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Hakyeon

  • everything is tidy, everything costs more than your entire life savings, everything is color coordinated to go with this soft lilac aesthetic and his storage space in the basement of the apartment building is full of artisan scented candles that’s why his apartment always smells like literally. heaven
  • im serious,,,,,,,he is a candles person like look at him,,,,,
  • and most of the kids in your building are convinced small woodland creatures help him get dressed in the morning or something because he looks like a prince that came alive straight out of a movie??? plus he just gives off this really regal, dignified air
  • it’s hard to imagine that he’s just living life like all of us ordinary people like,,,,,,,,,,,
  • has a parakeet for a pet that he named chamomile,,,,,like after the flower,,,,,,,like how cute
  • likes to play ambient instrumental music when he’s cooking or cleaning and he’ll sway to the music and hum ,,,,,,, has a personalized apron that was a gift from his mom like,,,,,,please
  • nags at all his other friends who are living alone because,,,,,,,do they not own feather dusters???? they don’t use coasters?????? 
  • “um i know your shoes are off but where are your slippers hyuk ive bought you like 5 pairs already-”
  • you know hakyeon because you live next door to each other, but also you’ve run into him at the same home economics store like a hundred times and he’s always in the candles section which you think is really adorable
  • like here is this tall, beautiful looking man getting overly excited about candles,,,,,,like it just always makes you smile when you see him
  • and you actually have a date tonight with someone you’ve liked since,,,,,forever and you finally had the courage to ask them out and they’re coming for dinner
  • and as you’re preparing you’re like OOO i should get a candle for the table,,,,,,,but sadly you have none - BUT there is someone who can totally help you out
  • and when you knock on hakyeon’s door he more than gladly lends you a candle and he’s like “are you finally getting into them like me??” and you’re like “hmmm,,,,,,you could say that,,,,,,”
  • and you put it on the table, planning to light it when your date shows up,,,,,,,,but,,,,,,an hour passes
  • than two
  • and you realize as the clock hits 10 pm and your hungry stomach is growling that the person isn’t coming,,,,and you check your phone for absolutely no messages
  • and you sit at the table and put your head down on it and sigh because this always happens, you get your hopes up and they come crashing down around you
  • and you look up and see the candle and you’re like “might as well return this.” so you drag yourself up and knock on hakyeon’s door again
  • and he answers with a smile that turns to a frown when he sees you standing there, dejected and you’re like “i,,,,,,ended up not needing it.”
  • and hakyeon is like looking at you and just from the saddness written over your face he can tell,,,,,,,,,,that this candle was meant to be shared with someone,,,,,,but that didn’t happen
  • and quietly he asks if you might want to talk about it, but you just shrug your shoulders and you’re like “there’s nothing to say, they just,,,,,,didn’t show up.” and hakyeon is like “maybe something came up-” and you laugh sadly and you’re like “i think,,,,,,they just stood me up.”
  • and hakyeon makes a face and is like “well then, they must be out of their minds. but that makes sense.” and you look up at him and he’s like “well,,,,,,,,let’s just say if you asked me to dinner i wouldn’t make you wait number one and i wouldn’t make you cook for me, i’d be thankful to invite you over and cook for you! i’d have to be the one doing the impressing, i’d feel so lucky to have gotten someone like you to say yes to me.”
  • and you’re staring at him,,,,,,,in shock because no one has ever said something so flattering to you and you’re like in your head like he’s just trying to cheer you up it doesn’t mean anything
  • and you try to smile and you’re like “,,,,thank you,,,,,,,if only everyone was like you,,,,,,,,” and hakyeon steps to the side and is like
  • “no one is like me, but im serious. come in and let me impress you, if you’re ok with having that date with me instead?”
  • and for a moment you’re like,,,,,,is this,,,,,,,seriously happening?
  • and hakyeon is smiling, showing you the candle and with a wink he’s like “we can even light this too!”
  • and you suddenly blush,,,,, looking away and hakyeon is like “it’s ok if you feel uncomfortable, i won’t push you to sta-”
  • but your stomach is like please,,,,,,feed me,,,,,,,but also,,,,,,,like hakyeon???? inviting you???? to a dinner date?????? did fate arrange this or something,,,,,did getting stood up just turn into the best thing ever????
  • and that’s exactly what happens you find yourself seated at hakyeon’s dinner table and he’s like “pardon my humble choice of cooking instant meals,,,,,,,im not that good,,,,,,at cooking”
  • and you’re like “it’s fine, im impressed either way.” and hakyeon laughs at your little joke and he’s like “is it the candle that got you?”
  • and you’re like “maybe, but also,,,,,,,,,,,,it’s hard not to be impressed when i just,,,,,well ,,,,,,,look at you”
  • and hakyeon sits back and touches his face and he’s like “really? well,,,,i knew i wasn’t bad looking but im glad it worked on you~”
  • and you’re like “hakyeon, not to be blunt but it works on EVERYONE”
  • and hakyeon laughs again, but this time you can see him clear his throat in slight embarrassment and oh my god YOU just made the GREAT hakyeon blush
  • and you get giddy eating your instant dinner and hakyeon is just like “when i see the person who stood you up, i might just throw this candle in th-”
  • and you’re like no no don’t do that,,,,,but oh my god who knew such savagery lay beneath such a handsome face
  • hakyeon: ;) 

Taekwoon

  • simple, no games, grey and white patterned everything 
  • pictures of his family and of his nephew in frames on his desk and hanging up on his wall
  • doesn’t,,,,,,,,,,,,,have a tv??????? how does he entertain himself?????
  • really big bookshelf though,,,,,he really likes to read. has recently gotten into composing so he bought himself a keyboard and a program for his laptop but he isn’t really sure how to go about it just yet
  • has like (1) painting in his house that his friend ken made for him and taekwoon isn’t even sure,,,,,like,,,,,,what it is,,,,,,,,but ken specifically did it in black and white so it would fit what he calls “taekwoon’s aura” and so taekwoon hung it up,,,,,,like near his bathroom,,,,,,,not somewhere everyone could see it 
  • the most updates appliance in his entire apartment: his fridge. just got a new one because the old one didn’t have an ice-maker
  • doesn’t like magnets but his nephew’s photo has to be in every room so he got a magnet just to put up a photo on his fridge,,,,,,,best uncle taekwoon tbh
  • sings in the shower
  • and of course: has a cat. named it leo,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,oh the irony
  • and so you know him,,,,because you guys live on the last floor of the building and it’s a lot of stories up so when you take the elevator together it’s MEGA awkward because it takes a good 5 min to get up to the last floor and neither of you ever say anything
  • until one day you decide,,,,,hey maybe you’ll try making conversation but of all the things to talk about you like bring up something super random and you’re like “what’s your opinion on,,,,,,,,cats? i think dogs are a bit better as a pet,,,” and taekwoon just looks you dead in the eyes and is like “i have a cat.”
  • and the door opens and he walks out and you’re like OH MY GOD REALLY OUT OF ALL THE THINGS YOU SAID YOU DONT LIKE CATS AND HE HAS ONE LIKE ARE YOU SERIOUS WHAT THE HE-
  • and from that moment on you cannot. get in the elevator with him
  • like you see him coming and you pretend to go back to your mailbox or you just look at your phone and hope he just leaves without you
  • and usually he does until one day he holds the elevator open and he’s like “it’s here, you should come in.”
  • and you’re like,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,right. yep
  • and you’re like why the HELL do i live on the highest floor i could have taken the stairs but it would have killed me
  • and as you’re going up, thinking about how horrible the situation is you suddenly hear taekwoon go “did you ever get the dog?” and you look over to him and you’re like ,,,,,,,,um,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,what
  • but then you remember and you’re like “i,,,,,no i didn’t. i want to, but,,,,,,i don’t know.”
  • and taekwoon is silent again and you’re like i messed up. it’s over for good now
  • until you get to your floor and he’s like “you can come and see my cat. she’ll make you change your mind. cats are great.”
  • and you’re like ?????? is he inviting me over
  • and taekwoon opens his door and holds it and is like “if you’d like, you can come.” and you’re like um,,,,,well ok,,,,,,i suppose
  • and his cat is really pretty,,,,,,all white fur and blue eyes and she takes kindly to you, weaving between your legs curiously and you lean down to let her sniff you before petting her
  • and taekwoon comes over and he’s like “you can hold her.” and he picks her up effortlessly and you stretch out your arms to take her and she’s so,,,,,,,warm
  • and you’re smiling because she’s so cute and you look at taekwoon and you’re like “she’s so calm, i thought cats didn’t like being held”
  • and you go back to the cat and taekwoon watches and the corner of his mouth pulls up a bit
  • and you have to go after a while and taekwoon says goodbye, and for the first time he also adds on a “make sure to eat.”
  • and it gives you the confidence then over the weekend to knock on his door and you’re just sheepishly like hey,,,,,,im going to the animal shelter today to pick out a,,,,,,,,kitten,,,,,,,,,wanna come?
  • and you think he might turn you down but he nods so fast and returns in 1 min with his jacket and keys
  • and you two have fun with all the kittens together and,,,,,,,,,,,,,it’s basically a first date because afterwards taekwoon pays for the cat food for you new pet and c’mon only potential boyfriends would do that hEY 

