i seriously had heart attacks reading this

The Arrangement (Part 16)

Originally posted by frozen-delight

Summary: Dean responds to Sam’s news. The two of you pay a visit to Samuel, who lashes out. Secrets are revealed and threats are made, leaving you reeling. You and Dean discuss the future.

Pairing: AU!Dean x Reader

Word Count: 3,600

Warnings: mentions of illness/heart attack, language, verbal attack/abuse, offensive name-calling, minor anxiety, lots of shouting, implications of smut

A/N: This is it, guys. I can’t believe it. This is really bittersweet for me. It’s been an incredible ride, and I’m so thankful for all of you that have shown your love and appreciation - you’re the reason this has kept going. 16 parts and 45,000 words (holy SHIT) over nearly three months, and we’re finally at the conclusion. THERE WILL BE AN EPILOGUE but this is the last official part. Enjoy everyone. Thank you for all your support.

A/N/N: Special shout-out to @deanssweetheart23 for being a sounding board, a cheerleader, and for being my beta especially for this last part. She’s the reason these parts have been coming out so frequently/regularly so y’all should be thankful. (also go read her stuff it’s incredible) And seriously, A- you’re such an amazing motivator and inspiration. Love you, dude.

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The Hawaii Five-0 fandom is the fandom that can watch Steve being shot at, and tortured and almost killed on an almost daily basis, and then have a collective heart attack when they hear the word “retirement” 

Seriously I never read as many fan fiction as I’m ready now to deal with Danny thinking about retiring.

Steve ended up in jail, was stubbed in jail, was tortured by WoFat in North Korea and then again kidnapped and tortured in Hawaii when WoFat was killed, he was almost executed in Afganistan, he was almost killed with WoFat to bring him back to Hawaii from Japan, we had the season 5 and then the season 6 finale, Steve had to deal with his mother resurrection and then with all the lies and with Catherine leaving. 

Danny was poisoned with Sarin, he was almost killed by a bomb (with Steve right there with him), he was almost beaten to death in a Colombian prison, he lost his brother and he and Grace were taken hostage right this season. 

And these are just the things that I can think about right now (and yeah Steve’s paragraph is a bit longer, I’m not sure if this is because he screws up more or because I like him more) 

We dealt with all of this and sure we wrote tons of fan fiction about all this, we made tons of fan videos and gifset and we cried and we suffered and we freaked out with our friends. 

But guys we heard the word “retirement” and we freaked out. We started writing fan fiction and getting worried and everything. Retirement scares us more than death. And I think it’s beautiful 

( I’m purposely ignoring the season finale of this season because that freaks me out too much to talk about it) 

thedoctordonna28  asked:

You are seriously gonna be the death of me cause I've been camping and dying to read saudade 18 and then I open my dash and see chapter 19 and I low key almost had a heart attack

i’m sorry lol I need to do a better job at updating the saudade masterlist… haha don’t have a heart attack

TitleThe Path of Fireflies

Author: museaway

Summary:  After his humanity is restored, Dean wakes up in bed with Castiel, a wedding ring, and no memory of the past twelve years.

My comments: I have not read many amnesia fics but I really loved this one. I can’t imagine anyone who won’t feel sorry for Cas in the beginning. Dean has some gay panic attacks and acts like a dick towards him. It broke my heart and I seriously wanted to strangle him. There is an unexpected twist and I’m not gonna spoil it for you. But I was so glad that after so much angst this fic had a happy end. Amazing story.

Guess who I just met?

So, today happened something I’ve waiting for a long time now: I finally got to meet my waifu, esthellar. We’ve known each other for years and today we got to see each other in person. Go check out her blog: she’s an amazing artist.  ♥

I think that aside from a few people, she is the most hardcore gruvian I know!
Look how pretty she is! She’s also very sweet and funny!

And to celebrate our meeting, I handwrote her a drabble (sorry again for the awful handwriting!) and she gave me a drawing (she’s sooooo talented!) and I. JUST. CAN’T

Yeah, that’s Juvia, me and Gray.

SHE DRAW ME WITH GRUVIA

I seriously lost the ability to can. Almost had a heart attack right at the airport.

Anyway, I just wanted to share it with you because we met after she read my stories and found out I was brazilian as well. From then on, we became friends. ♥

anonymous asked:

Did you here Armin is a girl?

! Armin is not a girl !
The whole fandom ( in my opinion ) is blowing this out of portion.
If one of you don’t know know what happened:
The mangaka of Attack on Titan was asked ” Out of the group of female characters in the 104th Trainee Squad, who did Mikasa get along with the most?” He answered Armin. Its was a joke. Just for a laugh.
Armin’s sex has even been stated a few times. And do you really think the mangaka would really let Funamation make Armin’s english voice be a males, if he was a girl?
The fandom needs to calm down and do alittle research before exploding this all over the land of Tumblr.
Here some proof if you need it-


Some people are fighting ” Well Crona was announced on the anime as a guy, but later in the manga was confirmed a girl … so same thing happened here.”

No, when the anime came out the mangaka didn’t pronoun her as a girl or a boy. She was gender fluid. So the anime made her a male, so the pronoun situation would be easier. Same with the character Hanji ( or Hange). Hanji’s actaul sex hasnt even been mentioned yet in the manga or has been decided by the mangaka. So funamation casted her as a female.
But, in all seriousness why does it matter if Armin is a boy or girl. Armin is just a kick ass character that needs more love in this fandom, because he is amazing.
I mean look at his cute little nose. I love it.

Thank you for asking this, because I really needed to get this out there. The fandom has been posting this all day without even doing there research. This morning I had a many heart attack, then read the whole manga again.

Anyway, ARMIN IS NOT A GIRL.