i still have 3 edits to come lol sorry not sorry

I Thought We Already Weren’t PART 3 (Peter Parker x Reader Angst)

Request: anonymous asked:
Ooh I love angst!! Can you do something where the reader has a huge crush on peter but he likes Liz and he asks her out on date and he asks the reader for help with everything so she basically plans the whole thing for him and he keeps saying things like “wow ur such a good friend” and out of jealousy she asks Flash on a date and they start to go out and Peter says he’s not good enough for her and they get into a huge argument and deicde it’s better if they stop being friends…

Word Count: 1,772

Warnings: angst… lot’s of it 

A/N: So wow i gotta admit this one’s gotta be the saddest i think out of all the parts haha sorry (not sorry) and hey, if you want, it hurts more if you listen to ‘Amnesia’ by 5SOS (just a thought, if you’re into feeling rly sad whilst reading this). But wow thanks so much to all those who’re enjoying this request-oneshot-turned-series! I’m soooooo glad you guys are loving it cuz i’m having such a ball writing it! ❤️❤️ So anyway I think I’m gonna be doing one last part after this, cuz i have such a great way of ending it, i think but more on that later ;} (also i didn’t edit or proofread this really so sorry for grammar lol)

again, anon, if you’re out there THANK YOU for this request ❤️❤️

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“Helloooo? Earth to Peter…” Liz summoned Peter from his deep thoughts about what Flash could possibly try to do tonight to ‘wow you’. He jerked his head toward her, off his propped up forearm.

“Sorry,” he stammered. “What were you saying again?”

“I was just asking what you got for number four ‘cause my equation looks different from yours…” Liz looked at him with concern. “Are you okay?” she whispered.

“Hm? Yeah yeah, no yeah I’m good,” he squeaked. Crap he thought.

“Are you sure, Peter? Because you’ve been—”

“Liz, I’m fine,” he snapped. She withdrew a little, eyebrows still furrowed with worry. Peter immediately regretted speaking so sharply; he knew she was only worried and wasn’t trying to be annoying. But every time he was with her he felt guilty. He would spend the entire time in her company trying to force himself to not feel that way, or at least figure out why; but he just couldn’t.

“Okay, come on,” she grabbed ahold of Peter’s wrist firmly and led them away from their library table.

“What—where’re we going?”

Liz led them up the stairs, through the science wing, up the narrow fire escape stairway, until they finally hit open air. She leaned back on an AC unit, and even though her arms were crossed, her face was soft and expectant.

“Look, I know I’m not supposed to push and stuff if you don’t want to tell me what’s going on,” she began. “But, Peter, you gotta give me something! You have to talk to me.”

“W—What?” he stammered. “We are talking, what do you mean I don’t want to tell you what’s going on? Nothing’s going on…”

Liz cocked her head at him, “Nothing going on? Peter, you haven’t been yourself lately, and it’s making me kinda worried.”

Peter hung his head. The last time he had a conversation about him not being himself still stung potent in his mind. The last thing he wanted now was for this discussion to end up like the last one.

“I’m sorry I haven’t been myself lately,” he pleaded. “I just… honestly just… I… I don’t know what’s going on with me, like I’m trying to figure it out but I just can’t and—” Peter faltered when he saw Liz’s eyes. The worry was hidden behind a deep sadness that he didn’t even know could be seen through someone’s eyes. “What?” he shakily asked.

“I know what’s going on with you, Peter,” Liz whispered. “And I think you know it too, but you don’t want to admit it. God, this sucks,” she muttered. She glanced up, blinking rapidly, trying to put back the tears that were forming against her will. “But that’s what makes you all the more so… so… so good and this so fucking hard.”

Peter couldn’t even speak. He could feel his old friend, guilt, clawing up his stomach and latching onto his chest. He knew what was coming, and he knew why, but he didn’t want to believe it. Part of him wanted what was coming too, but not like this. No, this was going to hurt too much.

Liz took a shaky breath, “I know you haven’t been hanging around Ned and (Y/N) as much. I know you and (Y/N), had like this… this falling out kinda thing. I know you haven’t been the same since that. I know you see me differently now, even though you try so hard to fight against it and not show it, and for that, Peter, thank you. Because I know that that’s so hard to do.

“But I also know how you look at her—don’t feel guilty; you can’t help it. You know you can’t keep a secret to save your life. It’s also just one of those things no one can help or hide. I’ve seen the way you look at her, Peter. It’s okay,” she uncrossed her arms and gripped Peter’s shoulders. His eyes were welling up as well, no matter how hard he clenched his throat or bit his lip. “That way you look at her, Peter? You used to look at me just like that, when you thought I wouldn’t notice. Well, there was less sadness in your eyes then, but considering all things now…”

Peter regretted that what she was saying was true. It was every little thing that had gone through his mind these past couple weeks, but refused to truly believe. He wished it didn’t have to be like this. There had to have been some other way this could’ve played out where no one was crying, where no one was regretting anything.

The only thing he could muster out was a small, “I’m sorry…”

Liz pulled him into a hug. For the first time in weeks, this one didn’t feel empty. Peter didn’t feel distant or like he wanted it to be over so it wouldn’t feel awkward. This was a hug he didn’t want to step away from because it felt real.

“I know,” she whispered. “But I don’t want to be part of the reason you’re not happy.” They stood there, softly holding each other for what they knew was probably the last time. “I just regret not asking sooner. I can’t imagine what it must be like, carrying that around with you all this time…”

“You don’t deserve this,” Peter mumbled into her hair. He felt her exhale a chuckle.

“Yeah, but,” she pulled away, looking down, “life isn’t really about deserving, is it?”

Peter echoed her movements, anxiously twiddling his fingers as Liz began to walk back to the exit.

“Just promise me, you guys’ll both figure it out, okay?” she called back. Peter looked up at her, forcing himself to nod. Liz’s lips pursed into a bittersweet smile, and she turned and shut the door behind her, leaving a physically, mentally, and emotionally numb Peter.

Sightings of Spiderman had doubled within these last few weeks, and the crime rate dropping by nearly the same amount. Many were applauding his productivity, wondering how Queen’s local hero had become so efficient and driven lately.

But you and Ned knew why. It was his distraction. Like those Flash dates had been for you. At least Peter’s was more constant and fulfilling than just your two hours every week.

It wasn’t like the hot air balloon lunch upstate wasn’t completely distracting, or the early screening of some new movie Flash was into (seriously impressive, you had to admit). They worked, but just for a short while. And once you really thought about it, you found that you felt worse afterward than you did before. You were just reminded of how you were trying oh so hard to forget the main reason you were doing those dates in the first place. It was like how you try so hard to forget something that you end up having it come to mind more.

Once Peter and Liz ended things, it didn’t stop your pain. But it did make you realize what you were doing was pointless. So you ended it. Not like Flash cared much anyway. But why make Peter suffer anymore than he was already. He didn’t need the weight of seeing you with Flash, added on to his guilt and sadness from Liz, crushing him more. 

“So what do you wanna watch now?” Ned asked, scrolling through the menu.

“I’m cool with anything really.”

As he selected ‘Ferris Buller’s Day Off’, he passed you the popcorn bowl. “So… have you talked to Peter yet?” he tried to ask lightly and casually.

You sighed, “You know I haven’t.”

Ned turned to you, his voice dropping into a more serious tone. “I think it’s about time you guys face this head on, you know? Confront it. Confront him. Well maybe not confront him, but at least talk to him—”

“Honestly, Ned, I think I’m just gonna feel a whole lot shittier if I do that.”

“Well I can’t keep being the mediator between you two! Honestly I always feel like I have to evenly split my time between you two, running from one end of school to the other just to hang with my two best friends, who don’t even want to talk to each other!”

“You know you don’t have to do that, Ned.”

“I know but I do anyway. ‘Cause I love you guys and if I can do anything to help you guys be happy, I will! So, that’s why I’m saying you guys need to talk.”

“I don’t even know if he’s ready, you know? To talk? I mean it’s only been like what? Two weeks since, you know… That’s not that long—”

“Pretty sure he is now.”

“‘Pretty sure’?”

Ned glanced up from his phone. “Almost positive,” he assured.

You stared at the floor, contemplating whether it was worth it to or not to reopen that wound. You knew you both knew that you had hurt the other. What you didn’t know was whether you were ready to admit why. Why you were hurt in the first place, why you hurt him in return.

Suddenly the bed lurched as Ned leapt off of it, jerking you out of your head. “Sorry, I uh—,” he stumbled to shove his feet back in his shoes. “—I gotta go, I just remembered my mom set a new curfew, so… yeah.”

“What?” your brows furrowed. “Since when?”

“Since now, apparently?”


“Sorry, (Y/N)! Enjoy Ferris Buller without me, I’ll see you Monday!” he sped out your door.

“Okay…? Bye?”

As your front door slammed shut with a loud BANG, you pulled out your phone and texted Ned to let you know when he got home. Reading the clock’s display of 10:41, you found it odd that Ned would suddenly barge out like that. You figured you could interrogate him on it back in school, so you laid back and started to scroll through your phone. As early as it was, you found yourself dozing off. Your eyes had just fluttered closed when—

*tap tap tap*

You bolted up, eyelids heavy, not sure if you had really heard it. Grabbing the remote, you shut the TV and listened again. Nothing. Beside you, your phone buzzed and you read Ned’s message.

You up still? it read.

Yeah why???? you replied.

No later had you hit the send button did you hear the window tapping again. You were sure it was real this time, and your body automatically responded faster than your mind did. Throwing the curtains back and raising the window, your heart beat up to your brain. You had no idea where this was going to take you. As you saw those fluffy brown curls amongst the scarlet and blue, your breath caught.



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|I like you| Peter Parker

Peter Parker x reader

Words: 837

Request:  Hi beauty! Can I ask a reader/peter parker where they secretly love each other but won´t confess. So one day they at a party and Peter hears that the reader is confessing she has a crush on spiderman and that she would date her and (have lot of sex with him) and he takes her out of the party and confess her he loves her. (and maybe if u write smut he have a lot of sex like she wanted to) loveeee

Warnings: I’M SORRY BUT no smut :’( it was so bad lol, kissies, mention of sex and wanting to fuck spiderman :D, language

Originally posted by tompollander


Ok, maybe I had a few too many drinks. I mean it’s not my fault, I’m just nervous. Peter is gonna be at this party and so is Spider-Man.

“Y/N-” I jolted my head towards Michelle.


“Stop it- you’re tapping your shoe on the ground and it’s annoying.” I looked down at my feet. My right foot was hitting the ground rhythmically and I hadn’t even noticed. I pushed away from the kitchen counter and then hopped onto it.

“Sorry-” I bit my lip and looked around. Still no sign of Peter. I really need to get over him. And what better way to get over him than drink my sorrows away. He doesn’t like me so what’s the point of falling in love if your feelings aren’t reciprocated.


I took a swig from the cup beside me and it went smoothly down my throat. I winced at the warmness of it and coughed.

“And I felt at one point- he liked me too. But that’s obviously not true- Eh that rhymed… I think.” Michelle nodded along, taking a bite of her sandwich. “I just need someone to hook up with so I can forget Peter…” I mumbled looking into my empty cup.

“Well I mean Spider-Man is gonna be here.” She said, jokingly.

