i think i need to stop blogging for a while

anonymous asked:

Hi, 7goodangel. I am here to ask you about PaperJam as a shy, smol and innocent being (mainly thegreatrouge made him be). There has been some conflicts regarding his trait. Some said his canonical personality is a jerk, like what you wrote in his bio / info and some said that is severely wrong and being shy, (which made him shipped with Fresh), is his canonical personality. What are your thoughts about this? I mean, it is your character and people are taking control of it. Don't you disagree?

Well… I have talked to people and seen public conversations and this has happened several times to me over months. I guess I’ve gotten a little numb to it now… or maybe it’s due to school that I haven’t given it the attention that it deserves. Probably due to school. 

I just can’t update constantly like others - even though some others in school were and are able to update constantly. I can’t keep going around and holding up my bio of PJ and police people. It’s exhausting to me… it really takes up the small bit of free time I have. 

I think after I get a solid job that I’ll be able to go around better… but anyway - back to your question. 

While I love seeing interpretations and do not want people to be limited by something and have their imaginations go forth… it’s proving that a huge con comes with that mentality - which you have pointed out. A lot of people swear that PJ is the cute, innocent interpretation that really, did get PJ popular in the first place. While I did have him as a jerk from the beginning - I kinda kept that info to my RP blog - so you could say it is my fault this is all happening and I do think that. I could of done something to make it not as bad as it is now… 

It’s just like the NSFW stuff… people just assume the first thing and run with it. And it really does make me feel like I really am not needed for my own character at points. 

It’s a struggle - I don’t want to have people stop interpreting PJ within AUs… but I also don’t want people to just see him as an innocent child to ship with Fresh. 

And I’m still trying to find the best solution to it. 

But… I feel like the damage is already done. It’s too late for me to talk to all of these people going around swearing on their life that PJ is canoncally like Rouge’s interpretation/AUs. It feels like an hopeless battle to me. 

And I guess I needed someone to ask me this question so then I can fully say my thoughts on this. 

So in short, while I love creativity and don’t want to snuff it out (considering some people would probably think I’m doing that already with saying “No Sin”), I still don’t like it. It irritates me, irks me, frustrates me, and I feel like even as the person who thought of PJ in the first place, my voice isn’t enough. Communities seem like they don’t care about artists unless they reach a ‘certain goal of popularity’ or seem like they have a more professional style of art. I know I do not reach either of those titles. 

People misspell my username all the time - I actually claimed ‘7goodangle’ on tumblr for that reason.

People still say “I’m too lazy to find who made PJ” when they clearly mentioned they looked at the bio on the wiki. 

People still go around arguing others on the canon ship of OmniPJ and swearing that FreshPaper is the true canon ship, when all people are pointing out is that they need to keep the canon ship in mind when going around with information.

Even just basic personality traits… and these things are happening on sites that I do not nor want an account for. 

I still want others to have fun - to be happy; but I don’t know… I guess I’m cutting out my own happiness to get everyone else happy? I want to eventually write a version of PJ within his own universe and story… and he is more like the version I created within the UT verse. Not exact - but close. Though who knows… I might shove PJ to the side and replace his role with another character. I’m still weighing options.

Cause PJ was the first character I ever put this much time and thought into… my first character that was balanced, well rounded…

And what happens?


You said it Anon. 

They took it - changed it (initially as an AU but now people think it’s canon) - and I can’t do much about it. Due to school and not much free-time… due to how many don’t know the true creator… and just back talking anyone who is just mentioning it to people who swear by it. 

As an artist and a character designer…

It makes me not want to show designs, characters, and stories ever again online.

Considering if this is how I was treated on the first one… why even take a chance at a second one? If it has brought me so much stress, frustration, and time… why even try it again?

I said I was only going to do fanart so if anyone stole it, it didn’t really matter. 
I think I should have stuck with that thought process. 

In conclusion, there are some major things to take away here. First – that yes, I do not like how it has skewed this far to the point of arguing over a fandom version with the canon. Canon is canon and I get the different AUs – this is too far. Way too far. I am emotionally drained from this – from this whole mess that I have been defending throughout majority of PJ’s lifespan. I will state this – Paper Jam is my character. He is my original character that I created more than a year ago. And the UT AU fandom took my character and warped him to something he is not and all of his original meaning is lost. I do not like to hurt others or make other sad – but I must put my foot fully down. This miscommunication needs to stop. I am tired of repeating things over and over and I have past my breaking point time and time again. I just want people to see PJ how he really is… and I wish that people could be focusing more on the reality of him instead of the alternate that they all claim as truth.

