i started crying while i was making this


Hello, old friend, and here we are. You and me, on the last page. By the time you read these words, Rory and I will be long gone. So know that we lived well, and were very happy. And above all else, know that we will love you, always. Sometimes I do worry about you, though. I think once we’re gone, ‘you won’t be coming back here for a while, and you might be alone, which you should never be. Don’t be alone, Doctor. And do one more thing for me. There’s a little girl waiting in a garden. She’s going to wait a long while, so she’s going to need a lot of hope. Go to her. Tell her a story. Tell her that if she’s patient, the days are coming that she’ll never forget. Tell her she’ll go to sea and fight pirates. She’ll fall in love with a man who’ll wait two-thousand years to keep her safe. Tell her she’ll give hope to the greatest painter who ever lived and save a whale in outer space. Tell her this is the story of Amelia Pond. And this is how it ends.


  — Happy 5th Anniversary, Tokyo Ghoul.

the signs as romantic Carry On quotes
  • Aries: It's a hard spell and an old spell, and it works only if you understand the Great Vowel Shift of the Sixteenth Century- and if you're stupidly in love.
  • Taurus: Baz looks back at his phone, bored. “Fell in love, didn't you?”
  • Gemini: I step closer to him, and my voice drops to a menace. “Why? So we can tumble around and kiss and pretend to be happy boyfriends?”
  • Cancer: I think I might kiss him. He's right here. And his lips are hanging open (mouth breather) and his eyes are alive, alive, alive.
  • Leo: Sharing a room with the person you want most is like sharing a room with an open fire.
  • Virgo: “No,” he says quickly. “I do.” He clears his throat. “I don't want you to leave without me.”
  • Libra: I meet his gaze and sneer. My arm is a steel band around his waist. “I choose you,” I say. “Simon Snow, I choose you.”
  • Scorpio: “I won't,” I say. “I've never turned my back on you. And I'm not starting now.”
  • Sagittarius: “Who needs magic,” Baz says. “I'm going to turn you into a vampire and make you live with me forever.”
  • Capricorn: “This,” I say. “I want to be your boyfriend. Your terrible boyfriend.”
  • Aquarius: Can I be in love with a supervillain?
  • Pisces: “I was eleven years old, and I'd lost my mother, and my soul, and the Crucible gave me you.”
BTS as drunk situations I have been in

Jin: That time we ran out of food at a party and I made perfect, miraculously unbroken fried eggs and toast for like 12 people.

Yoongi: That time we snuck mini-bottles of wine into the movie theater and I fell asleep.

Hobi: That time I was drinking wine while dying Easter eggs and I accidentally drank the egg dye. 

Rapmon: That time I drank too much at a function and told my professor to go fuck himself because he said Jane Eyre was a “girl book.” 

Jimin:  That time I spilled a beer on my dog and started crying while cradling her in my arms.

Taehyung: That time I got drunk and accidentally left my door open at 3:00am in a college town and came downstairs to a strange, even drunker girl trying to make ramen noodles in my microwave.

Jungkook: That time we were hanging out around a campfire and it was my first time drinking and I did not feel drunk until I stood up and almost fell into the fire. 

So I’m making a very pro Zack Snyder post right now because something I don’t see people acknowledge very much about him is how much all the actresses he’s worked with really like him and have consistently praised him.

This is Hollywood. A lot of actresses don’t have good experiences on films. Directors will belittle them, make them cry, put them in situations that make them uncomfortable, etc. So I have found it interesting for a while how much actresses who have worked with Zack clearly like him, because a lot of women in Hollywood will either call out unpleasant directors, or just keep silent about them, rather than saying anything bad. Zack’s actresses, across the board, seem to really like him.

Don’t worry. I have receipts. Let’s start with Sucker Punch, shall we?


Emily Browning repeatedly praised Zack on the press tour for Sucker Punch. She even went as far as to say he gave her her love of acting back.

“At one point I was [doubting that I would continue with acting] and actually this film, to be honest with you, is the one that’s brought me back and made me realize this is absolutely what I want to do. I have faith in this industry, if a movie making experience can be this positive and this much fun, then I can’t imagine ever doing anything else.”

For video reference, here’s a video of Emily and Abbie Cornish. They start talking about Zack at around the 5:00 minute mark.

