i still aint gonna believe it

anonymous asked:

Shigaraki, Izuku, Kacchan, Dabi, Kirishima and Kaminari with a s/o who is super insecure about themself? (Those are all my favorites :'>)

SHIGARAKI TOMURA

  • Tomura gives a heavily sigh. He is actually insecure about himself too and needs that somebody to lift his burden which is them. He doesn’t know what to exactly say if they sprout negativity about themselves, but he just lightly embrace and shush them up.
  • He’s terrible with compliments, sometimes he would stutter trying to say something nice, “You……… you…. are….. uhm….. very….. beautiful……… so, stop crying, Please. Alright? Smile, for Tomura. You’re…. perfect, to me… no need to feel… insecure about yourself, my dear.”

IZUKU MIDORIYA

  • He’s the voice of hope. So of course he’s going to try his best to compliment and comfort them! He did have some insecurities himself, but it didn’t stop him from believing! “Wah? You’re no good? You’re perfect! I know it may sound easy as said, but you shouldn’t let it control you. I used to have insecurities too, and I still do. So let’s work on them together.”
  • Writes then a lot of compliments on paper, and sneaks them in their lockers or backpacks. He knows that they’re insecure and needs to know that it’s okay.

KATSUKI BAKUGOU

  • “THE HELL YOU MEAN YOURE NOT GOOD ENOUGH?! YOURE GOOD ENOUGH FOR ME.” Bakugou overdoes it a little, but he means his words. He is the opposite of his s/o, he’s always tiling his nose up and pridefully letting everyone know he’s the best. Convinces s/o that they shouldn’t let these shizz ruin their esteem, they are perfect in their own way.
  • This dude is going to shout out to everyone around the school, even the whole world that s/o is the best damn thing ever.

DABI

  • Open book, he listens to his s/o insecurities all the time. Doesn’t get irritated with them.
  • Pats their head and embraces them very tightly whenever they’re saying about bad about themselves, how they don’t like how they look, how they’re weak, etc. Let’s them rant until they’re down, “Hey, it’s not nice saying something bad about yourself, s/o. Hell, even if this comes from me. Look at my skin and shizz, all stitched, stapled and wrinkled. But I dont let that get me down… I already embraced who I am. You should too, you’re amazing to me.”

KAMINARI DENKI

  • He likes to show off to his friends a lot, he may be embarrassing but he does it anyways. “S/o, shh shh shh. Hey. I know you’re having a tough time right now about yourself, but you know. I really like you for you. You’re always going to be something extraordinary to me.” “Did you use a big, educated word?” “… Y E S.”
  • Going to praise his s/o whenever he’s around friends with s/o, “Aint they lovely?” “Wow… I can’t believe you are dating somebody beautiful and smart than you, Denki.” “… H E Y.” See? He still himself.

KIRISHIMA EIJIROU

  • Secretly had insecurities about himself too, but never told anyone about it. He thought he was dull and boring compare to others. But he still went to U.A. “You know… I’m gonna be honest. A man needs to be honest. I… always thought myself as boring… but you know, I still did what I did. Attend here. You can overcome it. I know it!”
  • Whenever they’re saying negative things about themselves, he gives them a big hug and a kiss to calm them down. After that, he gives them a handmade gift (maybe a pet rock) that has encouraging message printed. It’s made from appreciation by him.

anonymous asked:

we belong together by mariah carey. thoughts?

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anonymous asked:

just saw a post & it was golden. like brought up something im 4ever gonna use if antis b like "whatever, mon-el still owned slaves!" im just gonna b like "yeah his family did & karas family was gonna launch mass genocide against anything not kryptonian so suck it." cos like def dont believe it was "just incase of an invasion" or whatevs. like the post brought up they sent it 2 earth w/ clark & y? y send a non-kryptionan killing virus info 2 a planet of non-kryptons? her fam aint saints either.

Nonnie dropping truth bomb.burn them nonnie burn the haters! I need my tea while I watch this truth bomb explode

I cant believe I put an afternoon into this thing when the bastard cant even hold a sword the right way 

at least he still looks cool when fused with dimple right

also a dump of reigen and dimple hcs bc I need to be able to focus on other things too gdi new au 

