i spent time on this because of reasons

choi-cocomimi  asked:

Hey! Do you know who is the girl on the video? I mean, she get noticed by him or is it part of his family maybe? And the weird thing too it's that the pictures after this video on his IG was already posted long time ago... Don't you think it's weird? I'm not complaining or anything, I'm just really curious! 😮

Hi dear, 

I’m really sorry for not replying your message sooner. The girl in video I’m guessing an IGOT7. Also, about the photo that you mentioned, the reason why Youngjae posted the old photo was because he didn’t take a photo with J.praize when they hang out together he wanted to share that he spent time with him & had fun. Don’t worry. Everything is fine  (◕‿◕)

Stop wasting your time with individuals who aren’t really all about you. Stop trying to force connections that aren’t all there, or telling yourself that maybe the reason love isn’t happening for you is because your expectations are too high. It’s not unrealistic to desire a partner that is attentive to your needs and wants, and who puts in the effort to not only get to know you, but keep you happy and feeling secure. Don’t compromise the things you value in a relationship for people who keep missing the mark. Your time could be much better spent. Some day someone is going to walk into your life and make you realize just why you should never settle, and they will be so bold and clear with their love that you’ll never have to think twice.

  • what she says: i'm fine
  • what she means: Kageyama Tobio is still haunted by his experiences at Kitagawa Daiichi, even after all this time. It's only recently been made clear just how terrified and traumatized the ordeal left him, and apparently we still haven't seen Kageyama at his strongest because it is very much implied that he has spent this whole year holding himself back from communicating freely with his teammates at Karasuno for fear that they’d abandon him for reasons he didn’t understand
He asked me if I’d go back if I could, if I’d do it all again, with his forehead pressed to mine, with his tears sliding down my cheeks. “Yes,” I said and his body shook with every unsteady rise and fall of his chest. Sympathy and pity alike tore at my heart. He still saw the good in me. He always would, no matter how many times my words hit him like a punch to the jaw, like a knife to the throat. No matter how many times I’d change my mind. He’d never understood that I didn’t want to stay. That I wasn’t one to stay.
“The only reason why I’d do it again is because it made me who I am today. The nights I spent lying awake, tossing and turning. The times I debated whether or not to call you. That hollow feeling in my chest when it was over all of a sudden. Leaving you on your doorstep with tears in your eyes hurt me as much as it hurt you.” But I don’t know how to be different, I added in my head, I don’t know how to stop running. I took a step away from him and wiped his tears from my cheeks. Then I did what I did best. I ran.
—  excerpt
n.j.

remember my love when we’re apart by tiedbows

my ultimate sheith playlist (equal parts tender and emo)

the postal service - such great heights // fall out boy - sugar, we’re going down // the boxer rebellion - if you run // run river north - shiver (cover) // shawn mendes - never be alone // vance joy - fire and the flood // little green cars - the john wayne // ruelle - war of hearts // the cab - intoxicated // dashboard confessional - hands down // no doubt - running // run river north - somewhere // gavin degraw - belief // bon iver - skinny love // howie day - collide // of monsters and men - king and lionheart // snow patrol - set the fire to the third bar // coldplay - in my place // the fray - look after you // relient k - must have done something right // bleachers - i wanna get better // the all-american rejects - there’s a place // daft punk - something about us // angels & airwaves - saturday love // brandon flowers - crossfire // keane - somewhere only we know // rudimental - lay it all on me (feat. ed sheeran) // utada hikaru - hikari // coldplay - violet hill // run river north - seven

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God I’ve spent enough time on this now. Painting is one of those things where I never feel like I actually finish it… like you could go on forever refining things and adding details. Anyway, this is like semi visually metaphorical and semi literal.

So I’ve kind of talked about this before with this one but I really like the idea that Mob grows into being a leader, not intentionally and not without a great deal of awkwardness, but because he does the right thing for the right reasons regardless of what everyone else is doing. So quite by accident, much in the same way he accidentally became a shadow leader, he finds himself becoming a central figure in keeping the order, a balance point for all the people that try to do wrong. And I love the idea of the other three, all of which are much more naturally inclined to be leaders, deferring to Mob and happily being a part of his inner circle (even Ritsu, he’s smiling on the the inside). Though Mob insists there isn’t an inner circle because there isn’t… whatever this is.

Ahhhhh, i would love to talk more about them like this, but I won’t do it in this post.

