i should tell this to everyone


It’s not a choice. I never chose to be gay. I just don’t get how anyone can be judged based on their appearance, race, religion, or who they love. Okay you don’t agree with being gay, that’s fine. But why do we live in a world where I am scared to tell everyone I love that I love girls. Why should that make me a “disappointment”? Love is love and we are all human beings. I’ve gone through a lot of pain these past few months & I just can’t imagine losing more people that I love. I just want to be happy.

history-rover  asked:

Prompt: Phichit beta reading Yuuri's self insert fanfic of himself and Victor, and Victor finds out (credit everyone in Discord!).

S/O TO EVERYONE IN DISCORD @history-rover @forovnix @omgkatsudonplease @exile-wrath @dystopiansushi @emerald-imperial


“Victor, can I tell you a secret?” Yuuri asks with vodka seeping from every breath he exhales, with his hand slipping up Victor’s shirt at a varying pace, first slow, then fast, then slow again, as though he can’t decide what to do.

Victor touches Yuuri’s ankle with his foot, shifts closer to him until he’s about to fall off of the barstool. Phichit and Christophe are sitting nearby, but ever since Yuuri had one shot too many, he’d been locked in his own little world with Victor. “You can tell me anything.”

Then, he’s struggling to get his phone out of his pocket. Victor reaches a hand to help him, and as soon as their skin touches Yuuri grips his hand, lacing their fingers while holding the phone with his left hand. He places it on the bar, then opens the internet. “I’ve gotta show you… I never showed you. I don’t think I ever showed you.”

He leans closer, nuzzles his neck. “Showed me what?”

“This,” he says, and then taps on something. “I used to…” A blush flushes across his cheeks and Victor kisses him. He tastes of alcohol and something sweet, something he can’t quite name. “You know how I liked you?” Their joint hands move to Victor’s thigh and rest there. “Before I met you?”

He’s aware that Yuuri was a fan, and he nods.

“I used to write,” Yuuri is saying, and pushing the phone towards him. “Do you see this one? Five thousand kudos, Vitya. Five thousand. And it’s… I loved you then, and I love you now. I loved you so much and I wrote about you but now I don’t have to ‘cause I have you.”

Victor blinks, stares at the phone screen.

From Russia With Love by vicchanfan202

Rating: Explicit

Relationship: Victor Nikiforov/Reader

Additional Tags: Alternate Universe – Coffee Shop, Self-Insert, Strangers to Lovers, Fluff, Smut, Hardcore Smut but there’s plot I promise, (My first fic!!! be nice plz), Misuse of whipped cream, Explicit Sex, kitchen sex, strawberries in all the wrong places, sex in a lot of places lol, Food Kink, Praise Kink, BDSM (Probably), Gold Kink, Sugar Daddy, Temperature Play, Male Original Characters, Female Original Characters, Daddy Kink

Language: English

Words: 217891 Chapters: 12/12 Kudos: 5027

Victor Nikiforov is on top of the world–he possesses beauty, medals, fame. Everything but love. When he bumps into a young man at a coffee shop, everything changes.


“Do you like it?” Yuuri asks, and his thigh presses more firmly against Victor’s as he shifts closer.

Victor swallows thickly. “Yuuri, I…”

“I used to write them in Japanese, but Phichit beta’d this one for me,” he explains, then hiccups, then yawns. He wraps his free arm around Victor’s shoulders and leans on him, burying his head in his chest.

“You have a daddy kink? And a praise kink? And a… What does strawberries in all the wrong places mean?”

Yuuri moves a hand to his ass.

Victor clears his throat. “Tomorrow, when you’re sober, we’re going to have a talk about why you haven’t told me these things.”

He giggles. “My legs are asleep. So’s my face.”

He chuckles and cups Yuuri’s cheek, using his free hand to open up the fanfiction on his phone. He copies the link, texts it to himself. “Your face is asleep?”

Yuuri nods, yawns. “Let me tell you about the story, okay? It’s a…” His brows furrow in concentration, as though he can’t remember what he was going to say. “There’s smut, right, but–”


“Sex, like a lot of it. I think there’s, like, nine sex scenes in the second chapter. The relationship develops quickly. But the plot,” he says, and pokes Victor’s chest. “It’s all about the plot.”

“Nine sex scenes in one chapter?”

Yuuri hums. “Not all sex, but like sex, you know?”

“I don’t know. I really, really don’t know.”

“I’ll explain, no worries. Phichit, do you remember From Russia With Love?” He turns to his friend.

Phichit’s eyes widen with recognition, his pupils dart back and forth between Victor and Yuuri. “You told Victor about your smutty self-insert fanfiction that hit five thousand kudos?”

