i screamed when i found this video

proof that Louis wast at iHeart a day before his show.

I didn’t have a doubt in my mind that Louis was there, but now we got actual proof of it.

we all know Louis was MIA during Harry’s performance in Vegas after being spotted at Niall’s spotify show.

then on Sep 22 Louis was spotted in Las Vegas’ airport

a day early before his show, the night of Harry’s.

then a video I saw on twitter and instagram spiked my interests yesterday but i didn’t want to talk about it before I was 100 % convinced


this video was apparently posted by an account on ig called Crownbeeolive. when the account first emerged I was like pftt another troll, but if this video that is now deleted from their account was only found there before it spread so that got me thinking wtf? that’s Louis’ voice. he says ‘ Yeah I know’  and the fact there’s no fan voices, no crowd screaming it’s was bit odd. so only one conclusion the VIP box where artists stay, hence why you can distinguish his voice. and after the back stage video where you can here him faintly in the background say ‘ you’re welcome’  and Harry was looking so worried when he spotted the camera after he looked backwards toward the source of the sound

then I saw these videos, seems like Harry was look at that one same specific spot blowing kisses and peace signs (vid source)

and here as well (video source)

turn out that’s the spot from the first video where you can hear Louis saying “yeah I know” which is the vip box 

then one fan pointed this out:

bit odd, why would there be two different versions?

to end this here’s a comparison of the videos we got with Louis’ voice from bebe’s ig story  (video source):



and the fact Harry was MIA during Louis’ night. 

The Story of Viktor Nikiforov

I have always, ALWAYS said that I am very happy for Viktor because he found someone to love in Yuuri. I know we have all rooted for Yuuri throughout the show, but I guess I am at a point in my own life that makes me sympathise more with Viktor. He appears to be set in life, but he also had a loneliness about him that bothered me for a very long time. It truly must have been lonely where he was. Where does one even go when there is nothing more up there to reach for?

Viktor Nikiforov had an amazing journey after his meeting with Yuuri Katsuki. It brought colour to a world that was becoming lacklustre. Even Viktor’s coming to Hasetsu only to find a different and much more fragile person than the one he met at the Sochi banquet helped him to grow as a person and live a life beyond himself. Something also tells me that he prefers living life that way, too. He has such a good heart in him, and I feel so proud of how thoughtfully and sensitively he handled the situation. In the end, he found himself a happy ending and seems so happy and content with Yuuri. It’s just a beautiful story and. I. Am. Just. So. Happy. For. Him. *starts crying*

The song is “Before You” by John McLaughlin. It just screamed Viktor Nikiforov to me the first time I heard it. 

This is a fan-made video that was a result of me wrestling with writer’s block for about two months now. No copyright infringement is intended. I thought to try my hand on a different medium this time (lol you know you have sold your soul to a fandom when you learn video editing from scratch just to “find an outlet any outlet oh my god the feels are killing me!). It’s a bit rough in places; I’ll try to fix it next time I’m on a laptop again. EDIT: Fixed! Okay, I like this version better. ♡

It Never Seems To Be Enough

Summary: Dan gets hate comments and gets bullied by his subscribers on the internet for not posting the video he said he would, and when he breaks down from it, Phil is there to help him back up. 

Or, the fic that’s not actually a fic because it really happened, because half the people in the phandom are assholes who have no regard for Dan’s feelings because they all think it’s about them. 

A/N: I’m not bitter :) This behavior is not okay. Dan does not deserve to be treated the way he was today. No one likes a bully. Unless you have something nice to say to him, than don’t say it at all. 

Warnings: None, unless assholes trigger you. Which, by the way, the tweets featured in this fic are actual tweets I saw in Dan’s replies on his video post.

Word Count: 2,026

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Dan made a mistake by telling thousands of people on YouNow about his next video. Truthfully, he had planned on the next danisnotonfire video being one that meant something to him, but when he tried to film it, things just weren’t working out.

He had been stressed for weeks, constantly worrying about the content he was going to put out on his personal channel, but each time he thought of making a video to post publicly, he felt sick.

Dan treated his own channel like an egg. It always had to be perfect, with no cracks anywhere, and the outside had to have a polished glow to it. He never knew who was going to stumble across his channel, and he couldn’t have it looking like a shitstorm in case someone important saw it. But it was that exact thought that drove him mad.