Ken 

  • how,,,,,,,has he survived this long? no one knows 
  • his apartment doubles as his art studio,,,,,and let’s just say it’s more obvious to be an artists studio than it is to be humanly inhabited as an apartment
  • im talking canvases everywhere, paint evERYWHERE, pencils and pens scattered on the floor and stuck into mugs that are sTILL full of coffee
  • when ken sleeps, he sleeps on the floor right beside whatever he’s working on and yes a couple of times he’s rolled himself over a drying painting and ended up waking up covered in stains
  • had to walk around with a big blob of green on his cheek for a good three hours until hongbin came over and was like “what,,,,,,is on your face?”
  • likes to party and drink, at other peoples houses with other people or by himself with his art
  • hakyeon once told him to maybe get some decorations so ken picked a flower from the street and stuck it into an empty wine bottle and was like “wa-la,,,,,,,,,,,flower in a vase”
  • hakyeon smack his hand against his face so loud the Whole world can hear it
  • probably walks around his apartment fully naked like that’s the Most Normal thing
  • and one night,,,,,,,,,drunk painter ken ends up forgetting his keys (of course) and so to get into his home he needs to climb the fire escape
  • and he’s 100% sure he’s climbing it up to the open window of HIS living room
  • but instead he goes head first onto a carpet,,,,,,and he doesn’t have a carpet,,,,,,,,but you do
  • and you jump off the sofa, almost spilling your drink all over yourself when you see this long limbed dude climb through your window
  • and you’re like whaT THE HELL and you pick up a nearby magazine to use as a weapon
  • but then the person rolls over and you see the face and you’re like “ken?”
  • and he makes a noise and you’re like “ken,,,,,,what the hell are you doing?” 
  • and you look out of the window to figure out how he got up here because yeah the fire escape,,,,,,,,but that thing is like 15 feet off the ground how did he climb the side of the wall,,,,,,,,,,,,while being drunk?????
  • and you wanna ask him but he’s fallen asleep, drooling onto your carpet
  • and you’d wake him up with a kick or something but,,,,,,,you feel bad for him also like maybe,,,,,,,,just a bit,,,,,,,,you’ve always found him really cute
  • so you cover him with a blanket and get back on your couch
  • and when you wake up it’s ken whose shaking your shoulder and you’re ??????? huh and he’s like “HEY thanks for letting me crash on your floor, im gonna go now”
  • and you’re like huh what ok
  • and you go back to sleep and when you wake up you’re like what,,,happened,,,,,,was it a dream???/
  • but when you leave your house to go shopping you see something taped to your door and it’s a little drawing of ken smiling and he’s like ‘thanks for not kicking me out! thanks for letting me climb through your window!’
  • and you laugh and keep the drawing and when you’re coming back home you see ken on his way inside too and you’re like “hows your hangover?” and he’s like “KILLER, but last night gave me some art inspiration!!” and you’re like omg that’s cool and he’s like “by the way - how do you feel about sitting for a portrait?” and you’re like “that sounds nic- WAIT WHAT” and he’s like “,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,i want to paint you. if that’s ok,,,,,,,i was originally gonna paint you from memory but i kinda want to look at you more.”
  • and you’re like “so you can paint me better?”
  • ken: “oh no, i just like looking at you.”
  • you: “are you flirting with me after climbing through my window drunk last night?”
  • ken: “is it,,,,,,,,,,working?”
  • you: “a little”
  • ken: “then yes im flirting with you, how about this i paint you and you tell me about yourself,,,,,,like a first date kinda situation,,,”
  • and you sit there, well more like avoid sitting on any wet paint stains and ken is working on drawing you but he’s also asking you silly questions like what your alien name would be
  • and he’s really cute,,,,,,when half his body isn’t hanging out of your window
  • also he really can draw,,,,but you’re also like “ken where’s all your furniture”
  • and ken just makes a vague hand gesture and he’s like “somewhere”
  • and you’re like,,,,,,,ooo so minimalist 
Strike A Deal | Part 14

Pairing: VIXX Ravi x Reader

Genre: Fantasy/Mythology/Hades! AU

Summary:  When he catches you in his trap, what else can you do but make a deal with the King of the Underworld? 

Author’s Note: Finally found it! Also, Chloris is a goddess of Nature. There’s still a bit more of Strike A Deal after this chapter, so hang tight! Enjoy! ^^ 

Read more:Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6 | Part 7 | Part 8 | Part 9 | Part 10 | Part 11 | Part 12 | Part 13


“All you have to do is look me in the eyes and tell me you never want to see me again and I will never return to your sight again.”

You watched as he turned away, shoulders slumped in assumed defeat. Maybe you’d listen to your heart that was yearning to give in…

“Ravi…“ you called his name softly.

He turned toward you, his expression blank not wanting to let his hopes get too high only to have them torn to shreds.

You picked up the ends of your dress once again, your sandal covered feet pounding against the soft grass as you ran to him. You dropped your grip on your dress, wrapping your arms firmly around his neck.

Your lips sealing to his in a kiss.

It took him a split second to realise what happened. You had the desire to kiss him, you actually wanted him close to you. As if a switch flipped, you were wrapped in his arms and he was kissing you back. His soft lips pressed against yours with such gentle passion, you could feel yourself melting into him. He pulled away looking deeply into your eyes, he was in utter disbelief that you, his goddess, wanted him too.

“Is this what you want?” He paused, “Are you absolutely certain… that I am what you want? A man that can only offer you his heart and a kingdom of darkness.”

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Park Chanyeol

Originally posted by 88hp

Chanyeol isn’t really the type of person to get jealous, especially when it comes to you. He’s pretty laid back about it as he knows that you’d never betray him and he trusts you enough to know you’d never intentionally hurt him. But sometimes, he finds it easy to doubt himself, and that’s when negative emotions start to root.

After a long day in the studio, he was feeling tired. He’d been working all day on his new song, and the manager was being difficult about it, meaning he was pretty fired up with annoyance inside. The last thing he wanted to see when he came down to the lobby of the building was to see you, his girlfriend having unwanted attention from Seungri of BIGBANG. He pressed his eyes shut to stop and calm down, but it wasn’t working. He stormed over, barely uttering a hello before pressing his lips against yours, showing Seungri just who you belong to.

Chanyeol: “Lets go home now, I have some stress I need to relieve.”


Do Kyungsoo/ D.O.

Originally posted by chenderellastrash

Kyungsoo doesn’t see the point in getting jealous because he knows how sincere you really are and that’s what he loves about you the most. But sometimes he does have the tendency to get jealous, especially when Chanyeol’s arms are wrapped around you constantly.

Kyungsoo sat at the dinner table in between you and Chanyeol. While the two of you were being incredibly charry, he was being more quiet, more withdrawn and with every flirty line Chanyeol was pulling, the more shifty he was getting.

Chanyeol: “Did I mention that you look really amazing tonight {y/n}-”

Kyungsoo: “Yeah you did, and if you do it again I suggest you sleep with one eye open.”


Byun Baekhyun

Originally posted by xehun

Since you and Baekhyun are only friends, Baekhyun only gets jealous when he knows that he’s being threatened by someone else. So when Leo of VIXX started flirting with you, he isn’t happy.

He watched irritably for a good then minutes of Kihyun grinning at you, his hand touching your every now and again, his eyes scanning all over your body as you spoke. It was obvious that you were turning a blind eye to his advances, but he wasn’t showing any sign of stopping his flirting, which is when Baekhyun decided he need to step in and stop seeing what he was seeing.

Baekhyun: “Yah! My Jagiya is very funny. Do you know what else is funny? How stupid you look flirting with a girl who obviously isn’t interested.”


Oh Sehun

Originally posted by laygion

Sehun isn’t very good at admitting his feelings when it comes to crushes at the best of times, so when he finds out that the maknae of Monsta X, Lim Changkyun is flirting with you, he doesn’t really know what to do.

Your phone lit up with a text that was lay on the coffee table, the name ‘Changkyun’ popping up on the screen. You smiled as you looked at the screen, causing Sehun to roll his eyes in annoyance. But what came next he wasn’t expecting at all.

Chanyeol: “Yah! {y/n}’s nickname should be the maknae hoe.” *smirking.*

{y/n}: “What?”

Chanyeol: “Well, I.M. isn’t the only maknae you have your eye on.” *Winks at Sehun*

{y/n}: “I only have my eye on one maknae, thanks.” *Glances at Sehun before blushing.*


Zhang Yixing/ Lay

Originally posted by minseokked

Your boyfriend Yixing doesn’t get jealous easily. He’s usually very laid back when it comes to other men, but this time he doesn’t feel so calm, not when CNBLUE’s Yong- hwa was flirting with you so obviously.

He was smiling and complimenting the way you looked after a performance, and you, being as oblivious that you were couldn’t tell that his words had a deeper meaning then you knew he was letting on. He kept touching your shoulder, smiling at you and winking after saying something sweet. Yixing was starting to feel shifty which was completely out of character for him, so he decided to take matters into his own hand and walked over, letting Yong- hwa that he’s not one to mess with.

Yixing: “Hey Jagi, your performance was amazing. For your reward, I have a performance for you when he get home.” *winks before smirking at Yong- hwa* “Y’alright mate? I’m {y/n}’s boyfriend, Zhang Yixing.”


Kim Jongdae/ Chen

Originally posted by galaxychen

Jongdae was used to you being flirted by with men from other groups, but he was not expecting to see Mina from AOA giggling cutely at something you’d said and winking after suggesting something more intimate with you.

