i should leave you alone

You say “leave me alone” this easy already knowing that I won’t. No, I won’t leave you alone in a situation like this and let you make decisions when you’re all torn up within. I clearly realize the future would be confusing and there could come a time when I should leave you alone for your own good but darling, not now, not when you’re losing, not when you’re swallowing back your tears to look strong, not when your thoughts are darker than the night and your fears sharper than the knife. I’ll stay with you even when you’re pushing me back just to hold you in my arms so that I can build you up. Once when you can stand on your own, let’s talk about leaving you alone.
—  “don’t say leave me alone” by BAEGAL
  • Akutagawa: *texting* Why are you throwing rocks at my window? Use your phone!
  • Atsushi: Oh right, sorry lol
  • Akutagawa: Did you juST THROW YOUR PHONE AT MY WINDOW!?
When you watch the episode and you see Bonnie suffering so much that you realize that people really FAILED her.

Bonnie was always the one who sacrificed herself and when you see what she’s able to do to bring Enzo back to his side, and also that Elena is the first thing Damon think about, it shows what we all suspected:

Bonnie is not respected, it’s above happiness, dear Bonenzo, Bamon, and other ship fans. It’s FUCKING RESPECT.

Caroline LET MESSAGES. NO trying to see her so-called best friend. I’m VERY SORRY, Stefan can wait! You are a fucking vampire erase the memories with the help of all later!

Damon hears Bonnie “ Leave me alone “, I’m sorry, this is precisely the moment when you don’t leave someone ALONE!

Caroline CALLED her mother? Someone who ABANDONED her ? who is a vampire when she supposed to be here for her? What is your fucking logic? Stefan is right, you only think about your fucking marriage!


Also, I seriously want to see Bonnie slap Stefan. Or Damon. Or someone for fuck’s sake, she deserves a slap! WHen she almost killed Elena, she was under the expression influence but for once… MAKE THEM PAY. STEAL THE CAMARO. LEVE THIS SHIT HOLE. I DON’T EVEN CARE ABOUT BAMON ANYMORE CAUSE DAMON FAILED YOU!

Let Elena burn in her fucking coffin and move on!

Ps: Kai is back, it’s probably the time to have payback.

PS2: Abby is a vampire. So why the hell can she do magic etc? Did I miss something?

Falling in Love With Sirius Black Would Include…

  • Immediately fancying each other but being far too cocky to admit it
  • Always competing with each other for everything
  • Assuming that everyone in the room fancies the both of you
  • Constant cocky banter and flirting
  • Forever trying to get the other person to admit they think you’re hot
  • Getting carried away during arguments
  • Ending up screaming at each other over who gets the last piece of toast, while James quietly eats it in the corner
  • Clearly being crazy about each other but never admitting it because feelings are for losers
  • Throwing around horrible insults like its nothing, and then getting defensive if anyone else tries to join in
  • “You see when I call her an ugly troll she knows I’m just joking but you…you should leave her alone.”
  • Sulking when one of you steps over the line
  • Both of you being too proud to apologize for days on end and insisting everything is just fine 
  • Sitting either side of James in the common room; 
  • “James could you ask the person to the left of you if they have some spare parchment?” 
  • “James can you tell the person to the right of you that they can have some spare parchment, but only if they shove it up their ass?”
  • Being driven mad because actually you miss each other terribly 
  • Sirius finally sidling up to you late at night in the common room and sitting down next to you with a sigh
  • You mumbling a very quiet and grumpy apology 
  • Sirius putting an arm round you, pulling you close and kissing your forehead
  • “I’m sorry darling” 
  • Both of you nodding off like that in front of the fire, holding on to each other tightly
  • Sirius smirking and muttering “easy love” when you bump into him
  • Secretly enjoying it when Slytherins come up to you in the corridors and try to intimidate you because Sirius always puts his arm around you and holds you close
  • Going through a family bereavement and Sirius putting all the bravado and jokes and everything else on hold to be there for you
  • Realising how much you need him when you break down in his arms late at night
  • Sirius being driven mad when he sees some guy flirting with you and making you laugh
  • Sirius striding up to you like he’s about to punch you and just grabbing you and kissing you passionately instead
  • From that moment on being completely unable to keep your hands off eachother but still being terrible at talking about feelings
  • Broom closet make out sessions
  • Angry kisses in the middle of arguments
  • Jealousy and overprotectiveness 
  • Sirius accidentally shouting out that he loves you in the middle of an argument
  • Suddenly finding yourself kissing him and telling him you love him too 
  • Finally starting to see the real Sirius when things get scary and the war makes life more dangerous
  • Falling in love with him all over again when you see just how loyal and strong he can be for his friends
  • Finally hearing him open up about what he went through with his parents and his brother 
  • Holding him tight and realizing that the man in your arms is worth the entire world to you 

When you realize how unnecessary you are to everyone……

Leave Mandie Alone

I can tell you why you should. I can speak from personal experience as to why you all need to take a huge step back and fuck right on off if you can’t handle a few mistakes.

Let me tell you my story.

I have a deviantart (DA) account. Many, many years ago, at least 5 or 6, I started working as a moderator in a group. Eventually, I ended up taking over the group and am now the founder, i.e, the owner, i.e, the boss, and I have been, for about… umm… maybe… 4 years now.

