i swear this time that i mean it

Yeah? Yeah.

Lin Manuel Miranda x reader
+ slight Daveed x reader I guess

Summary: Reader goes on as Angelica for the first time, while trying to figure things out with Lin.

Warnings: Like, two swear words?

Word count: 1035

A/N: My first Hamilcast fic and my first RPF.

Lin popped his head into your dressing room. “(Y/N), you’re on tonight!” he said excitedly. You rolled your eyes.

“I’m on every night, Lin.”

“No,” he shook his head, “I mean you’re on as Angelica! Renee couldn’t make it.” You froze and felt your heartbeat quicken.

“Shit.” He laughed and rolled his eyes.

“You’ll be fine!” He yelled as he walked away.

“Lin? Get back here!” You said, panicked, but he didn’t turn back.

You spent the next couple hours stressing, half hoping something would happen so that you wouldn’t have to preform. Maybe you could get hit my a car? Or suddenly be very ill? You were part of the ensemble and just that, but this evening were going to play Angelica Schuyler. You weren’t ready.

When Lin asked you a month ago if you were willing to learn the part so that you could step in instead of Renee if there was such a need, you nearly declined. You weren’t good with having the spotlight on you. As an ensemble member, you were part of a group and no one ever concentrated on just you. You were going to apologise and say that you weren’t able to do it, but then Lin smiled and pulled those cute puppy eyes and started talking about how you would be amazing and you had grudgingly agreed.

It was because of that stupid crush. When you first met him, you knew you would immediately be friends. He had an amazing energy in him and always made you laugh and feel extremely happy. You had similar interests and quickly grew to know each other really well. It was a couple months after you started performing when you realised you had a crush on him. You really couldn’t help it, he was perfect. Smart, handsome, witty, funny.

You groaned into your arms as you lay on the couch of the ‘chill room’.

“I’m gonna fuck this up.” you said and heard someone behind you laughing.

“Shut up Daveed.” You grumbled and sat up.

“Come on (Y/N), you’re gonna be great. Seriously? What’s with the self doubt?” He asked, sitting next to you and nearly squashing you.

“I don’t like being centre stage.”

“But don’t you want to have a chance to flirt with Lin?” You elbowed him hard. “What? I know you have a crush on him, you’re kinda obvious sometimes. He likes you too you know?”

“Ha ha, yeah right.” You scoffed, but smiled. Daveed was a good friend.

“(Y/N)?” You heard Lin calling out, probably to tell you to get ready and give you a pep talk. You turned to Daveed with tired eyes.

“Gotta go.” You stood up to leave but Daveed grabbed your arm to stop you, his eyes glinting.

“I’ll show you he likes you.” He tugged on your sleeve and brought you to him. He placed a hand on your neck and moved towards you, hovering just centimetres above your lips, silently asking for your permission. You nodded, unsure and suddenly he was kissing you passionately.

“(Y/N)?” Lin entered the room and you immediately turned around to him.

“Sorry.” He stuttered, red as a beet, looking unsure and maybe you were imagining it, but a little sad? “I, um… I’ll see you later.” He quickly walked out and you looked at Daveed, who was smirking. You pushed him away.

“Talk to the guy. You two need to get together.” He got up to go.

“Hey, you don’t get to just walk away!” You called after him and he laughed.

“You’ll do great as Angelica, stop stressing. Now go find Lin.” He left.

You had half an hour before the show started and decided it would be better to talk to Lin sooner than later. You found him in his dressing room, going through some papers.

“Hey, am I interrupting?” You asked, knocking on the door.

“Just looking at some fanart.” He said, not meeting your eye.

“Listen Lin,-“

“You and Daveed, huh?” He interrupted you with a smile, which could have passed as natural, had you not known him so well.

“There’s no me and Daveed Lin. He wanted to rile you up and kissed me when he heard you coming.” You shuffled awkwardly. “Just… wanted you to know that.” There was an awkward silence and you turned around to leave. “I don’t even know why I’m telling you this. I’m just gonna-“

“Good.” He met your eye. “I… it’s good that you two aren’t together.”


“15 minutes till places.” You heard over the comm and hesitated.

“I gotta go get ready, talk to you later?” You didn’t want to leave like this but the both of you needed to get into costumes.

“Yeah, good luck.” He smiled fully and went up to hug you. “You’ll be great.”