Jongdae walked over, his infamous ‘waaaeee’ stopping you mid sentence as you spoke to Mina about a new sexy concept you had coming up in a few weeks for a comeback. But Mina had ignored Jongdae regardless, and gave you her number with a smirk playing on her lips as she walked away.

{y/n}: “She’s a nice girl.”

Jongdae: “Nice? How about I take you home and show you how nice I can be in the bedroom?”


Kim Minseok/ Xiumin

Originally posted by dazzlingkai

Minseok gets more jealous than what he lets on for you to see, sometimes he’ll find you and Sehun’s friendship too intimate for his liking, or he won’t like the way you kiss Chanyeol’s cheek after not seeing him for a long time. But he knows how much you love him and that you’d never do anything to intentionally hurt him.

But one day, after a long day of practice, arguing with his manager and being completely done with Chanyeol and Kyungsoo’s play fighting, he was pushed over the edge when he found out a member of NELL had been trying to flirt with you and convince you to go on a date with him.

{y/n}: I mean, Jae- won is great but I told him that I’m with you so-”

Minseok: *Pushes you back on the sofa and positions himself in between your legs.* “Yes, you’re mine, and don’t you ever forget it.”


Huang Zitao/ Tao

Originally posted by lil-duckling

Tao doesn’t like to when anyone flirts with you. That’s it. If anyone flirts with you he’s either going to tell them to stop to their face or he’s going to give you some kind of silent treatment when you get home.

Tao watched as you talked to Block B’s member B Bomb and rolled his eyes as he saw that usual glint in his eye. He was used to guys approaching you as much as you were. He glared as he heard B Bomb if you were single, to which you responded with a no, making Tao smile. ‘That’s my girl…’ he thought affectionately as he stood up to walk over.

B Bomb: “But I could make you really happy.”

Tao: “Oh really? Maybe you should start with heading off out then? She’s not interested. Didn’t you hear her say she has a boyfriend? Come on Baobi, let’s go” *kisses your cheek*


Kim Junmyeon/ Suho

Originally posted by suhocean

Junmyeon, like the other members, is pretty laid back when it comes to you and other guys. He doesn’t really get jealous often because he knows how much you love him, but sometimes, when he sees people getting too close to you it does make him feel uncomfortable, maybe it’s slight jealousy, or threat of losing you.

But when he found Namjoon flirting with you at a convention, his sassy side tapped into play, not caring if he came across as rude.

Namjoon: “Yeah, I had to work out a lot for the role, but it does show.” *Flexes his muscles*

Junmyeon: “It looks like a deflated balloon.”


Lu Han

Originally posted by jonnasexoticworld

Luhan feels jealous quite a lot, he doesn’t like it when you have too much contact with other members, and often feels threatened that you might leave him for someone better even though you’re forever reassuring him he’s the only one in your eyes.

Luhan was on your phone, flicking through your photos when he got bored, finally going onto your past text messages, just because he likes to be nosy. The last text conversation you had was with Taemin of Shinee. Curiosity for the better of him, and what he found didn’t impress him.

Taemin: - Hey {y/n}! It was cool meeting you today, we should meet again sometime again. I’d quite like to introduce you to my bedroom c; -

{y/n}: - What do you mean by that? -

Taemin: - It involves pillows and bedsheets c; -

{y/n}: - We’re going to build a fort?! :D -

Luhan’s lips broke out into a grin at the response, chuckling at how Taemin never responded, and how {y/n} didn’t try to get back in contact. He stood up when he heard you finally coming home, giving you the biggest hug, happiness filling to the brim.


Kim Jongin/ Kai

Originally posted by dazzlingkai

Kai would be jealous when people try and flirt with you since it happens so much. He wouldn’t like how people look over your body, and he would hate it even more when they cat call to treat you like an item and not like the strong woman that you really are. He’d be happy that you would ignore those people, but it would still get to him sometimes.

You and Kai were in the SM building at a celebration party for your comeback. He looked across the room, noticing how Krystal of F(x) was flirting with you. Her hand kept touching your cheek and he kept coming closer to you each time you took a step back. Kai walked over to stop her, but it seemed you’d already done the work.

Krystal: “Wouldn’t you like to have some fun in my sheets?”

{y/n}: “Like sleeping? I’m pretty tired right now.”

Krystal: “No, I mean, y’know, something more intimate.”

{y/n}: “Well one, I’m actually taken so no. and two, I’m pretty tired, i’d much rather sleep.”


Wu Yifan/ Kris

Originally posted by starcluster982

Kris wasn’t happy when he found out that Hansol from Topp Dogg was trying to flirt with you, and since he isn’t one to let things like this off easily he went over, his face obviously unhappy as he interrupted your chat.

Hansol: “So yeah, I was just wondering if you wanted to get a coffee-”

Kris: “Baobi! I’m so happy I found you, it’s time for our date.”

{y/n}: *Smiles.* “Okay.”

Kris: *Puts his arm over your shoulders and walking off, turning back to smirk at Hansol as he walked off with you.*

iKON Touches Your Boobs for the First Time

Originally posted by ygboys-ot11

Hanbin/B.I: Is actually really excited to touch your boobs. When he asked the first time, you told him no. He did all he could to persuade you and it worked. He was now feeling you up while getting a hard on. His hands on your boobs lead to them being somewhere else. 

Bobby: You’re in bed with him, cuddling. Your back is pressed against his chest and you couldn’t be more comfortable. That is until Bobby decides to drape his arm over you and slowly sneaks his hand up your shirt. You’re startled by his cold touch but you don’t stop him. “Can I keep going?” He whispers into your with a deep and husky voice. You nod your head against his chest and the night consists of him fondling your chest.

Donghyuk: A day at the beach with you is exactly what Donghyuk needed to help him keep his mind off work. You’re both in the water when a giant wave comes and covers you, engulfing you in water. Donghyuk laughs until you come back up for air. A light blush covers his cheeks as he sees your twins on display. Your top must have came undone. He can’t stop staring and you take his hands, placing them on your chest and he squeezes them. “Wow.” Is all he says before you have a heated make out session. your bare chest pressed against his doesn’t help the rising state of his member.

Yunhyeong: You and your boyfriend, Yunhyeong are playfully wrestling on the floor. You’re on top of him but he keeps rocking his hips and it’s causing you to lose balance. You fall forward and he catches you by placing his hands on your boobs, trying to steady you. You blush and he slowly pulls them away. You’re both flustered but you eventually tell him it was okay and that you wanted to do it again. 

Chanwoo: Chanwoo is sleeping peacefully until you jump on him, “Wake up! It’s 2 in the afternoon!” you should really let him sleep since it was his day off, but it was his only day with you. He groaned but he wouldn’t get up or open his eyes for the life of him. You sighed and almost gave up until you thought of something, “If you open your eyes, you can touch my boobs.” He instantly looks like a deer in headlights (Luhan). He doesn’t even say anything, he just goes straight to your chest, cupping your breasts in his hands. 

“So..big, jagi.” his husky voice was turning you on and making you wet.

“If you get up, I’ll give you a whole lot more, oppa.” 

Junhoe: Your date with Junhoe didn’t go so well. The waiter flirted with you the whole night and it caused him to be in a pissed off mood. When you get home, the first thing he does is push you up against the door. he’s clearly angry so you don’t say anything that could make it worse. 

“I knew letting you go out in this dress was a bad idea.” Your cleavage was slightly showing but not a lot, but the dress was also tight, “Everything under this dress belongs to me.” His strong hands pull down your dress and your left with your chest exposed to him. Despite his angry demeanor, he kneads them in his hand softly and you let him. You also let him punish you that night, letting him know that you were always going to be his. 

Jinhwan: “No, I don’t like this one.” Jinhwan sighed when he heard your response, he was stuck bra shopping with you and you’ve already tried out 8 different ones! He was growing bored and he told you he was going to help you figure it out. He snuck into the dressing room with you and you gasped quietly, “You can’t be in here.” He ignores you as he picks up a bra.

“Buy this one, it’s sexy.” Your chest is covered by your hands but he pulls your arms down and he’s surprised when you don’t stop him. “I might have to feel them, you know, to get your cup size.” He smirks as your perky breasts overpower his hands. The thrill of getting caught makes you even more turned on by his hands caressing you softly.

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That was hard to write, just focusing on boobs, I couldn’t do it lol. 

For anon~ thank you for requesting. 

Enjoy~

Why I can't go back to western music

I’ve been a kpop-per or a fan of kpop for about a year and a half now (maybe more, I’ve lost track) and one of my friends - who introduced me to kpop incidentally - was trying to get me to watch an American show and get back into western music and we had this huge discussion on why I can’t see myself truly ever going back. I think a lot of you would understand where I’m coming from and maybe even feel the same way. But anyway, this is just what I think.

Quality of music

Honestly, the biggest variation between western and Korean (to some extent, even Indian) music is the quality of it all. And I’m not talking about Korean/Indian/East Asian music is clearly better. I mean the level of production and work that goes into it. Even though the album’s are released after years, I don’t think western music (the ones I’ve heard especially) can have the production quality of Korean music.

Sidenote: because it’s going to get super annoying trying to consider all kinds of music let’s just say I’m trying to consider the western pop I was exposed to - Taylor swift, rihanna, Ariana Grande, Beyonce, Shawn Mendes, one direction, 5SOS etc to the Korean music I’m exposed to - BTS, exo, vixx, got7, Nell, Epik High etc. So these are the two grand umbrella sections of music I’m talking about.