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Enzo Amore x Reader - DRAFT

You happily sat perched in you boyfriends lap backstage of SmackDown. Enzo had just got down with standing ringside during John Cena’s match and was now mindlessly running his fingers through your hair as you watched the big screen with most of your close friends. The energy in the room was high as everyone excitedly waiting to see where they were gonna be drafted to. You were considered a top pick with you being a former champ and a headliner for the past few years. But your past could never compare to they dream you were living right now. You had an amazing boyfriend off screen to come home to and unwind. Enzo was everything you ever looked for in a man and more. He placed a sweet kiss on your shoulder as the next set of draft picks were about to be announced. You knew in your gut that you were going to be sent to smackdown. That was because Shane was one of your close friends in and out of the ring. “I’m kinda getting offended that I wasn’t one of the first five…” You grumbled leaning back against Enzo’s chest as he wrapped his arms around your middle. “Okay Kevin Owen’s don’t pitch a fit.” He teased as you stuck your tongue out at him. On the tv the attention was turned to Shane to announce who was going be added to smackdown next. “Well… Personally I want SmackDown to be the best… So why not choose the best woman we got… (Y/N) (S/N).” You bolt up from Enoz’s lap and do a little victory dance as your theme song played. 

“Zo… Take a pic of me with my SmackDown shirt for Instagram.” You hand him your phone and pull the tshrit over your head. You strike your signature pose as Enzo walked around you immitating a professional photographer. “Make love to the camera… You’re a tiger.” You bust out laughing as he squats down to take different angled pictures. “You’re crazy…” You laughing taking your phone back from. “Crazy in love with you.” You blush as he kisses your cheek. “Come on lets go back and see if they are announcing the next picks.” Enzo took your hand in his and lead you back to the lobby where everyone was hanging out. Once you two where in the room everyone fell silent. “Boy this party really died…” You whispered to Enzo as everyone’s eyes were on you two. “What we do??” Enzo asked aloud for everyone to hear. “Uh… Zo… We got drafted to Raw man…” Cass finally spoke up. You could feel the anger rising in your stomach. 

You storm out of the lobby after the show had ended as Enzo trailed after you. “Babe come on you gotta calm down before you say something you don’t mean.” Enzo grabs you by the waist and pulls you against him. “Look at me okay?? Breath in… Breath out…” You follow his lead and breath along with him. “Better??” He kisses your forehead. “Much.” You smile and give him a thank you kiss. Your temper returned however when you heard Shane’s voice from down the hall. “I’m gonna kill him.” You raced down the hall as Enzo just threw his hands up in the air in defeat knowing that there was nothing he could do now and to just let you get it out of your system. You grab Shane by the sleeve of his jacket and pull him away from the camera’s mid-interview and pull him into aside in an empty storage closet. “What the hell where you thinking??” You whisper scream clutching his collar. “I was gonna pick you first but Daniel thought that it would be safer to choose some other people that Steph might want… She can’t stand you so we knew she wouldn’t pick you.” He grabbed your wrist trying to undo your death grip on his shirt. “That’s not what I meant… Why didn’t you choose Enzo and Cass first… You knew Folley would want them since they know how to work a crowd.” You words barely make it past your gritted teeth. “Hell… I didn’t know they would choose them so quickly… Cass and Enzo give Steph a headache… And what does it matter your storylines don’t intertwine… You don’t even want the relationship to be on total divas…” Shane argued. “I would like to have my boyfriend around on the same show as me… And what the crap where you thinking with not getting the womens title on your own show… What are me and Naomi supposed to do now?? Fight each other over and over… We used to be tag partners…” You finally let go of his collar. “I had other plans okay?? It’s not been annouced yet but Eva Marie is gonna be on SmackDown… And I was gonna have it where you two were tag team partners… You know put the best with someone who needs some help in the ring…” Your mouth hangs open in shock. “I got my own career to think about… I don’t need deadweight to carry around… What if she botches and gets me hurt… then what are you going to do….Wait are you gonna put me against Naomi?? Oh my gosh you idiot…” “Look okay… If it makes you feel any better… We go Carmella…” He offers a smile as his close friend fumes in front of him. “You aint heard the end of this.” You give him a death stare as you jerk the storage door open.

“Its like they want me to quit Zo…” You run your fingers through your hair in frustration as you pace in the hotel room. “I can’t believe we are without both you and Mella…” Cass shook his head still in disbelief. “I’m happy she got called up though but dang… They spliting up the dream team.” Enzo tugged you to sit on his lap. “And now I gotta be with Eva… There goes everything I worked for…” You sigh and lean your head on Enzo’s shoulder. “Maybe you can make a champ out of her…” Cass tried. “This will all work out in the end… I know it will… We all got some smarts in our head and can turn anything around to be in our favor…” Enzo tried to pep talk his defeated friends. You nod sadly and try think positively as everything that could go wrong now laid in front of you. 


THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR READING… and a big thank you to @designrwriterchic for helping me out with the brainstorming for this last night… please let me know what you think… any and all feedback is welcome… THANKS AGAIN FOR READING

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This is so relevant. I just can’t believe boys and even some girls actually say this kind of disgusting shit. “You should have said yes” maybe you should have learned how to accept a no and not freak out over one damn rejection and threaten to take someones life? Like honestly how does one even justify that? How do you even think you’re gonna live life? Do you think your gf would love you? NO. She would just be scared to break up with you bc you would probs threaten to kill her as well???¿¿¿ Fuck this it’s 2k15 and females still aint got no damn rights or arent allowed to do anything without being shamed for it. WE GIRLS SHOULD STAY TOGETHER AND NOT PULL EACHOTHER DOWN.

“oh don’t be mad they decided not to give lgbt+ representation in this franchise like what did you expected tbh” 

thank you for your heterostraight opinion about my people not getting representation in this massive franchise who could led to young people accepting themselves earlier in life and so they don’t have to go through some hard shit like most of us did bc they will see someone like them in a fucking film. of course it’s not like it’s 2016 and we live in the xxi century and still when we get our hopes high for a potentially gay/bi character people run to rain on our parade with some “this is cool but i doubt its gonna be canon” fuckery. it’s 2016 and we still have to BEG for representation. its our right to want lgbt+ characters and showing through social media that we, the public, want people like us in said movies. the power of the internet is an amazing thing and i have to believe that we can have what we dream about. i dont care if people who run these studios are the whitest and straightiest in the world, i just want them to hear that we exist and we aint giving up until we get to see one of us there being Not Straight in a galaxy far far away

so yeah im gonna be mad until there’s less straights everywhere

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Chapter 11 Pt 2

Breezy

Limping back to bed, as I exited the bathroom. Blair was sleeping peacefully curled into a little ball on one side of my little ass hospital bed. A niggah’s bladder was on one and I was completely over everyone treating me as if Im handicapped. It was like Battle of the Nurses in this Bitch. Between Blair treating me disabled, my moms babying me and the Nurses and Doctors doping me, I was over it. I mean yea I got shot but but damn let a niggah’s balls breath.

Settling back in bed, I adjusted so I was comfortable sitting slightly up to look at the tv.

“Hey angel” my mom greeted as she entered the room with several bags.

“Wassup mama” I sat up to hug her.

“How ya feeling babe, any pain? ya hungry? … ofcourse you are. I know some people you have around might not even taking care of you ” she stated glaring at Blair before pulling out fold covered plates of food.

The shade though.

I shook my head at her pettiness. “Chill ma, im good . Blair actually fixed me breakfast before she came back” I stated glancing down at my angel.

“mhmm” she waved me off .

I have no idea whats this woman’s problem. I mean I get Im her only son and she just doesnt want to see me hurt but she needs to stop. Im a grown ass man. Besides Blair has does nothing but show respect, especially even when she says slick stuff. I admire her for that. She’s not trying be disrespectful on my behalf. Which I appreciate because her temper is something serious.

“All im saying though, Nicole was a lovely girl Christopher . She was domestic, supported you and loved you like a woman should” she stated as she took a seat across from me.

Sucking my teeth as she gased Nicole up. She’s an Ex for a reason.

“Yea right, she wasnt all those things when she left with no word was she? ” I asked rhetorically. I scoffed before shaking my head.

“She was just stressed Chris. Its not easy being with someone in your line of business . Dont fault her…..atleast she was a real woman . Not some little fling you got going on , looking like 2cent hooker” she scoffed. Yes she knows about my dealing , I could never hide things from her too long . She doesnt hassle me anymore but doesn’t agree with it either.

Hold the hell up … I never in my life claim so close to cussing out my own mama but she was going to damn far.

Before I even had a chance to put her in her place, Blair’s voice took over, I didnt even known she was awake.

“Excuse me , see now that where I draw the line I dont care who’s mother you are . You arent , matter fact You Will not sit there and disrespect me , especially when you dont know shit about me . You wanna sit there and praise Chris’s ex and for what? For lying on her back and cooking and cleaning for a man and sitting and waiting for some attention?! ” she chuckled bitterly. “Unlike her I actually have something going for myself other than waiting hand and foot on a man all day , Did she have job or degree? dont think so , all she did was play maid and spend your son’s money . If you were a real mother you would want better for ya son instead of going against him when he’s happy in his relationship ” she spat , burning wholes through my mother who sat there fuming.

She removed the covers to climb off the bed, before she go any further I grabbed her arm only for her to snatch away . Great now she’s probably mad at me too.