“He keeps the set really fun and light and positive. I mean, obviously when we were doing our emotional scenes, he was really super respectful of that.”

Just wanted to point out from that what Emily is probably referencing there are the scenes of sexual abuse her character faces. You don’t think it would be asking a lot for a director to be respectful of those scenes and their impact on the women performing them, but unfortunately it sometimes is, and from what she said, Zack obviously is respectful of her while performing those scenes.

Jamie Chung, Jena Malone, and Vanessa Hudgens also praised him a lot here around the 4:30 mark.

Moving on to 300, Lena Headey was the female lead in that film (it’s worth noting that Zack expanded her role greatly from the graphic novel, where her part was extremely minimal) and she, like the others, had many kind things to say about Zack at the beginning of this interview.

“He’s so enthusiastic and it’s kind of infectious to be around that. And he’s got such a clear vision and knows absolutely what he wants to bring to the screen. So it’s great to have a leader like that.”

While on the San Andreas press tour, Carla Gugino, who worked with Zack on Watchmen and Man of Steel, expressed interest in working with Zack again in the DCEU at 1:07.

“I would go anywhere with Zack Snyder, do any movie with him and Debbie.”

So now for the DCEU actresses. We can start with Amy, as she’s said many sweet things about Zack. Most recently she discussed how it was difficult for her to see Zack take so much heat for BvS. It’s at around the 40:00 minute mark in this podcast.

“I just felt for Zack,” Adams says. “Zack’s like the nicest person ever, and to see him kind of talked about like that was really hard for me, because he’s really such a respectful director.”

There’s that word again. “Respectful.” Amy has been pretty candid in the past about working with directors who she didn’t get along with or didn’t treat her very well. With Zack, she’s only ever had nice things to say.

Now for Holly Hunter, she starts discussing him at the 1:00 minute mark.

“People have a fabulous time on this movie because the atmosphere is very creative, very respectful, and at the same time playful.”

Somehow I’ve gotten the impression that the women on his movies have never felt disrespected by Zack given the constant use of the word “respectful.”

So of course we have to hear from Wonder Woman about Zack. She starts talking about him at 1:38.

“He’s so women friendly. He’s very into women empowerment, and I think that for him, personally as well, it is very important to show a strong female on the big screen, that is equal to the other heroes.”

Lastly I’ll link Diane Lane’s interview, where she talks about Zack at 1:45.

“It’s so wonderful to work with Zack, who I trust implicitly, and has all the answers. It’s so wonderful to be able to trust him.”

So basically with this I wanted to say if you don’t like Zack Snyder as a director, that’s fine. No one is obligated to like a director’s movies. But I feel like the attacks on Zack Snyder have become downright personal, and that is ridiculous. I think it’s rather sad that a director that the media and some fans have decided to target is a director who treats his actresses with respect and clearly goes out of his way to make them comfortable and collaborate with them and actually care about the women in his movies.

There are not very many action film directors today who I feel care a whole lot about women, and Zack is one of the few, and I wish that was appreciated more. But instead I still see constant personal attacks that he does not deserve.

Pro-choice people make me so sick sometimes. I know I’m not the only woman who has ever suffered a miscarriage, and I know I’m not the only woman who may never be able to have her own children without adoption.

But no. You can’t even face a 9 month consequence to your actions and make a childless family feel joy again.

I can’t stand it some days. Some days I see “pro-choice” videos and I cry. That BABY has just as much of a right to life as you.

And God knows I’d gladly take that baby from you if you don’t want it. I love babies, I love children, and I honestly do love people. I get angry sometimes, and I vent about the stupid choices people make, but I still have a love for people that I want to instill into some of the next generation.

And while I’m here, praying every day that when I want to start a family I’ll be able to, there are women having abortions just for the sake of convenience.

He goes through three random duffel bags before he finds what he’s looking for. Just as he’s about to make his move, Katsudon decides it’s the perfect moment to take a break from practicing the fastest step sequence anyone’s probably ever attempted and come off the ice to hang out for a bit before I meet Victor for lunch, it’s been a while since it was just us. And of course he immediately zeroes in on the lighter in Yuri’s hand, because there is a helicopter parent trapped inside Katsudon’s chubby ass that finds every opportunity to come out and make Yuri’s life a waking nightmare. 