The complexity of production in EXO’S exodus or even love me right repackage album is definitely more than any of Taylor Swift’s work I’ve ever seen. And they’re both pop artists. Lyrically, western music does have a better hand on English music but Koreans are doing just fine lyrically in Korean too. But that gets me to the next point.

Lyrical Mastery

As a bilingual person, I’ve always been more drawn towards older languages like Urdu or Chinese. Ofcourse English is an old language too but the English we see in western pop is too watered-down and don’t try to deny me. I feel like some jazz British musicians still keep the french+English part of it alive but it’s mostly “shawty get low” and I have nothing against it except that I expect a little more from the music I’d like to listen to.
Korean music on the other hand, is bloody plain simple to those who hear it, yes. But the idea of Korean rap has always inclined me to think that the command these rappers have over their own language, enough to make people speaking the same language admire them, must be quite a lot. Again, not denying that we have the Korean version of “shawty get low” in Korean music too. Like Psy’s gangnam style. But we also have Epik high’s Amor Fati and BTS’s whalien and VIXX’s Shangri la. Because I’m exposed to songs where witty idioms (BAEPSAEEE) and slangs are promoted - I like this side of music more. If I’m getting brilliantly produced music with amazing lyrics then why should I complain. Amirite?

Quantity of Music

If we talk about quality then we have to talk about quantity too. An average kpop group has a comeback atleast thrice a year. Ofcourse there are overachievers like exo and Bts who have 3 Korean comebacks and a tour and a Japanese comeback all in one year. But my point is, that’s an average of three mini albums. Atleast 12 songs from just one artist every year. It’s bloody brilliant don’t you think? I nearly died waiting for 1989 to even launch. And Adele is awesome but duuuudeeee waiting for every two years to hear your beautiful voice is painful. I’m a selfish consumer of music and I’m not afraid to admit to it.


Extra Footage

Even if we are just talking about music we can’t avoid focus on the artist themselves. In this fandom culture, the person who makes and sings the music is just as important. Kpop groups have their own reality shows, variety show appearances, broadcast stages, and then there is the plethora of content that is VLive. Do I even need to go on? As a psychology student I can literally give you an assessment of who these kpop members are in real life and what they’re like. That’s HOW much content is out there about them. Want to know what jinyoung from got7 wore to the fashion week in Seoul? It’s out there. Those fansites are no joke.

I can never see the western world ever investing so much video time and footage into their artists. Other than magazine interviews and variety shows like Jimmy Kimmel, there isn’t much out there. Which probably does a lot of good for their privacy tbh

Fandom Power

To be honest if I had to decide between my local thug group and the army, to fight a war for me, I’d choose the army. Have you seen the fandom? They’re savage. They could break into airport security to get a picture of jimin’s arse. Are you even looking at what they’re doing to BBMA’s??? And other fandoms?? They could feed half a town from all the money they collect and all the album’s they buys and the food trucks and birthday missions and such. Asians are just far more passionate about their fandoms ok you can’t deny this. Chinese fans? Honestly scare me. The airport pictures alone scare me.

How are fansites zooming into each pore on sehun’s face????? Incredible. Paparazzi, take notes.


Well I have a lot more to say, considering all the background work that goes into creating broadcast stages and stage outfits and THE CONCEPTS GUYS THE CONCEPTS but this is already too long a post so imma keep it for later but yeah
I can’t see myself being truly loyal to western music anymore.

Build A Boyfriend - HongBin

Originally posted by thisisjustforfunval

You couldn’t help but laugh at what your friend was saying. She had been talking nonstop for the last week about a website that built her dream guy, and with the way she was able to describe it so in depth you almost thought your friend had lost her mind. What made it even better was the fact that you were both in the work lounge at your job. The people around her would snicker as they walked past as they picked up pieces of her nonsense.

“I doubt a website made your dream guy. I mean you haven’t even introduced us to him yet, do you could be making it all up.” One of the girls who was eating lunch with you chimed in. It was true, your friend had yet to introduce the ‘lucky’ guy to any of your group of friends. The likelihood of him being real seemed to get narrower and narrower as she continued her story.

“Then why don’t you try it yourself?! Come one Y/N, you’ll try it right?” Your friend whined to you. She pulled on the sleeve of your blouse slightly, her lower lip poked out as she tried to be cute. With that you decided to humor your friend.

“Okay.” You reached beside you and pulled your laptop out of your bag and placed it in the center of the table. “What’s the site called?”

“Build-A-Boyfriend..”

Even the name was hilarious to you, but you kept your laugh in as you typed it into the search bar. You were shocked when you were instantly pulled to a web page and not to all the links that came with your search. The website itself was pretty plain: there was not fancy font, or designs. It was just a survey.

“This is it?” You asked as you looked at her. You expected so much more than what you were currently looking at. “I thought it would be much more extravagant with the way you were describing it.”

“Just fill it out!”


“So how long did it take for your boyfriend to arrive?” You asked your friend. It had already been a week and a half since you had filled out the survey for your ‘perfect’ boyfriend. The facts that it had taken so long already made her case of it being real seem like a bunch of lies.

“Well it’s different for everyone, Y/N.”

“It’s already almost been two weeks. If he isn’t here by then… I’m just going to assume it’s fake.” You sighed as you got up and headed back to your desk. It surprised you that you suddenly felt disappointed that it wasn’t real, but at the same time you knew you shouldn’t have gotten your hope up.

“Y/N! There’s someone waiting for you out in the lobby!” One of your colleagues said as they passed you. Someone was waiting for you? You didn’t usually get visits at work, so it shocked you and with that you headed out into the lobby.

There was only one person there. You could only see his back which lead you to assume he was just delivering a letter or package. From what you could see from his back view, he was tall, had dark hair, and broad shoulders.

“You were looking for me?” You asked as you tapped his shoulder. The man turned around to face you and it made you step back. He seemed so familiar to you, yet you could swear you’ve never seen him before. “Do I know you?”

He looked down at the photo in his hands before looking back at you and smiling, his eyes closing half way. “Your a lot prettier than they said you’d be.”

“Excuse me?”

His face turned red as you stared at him confused. “I’m sorry I didn’t mean for it to sound like that.” He shook his hands frantically in front of you as he tried to explain himself. “I’m Hongbin… your boyfriend.” After he said that he dipped his head down. His ears turned red with embarrassment and he rubbed the back of his neck.

“Boyfriend?”

“You created me… I was supposed to be here sooner, but I couldn’t help but want to see you with my own eyes before I met you.” The website flashed through your mind as you listened to his explanation. It all suddenly made since to you.

“Why’d you want to see me before you met me? I was waiting for you.”

“I’m sorry.. I guess I felt slightly uncomfortable meeting someone who I’ve only ever seen a picture of. It just didn’t seem right to me.” He said.

“At least I know you have some common since.” You mumbled and smiled back at him.

“Okay then I think this calls for introductions. I’m Y/N.” You said and stuck your hand out.

“I’m Hongbin.” He replied and grabbed your hand, his fingers wrapping firmly around yours. “It’s nice to finally meet you.”

Drabble Challenge #3

Originally posted by shit-vixx-say

Leo x Reader

Fluff

Word count: 1,405

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“Would you do it for me?”

You asked as you looked at Taekwoon blush heavily, among the curious stares of his members. They waited patiently for his answer. Three of them were 100% he’d say no, and the other two were looking at each other without knowing what to expect. 

It took him a few seconds and a continuous blushing to say: 

“I’ll think about it.” 

What you had asked for wasn’t much. He asked you out and you were only willing to do it if he proved that he was serious about you. Your last relationship was a complete flop. The guy you were with was intensively ignorant; he seemed to care the least about you while only paying attention to anything related directly to him. After breaking up with him, you had promised yourself to only be with someone who truly deserved you. 

“Take your time. I’m not in a hurry.” 

You couldn’t deny that you were slightly hurt. Even though what you asked him for is not much, to him it was more difficult than jumping off a bridge. But you really needed to know if he’s willing to do such a challenging thing to prove that he likes you. If he can’t do this, then I won’t go out with him, you thought to yourself as you picked up your purse and said: 

“I’ll see you tomorrow then.”

“…”

“Come on, Jia. We’re leaving.” 

Your assistant had already collected her tools and was waiting for you to end your conversation with Taekwoon so you could go to your next appointment. Working with Jellyfish during comebacks meant that you had to work with VIXX every couple of months. It was always a joy to work with them, but it was equally painful to work around Taekwoon while your crush on him kept getting worse. He was beyond handsome, with that angelic voice of his and those puffy cheeks. Jung Taekwoon. The name itself could make you smile no matter how terrible your mood was. 

Even when he teased you, hid your tools around the room or put your mobile phone on silent and tucked it in his pocket, you didn’t mind any of that. You could remember getting mad the first time he hid your phone. You were mad but you immediately calmed down when you realized it was him. How can I ever get mad at him? 

This lasted for a couple of months until he finally decided to stop teasing you and get serious for once. 

“Would you like to have coffee with me when promotions are over?”

Your tummy was a mess; butterflies fluttering around and…grumbling. Ah, grumbling! I haven’t eaten yet. Now is not the time for this! Your hands were sweating and your mouth was dry. You really liked him, more than words could describe. Asking you out was something you had wished for every time you saw him. 

