i still can't believe they called me!

still can’t process

my brain is just aaaassdfkjasdfj;oij’wiejfa;fjd;ohiashwiof;a

So have a messy shippy doodle from a messy happy shipper

Daily Doodle #15 - January 15, 2017

Art belongs to me; do not use or repost without my permission!

This episode was incredible. Not perfect, but I loved it. I hope to doodle out all my feels the rest of this week.

  • 707: *calls MC* I had the craziest dream that you married me!
  • MC: I did marry you. It happened 3 years ago. It's like 3 in the morning rn. Stop calling me when we're right beside each other. gO TO FUCKING SLEEP, SAEYOUNG

Me *calling the Haikyuu HQ*: STOP IT. YOU CAN’T PREMIERE TONIGHT. WE HAVE A PROBLEM. YOU CAN’T LET THREE ICE SKATERS BE GAYER THAN YOU. STEP UP YOUR GAME! YOU HAVE 219765712561 CHARACTERS DO SOMETHING!!!!  LET OUR GAYS BE GAYER!!!! 

I say I’m over him, and most days I mean it, I feel it. But some days I know that if he called me at 3 am, I would answer. And if he told me that everything else is wrong and only what we had was right, I would believe it. He would tell me that that other girl he dated was such a wrong decision. He would say he thought he was over me but he was so wrong. He would say he knows I am the one for him. He would say he misses me.
And I, forgetting all that has happened, would agree. I would run right back to him.
I’m over him, but some days when I’m lonely late at night, I still feel like calling him. But not because I love him, because I love that familiarity, that comfort zone.
We once read in sociology class that most people tend to resist change. There were about ten reasons to it. Fear was undoubtedly one of them, but the one that struck me was habit.
It’s not that people don’t WANT to change, or are afraid of changing. They simply couldn’t break their habits. Habits were very difficult to get rid of.
That was it. He was just a habit of mine, nothing more.
Getting over somebody is not the hard part, breaking the habit is. You might not love somebody anymore, you might even loathe them, but when something significant happens, they’re the first person you think of subconsciously. It doesn’t mean that’s where your heart is. It only means that you leaned on them for so long that just for a moment you forgot they’re not here anymore.
Now all that’s left to do is breaking out of the habit, and then there won’t be a trace of him left on me.
2

..meanwhile Nyota ‘doing my job first, wonder woman later’ Uhura..

So I’m not saying JB and Youngjae’s most recent self-composed songs are somehow about each other, but…

I still can’t believe it
That when I open my eyes, you aren’t there

- 1:31am by Def Soul and Ars

- Im Jaebum [160106]/Choi Youngjae [140228]

“Youngjae has left my room.”

- Im Jaebum [160130]

“It’s a song that shows a lot of sorrow personally felt by Jaebum-hyung and me.” 

- Choi Youngjae about 1:31am

And…

You have to stay well, don’t even get sick
The way you smile, don’t ever lose that
If it ever gets hard, you can come back to me
I am here like always for you
I will never leave
Waiting for you.

- 1:31am

Top: Youngjae performing 1:31am alone due to Jaebum’s back injury
Bottom: Jaebum performing 1:31am alone due to Youngjae’s hospitalization

And also…

My day to day, I didn’t know that a moment without you would ever happen to me

- My Day by Ars

I mean… I’m just saying that someone needs to explain some things to me because…

I am drowned in thoughts of you
I get exhausted, but I look for traces of you again

- 1:31am 

Like a habit, I think of you, I never forgot about you not even a moment
Like it always has been my day stops on you My day to day…

- My Day

I’m noticing a pattern here… where 2jae’s recent songs somehow end up being about each other…

OKAY BUT KIDS AT CAMP ACTUALLY CALLED ME DAD,,,EVERY DAY THEY’D JUST BE LIKE “HI DAD” AND I’D BE LIKE “HI THERE, SON”,,,ONE KID ACTUALLY WANTED TO INTRODUCE ME TO HIS FATHER AND SAY I WAS HIS OTHER FATHER

but alSO, anyone, at any moment: /accidentally calls lance lenny instead of lanny

rest of the family: suddenly starts calling him lenny

“DAD I am your son you named me LANCE please stop”

and he probably has an uncle/cousin named leonardo that some still call lenny and even he’s on the joke “hey lenny i’m lenny” “STOP”

wow i can’t believe that in the abc television program ‘agent carter’, peggy carter (the star of the show) had two girlfriends and then was promptly ended after just one season. so sad.

"My People"
  • Person 1: Anyway so like in Avatar Aang and Katara were my OTP as a kid
  • Me: ahahah OTP's, don't get me started, mine ruins my life
  • Person 2: oh Really, who?
  • Person 1: Yeah like who do you ship?
  • Me: ahaha you guys won't know them, but they're these two youtubers called Dan and Phil, they're so awesome, cute, squishy and Smol-
  • Person 1: OMG PHAN?!?!
  • Person 2: YESS I love them
  • Person 3: I've heard of them
  • Person 4: *nods*
  • Me: WAIT!?!?! WAT!??!!? YOU FLIPPING KNOW THEM!?!?!?!?!? I'VE NEVER EVER MET ANYONE WHO KNOWS THEM IRL!!?!?!??
  • *sinks in chair at the coffee shop*
  • Me: What the fuck is my life, Like I'm about to tear up, like literally NO ONE I know knows them, this is kind of a momentous day for me..... *breathes heavily*
  • Person 1: It's ok [my name], We're alive and there are people like you that walk on this world
  • Me: OMG...My People.....
Spring Awakening Starters
  • "The thing that makes you really jump is that the weirdest shit is still to come."
  • "You're fucked alright."
  • "You can kiss your sorry ass goodbye."
  • "I believe there is love in heaven."
  • "All will be forgiven."
  • "Touch me, yeah, just like that."
  • "Mama who gave me no way to handle things."
  • "Give me that hand please!"
  • "It's the bitch of living."
  • "And those breasts, I mean..."
  • "What went wrong?"
  • "Oh, who knows."
  • "Then there's -----, as if they'd return my calls."
  • "Only hymns upon your lips."
  • "Now that's heaven."
  • "Still, you must admit..."
  • "It truly is daunting."
  • "Not that I'm saying I wouldn't want..."
  • "I have to go!"
  • "Where I go, when I go there, no more shadows anymore."
  • "Wars are made, and somehow that is wisdom."
  • "It's almost like lovin', as sad as that is."