“Yurio,” Katsudon gasps, positively breathless with disappointment. He looks like he’s two seconds away from crying, turning himself over to the police for gross negligence, or both. “Have you started smoking?”

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I did another sigil hand sanitizer thing! Last time it was for cosplay funsies, but this one is for work. I start a new job tomorrow and happened to have this “Chill Out” scented hand sanitizer from Bath and Body Works floating around (I always end up with so much hand sanitizer)

For those who didn’t see my first one. Their labels peel back to reveal more detailed chemical information, which makes for a very good place to hide a sigil. Now every time I use this hand sanitizer throughout my shift I’ll be reinforcing the sigils effects on me.

Plus I’ll have a fluorite heart in my pocket.

I’m bound and determined to not cry while I’m on the clock.

I still can’t believe this.

I found out something so incredible and unreal today? I’m shaking as I type this and I’m going to try to explain it in the best way possible …okay so last month I bought my parents tickets to a twenty one pilots show because they’ve really grown to like the band which makes me happy. Anyways my mom was picking me up today and saying how excited she was for the show and how she went on the facebook page for the radio station the show’s going to be at and one person commented “21 pilots? don’t you think thats deceiving? there’s only two of them” and I said “ugh I hate when people say that, they don’t even know the meaning behind the band’s name” so my mom asked what the meaning was and I told her about the play and how that tied into the meaning…while this was happening my mom’s eyes got huge and she started to cry and I got confused as to why. it didn’t make any sense to me so I asked her if she was okay and then she started to tell me a story…

so my mom’s a nurse and has taken care of many many many patients and she obviously can’t remember all of them. She starts to tell me about how a few years ago she was taking care of an elderly man who suffered from severe panic attacks as a result of PTSD. The man was an airplane mechanic for the military in WWII. My mom would sit with him and hold his hand and talk with him through his panic attacks. She learned a lot about him and his past. The man was an airplane mechanic and in charge of assembling airplane parts. Once, he noticed that the parts he received were faulty and told his boss immediately, expecting to have to stop production, however his boss instructed him to still use the parts and assemble the planes. The man was really distraught because as it turns out, the planes he assembled crashed as a result of the faulty parts which resulted in the death of “over twenty pilots” (he would say this a lot))(my mom had heard this story over and over and over again). A few years later the man could no longer take his panic attacks and PTSD and ended up killing himself. My mom had never forgotten this mad and he was actually her favorite patient. She would sit and help him through his panic attacks, even off the clock. His death had always affected my mom deeply and I distantly remember her being really upset over his death. Obviously this isn’t the protagonist of the story, but this man definitely played a part and it affected him deeply.

At first I thought my mom was joking, this couldn’t be, it was too similar. Too unreal to be true. I didn’t even think that All My Sons was based off a true story, but I looked it up and it was a true story. My mom and I started crying and freaking out because it was such a coincidence. This is my favorite band, and a story they were built upon. They helped me save my life and this story is very close to my heart(i have tattoo that expresses the moral of the band very closely tied with the story of All My Sons). This is so unbelievable and warms my heart. All i know now is that I connect with this band more than I ever thought possible. 

I can’t guarantee that I won’t break your heart, but I promise that if I do, I didn’t mean it. I won’t ask you to buy me expensive things or take me out on dates—I won’t make you feel like you are entitled to be my personal credit card. I won’t sit on your lap if you’re angry or start tickling you if you’re sad, we’re not going to just ignore the problem. I’ll wait for you to talk and won’t interrupt you until you are finished and have gotten everything off of your chest. I’ll let you cry, but I’ll hold you while you do so. I won’t ask you to tell me anything you don’t want to until you are ready, because I know trust is a difficult matter for some of us and that’s okay. I won’t expect you to text me long paragraphs every morning and every night, a simple word is enough for me. I won’t ask you to love me if you don’t, because I want you to be happy, and if it’s not with me, then so be it.
—  I won’t be the lover you forget
DD/LB (2) Masterlist

part one

A Little Accident - imdeletingmyinternethistory

Summary: In which Phil has a little accident, but luckily his daddy is right there to help out.

A Little Anxious, A Little Dysphoric - imdeletingmyinternethistory

Summary: In which period + dysphoria + a missing paci does not make for a happy Phil.