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One time when I went over to the Holt household, (Pidge was around 3, I think) Matt and I were hanging out in the living room playing video games. Pidge came out and waddled over to the couch and pulled herself up onto the couch to sit right between us. Matt hadn’t noticed her there, and he’s a very active video game player, so he jerks his arms to the side as he tried to block an enemy and elbows Pidge right in the eye.

There was a lot of screaming, but eventually Pidge just started laughing at Matt’s terrified face that their parents never found out how Pidge got a black eye

my experience at DAY6 Live & Meet in NA- NYC

Ok so up until I got to the venue, things were pretty bad. I was already running late cause of my exam, which is why I ended up switching my benefits, so  I went home to fix my make up but was in a rush that yo girl completely forgot her freaking eyebrows lolol so i was freaking out cause i’m meeting the loves of my life and i can’t show them eyebrow-less liz but there are stores everywhere in the city that i just quickly purchased something and ran to the venue in the disgusting, humid rainy weather where, clearly, non- new yorkers were walking like turtles but luckily i got to the venue about 10 minutes before the show started.. thank God

(warning: long and jargon)

so Dowoon was the first to come out and he was all shy and smiles, and then wonpil came out in a suit and i was telling myself that i didn’t like where this was going and then freaking YOUNG K COMES OUT WITH A LOOSE TIE and by then, i’m pretty much only staring at him cause i’m in awe of his beauty once again that i didn’t even realize sungjin and jae came out. 
The first song was I Wait & not even 5 minutes into the start of the show, this is what i get at the end of the song THE FIRST FREAKING SONG 

so i’m pretty much dead and then they performed Hunt next so about halfway into the song, I lift my cheap sign, with black ink cause this girl cannot afford color ink, which read “나 DAY6 음악 매일 듣고 YOUNG K 라는 가수 많이 좋아해" (”I listen to DAY6 everyday, I like a singer named Young K a lot” – in reference to this) and yo girl was looking at him and he saw my sign AND READ IT AND THEN MADE EYE CONTACT WITH ME AND SMILED LIKE dsjfksldjf this lasted almost 10 seconds


I WAS LITERALLY SCREAMING INSIDE BUT I SMILED BACK AT HIM AND YALL, WE HAD OUR MOMENT!! BUT LOWKEY, I WANTED TO ACTUALLY CRY AND LOOK AWAY BECAUSE I GOT SO SHY HAHAHA and so yeah, i’m pretty much dead only six minutes into the show but boy did this again towards the end of the show (which i didn’t catch on video) when i raised my sign during I Smile and he made eye contact with me again and kept smiling so i’m dead once again…………. 

some highlights during the q&a that i found cute: (i was mainly focused on youngfeel cause i was on their side and was deprived of young k when i went to their concert this past summer) 
- young k saying “you guys (My Days) are adorable" WHEN HE’S REALLY THE ADORABLE ONE 
- jae singing sunday morning 
- young k stomping his feet like 3 times and being extra cute af and jumping up from his chair 
- youngfeel hitting each other and young k telling wonpil to calm down 
- young k forcing collapsedone to get up from his seat during the preference game
- sungjin’s confidence when he speaks
- dowoon saying he wants to be able to talk to a bear and sungjin imitates one 

as always, their vocals were amazing and beautiful but i couldn’t really hear that well since so many people were screaming, but i’m glad we did since Young K said he was worried that NA My Days wouldn’t applaud them or be able to sing the lyrics but he said he was wrong, and the way jae said “beautiful” so sweetly when we sang his first verse in congratulations, and then Young K getting teary eyed by the end of I Smile.. everything was great  and during the “encore”,  Jae literally stood on the chair in the row behind mine and then stopped right in front of me to jump so girl’s gotta do what she gotta do and i jumped with him and now i’m still sore af. BUT AFTER BEING A FAN OF JAE FOR ALMOST 7 YEARS, AND SEEING HIM DEBUT AND ACCOMPLISH GOALS AND NOW COME TO PERFORM AT HIS HOMETOWN AS WELL AS MY HOMETOWN KSJF I SAY THIS ALL THE TIME BUT I REALLY AM A PROUD MAMA.

