i spent like 8 or 9 months on it

lovelylittlewordsmith  asked:

This is really random question, but do you think Snake will ever discover that Ciel was responsible for the deaths of the circus members, and if so, do you think he would continue to stay with him?

Hmmm, I’m not really sure tbh! Before 2CT became canon and Real Ciel appeared, I used to think that “until the ‘lie’ eventually becomes ‘truth’” is one of the main themes of this series

and that therefore Snake won’t ever get to know the truth.

However, with real Ciel’s appearance, OC’s biggest lie, the secret about his identity (namely that he isn’t the real ‘Ciel Phantomhive’) has been now exposed, so I can imagine that all his other lies, including the one about the Circus troupe…

… might be uncovered as well :/

As for the question if Snake would side with OC even after he finds out the truth, I’m afraid he won’t. He seems to like OC to some extent and get along quite well with the other servants, but I guess the time he spent with the Circus members was longer than the past 8-9 months he lived with the Phantomhives. So if he gets to know the truth, I think he’ll decide to leave and not only that, he’ll probably also try to take revenge on OC and the servants for killing Joker and the others.

Honestly, at this point I actually reckon that everyone (except for Sebastian and the servants trio) will estrange from OC - starting with Lizzie, then Soma, Tanaka, and probably Snake, too. At least, I wouldn’t be surprised if Yana went for that kind of dark plot twist :/

confessions

Featuring: Kim Namjoon, You

Warnings: angsty-ish i think. i mean, i tried.

Written by: Admin V

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In which Kim Namjoon finds a list of your confessions–months later.

Originally posted by ciutae

My confessions:

1. When I think of you, my heart races like crazy.

2. You are the first thing I think of when I wake up.

3. An insane amount of my spare time is spent daydreaming about you.

4. Yes, I occasionally stalk you on Instagram.

5. And Facebook. (sorry.)

6. I still cry over you all the time.

7. I miss you.

8. If I saw you right now, I would slap you.

9. And then I would kiss you.

10. I know none of this is healthy, but I can’t seem to stop.

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LOVE & MISADVENTURE || 9. the things we hide

◦ pairing: reader x jungkook

◦ rating: pg [angst]

◦ mood music: you were beautiful // day6

◦ word count: ~670

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love & misadventure || m a s t e r l i s t


“i have put away / the photographs, / every trace of you / i know”

It was the first time in a long time –three months and twelve days, to be exact– since I had even held the thing. My fingers had been itching to cradle the instrument, like I used to. It was weird to have once spent day after day with this in my hand, framing the world around me, perfectly content with the silence, and absolutely comfortable in the company of nature, but now that I was holding it, it was heavier than I remembered. The flesh of my palms felt encumbered by its weight as it dug into the cushioned skin.

I had grown too used to your hand in mine instead.

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The Immortals- Part 13- Witch or what?

Hi, hello, bonjour :)

Words: 1933

Summary: Katherine helps Julie figure out what she is.

This is a “re-writing” of Imagine Meeting the Originals.

Please, note that I am French so there might be some mistakes here and there.

I really hope you like it :) Please, don’t hesitate to let me know what you think :)

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Part 7 Part 8 Part 9 Part 10 Part 11 Part 12

Originally posted by lifeofvampirediaries

“I can’t believe I dropped out of high school for this,” Julie sighed as she let herself fall on the hotel bed. It’s been a couple of months since she had left Mystic Falls with Katherine to follow Klaus and get Elijah back. She had missed graduation and spent her birthday in a little diner where they just kept eating everything that was on the menu. Bright side, she inherited her mother’s fortune and didn’t have to worry about a thing.

“Hello!” Katherine said, offended. “Look around you,” she raised her hands. “This hotel room is expansive.”

“I know,” Julie said. “I’m paying for it.”

“Yes, you are. Did I thank you for that?”

“Never.”

Katherine chuckled. “You dropped out of high school to rescue your boyfriend,” she said as she sat down next to her new friend.

“Which we still haven’t done yet,” Julie complained.

“Klaus is smart. The coffins will be guarded, always,” she said. “We need to wait for the best moment.”

“And when is that gonna be?”

“I have no idea.”

Julie sighed. “That’s not very helpful…”

“I know…” Katherine pouted. “But the good news is, Klaus still can’t make hybrids.”