She treaded to the bathroom before slamming the door. I know the whole floor had to had heard that.

“See thats what you want Chris?! … someone that has now respect for the woman who birthed you” she shook her head.

“No, I want someone who’s respect and kind but isnt going to sit and let anyone disprespect her and thats exactly what I got . . You deserved it ma ” I shrugged . Fuck she want me to do, You a grown ass woman being hella childish, a real woman isn’t going to tolerate that.

She shook her head before standing, “Call me as soon the heffs gives me my real son back” she said before leaving out.

Sighing out loudly, I ran my hand down my face. These woman gon be the death of me .

**

Three days later, I was now being released from this hell hole. Being in this hospital for a week , It wasn’t completely horrible but a niggah missed his own home. Especially my King size bed.

My stitches from the wound were done and all I had to do was take my prescription for the pain and come back in two weeks to get the stitches removed.

Sitting down in the wheelchair has the nurse transported me to the entrance where Qweeny was waiting with the car .

After my mom left we had a talk, to come to an understanding. She wasn’t mad at me because im not accountable for my mom’s actions and I was grateful for that. Even though I sensed a little hurt, which I understood. Not having a mother of your own growing up I know it would mean alot to her to at least have a good relationship with her future mother in law.

But ofcourse I am gonna visit moms hand have a mature conversation with her. Because whatever hostility she has against Blair needs to be over with, because like I told Blair , She aint going No where. She’s going to be the one I marry and have kids with. Simple as that, and if we dont work out best believe she still giving me my six kids, together or not. But I for damn sure aint Wifing up nobody else.

“What you over there cheesing about” She chuckled, making her way over to me.

I licked my lips, before shrugging. “ shit , just how you giving me my basketball ball team of seeds” I chuckled at her stank expression.

“Niggah whatt? Niggah who” she stated in her best ghetto voice trying sound like a jay z song.

“Guh, stop playin … I want my six kids and ya ass better giving up” I grumbled, strapping my seatbelt on.

“We’ll see, tuh want torture my walls trynna get out all ya big head kids , niggah you would THOUGHT” she laughed loudly, coming to red light.

I scrunched up my face. Not at her wack ass comment though, but at that ugly ass laugh she just did.

“ How a pretty bitch gon have an ugly ass laugh tho” i chuckled but busted out lauging at how quickly she staled faced me.

“Wasnt saying that when you clockin my pussy tho” she smirked. Cocky ass

“Whack ass punani doe, Get the fuck” I fronted her . Im lying like a bitch tho, her shit lethal as fuck. I chuckled

“Lets not boo, because ya Stroke game be weak as hell … but but aye What dat mouf do doeee” she impersonated Lil Duval.

I mugged her , before laughter escaped my lips.
“Childish ass” I mumbled trying not to laugh anymore.

Blair

It was now 1'oclock inna morning , Im up bored as hell. Chris grizzly bear ass was snoring up a storm next to me.

Earlier the whole crew and a few of Chris’s cousins came over to welcome him home . We had a nice lor family dinner. I made my famous spaghetti and meatballs along with Chris’s favorite red velvet cake with chocolate frosting.


After cleaning up and everyone left, Chris wanted to lay down. Since he took his pills he could barely stay awake.

Unlocking my phone, I decided to try to entertain myself.

Scrolling down my Twitter newsfeed, as I bumped to Aint Nobody’s Business by Chris and Rih .

I jumped after feeling Chris pinch my nipple, “Chris what fuck , that shit hurts. Trying give me breast cancer niggah” I mugged him after pulling out one of my earbuds.

“If ya ass wasnt blasting that ugly niggah so loud ya would’ve heard me talking to ya” he grumbled.

Lawdd , Why must he talk now. He knows what his sleep voice does to me.

“Stop” he demand sexily, while pulling at my botton lip to stop me from biting.

Me biting my bottom lip has the same effect as his sleepy voice on me.

“Fuck is you up for anyway guh” he grumbled pulling me closer if that was any possible.

Shrugging, I didnt respond verbally.

“Take ya ass to sleep woman” he smacked my thigh. I moaned with a smirk.

“Stop yo , freak ass” he mumbled before tucking his face in my neck.

Pouting I gave up my fight to keep him up. Wrapping one my thick thighs around him, I felt his hard length through his boxers on my leg .

Cuddling up closer, careful not to hit his wound . I kissed his big pink lips, he immediately respond. Before it could turn into something more he pulled away pecking my neck.
Pecking his lips once more, I let sleep take over in the arms of the love of my life.