“Remember the strawberry scene?” Yuuri prompts.

Phichit pales. “I’ll never forget the strawberry scene.”

“We’re going home, and I’m finding that strawberry scene,” Victor states, taking Yuuri’s hand and leading him towards the door.

“There’s another part with chocolate syrup–that’s where the temperature play comes in.”


~ The following morning

“What happened last night?” Yuuri asks, stepping into the kitchen and seeing a pack of freshly-bought strawberries sitting on the kitchen counter.

hi why are posts like “reblog if you are (x) or if you support them!!!” posts still being circulated and why are people still adding things like “unfollow me if you scroll past this!!!!” in the replies and tags i thought we were past that

Feelings (Beast/Adam Imagine)

Request: Ooo!! Request!! More angsty beast x reader!!! - @salonics

Originally posted by mozarlin

Everyone thought they were a cute couple, well everyone but you. You loved Adam with all of your heart but he loved Belle.

“You should tell him.” A voice came from beside you. You turned you head to see Lefou sitting beside you. “Oh Lefou, I can’t he loves her. No matter what he will always love her.” You lay your head in your hands.

“You still need to tell him.” Lefou insists as he lays his hand on your shoulder. “No! I can’t! They love each other. I’m not going to get in the way. I’m not her and I never will be besides Belle is my best friend. I can’t ruin this for her.” You shake your head as you sit back up.

Tears form in your eyes and you wipe them away. “He has a right to know.” Lefou hands you a handkerchief. “And then what? I lose the only person that was ever there for me. Do you even know what that feels like?” You hiss at him in anger.

“Yeah I do.” Lefou looks away from you. “Oh Lefou I’m so sorry. I forgot about what happened with Gaston.” You hug him as you cry. “It’s fine. I just miss him.” LeFou hugs you back.

“I know and it was wrong for me to bring him up. I’m just really upset right now.“ You pull away with a sigh. "I can’t make you tell him but I do think you should. But it is up to you. I’ll see you later.” Lefou stands up and walks off.

You knew he was right. Your feelings will come out eventually and it will only make matters worse. But still you can’t tell him… at least not yet.

totallynumberonecrusade  asked:

What advice would you give young women who are on a self love journey? What worked for you? Everyone preaches self love, but no one really shows you or tells you how to achieve it.

The process of self-love is a journey. I used to tell my friends that I wish in schools, girls are taught the importance of loving who they are and being confident. I have seen many times how amazing women feel as though they are not enough. I believe knowing yourself is very very important. I mean, forget what everyone is saying, who are you and what do you want out of your life? This is probably the most important part of feeling enough. Of course we have insecurities, however, your self-love should be bigger than that.

We are so worried about how others see us, we refuse to dig deeper to know how we truly see ourselves. Take a break from the constant noise, ask yourself who you are. No, I mean it. Ask yourself who you are and if you have things to work on, work on it. I mean, do the work yourself. Work on yourself. There is no shortcut to this, I am sorry.  Look out for teachers, mentors who might never look like one. Look out for lessons, understand you will make mistakes, look for literature that honors women like you. Become yourself slowly. Don’t rush this process. Don’t compare yourself with anyone, no matter what. Let me repeat this: Do not compare yourself with anyone. Seek a life that is full, seek a life where you actually live. I mean, live.

Self-love is something no one can give you, it is a gift you give yourself. If you embrace change, if you unlearn and learn, if you stop being so harsh on yourself, nothing in this world will stop this journey. 

The most beautiful thing anyone can give themselves is self-love, you know why? It stops you from living a regretful life, it stops you from settling for just anything or anyone, it stops you from belittling yourself. 


Lords reaction to accidentally hitting their daughter [Headcanon] (Request)

A/N: I just know this is going to be both hilarious and painful. Rest under the cut to save dashboards.


What did he do? That was the price of his pride, wasn’t it. The girl was crying in his arms, a big bruise on her forehead that was caused by his own practice sword. Nothing seemed to work. She wouldn’t stop crying. He knew it had been a bad idea to let her stay. He should have sent her away, with her mother, but no, those puppy eyes were stronger than he was. And everyone tried to warned him, to tell him that his girl was walking right to him, but he thought they were trying to distract him.

They weren’t.

“Here, have some sugar stars”, he wiped her tears away, before kissing the red mark on her forehead. “Mama’s sweets will make you feel better, ok?”


He thought it was a good idea. To show his daughter that he was strong, that he could protect her too. And so, he couldn’t say no when she asked him if she could stay in training. Well, what could go wrong? Right? Everything. Everything could go wrong. He was always so defensive that when he heard something behind him his first impulse was to attack.

He wish he hadn’t.