After the show, I went up the stairs for hi-touch and I was so nervous and when I went up the stairs, Young K was first and I’m dead serious, he looked exactly like this ………… 

and i was honestly so intimidated cause he looks so .. fierce (? idk if that’s the appropriate word) and he was waiting because I had to walk up to the table they were behind and let’s be real, he does give off that cold vibe at first but anyways, i began walking up to him and his face suddenly brightened up like he remembered my sign or something and was smiling and leaned forward and looked me in the eyes while he was holding my hand with his hand WHICH IS ACTUALLY SO WARM, SMOL, AND SOFT LIKE WHAT THE …. I WAS DECEIVED BY THOSE PICTURES (but i’m still a hand stan) and he told me “thank you for coming” and tbh i don’t remember what i said to him but i think i told him “thank you so much, i love you” but idk why i said that when i had something else in mind and was planning on speaking to him in konglish but he didn’t let go or look away and actually didn’t let go till he gave YOU the chance to speak but honestly, i remember my moments with the other members but with young k, everything is such a blur. i was THAT nervous and just couldn’t make eye contact without wanting to look away cause he was THAT BEAUTIFUL AND SO SWEET lol and he said he got chubby but IF HE IS CHUBBY, IDK WHAT I AM CAUSE HIS FACE WAS LITERALLY THE SIZE OF MY FIST …….. 
then I moved onto Dowoon and he just bowed slightly but I told him “수고했어요" (you worked hard) and moved on but he turned around to look at me again so I turned back and he said “huh? 오~” and smiled like he was so taken aback that I spoke Korean. Jae was next, ok i’m not that short or tall but i realized this before but jae is actually not as tall as i expected and he was so chill about it like he just grabbed my hand and held it almost as if i was his bro and said “thank you for coming” and my dumbass self just repeated him ……. so I moved onto Wonpil and told him “수고했어요" as well and he said “아! 감사합니다~!” in that dragged out adorable tone he uses all the time, and then I moved onto Sungjin and just as I remembered, his not so tall yet nicely built physique and his BEAUTIFUL EYES … I told him “수고했어요" as well and he made that usual face he makes when he’s thinking about something and said “오~~”, bowed, and smiled. 

SO OVERALL, it was such an unforgettable memory and i’m honestly so proud of how far they’ve come, and am also so thankful that I get to listen to and support such beautiful and humble artists, and am also happy that I get to be in such a beautiful fandom who follow their artists and are also good singers, whether you’re in Korea or one of Jae’s kids overseas. 
and if you read all of this, i’m sorry i wasted your time BUT I JUST LOVE YALL MY DAYS AND DAY6 OK GOODBYE 

(Btw I took a few mainly Young K focused fancams that you can check out on my youtube if you want. )

Happy Halloween (Ethan Dolan x Reader)

Readers POV

We were all sitting on the couch brainstorming what video the twins should film. I was on twitter going through their hashtag that they tweeted out about giving them ideas for the video. Ethan sat next to me with his head on my lap while he went through his phone. Ethan and I have been dating for 3 years and we couldn’t be happier. I started looking through twitter and got up when I saw an amazing idea for the boys to do. I told them and at first they thought it was silly but, I assured them that their fans would love it. I helped them set up the lights and camera.

“What’s up Guys? We’re BACK!” Screamed both Ethan and Grayson.

“Y/N found an idea for this video on Twitter from one of our fans. We are going onto this website called ‘Wattpad’ and we are going to read “Prisoner”, a fanfic written by one of you amazing fans!” said Ethan with a huge smile on his face.

Originally posted by grethan-is-kinda-real

As the boys started to read the fanfic, I got more and more invested into the story. It’s like everything came to life. Once they were finished, I was a complete utter mess! The boys started to put away all their equipment and I sat on the couch staring off into nothing.

“Babe, did you hear me?” Ethan waved his hand in front of my face. I grabbed his hand and forced him into a hug.

“Please don’t ever want to kill your family, and remember I love you so much E!” I don’t know what came over me but, all I could do was hug Ethan. Ethan hugged me back and just chuckled at me.

“Babe, I won’t, I promise. Hey, go take a shower and then start getting ready for Gray and Leenas annual Halloween party. I’m going to help them set up, I’ll get ready there and once you’re done come over. Okay baby?” I nodded and Ethan kissed my forehead and grabbed his duffle bag that had his matching costume to mine. We were going as Jughead and Betty from Riverdale.