Chapter 9 Part 1: The Unexpected.

Raye

2 months later..

Groaning as I stirred around in my sleep,  I tried to get comfortable against my baby blue body pillow again.  Succeeding, my phone started ringing a couple of minutes later making me want to cry. I can’t ever sleep.

Frowning, I snatched my phone off of the charger, instantly slapping myself on the forehead because the new iPhone chargers break easily. This is my 5th one. These chargers suck.

Pulling my silk blanket up to my chest, I sat back into the pillows and slid the answer bar across the screen.

“Hello?” I answered, gearing nothing but silence.

“Raye, come back..” Checking my caller-id, I sucked my teeth.

“August, take your drunk ass to bed. You can’t even drink!” Smacking his lips, he let out a nasty ass cackle afterwards. 

“Girl, I’m 19. I’m grown.” Rolling my eyes at his dumbass response, I closed my eyes hoping to fall asleep again. 

“Raye, I need you. Come back, please?” He slurred. Huffing,  I opened my eyes and stared at the white ceiling. 

“No, you’re just drunk. You gonna kick me out in the morning. Did we not just have that argument for nothing?”

“Please?” He begged. Sighing, I ended the call and got out of bed. I should’ve recorded the call cause he knows that he’s gonna kick me out.

Once my feet hit the cold hard wood floor, I immediately ran to my nightstand for some socks. Slipping them on afterwards, I looked over my outfit. Grabbing some shorts, I looked for some Nike  slides and slipped them on.

Snatching my phone and key, I waited for him to honk his horn, signaling for me to come outside.  After 15 minutes of playing around on my phone, he was finally here. Cutting my light off and skipping down the steps, I heard his loud ass music. Once I was outside, I locked the door and sluggishly walked to his car. Getting in, he didn’t even let me put my other foot in, before taking off. 

“Why you driving?” I asked, turning his radio off.

“Cause ya scary pussy ass wasn’t gone walk, anyways.” He spat, making me smack my lips. He was right, but damn.

“OK Alsina..” I mumbled. Noticing that the car came to a stop, I looked out the window and scrunched up my face. Nigga has to be kidding me. 

“August, you not bout to buy no damn drank!” I yelled, quickly covering my mouth, because everybody in front of this store heard me. 

Sucking his teeth, he lightly pushed my shoulder. “Bruh, chill out with that yelling. Making me look like a punk.” He mumbled, roughly opening up his car door. 

“I don’t wanna go in there.. what you buying anyway?” I pouted, pulling him back in by his arm. 

“Girl, you better get yo’ pussy ass out this motherfuckin’ car, nobody checkin’ for you.” He chuckled, trying to move my hand off of his arm.

“Why we here?” I whined, bouncing up and down in my seat. I probably look like a big ass baby.I hated coming here ever since I was a child. 

“So I can buy another drink, cause you killing my vibe, but you still make my dick jump all the time with your fine ass so you can slide.." He smirked, leaning in closer to me. Pushing him towards his seat, he sucked his teeth.

"No, you just had one! And stawppp.” Huffing loudly, he roughly sat back in his seat. Hitting his big ass head in the process, I giggled.

“Fuck this, I’m going to get a blunt. Ion’ care if you get out or not..” Pulling his arm back again, he glared at me. 

“Look at what I have on. LOOK at what the fuck I have on!” Looking over my attire, he handed me his gray polo jacket. Shrugging, I put it on and zipped it up half way. Looking over at him, I noticed that he was now shirtless. 

“Put a shirt on!” He looked at me in disbelief, before looking around and acting like he didn’t hear me. 

“This ain’t the fucking mall woman, I cant just pull no fucking shirt out my car! You bout to make me smack you. Unless you wanna be ass naked in this damn store, then shut the fuck up and keep my jacket. You can stay your ass in the car with all this complaining, I’m just getting a blunt. Got me fucked up, man. Then you yelling at me? Nah, you fucking up.” He said all at once, making me suck my teeth. Why the fuck he gotta be so rude?

“Fine! Take your tight ass jacket back then, I’ll stay in!” I yelled, throwing him his jacket back. Turning the opposite way from him, I looked outside of the window. 

“Whatever, it’s not tight it’s just you got some big ass titties.” He mumbled under his breath. Not wanting to play with his childish ass, I stayed silent. A couple of seconds later, he got out of the car, slamming the door in the process. Quickly locking the door, I slid down in my seat. I don’t care if I’m scary. This fool parked on the side of the store where the woods were. 