He was blushing too as he waited for your answer. It seemed to take you forever to say:

“I… I need to think about it.”

“Sure. Take your time.” 


You took more than necessary to think of something that could prove how serious he was about you.

“Throw me a heart at the camera in any of your interviews.” 

His jaw dropped and he stared at Hyuk, suspecting that he was the source of this mischievous idea.  

“You’re kidding, right?”

He asked, and you pursued your lips and shook your head ‘no.’ 

“Why would I do that?”

He asked again, as his members looked at him and struggled not to laugh. 

“It’s my only condition.” 

You thought he’d call it quits, give up before even trying. Why would he bother? He fiddled with his fingers and exchanged looks with Hakyeon before turning to look at you. 

“One heart?”

You stared at him in disbelief. Is he actually considering it?

“One heart.” 

He was silent for a couple of seconds, and you were dying to know what he was thinking. When he took too long, you asked: 

“Would you do it for me?”

His answer was: “I’ll think about it,” and you were pretty sure he’ll just give up and figure out a way to avoid the inevitable awkwardness that would prevail after your rejection. 




“They’re live.” 

Jia nudged your shoulder and clicked on the VAPP icon when she received a notification of VIXX’s live performance on Boom Up Show. This was going to be their last interview, and so far Taekwoon had seemed to forget about your request. It was funny watching him get shy and awkward whenever he was asked to do aegyo or throw a heart at the camera, unlike Jaehwan who was always full of hearts. 

As you watched their interview with Jia at the waiting room of Boom’s show, you were wondering if Taekwoon really cared about you. You liked him, a lot, but if he had no feelings for you then you’ll simply get rid of all your feelings for him. I don’t have to live with this amount of unrequited love, at all.

Toward the end of the interview, you struggled to hide your disappointment when Jia looked at you apologetically. 

“It’s okay.”

You faked a smile and turned to look at the screen of your tablet. The MC was now asking the members if they want to deliver a message to their fans. Hakyeon was the first to speak, thanking their fans and company for their endless support. He’s always sweet. You thought to yourself as you watched him pass the mic to Taekwoon. 

The beating of your heart echoed in your ear. Will he do it? What happened next drove you mad. 

“Unable to connect. Please restart app.” 

“SH*T!” 

You almost threw the tablet on the floor. Jia held her giggle and restarted the app as quick as she could but Taekwoon’s turn was over. 

“I’m done.” 

You got off your seat and paced the room, trying to hold your frustration. 

“He probably did it.” 

“He probably didn’t.” 

You corrected her. You knew him well enough to know that this was beyond his abilities. 

You collected your stuff and glanced at Jia who switched the tablet off and grabbed her purse. 

“Maybe he did.” 

“I don’t think so.”

You were struggling to prevent yourself from tearing up. It’s not worth it, you thought to yourself. 

“Wonsik says he really likes you.”

Looking up at her, you took a deep breath and said: 

“I don’t know.” 


The boys walked into the waiting room a few seconds later to find you getting ready to leave. They seemed exceptionally excited as they sat down and looked at you with weird smiles on their faces. Taekwoon walked into the room with a blush on his cheeks. He stole a quick glance in your direction and smiled as he asked: 

“Did you watch the interview?”

Jia nudged your side when she noticed the pout on your lips. 

“We did but we lost the connection half way through.” 

She answered and Taekwoon’s smile faded slowly. He looked at his members, asking for help. Hakyeon could finally figure that you missed the most important part of the interview, so he decided to interfere:

“Taekwoon’s aegyo was the highlight of the show.” 

You darted your gaze in his direction and then turned to look at Taekwoon who sat down next to you. 

“Did you…” 

“Four! He threw four hearts and I knew my aegyo days are over.” 

Jaehwan whined. You swallowed hard as you stared at Taekwoon and then asked: 

“You did?”

He scratched the back of his head in embarrassment before answering: 

“Well, they weren’t all for you, since you asked for one.” 

You rolled your eyes at him, he’s back to teasing me again.

“One is enough.”

His smile grew wider as he put his hand up for you and asked: 

“So, coffee?”

You nodded and the boys cheered when you placed your hand on Taekwoon’s. He held it tightly and then placed his other hand in his pocket. You looked at him in confusion as he seemed to be looking for something. He then took his hand out of his pocket and threw you a heart. You bit your lower lip when he lowered his head and giggled. How adorable!

“I AM THE ONLY CUTIE MAIN VOCAL!” 

Jaehwan whined again and you giggled before taking Taekwoon’s tiny heart in your hands. 

“This heart is mine.”  

VIXX  N 'Beautiful'

A/N: This is part of my unofficial ‘Shit I Want to Say to Them’ series, lol.

Leaning against the door frame you watch Hakyeon go through his evening rituals. It doesn’t matter how bone-tired he is, he never fails to do them. Deep cleansers, moisturizers, wrinkle creams, and the one that breaks your heart: skin lighteners. 

He’s on the moisturizing part when he catches you staring at him. It’s only because you’re watching for it that you see the fraction of a second where his expression is uncomfortable with your scrutiny of his bare face. Professional that he is though he hides behind a blinding smile so fast that you wonder if you’re reading too much into things.

But you know you’re not. You know this man. He is kind, hard working, and not one to be pushed around. But to avoid strife and lighten the blow of jokes he knows he can’t stop, he makes them himself and joins in. It’s a defense mechanism. You hate it because it makes people think it’s ok to tease, that the words don’t hurt. But you see every night during this routine just how much they do.

Hakyeon’s smile dims slightly. “Everything ok?”

“You’re beautiful you know that?”

The declaration triggers an automatic response from N, when you were trying to reach Hakyeon, though there usually isn’t much difference between the two. Blithely glossing over your comment he raises an eyebrow, “Of course I am. Are you just realizing this now?”

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On White-Washing Idols (Daehyun Focus)

This is an issue that across the k-pop fandom I know all of us can speak on, and as I start to write this I don’t know how long the post will be or what I’ll even say really, I’m just fired up on the topic because it’s been apparent since I joined the K-Pop world in 2010 and it has only gotten worse over time. About the only idol I don’t see white-washed often is Min Yoongi and that’s because he is naturally so light-skinned if you watch him on stage he looks borderline sickly (please don’t take this wrong, Yoongi is one of my top three biases and I adore him more than anything, I just don’t see anything of him white-washed because his natural skin tone is already so light).

Anyway, I’ve only ever been to two K-Pop concerts and both of them were for my bias group, B.A.P. I don’t have the money to go to concerts myself and I definitely can’t travel, so in 2016 and this year, 2017, my best friend was able to surprise me with tickets and fly down here to go with me as birthday presents for the two of us, since their concerts in Atlanta have been in April and so are our birthdays.

She and I have always been aware of the white-washing issue, I mean look at my icon on here for heaven’s sake, he’s so pale in that picture it’s hard to see him against the white background and that’s just sad to me. Most pictures I find of idols are white-washed in some way, and this bothers me /beyond/ belief.

People white-wash idols because they tend to think that the lighter your skin, the more beautiful you are. I don’t know where this came from because frankly I’m jealous my skin isn’t darker, I look pale and sickly and gross with my white, pasty ass. I’m about as pale as a white person can get and I’d love to be anything but.

So again, some idols deal with this problem more than others. The ones you could think of right away would be Maru from the now disbanded group, C-Clown, N/Hakyeon from VIXX, Kai/Jongin of EXO, and of course my ultimate bias, Daehyun of B.A.P. Funny enough Maru was my C-Clown bias, Hakyeon is one of my VIXX biases and while Jongin isn’t my EXO bias he sure does like to scream in my face that he’s there and he’s beautiful a lot so I give all these guys a lot of attention, and maybe that’s why I think about this issue so much, because it revolves around some of the idols I adore the most.

Now I’m sure every idol has been white-washed to some extent in at least a few pictures, these are just a few of the major cases I see. The only thing I have to really say on this issue is that if you have to white-wash an idol to love them or to not think they’re ‘ugly,’ you really aren’t a fan of them at all. If you can’t appreciate them for who they are, you need to step off and get out of my fandoms because you don’t belong here.

White-washing idols /is/ racist and will ALWAYS be racist, I don’t care what the ‘Korean standards of beauty’ are, because those /standards/ in themselves are racist and until those standards change the people who set them are also racist.

I’m bringing it up now because on April 5th, 2017, just about a week ago, I was so close to the stage at B.A.P’s concert that Yoo Youngjae pointed out how much he liked my dancing from where he was, and on top of that I got to take a photo with B.A.P right after I got to hi-touch them, which meant I got a lot of exposure to them. I also got lucky later and actually ended up running into them /at/ their hotel after the concert, and of course I left them alone but again this means I saw them up close and personal /several/ times.

Let me tell you as I was passing by them for the hi-touch, first of all irrelevant but oh man their hands were so fuckin’ soft I’ve never felt softer more gentle hands, but let me just say ALL OF THEM ARE SO WHITE-WASHED IN THEIR PICTURES. And I don’t mean just Daehyun, I mean the first person I high-fived was Zelo and he was giving me the cutest smile and let me tell you that boy’s natural skin tone oh PRAISE THE LORD THAT BOY DONE NEAR KILLED ME.