The show was spectacular and you didn’t mess anything up. When you finished, you were greeted by a standing ovation. As you exited the stage, you were immediately swept up by your cast mates congratulating you.

You quickly changed into normal clothes and made your way to Lin’s dressing room. You met Jonathan on your way and raised your eyebrows.

“Giving you some space.” He winked and you smiled. You entered the room and was met by Lin in a t-shirt and Hamilton’s pants.

“Hi.” You said and sat down in one of the chairs. “You were great today.”

“Me? I was nothing compared to you, you were amazing!” He exclaimed.

“Thanks. I guess we haven’t finished the conversation from before?” You said, not quite sure of the situation. He laughed.

“Yes.” He stood in front of you. “(Y/N). I really like you. Would you like to go out on a date with me sometime?” Despite his confident voice, you could see he was nervous. He was wringing his hands and looking down at his feet. “I mean, we can also forget that  this ever happened, I don’t want to make things awkward.”

“Lin.” He looked up at you. “I really like you too.”



Later on, you got a text from Daveed.

Are you two banging yet, or do you want me to help with that? ;)


  • Remind me that you love me...
  • Teacup13 & Allwordsunspok3n

Remind me that you love me, because my heart has been feeling void of those words lately.. and my brain attempts to explain to my emotions that they aren’t always right but they don’t seem to listen to reason, they never have. And so, I tell my feet to travel to all the places we had memories together, hoping to somehow relapse my emotions back to the times we were together.. I tried to find you in the things you weren’t, and I regret it every time I feel that bitter sense of longing in the air.. I didn’t mean to lose you, or push you away,.. but your hands were never mine to hold and I never seemed to have your heart the way you had mine.. and when I closed my eyes I swear I could see your face but now I’m starting to forget what you looked like. Maybe that’s a good thing because you can’t miss something you don’t remember, right? But, if you do.. still love me.. tell me? Because my emotions aren’t accepting that you’re gone, and even though my mind is moving on, my heart isn’t listening to my thoughts

- And maybe, one day.. you’ll come back to me

The first cut hurts like hell because these days are always preparing us for eyes that will never look twice, hands that always leave, and lips that lie faster than gravity swallows up the stars. we stand in front of mirrors alone and expect to find love beside the prologue. I looked outside of myself for meaning, but all I feared became the years you’re outgrowing - the vision beyond the pocket I have kept is neatly folded in. I can feel my lips getting progressively worse, and I would text the moon about loneliness, but I have run out of lessons to keep my tongue cool. I push everyone away and wonder why silence always wants a divorce. I’ve been dislocating the parts of me you’ve been okay loving, the days you see more sun than tears trying to grow a garden out of symphonies I never learned to hear. I listened to your words, not your thoughts. I held your hand instead of your heart. There’s nothing you could say that would hurt more than never hearing from you again.

- And I know I’m growing into a walking apology, but in what scenario do I get to keep you?

So find me in our epitaph and I’ll resurrect our love with forgiveness, because you never knew how to accept what I had to offer and I never knew how to gift you the things you were so afraid of. Commitment was like Russian roulette with a barrel pressed to your head, and I unknowingly kept pulling the trigger, so, forgive me. I never knew your past haunted your thoughts of me, and I didn’t take the time to learn from my mistakes. We fell for each other never understanding how to stand for ourselves in the first place, so it’s not fair to only blame yourself when we hit the ground. You did not lose me love, we simply lost track of each other in our own darkness, and I am still trying to find the light to our souls. So please, remind me of what once was and maybe, just maybe we can go back and do things differently because while you long for me,.. I look for you.. Other eyes don’t shine as bright and your light always grew so warm in my arms, come find me. I will stay with you, if you want to try again.

- But promise me you’ll stop apologizing for both of our sins.

Collaboration with @teacup13 (Italics) and @allwordsunspok3n (Normal)

Helpless (Part 3)

Plot/storyline: You knew that getting a job at Hamilton: An American Musical as an ensemble member would be challenging. You didn’t mean to fall for Lin and now it’s just another part of your life you need to fight to keep in control.

* I know this changed a lil from the original but the original intro was sorta shit so i decided to make it sound a lil better.

