i still totally would

i think one of the biggest sources of insecurity that comes with mental illness is the knowledge that your emotions aren’t always representative of where you’re at. of course they’re still valid, but you still know like, hey, i would’ve reacted to this totally differently had i not been depressed/manic/in a mixed mood/psychotic ep or my perception of the event itself wasn’t totally realistic etc. and it’s so much harder to build a self concept because… well which part is me? which part is the illness? people say “you’re not your illness!” but who am i then?

About ships

Boy and Girl: *blush at each other*

People: it’s canon.

Two boys: *blush at each other, hug, think about each other all day, hold hands, stare at each other lovingly, dream about each other, share lots of intimate affectionate moments*

People: look at those bros! Such strong friendship!

People: *brush hands with friends of the same gender* no homo!

I’ve found the key to my present in 2006 nicktoons

Okay so i found this first

Then that led me to this

then i googled it and found this was related to it

and i also found this

and i remembered avatar

and generator rex

and i realize what the fuck these are all anime or anime inspired

wtf have i been a weeb since i was literally six years old wtf

There’s a difference between being important and being loved
Being important means that I offer something to the world
It’s that I have a skill you don’t
I do things you can’t do for yourself and you appreciate that
But being loved is much more of a feeling
It’s not solid or black and white it just is
It’s that I could totally screw things up and you would still pick me
Without being important and special, I feel like I could disappear and it would be okay
But without being loved, I feel hollow
So I understand that there is a key difference in the two,
But please don’t make me choose.

tbh I’m at a point where I almost hope that Victor and Yuuri won’t become romantically involved in canon, because as a borderline aroace person I find their current relationship so amazingly beautiful. there’s just a lot of feelings between them but without any forced romantic or sexual tension - just a lot of admiration and understanding and support and well. love. but in a totally refreshing way? Yuuri said it himself: he doesn’t want Victor to be his lover, nor a friend or something that feels like family. he just wants him to be Victor.
it’s almost as if the viewer can decide themselves how they want to see their relationship - platonic or romantic or whatever. and that’s just so nice.


Finally got around in participating in @stanuary. Sadly, I was a bit busy last week to post for the first week (plus my brain would not come up with anything). Stan protecting his whole family is everything so here’s the scene that still messes me up and will never get over. 

  • (@takemeflying here hullo)
  • Professor McGonagall: James you were supposed to turn the toad into a button not a firecracker
  • James: But then my Transfiguration skills wouldn't be explosively good
  • Professor McGonagall:
  • James:
  • Professor McGonagall:
  • James:
  • Professor McGonagall: get out
Lance and Keith are cuddling..
  • Lance: Hey babe, you know how I'm bi, right?
  • Keith: Yes.
  • Lance: You know what that means? ;)
  • Keith: .. you're attracted to people of your own gender and people of other genders?
  • Lance: .. well yes. But! It also means out of all the people in the universe I could have dated, I chose you!
  • Keith: Awh babe. There's only like 7 people on this spaceship including ourselves and tbh Pidge wouldn't touch you with a ten foot pole if you tried to date them; Shiro and Allura are a power couple that no being can get between; Coran likely isn't over the people he's lost; and Hunk is your best-friend. I was your only option really.
  • Lance: .. I would still totally date Hunk.
  • Keith: Okay point.
  • Lance: So you would rather I had said "hey babe I had only two dating choices and I went with you"?
  • Keith: Not really, but I'd have appreciated your honesty.
  • Lance, whispering: Even if a had a choice from every being in the universe, I'd still chose you.
  • Keith, shoving a hand in Lance's face while blushing: O-okay.

How about this? I will PK with the four of you. If I win all four battles, would that prove that I am Lu Wei Wei Wei?

Wei Wei calmly sitting there, calling “Next” as she absolutely slays the Xiao Yu clan and Zhen Shui is my aesthetics. Who are you? is the best line in this entire show. Also, I love the fact that normally she’s totally chill, but touch her friends and you’re in trouble.    [x]


Inktober Day #21: Big

Inspired by this lovely art, as I totally agree with it and I love the idea of Mob hitting a growth spurt and growing quite a bit taller than Reigen someday :’) He’s mostly still a string bean (like my brother) but he does have some lean muscle now, so his time in the Body Improvement Club paid off! Reigen is proud…a proud dad indeed.

Ritsu is still the taller brother though, and he’s got the sleep deprived college freshman look down pat (gotta keep those stellar grades up), which is frankly terrifying to everyone BUT Mob X’’D 

TF2 Go character selection screen.

No one ever picks Bidwell


gif battle | vs capturing-kawaii
round eleven • favorite movie from the dark age


I’ve updated our essential readings list, There are now links to PDFs for several of the books listed and links where you can read the full list of works by certain writers. 

I’m still working on updating this list and would totally love some suggestions but I’m hoping to find ways for people to read most of these books for free. Some just won’t be possible BUT there are a ton to get you started, especially since I know many of you have been asking for book suggestions.


Again it’s not finished but I’ll work on it more later this week.