I can’t believe I’m this emo over a fanfic, their fans are so talented. I felt like I was in the story, falling in love with Ethan all over again. I ran the shower until the bathroom got completely steamy. I played my shower playlist and hopped in. An hour later, I jumped out of the shower and wrapped myself in a towel. I walked around mine and Ethans apartment with the music still playing from the bathroom and looked around. This was my life now, Ethan and I have been together for almost 4 years. I couldn’t be happier than what I am. It was hard in the beginning because anywhere Ethan went, most likely so did Grayson and that made Grayson and mine relationship really hard. I wanted to spend time with Ethan and so did he. After a couple of months, Grayson finally realized that I wasn’t going anywhere and started to open up to me more and now, him and I are best friends, we go on double dates with his girlfriend of 2 years and life is just perfect. I looked over at my bedside table and realized that, of course I’m late. I put my hair into the classic Betty high ponytail, I put on some ‘natural’ looking makeup and my clothes.

I walked into Leena and Graysons place and the house had over 40 people, everyone was drinking, dancing, having a good time and because it is one of Graysons rules “to get in you MUST be in costume” everyone was. I looked around the room and spotted Leena, Gabi and Grayson outside on the deck but no Ethan. I grabbed myself a drink and headed over to them.

“Gray, where’s your brother?” I asked while raising the red solo cup filled with Sprite and Crown Royal to my lips. He smirked at me and shrugged.

“He must still be getting changed, I guess” Grayson said with a smirk.

I looked over at the girls with a face of confusion before I felt a tap on my shoulder. I turned around to come face to face with my boyfriend in an orange jail jumpsuit, unbuttoned with some fake blood on it. My mouth dropped, I couldn’t believe what I was seeing. The fanfic came true. Ethan smirked at me before letting out one of his famous wheezing laughs.

“What do you think babe? I know it isn’t Jughead but not bad for a last minute switch up huh?” I smacked Ethan in the chest.

“ETHANN!! Playing with my emotions isn’t funny!!” I threw my head back and looked up at the night sky.

“Why God, why? Why did I give them the idea of making this video?” I asked before looking back at my boyfriend who still hasn’t wiped that stupid smirk off his face.

“Are you trying to make all your fans emo? Or just your girlfriend? Your girlfriend of 4 years who will in fact leave you, Dolan.” I shook my head and saw Grayson laughing at this whole scene in front of him. I’m not going to lie and say Bad Boy Ethan isn’t a HUGE turn on, but this isn’t the way to do it. Ethan grabbed my hand and grinned at me before dropping onto one knee. My eyes widen, Leena and Gabi both let out gasps and Grayson spat out his drink.

Ethan reach into the jumpsuit pocket and pulled out a blue ring pop.

“Y/N, Can you promise me one thing? Will you marry me some day? I don’t mean now, but will you take this ring pop as a promise ring? A promise that no matter how hard life gets or how busy we get in life, that we will always have each other and a promise that one day you will get engaged and we will get married.” I couldn’t believe what had just happened. I nodded my head and pulled Ethan up by his collar and pulled him into a kiss. Once we pulled away he reached back into his pocket and pulled out an actual promise ring.

“The ring pop is just a prop to go along with my costume babe. I’m sorry about not being Jughead, I thought this was a cool idea. I can go change if you want.”

“No don’t. Thank you Ethan, I love you.” I leaned in and softly kissed my wonderful boyfriend. As I pulled away, I lean into his ear and whispered, “Maybe once we get home, you can fuck me like Ethan in the fanfic?” I gave him a wink before heading back into the kitchen for a drink.

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“For the both of us.” -Zack Fair

Context: About five years after I finished playing the classic FF7 game, I found out on Youtube that there’s a secret scene with Zack getting killed right before Cloud (aka ending of Crisis Core). What amazed me was that when Cloud grabbed the sword, and looked up at the sky, I can hear his scream, even though the scene was completely silent. The painful silence was powerful, and I don’t think that feeling can be achieved again with the remake. 

I hope this GIF captures the emotional experience.