A ‘little’ competition - your-precious-phan-blog

Summary:  PROMPT: This is super kinky but hello, you don’t have to keep me anonymous if you want. Could you maybe do a sin hc where Dan and Phil go against Chris and PJ on who can make their sub / little cum first? I’m a sinner I’m sry

A Little Fight - imdeletingmyinternethistory

Summary: In which Phil slips at an inconvenient time and his daddy doesn’t notice.

Blame (ao3) - somanydestiel

Summary: Prompt: where dan does something that causes Phil to get mad and he yells at him and while he’s yelling, dan slips into little space and starts crying and phil feels really bad and comforts him

Bubblegum Bitch (ao3) - TheUKAmazingDan

Summary:  Phil decides that he rather likes Dan with gum in his mouth.

Daddy’s Good Bunny -  bunnydan

Summary: an buys a new buttplug, but doesn’t exactly know how to put it in properly, resulting in a few difficulties.

Dan’s Little Secret (ao3) - ReederJoe

Summary:  Imagine Dan and Phil’s life as it is now, but with one minor (major) difference: Dan’s little, and Phil is his daddy.
Beginning in 2009, the night before they’re due to meet in person, when Dan first confesses the reason behind his sometimes-changing behaviour.
Dan’s terrified, but he’s just silly for thinking anything could possibly make Phil see him as anything less.

Sunday Night Sippy Cups -  elliesfics

Summary: Dan finds a sippy cup and becomes a little too attached to it for Phil’s liking. As the week goes on, Phil watches a drastic change in Dan’s behaviour and can’t help but wonder what’s going on? Dan grows awfully quiet, drags a blanket everywhere he goes and insists on only drinking milk from his sippy cup.

Urine Trouble (ao3) - TheUKAmazingDan

Summary:  Dan ignores his daddy’s advice and wets himself in the middle of a restaurant.

Versatile (ao3) - Emptylester

Summary:  Dan wants to try being a dom, but he loses control of his emotions and things don’t go well. He regresses part way through in response and Phil calms him down.

shinee as aesthetics/feelings

shinee as aesthetics/feelings

Lee Jinki: That moment when you’re laughing so hard that you start crying. Staying up late at night to watch your favorite TV show or read a book. Eating your favorite food after a long while without doing so. Getting those butterflies when you see a stranger and they’re cute. That moment when you take off your clothes after a long day and it just feels nice. Summer dates with lots of popsicles and music. Relaxing mornings when you just feel like everything is how it is supposed to be. That warmth that goes through your body and makes your heart race when you talk about something that you like a lot. When someone teases you and you just laugh because they’re right. Not wearing any makeup as you lay in your bed with your closest friends and eat whatever you could order for takeout. Doing something and then realizing it was stupid so you laugh at yourself.

Kim Jonghyun: When you listen to that really old song that you used to like and you learn to love it again. That moment when you see a picture from your childhood and you just laugh because it’s ridiculous. Reaching a goal and then being so happy about it because you did it. Looking at things and realizing how the most simplistic of sceneries can hold so much beauty, just like the moon or the sun. Mischievous smiles that hold a joking manner as you get ready to surprise someone. That eye roll thing you do as you smile when someone says something that it’s stupid but you can’t help but think it’s cute because they’re so wrong but they sound right saying it. Pastel colors as a meaning of fluffiness and softness. That feeling you get after a really long, great hug and you just feel like you took a weight out of your shoulders. When you see a really cute puppy/kitten and you can’t help but change your voice.

Kim Kibum: Laughing loudly because it was funny and you can. Wearing your favorite piece of clothing and feeling like it looks so good on you so you feel good with yourself. Doing something great for somebody without expecting anything in return, just because. The sound of water as the waves hit one another when the sunset is barely appearing. Laughing at your mistakes and rolling your eyes when you find out that you’ve changed and it was probably for the better. Having really long conversations about anything and everything with someone that actually listens to your point of view and gives you theirs without hurting any feelings. Eating your favorite dessert and enjoying it to the last bit. Singing your favorite song in public and not giving a damn if someone listens because it’s your song. Travelling, whether it is to that city right beside you or another country, just travelling around the world.