I don’t even know why I’m here. I guess because he woke me up and I couldn’t go back to sleep. No, let me stop. I still like him a little.  Yesterday, he swore up and down that he was gonna cut me off and shit, but look where we are now. I mean, I know that he was drinking, but still. He said I killed his vibe, so he knows what’s going on right now. 

I just cant believe how he was talking all that shit yesterday about how I’m a “liar” and I played him. He said he wanted nothing to do with me, cause I’m always playing games and that I like Chris and blah blah blah. Speaking of Chris, he’s actually been sticking to his word n leaving me alone. We aint talked since that night he walked in on me, which was 2months ago. Unfortunately, I’m starting to like him just a little bit. He’s waaaaaaaay cuter when he’s quiet and not talking shit. Ever since we stopped talking, he’s been this whole other person. Nothing, but smiles on his face and it makes me jealous, because he actually seems like a fun person to be around. Why does he have to be mean to me and not everybody else? What did I do? But let me stop, because once he tries to talk to me, I probably wont give in.  

“Why the fuck you lock my door? Open it!” August yelled, breaking me out of my thoughts. Jumping at the sound of his voice, I pressed the unlock button on the side of my door. As soon as he got in the car, I grabbed him by his ear.

“Don’t ever fucking scare me like that, boy!” I yelled, roughly letting his ear go. Putting my seat-belt on, I folded my arms across my chest.

Starting up the car, August drove off with a salty expression on his face. Once we got to a red light, he reached in his bag and pulled out some Swisher Sweet blunts. Snatching them out of his hands, I tore them apart and put them back in the bag. 

Pausing to look at me like I was crazy, he sucked his teeth and threw a box from the bag at me. Looking down at the box, I almost slapped the shit out of him. How fucking rude of him to go and menstrual cramp pills.

“Did you just buy these?” I asked in disbelief. 

“Yea, you need em’. You bitching too much..” He mumbled, shrugging afterwards like this was normal. 

“Nothing’s wrong with me!” Chuckling, the light turned green and he focused back on the road. 

“Oh, it’s not? You could’ve fooled me..” He cackled, taking the box back and throwing it in the back seat.

Shaking my head, I sat in silence through the rest of the car ride. I hope this shit is all worth it by the morning.

After 15 more minutes of driving, we were finally at his house.  He stays with his Aunt,  but she’s never here when I come.

“Want me to carry you?” He asked as he shut the front door behind him, locking it afterwards. 

“Not if you gonna say some smart.” Chuckling, he roughly pulled e by my waist.

“Girl, you know I love you.” He cheesed, flashing his sexy bottom gold’s. Wanting to see his pretty face,  I removed his shades and giggled. 

“Damn Aug, ya eyes red. You’re still gorgeous, though.” I smiled. Picking me up bridal style, he shook his head no.

“Im fine as fuck, ain’t no gorgeous.” Rolling my eyes at his cockiness, I opened his bed room door cause he couldn’t. Throwing me back on the bed, I squealed.

“You and these loud ass squeals..” He laughed. Waving him off, I stripped out of my shirt and shorts. Cutting off the light and TV, he wasted no time jumping in bed.
Grabbing my feet, he spread my legs and placed his head on my stomach. 

“You smell like strawberries.” He mumbled.

“Go to sleep.” Sucking his teeth,  he slipped his hands in my panties, grabbing my ass. Not even caring,  I closed my eyes and kettle sleep take over me.

*Next Day*

Quickly searching around for all of my things in August’ room, I looked back at him to make sure that he wasn’t up.

Opening his wooden drawers, I grabbed all of my undies and bras that I kept here if I took a shower.

I’m not about to let August play with me. One minute it’s ‘fuck me’ then the next, he wanna be nice. Last night we just kissed and stuff, but I feel dumb. The night before last he said I was a “Homie Hopper” which I dont know how I am, because they aren’t homies and neither of them are my boyfriend.  But fuck it, August can kiss my ass. I’m not about to be his lil’ toy.

Thinking about going in the bathroom to get my soap, lotions, etc., I decided not to.  From what I hear, his bitches needs it. 

Chuckling at my childish ass, I grabbed my bag and zipped it up.

“Baby, where you goin?” August mumbled huskily, sitting up in the bed. Even though he sounded sexy as fuck, I had to leave.

“I’m outta’ here stebbie.” I mumbled, throwing my bag over my shoulder.

“Come here, ma..” August imitated Stevie J, making me chuckle a bit. Rushing out of the bed, he stopped once he was in front of me.

“Why you leaving?” Sucking my teeth, I looked at him like he was crazy.

