I AM SORRY!
I have been crying his death all this time. I don’t feel ok and I think I am not thinking straight. I am sorry. I am not being my usual self. I am a very calm person usually but now … I think of his end and I think of people I lost and I think of the fans crying. I should not have brought my group. I am sorry. I am so sorry. Please let’s just send him prayers. Please … I feel so bad anyone will have that end and it hurts. I am so sorry. deeply sorry. But I am not myself and a true mess right now. I will go offline until I calm down and also I just wanted to hug Shawols. I wanted to tell them … I am sorry. Again I am sorry … deeply sorry.