“How is that good news?” Julie asked. “He’ll wonder why the sacrifice didn’t work and he’ll go back to Mystic Falls and find out that Elena is still alive and then he’ll kill her once and for all!”

“Who cares about Elena?” Julie rolled her eyes at her comment. “While he’s busy trying to figure out how to make hybrids, we can look for an opportunity to free Elijah.”

“And his siblings,” Julie wanted to make clear that they were not going to just free Elijah but all the Originals that Klaus had daggered. She knew they were important to him.

“Okay, getting Elijah back is a suicidal mission, but getting all of them is just impossible. Plus, you don’t want to do that. They’re crazy. Like Klaus!” her own words gave her goosebumps.

“Elijah isn’t like Klaus,” Julie disagreed.

“Elijah is the least insane of them.”

“Elijah was in love with you, wasn’t he?” Julie asked. Katherine looked up at her and shrugged.

“It was 500 years ago,” she said. “And nothing never really happened. I thought I was supposed to be Klaus’. Elijah was never the type of guy to steal his brother’s girl.”

“Did you love him?” Julie asked, anticipating the answer. It was as silly question and she knew it. Elijah was over a thousand years old. He had loved many times before, she was sure.

Katherine sighed. “He wasn’t like any other men,” she said. “He was different… He cared.”

“I know what you mean,” Julie said.

“Anyway,” Katherine said, getting up. “I found someone that could tell us what you are.”

“I know what I am, Katherine,” Julie sighed.

“But you don’t,” Katherine said. “You must be a witch!”

“I don’t want to be a witch!” Julie told the vampire, getting up.

“Well, I’m sorry to tell you, it’s not about what you want! You are born a witch.”

Julie sighed. “Didn’t you say I could also be an elemental?”

“No,” Katherine raised a finger. “I said elementals can’t be compelled. And I also said they were extinct.”

“Right,” Julie sighed. “But I’m human, so who cares?”

“You’re not human. You should care!”

“You’re impossible, Kat’!”

“No, you’re impossible!”

Both women sighed and rolled their eyes.

“Anyway. I’m hungry.”

“I’m sure they have room service,” Julie said.

Katherine took her jacket off the bed. “No, Julie,” she chuckled. “I’m hungry.”

“Oh…Well…don’t kill anyone,” Julie said.

Katherine chuckled before she left. Julie sighed and sat back down on the bed. She thought about Elijah, lying dead in a coffin with a silver dagger in his chest. It made her sick, thinking about all the ways she could help Elijah. But the truth hit her hard, there wasn’t any. She needed Katherine’s help and even though she hadn’t said anything Julie was sure the vampire had her own reasons to follow Klaus across the country.

The next morning, when Julie woke up, Katherine was already awake and ready to go.

“I ordered breakfast,” she said, eating a waffle. “Eat up, we need to leave soon.”

Julie sighed and buried her face back in the pillows. “If it will convince you that I am human, we can go now,” she growled.

“I’m not leaving now,” she said, her mouthful. “Those waffles are amazing.”

Julie chuckled and got out of her bed. “Where did you find that guy, anyway?”

“She,” Katherine told Julie. “Is a witch.”

“You know a witch that doesn’t hate you?” Julie mocked.

Katherine rolled her eyes. “Yes…She owes me,” she shrugged.

“Is she going to kill us as soon as we come in?”

“Very funny,” Katherine said. “…”

“Are you sure?” Julie, who was just mocking her friend, was now starting to worry.

“Yes,” she nodded. “Not many witches are stupid enough to try and piss me off.”

“We’ll see,” Julie sighed. “I trust you.”

Katherine looked up at her and chuckled. “I knew there was something wrong with you,” she said.

“Should I not trust you?” Julie looked up too and asked. Katherine stayed silent for a minute and then smiled. “You’re probably one of the few persons that won’t regret trusting me,” she said.

Julie smiled back. “I hope so,” she said. “I sold my house and send my stepfather’s stuffs to his workplace. I put all my stuffs in a storage and followed you here. I’m grateful you came to my house that night. You didn’t have to tell me about what happened. You didn’t have to offer me your help.”

“I know,” Katherine nodded and looked back down at her plate. “But I was going to follow Klaus anyway. At least now I have company.”

Julie knew Katherine wasn’t going to admit she enjoyed their new friendship. But why she was helping her get Elijah back was a mystery to her. Maybe she just wanted to do the right thing, for once.