But all that said, as beautiful as all of their skin tones are naturally, Daehyun /is/ very obviously the most white-washed out of the six because actually standing up there with them for photos, seeing his face right in front of mine multiple times, hearing him tell me thank you, I got to see his natural skin tone a lot and he is about the most beautiful human being I have seen on the face of this planet and I can just /imagine/ how beautiful that means Maru and Hakyeon and Jongin are too, and all the other idols who are ridiculed for being ‘too dark.’

I don’t get it. I don’t get why you would want to take away someone’s natural beauty to make them white when really white people aren’t any more beautiful than anyone else, and in fact I personally would say we’re uglier. Don’t call me racist, you cannot be racist against white people, I literally cannot be racist against myself, and yes I think my skin is gross and ugly.

I think my issue with Daehyun comes from the fact that this boy grew up poor, dealt with a ton of shit from his own agency, and then he got this tattoo, right? It’s on his right wrist, it says, “HOLD,” and he got it during his lawsuit and it has a double meaning. It means, “Hold on,” as in, “Hold on because we’ll be back soon,” and “Hold my hand,” as in, “Hold my hand while I go through this because it’s so tough not being with you guys right now.” So let’s go back. He grew up poor, dealt with a lawsuit, got a tattoo and everyone knows there’s always backlash for those of us with tattoos even though it’s not your body to decide what to do with, he went through major depression several times during and after the lawsuit, had actually turned to drinking for awhile and admitted it, and through ALL OF THIS, through ALL of it, since the day that boy was born he has been made fun of and ridiculed for being “too dark-skinned.”

Daehyun has no self-confidence, his self-esteem is out the window and you might not see that on stage but that’s because stage presence doesn’t allow for your sadness and flaws to show through. He’s a ball of sunshine, he just wants to make BABYZ happy, he wants to be with us forever, he /loves/ us, and everything he does is for and because of us. And what do we tell him in return? He’s too dark, ugly, has to be lighter-skinned.

It’s wrong. It’s just so wrong. He does so much for us and we are also the reason he goes through so much emotional turmoil. Jung Daehyun is the literal reason my heart keeps beating, he’s saved my life when I wanted to kill myself, he has done so much for me and if I thought for a /second/ that that was less important to me than the color of his skin I wouldn’t just be ashamed, I would hate myself.

I can’t ever imagine thinking his skin-tone was more important than who he is as a person and what he’s done for me and for so many people in the world. I just can’t…god. Sorry but words evade me right now. And to think he’s not the only one, it’s not just Daehyun who goes through this. Jongin is one of the most popular idols in the world, whether you’re an EXO-L or not you at least know his name, and yet still so many people who claim to adore him and love him for all he is..still put so much weight on his darker skin-tone, say that he would be prettier if only he were lighter-skinned. How can you claim to love someone and then treat them like that, especially for something they could never control? Yeah, I would love to be darker skinned and I could say it all day long but nothing I do is going to magically change my skin-tone.

That’s why this whole subject is racist, and why I wish it would just stop. I can’t stand to see someone like Daehyun who is so pure and loving and supportive, someone who looked at me with such compassion after the photo-op, hurting and suffering and making posts saying he wishes he was lighter-skinned. I can’t stand it. He went from a point in time where he would actually /take down/ his original selfies and put up people’s edited versions of him white-washed, and he would /apologize/ and say he is sorry he’s too dark and that he’s ‘ugly,’ to now… Now he posts original selfies and he doesn’t take them down, and he’s even put up one where he was white-washed and called out the editor of the photo saying, I love what you send me but not that you white-wash me, because that’s not really /me/. I have /dark skin/, and nothing anyone does will ever change that.

He states now that he has to learn to accept himself as he is, that he is Jung Daehyun and yes he has dark skin, but a statement like, “I /have/ to learn to accept myself,” tells me he still doesn’t really internally, and all of that, all of what he’s gone through just regarding the skin-tone he was born with?? That tears me apart.

Stop white-washing our idols, guys, just stop. They’re beautiful as they are, unbleached, dark skinned, natural. They don’t need to be turned into something they aren’t, and if you can’t agree with me, if you can’t believe that an idol YOU claim to love is beautiful as they are, you don’t really love them, and you don’t really deserve to be in their fandom or even recognized in the K-Pop community. If that’s your way of thinking, if you are so petty you would hold someone’s own skin-tone against them, don’t ever talk to me and get out of my fandom because we don’t need or want you here. There’s enough of us who love our idols as they are to go around and your hate is unnecessary.

Sorry if that took too long, that’s all I have to say.

Build A Boyfriend -Hakyeon/N

Originally posted by chyogi

It had been two months since you and your boyfriend had decided to part ways. Since then you realized that you missed the company of having another person with you when ever you needed them to be. Sure you had those friends that would always be there for you, but it wasn’t the same as the comfort of a significant other.

Ever since you had ended your relationship with him, you couldn’t find the motivation to try and interact with any of your friends. You had started to feel exhausted with the friendships and relationships you had with everyone, and it made you think if you had really ever known anything about them.

A bunch of your friends had decided to go out that night, and had tried to drag you along. You had just finished shewing the rest of them out of your apartment, and were glad to have another night to yourself. It pained you to reject their offers, but with all of the strange feelings you had been experiencing since the break up you decided it would be best to sort yourself out first. This had been the pattern for the last couple of weeks ever since you realized that something about you was off. You were relieved that your friends understood that you needed some space and had stopped trying to push you so much, but at the same time it felt as if the void between all of you was getting bigger.

You almost jumped as the sound of your doorbell rang. You thought that your friends had finally given up for the night when you forced them out of your apartment. So you ignored them. You knew that if they continued to do this you would break down and end up going and doing something stupid.

Yet as the minutes passed you counted the number of chimes you heard. They didn’t stop even after an hour.

You pushed yourself off the couch and slumped over to the door, and without realizing it you pulled open the door with a lot more force than you intended. The person on the other side of the door came tumbling down over you.

“Hello..” He said as he pushed himself up off you. “I’m Hakyeon. You must be Eunji?”

“I think you have the wrong house, sir.” You said as you dusted off your pajama bottoms. You looked up again and looked at the guy in front of you. He was tall, had a slight tan, and dark hair. When I say tall I mean really tall.

“What do you mean? This was the address I was sent to?”

“Look, Hakyeon… I think you should leave. Who ever this Eunji person is, she isn’t here.” You said and began to push him out the front door.

“I don’t have anywhere else to go.. Eunji is my creator. I don’t have a purpose without her…”

You couldn’t help but roll your eyes at the sappiness that was flowing from this guys mouth. Creator? What did that even mean? You sighed and ran a hand through your hair. You closed the door behind both you and Hakyeon before leading him into your apartment.

“Stay here. I’ll be back in a few minutes.” You told him and rushed into your bed room. You grabbed your phone off of the nightstand and dialed the first number you saw in your contacts.

“Hey can you come and help? There’s this really strange guy who keeps looking for a girl name Eunji. He’s saying something about her being his creator..”

“Woah… Calm down. You said he’s looking for a creator?” You friend asked.

“Yeah.”

“He’s probably one of those build-a-boyfriends. Their really popular right now. I would just accept him. I mean build-a-boyfriends are very expensive at the moment.”

“What no way! Can’t you just come pick him up or something? I don’t want him staying at my house!” You frantically said as the thought of keeping him there came to your mind. You hadn’t even know the guy a day and your friend was already telling you to let him live with you?!

“Hey look, I gotta go, but if you change your mind I’ll come get him tomorrow.” That was all your friend said before hanging up.

You sighed again and placed your phone down again. What was the point of even calling if they weren’t going to help. With nothing else to do you decided to go and check on the strange guy in your living room, but when you got there he wasn’t there. You scrunched your face in confusion and walked towards the kitchen.

There you found him hunched over your counter with a mixing bowl and a few items from your refrigerator scattered around him. He looked very focused on what ever he was making, and for the time being you thought you’d just let him do what ever he was doing that way he’d leave you alone.

You walked back to the living room and sat on the couch again, your head resting against the back of it. Why did you end up with this weird guy in your house? Was is karma for ignoring your friends? From shutting yourself out from the rest of the world?

“Here try this.” You opened your eyes to see Hakyeon holding out a cookie of some sort.

You reached out and took the cookie in your hands. It was still warm even though it didn’t seem to have just come out of the oven. Slowly you took a bite from the cookie. It was delicious, and you couldn’t help the small smile that started to form on your face as you remember making cookies with your ex. He was always good at baking you things.
Suddenly you felt something against your face and you pushed it away.

“I’m fine.” You said realizing Hakyeon had wiped your face with a tissue. You rubbed your hands across your face getting the rest of the tears off.

“Why are you crying?”

“You remind me of someone important.”

“Is that a good thing or a bad thing?”

“I’m not entirely sure.” You said and smiled at him.

“Than does that mean I can stay?” He asked as he sat down next to you. He placed his hands in his lap and played with his thumbs as he waited for your answer.

Did you want him to stay? Maybe. For now it seemed like a good thing that Hakyeon had ended up at your house. Whether he was a build-a-boyfriend or now was something you didn’t care about, but the fact that he was there comforting you… Made it seem like maybe you would be okay again soon.
“I guess it does.” You said softly and smiled at the ground.

Too Young

Anon request! I hope you like it! :)

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“I don’t know he’s different than most guys.” Your friend says with the biggest smile on her face. “You know how picky I am with the men I date.”

