Logged into Facebook. Seemed like at least 1/3 of others’ posts featured a baby/small child.
Thought to myself: “Self, do you suppose your disgust at the idea of becoming a mother isn’t because you hate children– it’s because of the whole trans thing…?”
And my self replied: “You mean that if I ever become a parent, I’d want to experience it as a father not a mother? So the idea of being seen as a ‘mother’ is frightening and painful because it would make me even more invisible than I already am?”