Choi Minho: Running, not for the sake of exercising, but simply because you enjoy it and you want to feel like you can do it all. That moment when a really cute kid passes by you and you smile brightly because they’re cute. Feeling free, like you were just the person you wanted to be and the only one you have to make happy is yourself. Blowing kisses and giving really warm hugs to that person you love. A first time of everything, because it’s never too late to learn. That moment you just sit down to watch your favorite show or just search on the internet and you lost track of time. Not having an answer to everything and laughing when you don’t know what to say. Really big sweaters that cover you completely. Nights of autumn with lots of hot drinks and the smell of cinnamon. Really dumb jokes that make you laugh like an idiot. Looking at your friend as if asking for help when you don’t know what to do.

Lee Taemin: Trying your hardest in everything you do and seeing something come from it. The color white, not exactly for the meaning of purity, but honesty and humility. That moment when your heart feels warm when you look at what you’ve created in your life and you’re truly thankful. Variety, not letting a concept take over your life as you try everything and anything just for the sake of looking for that special aura of yours. Eating a lot after a long week and just smiling to yourself because everything just tastes amazing. Those really quiet laughs that go unnoticed but are the most pure and beautiful. Fingers going through each other’s hair to soothe the other’s pain, showing love and support. A look in someone’s eyes that shows determination and mystery, the best of everything in just a pair of eyes. Slow, melodic songs with some hidden message behind them, a meaning that no one will ever know.

I just got my Elysium DVD 3 days ago and I just have a little time today to watch some of it. The opening with Chained Up rock version had me crying. I MISS THEM SO MUCH 😫

Questions requiring answers in IMA Season 2

- well obviously Adams didn’t win the 2012 election but what happens afterwards??? And is he ever going to run again??

- Abby and John are a thing??? right??? pls tell me Abby moves in with the Boys

- also, Caroline? she was a bitch but I loved her? I want to see her become some badass ninja spy while they try to rescue Madison

- does Jefferson write more music? and does it still make me cry?

- does Franklin start a blog because he needs to start a blog

- Hamilton????? my boy????? does his depression and guilt worsen??? does he become a terrible person or does he transcend himself?? please I’m so worried about him

- also, mindi?? does she keep playing Alex? does poor boy ham ever work it out with her because they have some serious misunderstandings going on :’(

- has Ben confessed his love for John yet

- has George adopted all of them yet

- is Thomas still doing drugs?!.

- does Thomas become less of a sullen loser?? he and Alex were starting to learn to be team players so I really need to know if it ever worked out!!!

- what is the fishwife’s name?

- is he John Jay?

- where did Madison’s clairvoyance come from?? will it ever be explained??

- where is our entirely Madison’s POV episode?!,,?,?,?.?

- when they find James will he forgive Alex??? will Alex have an – actually yes of course he’ll have an emotional breakdown why am I even asking

- w h y was James kidnapped what is going on??

- is he hurt??

and I can’t believe I forgot the most important question

- WHERE IS JAMES MADISON??’?:?/!?????!,!:?

IKON - they accidentally wake you up.

Request: Hellow~~can i request for iKon’s reaction to you waking up crying when they accidentally wake you up while trying to spoon you? Thank you!

I’ve changed some things to make more sense, I hope you don’t mind!  (ღ˘⌣˘ღ)


You were sleeping soundly and your boyfriend tried to cuddle you but ended up beat his arm in your face, and you started to cry. “Sorry, sorry, sorry. Stop crying, baby.” He hugged you. “That’s scared me, you idiot!” You wiped away the tears. “Sorry, come here and give me a little kiss.”


He pushed you while he slept and you ended up falling out of bed. “I HATE YOU!” You screamed and he got scared. “What happened?” He asked. “You pushed me out of bed.” “Oh, seriously? Sorry, baby.Come here and let’s cuddle.” “No! You’re going to push me again. Stay away from me.” You said laughing.


He tried to hug you, but you got scared and started crying. “Oh my God, why are you crying?” He said sleepy. “You scared me. I was sleeping and you pull me like that, you idiot.” “I’m sorry, scared princess.” He said laughing. “Fuck you.” 


You were scared when you felt Hanbin’s arms on your body, and screamed. "Stop yelling! It’s me, your boyfriend.” “Shut up. You look like a ghost.” “No, I’m cute! Look.”