“This not gonna work. I can’t deal with your bipolar ass. One minute you’re cursing me the fuck out,.telling me to leave  and the next you all up on me  like nahhh. I give up, you not about to keep playing with me. Then,  you said some real disrespectful shit 2 nights ago n you aint even apologize. Then, it took you 2 months to let me explain? bye.” I explained, doing hand gestures at the same time.

“Bruh, you not fucking leaving me!” He yelled.

“You left me for 2 months!” I screamed. This nigga avoided the fuck out of me, even at school if we had to work together or something.

“But I’m back now, right?” Looking at him like he was dumb, I shook my head.

“It doesn’t work like that..” Chucking bitterly, he looked down at me.

“So you just gone act like what we had was nun? You just gone leave me when I was the one who held you every night, because of Chris? I fucking made you! Without me,  you wouldn’t be shit! You’d still be that weak ass lil girl who’s scared of Chris! This some fucking bullshit!” Looking at him in disbelief,  I couldn’t believe he said that.

“Stop making it seem like you wasnt the one that said you don’t want nothing to do with me and that I’m disgusting! And you made me? Bye August.”

Groaning loudly, he sighed.  “Baby, I’m sorry! Just please don’t leave me, you know I don’t got nobody..” He begged, interlocking his fingers with mine.

Staying silent, I shook my head no. He should’ve never said the shit that he said. Fucking jerk.

“Fine, fucking leave then. Ion’ give a fuck..Just remember who had your back this whole time tho.” He said, pushing me away from him.

“You aint have it that night when you aint let me explain or for these past 2 months! You dipped out on me! I cried because of you and I got punched in my face! And did you bother talking to me? NO!” I yelled, sitting down on the porch.

“Man, fuck you Raye. Get the fuck out.” He mumbled before walking off. Not looking back, he walked back into the  house. Dumb ass, Im already out.

Shaking my head at his ass, I texted Ty so he could come get me.

Once he was here, all I wanted to do was go to sleep.  I woke up extra early.

Trying to keep my eyes open, I failed and drifted off into a deep much needed  sleep.
 

Chris

“You aint even showing yet with your little ass.” I chuckled, lifting up Nae’s shirt. Her stomach had a tiny ass bump in it and she was almost 5 months. 

“The doctor said it’s fine, I hope she’s right.” Nodding, I put my ear to her stomach and felt a movement coming from it. Forming my mouth into the shape of an “O”, I put my hand on her stomach and felt the movement again.

“THE BABY KICKED!” We both yelled at the same time. She looked just as excited as I was.

“Oh my gosh, I’m so excited!  Give me a kiss!” She squealed, puckering up her lips.

Chuckling, I brought my face to hers and almost fell due to leaning on my arm. 

“Ew! You just kissed me on the mouth!” She giggled, wiping her mouth.

“I didn’t mean to, I had moved.” I laughed, wiping my mouth too. 

“You gave Ty some brain this morning, right?” I asked, side-eyeing her. He did  text me earlier saying that Nae woke  him up with some good ass head. I thought he was playing, this fool Nae is a freak.

Smirking, she looked the other way and didn’t respond.

“Naeeeeee!” I whined.

“What? That’s my man, I can’t please him? I brushed my teeth afterwards.. ” She said, making me sigh in relief.

“I’ma get you back for this. You drink after anybody so I’ma eat a bitch’s ass and give you my drink.” I shrugged and she looked at me in disgust.

“Well don’t take the blunt from Ty,  because he licks me everywhere.” She smirked, wiggling her eyes.

Smacking my lips, I waved her off. “Hell nah, I’ve heard enough. I gotta go pee,  I been holding this all day.”

“Can you sneak me a blunt? Smoke good weed with a bad bitch?” She begged. Looking at her like she was crazy, I ignored her. We gotta stop smoking around her for her damn health. When she first found out she was pregnant, she went to the doctor and they said she  was 3 months. Then, her little ass been smoking with me them whole 3 months until she found out, so I hope everything goes well. Now I feel bad for letting her smoke with me.

Rushing out of her room, I went to the bigger bathroom down the hall.

Shaking the golden doorknob on the door, I sucked my teeth once I noticed that it was locked. I have to pee real fucking bad.

Banging on the door like this was my house, I heard the person flush the toilet. Wiggling my legs around a little bit, it was only a couple of seconds before I would pee on my damn self.

“Come on!” I yelled out in frustration.

Swinging the door open, there stood Raye looking fucked up but still cute. Her eyes were red, her hair was back wild and curly, and but her face still looked cute tho.  Damn, haven’t heard from her in a while.