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a Fatal_Error has Occurred: Chapter One - Part 8

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You guys.

Chapter One ends next week :)

Who’s ready for a very calm, non-exciting finale?

Sorry for the wait! I wanted to get these pages as right as possible. Sometimes pages like these take me longer because there’s a certain mood I want to capture. Also Photoshop takes forever to save all the changes because hundreds of layers >_>  I hope it was worth it :’) I hope they turned out alright D: I’m really nervous about this update for some reason.

Also just take these pages away from me JUST TAKE THEM I SPENT TOO MUCH TIME FUSSING OVER THEM I CAN’T KEEP DOING THIS I’LL NEVER GET DONE AND I NEED TO SLEEP

Aftertale, Errortale, Genosans, and ErrorSans belongs to @loverofpiggies!

Outertale belongs to @outertale!

like he performed yesterday and it was a very good performance but somehow they couldn’t just talk about it and how he felt and what he thought or what they’re doing professionally like any other artist interviewed in radio, no sir!  the first question they just HAD to ask was how the birthday was, as if 1. someone cared outside the fandom 2. someone wanted to know outside the fandom 3. the thing was relevant to the reason why he’s guest on a radio with steve, the interview lasted 6 minutes and they spent like what? 3 talking about his son??? wow!!!! from someone who asked privacy and keeps saying his time with his son is low-key and precious and ‘paps just see us cause they come with my job’, I would expect to blacklist the topic or for the hosts not to ask anything (because i doubt any radio host is actually interested in louis tomlinson’s baby birthday unless they are told to ask) and YET this baby has been the most important and main topic of every single interview since promo day 1, the one that is always always guaranteed and the one that every publication writes about and then mentions in just one line that louis also has a song called just hold like FIY, not that this important, you know? and some people think it’s all normal and never ask themselves why this is happening. 

The reason why I love Jacob so much is because for me he represents us. He didn’t know about magic before he stumbled into this world by accident and shortly after he spent some time in it he is captivated by the people and the wonders in it.
I feel like he was a gift to us from JK Rowling because we all grew up with the Harry Potter universe and spent quite some time in it but after the last books have been published and the last movies were filmed we forgot about it bit by bit. Of course we still had it in the back of our mind, like Jacob has his ideas for the bakery but not until Queenie walks in again and takes him back into her world, we finally return with them.
So this might sound ridiculous but for me Jacob’s and Queenie’s relationship and romance resembles our love story with the Harry Potter universe and us muggles who are allowed to return once again with JK Rowlings permission.

He leaned against my car with a lit cigarette in his mouth and I hated people who smoked, but for some reason with him it didn’t matter how much second-hand smoke I breathed in as long as I got to spend time with him. 

I spent time with him at work, outside of work when we went to dinner and hung out with our friends. I cherished every moment we spent together because I didn’t know how long it was going to be before my mom said I couldn’t see him anymore.


But here’s the thing about this boy, he was a total badass with deep brown eyes that overcame me and made me want to be with him.


I was the cigarette and he was the lighter we fit together perfectly, but had the power to kill. I didn’t kill though. He attempted to burn me down to nothing, but a cigarette butt.

—  excerpts from a story i’ll never write #14 
i am amused

MAYBE THE REASON TRUMP SUPPORTERS DON’T LIKE PROTESTS IS BECAUSE THEY DON’T UNDERSTAND HOW TO PROTEST.

a new trending tag #BoycottHamilton from conservatives after the cast of Hamilton gave a message to Pence after he attended a show. 

Like conservatives were gonna go see that show anyway?!?!?!

also… #TrumpCup

Trump supporters get their Starbucks drinks under the name Trump as a f*ck you to the coffee giant. But Starbucks is still getting their $5-10 per cup anyway?!?!?

I think you guys spent too much time learning the second amendment to know how the first one works. 

When Sam tells Dean he’s leaving for Stanford, Dean kisses him for the first time. It’s an up-against-the-wall kind of kiss, desperate and bitter; and Dean regrets it with his lips still on Sam’s surprised little mouth. Dean knows he shouldn’t - he knows the reasons all too fucking well because he’s spent years turning them into his mantra, but his practiced resolve gives out and like a wave crashing violently onto the shore he pins Sam against the wall.