“Honestly I would totally bang Spider-Man. Have you seen his ass? Oh, my god, he’s so hot.” Michelle rolled her eyes and looked around the room at all the people. “And I mean- I wouldn’t just have sex with him. I’d like to date him too. Although I bet the sex would be amazing-”

“How do you even know you like sex? You’re a virgin.” Michelle stuffed the rest of her sandwich in her mouth and sighed as I set my empty cup down.

“Doesn’t matter- I probably will. Wouldn’t it actually be great to fuck Spider-Man though? The things I wish he’d do t-” My sentence was cut off by someone grabbing my arm. I turned my head to look at the culprit.

“P-Peter?” I gasped. He dragged me along with him through the crowd. Oh god did he just hear all that? I’m such an idiot! Ok maybe he didn’t hear it and I’m just overreacting. “Uh- Pet- how much of that did you-”

“All of it-” He said without glancing back at me. My cheeks turned red and I stumbled along behind him. He pushed open the glass door to the backyard and pulled me outside with him. His grip was tight on my arm so I tried to pry his hand off.

“Ow-Peter-” I whimpered.

“Oh- S-Sorry- I didn’t mean to grip you that hard.” He said, letting go of me. I lazily closed the door behind me and when I turned back around Peter was running his hands through his hair. There was an awkward silence for a bit.

“Why did you bring me out here?” My eyes glued to the grass, I couldn’t look at him right now for some reason.

“I- I-” I glanced up at him. “I got jealous. And I don’t know why. Maybe cause you weren’t talking about me like that in there- I mean you were- but-” I gave him a confused look. His eyes widened. “-I mean you weren’t talking about me- hehe…” I blushed. “I’m trying to say- I like you Y-Y/N.” He mumbled the last four words. My mouth hung open in shock. Is he joking?

“P-Peter… I- I like you too.” He wasn’t smiling but his eyes looked like they were.

“Really? Y-Y/N- You do?” I nodded and he rushed towards me, pressing his lips against mine. He took me by surprise but then I wrapped my arms around his neck. I couldn’t believe this was happening.

After a few moments of us just kissing each other a loud bang erupted from nearby. Peter broke away and looked towards where it came from. A blue looking cloud could be seen past some trees in the distance.

“What was that?” Peter looked down at me.

“Y/N- Go inside.” He pushed away from me.

“What? Well, I’m not going alone- you’re coming with.” I said. He glanced back as another bang sounded.

“Ah- um- I’ll explain later but I gotta go.” He seemed worried. I backed up towards the door.

“I know what you’re gonna do Peter…” His eyes widened.

“You-You do? How?”

“Because you’re Peter. You’re gonna go check out whatever just happened.”

“Oh- Yeah… yeah!” What was up with him today?

“Just… be careful.” I said as I opened the door. He smirked and blushed while jogging backwards.

“Don’t worry I will be!” He turned and ran, jumping over the fence with ease. I’m in love with a weirdo. Before I could turn around to head back inside I heard strange ‘wip’ sound. I looked to my left and over the fence, on top of a house, was Spider-Man.

“Holy shit-” I gasped. I wonder if Peter saw him too. Maybe Peter really does know Spider-Man and he was going to help him right this moment. Or maybe… Peter was Spider-Man. I laughed aloud. There’s no way.



For catharsis reasons and because I had feelings that compelled me to let them out.

Rated T | 1.67k

All my love to @winterbythesea for looking this over for me. You are aces. <3

It happens like this.

She is running, her heart pounding, her breath a stab in her throat as she sees the Nautilus breach by the dock. When it steadies, she sees people start to come out of the little door on the top, stepping onto the landing bay and starting to make their way up the stairs. Little dots of people from this distance and yet she is already searching for him.

She gets close enough to make out that Jasmine stands beside the door when she sees him. His hair first, black and messy and matted down to his scalp as he begins to appear from the door of the Nautilus. His eyes next, brow furrowed and eyes looking down as he tries to watch his step on the ladder. Mouth next, twisted into a grimace and already her heart is shouting for her to smooth his brow, to kiss his scowl away.

But he is too far away yet and she is running as fast as she can.

His shoulders only pop out for a moment before he disappears altogether, his shout of pain audible to her even as she is still too far to hold him. But then Jasmine reaches down and takes his hand, starting the whole process again.

Hair, eyes, lips, shoulders.

She takes the stairs down two at a time, pushing through other crew members making their way up.

He comes up once more and this time, she is there when his feet touch the ground. His weight on one foot while the other is bent at the knee, hanging in the air as he leans on Jasmine to stay standing, his eyes still down as he tries not to lose his balance again.

Her steps slow now, her frantic running slowing to a stumbling walk before stopping altogether. He hasn’t seen her yet and she takes a moment to breathe, to steady herself before she collapses on the wood beneath her. But her heart knows no reason, thumping through her veins as her breath shudders through her.


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Rose’s Playlist (on Spotify: @erika.pulido169)

I saw someone post songs that remind them of Romitri. So I got inspired and made a playlist of songs that remind me of Rose, Romitri, the books, etc.

1. Heavy In Your Arms-  Florence and The Machine

2. Alive-  Sia

3. Spark the Fire-  Gwen Stefani

4. Castle-  Halsey

5. Song 5- Haim 

6. I’m So Sorry-  Imagine Dragons

7. Power-  Little Mix

8. Bad Reputation-  Joan Jett & Black Sheep- Gin Wigmore

9. In the Night- The Weekend

10. Island in The Sun- Weezer

11. Breath of Life & Seven Devils- Florence and The Machine

12. This Is How You Remind Me- Avril Lavigne (cover)

13. Unconditionally-  Katy Perry

14. A Little Taste-  Skylar Stonestreet

15. Secret Love Song- Little Mix ft. Jason Derulo

16.Can’t Pretend-  Tom Odell

17. All Too Well- Taylor Swift

(Bonus Tracks: Love Me or Leave me- Little Mix & It’s You- Zayn Malik)



1. {Heavy In Your Arms} When Rose realizes Dimitri has been turned. Devastated, she decides to hunt him down in Blood Promise. Only to realize he has become the exact opposite of the man she fell in love with.

2. {Alive} This is how I picture Rose must be feeling after Mason’s death and she is getting the marks ( im blanking on what they are called lol) on her neck. Everyone is congratulating her, and she realizes being a guardian is not all it’s cracked up to be. (But post Last Sacrifice, despite all that happened to her, she is still here living and breathing.)

3. {Spark the Fire} A sort of up beat tune I can picture Rose kicking ass too. At the Equinox dance, and Dimitri sees her in the dress, and when she and Christian rescue Lissa.

4. {Castle} When Rose and Lissa return to the acadmey. Both Rose and Lissa  are highly criticized and judged for leaving, especially Rose. The rumors and the backstabbing that occurs between these two in the first book.

5. {Song 5} Frostbite is my favorite book, but I’m just gonna say it: Rose was very irritable and fedup with everyone and everything in this book lol. I feel her frustration in this book when people assume she is hooking up with Adrian, getting ‘beat up by her Mom/her return, and Dimitri getting cozy with Tasha.

6. {Im So Sorry} The song when Rose has her ‘fuck it I’ll do whatever I want” moments. “I tend too punch first and find out who I actually hit later.”

7. {Power} Another song I can picture Rose kicking ass too or working out too. Rose is overly confident and self aware of her beauty that boys admire her and other girls envy her.

8. {Bad Reputation/ Black Sheep} When Rose and Lissa escape from the academy, and are eventually caught by Dimitri (And when Rose is broken out of jail by the whole gang).

9. {In the Night} My poor cinnamon roll Rose is always being criticized by evryone! :( everyone expects the worse from her. Especially in Frostbite, Shadow kissed, and Spirit Bound. When people think she is a whore, when she isn’t. When her mom thinks she irresponsible, but she just wants her mother’s approval.

10.{Island in the Sun} I think in Frostbite when she sees Christian and Lissa dancing at a royal party, or in Shadowkissed when she has to guard Christian and sees them Kissing all the time, this song comes to mind. Rose realizes she may never get that because the man she loves does not wanna risk either of them getting in trouble for their forbidden romance. Rose is on the outside looking in. (Which is pretty funny considering this is supposed to be happy song lol).

11.{Seven Devils & Breath of Life} Breath of life, when the strigoi attack the school and Dimitri gets kidnapped and she hunts him down. Seven devils, when Rose is being haunted by Mason and decides to go to Dimitri’s home town to tell his family he is ‘dead.’

12. {This is How You Remind Me} When Rose’s Mom tells her Dimitri may become Tasha’s guardian. And she begins dating Mason and realizes she will always love Dimitri. Poor Mason :( (Also a tune when Rose is dealing with the aftermath of his death.)

13. {Unconditionally} Rose and Lissa’s friendship summed up. Especially when Lissa is crowned queen, and Rose is her guardian. Rose is beaming with pride :)

14. {A Little Taste} Literally, blood lol. Anything related to the bad things moroi vampires got themselves into. That, and Rose’s attraction to Dimitri in the first book.

15. {Secret Love Song} Rose wishing her Dimitri could go public as a couple. Their love story summed up lol.

16. {Can’t Pretend} This song can literally fit in with any of the books. Rose realizing she will have to put Lissa first through everything, no matter how frustrating it is. Rose realizing being a guardian is not what it is cracked up to be. Dimitri trying to hide his feelings for Rose. Rose trying to accept her fate with being shadowkissed, and awaiting sentencing in Last Sacrifice.

17. {All Too Well} Saw an edit of the Taylor Swift lyrics having to do with Romtri. I realized this song fit when Rose has flashbacks or looks back on her journey with how her and Dimitri came to be.

{Bonus tracks:

 Love me or love me- Little Mix 

It’s You- Zayn }:

 I had just discovered Little Mix a while ago, (amazing band highly recommend) and I listened to it and I thought of Rose’s frustration that she and Dimitri will never be. And she dates Adrian even though she longs for Dimitri. Love me or Leave me and It’s You, can also be seen from Adrian’s POV :/ Adrian chooses not acknowledge the fact that Rose still loves Dimitri. His heartbreak and Rose’s guilt for hurting him, is inspiration for these tracks.Poor Adrian..

****UPDATE: A Little Taste, and Bad Reputation are NOT on Spotify*****


Wrong Place Wrong Time (32)

Do not reuse, edit or copy and of my work(s). ©
Part 32 of an ongoing series, enjoy :)
A fanfic for a more Mature audience due to violence and language. Read at your own risk :)

Themes=😖,🌟,💣,🎭 ,. (☠️- Harm towards characters, Strong language and Adult themes.)

Summary: You end up in the wrong place at the wrong time and it has negative repercussions. Main characters include: Reader and EXO.

Part 1  Part 2  Part 3 Part 4  Part 5 Part 6  Part 7 Part 8 Part 9 Part 10 Part 11Part 12  Part 13  Part 14  Part 15  Part 16  Part 17  Part 18 Part 19 Part 20 Part 21 Part 22 Part 23 Part 24 Part 25 Part 26 Part 27 Part 28 Part 29 Part 30 Part 31  Part 33  Part 34  Part 35 (Final)

Word Count: 6,420 (Maybe a little more or less- lol sorry)

Literally feel like Minseok and Sehun filmed this part of the MV for me (GIF) How relatable is it to this story though? Haha. Enjoy guys.

It had been two days since the incident between Sehun and Minseok and Sehun still hadn’t come home yet, despite how badly he treated you throughout your time in the house you couldn’t help but hope that he was okay wherever he was. Minseok had told everyone about the situation briefly, but not into depth about you and him, only about Sehun being missing and so now everyone was on high alert. Chanyeol and Jongdae had driven round the area four times in the past two days, but there was no sign of him. Junmyeon had insisted that you carry on with your preparations for Red you had all been planning for a while and tomorrow was the day.

