i think i need to stop blogging for a while


I figured I should formally announce it.

Between the self-depreciation and lack of confidence I have decided to take a small step back on this blog.


But I think for the sake of my mental health I need to slow down. I need to stop comparing myself to others. I need to learn how to not tear myself apart.

There are so many stories I want and will tell, it’s just going to take me a bit to write them.

I hope you understand and will be patient with me while I find the right the balance.

I love you all, I hope you know that. And the support you have given me is something I never ever fucking imagined.

anonymous asked:

I'm sorry for this ask but I've recently read something familar on another imagine blog and I needed to ask it here ^^ How do you think the lords would react if they lose their hard on while doing the do with MC?

Nobunaga : “Shit… Malteser go up, go up!” (MC : “Uhh Nobu?”) “Just a second MC… Don’t do this to me Malteser, c’mon! Fuck you… MC would you mind helping me a bit here?”

Mitsuhide : “Mmnh MC…Ah… Wait what? Oh no. MC?…” (MC : “N-no why did you stop?”) “*kneels on the floor* MC I am sorry, for tonight I can’t continue.” (MC : “W-what?”) “MC… My light has shut down.”

Yukimura : *surprised face* *blushes* “MC… My sword is not in the state to continue… I shall take responsibility.”

Saizo : “Huh you like that, MC? You like my big thick- what? No… (MC : “Saizo what is it…?”) “My snake… has betrayed me.” 

Masamune : *realizes what has just happened* *eyes widen* *stands up* *teleports himself on Pluto* *stays in the blushing state forever*

Kojuro : *freezes* *internally screaming*

Inuchiyo : “W-what…? MC… I…” *joins Masamune on Pluto*

Hideyoshi : *blank face* “M-MC… (MC : “Mnhh Hideyoshi… Don’t stop… I want more.”) “Nevermind we’re back.”

-Admin Mia

anonymous asked:

While I do like hip-hop concepts in kpop, I also think they should stop trying to act "urban" or "black" they should come up with their own style while still producing rnb and hiphop music it has been proven before that you do not need to act like a member of a different race to take part in things of there culture. Your thoughts? I really like your blog by the way.

I agree tbh

-Admin Kim 

Hey guys it’s Stormy.

I’m taking a little break from lifting. Actually going on a hiatus until further notice. I felt sloppy tonight and I just feel like I’m one of those people who has nothing to lose so they aren’t that careful when they really need to be. I’ve been lifting everything everywhere I go and it’s insane. I need and want to stop, so I’m going to.

I think writing the “caught” story will remind of what a dangerous game this all is, and how it really isn’t a game at all. I’ll still write you guys an in depth post about A&F too, I haven’t forgotten.

I’m actually a super religious person and “thou shall not steal” is in the Ten Commandments and I can’t keep breaking that. Anyways I’ll keep the blog running while Haullsey is away but my hauls aren’t gonna exist for a long time if any. I just feel really guilty about this and I know it’s God showing me the way to stop. Haullsey is not religious at all like I am. She is an AVID lifter, and doesn’t go anywhere without bringing something back with her. I know she’ll keep making you guys proud. Just please bear with me. The weight of guilt isn’t worth it to me.

hiatus + blog change?

sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo, i’ve been very inactive lately and i deeply apologize for that. lately i just kinda felt obligated to run this blog instead of doing it because i want to. so i’m just gonna take a while to stop writing and stuff. now about the blog change, my interests aren’t fully focused on marvel anymore, i still like it, and i won’t stop making original content or anything like that, i just have been taking a liking to other shows and films. (the hundred, elementary, asoue, riverdale, supergirl). so i was thinking of becoming a multifandom blog, so i’m not limited to the things i enjoy. i hope y’all are okay with this.

tags r under the cut aight:

Keep reading


Hey, everyone! I’m back from my hiatus! I know I said I wouldn’t be back for a while, but something important came up and I think the tumblr community still feels very strongly about this. Some of you may remember my blog post from about 6 months ago about the neighbors of my high school and how they treat the band: http://oh-yeah-marching-band.tumblr.com/post/103908813624/please-help-spread-the-word-this-needs-to-stop

Well, today, one of the neighbors called the cops as she was walking down the street with a small child (not even at her house) and came into the parking lot while on her phone still right in front of the band parents as the band was taking parade laps for the upcoming Memorial Day parade. Here’s the rest of the story:

Today was the first time playing outdoors since the last neighbor incident. We were outside in the daylight at about 3:50pm (NOT 9pm). This was one last rehearsal to try to get used to the heat and marching after 6 months off from marching and getting some first timers used to playing and moving in parade formation. Unfortunately, it was cut a bit short by a visit from one of the neighbors and then the cops. The cop was just doing his job. We decided to just go inside and pack up while the band director talked to the police officer.

