuddle there, but i thought i was tired. Not instincs talking, you know?”

Lance sighed and tried to clear the tears from his face. “So, you’re not an asshole. Just an idiot… That’s good to know.”

“Hey!” Keith’s face was red and Shiro was smiling.

“No, but really. This explains a lot. You are an awkward alpha. That’s why you were so weird when we met. You whole existence makes so much sense now!” Shiro was fully laughing now and Keith punched him completely embarrased. Lance joined the laughter and Keith just groaned, looking at his boyfriends having fun with the whole situation.

“Well, are you done laughing at me?” He asked them with a frown. “I want to make it up to you Lance… I feel shitty for making you feel like that. Even when i know very little about nests, i know they are a really big deal to omegas. So… Tell what can i do to try to fix this.”  Keith looked serious with this and Lance looked at him for a few seconds before answering.

“You don’t need to do–”

“Of course i need to do something. You were really upset about it. So it’s important to you. Let me fix my mistake.” The omega jumped a little surprised by how committed Keith seemed. He shared a looked with Shiro, who only gave him a soft smile and shrug.

“Just… Let us help with your nest? We can try to bring you things if you need.” Offered the older alpha.

“Oh… That actually sounds like a good idea.”

“Ok, then it’s settled! We can get you more blankets if you like?”

“Actually, i want pillows. So many pillows! I mean, there’s three of us, right? “He said with a blush on his cheeks. Maybe his alphas weren’t allowed to go into his nest before, but now that everything was cleared out he couldn’t wait to have them near to him. The alphas eyes shined and nodded with enthusiasm. "Ok! Go to Allura’s room and steal some of her pillows. She has the comfiest ones in the whole castle.”

Lance’s nest was… Beautiful. 

Maybe it wasn’t colorful, or had the finest sheets in the whole galaxy. But it was comfy, and the best of all? He had his two beautiful alphas sleeping by his side.

They had… a bad beggining, and what they lived together was not a love story. It was sad and cruel, and things got really ugly before they could even phanthom having a future together. But Lance gave them a chance, and Shiro and Keith did their best every single day to prove him how much they cared for him.

“I love you… ” Shiro whispered.

“I love you.” Keith said after him, giving Lance a little kiss on the lips.

No, the path Lance choose was not an easy one. But they all made their best efforts to make their relationship work. To build something beautifuil, healthy and full of love. 

No, they weren’t perfect. They were all human, after all. But they gave their everything and their love for each other was real.

“I love you too, guys.”

And for Lance this was enough.




Oh god, i’m so happy i did this chapter! Hope you like this guys! Also, do you know how hard it is to write when you dog decides to sleep on your lap with their head resting on your hand? Yeah, not an easy thing to do. Well, whatever. 

Please leave some comments! Feedback is my fuel! And i want say again how happy i am and grateful for the love this au recieved! ♥  i love you all! 

anonymous asked:

nicki, the boy i like offered to kiss me and i think hes too shy to keep talking to me now. what do i do? how can i get him to come back out of his shell?

It’s really hard to put yourself out there so I can see why he might be shy. I think my best advice is just to try to talk to him about it. Let him know that you want to kiss him (I assume you do if you’re sending this ask) and let him know that it’s okay that he’s shy and you won’t push him to commit to anything he doesn’t want to. If he won’t talk to you have you tried texting or writing him a note? Talking in person can be hard for some people


anonymous asked:

i think she is an ignorant person, and an ignorant person who refuses to stop being ignorant.

She’s white and used the n word in front of me and I told her to knock that shit off and especially not say anything like that in front of my best friends (who are black), to not even bring up the topic because it was incredibly inappropriate, and she still brought it up and tried to justify to them why it was okay for her to say it

…this is honestly really therapeutic to vent about all the messed up shit she did because it’s making me embrace the fact that I’m better off without her. I don’t need someone like her

anonymous asked:

I sent you an ask before but never got a response. What's the best way to stay motivated to actually use bullet journalling? I've tried for months and I can't seem to fall in love with any of my spreads so it makes it not enjoyable.