“Yeah I remember.” You say laughing. She smacks your arm lightly and laughs along with you.

“Enough about me! Tell me about your famous boyfriend.” You smile and sigh.

“He’s amazing. Literally my ideal guy!” You say falling back on the couch dramatically.

“Really!? Finally! I honestly thought you would never find him!” She says and you sit up and glare at her.

“It’s not like I wanted crazy qualities. Just simple ones.” You say sticking out your tongue.

“Sure.” She says rolling her eyes.

“But the only problem is our age difference.” You say as your face falls. “Don’t get me wrong it doesn’t bother me, it’s just I’m only 22 years old and he’s 30 years old. I get scared that sometimes I’m too young for him.” She furrows her eyebrows.

“You met your dream guy and you’re letting age bother you?” She says.

“Kinda.” You say as you bite your lip avoiding eye contact. “I don’t let it bother me…I just think about it sometimes when I do something childish or if I want to go somewhere childish.”

“Have you talked about it with him? How he feels?” She asks and you shake your head.

“No because I don’t want him to feel some type of way. He’s not like other guys his age where he’s serious all the time. He jokes around a lot but he’s 30 now. I don’t know….”

“People don’t change that quickly with age. Trust me.” She says laughing. “If it bothers you then just talk about it with him so you can see where he stands with the whole age gap.” You sigh and look away.

“It’s fine.” You say and she gives you a look and then shrugs her shoulders.

“Ok whatever you say.” She says rolling her eyes and you shake your head.

———————-

After hanging out with your friend you had decided to surprise your boyfriend at the studio. You loved coming to the studio to watch the magic happen.

He showed you some of the new songs he had recorded.

“I really like this one.” You said as you sat next to him. He smiled and took your hand in his.

“I knew you would.” You smiled back as he clicked to the next song. “This ones my favorite so far.” You sat and listened intently to his favorite song. He stopped it midway and turned to you. He bit his lip and you sensed something was up.

“Can I ask you something?” He says and you move closer to him.

“Yeah. What’s up?” You say smiling trying to make him smile. His expression stayed kind of serious.

“How do you feel about me?” Your eyes widen and you let out a small laugh. As you open your mouth to speak. He puts up his hand to stop you. “Honest feeling.”

“Why are you asking me this? You know how I feel about you.” You said calmly as your heart raced. Why was he asking you this all of a sudden? He sighs and runs his fingers through his hair.

“You had butt-dialed me while you were hanging out with her friend earlier and I heard what you said about our age gap.” Your eyes widen and you bite your lip looking away. Scared of his reaction after what you were going to say.

“I get scared that I’m too young for you. That one day you will get sick of me and break up with me.” You say looking at the ground to avoid his gaze. He laughs a little and pulls your chair closer to him. Having both his arms on the armrest he stares at you. You continue to ignore him with your hands in your lap.

“Can you look at me?” He says with a small laugh. You slowly look at him. “Age to me is nothing. I don’t pay attention to our age gap. When I’m with you I don’t feel like age is a problem. We are both children at heart and love joking around and pulling pranks. You’re different from other girls your age and I like that about you. Heck your even more mature than most girls my age.” You laugh and shake your head. “Don’t ever for a second think that I’ll leave you. You make me the happiest man and I plan to be together with you for as long as you want me.” You pull his face to yours and kiss him.

“Forever?” You say in a childish voice and he laughs nodding.

“Forever if that’s what you want.” He places his hand on your cheek and rubs it with his thumb. “I love you. If anything ever bothers you just talk to me, ok?” He says laughing and you nod your head as he places another kiss on your lips.

VIXX What Would Attract Them

anon asked:  Can I have the ‘what would attract them’ request but for vixx ?? Love u~~😆😘😘

A/N: Love you too honey, I hope you enjoy. ^^

Other Versions: 2PM   B.A.P   CNBLUE

Attraction is a mysterious thing. We all may have our types but sometimes we meet an individual outside those parameters whose existence strikes us like lightening. So who really knows, right? ^_~

N – Easy going/Classy/Intelligent – Hakyeon is caught between two worlds: the never ending rush of his job and complete standstill when he rests. Someone low key would be very soothing for him when things seem to be going too fast. The rare times he can relax he’d want someone content to chill with him without feeling like he has to entertain them. Also he takes care in his appearance and style even in casual attire. If you look like a slob next to him, he probably wouldn’t leave the house until you changed. Not that you always have to be dressed up. A nice shirt and jeans is fine, but you have to look put together. And at the end of the day he’d love to come home and have an in-depth conversation about a book he’s reading or the industry people he’s met through the day. Not gossiping so much, more like trying to figure out their motivations.

Leo – Parental/Considerate/Introvert or Ambivert – Kids, kids, kids. This guy is crazy about kids so the first thing that would draw him to someone is their parental instincts. Are they good at interacting with kids and think of their well being? Do they smile wistfully when children are around? Next would be someone very polite and thoughtful of those around them. To see that trait in a potential partner would be quite charming to him. Also he wouldn’t mind if his partner was more outgoing than himself, but if they were completely extroverted and wanted him to go to gatherings or go out to meet people all the time it’d be a no go. Opposites may attract but not when it pulls someone out of their comfort zone.  

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i started thinking about vixx au’s most of them are hotmess and involve drinking ken’s has mentions of blood/fights and hyuk’s is like mild nsfw idk just take them off my hands u guys  

  • au where you meet high fashion designer hakyeon at a celebration party for his debut collection because you’re one of the bartenders on duty at the club he and his friends chose. you think he’s absolutely stunning so when he orders a drink from you you accidentally end up over-pouring the cup and making an embarrassment out of yourself. his friends laugh but hakyeon just watches you and once you give him the drink you run to the other end of the bar to save face. for some reason everytime you look up you catch hakyeon from across the room illuminated by the clubs neon lights staring at you over his drink. you think he’s just probably making fun of you because of your clumsiness but like as his friends get more intoxicated and like passout in the back or wander off with girls hakyeon comes up to the bar again and asks you if you’ve ever modeled before. you sorta get nervous because wow he’s gorgeous but also you don’t know why he’s asking you that so you timidly shake your head and he slips you a card with his name on it and you’re like wait - you’re a designer??? and he’s like when i see someone beautiful im inspired and he just sorta lets his fingers linger on your wrist and he leans over the bars counter to like fix a strand of your hair before telling you to call him and he disappears into the crowd and you’re like,,,,holy frick
  • au where ken gets into a nasty fight on the streets with some drunken asshole and he’s getting his ass kicked and you’re just like walking down the street with the ice-cream you bought from the 24/7 gas station and then you see this dude like getting pummeled and you’re like i should not get involved but then u have like a conscience and so you start running towards the two fighting dudes and you scream like there’s a fire and the one beating the other one up makes a run for it or something like work with me here and you like squat down next to ken whose all bruised and bloody and he’s like “f-fire??” and you’re like “i lied, can you feel your face bro???” and he starts LAUGHINg like getting your ass kicked in the middle of the night is the funniest thing ever and you like shrug off your hoodie and let him use it to stop the blessing from his nose and he’s like “yo thanks so much” and you’re like “its chill why were you fighting that guy??” and ken just shrugs like “he said that my hair was ugly so i had to argue because like look at my hair it’s gr8″ and u touch it like yeah its soft and ken’s like im gonna get off the floor now and when he gets up ur like frick he’s tall and ok wow cute???? even with u know blood all over his face lmfao this is how u 2 meet 
  • au where leo and you work at some boring business firm but the ceo decides everyone is going to dinner and then karaoke and u and leo are like shit we wanted to go home early but ofc u have to go so like u two sit next to each other at the table at dinner and the boss is getting drunk and then before you know it everyones ordering rounds and you’re getting dizzy and leo is undoing his tie and then once u all stumble into the little karaoke place someone looked up on their phone you notice how small the room is and there’s like 20 people in this room and you have nowhere to sit and then like out OF NOwhERE leo just pulls you into his lap and ur like !!!!!! and he’s like drunk his head falls into the crook of your neck and he’s like “its loud let me stay here you’re warm” and ur like ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, is drunk leo cuddly leo and u find out that yes. YES he is. bonus: the ceo sees you two and makes fun of u for being a couple the next day at work and leo gets super red in the face
  • au where you’re an extra for one of hongbin’s drama filmings and when the filming ends everyone goes out because the director is paying for chicken and like u can have chicken without beer and hongbin has ONE beer but his tolerance level is as shallow as a puddles so at the end hongbin who is tired and tipsy accidentally mistakes you for his manager because ur wearing the same jacket and he’s like “can u take me home” and you’re like “your manager is over there” but he refuses to believe you and he’s just like insisting ur his manager and he steps close and is just like its cold,,,,take me to the car,,,, and he has hazy eyes and he looks up at you like “u got a lot prettier ,,,,,,,  u know that?” and ur like oh my god im not ur manager but also hongbin just called you pretty and he’s like suddenly trying to like put his arms around you for a hug because he’s cold and whiny and ur like ok i will hug u buT I am NOT UR manaGER 
  • au where ravi is a tattoo designer and you come in tipsy with your friend giggling and your friend is like “they want a heart on their hip” and ravi is looking at you like “are you sure, you look like you’ve drank a bit” and you’re like “i AM  sober” (you’re not) and you slam down cash on the counter like “one heart tattoo” and your friend is like cheering you on and ravi is like this is a bad idea so he like carefully takes your hand and leads you to the back where he does the tattoos but while you sit in the chair he’s just like “listen, a tattoo is a lifelong thing. you don’t wanna wake up regretting it” and you’re like looking at him with a smile like “i won’t! especially if it’s a tattoo done by someone cute like you” and ravi just,,,,his heart skips a beat but he’s also sweating because he should probably talk you out of this but tbh he shows you the needle and you’re like WAIT no ….. nvm and he’s like ok thank god but ur also like can i sleep in this chair it’s comfy and i feel all tired and he’s like “i don’t think-” but ur dozing off and one) u look cute all sleepy ur mouth a little open and two) ravi is too soft to wake u up so he goes out and tells ur friend u fell asleep and he’s like ??? should i carry them out if u call a taxi and the friends like good idea and u know he comes back and sorta shyly like hoists you up into his arms and ok wow ur so pretty close up but he’s like can’t think about that as he walks out with u and tbh this friend in this au is me and im taking a photo secretly of him holding u like that so when u sober up i can be like u should go back to see this cute tattoo artist look yall look so cute im a little shit what can i say
  • au where hyuk thinks playing strip poker is the best idea he’s ever had and tbh you refuse until after hyuk and u like open up a bottle of wine and from then on in you’re all for it and at first it’s funny because his shirt comes off, you take off your socks, he takes off his rings and then u like shrug off ur sweater but like the more u play the less clothes there is and hyuk is honestly competitive but at this point screw the game he just throws his cards over his shoulder knock over the bottle with the wine and like tackles u to the carpet and is like “u look hot this was the best idea ever” and ur like ok u look hot too let’s do this lmfao
Jekyll And Hyde