Sam lets out a soft cry of pain under Dean’s force, and Dean feels colorless, pure rage crackle beneath his skin because Sam is not entitled to pain, he doesn’t have that card to play. Dean thinks, he doesn’t know pain, not like mine, not like this, and he growls against Sam’s mouth: “You think you can just walk away?”

Sam shoves at Dean, his fingers digging deep into Dean’s shoulder. His eyes are wide, not with shock but with sorrow, when he says quietly: “The reason why you won’t let me walk away is the same reason why I have to.”  

Dean feels heartbreak bleed into the numbing rage, because he knows. He knows that the way he looks at Sam, the way he wants and needs and loves him, is wrong and obscene and shameful and he knows that Sam doesn’t feel the same.

“I never wanted to feel like this,” Dean tells him as his fingers tangle in the worn cotton of Sam’s t-shirt, which is too big for him because it used to be Dean’s.

Sam gently shrugs out of Dean’s grasp. He takes a few steps away from Dean, careful not to brush against him when he does so, and Dean fights back a bitter sneer.

Sam’s voice is pityingly soft and horrible. “You won’t feel like this forever.”

Dean stares at him then, eyes tired and weak and miserable. He doesn’t speak.

He doesn’t have to.

One week later, Sam leaves.  

“The only reason why I’d do it again is because it made me who I am today. The nights I spent lying awake, tossing and turning. The times I debated whether or not to call you. That hollow feeling in my chest when it was over all of a sudden. Leaving you on your doorstep with tears in your eyes hurt me as much as it hurt you.” But I don’t know how to be different, I added in my head, I don’t know how to stop running. I took a step away from him and wiped his tears from my cheeks. Then I did what I did best. I ran.”


- excerpt 
n.j.

every person that says bunnies are ~boring animals~ and just “sit there” are people i get annoyed with and 99% of that because it is people that have put bunnies in a tiny cage and never spent time with them or let them act natural and judge them based on that… A bored neglected animal… Like the amount of people that also come and describe their rabbits like “He is more like a dog than a rabbit, he follows me around and sit in my knee and lies down next to me!” is so common, like, no. That’s rabbit behavior. The reason you think otherwise is because so many people take terrible care of their small animals that they are completely misrepresented.

like this is more or less true with all tiny animals I just see it more with bunnies

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WIP: Pirate’s Cove Water Park

For whatever reason I got it into my head yesterday that I wanted to convert my Buccaneer’s Bay Pirate Ship build into a Water Park.  It’s probably because I spent a lot of time on Saturday watching Planet Coaster videos on YouTube.  (click on images for Hi-Res version)

So far it’s coming along pretty well.  I’m especially pleased with the Shark Petting Zoo in the kid’s section featuring Horace the Hapless Hammerhead. Still quite a bit of work to do, but I suspect I won’t finish it till after I see what comes with the new Vampire game pack.  I’m really enjoying recycling custom content I haven’t used in ages, and so much new EA stuff has come out since I originally built Buccaneer’s Bay.

Have Fun :)!

In Another Life

Summary: A series of moments in a life that never was.

A short fic I wrote after seeing Rogue One the other day. Also on AO3. Tagging @mollyandherjumper because we were crying about the movie together yesterday. I hope everyone likes it!

Jyn grips his hand as the giant wall of destruction moves ever nearer, the contact a comforting reminder that, for perhaps the first time in thirteen years, she is not alone.

She’s envisioned her death before, of course, the consequence of a life spent running. She had expected to be fearful, panicked. Regretful, even.

Instead, she feels content.

Maybe it’s because she has just helped save millions of lives. Maybe it’s because her father will finally get the redemption he deserves. Maybe it’s because of the man sitting beside her.

Maybe it’s all three.

Whatever the reason, she is grateful for it.

Jyn Erso has always been more of a doer than a dreamer, but as she stares out at the horizon, she clutches the necklace her mother gave her and allows herself to imagine.

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not-all-that-wierd  asked:

Marco seems to eventually get along with everyone given enough time. Princess Ponyhead and Tom especially hated him, but now they're atleast on very good terms. Janna's had a lot of moments and scenes with Marco, but rarely enough for them to discover something new about each other in a meaningful sense. I'm pretty sure they'll get an episode together eventually, but maybe the only reason Marco doesn't seem fond of Janna is because he hasn't had enough time with her yet?

I don’t think time together is the issue. ‘Freeze Day’ shows they’ve gone to the same school for a long time.