Disclaimer: I’ve had experience backstage and onstage during musicals and plays so i know kind of what I’m talking about and the rest is made up. I don’t know what kind of work gets put into a broadway musical and by no means trying to make it seem easy cause show biz is super hard. Also I’m pretending that the obc is still together at this time.

A big thank you to my first follower on here @ghitatheo . I swear I was smiling like a lil kid for about five straight minutes cause I was super happy. Also big thanks to @secretschuylersister for replying to my ask and telling me she likes this story. I like actually fangirled super hard. If you didn’t know I read ‘But You’re You’ and I decided to join the world of Lin sin.

*Also sorry for any grammar mistakes cause I suck at the english language. (considering this is my second language i think i should get a free pass)

Lin x Reader
Words: 1463
Warnings: like two swear words I think but thats impressive for me because im australian and its in our blood to swear like sailors

It’s been three weeks since you started rehearsals. Three weeks since your life was turned upside down. You always knew that theatre was the most accepting place in the world and the cast of Hamilton only helped you prove your point. You had never met people as kind and as nurturing as Renée or Pippa. Or someone who could make you laugh for hours on end like Andrew and Daveed could. You were always in constant stitches over the elaborate stories they told you. Oak who at first seemed like the most intimidating guy on the cast, but, turned out to be the human embodiment of a teddy bear. Although, you still couldn’t master your nerves enough to talk to Lin for more than a few minutes. You knew you couldn’t avoid him forever but that didn’t men that you couldn’t try to. Yet again you found your thoughts consumed with Lin. Why was he taking up so much of your time. You were gonna have your broadway debut this weekend. This little crush of yours was far less important than the most astronomical event in your career.

You were deep in thought when you heard Pippa speak up next to you. “So I was thinking…”, “oh that’s not a good idea” you tried to say with a straight face but fail miserably. “Hey!” Pippa said as she pokes you on your side lightly, “as I was saying before I got so rudely interrupted”. The little squabble manage to get the attention of Renée and Jazzy. “ How about to celebrate your opening night on broadway tomorrow, we have a sleepover at my place? I know it’s not exactly glamorous, but, considering we’ve got a two show day the day after I thought that would be the best”. “That actually sounds perfect, it’s been forever since I’ve had a slumber party”. “Good, because Jazzy, Reneé and I were already planning it so you really had no choice”. Diggs on hearing your little conversation decided to share his utmost eloquent thoughts. “Wait, you’re not going to allow me to get hammered with my best friend on the night of her first broadway show. Un-Expectable.” Pippa looked over to him with a smile on her face as she said, “for some reason I think you’ll live Diggs”. He mimed like he was being shot to the heart. Drama queen. “Oh and this an all girls night. No boys allowed in this celebration. We’re going to have an old-fashioned slumber party”. You never really had many friends that were girls. Well you had friends that were girls obviously, but, never ones that you were really close to. “Seems a little unfair that you’re hogging Y/N from us on her opening night” said Lin with a less than pleased tone in his voice. “hmmmm, I wonder why that is Lin?”, Jazzy said while wriggling her eyebrows. Now, you knew Lin to be many things, gorgeous, nice and a genius but flustered and lost for words was never something you expected to see on him. “I was just thinking, oh just.. whatever, forget I said anything”. Before you could even start to wonder why Lin might’ve reacted like that you hear Alex say, “Come on kids, its back to work we go”. Pippa smiled knowingly at you but you decided to shake it off and concentrate on rehearsals.

Ok, chill. You were an hour away from your big broadway debut and you were freaking the hell out. Now, nerves were normal for you. You always got nerves before you went onstage and you knew it was because you cared. But today, it seemed like a wall of anxiety came crashing down on your and wasn’t going to stop. You were just thinking about all the things that could go wrong. What if you trip onstage, or forget the dance moves. you’d be a goner. You’d probably get kicked out of the show. No, stop it. You were so lost in that little mind palace of yours that you didn’t realise that someone was knocking on the door to the ensembles dressing room.
“Um… Y/N”, you jump around to find Lin standing at the front of the door with flowers in his hands. “Oh, sorry I was just thinking about tonight, what can I do for you?”. “Well it’s more like what I can do for you. I got you these flowers for tonight. I know its not much but I just wanted to wish you luck tonight. Being your broadway debut and all but I know you’ll do fine. You’re super talented and I know you will blow us all away”. You saw Lin nervously babbling and nothing in the world could have made you forget your anxiety than that moment. You were pretty sure that the blush on your face could have matched the one on his face. “Thank you, Lin. This means so much to me. You don’t know how thankful I am to have been cast in Hamilton. I hope I can make you and the rest of the guys proud.” Ok, now you were sure your blush was even worse than his, but the smile on his face made it worthwhile. “You’ll be great, we’re all rooting for you. Um.. I better go get ready but I’ll see you after the show”. You returned his smile and said “See you after the show”. Before, you could comprehend what was happening Lin engulfed you into a huge bear hug. You hug him back almost instantly and for a bit too long in some peoples opinion but in that moment you didn’t care. “Ok… I’ll see you soon”, “see ya” and you saw Lin walk away with a huge grin on his face. Alright. Time to get ready for the show.