You were all sat in the board room going through the final, finer details and making sure you hadn’t overlooked anything.

“We have an issue though.” Kyungsoo said from his chair resting his hands on his lap. “Without Sehun here, how will you distract the security on the fifth floor. The cameras are constantly recording and there are always operators in the surveillance room, I really don’t see how we can distract them now.” The room was silent for a while. Kyungsoo was right, there was no way they could cross the fifth floor of such a big corporation without a distraction.

“I don’t know. Maybe we could use Ara? Put her in the elevator and have it open up on the fifth floor, it would pique their interest and they’d work to get her out of there too.” Jongdae shrugged his shoulder from where he was sat, looking at Junmyeon and waiting for approval.  Kris’ face turned dark, almost as though a switch had been flicked on inside of him.

“How dare you suggest using and putting my daughter in such a dangerous situation? Who the fuck do you think you are?!” He shouted at Jongdae, causing Ara in his lap to cry at his outburst.

“No Jongdae, we’re not doing that and Kris can you take your fucking child outside, she’s giving me a headache.” Junmyeon groaned, rubbing the temples of his head.

Kris sighed standing, bouncing Ara in his hands. “It’s okay sweetie, daddy’s got you.” He cooed in her ear exiting the board.

“Well we could use Y/N right? I mean you’ve done it once?” Tao said, pointing in your direction, causing all of the boys to turn to you.

“No.” Chanyeol shook his head, crossing his arms over his chest. You gulped hard, you really weren’t sure that you were prepared to do this kind of thing again, especially now since Red knew who you were, you definitely wouldn’t come out alive, you stared around the table nervously.

“Look Tao is right, I’m sorry but using Y/N may be the only way that we can do this.” Junmyeon brushed a hand in his hair, “but we’ll have one of the guys tailing you so that you’ll be okay.”

You pouted, your lips quivering as you looked up at Chanyeol. He looked back at you sadly but the power was no longer in his hands. You sighed, sinking into your chair, you may aswell get Chanyeol to start planning your funeral now you thought to yourself.

“We’ll have you go up to the fifth floor Y/N and exit there. The security cameras will see you and be too occupied to look at the other surveillance screens. Meaning that Jongin or Yixing can slip onto the executive floor and take out Red. I’ll send Minseok up into the lift directly after you so that he can take out anyone who tries attacking you on the fifth floor. Baekhyun and Chanyeol have the emergency exits down, which we all already know about anyway and Kris can leave Ara home with Kyungsoo.” He nodded at no one in particular, as if confirming what he had said to be sure that it made sense to him. He let out a deep sigh.

“Get some sleep boys…and girl. Tomorrow’s make or break. Kill or be killed okay?”

“What about Sehun?” Yixing asked, looking up at Junmyeon with a worried expression. Junmyeon sighed again, but this time he didn’t reply and just left the board.
It was silent for a while, all of you were taking in everything. The fact that this may be your last time in this board room and seeing the others’ faces. It was like the last supper but without the food.

“Hey guys, you’d never hear me admit this on a normal day or anything, but since this is the largest scale thing we’ve ever done…I’m scared. Like I’m fucking bricking it.” Baekhyun laughed nervously looking around the table. “I’m scared that if I get hurt and you guys get hurt, nobody will be able to piece us back together, we’ll just…die.” He blinked, his face lacking any type of emotion now and it made your stomach twist. Suddenly involuntarily you began to cry, it was silent but it was also very obvious. Everyone in the room began to stare at you. You got up and slowly walked over to Chanyeol sitting on his lap and hugging him tight, your hot tears soaking into his sweater. He was rubbing your back with his hand.

“I might never see you again. So I’m saying goodbye now, the 10 years has been great Chan.” You breathed in between sobs.

“Don’t say that Y/N, we’re going to survive this okay.” But his words sounded as empty as you felt inside, he didn’t know if you’d come back either, you were sure that you were all assuming the worst by this point. You slowly ripped yourself away from his body, excusing yourself from the room and making your way up to your bedroom. You dropped onto your bed laying flat on your stomach, crying into your pillow, tasting the saltiness of your tears every now and then. After a while you heard a light knock on your door. You didn’t bother answering, but the person came in anyway.

It was Kyungsoo.

“I thought you’d be crying. Your favourite hobby.” He joked shutting the door behind him and wheeling himself over to you. You lifted your head from your pillow, eyes red and face wet.
“You’ll be fine Y/N. I’m sure you will. You have Chanyeol protecting you aswell as Yixing, Jongin…and Minseok.” He gave you a knowing look, you pretended you hadn’t noticed it. He laughed softly.
“Don’t worry I know Y/N. I’ve known for a while, I’m a good judge of character it was just extremely obvious to me. The way you both look at each other across the dining table and in the board.”
You slowly looked at Kyungsoo, you didn’t know you had been quite so obvious with it all, but apparently you had.
“I’ve dissuaded Jongin to pursue you, hopefully he’ll back off a bit now. But really I came here to say thanks. Honestly if it wasn’t for you, I think I would’ve topped myself a while ago and thanks for…you know…cleaning me up that day.” He looked at his lap bashfully causing you to smile through your tears assuring him that it was okay.
Just then the door opened, revealing Minseok standing at your door frame.

“Oh sorry I didn’t realise…I’ll come back late–”

“No. I was just leaving.” Kyungsoo gave you a small smile and began to wheel himself out of the room, Minseok standing aside allowing him to go past. He closed the door behind Kyungsoo. Clearing his throat he looked at you walking in your direction and sitting next to you on the bed.

“Hey, don’t cry Y/N. I promise you we’ll try to look after you.” He dragged you closer to him so that you were pressed up against each other, the warmth of his body feeling extremely comforting at this moment in time.

“I’m so scared Minseok, what if we all die?” You sniffed your face was still wet with tears that Minseok was wiping away with his hand.

“Look Y/N I won’t lie to you and tell you we’ll survive, because there’s always a possibility that we could die but we just have to stay optimistic and try hard.” He pulled you in for a hug and it lingered for a while before you pulled away again.

“What about Sehun? You whispered, almost as thought you were too scared to say it out loud.

Minseok sighed into your hair staying silent for a while, then; “I don’t know Y/N but I just really hope he’s okay. I love the kid I really do. You don’t think I was too harsh on him do you?”

You shook your head slowly. “No. I mean I understand why he’s upset but it was becoming a bit much, beside it was time you told him.”
Minseok nodded, slowly shifting you over from your side of the bed and lifting you onto his lap to face him. He bent his neck down and began kissing your lips, his hands roaming up and down your sides. Suddenly he slipped his tongue into your mouth, catching you off guard but you didn’t resist him. Now you could really taste him in your mouth and the concept of it was exciting you beyond belief. You wrapped you arms around his neck drinking in that same familiar smell that you had allowed yourself to become addicted to. He slipped his tongue out of your mouth and lowered his head to your neck where began kissing and sucking on your soft spot eliciting an almost inaudible intake of breath from you.

“Minseok…stop…” You gasped. His fingers were digging into your waist as he brought his lips back to yours slipping his tongue into your mouth again. This time around you decided to use your tongue back. Everything that you were doing felt so scandalous and sinful but at the same time it felt so right. His hands were roaming up and down your body as though he couldn’t help himself. You pulled away, your heart pounding.

“No, Minseok … I’m not ready…”

“I wasn’t going to make you Y/N.” He smiled softly placing a chaste kiss on your lips and stroking your hair softly. “I’d never force you to do something you weren’t comfortable with.” He was staring at you for a while, his arms still wrapped around your waist. “But I need to hear you say it. I need to hear you say that you have feelings for me so I know I’m not going crazy, so I know that this isn’t a hoax.”

“Why would it be a hoax?” You asked, rubbing your hands slowly and lightly up and down his shoulders and chest, his breathing gradually returning back to its normal pace.

“Because of the way I treated you in the past. How do I know that you’re not just doing this to get back at me, so you can turn around and break me when I’m in too deep, because I feel like I’m about to cross over that line Y/N, I’m about to cross the line where there’s no turning back. Where I can no longer contain how I feel about you and I’m scared, because I don’t want to feel this way towards you. Towards anyone. I don’t want to fall…in love.” He closed his eyes tightly a look of disgust showering his face, before he opened his eyes again.
His beautiful eyes.
“I’m slowly but surely falling in love with you. I don’t know what to do? It’s not love yet, I know that, but it won’t be long before it is. How do I know I can trust you to reciprocate those feelings Y/N? You’ve only known me two months, one of which I’ve consistently been trying to kill you, I’ve killed near enough 100 men, and tortured more. Are sure you can really fall for a guy like me? Is that really what you want, to end up with damaged goods? I’m not good for you Y/N, but I’m too selfish to want to let you try finding someone else. But deep down…” He sighed heavily, supporting your back with his hand. “Deep down I’m scared that at the end of it all you’ll pick Chanyeol. It’s only logical for it to end up that way. But I need this Y/N, I want this. I need somebody; I’ve never opened up so much in all the time I’ve been with Junmyeon and the boys. Do you know that you make me feel vulnerable?”

You raised a brow in confusion, you made Minseok feel vulnerable? How? You shook your head, burrowing it into his chest listening to his breathing and enjoying the subtle rising and falling of his chest. You had finally cracked Minseok’s hard exterior, there was nothing left of ‘Xiumin’ anymore it was only Minseok in his naked form. His true self. And he was no different to any other human being, what he wanted was what any other sane human wanted. Only it came in the form of you. He wanted you.

“I like you too Minseok.” You spoke into his chest. He let out a heavy sigh. A sigh of relief and contentment.
“But…” You continued. His breath hitched, “It’s hard to even try and think about developing something more in this house. I feel suffocated, there’s always too much going on and I can’t breathe, so I never really know where my head is at. Honestly I’m surprised that I’ve kept it together for this long.” You raised your head from his chest to look at his face, he stared down at you for a second and for a moment you were scared that you had upset him. But then he nodded.

“You’re right it’s hard in here. Maybe one day…we could get away from this place?” He began stroking your cheek softly with the pad of his thumb. Your eyes widened. Was that possible, could you ever get out of this place, how could you just re enter the ‘real world’ after you had all been missing for a while, especially him. Nearly a whole decade, he couldn’t just make an appearance it wasn’t as simple as that. You pushed away the thoughts you didn’t want to get your hopes up only for them to come crashing down.

“We should get to sleep.” You said shifting off of his lap and sitting back down on your bed. “We’ve got a long and important day ahead.” He sighed nodding and stood up slowly from the bed.

“I’m scared.” He said.

“Why? You said we’d be okay. We’ll kill Red and it will all be over.”

“No not about that, well a little bit about that. But I’m talking about Sehun. I just hope he hasn’t done anything stupid.” Minseok bit his lip nervously, his eyes wondering around the room, as if Sehun was hiding somewhere in here and he was trying to find him.

“I’m sure he’ll be okay Minseok.” You tried comforting him, but you were aware that you didn’t sound the least bit convincing.

Minseok face-palmed himself, grunting in frustration. “Ughh, shit this is all my fault!”

You put your hand in the air as if to stop him from talking. “Stop blaming yourself Minseok, this isn’t your fault.”