Donghyuk hit his elbow on you, but as he was asleep, he didn’t even notice. You got scared and started crying. “What happened?” “You hit me.” “Me?” “Yes.” “I didn’t.” “But it hurts now.” “You’re a baby, huh? Come here.” He hugged you. “You look angry.” You said in his arms. “I am. You wake me up from a wonderful dream.”


Junhoe pressed you tightly in his arms, waking you up. “Stop squeezing me, I can’t breathe!” You said, like a baby. “Aw! You’re my little baby.” “Why are you being clingy at 3am?” “Shut up, let’s sleep.” “Yes. That’s so much better.”


Chanwoo couldn’t sleep and was moving so much in bed. “STOP MOVING!” You screamed, angry. “Sorry, I can’t sleep.” “That’s your problem, stop.” You said and closed your eyes, trying to sleep. “Are you crazy or something?” He said laughing. “I will kill you.” “ok, sorry.”

Requests are CLOSED!


     ↳ sotus: the series (2016-2017)

“The gear represents our unity. And it’s very important because it was hard to obtain. It’s because of its importance that it is considered to be the heart of the engineering student’s heart. To the point where they say the gear is within the heart…the heart is within the gear. If we give our gear to someone, that means we’re giving them our heart.”

- We have a lot of giggly moments, we lost Dakota for a while. When Dakota starts laughing, she really can’t stop. (Jamie)
- I can’t come back. It’s like I haven’t laughed in so long that my body, my brain won’t let me come back from it and I cry and then there’s a make-up reset. (Dakota)
—  Dakota Johnson and Jamie Dornan in Madrid (Fifty Shades Darker Press Junket)

“Derek? Its me Will.  I’m sorry for calling so late.  I got a new phone, cos I left mine at home. Um…I told my brother, but it didn’t go well, so I left….um. I’m staying at the Haus for a while.  I’ll see you when term starts again, yeah?  Call me, I need to hear your voice. [muffled sniffling and possibly crying].  I love you.”


“Will?  I’m sorry for calling at 4am, I thought you might still be up.  I’m not leaving you there alone babe, no way.  I’m coming to Samwell.  See you in a  few hours.  Love you”

“Make It Up For Me” (M)


Member: Lay from EXO

Genre: ANGSTY SMUT (low key the best smut)

A/N: What started as that gif above of Yixing thrusting on stage, developed into sexual thoughts, which then developed into this smut hahahaha i’m fine. anyways everyone enjoy while i go cry over Yixing.

Summary:Three words, Make up Sex.

“NO I DON’T WANNA HEAR IT Y/N” Yixing yelled all over his apartment, his face red from anger. “Babe I’m not sleeping with my boss ok? He kissed me but I didn’t return the kiss ok? And he did it right when you walked in because he hates the fact that I’m taken.” You replied, trying to rationalize the argument you’ve been having for the past 2 hours.

Yixing has always been paranoid about your relationship with your boss. He knew he had feelings for you because he used to tease him about it without you knowing. Biting his lip every time you turned around, checking you out right at Yixing’s display. He hated the guy but also knew better than to fight him since you loved your job and he didn’t wanna be the one to take it away from you. so he sucked it up. That is until you’ve invited your boyfriend to go to the office Christmas party with you. Everyone was drinking, including your boss. First you’re talking to your boss in his office and the next thing you know his lips were on yours while you tried to process the happenings. But before you managed to even push him away from you, Yixing walked in looking for you. He looked heartbroken for about one second before he swung his fist at your boss’ face and grabbed your hand, rushing you out of the party.

“Your lips were on his. Look me in the eyes and tell me you don’t have feelings for that asshole.” He looked you right in the eyes; face inches from yours, his body burning from anger. “Xing listen to me, I don’t like my boss. I love you and only you. Please believe me” your expression softened. “Why should I?” he shook his head. “Everything I’ve done for you, everything we’ve shared, all the nights I spent making you scream my name, all the times I spent making sure you knew exactly how much I loved you….does that mean nothing to you?” he bit his lip trying to stop his tears from falling. “It means everything to me baby. But if you can’t believe me or trust me in every way, then what are we even doing?” you replied, looking disappointed.