“Are you okay?!” he rushed to her, hugging her and trying to cease her tears. “I’m sorry, I’m sorry… Papa was careless”. Mitsuhide showered her in kisses and pampers, guilt heavy on his shoulders after seeing the bruise that was sure to appear any time.


Oh boy. 

Oh boy.

It had been a long time since last time the retainers had seen Yukimura panicking so much. He was carrying the little girl in his arms, running around the castle, yelling to the maids, for someone to help him. When you heard him, you left the kitchen as fast as you could. Then you saw him. Your daughter in his arms, both of them crying. 

“I… I…”, he sobbed. “She… I… I’m sorry…”

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It is not news that the Sheeran fandom is the cutest drama free fandom srry not srry and I feel as tho I should post when we have a birthday so everyone can tell each other happy birthday and we can partay. If you want to share yours leave me an ask or DM me !!

@drowninginoceansyoumade @ownerandwriterofedsnnnnggghhhh @purplelunarmoth @karesera @knox-on-eds-wood @eds-castle @eds-little-bird-x @drinking-sangrias @tea-and-toblerones @everyone pls join


Harley: “Aspyn thinks I didn’t see her, but she totally wiped out on the slip and slide and it was the best thing I’ve ever seen! She’s gonna try and tell people it was the cowplant but I know better! Do you think I should tell everyone at school or keep it as blackmail in case she’s mean to me again?”

Aliyah: “Revenge is best dealt slow and sudden. Keep this quiet until you really need to get something out of her!”

Malachai: “…you two are vicious. How did we become friends?”

If I could go back to my 15 year old self, i would tell myself to enjoy high school, join clubs, and make as many friends as I possibly can. Now that I’m older, I miss my youth a lot. My advice to you guys who are in high school or soon-to-be… Let loose and have fun! I’m pretty sure the idea of growing up and graduating quickly is on everyone’s minds, but you should enjoy your youth while it lasts.

anonymous asked:

Not misgendering, drama queen has been a gender nutaul term for someone who needs to sack up! "Omg, i don't like your ship! Triggered!!!!1!!1!1!1!1!" Nah mate, get bent, doesn't work like that. Just cause you think they should be brotheres doesn't mean everyone else does. Don't cheapen someone else's mental health issues cause you feel uncomfortable. Thanks.

dude i literally have ptsd so don’t tell me, someone with various mental health issues, that im cheapening someone else’s mental health, den//nor is an actual trigger that causes mental breakdowns and panic attacks for me, along with cars.

and lets not forget, symptoms of 2 of my pds are “My symptoms impair my personality and social functioning” and “I have affectivity problems and difficulty controlling the range and intensity of my emotional responses.” 


Everyone was telling me earlier that the drink i ordered would get me absolutely drunk by itself and I didn’t even feel anything besides mild dizziness which also might have been caused by sitting in an uncomfortable position for an age… like how is one supposed to carefully test their limits if nothing even makes them get close

anonymous asked:

I think you already know this, but you're full of shit. Going around telling Latinx people that they are wrong for not being angry, and spreading hate about a non-white woman for no reason. Maggie was never a Latinx character, everyone was lied to because a dumb guy assumed. So they backpedal & make her non-white, like Floriana. Do you think​​ racist America asks for her ancestral history before they decide how to treat her? You're​ no better, labeling her how you think she should be labeled

This smells like day old wonder bread with expired mayo and unseasoned meat. Go wash your wet dog smelling hair, anon and quit acting like you’re Latinx when we both know you’re a redneck who beats off to their cousin.

So anyway, fuck Lima because she’s just someone who has an executive membership at an expensive tanning salon.

anonymous asked:

Unpopular opinion: we talk about what bothers us on a daily basis and fill our lives with so much unnecessary negativity. Everyone should remind themselves at least once a day what is good and amazing in their lives. Tell the people who make you happy, recognize the things that make your life easier. Be thankful for the smallest things bc others might not have your luck.

I agree that reminding ourselves to be thankful and appreciate the positives is healthy and important. But so is expressing our distress when we feel something is bothering us. I say this from the pov of someone who used to constantly stop myself from expressing any issue or weakness. But this isn’t healthy though, all it is its bottling everything up. And you’ll end up scolding yourself for feeling distressed even though your distress, however mild, is still valid. Coz humans are imperfect, sure getting stubbed in the toe isn’t anywhere near as severe as a knife stab but a stubbed toe still hurts and it’s ok to say that it hurts, y'know what I mean? If I constantly deny myself any expression of distress, all that bottled up feelings will end up exploding in a disproportionately large scale. And in my case, it was in the form of suicidal depression last time 😂😂😂 so yeah, balance is key imo

anonymous asked:

