okay but do I call in tonight or not?
bc I think they have enough staff tonight that it wouldn’t murder them to lose me for the night.
but also I’m not quite as bad tonight as I was last night?
and I have tomorrow off
so would having two days off, rather than one, do me good?
probably, but enough of a good factor to excuse it?
and I’m taking next weekend off, so I’m going to have a long weekend then too
so does that mean that I really should just push through this weekend? I just have one more shift and then it’s done
but then, also, I spent the vast majority of last night barely holding it together (and as it was I was mean and borderline violent half of the time)
what do I fucking do