“But maybe it is Y/N.” He argued back. “I’ve been with Sehun for years and all of a sudden over this past month I completely started switching my attention to you, he’s not used to that. I should have eased him into it, he probably feels really betrayed right now. You should’ve seen him when he first joined he was so feeble and quiet. I mean his mum died in his arms for God’s sake. Of course he couldn’t help but latch onto me, he literally clung onto me so of course he feels neglected right now. God I hope he’s okay. I really hope he’s okay.”
You stood up to pull Minseok into a hug, lingering slightly as he buried his head into the crook of your neck.

“Look, I’m sure he’ll come back in a bit Minseok, he wouldn’t miss Red’s assassination now would he? Just give him a couple of hours okay. Just get some sleep.” You pulled away from him slowly walking over to your bed and you could feel him following you.
“Minseok I said go to bed…” You dropped down onto your bed covering yourself with your duvet. He lifted it up and slipped under the covers beside you.

“I will. But next to you.” You pulled a funny face at him, you weren’t sure if that was a good idea.
“Y/N I promise I won’t try anything; I’d never do that to you. I just want a cuddle. Please.” His eyes were begging you for comfort and before you even had the chance to deny his request, he dragged his body closer to yours, draping his arm over your stomach.
“I hope he’s not dead Y/N.”

You were all loaded into the back of a black tinted van. All of you apart from Ara, Kyungsoo and Sehun. Sehun still hadn’t come back home and a bad feeling was lingering in the pit of your stomach. Minseok had hardly said a word since you both woke up, you knew that it was eating away at the back of his mind, but for now he had to push thoughts of Sehun to the side. You all did, because right now it was time to deal with Red. Pulling up to the Red Corp building, a Kaleidoscope of butterflies were swarming around in your stomach, and not the good kind. It was weird how normal, and ‘legal’ the building looked from the outside. You could only imagine the craziness that would go down when you got inside. Tao parked the van a distance from the building. All you could hear in the car was breathing.

“Right guys. We’ve got this don’t worry as long as we stick to what we planned then we have this, okay?” Junmyeon said. “We’ll be fine. Remember who we’re doing this for. This is Justice guys; we’re nearly at the end of it all. And if I don’t make it out alive…you guys have been the best.” Junmyeon swallowed, staring upwards avoiding anyone’s eye contact.

“Just say you love us.” Yixing smiled poking Junmyeon’s side.


“Go on, just say you love us.”


Everyone started laughing and jeering. “Go on just say it Myeon. Just say you love us!”

“Shhhh! Alright, I love you all, shit! Shut up or we’ll be found out. I love you.” He rolled his eyes at everyone, who were laughing and patting him on whatever part of his body that they could reach. “Alright let’s go.” He nodded at Jongin, who nodded back at him and opened up the back door. Everyone was filing silently out of the van now in their black outfits, weapons held tightly to their sides and running to the back exit of the building. As per usual, you were paralysed sitting in the van staring at your hands in your lap. How many times was your life going to flash before your eyes, although to be fair this would probably be the last time that it would happen, you really couldn’t see yourself surviving past tonight.

“Y/N. Hey we need to go.” You looked up at Chanyeol who was softly pulling your arm towards him. Your stomach was churning but you got up regardless.
“Look Y/N, Just in case I don’t make it out I just want you to know that the ‘both of us’, was the best ten years of my life.” He smiled at you softly. “And I know you don’t want to hear this but I’m going to say it anyway… I love you Y/N and I will always love you whether it be in life or death, but your happiness matters to me the most so if that means being with Minseok, don’t waste another second if we get out of this alive. If I make it tonight, it will be hard to let you go but I know I’ll find someone else and move on eventually, everything happens for a reason right? I’ll find someone better than you.” He winked at you playfully. “But I hope we can remain friends forever and always.”
You leaned into his body hugging him tightly. 

“We’ll always be friends Chanyeol, nothing will ever change that. You’re the absolute best.” You stayed like that for a second and it was pure bliss, bringing you back to the simple days of just the two of you. You would trade in almost anything if you could get those days back.

“I’m sorry to break up this moment, but we have to go now.” Chanyeol broke away from the hug pulling your wrist and running with you towards the building. The closer you got the faster your heart began to beat, it was really time to do this. When you got inside all of the boys had already dispersed no doubt doing what they’d been assigned to do. Chanyeol sneaked you over to where the escalator was and winked at you leaving you behind. You took a deep breath, you knew that Baekhyun was somewhere watching you through hacked  CCTV cameras. You pressed the button labelled five and waited for the elevator to open. Your heart was in your throat and you felt sick, but you had to keep it together. The boys had waited for this moment for years, you couldn’t be the reason it screwed up. Composing yourself you closed your eyes waiting for the doors to open. 

Here you were at the fifth floor, you stepped into the lobby. Standing there waiting, by the time any guards came Minseok would have been here and you would be okay. Currently the escalator you had just got on was on the way down to Minseok and he was going to come up and be your knight in shining armour. When he had successfully taken them out then Yixing would be able to make his way up and take out Red and that would be it, you would all be free from it. The madness you had encountered, and the nation would be safe from his products. Your heart was beating erratically regardless, it would be a lie to say that you were not absolute terrified, because honestly terrified was not even the word to use in describing the way you were feeling.

And then you heard it, footsteps coming around the corner. And your body froze. A man in a navy blue janitor suit walked towards you, gun in hand smirking at you deviously.
“Hi there baby doll, you seem to have gotten yourself lost hmm? This isn’t a hotel darling.” You cringed at the use of pet names he was using to address you. 

“I umm…I’m just looking for the bathroom.” You stuttered, waiting for the elevator to open behind you.

“Hmm, really? Funny you came all the way up to the fifth floor for the toilet baby doll. Normally when people are desperate they stay on the first floor, huh?” He hung his head on the side. “Don’t treat me like I’m dumb babe.”
He rose his gun up higher and higher until it was level with the space in between your eyebrows.
Where the fuck was Minseok? He should’ve been here. He’d never make it in time now; this was really it you never imagined it ending this way.  You always imagined that you’d just die of old age or something like that, but never of a gunshot wound to the head. You let out a deep breath, preparing yourself for the end you closed your eyes allowing a silent tear to roll down your cheek.


You let out a deep breath. But how? How was it possible you were still breathing? How were you still standing? Why were you still alive?
You opened your eyes slowly as though you were scared to see whatever came next, when you looked down you saw the guard on the floor. A hole through his head, lying in a pool of his own blood. It was worrying that you no longer wanted to vomit, since you were slowly becoming used to such gory sites. But how did he die? You smiled to yourself crazily, that means Minseok got here in time. You spun around, to throw your arms around his neck, but stopping yourself in your tracks.

You breathed. He stood there with a gun in his hand, looking at you blankly. Your head was pounding, what was he doing here. Why did he help you?

Just then you heard the elevator ping open. Minseok and Yixing running out.

“Y/N! Oh God I’m so sorry! The elevator got stuck and… Sehun?” Minseok stopped in his tracks, staring into the younger mans face, he was silent for a moment. Dazed.
Recollecting himself he shook his head. “Yixing you need to go, it’s now or never, stay safe. Y/N get out of here now, get yourself down to the first floor. Jongdae will be down there, you need to get yourself into the van.”
You stood there in shock still staring at Sehun.
“Y/N NOW!” Minseok shouted, you broke out of your hypnotic state running over to the elevator and pressing the button labelled 1. Running inside you waited for the doors to shut.

“Thank you Sehun!” You called before you disappeared.

Minseok’s P.O.V.
He stared at him in shock, what was he doing here? How could he just show up after he had scared him, he struggled to sleep because he was so scared of Sehun yet here he was. They stood there staring at each other in silence for a while, time was stood still.

“Sehun! Fuck it look out!” Minseok’s eyes widened as he saw another man from the corner, the man lifted his hand up shooting something in Sehun’s direction. Minseok quickly removed the gun that was in his holder shooting the man with it. He dropped in a slump to the floor next to the other dead body, the bullet piercing right through his chest.

His attention turned back to Sehun, who was gasping for air, his knees becoming weak as he was slowly dropping to the ground.

“Sehun, what’s happening?! What’s going on?!” Minseok panicked rushing to the younger males side. Slowly helping lower him to the ground to lessen the impact.

“I –I –It burns.” Sehun stuttered, pointing at his hip. “I can’t move Min. I can’t move.” Minseok frowned down at Sehun’s hip, pulling a needle out and inspecting it closely. It was poison. He had been poisoned, with a venom dart. Sehun’s breathing was slowly becoming more irregular and he was groaning in pain in response to the travelling burning sensation. Minseok was panicking he didn’t know what to do, he got up running towards the elevator pressing the button labelled ‘1’.
“No Min! Don’t leave me, please don’t leave me. She’s safe please don’t leave me for her again. Not right now.” He was crying in pain now but his face was blank at the same time. Minseok rushed back over to him kneeling down by his side.

“I’m not leaving you Sehun, I’m not going anywhere. It’s okay I’m here alright.” He stroked his hand lightly across Sehun’s face trying to comfort him as best he could.
“Where did you run off to Sehun, you had me so worried you know that don’t you? I couldn’t think straight.” Minseok smiled at him sadly, still stroking his cheek.

“You were worried about me?” Sehun widened his eyes ever so slightly, staring up at Minseok hopefully.

“Of course I was Sehun, how could I not be. I thought you… did something that would break me completely. I thought you killed yourself”
Sehun smiled ever so slightly looking up into Minseok’s face, feeling as though this was all he ever wanted to hear. He wanted to know that Minseok was concerned about him, just as much as her.

“I thought you couldn’t stand me ever since she showed up…You’ve been changing. And –Ughh! It burns.”

Minseok began panicking again, Sehun was sweating now and his muscles were involuntarily contracting and relaxing.

“I’m going to die aren’t I?” Sehun sobbed. “Minseok I’m going to die aren’t I? I’m scared Min. I’ve been scared my whole life. Oh God! I don’t want to die Min, not yet.” Tears were streaming down his eyes as he stared lifelessly at Minseok, causing him to start crying too.

“You won’t die Sehun, I won’t let you die.” He kissed him on his forehead, Sehun’s sweat covering his lips.

“Do you promise me? Don’t promise me something you can’t keep please Min.” Sehun coughed, his breathing still irregular.

“I’m not letting you die Sehun, I love you too much to let that happen.” He dragged Sehun up and slung him around his shoulder, struggling to get him down to the van.

“Baekhyun will know what to do. Just hang Sehun, I can’t lose my best friend. Not now.”

Yixing’s P.O.V.

He walked closer to the main office on the fifth floor. Hoping desperately that the plan would work, he had changed into one of the outfits of the security guards that he had taken out on the third floor. Everyone was relying on him, He had one job, he only had to do it well. Taking a deep breath he pushed the heavy door open. Red was not alone, he was sitting around the table with two other men. All three looked up at him upon his arrival.

“Yes?” Red raised an eyebrow, looking up at Yixing.

“Sorry for disturbing you Sir, but this is urgent. There’s been some sort of break-in. Some unidentified men have been running around the building. I made my way up to alert you sir. They’re heavily armed, my arms aren’t hefty enough.”
He looked over at the men sitting either side of Red, scanning their weapons; their guns were much heftier than his.
“Maybe they’d be better suited for the job sir? The intruders are on the third floor right now; they were making their way up here.” Yixing bowed his head politely. Red nodded at the men beside him, signalling for them to go and deal with the issue. Yixing moved aside for them to leave the room.
Red slowly stood up from his chair, squinting at Yixing and slowly walking closer towards him.