“You’re right. Get out we’re over.” His face hardened the minute the words came out of his mouth. “Wait what? That’s not what I meant baby let me explain!” you blurted out, watching him make his way to the door. “Get out.” He grabbed your jacket and held it out for you with hooded eyes. You walked over and snatched your jacket from his hand, opening the door and taking one more look at his face to see if he would do anything to stop you, but he only stared you down with his face on fire. You slammed the door behind you and ran home.

A week went by and nothing. Not even one message from Yixing. You thought he might think things over but there was no sign of regret from him what so ever. You’ve been a mess the entire week, crying before bed every day, Yixing not leaving your mind for a minute.

“Ok I know you’re going through a break up Y/N but this is your third ice cream pint and it’s starting to look desperate and I won’t let you stay a miserable whining mess. Go out with us tonight! Please? For me?” your best friend spoke beside you, grabbing the ice cream away from you as you sat on your bed, wearing your sweats.

“You know I don’t like clubs all that much……I don’t know…” you said as you clicked on the next episode of your show to play. “Y/N. it’s my birthday. You’re not missing my birthday for more ice cream and tears. Get your short black dress out and those heels I love and drag your ass to the club before I do it myself.” Your best friend said, getting up from your bed and opening all your dresser drawers. “OK OK FINE JUST GIVE ME AN HOUR TO LOOK SOMEWHAT PRESENTABLE OK?” you shouted at her, getting up and stopping her from making a mess. “Hurry up everyone’s already there and I wouldn’t want the hot guys to leave before we even get there!” she smiled at you, closing the door behind her.

An hour later and you almost looked like nothing ever happened. Your hair looked perfect, your makeup, your favorite dress that showed all your good attributes and the heels that made your legs look long, everything fell into place. “That’s the Y/N I’m talking about! You look fucking hot! Now come on we have to go” your best friend smiled brightly. You surly seemed to cheer her up.

Once you both arrived at the club, you searched for your group of friends through the club, passing all kinds of guys who looked hungry for you. “I knew this dress would work” you friend winked and nudged you. “Let’s just look for them ok?” you rolled your eyes and kept on with your foot steps before your friend froze at her place and tried to drag you in the other direction. “Wait wait where are you going? I think I saw them there by the bar!” you shouted in her ear, confused. “NO NO I REALLY THINK THEY WOULD BE BY THE DJ” she shouted back.  “What are you…doi…” you pulled her back in your direction, clearly seeing your friends standing behind some guys.

“HEY GUYS” you shouted at them, dragging your stubborn friend with you. They turned their attention to you and so did the guys that stood in front of them. Your gaze shifted to the guy who turned around and faced you from afar. your body instantly froze. “Y/N no… look…we can go…” your friend mumbled at your side, but you were blacked out completely and so was he. “HI CHANYEOL” your friend shouted at the tall figure beside Yixing. “Hey… um funny seeing you here…” Chanyeol let out, both him and your friend were eyeing you and Yixing, clearly trying to analyze the awkward air between you two. The drinks they ordered before just arrived and Yixing immediately grabbed one and headed to the dance floor, leaving all of you in silence before he snuck a quick look at your body.

“Uhh…. I dragged him and Baekhyun here with me…. I didn’t know you two would be here too…I’m sorry Y/N” Chanyeol said, offering you a drink. “No it’s ok. I’m here to celebrate this hottie’s birthday” you winked, biting off your shock from before. “I think we need to get everyone drunk!” your friend smiled before ordering a round of shots.

All of you sat at the bar, exchanging laughs and in Baekhyun’s case, also the looks of thirst he was giving your friend. Classic, You laughed to yourself. An hour went by and things stayed the same. From time to time you glanced over to Yixing on the dance floor, grabbing some other girl’s waist and giving her the dance of her life. He was always a good dancer and those moves always transformed in bed. You’ve had enough of this, you were drunk enough to go and dance with some guys so you stood up and headed straight for the first guy you saw.

He grabbed you with excitement on his face and you began grinding yourself against him to the rhythm of the song. Clearly getting Yixing’s attention when you saw him focus on your doings instead of dancing with his girl of the night. You made eye contact and he pulled the girl closer to his lap, his hand squeezing at her ass. You chuckled and returned the move, making eye contact again. He scoffed and positioned his head at the crook of her neck, sucking lightly as his gaze shifted back to you, smirking. You laughed at his challenge and grabbed the guy’s neck, pulling him closer to you. Soon attaching your lips on his, letting his tongue take over. You opened your eyes and glanced over to Yixing when you saw him making his way towards you. Without looking at you, he grabbed your arm and snatched you away from the guy’s lips. Dragging you over to what seemed like the VIP room, he opened the door and pushed you inside, pinning you against the now closed door.

