i suppose this is what i do when my feels explode

Fun POTS things:
  • Being tired
  • All the time
  • It never stops
  • 3 naps a day
  • Always cold
  • Or really hot
  • There is no in-between
  • Terrible circulation
  • What are extremities
  • Why can’t I eat anything
  • Oh I remember - 
  • Nausea
  • I can’t stand up
  • Am I supposed to see my heartbeat??
  • Chest could explode at any minute
  • “I just sat up why do I feel like I ran a marathon”
  • Dizzy
  • Dizzy when standing up
  • Dizzy when sitting down
  • Dizzy when lying in bed
  • Always dizzy
  • Brain fog
  • Otherwise known as
  • “I think I was going to say something”
  • “What”
  • “That word … uhh …”
  • *stares at keyboard for years trying to remember how to spell*
  • Still very tired
  • I have literally drunk a Pacific Ocean of water in the past 3 hours
  • I have to pee 59 times a day (see above)
  • 12 salt shakers
  • 12
  • My favorite food is salt
  • If I could I would inject salt straight into my veins
  • If I could find my veins
  • Writing this tired me out
  • I need a nap
  • Goodbye

on the subject of gravity falls…

i have 5 lyric comics i currently wanna do, one of them’s being planned rn and i wanna get it done before weirdmaggedon III comes out, another 3 are just ones ive been wanting to do for the longest fucking time now but have yet to figure out, and then theres one more i wanna do that i just sorta found but i feel would only work once the finale premieres, its sorta really iffy rn tho
(i'm probably gonna wanna do more songs tho once everything's said and done cause this cartoon has a STORY that i can WORK WITH)

who knows how or when im gonna get those done tho cause ive also got 2 map parts to do and 2 non gf related fanzine pictures which im probably gonna get to when i get back from visiting ashley, my hand is gonna explode :D

my drawings have been far and few between for months now so i just sorta really really really want to just EXPLODE WITH ART once i get the chance to which is at this point probably going to be january/ february

hopefully visiting ash is gonna give me just the boost i need to get everything done cause my eagerness to draw is kinda diggin me into a hole ouo’’