Final words: I still like Undertale – I still like creating characters and having fun – but the Undertale AU fandom is ridiculous now. The Amino UT community is insanity in an app, and there is a lot of stuff that has made many artists and creators to their breaking point and leaving the fandom entirely. Everyone in this fandom needs to take ten steps back and look at what they are doing. Go back to the game. Play it again – watch your favorite let’s player’s videos of it again. 

And just… food for thought… please don’t jump the gun on someone else’s OC’s personality and actions. 

I do not want anyone to experience what I had.

It Ethan. Behold the true @crankgameplays
He a good ice cream boi.
He totally doesnt have drugs anywhere. Look at that pure face. How could that face be anything but lawful.

  • <p> <b>fandom people:</b> oh my god... i can think critically about what i ship... god... all you immature babies need to separate fiction from reality<p/><b>1 singular person on their own blog in the proper tags:</b> hey guys i know we're having fun here but maybe we could take about this issue? it's been bothering me for a while since it very clearly parallels oppressive dynamics in real life and<p/><b>fandom people:</b> UM??? HOW DARE YOU ? CRITICIZE ? MY BABIES?? I WILL HAVE YOU KNOW I HAVE NEVER DONE ANYTHING WRONG, EVER, IN MY LIFE, I WILL NOT STOP SHIPPING THIS SHIP OR STANNING THIS VILLAIN NO MATTER W H A T YOU SAY NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO ALL YOU #HATERS CAN JUST FUCK RIGHT OFF WITH YOUR '''MEDIA CRITICISM'''<p/></p>

I figured I should formally announce it.

Between the self-depreciation and lack of confidence I have decided to take a small step back on this blog.


But I think for the sake of my mental health I need to slow down. I need to stop comparing myself to others. I need to learn how to not tear myself apart.

There are so many stories I want and will tell, it’s just going to take me a bit to write them.

I hope you understand and will be patient with me while I find the right the balance.

I love you all, I hope you know that. And the support you have given me is something I never ever fucking imagined.

anonymous asked:

So, I'm only sending this ask to you because you're a big lazytown blog and this needs to be said. But Cokefather (Stefan's stepdaughter) has been getting asks where people tell her that they wanna fuck Stefan and it really needs to stop because thats really disrespectful and creepy. These are real human beings with feelings. Thanks.

I read her posts about it, and I think people like that are awful. While I am certainly glad that she’s taking this in stride, it’s still completely unacceptable to be sending messages of that nature to someone, especially a minor. I genuinely hope nobody who follows me here are responsible for sending her messages like these- and if you are, please do try to show some self-control in the future. If you love Stefán so much, then respect his family. Don’t be creepy!!

anonymous asked:

Can miss Cortese please stop posting pictures of Jared in that red plaid to suggest that the photoshopped event actually happened? It's sympathetically awkward and even though I'm not exactly a G hater, it's getting too annoying

Hello, dear anon!

Oh trust me, I know how you feel. I doubt many of us believers are particularly thrilled with what she posts on her instagram. Her attempts at fixing the photoshop fiascos are embarrassing and do nothing but confirm that there was indeed something hinky about the pictures.

Still, most often I just ignore whatever the beards post on the social media. My interest only perks whenever there’s a blatant inconsistency detectable. I suggest you try the same! Whenever we make a big deal of something terribly mundane they do, we’re helping to create a hype around them.

In a way I fear that might add to the reasons the J’s to keep to their closet - the more their wives are on display, the harder they might need to keep up the imagine. But on the other hand, it might also add to the independence of these women. I don’t know which one of the theories is closer to the truth, but I don’t want to take the risk of enabling their closeted state, so I would rather not shower the wives with any kind of attention (when I can avoid it).

I think nothing we say can stop the beards from being active on social media, just like there’s nothing the hets can say that would stop me from blogging. As annoying and pretentious as it is, we just have to deal with it and focus on the positive side - the women now carry the largest chunk of the bearding while the J’s only need to pose for a picture every now and then.

Anyway, sorry for straying from the subject. I’m afraid I used your ask to write down some thoughts I’ve had as of late. I hope I responded to your question even somewhat! Have a lovely week. :)

Originally posted by seraphyde666

Hiatus Notice: 5/20 - 7/1?

     Okay, I feel like I should have done this much earlier but I have to take a break from this site for a little bit. There’s way too much going on in my life right now for me to focus on this blog and the last set of replies I’ve done make me wanna cringe

    Between my upcoming graduation, my moving to a new state after that, having a wedding to plan and a butt load of other things I’m not really happy with the way I’m writing as of late and I’m feeling a bit overwhelmed as well. I love you all, don’t get me wrong and the threads I have now are some of the best I’ve had in a while but I need to stop things for a while until my life gets back on track.

