i try to become drunk enough to forget how your voice sounded but all it left me with was the empty sound of how you confessed your love to me at the mall and the tone of your voice in my mind just doesn’t sound just right. i slice my skin. i carve out every single touch you ever placed onto my body. i craved it even more. my waist felt empty and my shoulder where you rested your head on me felt cold. all being drunk gave me was a lame excuse for the 2 am text i know you won’t reply to. all i feel is the darkness from your deep brown eyes intoxicating and invading into my mind. it consumed me. it seeped out of my eyes and bled into my sheets where i am still able to smell you wrapping me up in your arms showing me that i’m beautiful. every single laugh we shared is embedded into my walls and every single tear i shed for you is deep in the floor. its haunting me and i cannot escape it. being in this house without you makes me feel so alone, because here is never where i feel at home.
—  i miss you, please let me come home soon. 
There was a passion that burned in your eyes, but it wasn’t for me.
—  Confession of a commitment phobe
fuffylove replied to your post “I’m still finding it hard to believe that England lost the game last…”

England were really the better team last night. I thought it was gonna go into OT and maybe a PK shoot out. I was hoping you guys would beat Japan cause a USA vs England game would have been awesome

It wasn’t as exciting as the Germany vs USA game – that felt much faster and more aggressive.  It’s a shame, really, because once they were level, both England and Japan upped their game and it got quite interesting.  I feel really sorry for Bassett – everyone makes mistakes and fucks up but she was practically inconsolable so I can’t really be mean about her, you know?  Besides, the British press are likely to put her through the wringer.  They’re still vilifying a lad who missed a penalty in one of the World Cup tournaments about twenty years ago, heh.  It gets ugly when it comes to footie in the UK, you know.  

As for England vs USA, let’s be real: they would have trounced us.

GOD I AM SO SAD BECAUSE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I WANT TO CRAWL INTO YOUR ARMS AND JUST HAVE YOU HOLD ME, EVEN FOR A MOMENT I JUST WANT TO HEAR NOTHING BUT YOUR HEARTBEAT BECAUSE THAT IS WHERE I AM WARM AND THAT IS WHERE I AM HOME AND I AM BROKEN NOW