 After breakfast, Katherine took Julie to a small hairdresser.

“I thought we were going to find out what I was not get a haircut,” Julie said.

Katherine chuckled. The room was dark and empty. A tall, thin, redhead woman walked through a beaded curtain and stopped in front of the counter.

“Katerina,” she said.

“It’s Katherine now, Andrea,” the vampire grinned.

“Is this your witch friend you were telling me about?”

“I’m not a witch,” Julie rolled her eyes.

“That’s why we’re here,” Katherine sighed. “She’s not sure what she is.”

“What makes you doubt she’s not human?” the redhead asked, leaning on the counter.

Katherine looked down at Julie and waited for her to answer Andrea’s question.

Julie sighed. “I can’t be compelled.”

“Interesting,” she said. “Doesn’t sound like a problem to me.”

“It’s only a problem because people insist that it makes me something else than human,” Julie complained.

“And they’re probably right,” Andrea said. “But you’re not a witch,” she said, walking pass the counter.

“Are you sure?” Katherine frowned and asked.

“Yes, Katerina, I am sure,” she nodded, approaching Julie. “She is much more powerful.”

 “So what is she?” Katherine asked, very interested.

“She is standing right here,” Julie sighed.

“I’m not sure,” she said, looking Julie up and down.

“But she’s not human?” Katherine asked.

“No. I’m sure of it.”

“Wait,” Julie raised her hands in the air. “I’m not human?”

“No,” the witch shook her head. “You’re an elemental,” she breathed out with a smile and full of admiration.

“What?”

“It’s remarkable,” she said. “I’ve never met an elemental before.”

“I thought…you said they were extinct!” Julie said, looking up at Katherine.

“They are!”

“Oh, yes, absolutely,” Andrea said. “You are a rare creature working this earth,” she said. “Elementals are all mermaids now, hiding in the sea.”

Julie let out a laugh. “Mermaids, really?” she said, looking at Katherine then back at the redhead. “Mermaids are real?” she asked when she saw none of them was finding this funny.

“Mermaids are bitches,” Katherine mumbled which made Andrea laugh. “So what element can she control?” she asked like all of this was normal.

“I don’t know,” the witch shrugged. “How am I supposed to know?”

“How am I supposed to know?” Julie shouted, confused. She was feeling like she was just a spectator at this moment. Like she wasn’t in control of her own life. “How do you even know I’m an elemental?”

“Witches are servants of nature. Nature created elementals,” she explained but that didn’t make much sense to Julie. “Wait here,” the witch said before she walked back in where she came from. She came back a minute after with a bracelet. “This is made of 4 magical crystals,” she said, handing it to Julie who was hesitant to take it. “They’re enchanted. Wear it and you will discover which element is yours.”

“How?” she frowned, confused.

“Right now you can’t use your power,” she said. “Because you don’t know how or even what it is. But if you wear this it will trigger it without effort.”

“I’m not sure I want to wear it, then…” Julie said, looking at the jewelry in her hand. “It sounds dangerous…”

“Nonsense!” Katherine said. “Think about it, Julie. If you have powers, you can use it to get Elijah back.”

“Elijah?” Andrea echoed. “The Original vampire, Elijah?” she sounded scared.

“Yes…” Julie frowned. “Do you know him?”

“I’ve never met him and I don’t want to,” she shouted. “Why would you want to help him? He’s a monster!”

“No, he’s not!” Julie shouted back, angry at her comment. She fisted her hands and suddenly they heard all the mirrors of the shop break and saw the flowers on the counter were on fire.

“What are you doing?” Julie asked Andrea.

“I’m not doing anything! You are!” she shouted. She then raised her hand and the front door of the shop opened and both Katherine and Julie were thrown out on the street.

“Ouch,” Katherine let out as she got up from the ground and helped Julie on her feet. “Great, another witch that hates me,” she sighed. “Are you okay?”

“Am I okay?” Julie shouted. “No, I’m not okay! I just set these flowers on fire!” she yelled.

“Calm down!” Katherine told her, looking around to see if anyone had heard her. “You’re going to set something else on fire!”

Julie took a deep breath and let the bracelet fell from her hand. Katherine caught it before it could reach the ground. “I can control fire,” she breathed out, panicked.