     When I do get back I think it’ll be about the time for this blog’s next major plot to take place so that’s something to look forward to~

     My queue will still run, and I’ll check in every once in a while but I probably won’t be doing much interacting or sending things in. You can always reach me here via IM or on my personal, and most of you already have my Skype and/or Discord if you want to keep in touch.

     So…see you in a few months!

     ~ Tats

anonymous asked:

you know what? fuck you and this shitty blog. nirvana suck and so you do!!!

You again? I think you should stop bothering me now. You’re really embarassing yourself dear. Go and do something better with your life instead on wasting it on someone who wouldn’t give a single fuck about your useless opinion. And don’t bother messaging me again because I wouldn’t answer you and instead I will read your meassge while laughing my heart out and listening to my bad music ;)

Goodbye! It was nice talking with you :) Really. I definately needed a funny joke to laugh at and I wasn’t dissapointed.

anonymous asked:

I think kaixing isn't real because lay barely shows any feelings more like he just a friend I dont think lay even cares about Kai

Hi anon,
Thanks for stopping by my inbox :)
Here in the Kaixing fandom we like to keep our minds open since our ship spends a lot of time apart from each other.
While I’m glad you’ve formed your own opinion on our dancing otp, one that no one will argue with you on to prove wrong or right, I’m not sure why you felt the need to inform me of it.
Kaixing for me is my #1 otp ❤ has been for almost 3 years now:) and this blog is for those who decide to get of board the two moons ship.
Lay isn’t very close to anyone in EXO right now, since he is off on adventures in China in the name of SM and EXO and himself, so we wait patiently for our golden otp moments.
Thanks again for stopping by my inbox!
Feel free to look around my kaixing tag for kaixing moments.

anonymous asked:

hey there! I'm having a really rough night atm and I actually cried over stupid shit, so could I request my favourite edgelord Reapsy and some HC/imagined for comforting stupid little ole me haha. I basically got blocked for doing nothing at all to the person, and earlier my mum scolded me for my opinions online. I actually struggle with a lot of issues and tonight's shit actually gave me insomnia. I'll shout you out tomorrow on my OW imagines blog as a thanks for the imagine/HC :")

;-; sweetie! No need to fear, I am here, I’m quite queer, Let’s get Reinhardt for some beer, and try to have a nice rest of year- yeah okay I’ll stop, but I’m here for you and I hope you’ll feel better soon!



- If Reaper finds you in a state of sadness, he’ll try to figure out who the hell did this to his lover. He’ll be standing there, like, doing the Sherlock Holmes thing, thinking really fast, while you’re just looking up at him, looking really miserable.

- About 2 minutes later, he’s like “Shit, should I do something?” and stop thinking so much about who he’s going to torture. He’d gruffly clear his throat and asked if everything was alright.

- Which is dumb, he realises 2 seconds later, because you’re clearly not.

- So, if no one is around, he’d softly huff, take off his mask and just pull you into a one armed hug, his other hand lightly carressing your jaw as he tugs your chin up to look at him. Reaper’s face holds a lopsided frown and he gives you a gentle kiss on the nose.

-Then he’ll plonk you down on a couch or a chair or something

- Go to the goddamn kitchen and make you some comfort food.

- He gets so generous, he allows you to rest your face on his lovely t h i c k thighs. They’re really soft.

-If you want, he’ll lovingly fuck you. Not make love, he’s to edgy for that. And rough. But it’ll be slower and he’ll be trailing kisses all over your face.

-And then he goes to find the sick fuck who made you sad and destroys them.

-If something else made you sad, like a movie, he promises to kill the director of the movie.

- No, Hot Topic, No

-He honestly tries so hard to make sure you’re alright, he makes you food, you cuddle, you get to watch a n y t h i n g you want with him without his complaints, slow sex, hell, he’ll let you do his nails (only in black of course) if it makes you happy!

Attack of the princess 👑
  • Me: *walks into the living room and declares to daddy* hear me! Hear me! Today I am the princess and demand ice cream and cake and chocolate and fruit with whip cream and strawberry milk!
  • Daddy: oh really? Well I don't think the princess has any saying in since she hasn't finished her chores.
  • Me: but daddy! *pouts*
  • Daddy: is the princess being bratty??
  • Me: hmph! *pouts harder*
  • Daddy: I think the princess needs to learn a lesson. Time for a revolution my dear, I need to make a double attack!
  • Daddy: *pushes me on the couch and gets on top of me and tickles me while giving me lots of raspberries on my belly and cheeks*
  • Daddy: *stops and smiles down at me* did my princess learn her lesson?
  • Me: *out of breath* y-yes daddy!
  • Daddy: good now by the order of the new king I demand you get your cute little butt in gear and go do the rest of your chores.
  • Me: yes sir!

anonymous asked:

Hii!! Just found your blog and i just cant stop reading~~ may i request for a reaction of ikon while shopping for condom with their gf 😁 thank you in advance!!