I'm a fan as of early Feb 2017 :P But my friend sent me Dope because I listened to Girls' Generation since like 2010 and I hadn't been into their most recent stuff so I asked for kpop suggestions. I fell in love with Tae and Guk and then Hoseok and Jimin snuck up. But I love everyone ahlsdfaslfh

ooooohh a new fan!!! hello dude, welcome

anddd ofc dope again i watched the mv today again……… nd suffered

yeah this was a nice era for taekook……. also red haired jimin……. nd the hyung line…… generally a fantastic comeback

someone stop me from saying that every time asdfgkr i really should shut up

tell me about the moment you fell for your bias

anonymous asked:

wait why dont you like sabezra

i mean the basic reasons i dont like it is that like a) its so het imo like “oh sabine and ezra are a boy and a girl about the same age so obviously theyre in love” but also b) like in season 1 ezra kept pursuing her and she made it clear she wasnt interested and they only started to really grow a friendship after he stopped having a crush on her c) they act a lot like siblings too

also these are some posts that articulate some other points a lot better than i could: (x) (x)

but also personally when i was in elementary/middle school there was this kid who was always harassing me? im not going to go into detail (it was over a period of like 6 years) but it really creeped me out but it led to him asking me to dance with him in like 7th grade and then i rejected him and he literally told everyone about it and everyone was telling me that i should have just given him a chance and when the show first came out i actually kind of disliked ezra because thats what it reminded me of sometimes (to a lesser scale but i still didnt like it)

but yeah theres why i dont like it with my life story sprinkled in lmao

To all my writers out there, particularly fanfic writers because I am one and I’m feelin this hardcore

  • It’s okay that you haven’t written for a while, you can take breaks.
  • You can start writing again whenever you want, you don’t need an excuse.
  • If you would still like an excuse, here it is: I want you to start again, you should totally do it.
  • It’s ok if you’re out of practice, you’ll pick up traction again.
  • We’re all learners and its good to have role models, but try to be better than the writer were before, and try less to be ‘as good as’ someone else.
  • It’s alright to abandon a piece if you have no enthusiasm or passion left for it.
  • It’s okay to be needlessly dramatic.
  • It’s okay to be needlessly ridiculous.
  • Write the crackfic, write the rarepair, or write the popular pair. Write what you want to write.
  • Yes someone has probably written this scene before.
  • Write it anyway if you want to write it.
  • Yeah that trope has probably been done a million times.
  • Use it anyway if you want to use it.
  • Probably there are people who are tired of reading about that AU.
  • Write it anyway, they don’t have to read it.
  • Respect your audience, but don’t let other people dictate what you create.
  • Reblog your own work. Be proud of it. You deserve to pat yourself on the back.
  • I’m proud of you, you’re doing great.
  • Keep writing, keep making stuff. People will care. 
  • Future you will especially care.
Thoughts Of The Signs
  • Aries: "I'm going to do this with or without you. I do not need you to show me how. I do not need you to watch me do it."
  • Taurus: "I can retract my kindness at any moment. I can make you sorry just as quickly as I can make you comfortable."
  • Gemini: "I just wish someone would believe me when I speak. Not everything I say is a joke. Not every game I play is in vain."
  • Cancer: "How about instead of complaining that I'm constantly moping, you give me a reason to stop moping?"
  • Leo: "There are times I feel like I should just stop speaking. I want to see who would honestly notice, or care."
  • Virgo: "I just wish someone would acknowledge my ideas. I want to feel important for more than two seconds. I want to be remembered."
  • Libra: "I want to show off those important to me. I want to tell everyone exactly what makes them special. I wish mere words could say it enough."
  • Scorpio: "People don't think I notice, but I do. I notice every slight change in behavior, right down to an odd blinking pattern."
  • Sagittarius: "You can either take me as I am or you can walk away. I'm not going to change my way of thinking to appease or align with your lifestyle."
  • Capricorn: "I will bulldoze anything that gets in my way. If it means I have to break a couple hearts on my way up, no problem. I'm not backing down."
  • Aquarius: "I don't have time to talk about it, I don't have energy to talk about it, and I don't have any seconds left to waste. Let's move on."
  • Pisces: "Just yesterday, it felt like everything was perfect. I know it's going to crumble to the ground. I know I destroy everything I touch. So I'm not expecting anything less."

Teacher: So tell me again why this paper isn’t finished

Me: Okay so Resident Evil 7 just came out and I’m trying to watch everyone’s videos to be fair of course-

Teacher:… of course

Me:- and the videos are all like an hour long, so I end up marathoning them, not to mention the *other* youtube channels I’m trying to stay up to date on, right?


Me: So really I guess my point is this was a really bad month for you to assign that paper, and that a student should not be held accountable for poor organization on the teacher’s part