“I’ve never seen you around before.” He looked at the name tag “Jun. Hmm. Who are you?”

Yixing laughed sadistically at Red taking a step forward in his direction.
“I’m someone you don’t really want to be in the same room with alone.”

“What?” Red hissed, punching Yixing in the jaw. “You don’t work for me, who the fuck are you?!”

Yixing laughed again, rubbing his jaw with his hand. “I am your Omega. I will end it all here and now.”

Red ran over to his desk, opening a draw, looking for a weapon. “Shit!” He hissed, when he realised the draw was empty. He rushed over to the other side of his desk, hovering his hand over the emergency alarm.

“Oh I wouldn’t press that if I were you.” Yixing frowned, slowly pulling his silencer out of his holster. Red lifted his arm up, but before he got the chance to slam his hand down on the alarm Yixing shot one of his legs, causing him to sink down to the ground.

“I said. I wouldn’t do that if I were you.” Yixing walked to the door locking both him and Red inside.
“You’re a fucking evil man Jay Lee. You’ve broken so many families apart. Stolen so many loved ones from innocent people. You even tried to kill your fucking kids, you sick bastard. You killed two successfully.” He let out another shot, shooting at Red’s palm. “You’re an old twisted man, and your time is up. This world doesn’t need you anymore. It never needed you in the first place. If you had plans to rest in heaven then I’m sorry to break it to you, but you’ll be smouldering in hell.” Yixing walked up to him, shoving his gun into Red’s mouth.
“I’d let you say something final, but you probably have nothing relevant to say. Sayounara you bastard.”
Yixing pulled the trigger, blood and bits of flesh flying all over the place and Red’s body falling limply to the ground.
It was over.

Red was dead.

It was two days after the death of Red and to be honest you thought that spirits would be higher then they were, it was as though the boys still felt empty. You assumed it was because Red had done so much damage already and it was all irreversible. Sehun had been in bed for the last three days recovering, you decided it was time to pay a visit. You knocked your fist on his door lightly. Hearing a low grunt on the other side of the door, you let yourself in. He looked up at you frowning. So apparently his feelings towards you still hadn’t changed very much.

“Sehun…I …how are you doing?” You folded your arms behind your back, shifting uncomfortably from one foot to another.

“Shit. Why the fuck do you care? Get out.” He mumbled, keeping his agitated gaze on your frame.

“Don’t be like that I’m trying to be nice…I’m trying to say thank you.” You lowered your head, admittedly you did feel uncomfortable and embarrassed showing Sehun gratitude, but he did save your life, so it was the least that you owed him. “I’m not sure why you did it, but I’m grateful anyway.” You bowed your head at him slightly.

He scoffed, pulling his duvet down so he could scowl at you properly. “I didn’t do it for you. I couldn’t really care less about you. I did it for him, he’d be broken if you were killed,” He rolled his eyes at you. “Please get out, I need some sleep.” You nodded your head.

“Minseok loves you, you know that right?” You said before leaving the room. “Last night when you were missing all he could talk about and think about was you. He was so scared that you had gone and killed yourself. He blamed everything on himself, saying that it was all his fault that you had run away. He loves you like a son Sehun. He said you mean a lot to him.”

His eyes widened, he sat up a little bit straighter looking at you.
“He said that?”

You smiled softly nodding at him. “He’s been through so much and he deserves happiness. So please I’m beginning you even if you don’t like me, just cut him some slack and leave him be. Minseok will never stop caring for you Sehun. I know you’ve been through a lot in life and I understand why you feel the way you do. But you need to realise that you will always have a special place in Minseok’s heart, no matter who else comes along. So could you please just let him be happy?” You stared at him for a moment.

He was staring down guiltily at his lap.
“I’ll think about it, okay?…please get out…I need sleep.”
You shut the door behind you, smiling to yourself softly. You were sure that he’d do the right thing.

A couple of hours later and you had just come back from shopping with Kris and Ara. He decided that retail therapy would do her some good, since she had been stuck in Kyungsoo’s room with him for days.

“She needs to spend time with her daddy. Don’t you sweetie?” He smiled at her, picking her up and kissing her on the nose. Seeing Kris as a father was strange but refreshing, since it showed that they all had it in them to make a change and be loving.
You had bought two crates of sanitary towels since it would become bothersome to have to go out and buy packs all the time, you weren’t sure how much longer you’d have to stay in this house, or even the next time you’d be on your period. You had decided to store the crates in basement of the house nobody ever went in there and they would take up too much space in your room so for now this was the best location. You grabbed the keys for the basement from a draw in the kitchen and carried them down the dark damp steps. Placing the crates down you, quickly left and went back to your room. The basement wasn’t the most pleasant place in the house.

You’d all decided to watch a film in the evening. Apart from Sehun who was asleep by now. You took a seat in between Baekhyun and Chanyeol. Feeling the most layed back that you had in quite a while. You were all staring intently at the screen. The film was a cross between a Romance and Comedy and was way too cheesy for your liking, but apparently Yixing and Jongdae were enjoying it.

“Hey Y/N isn’t that the necklace I bought you on your 15th birthday?” Chanyeol pointed to the main character on the screen. He was right, she was wearing the exact same necklace as you. A silver infinity symbol, with two small diamonds on either loop.
You nodded.

“Do you still have that?” He looked up at you.

“Yeah of course I have it on no—”You stopped talking. Touching your neck you couldn’t feel it, but you were sure you had it on today. Ara had been playing with it in the food court at lunch when you went shopping. You had it all this time. Getting up you raced downstairs to the basement, it had to be here somewhere you thought to yourself. You couldn’t lose it, that was your favourite gift from Chanyeol it was almost like a lucky charm.
Getting on your hands and knees you started scoping the dark room, desperately trying to find it. You moved the crates to the side away from the table that they were near trying to find your necklace. Suddenly you heard a beeping noise coming from under the table. Confused you looked up under the desk trying to locate the sound. Your eyes widened in shock as you jumped to your feet racing up the stairs to the living room where everyone was sitting.

“Everyone get out now! GET OUT OF THE HOUSE NOW!” you screamed, trying to pull everyone up from their seats. All of the boys stared at you in confusion

“Y/N what the fuck is going on?!”Jongdae hissed in frustration, trying to watch the film in peace, but you weren’t allowing him to do that.



Part 1/ReflectionsPart 2/FlashlightsPart 3/Pathways ⇎ Part 4/Shadows

Character / Genre: Yoongi x reader | parenthood!au, angst

Word count: 7,714 words (well since this is no longer a drabble)

Originally made based on this request: Yoongi + “How could I ever forget about you" + Angst | for anon

a/n: I have re-written this part so many times because I originally had two different ideas for the ending - one got people (my proofreaders) screaming at me, while the other had so many plot holes in it which made me unhappy with it. I finally wrote this version down after taking a nap this morning and got a much clear head. Sorry if it’s too sappy and sorry if I made some mistakes in it - I’ll probably come back to edit this later (let’s just hope I won’t change my mind once I do that and erase the whole thing to make an entirely different ending cause I did that once lol). Thank you for reading and please let me know what you think. I’m sorry for the long wait.

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I’m glad people are liking the series! Hopefully you’ll continue to enjoy the series - I promise it won’t get as angsty as the last chapter again but there will be angst scenes again lol. This hasn’t been edited but I’ll go through it tomorrow!

Anyway, please don’t expect too much from this chapter! It’s kind of like a filler chapter that I can’t exactly leave out otherwise nothing will make sense :))))) There’s also some little things you’ll probably overlook now but actually play some significance in the future chapters! Keep your eyes out but also good luck :) also Yuta cries in this, pls don’t tell me oh he cries too much or stop putting descriptions of him crying. bitCH he’s just lose someone and this is set on the same day it happened - chill

also between the  ❝ ❞ is the letter. sometimes i might close them to explain something, or mention a thought or something thats happened!

Word count: 2506

Originally posted by icetaeil

if u find any gifs of yuta being serious, pls tag me in them bc every single fucking gif i find of him has him either being extra as fuck, smiling or some caption where he says something savage

Letters series {read from the beginning otherwise other chapters won’t make sense lol}

  • Letters: #0 The crash
  • Letters: #1 Open now
  • Letters: #3 Open when you miss me
  • Letters: #2 Open when you feel like giving up
  • Letters: #4 Open when you need some optimism
  • Letters: #5 Open when you’ve achieved your dreams
  • Letters: #6 Open when you need a reminder of how much I love you

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I’m clearing out my ask box, so here’s a rapid fire bunch of answers to the 43 questions in there! A lot of these I wanted to draw a comic or do a little animation for but just never got the time or energy, and others I didn’t know what to say, but I think that some response is better than no response, so while these are all going to be either text or doodles, I wanted them all to actually get answers.

Below the cut because this’ll be a hella long one~ Plenty of Zelda doodles in there though so if you just wanna see doofy drawings click too!

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Playback (A Choices Fanfic)

Pairing: Kenji x F!MC (Alex)

Category: Angst/Comfort

Summary: Kenji sends messages for every day that Alex has been gone. Post Book 1 finale. 

Author’s Note: I’m so sorry for spamming everyone with post finale fics. I’m getting to all the prompt requests, I promise. I just need to get the angst out of my system lol.


Day 208.

Hey, Alex.

I’m not sure why I’m still doing this everyday.

I guess I just miss you.

Anyway, not much happened today. Dax and Poppy are thinking about getting a dog.

What do you think they should get?

Personally, I think a golden retriever would be pretty cool. Friendly, smart, loyal. Just like me.

Poppy wants a Pomeranian though.

Maybe we can just get a golden retriever together when you get back.


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Behind the Walls (Chapter 10)

Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5 Chapter 6 Chapter 7 Chapter 8 Chapter 9

Pairing: Professor!Bucky X Reader

Words: 1,941

Warnings: Cursing! Angst!!!

Summary: You are currently getting your PhD in Art History, your dissertation being about The Power of Nudity in Art. Your advisor recommends you switch from being her TA to another professor because she feels her health is declining and wants you to get the best help/advice from someone new. She recommends Dr. James Barnes and believes he will be of great help to you. Things don’t turn out as you plan.

A/N: Lol I have a midterm tomorrow and I needed to relieve my stress! Sorry guys for the wait! Let me know if i should start using gifs…please! Also thanks for the comments and the anons i love you all! As always, let me know if you want to be tagged.

Tagging: @amxwxxld @confidentrose @vashanatasha @your-puddin @shamvictoria11 @gatorgal94 

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RFA Members Korean Name Meanings (will edit in the future)

Hi nonny♡

Once again, I looked through my requests to find the fastest one I can get done. This one seemed the fastest for now so I am answering this question first ^^;;;; I should stop saying I will answer these questions the order they come in.

But in all honesty, I’m really sorry for the hold up in the requests, especially to those that sent them in a long time ago but I haven’t gotten back to. A lot of them takes so much time and I currently don’t have the time to actually get them done.

But this one seems really fun. I can finally put the 한자 (Chinese Characters) I learned from like preschool to high school to use ^^

You are definitely right when you say that names do have meanings. They all derive from the 한자 that I mentioned above! Depending on the character, the meaning to one’s name could be completely different! Currently, the only precise 한자 name I know from MysMess is Jumin’s because his was on his business card. I can guess what Yoosung and V’s are, but for now I’ll tell you guys what I think.