Genre: Fluff + Smut

Word Count: 3,408

Hello please can I request a vixx smut. Where they are normally really shy around their crush but when they turn into their Hyde form (from the MV) they have very rough and dominate sex with them, but when the member wakes up they don’t remember anything that happened.

A/N: I took a lot of liberties and time with this request but I hope it’s enjoyable!  

You quietly peek over the divider to get a glimpse of the artwork that sat in the cubicle across from you. Although he didn’t like it, Lee Hongbin had certainly earned his nickname. In his shy silence he screamed beauty from head to toe, so naturally everyone in the office had some sort of crush on him, including you. The only problem was, unlike everyone else, he never talked to you. It had been a year, and altogether you had ample opportunity to interact with him, but every time you did he suddenly had something ‘very important’ to do.

“Alright everyone.” Your boss clapped, bringing you out of you daze. “It’s almost time for our annual team building trip!” You had started this job just in time for the last trip, which meant you knew literally no one. After finding out your office neighbour was also borderline obsessed with cute animals; especially dogs, you had one friend.  Naturally, during the trip you had to cling onto her the whole time. But this year would be different, you’d make sure of it. As the rest of the office gathers around your boss continued, “This year, we will be holding our team building camp in a new location! It will still be 3 days, and consist of a few exercises, but I think the new location will make this year even funner!” You mentally cringe at her use of ‘funner’, your boss was always a bit to cheery for your liking but it was better than your old, crotchety-man boss from your last job.

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VIXX: Leo - As A Boyfriend

A/N: this was done with @i-wontaek-your-shit​ and wow if you read this completely, thank you thank you thank you for your patience.

  • please prepare yourselves because this is going to be a cry fest I kid you not. anyone who will be dating/marrying this hamji in the future could possibly be the luckiest and happiest person in the world. Forgive me if I’m wrong, I accept that I have placed him on a pedestal so high that the Eiffel tower cant reach him, but he really is a person worth cherishing. so are all of you.

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Madness | 2 | TAEKWOON

Genre: underworld!au | fluff | angst

Member: Taekwoon / Reader [feat. ensemble vixx]

Word Count: 15.700

Warnings: language, violence, death, mentions of mental illness, mentions of suicide, mentions of drugs

VERY IMPORTANT NOTE: so this is the ‘second’ part to madness, but if you guys remember the time before i had to remake, i already had 5/6 of the parts uploaded. This installment is parts 2 thru 6, six being totally new and previously unreleased. if you read 2 3 4 and 5, you don’t need to read them, you can just go to part six. i’ll section each one off to make it easier :) hope you guys enjoy and that it was worth the wait!

Part: one | two

Originally posted by thisisjustforfunval

“Do not be afraid; our fate / Cannot be taken from us; it is a gift.” – Dante’s Inferno

“The love that moves the sun and the other stars.” – Dante’s Paradise

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Youtuber!Jimin

Okay before I start this I just want to say something I came onto tumblr just a few minutes ago and I’m about to go and start to write right and then bts is just like lol we dropped a mv and I honestly feel so ??? like um okay I didn’t allow this but whatever side note my bby my love was in a tie and it was all loosened up and they all looked so good and I’m so ready for the album and now Vixx released their mv I’m done goodbye I refuse but back to the AU, it is time for our precious angel, half of the Busan line, the one, the only, Park Jimin aka chim aka he just looked so so good in the mv like he’s always beautiful but it was top quality really

  • I think Jimin would take his channels in a few different directions
  • He wouldn’t really stick to just one thing
  • Like Namjoon kinda just does whatever he wants, films whatever type of video he’s in the mood for, etc.
  • Jimin’s quite similar in that aspect
  • He doesn’t branch off quite as much but if he feels like making a video that’s not exactly on the same path as his others he’s okay with doing that
  • He would post a lot of covers
  • Even in his normal videos, he’s singing between questions or topics or during the outro bc this kid loves music
  • Yoonmin trash speaking but he would get Yoongi to play the piano for him when he did covers
  • It would take the promise of a free lunch to get Yoongi over but it always worked
  • The viewers love them together though??
  • Like every now and then, he’d film a vlog right, on the more exciting days where he did something special
  • Like go to an amusement park or travel something out of the norm basically
  • They just love the contrast in personalities
  • The thing that gets them though is that even though they bicker a lot and yoons all sarcasm while jimin just giggles at the jokes, at the end of the day, they know they love each other
  • Like there will be those lil moments where yoon actually offers a bite of whatever he’s eating to jimin after overhearing him say something to the camera about forgetting his wallet in the car  
  • He’d always always always have Tae, Yoongi or Jungkook with him
  • He and kook live together bc Busan boys
  • The viewers see a lot of kook, definitely more than the other two, purely bc they share an apartment
  • They’ve actually made a few videos together
  • Kook often helps chim edit
  • Jimin normally films all day and then edits at night and bc he does other things after or before filming, he’s like exhausted at that point
  • So even though he gets most of the editing done, he still ends up falling asleep with his head on the desk
  • Jungkook takes over after that bc he knows chim doesn’t like to miss his upload date
  • So he just finishes up the editing for him and then sets everything up for Jimin so he doesn’t have to stress about it the next morning
  • On top of covers and the occasional vlog, Jimin also does dance videos
  • They’re not too common but they’re not as rare as the vlogs
  • Like its not a weekly thing but also happens at least once a month, maybe two
  • It’s like a hey I really really really liked this song and I wanted to show you guys the way I personally connected with it type of thing
  • He l o v e s filming with Tae
  • He loves doing pretty much anything with Tae bc best friend but filming is fun !!!
  • Tae just has this natural humor to him and Jimin’s v v comfortable around him so they can both just have fun and make a video and be silly
  • Jimin does a lot of tags with him bc that’s tae’s forte
  • They’re both lowkey competitive without overdoing it
  • You were actually another youtuber
  • You’d seen one of Jimin’s dances and immediately fallen in love with him it
  • You mentioned him in a video or a tweet/post, praising his skills and of course his subscribers were like dude you gotta see this
  • Plot twist, he’s actually watched your channel for quite some time after kookie had shown him one of your videos
  • So when he sees you, his secret youtube crush, talking about how you loved his dance, he flips
  • He tries to play it cool and lowkey flirt in his reply bc he can’t resist the opportunity
  • You two start flirting over social media
  • It’s actually really cute bc all of your subscribers and his get to like slowly watch this love story begin, day after day before it kinda goes quiet for a bit ??
  • Like they even ask both of you like hey what happened you two were being all cute
  • There’s a solid month of silence when it comes to each other before surprise you’re in his video
  • You two confirm you’re friends (even though at that point you’re already calling him your boyfriend but you two wanted to take it at your own pace and not have to worry about the internet)
  • But the way he says it definitely leaves it open to interpretation
  • “We met about a month ?? ago and we’re very happy around each other and we get along great and this lil cutie is definitely one of my best friends”
  • He doesn’t confirm anything, he doesn’t really give out much information and that’s pretty much it he leaves it at that
  • You two appear in each other’s videos constantly  
  • He’s a v v affectionate man so sometimes you have to cut some things out
  • Like you were filming a q&a and you said something he found cute so he just leans over and kisses your cheek 
  • You two decide to announce you’re together on your anniversary bc cute
  • At that point, you can both easily say you’re madly in love and are ready to go public with it
  • Everyone’s just like lol we know
  • When they say everyone, they do mean everyone
  • Neither of you are very subtle when it comes to complimenting the other or looking at each other with love filled eyes like literally everyone could’ve guessed it
  • But they’re all v v happy for you both
  • Youtuber!Jimin is just a total sweetheart who’s very close with his subscribers and just kinda does what he loves to do which is make people happy, whether it’s by singing or dancing or just talking to them