You took the crowd in around you. They were all on their feet. It was the moment that made you realise that you were right about the theatre. You were glad that all these people saw how well you did and were so proud to be apart of this musical. You’re the last o leave the stage that night, you were trying to take everything. The second you got off stage three tiny bodies hurtled into you and gave you the hug of your life. Pippa, Renée and Jasmine were all squeezing you like they wanted to drain the life out of you. A chorus of “you did so well”, “I’m so proud of you” and “you’re a star” started to ring all around you. after they let you go you made sure to thank them profusely for their ever growing support and love. “Aww you might just make me tear up. Come on, my house is waiting and those Disney movies and face masks wont do themselves y’know”. The rest of the ensemble came up to give you hugs and tell you how well you did and a few even looked like they were tearing up. You told the girls you would see them soon and made your way into the dressing room to get your stuff. “My, my, little missy, where’s my hug”, you jumped around to see Daveed standing in the room and you can just tell by his grin that he wanted to scare you again. “You’re a dick, y’know that”. “One would say a loveable dick” you chuckle at his retort. “Come on superstar give me a hug”. You wrap your arms around him and stay there for a few seconds before a cough interrupts you two. You pull apart to see Lin standing at the doorway an you make your way over. “Hi, Y/N, I just wanted to say you were amazing and we’re so lucky to have you. Have a fun night with the girls, I’ll see you later yeah?”, “Thank you for saying that, it means so much coming from you”. “Ok…”, Lin moves to wrap his arms around you but this time on your waist and embarrassingly enough you were the one that tightened the embrace. You pull apart and you watch as Lin presses a kiss to your forehead. “Goodnight, Y/N”. You dreamily watch him walk off before you are rudely interrupted by Daveed’s chuckle. “What?” you ask somewhat tentatively. “Nothing, I just think you guys have more tension in you than a suspension bridge”. “Fuck off, Diggs”. “It would be my pleasure”, he kisses you on the forehead before he walks out leaving you to contemplate what just happened. Before you can come up with any reasoning in your head you get a wave of texts telling you to get your ass over to Pippa’s ASAP. Oh well,  your feelings could wait another day.

anonymous asked:

I'm.... so fucking used to being watched all the time now it's stupid. I've started talking to the walls cause that's how they see. Government, aliens, I don't know who the fuck. But I know they're watching. Always are. I'm just so used to it now it's almost comforting. I mean, I know it's not real but it IS I SWEAR they're always watching. It's embarrassing typing this out knowing they're seeing it happen. Oh well they see everything else what's one stupid little thing like this gonna change


breaking news: harry potter has quit his job as an auror!

stating that ‘i have no idea why i thought that was a good idea, holy shit’, potter has since relocated to diagon alley and reopened florean fortescue’s ice cream parlour. in a comment, potter said ‘yeah. yeah, this seems more like it’ and added ‘i mean, he gave me ice cream that one time. loved that guy.’

Aries: Let yourself heal. Drink enough vodka to clean out the wounds they left on your insides. It’s okay to shatter sometimes and it’s okay to stand for what’s right. Even if everything hurts, just keep breathing.

Taurus: sometimes making excuses isn’t good enough, how dare you deny someone else their pain. Sometimes a situation is just fucked up and that’s all there is too it. Sometimes it can’t be fixed, but that doesn’t mean it doesn’t hurt.

Gemini: Think about yourself for once. Stop putting people before you, even if it’s me. Let yourself rest you can’t keep running ragged all the god damn time. I know you want to protect everyone but you cant. We love you for it, but you cant.