“I don’t think it’s all you can do,” Katherine said.

“What?” Julie frowned.

“You broke the mirrors,” she told her. “Fire didn’t do that.”

“Well, water, air and nature wouldn’t have either.”

“Air might have,” Katherine disagreed.

“So, what? Now, I can control more than one elements?”

“I don’t know if it’s possible,” Katherine shook her head and looked down at the bracelet.

“Damn it!” Julie breathed out. “I’m an elemental,” she ran her hands through her hair. Her heart was beating fast and a million things were going through her mind.

“Relax,” Katherine said. “It’s a good thing.”

“How is it a good thing?” Julie shouted.

“How is it not?”

Julie frowned and said nothing. Her vampire friend was right. How was it not a good thing? As a human, she was defenseless and weak. But as an elemental, she had powers that could help her get Elijah back.

“You’re right,” she said, taking the bracelet from Katherine. “You’re right.”

powerpandaloveseverything  asked:

Once you get this it would be cool if you posted ten facts about yourself and then passed this along to your ten favorite followers

I’m pretty sure a couple other people tagged me for this but I can’t find it, so I suck. 

1. I wear sandals year round, even in the coldest winter months. 

2. I haven’t eaten meat in 17 years. Don’t remember the last time I ate it exactly.

3. I burst out crying when I found out Kurt Cobain died.

4. Spent the summer after my freshman year of high school sneaking out every night to hang out with friends. Never did get caught.

5. I despise mayonnaise. If I ever rule, I’ll make like Tommen and outlaw the stuff. 

6. Blue and green are my favorite colors, 90% of my wardrobe involve those two colors.

7. I’m self-employed and work at home. 

8. Discovered my first gray hair a couple weeks ago. Burst into tears. 

9. I watch the movie Independence Day at least once a month, no joke.

10. Probably could not name a dozen songs made after the year 2000 if my life depended on it. 

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Gillian Anderson: 25 Things You Don't Know About Me
Gillian Anderson tells Us 25 things you may not have known about her.

1. I sleep with my feet out of the covers.

2. I am useless with anything to do with IT.

3. For the past two years, I have had a frozen shoulder and can’t move my left arm beyond 90 degrees to the side.

4. My favorite fruit is jackfruit, which can be found in Sri Lanka and other tropical places.

5. We have a fish tank in our house. That’s about the extent of animal care we can manage.

6. As a child, I had a kitten that would not grow. It was black, and its name was Sponge.

7. I am terrible at learning languages.

8. My hair is neither red nor blonde, but a very boring mousy brown.

9. Dark chocolate makes me happy.

10. My middle name is Leigh.

11. I have one of the worst memories known to man.

12. I spent 15 months in Puerto Rico before I was 2 years old.

13. I had a brother named Aaron who died of a brain tumor three years ago at age 30.

14. My brother’s tumor was likely connected to a disease he has from birth called neurofibromatosis.

15. I am a patron of the Neurofibromatosis Network charity.

16. I was 24 when I was cast as Scully in The X-Files, but I told the producers I was 27.

17. I have a sister named Zoe who is gay and married to her partner. Thanks, Illinois!

18. I don’t like okra.

19. I used to be the first violin in a string quartet when I was in grade school. Now, I don’t think I can play a single note.

20. I live in London and have three children. My oldest is 20, and my youngest is 6.

21. London is my favorite city in the world. I feel grateful every day that I get to live here.

22. I am the co-founder of SA-Yes, a charity in South Africa that provides mentors for youth leaving children’s homes.

23. I think one of the funniest movies of all time is Madagascar 2.

24. I don’t watch TV.

25. I don’t exercise!!!

get to know me better <3

I was tagged by @katatki 

Rules: tag 15 (or more) followers you’d like to get to know better.

Nicknames: i dont really have one lol

Gender: female

Zodiac sign: libra

Hogwarts house: Slytherin

Average hours of sleep spent: usually 8-9 but when i am stressed i can sleep +16 hs (yes i have a serious problem)

Cats or Dogs: dogs AND my babycat

Dream trip: oh i wanna go everywhere, literally.