Hello, I’m sorry, there are currently tons of unanswered ask in my inbox, and I try to answer the oldest first, yours is somewhere in the middle. I would eventually get to it. I’m actually thinking about closing my ask for a while and just catch up on those I have in here, because I answer one and other three appear. I am very happy that you guys trust me with your questions and maybe take the time to write me a nice message (which makes me very happy and warms my heart), and I want to give you all a well thought out answer you deserve, but that takes time, and sadly I also have other stuff to do, so I was trying to do at least one ask a day for a while but it got sort of out of control. I’m sorry I’m rambling on your ask but I had this thought for a while and this seemed like a great opportunity to address it.

For your question – is it the system you don’t like, or do you feel like your spreads are just “not enough”, but do enjoy making them? If it’s the first issue, then bullet journaling is probably not the right thing for you and you should maybe try planners, that are already pre-set up, or go for other type of journaling. If it’s the latter, stop comparing yourself with others and just enjoy making your journal. Or maybe try a different style, try to get inspiration from the spreads you like. I don’t know if I helped, I wanted to give you a more in-depth answer, but oh well.

anonymous asked:

Jared Kleinman (hopefully you haven't done him yet whoops)

thank u for the kleinmeme <33

general opinion: fall in a hole and die | don’t like them | eh | they’re fine I guess | like them! | love them | actual love of my life
hotness level: get away from me | meh | neutral | theoretically hot but not my type | pretty hot | gorgeous! | 10/10 would bang [i consider him more cute than hot but thats just me???]
hogwarts house: gryffindor | slytherin | ravenclaw | hufflepuff [i literally dont know man]
best quality: uh can i say that he tried to call evan out on his shit and i love him for it???
worst quality: i guess he can some off as a bit of asshole, so…?
ship them with: evan. also connor. like, ot3, man.
brotp them with: zoe!!! 
needs to stay away from: hhh i cant think of anyone tbh
misc. thoughts: a cute meme. i love him. i will protecc. still have no idea for hogwarts house. im bad at this.


Phil: One time I had my fly unzipped the whole time until a mom said “We saw everything!” and I was like “Oh, no”.

Dan and Phil @ Night of Community - VidCon 2017


  • Can we appreciate the fact Hades offered Nico a room at his palace in the Underworld in case his son dies in battle, because he doesn’t want Nico to feel like he’s got nobody and that he’s got his Dad no matter what? That’s some special treatment there. Nico doesn’t even need to be judged or whatever to be placed in Elysium or any fields in the Underworld–he’ll go straight to the palace.
  • Can we appreciate the fact that Hades’ gift to Nico’s birthday was a French zombie–who was a professional racer–to be his son’s chauffeur that Nico can summon anytime and anywhere to take him literally any destination in the world?
  • Can we appreciate the fact that Hades protected and saved Nico (and Bianca) when Zeus wanted to kill his Italian children, because Zeus didn’t want any child of Hades to be the child of the prophecy (and lost his beloved Maria di Angelo in the process)?
  • Can we appreciate the fact that Hades wanted Nico to be an exception from all his children in the past, and wants Nico to be genuinely happy despite fate’s cruelty to any child of the Underworld?
  • Can we just appreciate this one last fact that Hades loves Nico so much and obviously his favourite child because he knows his son suffered the most than any demigod simply because Nico is his father’s son?

We’re always trying to outdo ourselves, trying to do better, trying to write better songs. I think we want to inspire other people as well, so that’s what we’ll try to do through future songs. Joshua William Dun


♥ L o v e  i s  a  P r o m i s e - for @armorwars​ ♥

All Too Well | Pt. 8

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6 | Part 7 | Part 8 | Part 9 | Part 10 | Epilogue

Summary: You and Yoongi shared a loving relationship with one another until you both agreed to end things and pursue your separate careers. But two years later, Yoongi is a member of the ever growing Bangtan Boys, and you are a new makeup artist for their upcoming tour.
Pairing: Yoongi | Reader
Genre: Fluff/Angst/Smut; Idol & Makeup Artist AU
Word Count: 6,330


“Have you talked to Y/N recently?”

