I literally had a panic attack during my therapy session yesterday talking to my therapist about money and insurance and stuff. I almost told my job I would work 7 days a week just so I could make a dent in some of my bills and have a little bit of a financial cushion for once. I’m applying to jobs like crazy and still waiting to hear back from one I really really want. I’m trying to calm down and be in a good mood for the long weekend because I’m seeing my mom and going to Toronto, but it’s so hard when I’m in such a bad place rn.
cb rewatching the end of code geass again just hurts i dont even have the energy to cry anymore it just really hurts like period cramps in my chest h E Lp P pls end my suffering