So, let’s start with mine since anon would like to know~

Seol Ryu (류설)

My name is very unique in the sense that my name itself is only one character long (외자). Most people in Korea tend to have two characters in their name.

I was wondering if I should reveal which Ryu I am, but I decided not to because it doesn’t really have a meaning? It is just a family name so I will just go on to explain my first name.

偰 맑을

My name means pure, clean, clear, things like that! I…seriously don’t live up to that LOL. Sometimes I wonder what my parents were thinking when they named me ^^;;; I still think about this. My brother always says that my name is so misleading.

Well, so is his. Jk I love you.

I’ll explain because while I also thought about this for a while. I wanted to share this fun fact a long time ago, but I decided not to. Now, I have a reason to lol and that is, my brother actually dead ass has the same name as Zen.

Yep, my little bro is also Hyun Ryu. Except he’s 20, two centimeters taller than Zen, and a medical major not a musical actor =w=

ZEN/Hyun Ryu (류현)

Well, I don’t exactly know what his 한자 name is. But I can definitely share my brother’s. I’m not sure if it would be the same but let’s see lol.

炫 밝을

My brother’s name means, bright. If Zen also shares the same 한자 character then hey, that’s what his name would mean! I’m not sure which “Ryu” Zen is, but I think in my imagination all the time that we have the same character =w=

Sorry, Hyunnie. I didn’t mean to expose you but lol, too bad. He doesn’t even have a tumblr, what am I sorry about lols. Noona still loves you♡

Jumin Han (한주민)

So, Jumin has his name in 한자 if you see his business card in either the calling menu or the VIP package~

韓 한국 , 나라 (우리 나라의 성의 하나)

主 임금 , 주인

旻 하늘

Let’s start with Han! If I remember correctly there is only one Han for family name. Which is the same character for 대민국 (South Korea). Correct me if I’m wrong. I’m an uneducated little walnut.

Next is his name, Ju Min.

임금 means wage (Ju) or 주인 means owner

하늘 means sky (Min)

I will be honest, I knew what the characters meant separately but lol, I don’t know what they are supposed to mean together. Am I just stupid? I think I have issues. Maybe it is related to how he is the company director of C&R. I don’t know. I’m pretty sure it means something like that ^3^

Yoosung Kim (김유성)

Same with the family name, I do not know which Kim he is, but I can definitely predict which Yoosung he is, and he gives it away when he refers to himself as a shooting star ^^

流 흐를

星 별

Exactly as it is written, 흐를 means, falling and 별 means star. His name is so pretty ;3; I remember this name a lot because my first crush’s name was 유성 with this exact 한자 don’t tell Hyun.

Jaehee Kang (강제희)

I wish Jaehee’s business card had her 한자 characters on it. I am curious to know because a friend of mine has the same name and I will just assume that she might have the same meaning? Who knows =w=

帝 임금

喜 기쁠

We see 임금 again for the “Jae” part of her name! (The same meaning in Jumin’s name meaning wages).The “hee” part of her name is 기쁠 which means happiness.

I feel like this would make sense since she works for C&R in the game.

V/Jihyun Kim (김지현)

This one I made a guess judging by V’s personality lolol.

至 이를

賢 어질

His name (that I just made up just from his personality in the game) virtually means 매우 어질고 착함. 더할 수 없이 어질고 슬기로움.

Orrr, in English, very gentle benevolent, wise.

As you can see, even though both Zen (and my bro lol) and V have the “hyun” character, they could have different meanings.

Lol, I had to bring my 한자 book from my shelf to try and make this and I think it worked out well. I really hope that this is the 한자 for his name because it fits him so well.

Okay, for 707 and Saeran….I am actually on a blank T3T I’m not sure how to go about their names. I’m sure if I look around enough I can make a name but it is a lot harder than I thought. I wish everyone was given their names just like Jumin =w= if I have enough time maaaaybe I will go through my 한자 textbook and try to assemble a name that I can base from their personality, but I tried thinking for now and nothing is coming…

Saeyoung and Saeran fans, Seol is sorry ㅠㅠ

I will come back in the future and edit this post. 세영 and 세란 is kinda hard for me…if there are other people out their who have some sort of 한자 assembled for their names, please let me know. I would love to know because I am at a loss TwT

For now, I’ll go bye bye~

See you next post!

- 류설♡

Friends to Lovers!Kim Donghyun

member: kim donghyun // mxm

genre: fluff

writing type: bulletpoint

word count: 1.4k

a/n: lol im either gonna edit a bunch of my writings or just copy and paste so sorry if some look nice and some look crusty // this one is rewritten btw!

my masterlist

Originally posted by donghyun

  • so it all started when you had a project in your first year of middle school
  • it was kinda big for a middle school class so your teacher randomly assigned people
  • and wow what a coincidence you got the one and only kim donghyun!!
  • you had no idea who he was so you assumed he probably went to another elementary school
  • meeting him wasn’t too awkward?? he was super smiley and spoke kinda loud but somehow you found comfort in that
  • ofc since you were partners for a project, you went to meet up at the library to do research
  • but like that ended REEEAAAAL quickly bcuz yall are too loud lol
  • first of all you werent even completely focused bcuz donghyun kept making super bad jokes that were funny as a middle schooler 
  • you’d both be laughing so fuckin loud that the librarian would have to kick you out
  • well ok looks like you’re going to your house to do continue the research i guess
  • your parents were like “omg you brought a boy home is this your boyfriend” bcuz yeah boy + girl hanging out = dating according to everyone
  • you looked really disgusted and donghyun looked awkward 
  • yall basically just met so why would you even think about that!! plus you’re in middle school you don’t care about dating yet
  • “guys you havent even said hi to him but you already made him uncomfortable he’s just my partner for this project we have to do in class”
  • even tho he felt awkward, he still kept his happy, polite self and introduced himself to your parents
  • since it was probably a bad idea to go back to the library, donghyun would frequently come over to finish the project
  • your parents grew to like him more (and so did u ;) ) and him coming over would be normal now
  • even after you finished the project, you guys basically became super close and you would hang out alot outside of school
  • every year, the both of you would be praying that you’d be in the same class
  • if you werent, you’d be late to your classes bcuz you dont want to separate yet
  • until the bell rings again then you’re dashing your ass down the hall
  • now it wasnt until you got into highschool where people were more serious and fuckin drastic
  • being the major flower boy that he is, he snatched the hearts of so many girls in school 
  • this means a shit ton of chocolates on the day of valentines !!
  • for him atleast lol
  • you never complained about not being able to get chocolates because he always shared the chocolates he got with you 
  • but like you also knew that some girl would be brave enough to call him out to confess to him
  • you may have accidentally walked in on some of them mid-confession
  • slams door open
  • “donghyun where the hell are you we need to get the limited edition plush at the arcade and you know damn that’s gonna take fore- oh” 
  • oops awkward for all of you 
  • aaaaanndd since this is highschool some girls are petty as hell and will be like “i’ll do anything it takes to be with oppar11!!!1!1″
  • so you occasionally get bullied
  • frequently
  • woops they spilled juice on your notebook
  • woops they thought your textbook was trash
  • oh no where did your bag go- its outside?? and the window is open??
  • it took a while for donghyun to notice that you were getting bullied by his fangirls
  • ok in reality he only noticed because you started to distance yourself from him because of it
  • dh: y/n? where are you? i thought we were gonna go to the cafe
  • you:  oh right sorry i had to go to the library for hw
  • dh: library??? homework??? ok its super obvious thats a lie where are you
  • you: wow can i not be responsible without being suspicious im just trying to pass highschool
  • dh: :/
  • dh: i know you’ve been lying alot lately y/n whats going on
  • you: well idk if youre just blind or stupid but your dumb fangirls are getting in my way and its annoying having to deal with them
  • dh: fangirls? what have they been doing? why do you have to stop hanging out with me?
  • you: ok youre just dumb…  
  • dh: omg are you getting bullied
  • you: yes you idiot those fangirls of yours are brutal
  • dh: y/n….. im sorry.. i didn’t see that
  • you: yeah i know its been happening for months
  • dh: well i’ll treat you to food to make you feel better so hurry and get to the park
  • you: but im at home
  • dh: you live 3 minutes away from the park
  • you: im already in bed with snacks and netflix
  • dh: ok fine i’ll come over then
  • you: wait get ice cream before you come back
  • dh: yeah yeah ok 
  • you wait a good 8 minutes and hear your door slamming open, your bed bouncing from donghyun whale flopping onto it
  • “you got the ice cream?”
  • he holds up the bag and says “right here”
  • “ok good lets make a fort now”
  • “why?”
  • you stared at him blankly 
  • “perfect reason i’ll get the blankets”
  • he gets up and runs to the hallway closet, grabbing the extra blankets your family keeps
  • you get up to find as many extra pillows so that you can use it to support the fort
  • takes yall a good 25 min to do but its worth it
  • you snuggle up under the fort and start to eat your slightly melted ice cream
  • after like 3 movies, your eyes start to get heavy since you’re warm under the blankets and donghyun’s arms
  • donghyun was pretty immersed in the movie so he didnt see you slowly drift off to sleep 
  • it wasnt until he was going to make some sort of witty comment to you about what was happening in the current scene
  • your cheek was pressed against his chest and your arms balled up in front of you
  • he smiles to himself and grabs his phone next to him to snap some pics of your sleeping face
  • he figured he should just go to sleep too since you arent awake to make dumb comments about the movie anymore
  • he closes your laptop and gently holds you to place your head on the pillow and shimmies himself to lay down as well
  • boom now you’re both dead asleep and snuggly
  • ok fast forward in time 
  • its your senior year and yall r kinda burnt tf out bcuz of college applications and scholarships
  • but wow its valentines again!!!11!
  • you were prepared to see donghyun struggling to carry a ton of chocolates but instead you were greeted to him holding a bouquet of roses and a bucket of fried chicken
  • “did someone give you chicken for valentines? is that their way of not being like everyone else and giving you chocolates”
  • he lets out a nervous laugh and steps closer to you
  • “no, but its my way of not being like everyone else” 
  • he holds out the bouquet and chicken in front of you
  • you stare at him like ??? lol ok
  • “wow is this finally my own gift of appreciation this year”
  • “in some sort, yeah”
  • “awwww thanks best friendddddd” you lightly smacked his arm and took the things from his hands
  • before you could take the time to look at the roses, donghyun grabbed your wrists and looks at you dead straight in the eyes
  • your heart sped up but you tried to make a joke to make it look like you werent nervous
  • “what do you want me to share the chicken?” 
  • “y/n can i kiss you” 
  • “wait what-”
  • he just goes in and plants his lips on top of yours
  • not too roughly tho
  • it was like a soft pillow on your lips and you did not pull away or complain at all
  • you leaned forward a bit to deepen the kiss since you couldnt really grab him or anything
  • cuz yaknow
  • ya got chicken and a bouquet occupying your hands
  • donghyun got the hint and hesitantly placed his hands on your hips
  • eventually the both of you couldnt breath so you pulled away and stared at each other
  • “im sorr-”
  • “shut up you absolute dork i cant believe you kissed me first before even saying anything” you teased
  • he shoved his face into your shoulder out of embarrassment and laughed
  • but it was all a scheme
  • he used that chance to whisper right into your ear:
  • “i love you y/n”
  • now its you shoving your face into his chest from embarrassment
  • “i hate you so much kim donghyun,…” 
  • me too y/n, me too…..


