i want to apologize for being away from this blog ( and pretty much all of my blogs ) lately. i keep telling myself i’m going to return and get replies done and blah, blah and making empty promises.
it’s just been a hectic year for me. i’m currently in the process of getting a new job. applying for it is a huge pain because it’s for a very big company and they have all these crazy steps i have to go through… but, i think i’m going to get it ? which will be a huge step. because my current job is extremely stressful on me and i’ve just had enough of the law field so i’m going to be trying something new and hope that it’ll be what i’m looking for.
on top of that i had 2 surgeries this year. i had my gallbladder removed in march and my tonsils removed in june. it’s put a bit of a financial strain on me ( thank god i have coverage through my step mom tho ) and i’ve been working on the weekends to help pay off these bills which will be done by the end of the year.
because of all this i kinda went into a depressive state ??? with the pain from surgeries and not being able to go to the gym my weight went up and down a lot and i got very upset with myself because i was doing SOOO good until these surgeries came around. i got a personal trainer at the gym and he’s helping me get back to what i was last year and it’s… making me feel so good to be back at the gym. everyone has that something that makes them feel good and working out and bettering my body is it for me. so i’ve been spending a lot of my free time there the past 2 months.
but aside from my life i was able to pop on here and see what was happening in the rpc lately and it’s so heartbreaking to see everything on my dash. i am only still picking up bits and pieces of what had happened, but i just want my followers to know i’m always here if you need someone to just talk to. i may be very busy, but i always have time to talk to my friends on im.