We were playing a medley of America the Beautiful, God Bless America, The Star Spangled Banner, and other patriotic favorites. Such a great arrangement done by our very own band director.

With that being said, please come show your support this Sunday at Rahway’s annual Memorial Day Parade! We’d love to see your smiling faces. Sure, many kids our age would rather be partying, going to the beach, or just hang around and be lazy, but our students feel honored to be invited to march and would rather perform in this parade each year to honor those who have served and sacrificed their lives to make ours possible. It is just our way of giving thanks and carrying on a tradition set and based off of military bands from even before our country existed. None of this seems like a crime to me. #SaveTheRahwayMarchingBand

reminder to myself: stop validating yourself through followers, notes or anons.

i need to remind myself that i don’t make edits for the sake of getting notes. i make them because it makes me happy. it is so much fun to get lost while making them. i should not care about notes and think of the joy and happiness.

i need to remind myself that i’m just one of so many blogs on here, not obsessing over the numbers of followers i have. instead i need to cherish those friends i make over the years. to remember that i can rely on a few without a doubt. be grateful for the people who do want to talk to me.

i need to remind myself not too take everything so seriously.
just enjoy and let things happen.



Guys, It's Been A Year!

Holy fuck I think my blog is a year old today… Thank you to the people who have been here since I started this blog and thank you to my new followers too. Also, thank you to those of y'all who stuck with this stupid ass blog when I stopped posting imagines for a while. I’ve always thought that maybe my writing could brighten someone’s day, even just a tiny bit, and I hope I’ve accomplished that. I really appreciate every single one of y'all and I’m always here if anyone ever needs to talk or anything. Thank you so much, guys! 😊💕

the signs as the 1975′s UGH! lyrics

Aries: When I said I liked it better without my money, I lied

Taurus: I think I’ve lost my phone so wont you call it up for me

Gemini: I know your lungs need filling since your gums have lost their feeling

Cancer: Hey boy, stop pacing around the room using other people’s faces as a mirror for you

Leo: This conversation’s not about reciprocation no more but i’m gon’ wait until you finish so i can talk some more

Virgo: My irregular heart beat is starting to correct itself

Libra: It took a little while to recognize that I, i’m not giving it up again. 

Scorpio: I don’t have the capacity for fucking you’re meant to be helping me

Sagittarius: Oh the kick wont last for long but the song only last 3 minutes 

Capricorn: It’s just a simple diuretic that prevents the empathetic from being just and giving it up

Aquarius: And I know it’s wrong but give me one 

Pisces: And you’re the only thing that’s going on in my mind

(tell me if someones already done this and want me to delete <3)

Wow, how long has it been since I’ve actually had anything colored on this blog? A… while.

All facts considered, I don’t think I did too badly! I’m still playing with my coloring style a little… and I still hate backgrounds with the passion of a million suns… but, progress, I suppose.

Also, Frey is just the cutest thing. I need to like, not draw a million of her.


I can’t put this off anymore, some of you may have noticed I don’t update as often as I used to and there’s a reason for that, several reasons actually.

I could blame it on real life being too busy, or my mind being too occupied with other things, or the negativity in the fanfic community that really put me off writing for a while. I guess it all comes down to the same thing: my muse is completely gone and I can’t seem to find it back.

Somewhere in all this noise of distractions Tom stopped talking to me. Every time I sit down to try and get something on paper it’s just not happening.

So I think I need to stop forcing it and take a step back for a bit, which will work better if I put this blog on hiatus, indefinitely, because I honestly have no idea how long it will take. Muses are fickle, unpredictable things. Real life is not looking to get calmer the coming months so chances are it may be a good while (chances are I see one episode of TNM and instantly get inspired again, who knows?!)

I am so thankful to every single one of you who supported me in this adventure, this isn’t the end. I will still be updating my archive on Ao3, I loved you first will be going up on Kindle and I am keeping Crimson Bliss and Captive open for the future, I really want to finish them at some point.

But there won’t be any new updates for a while, I hope you’ll still enjoy the stories I have posted here and we’ll see each other again soon.

Thank you to everyone who read, liked and commented on my writing, I really love you guys all so much.

i love love love riarkle but honestly they need to grow up before anything can happen between them like riley needs to stop defining herself by the people that surround her (e.g. maya, her parents, her uncles) and realize that she’s good as her own person while farkle (whose season 2 growth i am so!!so!!! proud of!!!!) needs to stop thinking of those who can’t match his intellect as below him/dum-dums (case in point: gm stem), not meddle too much, and handle the whole secret thing more appropriately (i like to believe that the blurting out of the secret in gm ny was of good intentions, but the way he handled it was just…no) they have SO MUCH potential to be a rlly great couple but these things they have could turn what they have into one big mess if they start being together w out having sorted out their own problems and that makes me :—(