Emerald City Comic-Con 2017

So I drove to Seattle from my little city Bend, OR on Thursday, about a 7hr drive there (7.5 hrs on the way home :/)  I stayed with @ninaf who lives just outside of Seattle.  We hung out that night and didn’t go to bed until after 1 a.m. 😳The Panel:  Our plan was to get to the Convention Center by 8:30/9:00 a.m. which we did. It was interesting that there didn’t seem to be much ‘security’(I could have taken my flask :/), we entered from across the street where we parked in a public parking garage and entered in at the 3rd floor.  We probably could have gotten in Sat. no problem even without a Sat badge!  Anyhow quickly found the line for the Outlander panel – SO many people!  They let us in at about 10:45 and me @ninaf and 2 of her friends (that are ‘normal’ fans) found some seats – we were second row far left of the stage – right where the fan questions were left of the stage.  I wanted to ask a question – Sam could you please sit back I can’t see CAITRIONA!? In front of us was a slew of moms with their babies – so cute – one started fussing and Cait actually looked over to them with her awe concerned face – she clearly LOVES BABIES! ♥  You can just see it in the video briefly at about 14:32 min. I am a huge Cait fan so I was Screaming and standing when she came out and thought we were doing pretty good there, then Sam came out and omg decibels! They sit down and Sam won’t sit all the way back on the couch, I don’t know why, and he was blocking my view of Cait, I could only see her on the screen or if she moved forward or back. 😒 I didn’t take any pics, cos I just wanted to be present and absorb the experience, (one of @ninaf ’s friends did though so we’ll post as soon as we get them). One observance is they both looked tired, but ready to 'do this’.  I loved the panel, I thought they were very comfortable, there to have fun and engage with us, I liked the questions asked and quite a few of mine were answered. Caitriona was taking the lead quite a bit but I think her wit is a bit quicker than Sam’s (I’m a taurus and we tend to slow think sometimes) but it gave him a chance to play off of her which I feel they do quite a bit probably. They seemed very in tune with each other.  Next on the agenda was the autograph session.  We got there @ about 12:15 for the 12:30 and were turned away- too full come back at 4.  Well cool, we can at least eat, since we didn’t have any breakfast so we had lunch and drinks. Met up with @ourrubygirl and her daughter (normal fan), nipunad on twitter – sorry don’t know your tumblr and with ninaf and her 2 friends (side note – they were so funny before I even got to Seattle they were concerned that ninaf would invite someone from online who she had never met to stay at her house.  By then we had talked on the phone and friended each other on facebook so they had to facebook stalk me to give their approval – whew, glad I passed). 😘Photo Op!  Ugh, okay this is where we realized that this poor little comic-con was absolutely NOT ready for this Outlander fandom and where everything really started to get behind schedule.  I envy the Sat photo op participants, looks like it was more relaxed and not as rushed as Friday's– READY click NEXT! I know people have been dissing the posed photos, but after being 'there’ this is what I feel, I think SamCait enjoy the poses somewhat, cos’ otherwise the way it was with many of us on Friday we just walk in, stand next to them, click and we’re out, so I could see that for sure getting tedious AF for them, they seemed to have more fun on Sat with it – because they were allowed to also.  Anyhow the Friday photo op was close to being a complete clusterfuck, but the gestapo staff pulled it off.  There were other people there, apparently there was more than just OL there 😉 that would be like “What is this line for with all these people?” And we’d be like Outlander, and they just go off mumbling wtf is outlander? Funny. I walked in for my 'Team Outlander’ photo and I was wearing opal earrings from Mexico and Cait says to me “oh I love your earrings” Me: thank you – and I’m beaming so fucking hard I can hardly breath! So I’m 5'1” - yeah – I’m holding on to them for the photo mumble thanks or something I fecking don’t remember, patted Sam’s back turned and looked up OMFG this guy is TALL! I have a friend that is 6'7”, but Sam seemed much taller than that, I think it’s his massiveness or something IDK. His leather jacket is really soft btw.Okay NEXT – while I go back in line for my Cait only photo, ninaf goes downstairs to get in line for the autographs – good thing too since they almost turned me away by the time I got down there!  STEP OFF BITCH I WILL GET MY CATRIONA EFFING BALFE AUTOGRAPH!!!!  So by this time we are beyond hot – it was so hot in this place which wasn’t even at the convention center, everything but the panel was at the Sheraton next door.  Note to self Bring water bottle, we learned a lot of should'ves…. So there was quite a wait for this, mainly because Caitriona was still upstairs READY click NEXT! And they could only do the Sam only autographs which there weren’t a ton of apparently😁