Dream Job: this type of questions stress me out, i dont really know what i want to do with my life lmao

When I made this account: i think has been four months

Number of Followers: exactly 939 ❤ 

i tagg @bareasb0nes/ @sskinny-princesss/ @paperxdolls/ @how-2-disappear/ @bornlovesick/ @thinspo-n-greentea/ @skinxx/ @just-dnt-eat/ @bellebrindille/ @a-ladyfat/ @daintythinbeautiful/ @itslonebones/ @tiny-amethysted/ @shymoe333/ @etherealterrestrial

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Get to know me tag💝

Rules: tag 10 followers you would like to get to know - I was tagged by @lover-of-cute-things

🦊Nickname: Em, Emmie, babybear, Daylight

🦋Gender: female

🦊star sign: Cancer

🦋height: 5’5

🦊sexuality: Pansexual but lean more toward women

🦋Hogwarts house: I always thought Ravenclaw but tests say Sytherin like Daddy

🦊Favorite animals: wolves & mythological (since I believe in that stuff) Pegasus

🦋average hours spent sleeping: 8-9

🦊dogs or cats: dogs, I don’t like cats

🦋number or blankets I sleep with: 3

🦊dream trip: Japan. Trip to Tokyo Disney and all

🦋dream job: back stage interviewer for the WWE or NXT

🦊when I made this account: about 6 months ago

🦋 # of followers: 3,000 or so

I tag: @masters-little-pet-fox @hime-tenshi-0819

1. It’s been 8 years and to this day I still sometimes wonder if you have discovered what a toothbrush is.

2. We were only 13, but I think we were in love for those few months. We were young but I was the ocean and you were the moon and I always tried to pull my
self towards you, I think this is why I had to leave.

3. Your brother tasted better.

4. You stomped on my tiny heart, your lips were made of venom.

5. I am sorry, I don’t think I can kiss girls.

6. Maybe I can kiss girls when they taste like you, you tasted like cherrys and your hair was like silk on my cheeks.

7. I wasted nearly 3 years kissing you. I used an entire bottle of mouth wash to get your taste off my tounge. I am glad I never have to kiss you again.

8. We spent a summer beneath the stars, with beer infused kisses and loud punk music and a love so hard I spent months sweating you out. I’ll never forget when you told me I was too broken for you.

9. We were drunk and I could practically feel your boyfriends eyes on us from across the dance floor. I guess he finally knows your not completley straight.

10. You kissed me for the first time in the fall; my favorite season. Soon you became my favorite season. You were fire against my icy heart and I guess you were scared I’d melt completley, I keep telling myself that this is why you left.

11. You were my first kiss of 2015, will you please stay long enough to be my last?

—  A POEM FOR EVERY PERSON I HAVE EVER KISSED // ahn
MBTI as Stupid Things I’ve Done In My Life

INFP: I hated my new soccer team in 5th grade so I crawled behind the couch so my parents couldn’t find me and cried softly for like an hour until my parents gave up on trying to get me to go to practice.

INFJ: Being absolutely obsessed with Britain in 7th grade and swearing that I would marry some hot Brit.

ENFP: Getting into anime in middle school and thinking I was so cool and unique than other kids at school, while in reality there’s thousands of weebs across the universe.

ENFJ: Made my best friends call me Senpai for a month (even though I’m barely older than them).

ESFJ: Dreaming of being popular and getting my first kiss while I was like 8. I used to kiss the shower glass screen thingie and used to pretend it was someone kissing me back.

ESTJ: Pretending I was the boss when my parents left home (when in reality my sister was, I just believed I could be the boss because I was stronger than her).

ISTJ: Spent a whole day during the summer after 5th grade reorganizing my bookshelf only to have my ESFP sister knock it over.

ISFJ: Giving a present to my friend 9 months late.

ISFP: Wanting to dye my hair black in 7th grade although it practically already is black.

ESFP: I used to steal candy from Publix when I was 4 and I thought I was really sneaky about it. I wasn’t.

ESTP: When I was in kindergarten I refused to wear my seatbelt because I thought I was too cool for it.  

ISTP: Not dying at birth.

INTP: Thinking I was adopted for half of my life.

ENTP: Reading Homestuck.

ENTJ: Went to Universal when I was 3, and my parents tried to make me take a picture with Barney. I was scared and called him a ‘big purple oaf,’ before kicking him in the shin and running away.

INTJ: Making snarky remarks about a teacher I hated in 3rd grade, only to have the kid I was telling go tell her, then try to talk to me. I was prepared for this though, and gave her a whole speech of how much I adored her.