Cancer: Pain is going to end I swear it will. I know it feels eternal right now. If it’s all you can do to hang on then fucking hang on because you’re strong enough to beat this.

Leo:  Learn to keep your lips shut because some things aren’t meant to be shared. I know they aren’t told as secrets or at two am but they are still not to be talked about so damn casually.

Virgo: This time of year is always hard. Always scary. But you can pull through. I believe you. Believe that you’re past the hospital visits and all the scary parts of this. You are past it.

Libra: Sometimes cutting up yourself to give others isn’t the best solution. You are not always the missing puzzle piece. You don’t always belong and you won’t always be enough. That’s okay.

Scorpio: Wrap yourself up in bubble wrap if you have to. Keep yourself from getting hurt. Keep yourself from opening wounds again as hard as it is. I know you’re scared. I am too. But you’ll be okay.

Sagittarius: Sometimes recovery Isn’t linear. I know you’ve been fighting for progress but sometimes all you need is a backslide to get a little strength back. I know it’s not easy. But you’ll be okay.

Capricorn: What are you doing? Seriously. What the hell are you trying to do here? You need to say what the plan is so we can get on board. Because all we can tell right now is you’re exploding. We need to know how to pick up the pieces.

Aquarius: Stop being ashamed. Your scars, your wounds, your damage is nothing to fucking hide. If it makes them uncomfortable tell them to fuck off. This is your life and you should be proud.

Pisces: Learn to stop taking so many risks. Running right to the edge one day you won’t be able to stop. Learn how to pull back sometimes. I know it’s hard but it’s all you can do.

—  This week’s horoscope
werewolf mcswearwolf
  • so Remus curses like a fucking sailor
  • he tried to censor himself for a hot minute first year and then he met James, Sirius and Peter
  • and man, do those boys make him swear from hell to high water
  • but i mean come on we know it’s mostly Sirius
  • so anyway, Remus finds it really amusing that people think he’s the ‘innocent’ one
  • and one of his favorite past times is abusing this fact 
  • wether it’s studying with Lily
  • “Merlin’s bloody fucking tit”
  • “REMUS”
  • Or in class with McGonagall
  • “Oh my fucking god”
  • “Mr. Potter, see me after class”
  • anyway fifth year rolls around and Remus is loading his trunk onto the Hogwarts Express and drops it on his foot
  • “fucking shIT FUCK
  • “Moony! Do you kiss your mother with that mouth?!”
  • and Remus turns around and there’s Sirius, looking for all the world as if he’s just been deeply offended
  • Remus just rolls his eyes and drags his idiot ass onto the train
  • and for the first couple of days into the term, everytime Remus swears Sirius charms his mouth to be cleaned out with soap
  • which happened a shit ton bc my lord did these two spend all their time together
  • thankfully it only lasted a few days
  • so the following weekend Remus returns to the dorm from the shack
  • now despite the fact that they’ve been living with a werewolf for almost five years, the boys still forget that Remus has excellent hearing
  • and just as he’s about to enter he hears James and Sirius talking about him
  • James is trying to coax Sirius into admitting why the fuck Remus has had bubbles coming out of his mouth for the past couple of days
  • “I just can’t help it, Prongs, Remus swearing is so fucking hot.
  • and Remus just stands there, eyes wide and blushing lightly at first 
  • before all of that is wiped away suddenly by a huge smirk
  • so the next day in Charms, James and Sirius are sitting at one table while Remus and Peter are sharing the one next to them
  • and in the middle of the lesson, Remus raises his hand
  • Sirius pays no mind bc Remus is capable of being a fucking dork at times
  • and when Remus is called on, he just lets out a whole string of curses
  • “Professor, pardon my french, but why the fuck can we conjure water but not food? Seems pretty bloody stupid if you ask me.”
  • and everyone’s just staring at Remus bc who the fuck is this guy
  • poor Flitwick, shocked into silence, is barely able to squeak out “McGonagall” “office” “now”
  • grinning cheekily, Remus gets up, grabs his stuff, and throws a wink at Sirius
  • and that my children is the day Sirius finally dragged Remus into a broom cupboard and snogged his brains out 
  • the end 

i saw miss peregrine’s home for peculiar children last night, and i. fell. in. love. with. miss. peregrine. like….

what a freakin badass. look at that crossbow. look at that confidence. anddd…

i mean… her hair is like fifteen different colors. it’s amazing. plus……………

every. god. damn. time. she. smoked. that. pipe. i swear ten years were added to my gay little life.

honestly thank god for eva green.