The way they had it set up Cait first then Sam, so we had to wait for Cait to appear.  We were in the 'overflow’ line outside of the main autograph room, but could see in there a bit, we saw the lights go out, didn’t hear the comments @sileas84 mentioned, but too funny.  When we finally got to the 'room’ wow, so I am a diehard Caitriona Balfe fan, I like Sam but am not an over the top fan like most… I have to say seeing him up close and personal I COULD NOT take my eyes off of him, he was so 'cute’ doesn’t do it justice, I seriously have no word/s for it.  He was so funny and gracious and flirty with the women and NICE, very tan too, yeah, I kept running into people as the line snaked around trying to just watch him, I even almost got kicked out trying to sneak a pic – damn gestapo staffers.  So finally get up to Caitriona, um effing goddess.  She had quite the stash of gifts, I had considered giving them something but didn’t want to burden them with too much stuff and if they truly just give it away well… So I opted to give her a love letter as I call it, from me.  I didn’t know what to 'say or ask her something’ so I mentioned that I have a head shot autograph of Simon (her friend Simon Kassianides) and I can add hers to it now and she smiles and says “oh cool, I just saw him a couple of days ago!”  Me: heehee. JHRC I’m such a dweeb.  I didn’t get a Sam autograph cos’ they had sold out by the time I got online to purchase, I coached ninaf though to make sure to smell him so we could report back, since we both forgot to at the photo op :P  So we float out of the room and out into the main area and I finally just started screaming I was so excited – I got to talk to Caitriona Effing Balfe (even if it was brief)  I am so so glad I did this! 

After this was all done it was getting close to our dinner plans for meeting up with other tumblrs, so we eventually got to the restaurant.  How fun to finally meet some of us.  As we came into the room I immediately recognized @rainmanjdog and @mommydog67, we had been chatting while in line for our Cait only photo and didn’t know that we were part of the tumblrs, so funny and we all almost asked each other but didn’t want to risk it – so sad.  Great night hanging with everyone, best story goes to @valkyrie1969 I still chuckle just thinking about it.  So where is the photo of us pointing at the 'Meet and Greet’ room @pentwhistle ?

Overall impression of SamCait – they are two of the most genuine, engaging, fun, cool, nicest people.  

Overall impresion of our tumblrs – we are some of the most genuine, engaging, fun, cool and nicest people.  

Eighteen (Dino/Chan Smut)

Summary: Does being just a little bit older help? Or is it maturity that matters? You help Dino find that out. High School AU. Smut.

(AN: okay, this took way longer than anticipated. this was supposed to be a little dino smut to wet the palette but oh well. I was listening to 5 Seconds of Summer’s 18 and everything about it screamed for a Dino fic so this happened - and before you scream at me, I’m going by international age, which I always do, because it confuses me far less. and internationally Dino is 17. also I went looking for inspo cause everywhere Dino is portrayed as the cute cute cutie and i found the Boys Wish cover of Dumb Dumb and holy shit man when was that choreo so sexual that video is amazing go watch it nooow. also a certain someone - you know who you are - has just been weighing me down to the brim with sexual frustration and this fic has done nothing to help that so yeah. warnings: implied drug use, implied alcohol use, actual alcohol use, implied Hoshi/DK - kinda not really implied?? whatever - a prolonged cameo from Amber that I got way too carried away with you’re not welcome, it’s also high school au, also warning for smut. obviously. -Tanisha<3)

This was a bad idea. This was a freaking bad idea, and deep down he knew it, but this was really his first fleeting wave of doubt. Mostly because the line was moving now and he was getting closer to the front, getting closer to the very large, scary bouncer who would take one glance at his ID and know how fake it was and probably beat his ass, just to set an example. Yeah, that was probably it. And it wasn’t even chilly outside but he could feel a shiver run down his spine as he clutched at the little piece of plastic inside his pants pocket.

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Anemone: fading hope, anticipation.

| Title: Anemone: fading hope, anticipation. [Ong Seungwoo x reader]. 

Series: White Wolves, one. 

 Genre: angst, fluff; werewolf! au, OSW x reader

 Summary: Ong Seungwoo hates humans, but White Wolves only survive if they find their human soulmate.

 Word count: 1290

 Note: Not a request, simply something I really wanted to write, inspired by some amazing werewolf!au I’ve seen around here. Although I don’t think this is good, I might write one of these for other members aswell, but since they’re 11 (and it will take a while to write one for each boy), if you want to suggest a member, please do! 

Note 2: So far I’ve written scenarios for Daniel, Sungwoon and Jaehwan and having people like my writing feels so nice :’’’’) thank you, thank you



She found me when I was dying. My energy drained and my desire to live disappearing along with my heartbeat. White Wolves need a soulmate, a human one- a reason for our human side to exist. Otherwise we die, because our immortality becomes loneliness, and loneliness destroys hearts. 