Originally posted by wonho-shin

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 (coming soon)

  • So Jooheon is hella protective of you, even though you’re not dating (he claims he’s just being friendly but he wants you to see him as a man)
  • So he OBVIOUSLY had no idea of the dare they sent you on because he was grabbing you a drink and got caught up in conversation with someone in the kitchen
  • When he gets back ??? Where the frick did you go, you were literally just there ??
  • Asks one of your friends if you left already
  • “No, she picked dare so those idiots sent her to get a picture of the beast”
  • “WHAT??” Cue an angry frantic Jooheon yelling to Shownu and Wonho to come with him to look for you
  • You’d been gone for like an hour and he knew you didn’t have your jacket, so you’d either be murdered by a ‘beast’ or dying of hypothermia soon (he exaggerates when he’s scared)
  • Puts aside his fear of what’s in there to go find you
  • The three of them head out to the forest and start calling your name, not seeing any move by they start to slowly go into the trees
  • It takes them all of five minutes to find you, after that little exchange with the forest boy you sat for a minute to recollect yourself before heading back out
  • You hear your name being called out and head towards the voices (super helpful because you actually had no idea which direction you needed to go to get out)
  • The first person you see is Shownu and he calls out to the other boys he found you before coming over to meet you and lead you back out
  • Jooheon runs to you to make sure you’re okay and wraps his jacket around you
  • They take you back inside and conveniently the girls that dared you had left
  • Everyone gathers around you wanting to know what you saw/what happened but Jooheon tells them to back off
  • Once everyone goes back to what they’re doing he asks you what happened, and calls you an idiot for falling for such a stupid trick (if anyone asked him he would strongly deny the fact that he was 0.1 seconds away from leaning in to kiss you when he realized how cute you look in his jacket)
  • You tell him you didn’t see anything, it was just really confusing in the dark and you couldn’t find your way back out and that’s why you took so long to come out
  • he lets it go for now and, though he still has a feeling thats not the full story, drives you home to make sure you get there okay
  • After that night you can’t get the forest boy out of you mind, this is the beast that everyone told you stories of? Was that even him? Or was it just some guy that happened to be in the woods at the same time
  • But after a day of thinking about it you realized, he covered you when that moose came charging… but he didn’t seem to have gotten hurt by it
  • also after the shock of everything, it takes you until the next day to realize you left you phone out there in the woods so you have to go back and get it
  • Taking it as a chance from the universe to see him again, you wrap up warm and head into the woods to look
  • luckily you live p close to Jooheon so it didn’t take long
  • heading back there was a lot less daunting with the daylight
  • you spent like 30 minutes trying to retrace your steps from the night before and almost gave up because wow theres leaves everywhere, it’s autumn (fall for North Americans, whatever floats your boat)
  • that phone was expensive as all heck so you carry on looking because there’s no way your mom can afford another one and you’ll probably never see the light of day again if she found out you lost it
  • i’m making his seem like such a creep but yes he was watching you again, curious as to how you had the nerve to come back into the woods after almost being trampled to death not even twelve hours ago
  • sassy little forest prince steps out from his hiding place (he was hiding behind a tree…in the forest… not exactly original but hey) hair swooshing around with the light breeze, and the sun just made him !!! wow breathtaking angel, is he even real ?? who knows
  • cue a sassy little hair flip, smirk and a scoff, arms crossed, you know the look
  • “You must really not care about your safety, didn’t I tell you to stay out of the forest?”
  • “You said it’s dangerous at night, I don’t recall anything about coming here during the day”
  • considering he literally took your breath away with that look, you quipped back pretty fast, you even took him by surprise
  • you made him laugh a little and god damn it was the most beautiful thing you’d ever seen
  • he dangled your phone between his fingers and asked if that was what you came back for
  • you were so relieved, after the mess of last night you weren’t even sure it would be in one piece
  • you tried to grab it from him but he snatched it away and made you promise not to come back to the forest again, you agree but with your fingers crossed behind your back (wow so sneaky, apparently you’re 10) and when you ask why, his face suddenly turns serious when he says “It’s not safe”
  • you leave feeling satisfied because you got everything you wanted
  • your phone
  • you saw him again
  • and you know he’s real
  • but the look in his eyes before you left worried you, like there was something he wasn’t telling you
  • due to the nagging feeling in the back of your mind as you’re walking back home, you make a detour and the rest of your Saturday was spent at the library, looking up the town history, attempting to find anything on the legend of ‘The Beast’ or other creatures that lived in the woods
  • All you could really find was a story of the spirits that protected the balance between humans and the natural world 
  • Monday comes around and you quickly realize that people still aren’t over what happened at the party, they kept coming and bothering you, asking what you saw that night
  • You couldn’t understand why but you kept up the lie that you didn’t see anything

A/N: I don’t want the parts to be too long, and I want to work on other scenarios in between so I’ll be doing a few parts, not sure if it’s going to be 3 or 4 but I’ll try to update more over the next couple of days. Work was a little crazy so I didn’t have time until today so sorry if it seems rushed. I may come back and edit this.. if I do, I’ll leave a little note so you guys know

Please enjoy! (also if you have any au requests similar to this or just au requests in general, drop them in my ask! I don’t exclusively take requests for reactions)

The Wayhaven Chronicles- Update- 27/10/17

I finished Chapter 17 and Chapter 18! Woohoo :D They were relatively short chapters, to be fair, but still- yay!

Which means only 3 chapters to go! And I’ve already started Chapter 19.

Chapter 19 is a doozy of a chapter though… Not only is it a looong chapter but there’s some branching, lots of split scenes, and it’s the chapter where stats really come into play.

Nearly every choice has a stat check to pass, so I have to write not only the scenes for passing (and the scenes differently depending on which stat is used), but also the scenes for not passing the stat checks. And then there’s just the scenes with no choice but differ due to stat checks (the optimist/pessimist small moment made for a more impactful scene than I thought, which was nice!).

It’s a pretty intense chapter- for writing and reading!

But yeah, the end is really in sight now :D

Writing has, obviously, been going really well. Chapter 18 was great because I got to write in the first ever scene I wrote when coming up with Wayhaven all those many years ago- the one that motivated this whole series into existence.

Quite an accomplishment for me!

Reading the very original scene and what it’s like now is interesting.

In my hype, I thought I’d share one of my favourite sarcastic choice responses so far:

Choice: “You know what happens to bad guys who reveal all of their plans, right?”

“You know what happens to bad guys who reveal all of their plans, right?”

Murphy sneers. “I’m not a bad guy, Detective! Just desperate.” Venom laces his words. “And now I’m insulted.”

I scoff. “I’m so sorry for hurting your feelings.”

Murphy’s not so swayed by sarcasm as other characters… lol!

So yeah, starting to get super excited. I really hope I might be able to get the writing done by the end of November, edit/testing in December, and maybe looking at putting it into the HG queue by mid-January. Maybe!

Fingers crossed!

Hope you all have a brilliant weekend and I’ll talk to you all on Monday! :)

(Sorry for not answering asks today! Was super busy. But I really love hearing from you, and I will be back to normal ask answering next week :D)

Anon Requested

Follow Forever.
I’ve never actually done this, it just never crossed my mind, but a very nice Anon requested to see who inspires me, so I’m going to try my best. 

Also, it is VERY VERY long.  [Seriously, VERY VERY long.]
You can use ctrl-f to find yourself…maybe? ;-;
I could’ve just added everyone’s names but I wanted to write a little on each one, or most everyone.
Sorry if I didn’t write about you, but you’re still great in my book guys.
All of you. <3 <3 <3

[I only wrote because I am seriously never doing this again, lol, so once and only time here]
IF IF IF IF I forgot you, I am beyond sorry. Just let me know or something. I’m tired. It’s midnight, and I just wrote all of this and did I mention I’m tired? 

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nextbluemoon08  asked:

HI WANDA How would the ut and uf sans and us and sf paps react to their s/o fall down the stairs in the middle of a conversation, nearly break their neck and then just stand up and continue the conversation like nothing happened :3 (ps this is totally something I would do)

*deep breath*

Okay… so this beautiful person wrote me an ask, but since I had surgery with lots of meds and anesthesia, I was EXTREMELY high on meds. We were messaging and joking that I should try to write an imagine when I’m all light headed and silly, so…. this was the out come..


I’m so sorry for this


++ Sans ++

OH SHIT ARE YIY OKAY???!!?! Classic nearly has a heart track seeing you flak down the stair!!! when you get up to keep walking and you continue thenxoverstion like nothing happened heblooks at you confused and stipsnyou, asking if you’re okay again. You BETTA BE OKAAYYYY. You nod and he stilvwortied but he shrugs. Long as you okay hebokay'n


++ Sans ++

Red stoops anchust stares T you. What the hell just happen? You get up and it both stare at each other with wide eyes, Red checking to make your your okaycand uo u just slowly start talking ahh, glancing away and then turns to keep walking. He follow and continuesbit to, but he gone bring it up later lay? He still worried bout youbut if you don’t wanna talk then yaalllll don’t use tooooo


** Papyrus ++

WOW YOU RELY TOOJ A FALL DIDNT YOU?? He races down the stairs and kneels next to you, asking you if your okay?!?? And you nod and tell him uahhhh you find, you fine boo, you slay queen/king/other, and you goioOD. HL YAHHH YOU GOOOD. Honey blinks and asks are you sure UOUsays YAAASSS QUEEENN. YAAASS. He hell you up and you star walking again and he ‘lol be more cautious with yours reps.


++ Papyrus +*

Ohh. Fucik. Are you okay?) are you sure?!?! He slides deon the rail of stairs with and gets down to you, looking at you. You sit up and you tell him you good you good and he tdoesnt bekge you at first. OH HON ARE YOU SURE YOURENOKAY THAT!!!?? You nod again and kiss his cheeks bone and ten you get up with his help (such eye insist you help tbh))) and. Then youctow keep talking like kyung. If you wanna retreat like nothing then that’s totally fine with I’m bb.

{{{TAGS/:}}} #WOWOWO %thisbwoud be me #i tried my best k #*Mi FEEL GREAT RN #yES I HAVE NI U LDNTHE SHAMES POSTING THIS#aus #isowo

kittyincup  asked:

Hello~ I just wanted to request if MC and the RFA members + Saeran and V met MC's ex-boyfriend. How their reaction would be. I guess it would be great. ^^

omg this is like @myetie‘s comic strip!! it’s seriously the best thing ever so please check it out!! <3


  • ok so MC and yoosung are inside a gaming store right cuz he needs the new COD game edition and MC wanted to check out SIMs 4 
  • im sorry idk i don’t play games lmao
  • so they were at different sections of the store and suddenly
  • “Yo MC! long time no see! how ya doin’?”
  • that guy grabbed MC’s shoulder and had this really gross grin on his face 
  • “Uhh… yea, about that, I actually have to go-”
  • yoosung is STOMPS over to this guy like he’s ready to go
  • *in the voice of a squeaky mouse* “fight me” lol


  • they were at the beach and yenno MC was smokin’ hot so she got catcalled by a few guys
  • obviously they earned a few death glares from Zenny but one guy walked over with, seemingly, no shame
  • “MC! Don’t you remember me?”
  • dude this guy was a real f@#ker and MC wanted nothing to do with him so she was about to walk away until he made another comment
  • “still rocking those hips MC” and he did this disgusting cringe worthy wink omfg ew
  • and he started to TWIST HIS HIPS EARNING A FEW HOLLA’s from his friends wtf
  • but before MC could retaliate, Zen literally just kicks him in the balls :D
  • “Suits you right.”