(Hii!! Welcome ~ .Thank you for your request sweetheart!!!)

Jinhwan - *you grab the smallest size.*

Jinhwan: “You are hilarious, Y/N.”

Yunhyeong: “So,Y/N,normal condom or something different?”

Bobby: “How many do you think we will need, Y/N?”

B.I: -

You: Babe, that one is to big for you…

B.I: “What are you trying to say, Y/N?”

Donghyuk: -

You: “Babe, can we take condoms with flavour this time?”

Donghyuk: “Oh my…” *his brain is on fire and something else*

Junhoe: “This are all TO small for me.”

You: “Next thing you will want to buy a plastic bag, no?” *sarcastic*

Junhoe: …*embarrassed*

Chanwoo: “Honestly I am so confused…What should I choose, Y/N?”

(note: gifs are not mine.)

long time no see...

Hey everyone~ so, it’s been a while since I posted anything personal, but I feel like you all needed a little update. Since I started this break from this blog, I’ve become much happier, healthier, and, on a sadder note, I’ve also stopped stretching and lost quite a bit of progress. My big glass plug is no longer my warm up toy and the biggest toy I’ve used was my small rabbit vibrator. I’m still thinking about stretching, but I won’t be posting any pics on here unless I really feel the urge to do so.

I hope you all are having a magnificent day!

💖 Princess 💖

anonymous asked:

Jack needs to stop doing the duck face so often 😂 usually girls do it or gays so...

While I agree with you in your dislike of the duck face, I’m really not okay with the last part of your message, it comes across as homophobic. What does it matter if a boy or girl does the face? It looks dumb every time, please think before you send such messages because even if you didn’t mean it to come across like this, it did. It makes it seem like being gay is bad and I won’t accept this on my blog. Boys should be able to like/do stuff which is associated with being girlish and the other way round. Please stop with this gender nonsense, so what if he does a face which most girls do? Who cares?? All I care about is that it looks dumb, no matter if a boy or a girl make it. I’m sorry if I’m being harsh, I just want you to know that such messages could really hurt people and please just question yourself and what you meant by saying what you did because it’s absolutely not okay.

anonymous asked:

I'm sorry for this ask but I've recently read something familar on another imagine blog and I needed to ask it here ^^ How do you think the lords would react if they lose their hard on while doing the do with MC?

Nobunaga : “Shit… Malteser go up, go up!” (MC : “Uhh Nobu?”) “Just a second MC… Don’t do this to me Malteser, c’mon! Fuck you… MC would you mind helping me a bit here?”

Mitsuhide : “Mmnh MC…Ah… Wait what? Oh no. MC?…” (MC : “N-no why did you stop?”) “*kneels on the floor* MC I am sorry, for tonight I can’t continue.” (MC : “W-what?”) “MC… My light has shut down.”

Yukimura : *surprised face* *blushes* “MC… My sword is not in the state to continue… I shall take responsibility.”

Saizo : “Huh you like that, MC? You like my big thick- what? No… (MC : “Saizo what is it…?”) “My snake… has betrayed me.” 

Masamune : *realizes what has just happened* *eyes widen* *stands up* *teleports himself on Pluto* *stays in the blushing state forever*

Kojuro : *freezes* *internally screaming*

Inuchiyo : “W-what…? MC… I…” *joins Masamune on Pluto*

Hideyoshi : *blank face* “M-MC… (MC : “Mnhh Hideyoshi… Don’t stop… I want more.”) “Nevermind we’re back.”

-Admin Mia

PSA: Fate of the Blogs!

Hey everyone! It’s been a while. With college done for the summer for me I’ve had the desire to rp once more. But…I think a few things need to change.

So what does this mean?

Nanashi and the other’s will be archived.

Does that mean that I’m not going to stop RPing as them? Nope! I’m going to move to a multi-muse blog and operate from there! I’ll hopefully get it up running by today!

((Normally I’d keep cursing off this blog, or at least censored, but I’ve been thinking.  This blog deals with themes that aren’t Rated-G/Rated-E, and I think I’m gonna set some new thing on this blog in terms of swearing.  While I’ll try to steer clear of unnecessary foul language, I think I’ll just stop using the cartoonish “#$%#” to censor swear words.  However, foul language will be tagged, I’ll use the censor for when I RP with Minor-safe blogs, and- if I feel the need to- I’ll put uncensored swearing under the cut.))