I think it's pretty canon now
  • ***During Jaehee's route***
  • MC: I feel bad for Jaehee.
  • Zen: That's because Jumin is a jerk.
  • MC: He really shouldn't---
  • Zen: He's always making her overwork, like last year when he did that meerkat thing even though they were so busy?
  • MC: I didn't know---
  • Zen: Jumin has lots of projects that are non-profit and are all for de-stressing and giving something back to the community, and he takes them as seriously as he does the rest of his business.
  • MC: Ah, that's---
  • Zen: I seriously can't understand how Jumin manages to create more work, and it's not that he doesn't do anything, because he works just as much as everyone else, or possibly more, he's a workaholic and never gets enough rest!
  • MC: ...
  • Zen: Jumin, that jerk -_-
  • MC: I see you're close to Jaehee.
  • Zen: Hm? No, we don't speak much. She might talk to you since you're a girl.
  • MC: ...
  • Zen: Omg, look at the time! I gotta go. Byyye!
  • ***Zen leaves the conversation***
  • MC: ...;;;

i swear to god i bet the new mario game will have the most elaborate plot ever, i bet the new zelda will be good but forgettable plot wise and mario odyssey will come out of nowhere to have the most fucked up story ever, mario will have a plot arc and be emotionally broken for the first time, he will wander the streets of nyc homeless and friendless and learn what it truly means to be human, bowser and peach will get married and rule the world, it will turn into a dishonored game about mario. there will be a 3d shaving minigame where he gets his life back in order and gets rid of his beard and returns to his classic look and if you get even 1 hair of his luxuriously rendered mustache wrong you have to start over (from the start of the game) and it wont even be the most fucked up plot to have been featured in a mario game, mario has already bore witness to an eldritch god of weapons who invaded earth to replace all life with eternal war, he has already seen the universe annihilated and been to hell


their reasoning they gave for not wanting boots and saddles to move to the street corner that they were choosing… “what if the kids- what if kids see drag queens? then what happens?” and i was like, “what do you mean what fucking happens? what kind of stupid thing is that to say?” as i swear up and down. but also, i find it interesting that we don’t want our kids to hear swear words. you can’t say ‘fuck’ on tv, but you can see a man get like murdered on csi. like stabbed to death. (x)

-~ The Signs As Favorite Twenty One Pilots Lyrics~-
Aries: “No one looks up anymore cause you might get a raindrop in your eye and heaven forbid they see you cry” - March to the Sea

Taurus: “While you’re doing fine there’s some people and I who are having a really rough time getting through this life so excuse us while we sing to the sky” - Screen

Gemini: “Shaking hands with the dark parts of my thoughts, no” - Doubt

Cancer: “I know what you think in the morning when the sun shines on the ground and shows what you have done, and you swear to your parents that it will never happen again I know, i know oh oh, what that means, I know oh oh oh oh” - Guns for hands

Leo: “Down in the forest we’ll sing a chorus, one that everybody knows. Hands held higher we’ll be on fire singing songs that nobody wrote” - Forest

Virgo: “All we are is an isle of flightless birds we find our worth in giving birth and stuff. We’re lining our houses against winding roads and we think the going is tough. We pick songs to sing that remind us of things that nobody cares about and honestly we’re probably more suicidal then ever now” - Isle Of Flightless Birds.

Libra: “No one else is dealing with your demons meaning maybe defeating them could be the beginning of your meaning, Friend” - Kitchen Sink

Scorpio: “We used to play pretend, give each other different names, we would build a rocket ship and then we’d fly it far away” - Stressed out

Sagittarius: “We all know somebody who knows somebody who’s doing great. I know some people who know people who are flying straight, But I’ll kindly enter in to rooms of depression while ceiling fans and idle hands will take my life again” - Glowing eyes

Capricorn: “Sometimes to stay alive you’ve gotta kill your mind” - Migraine

Aquarius: “He thinks that faith might be dead, nothing kills a man faster then his own head” - Trapdoor

Pisces: “Gangsters don’t cry there for there for I’m mister misty eyed” - Heavydirtysoul