  • man MC was her were having a great relaxing time at the park when this stranger plops down next to MC 
  • he obnoxiously holds onto MC’s arm and puts her head on MC’s shoulders 
  • like im sorry do i know you?
  • Jaehee is mortified just omg what the heck who is dis
  • so MC tries to brush that guy off but he just tightens his grip
  • Jaehee notices MC’s discomfort and literally starts calling the police
  • “Hello, yes, I’d like to report…”


  •  they were at a real fancy restaurant and Jumin went off to pick the best wine to go with their seafood dinner
  • so MC was sitting alone enjoying the view and the live classical music when suddenly
  • *tap tap* someone tapped her lightly on her shoulders
  • “Hi, MC.” the waiter smiled kindly and gave her a gentle wave
  • MC was pleasantly surprised and nodded at him to acknowledge his presence but apparently that wasn’t enough for her ex because
  • the waiter leaned in and said kinda loudly
  • “I see you’ve now down-graded to ‘gold-digger’”
  • MC was shook like excuse me that was rude
  • funnily enough um Jumin had just come back from the wine cellar (with the manager) and kinda overheard everything so 
  • he noted:
  • “And now I will see you be down-graded from waiter to ‘unemployed’.”


  • they were at this anime convention and Seven and MC were cosplaying as the couple from Kaichou wa Maid-sama! (so cuute)
  • and it was common to take pictures so when some guy asked MC to have a picture with him, she agreed without much thought
  • until they were about to take the picture when some asshole threw a bucket of water over her
  • “MC! looking good ahahah” some guy dressed as a titan from AOT laughed
  • dripping wet and shivering MC was about to flip him off after realizing it was her ex when 
  • 707 DEFENDER OF JUSTICE came back from a stand with a handful of gudetamas
  • “TAKE THIS!!!”
  • *Seven then proceeds to attack on the ‘titan’ with his new gudetama plushies*
  • do you like my pun or what


  • MC and Saeran were at the library because MC wanted to do some studying
  • and Saeran was the perfect study buddy because he was really quiet and polite and he also liked reading new books too
  • when suddenly this loud and disrespectful fella stomped over to their table and threw his books down
  • shit it was her ex.. he was known to be very aggressive
  • “Look, we’re in the library can we just talk later?” MC just didn’t want to make a ruckus
  • the dude was about to yell but with one swift motion, Saeran pinned the guy down on the table with one hand and silenced the him with the other
  • “Shh.. we’re in the library. You and I can take this outside like real gentlemen.”
  • *cue sparkles, sunset glow and wind blowing on SUPERMAN SAERAN*


  • they were going on a photo shoot date and MC was acting as his modèle so she dressed really really nicely
  • and as she was posing for a shot with the flowers some guy comes and fricken photobombs it like
  • “HEY WHAT’S UP!!!!” and proceeds to hug MC like a koala on a tree
  • MC was obviously uncomfortable and V wasn’t just going to stand there and stare
  • “Excuse me sir, you’re disrupting our shoot. I would appreciate it if-”
  • she gave Jihyun one of her save me looks as she kept trying to push him off
  • so V did the most logical thing he could think of
  • *cue him throwing the ice cream prop at the guy so it splatters all over his shirt* (amazingly it didn’t get on MC lol)

ahh I’m sorry this took so long~ it’s hard balancing school and tumblr hahah

I hope you like thisss <3

~Cherry L.

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Celebrating My first 100 followers (though two more are included because they joined the party before I got to this post)

I just wanted to take a second to thank every single one of my beautiful followers. I know to some of you, 102 followers isn’t a lot, but to me, it is a lot. I’m just a small town girl who NEVER expected to see 100 (and 2) strangers following her on a blog that started out as something to just let me be me. To be able to give a proper thank you to everyone, I am going to tag every single one of you.

I started losing creativity for some of you as to what to say to you as a person, I’m sorry for that. I just didn’t want to have some people feeling left out because I didn’t put anything down by their names. I just want everyone to feel like they’re important, because they are. Each and every one of you are, which is why I have chosen this as my “celebrating my first hundred.” I’ll have to find something new if I make it any higher. 

Now if you get this and remember that you wanted to unfollow me, don’t be afraid to unfollow. I don’t find offence. I really, really promise I won’t. My blog has changed a lot since a lot of you followed. I also want to tell you that even if I don’t put much by your name, it doesn’t mean that I don’t like/appreciate you. It’s just that I’m out of ideas as to what to say to people. 

@destroythedivide You are incredible. You’re also my first follower and best friend. Our lives have been really, really hectic lately so we haven’t been able to talk much, but I just wanted to let you know how much I love you!. 

@journeyintonight We don’t talk, but I do still appreciate the follow!

@theflowily It won’t tag you, so you probably have something blocked, but I’m still going to send out an appreciation message for you anyway, although you may not see it. 

@friendsofthemushroomkingdom We talked for a little bit but then we stopped. Not exactly sure why but I’ll go with it. Thank you for the follow!

@copperrabbit I’ve never seen you before, but I give you lots of thanks for the follow!

@lyricssparks We started a mental health/LGBT thing together, though I lost all of the passwords and everything for that… that’s why I haven’t been active. Thank you oh so very much for the follow!

@peculiar-pan We seem to be mutuals, though we don’t really talk much.Oh well, I guess. 

@genderfluid-bunni I love your blog so much! Thanks for following me for however long that you’ve been following!

@trungtd47-blog It appears that you are not a real person. Oh well. 

@i-procrastinate-everything You are my silent little follower who supports a lot of my posts. I just wanted to take a second to let you know that I get really excited whenever I see that you’ve rebloged something of mine. 

@thebookofmadisonisdeadandnotthere a blog that I don’t have access to. Thanks for the follow anyway!

@purplebutter I don’t think I’ve ever seen you before either, but thank you oh so very much for the follow!

@british-lesbian Thank you oh so much silent follower!

@sorta-phantastic You must have followed around the time I first joined the Phandom a short four months ago, as you are the first Dan and Phil blog that shows up in my list (and for a while). Thank you so much for the follow!

@urmeowjusty Thanks for the follow! 

@skinny-latte-with-one We don’t really talk much or anything but yeah. Lol. 

@its-just-b I don’t really talk to you either, but I do appreciate your follow!

@cpxat We’ve talked a little bit, but I would love it if we talked more! I always have fun talking to you!

@grotesque-eagle Hello lovely follower that I never interact with for an unknown reason! 

@angephil Hello lovely! I do indeed love your blog as well (though that may just be because I’m dnp trash)

@bestfishingtricks Not exactly sure why you followed me, but I’ll take it. Thank you!

@boy-vs-existence Thank you so much for your follow even though we don’t really interact (for some reason, why don’t we talk more often *remembers that I’m an awkward fuck up of a person* oh…)

@bithewayimhereandqueer Thanks for the follow love!

@wavydanrises Thanks for the follow person who will not see this as it will not tag you because you have something in your settings blocked. 

@laurenduckie17 I don’t even think I properly thanked you when you first started following me. I’m sorry for that. Thanks for the follow!

@-eden-marie- I’ve seen you around a few times and I think maybe(?) we’ve talked a little bit. But thank you for your support. 

@ozersankix Not sure who you are but thanks for the follow anyway!

@adventuresofafloof Hello! Thank you oh so very much for your follow!

@moo-im-an-eggroll I follow you as well! Perhaps as a follow back, I’m not sure. I’m glad I followed you though! I love your blog so much!

@lifeinbooksworld Hello! I love your icon btw! Thank you for your follow to this blog! 

@ifyouonlyknewthehalfofit I also follow you. You run a pretty cool blog. Keep up the work!

@kythefreak I can’t say that I’ve ever seen you before, but you know what, I’m going to thank you for the follow anyway because no follower left behind!

@cupcakelover58 Thanks for the follow love! Your username though… that’s me. 

@theintrovertednugget I’m pretty sure we were talking at one point too. If not… I’m mistaken and I’m sorry. If we were…. why’d we stop? 

@chaotic-mind-blog I love your blog so much! I get really, really excited when I see you’ve posted. In fact, there are times that I just go see what you posted then clear out all of my other notes. 

@freckleddaniei Thank you for your follow fellow Dan trash!

@dana8368 Thanks for the follow! (I don’t think you ever responded the first time I thanked you for the follow, but that’s ok! I don’t mind). 

@vdankphantrash Thank you do much for the follow Phan trash (I ship it wit my life!).

@pancakeshowlter I want to say that at first I thought your user was “pancakes show lter” and was really confused but yeah. Lol. 

@jorzuela Hellow! Thank yew for the fowowwww! :3

@emilyknowseverything I love your blog so much! I just thought you should know!

@philthegalaxyking Thanks for the follow love! I just realized that I’m not following you. I’m going to do that right this second (though you’ll probably see the notification for that before you see this because I have a lot of people left to do on this list). 

@ship-hit-the-phan Your blog is most certainly one of my favorites. Thank you for existing!

@whisk-ering I think we might have talked once… maybe. IDK. Lol. Your blog is also one of my favorites. 

@little-vanilla-eevee I know for a fact that we have talked, though only once or twice. I’m still open to talking to you, if you’re interested in talking to me. 

@briightskies I don’t think I’ve ever properly thanked you for a follow either. Well I guess it’s public now. Thank you for your follow! Just one out of 102 may not seem like much to you, but I love every single one of you. 

@spacec0p Hello and thank you for the follow!

@numberonetrashcan You username is wrong… how can you be the number one trashcan when we all know it’s me? 

@ufosjghting Hello and I thank you for joining the group of random people who follow me on the internet!

@starkid-ash Thanks for the follow! I appreciate you!

@smolboy-phan We already have one thing in common! My inbox is open if you ever need someone to Phangirl with. 

@the-phil-lester-defense-squad Well someone has to do it (defend Phil I mean) lol. 

@santansneedyass Interesting username. That’s all I’m going to say to that one. 

@willowdan Thank you for your follow! It may not seem like much to you but I do like all of my followers and I do want to make you all feel special (though I probably am not doing a very good job at that currently). 

@insxfferable Now I’m to you Maddi. You are one incredible human being. During my lowest moments, you have made me feel important and valid. You preach that everyone deserves the world. That everyone deserves to be happy. You forget that you are part of everyone. In fact, you deserve more than the world. You deserve an entire universe and at least seven lifetimes worth of happiness. I’m so grateful to get to call you my friend. 

@free-the-arts As a music nerd, I love your blog oh so very much. Thank you for being a thing. 

@smellslikeyaoispirits Hello and thank you for your follow!

@curlydans Thank you so for the follow! Dan fan!

@kearajewlzzz Thanks for the follow lovely!

@musiraindrops Thanks for the follow (though I don’t quite understand why. lol)

@lightphilly Thank you for the follow so much! I don’t think anyone could possibly understand how excited I get when I see a new follower. Ok… maybe literally everyone on social media ever. Lol. 

@abbandonatamente I love your picture and I honestly cannot… I lost my train of thought. I have a problem. I’m sorry. I’ll come back and edit this if I regain what I was thinking. 

@strangeparker Your icon is also very adorable. I love the colors!

@missraven-rose I cannot wait to start talking to you more! You’re such a sweet person. 

@duckvevo Thanks for the follow!

So… my dad is going to be here at any second now it doesn’t mean that I won’t be doing something for the rest of you. I just can’t wait to post this one. I’m too excited. So until part two gets posted (hopefully tomorrow!)