So I made a playlist of battle themes for the kids…

Side 1
Track 1: Heir conditioning – Track 2: Vs Dialga/Palkia – Track 3: Dance of Thorns – Track 4: Vs Champion Cynthia – Track 5: Time on My Side – Track 6: Vs Boss Cyrus – Track 7: Atomic Bonsai – Track 8: Vs Champion Iris

Side 2
Track 9: Cyan Beast – Track 10: Vs XY Rival – Track 11: Pink Cat – Track 12: Vs Lake Trio – Track 13: Orange Hat – Track 14: Vs Xerneas/Yveltal – Track 15: Emerald Terror – Track 16: Battle Arcade

like pls I spent easily over a month tracking down all these themes make this go viral

Epilepsy warning for the start of the Heir Conditioning video I don’t know why they made that bloody flashing thing but it’s there so be careful

1. Deciding to move on is such a liberating moment; I’m free, I’m free, I’m free.

2. I wish I could say I’m sorry, but not half as much as I wish you would.

3. Lie to me softly; tell me we were magic.

4. It’s all starting to hurt a little less.

5. I never told you what I wanted, so scared of the consequences. I’m not that same girl; I’m trying to be brave.

6. When you asked me if I was in love with you, maybe I should have said yes instead of shrugging you away with my indifference.

7. Maybe I should have fought harder for you, made a battle out of it all. I was an hourglass and chances slipped through my fingers.

8. I don’t want to fee like I’m drowning anymore.

9. I’ve spent the last six months a sleep walker, and now it’s time to wake.

10. You are no longer my own personal ghost.

11. I feel complete.

—  Emily Palermo, i.

25 Things You Don’t Know About Me

1. I sleep with my feet out of the covers.

2. I am useless with anything to do with IT.

3. For the past two years, I have had a frozen shoulder and can’t move my left arm beyond 90 degrees to the side.

4. My favorite fruit is jackfruit, which can be found in Sri Lanka and other tropical places.

5. We have a fish tank in our house. That’s about the extent of animal care we can manage.

6. As a child, I had a kitten that would not grow. It was black, and its name was Sponge.

7. I am terrible at learning languages.

8. My hair is neither red nor blonde, but a very boring mousy brown.

9. Dark chocolate makes me happy.

10. My middle name is Leigh.

11. I have one of the worst memories known to man.

12. I spent 15 months in Puerto Rico before I was 2 years old.

13. I had a brother named Aaron who died of a brain tumor three years ago at age 30.

14. My brother’s tumor was likely connected to a disease he has from birth called neurofibromatosis.

15. I am a patron of the Neurofibromatosis Network charity.

16. I was 24 when I was cast as Scully in The X-Files, but I told the producers I was 27.

17. I have a sister named Zoe who is gay and married to her partner. Thanks, Illinois!

18. I don’t like okra.

19. I used to be the first violin in a string quartet when I was in grade school. Now, I don’t think I can play a single note.

20. I live in London and have three children. My oldest is 20, and my youngest is 6.

21. London is my favorite city in the world. I feel grateful every day that I get to live here.

22. I am the cofounder of SA-Yes, a charity in South Africa that provides mentors for youth leaving children’s homes.

23. I think one of the funniest movies of all time is Madagascar 2.

24. I don’t watch TV.

25. I don’t exercise!!!

When I was 8 years old my friend told me what the word lesbian meant, inside I was like “hm, that sounds a lot like me, but it can not be because l like guys, I’m going to date guys, I’m going to fall in love with a guy and marry him.
I then spent the next 8 years hiding my sexuality, still in denial of it myself. I had friends who said I was most likely to be gay out of the friend group, me being me I was like “what no, I am straight, I support gays, but that’s not me”
In year 9 (8th grade) I dated two guys. The first relationship lasted two weeks, but I felt like I had to care. The second one lasted two months I broke up with him because of the rumours that he was “asking girls to go in to the bathrooms with him” totally not because I didn’t like men. Totally not.
This is when I began to accept that I wasn’t straight. I identified as a Panromantic asexual. Because I wasn’t sexually attracted to men , ,, and definitely not to women , no way.
It took me a few months to realise that it was wrong, and here we are today. Me still (mostly) closeted, hahah because there’s no way ahahah that I’m a lesbian.