That’s all well and good, but I stopped using DA around the same time. That is to say, that this group is literally the ONLY reason I even bother to log onto DA anymore. That is literally IT.

And I get it… I could let the group die. Nobody could do anything, the old owner checks in sometimes and is still surprised it’s running. Really, nobody asked me to keep maintaining the group. But I feel obligated to, because I know people enjoy and benefit from it. Much like Mandie, I get no personal benefit for doing that. I don’t get paid. I don’t get any rewards. All I get in return is the occasional person commenting that they are glad the group exists. THAT IS IT.

That being said, however, I don’t owe anybody shit. And neither does Mandie. But people LOVE to act like we admins owe our patrons our ass on a silver platter simply for using our service, in this case the maintenance of a group/tumblr. Let me explain. 

In this group, because it’s on DA, it runs off of submissions. People draw art, post it, and submit it to my group for review. For the longest time, I did it all by myself because having extra mods wasn’t working out. This led to the backlog of submissions stretching out to a month behind schedule, and in some instances submissions would just expire because I didn’t get to them in time.

Additionally, because of how many deviations I had to review, it was easier and far quicker to just glance at the thumbnail and vote it through or deny it based on what I saw. There’s not a not of detail in a thumbnail, where the art is shrunk.

Oh, did I mention? My group is strictly SFW.

Things I have had happen in my group:

- One user absolutely flipped her lid and went apeshit on me because I had accepted a deviation of an MLP character where you could see the silhouette of a clothed nipple. Barely noticeable when viewed on the page, absolutely nonexistent on a thumbnail. Didn’t stop her from ripping me a new asshole over it. Apparently she had an issue with ANYTHING relating to sex - which is fine, I get it, I know why these things happen. Did not stop her from being a total bitch and telling me I had no business running the group. Ironically had a photo of a blue waffle as her profile picture - didn’t respond but did change it when I couldn’t resist informing her what it was alluding to (left a Wikipedia link as so to inform her as gently as possible).

- had another guy tell me how to do my “job”. Would constantly note the group with submissions he felt were unacceptable for the group. Some were justified, most not. He ended up running around to other users, mini modding them and telling THE ARTIST DIRECTLY on the “groups behalf” they had no business putting their art in my group. Had to run after him and clean up, apologize to the artists, told him not to mini mod, but he kept doing it. Would only stop and ended up leaving the group once I refused to remove a submission he didn’t like after repeatedly arguing with me over it.

- was having an issue with the old owner coming back and voting things through differently than the way I had run things now - ended up having an angry user in my inbox demanding to know why her submission was declined when similar ones had been accepted. Didn’t like my answer explaining that the others shouldn’t have been accepted either and that we were having admin issues. Left the group.

- had to close down the featured folder because people won’t read the rules, they’ll just constantly submit to it instead of the proper folder. Closing it was the only way to get people to pretend to read.

- people that constantly submit things that are clearly against the rules- it’s not even hard rules, it’s things like “no commission information, adoptables, or sales allowed!” And yet getting nothing but pages of YCHs.

Those are just the main stories that I can think of right now, over the years I’ve had so many I could write a novel. And that’s just a stupid group on DA.

You all that are whining about Mandie, and throwing nothing but complaints, I’m so tired of all of your ignorant, crusty asses. If you think things are wrong, leave. Nobody will miss you, just like nobody misses the customer that says they’ll never be back. You don’t need to stomp your feet and cry until you get what you want just because one thing is wrong.

If you think you can do better, create another blog and do better. It’s easy until you get popular and your volume of submissions explodes out the ass. It’s easy to sift through every submission until you have hundreds to look through, all the while you have a job/school/baby/etc AND while people are sitting there bitching your head off because “why wasn’t my story posted???? Weehhhhhh.”

Nobody owes you anything.

There’s a difference between making legitimate complaints and bringing legitimate issues to the admin. But here’s a protip for you - if you’re running the owner off the blog, you’re doing it wrong.


Silvia: Playing chess, sir.

Townie: Yeah and….

Silvia: And I know your secret. 

Townie: What. 

Silvia: The wishing well told me that you’re actually cheating on your wife with the queen chess piece. 

Townie: Excuse me but-

Silvia: And you’re going to leave her to get married to the chess board or you were at least contemplating it! Dum dum dum!

Townie: You’re strange.

Silvia: I’m going to tell everyone!

Townie: Uh, what should I do for you to leave me alone?

Silvia: Four thousand simoleans. 

Townie: If I give it to you now will you go away and stop being weird. 

Silvia: It’s guaranteed. 

I see what the world has 
Done to you, I know
You’re a body of
Weeping wounds.

Every gash strips 
Something from you–
I think? I’m scared 
To ask.

I feel so selfish
So shallow and
Self absorbed.
A fucking princess.

I’m sorry that I don’t
Know how to ask if
You’re OK, so sorry
That my talk is small.

Do you have what you
Need to make it through
The day? Do I help?
Should I leave you alone?

I love you no less, but 
I am so inadequate.
Please forgive me for
Wanting to comfort
But not knowing how.