i stress through the days with 100 thoughts in my head and everything can be totally chaos. but when i start to pray, everything turns silent and clear. because in spite of all this chaos, you remember what really matters. it’s fine because everything has a meaning.
What made [Sign of the Times] stand out to me, what made this so special to me is just that it’s a well written, well structured piano ballad (…). I was, again, floored by how good this was, how entertaining this was of a song, how relatable, and how emotional, and how human of a song this was.
Surprise! I’m your secret skk valentine, @soukoku-writes!! I suppose this can also count as my gift to you for uploading your first fic~ Guys, please check out Bob’s amazing writing. Here’s her ao3. Also, thank you to everyone who participated in the skk valentines exchange!! [Please do not repost]
My Top 3 pick: #2 Choon Entertainment’s Kim Yongguk/Jin Longguo (the hidden jewel)
“No one knows who i am. No one knows what kind of person I am. I would feel confident if there is someone that will care about me. I want to hear ‘Kim Yongguk did well’”
P/S: You did very well! You have changed a lot. You have improved. I am so happy you gained confidence. You made so many friends and no more being alone. I will always support you and let’s debut in the near future. I’ll wait.
anyway when the girls graduate, nicky makes a video montage of a bunch of clips of the foxes doing things together with that song from Up over it
and it’s the cutest thing ever like. there’s a video of matt giving dan a piggyback ride through an airport corridor when their flight got delayed, and they got neil to carry allison so they could race. it ends up with the four of them crashing and nearly toppling to the ground.
and the time renee fell asleep during one of the movie nights, and allison and matt teamed up to see how much popcorn they could balance on her head before she woke up. the night after a game when they’re out to buy liquor, and dan and nicky have a shopping cart race.
there’s also neil and renee trying to figure out how to assemble an ikea bookshelf for neil’s dorm room from the beginning of the year, which is followed by a clip from a couple months later when nicky and matt were more than a little drunk and accidentally smashed it.
the wild grin on kevin’s face when he watches the trojans win a big game and the video from later that night where he’s merrily indulging in a pint of ice cream with dan. the time katelyn got aaron and nicky to do one of the shorter cheer routines. matt lying on the floor with neil, laughing at neil’s terrible attempts to play some video game.
but then it gets really bittersweet, with clips from their final game (they lost, but it was to the trojans, and that’s the best way to lose), and their final post-game dinner, their final group movie night. and it’s so sweet and precious and i’m emotional alright
can you believe that isak valtersen, the boy who’d convinced himself that he would always have to face his problems alone, grew to be someone else’s rock, someone else’s strength, someone else’s “not alone”??? i am so proud.