“Hi Ch—”

“Can you get the fuck on because I really gotta pee man!” I yelled, jumping around.

Quickly moving to the side, I pushed her out of the way and slammed the door behind me.

Roughly pulling down my pants,  I grabbed my dick out of my boxers and started to release. Throwing my head back, I sighed in relief. Shaking it off, I pulled my pants back up and flushed the toilet. Washing my hands with this fruity ass soap, I shrugged. This is a women house that I’m so..

Walking out,  I spotted Raye leaning on the wall. “Chris sorry for h—-” Cutting her off I pointed to my still swollen cheek. 

“Don’t talk to me, you might hit me.” I mumbled, trying to be funny.

“I could say the same for you!” She yelled. She has to be fucking kidding me.

“Bitch, you started talking to me!” I spat, only for her to roll her eyes. I been doing good without her and here she comes, pissing me off.

Slapping me across my face, I stumbled back a little. Touching the same side of my cheek, it burned causing me to hiss.  She done fucked up.

Walking over to her, I pushed us both into the wall extra hard.  Hearing her wince in pain, I smirked.

Staring at her cute annoying ass, I couldn’t help but chuckle.  Trying to hide her cute little smirk, I roughly grabbed her chin and crashed my lips into hers.

“I fucking… hate…your…aggy….ass..” I said in between kisses.

“I…hate…you..too..” She mumbled  against my lips.

Squeezing her ass, I brought her closer to me.

Quickly pushing me away, her eyes widened. “What the fuck am I doing? I’m supposed to hate you!” She said more to herself than to me.

Smirking, I grabbed her hands pulling her back towards me
I’m just tryna hit, fuck all this other shit.

“It aint gotta be like that, though.” I whispered in her ear, trying to make her change her mind.

Looking down,  I traced where her eyes were and they were on my dick. Chuckling, she looked back up in embarrassment.

“I can’t.” She mumbled. Rolling my eyes, I picked her up, wrapping her legs around my waist.

Bringing my face in the crook of her neck, I began to suck on it.

“Chrissss stop..” She moaned trying to push me away.

Sliding my hand in her pants, she slapped the shit out of me for the second time today.

“I told you to stop..” She mumbled with fear in her eyes.

Chuckling, I yanked her by her arm, dragging her to her room. Closing her door and locking it, I pushed her down on the bed.

“So, you think it’s okay to hit me?” I asked, hovering over her. Interlocking my fingers with hers so that she woukdn’t move, she stayed silent.

I’m bout’ to fuck her up.

When you left I lost a part of me…
It’s still so hard to believe 😭
Come back baby, please 😞
Cause we belong together…

WHO ELSE AM I GON LEAN ON WHEN TIMES GET ROUGH?
WHO’S GONNA TALK TO ME ON THE PHONE TIL THE SUN COMES UP??
WHO’S GONNA TAKE YOUR PLACE?!
THERE AINT NOBODY BETTER…
OH, BABY, BABY
WE BELONG TOGETHERRRRRR

4

im not gonna type in my quirk for this one

its unbelievable how many people still treat me like her accessory like i aint even an individual no more

i figured by this point in my life shed be some distant mistake i made long burried in my adolescent past but i guess not.

contrary to what you people believe it wasnt the break up that started all of that bullshit. it all started long before that.

listen just
i was conditioned to believe that we were made for each other. truth is i was simply made for her to act as her servant feedin her lusus and doin chores for her

i loved her but i was too foolish and too young to realize what i was doing

and when the game started and she left me i suppose thats when i realized what she had been doing to me

i realize i too made many errors but her

she used me

and yet now despite being eight sweeps old (or nineteen years to you earth dwellers out there) you people still act as though im obliged to get along with her and maintain a type of friendship even though theres nothing there and i have long since gotten over her

and by long do i ever mean long. even back when i still believed it was necessary that i be her shield i had accepted that she was never to be mine. im older now and im okay with all of this because it happened a long time ago and shouldnt be relevant today

im with kanaya now. i love her unconditionally because not only does she comfort me and give me a reason to live and smile but she lets me know that im more than just the muscle that can protect his friends.

she makes me believe that despite all that ive heard throughout my teen years that theres goodness inside of me. feferi never gave me that kind of treatment.

she ignored me
and when she wasnt ignoring me she was prying in to my life and pushing me far out of my comfort zone

feferi is the type of person to treat her friends like fuckin cats

hell she even pushes sollux out of his comfort zone and i aint very well defending the guy but ill admit that it isnt cool of her to do that to any one person

i am not an accessory to her royal highness

i am eridan ampora

and i am my own fuckin person