Of course, there is the possibility that their previous interactions were severely limited, in the same way as how Marco spent years only nodding to Jackie, but this seems very unlikely.

Marco’s reactions to Janna’s name in ‘Mewberty’ (also the first time we learn her name) immediately implies that they have a history together.

Marco’s and Janna’s behavior around each other also imply a degree of familiarity. They are, for example, comfortable enough touching each other.

‘Naysaya’ also reveals that Janna is comfortable keeping personal things in Marco’s locker.

Marco is comfortable hiding behind Janna instead of doing what is probably the more sensible thing of hiding around the corner.

In general, the interactions between Janna and Marco give off a feeling of familiarity. Though future revelations could always disprove this, for the time being I like to imagine that the two were childhood ‘friends’ of sorts (at least from Janna’s perspective).

Learning more about each other also seems unlikely, at least on the side of Janna learning more about Marco. Given her obsessive collection of Marco’s personal information and regular invasion of his privacy, and the air of familiarity she carries when she is around him, there does not seem to be much left for her to learn.

There does seem to be some possibility of Marco learning more about Janna, especially given the precedent established in ‘Sleepover’ that Janna lies and hides certain things about herself.

However, and although this is certainly looking too much into things to the point of seeing things that aren’t there, it is interesting that Marco was the only one to not exclaim “Pink?!” in surprise when Janna revealed it was her favorite color (Starfan13 may not look surprised, but her mouth moves while Marco’s remains closed).

Certainly not a sign that Marco knows Janna so well that he’s not surprised… right?

And that wasn’t a look of suspicion was it?

But I digress…

Unlike Tom or Ponyhead, Janna does not appear to have ever disliked Marco, knows him very well, and has known him for a long time, making her situation fundamentally different. I strongly doubt that more time will help her.

That said, I don’t think Janna’s relationship with Marco is necessarily a lost cause, but that’s a different topic for another time.

anonymous asked:

Hey there! Just re-reading your fic (for the 12th time, I'm pretty sure) and I wanted to know, is there a reason that Viktor waited until Yuuri turned 18 to do his first sexy/hot/damn son skate? You know, the red shirt one. ;) ;) ;)

This one was actually a coincidence on Viktor’s part. By that point he had skated routines aimed at Yuuri before but that wasn’t one of them and Yuuri’s sort of sexual awakening was coincidental. Mainly because, while Yuuri was 18 and then spent the next couple of years being as much of a horny teenager in regards to Viktor as someone like Yuuri would ever get, Viktor was four years older than him and so the first time he skates to a song with explicitly sexual undertones (Belle) for a purpose, it’s two years later when Yuuri is twenty

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2006!ME vs 2016!ME

Oh hey gais, I found the bandwagon!  

I’m really not a huge fan of comparing myself ten years ago and today me, because 2006!ME would shrivel up and die of despair at being compared to the 2016!ME.  It’s really not fair to her, she’s a teenager with horomones who’s view of the world is colored by depression and being ostracized by her peers and even teachers.  And her biggest dream is to move back to Japan and be a mangaka.  2006!ME’s first best friend (who introduced her to anime) had also dropped her like a hot potato the year before because “it wasn’t fair that [20016!ME] got better grades AND drew better than [Best friend at the time]”.  I was a dour, depressing, and utterly moody young thing (not without good reason, but the fact remains that I was very unhappy with life).

Meanwhile, 2016!ME has since gone to college, learned to be objective about her work, spent the majority of those years learning and almost constantly practicing to use digital tools, Developed a taste, the skill, and lots of appreciation for a wide range of art styles, filled many many sketchbooks (which were not available to 2006!Me due to being too expensive, so she used printer paper and manila folders) of things like hands, noses, and other artistic foils until she dun git gud at that stuff, did 300+ art commissions in three years, got published in a tabletop RPG module book, became a comic colorist for one of her art heroes (that would be @bludragongal), became the art director of a volunteer game studio and then developed the common sense to leave and realize that she can say no to every “job” offer that comes her way if she doesn’t feel that she’s being treated professionally, and to top it all off, gained very important and good friends that she had only just met in 2006 but have since become irreplaceable fixtures in her life.  A bunch of other things happened too, but that’s the gist of it.

tl;dr 2006 was the first year I started doing digital art, so understandably, I sucked. Here in 2016 I have 12+ years of drawing and painting experience SO OF COURSE I DO IT LIKE A BOSS.