Jeon Jungkook flickers his gaze over to the speaker, having only caught the faint murmur of a voice through his headphones, before the maknae tugs the equipment off of his head. “Sorry, what did you say hyung?”

Yoongi sighs, shutting his laptop completely and silently beckoning the other boy to follow suit. He has been battling this internal question for the past few hours, in spite of its simplicity, but it’s the context behind the question that has Yoongi all worried about what the answer could lead to. He has always been told not to ask questions he did not wish to know the answer to, and yet here he was: asking something in which the response was likely to terrify him. Yet, still doing so anyways.

“Have you talked to Y/N recently?” He repeats, heart ramming out of his chest as he gauges the youngest for any shift in expression to indicate an answer. But Jungkook is no longer that shy 15 year old who couldn’t lie to anyone’s face, the boy hides his emotions well. “I know that you guys… are friends.”

Jungkook momentarily can’t meet Yoongi’s gaze—the youngest looks set on tracing the outline of the headphones that rest along his neck—before he finally looks up. “Are you trying to ask if I know about what happened between you and noona? Because I do.”

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SKAM S04E09 Clip 3 - Talk about everything

CHRIS: I don’t think you should be worried. I’m sure it’s fine.

VILDE: Yeah.

CHRIS: Yeah.

VILDE: I just have a bad feeling in my tummy.

CHRIS: What’s that supposed to mean?

VILDE: No, I think there’s something wrong.

CHRIS: Something wrong? How do you know?

SANA: Hey, should we contact the police?

VILDE: What if he has killed her?

SANA: He hasn’t killed her.

VILDE: We can’t know that for sure. He has shown violent tendencies in his past and his brother is a psychopath. We don’t know if William is or not - those things are genetic.

CHRIS: Oh my God.. They’re fucking! Stop nagging!

SANA: For four days?

CHRIS: Yeah!

SANA: Without making a sound?

CHRIS: Well I don’t know, I haven’t heard them.

MAGNUS: Hey. Fucking hell, William’s car is so cheesy.

CHRIS: Shocking! She’s alive.




NOORA: William? I have to leave.

NOORA: It’s.. It’s just like.. Okay. Because I feel like we’ve.. Just talked about everything. That.. That we just.. He just opened up completely. Do you understand? I don’t know what I was doing before, but I understand how he thinks now. Sana Bakkoush, this is the best thing you’ve done. Thank you. But hey! Oh my God, how did it go with Yousef?

SANA: I don’t know.

NOORA: But you talked, right?

SANA: I.. Yes, or.. I tried talking to him, but.. He’s going to Turkey and he’s staying all summer and he’s not a Muslim and..

NOORA: But you have to talk to him! Just talk to him before he leaves. Just send him a text. Now!

SANA: I don’t have his number.

NOORA: Then write to him on Facebook.

SANA: We’re not friends on Facebook.

NOORA: But oh my God, Sana! Add him then! Now! Seriously, come on. Yes and then you write: “Do you want to hang out with me?” Sana! I swear I’ll log onto your account and write it myself and hit send. I’m not kidding, you know that.

SANA: Okay.

NOORA: Yeeeeah! Good!

SANA: Oh my God.

NOORA: That wasn’t so hard, was it? You know what, now life is smiling. Now we can do anything we want. And I suggest that we skip. You in?

SANA: Yeah, but I already think we are. Class started a long time ago.

NOORA: Is it true? Oh my God. Yeah, well, then that’s it. I thought it be a bit more difficult.

SANA: Yes.

NOORA: But it feels very natural.

SANA: Maybe because we’ve been good all year.


SANA: Summer vacation starts soon.

NOORA: Yes, now we’ll just go and hide, wait for the summer and wait for the summer.

SANA: What if he doesn’t answer?

NOORA: No! Everything is falling into place now, Sana.

SANA: Yes, it is.