“What kind of sick game do you think you’re playing?” he eyed you, his face looking as red as it did a week ago. “The same game you’re playing” you chuckled at his question, your hands pinned down to your sides by his grasp. “Well at least it’s not your boss.” He scoffed.  You escaped his grip and pushed him away from you with one sharp move, taking him by surprise. “HOW MANY TIMES AM I GONNA HAVE TO TELL YOU, I.AM.NOT.SLEEPING.WITH.MY.BOSS” you shouted at him, losing all control. “AS MANY AS I NEED” he shouted back, walking towards you. “You know what Xing?” you chuckled, about to say something else before he hummed back at you. “What?” his expression turning obnoxious and heartless. “I…”, “You…?” he replied, his body close to yours.

There was a weird silence in the room where you just looked at each other with pure hate. He let out a chuckle before he sharply grabbed your waist and pulled you to his body, attaching his lips on yours, kissing you roughly. His lips were moving fast and hard against yours, biting your lower lip between breaths, his grip on your waist tightening. You grabbed his neck and pulled him closer to you, returning the roughness and grabbing his shirt before throwing it above his head and onto the floor, revealing the body you so missed.

He backed you onto the wall and lifted you up so your legs wrapped around his waist. Both of your lips not giving up, he grabbed your dress and pushed it up your legs so he could remove your lace panties. “Actually….” He stopped, his lips murmuring against yours. He dropped you harshly on the floor and backed away from your body. “Strip for me.” He stood there with hungry eyes, commending. You stood there a hot mess, obeying his saying. You grabbed the straps of your dress, not breaking eye contact with him. The straps fell off your shoulders and the dress slipped off your body and landed on the floor as his gaze followed he bit his lip. Your fingers graced the sides of your underwear and you slowly slipped them off your hips as they joined your dress on the floor. You shot an innocent look at Yixing before he strut to you and grabbed your hip, turning you around with him as he leaned against the wall and dropped on the floor, bringing you down with him. “Ride me baby girl” He dropped your knees by his legs and unhooked your bra, throwing it carelessly to the other side of the room.

You grabbed his jeans along with his underwear and slipped them down to his knees, straddling your hips on his now hard dick, earning a hiss from him. His grip on your hip tightened as you began to move your hips against his, grinding and teasing. You grabbed his shoulders and lifted yourself up a bit before slipping him inside of you, slowly he dropped his head against the wall behind him and let out a long moan, closing his eyes. “Fuck…” you muttered, slipping him all the way in. once he was in deep, his hands traveled both to your sides, grabbing and slowly starting to guide you. Your hips began to move with his will, you bounced on him, every time you came down, he swirled you around him, making your walls clench and your mouth to let out countless moans.

Not letting you have any moment to breathe, Yixing continued to guide you and grind his cock deep inside of you, making sure you knew exactly how much he was determined to hear you shout his name in pleasure. Now with every move upwards you made, his hips buckled up and he thrusted roughly against your burning core, his one hand reaching over to your clit and beginning to rub pressure in circles. “YIXING” you screamed out, making him smirk in pleasure. “Come for me baby girl” His lips attached themselves on your neck as he sucked roughly against your soft skin, making you let out another loud moan as your head dropped back. A couple more thrusts and presses on your clit and you were out. You came, screaming his name across the room, gripping hard at his bare shoulders. His head dropped at the crook of your neck and he came as your walls came crushing down around him, making him moan in relief, dropping his hands to the side.

You both laid there on the floor, panting hard and your minds lost in your orgasms. His face slowly traveled to yours and he placed a soft kiss against your lips that lasted long. You opened your eyes slowly at him, seeing his gaze focus on your lips.

“I’m sorry. For everything. I overreacted and I’m sorry. I love you.” He let out. You smiled and pulled him into another kiss. “Your lips taste better anyways” you smiled against his red lips. He chuckled and wrapped his arms around your waist. “That’s right baby girl….I’m not done with you yet. Grab your things, we’re going home.”