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Never have I ever // Byron Langley

Rain ran down your window, as you wished for it to never stop. You loved the rain, more than many things. It was calming, and just made everything seem at peace. You would much prefer a rainy and cozy day, then a hot and summery one. It reminded you that even though everything can go wrong, rain will still fall all the same. As they say, ‘you can’t have a rainbow without a little rain’. The wind began to pick up, and soon enough, there was a thunderstorm crashing outside. You sat by your window, and watched peacefully.

Your phone buzzed next to you, so you reached over and sat it in front of you. After it buzzed for the 5th time, you finally check who it would be. You had 2 missed calls from Byron, as well as some messages from the boys. You sighed internally, before calling Byron back. “Yes, my darling?” you said as he answered the phone. There was a laugh from the other end, followed by a voice that sounded nothing like him.

“Thanks for the lovely greeting Y/N, but it’s actually Joe,” the voice said with a chuckle. You blushed, forgetting that he was with the boys for the day. “Anyways,” Joe continued, “Byrooon wants to bring some of us boys back to the flat to film a video. He said that his/yours would be the cleanest. So, what do ya say?” You thought about it for a few seconds, contemplating the things that might occur this afternoon. You ended up agreeing, but telling to not leave for a while since you needed to get ready. You thought about how they were getting to the flat, as it was currently pouring with rain.

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After cleaning yourself up and making sure the flat was relatively neat, Conor, Jack, Joe, Byron himself and Caspar arrived… happy yet drenched. You laughed as they stood in the doorway, looking like drowned rats. You told them to stand there and start to take off their jackets and shoes. You set up the indoor clothes horse and made them hang up their things. They were basically stripped bare when Byron went to get some clothes for them to borrow. Jack and Conor were smart enough to bring clothes from their apartment before arriving, so they simply got changed. They were off their heads, whipping and slapping each other with their wet clothes. You laughed at them for a while, turning up the heating as you did so.

They finally settled, as Joe and Byron went to work setting up the camera in the lounge room. They were going to play a simple game of ‘Never have I ever’. While they were setting up, Jack managed to persuade you to join with them. You were usually camera shy, so this was going to be a big thing for you. Conor was writing the signs for the 6 of you, while Caspar was writing the sentences to  be said. He had a smug grin plastered on his face, so you definitely knew there was going to be some ‘good’ ones in there. Jack and Byron soon finished, and you were all ready to play.

-

“CASPAR!” You yelled as he read out one of the ‘never have I evers’. He said never have I ever fucked anyone in this room. You chocked on your own breath, turning to the blonde headed boy. Byron slowly held up his sign as you continued, laughing slightly as you yelled. “Why would you have that in there, you pin head!” You turned to Byron, still with the shocked expression on your face. When you saw him, holding up his ‘I have’ sign, you basically screamed.

“I’m sorry babeeee” Byron cooed, pulling you in for a hug. You sighed as you leant into his lap. You held up the ‘I have’ sign as you laid there for a few seconds. The boys found this whole thing hilarious, and said that they must keep it in the video. It was going to be comical gold they told you. The fans didn’t even know about your relationship with Byron, as he wasn’t necessarily a youtuber. Now however, they will definitely know.

WHY I HATE/AM LEAVING THE BGAK COMMUNITY!!

I’ve been hesitating with making this post but it needs to be said. I’ve been “apart” of the BGAK Community for about maybe two years. I want to make a side note that I have always loves East Asian culture. I’ve loved anime since I was a small child and I’ve been trying to learn Japanese for a while now. I discovered the BGAK YouTube channel and instantly was happy because I felt less alone and it was great that I finally found a community that would “support” other black girls. But recently I’ve been experiencing and witnessing other black girls apart of this community ATTACKING & HURTING OTHER BLACK GIRLS!! It’s truly disgusting and SOOO hurtful!! I’ve gotten all kinds of hate mail and rude comments on my videos from other black girls. It’s hard to think that the same people who run around screaming Black Lives Matter hurt the very people they claim to be defending!! When black girls get together they NEVER support each other!! There’s ALWAYS DRAMA!! No other race has as much drama as black girls. I wish that we could support each other more but that will never happen. So I’m leaving the community and will not have any connection with the #blackgirlsarekawaii because there is far too much drama and it’s gross. I saw almost a third of the community attack Amina Du Jean and I was so hurt because she’s human and everyone was making up lies about her just because they could. If I want you to take anything from this it’s to STAY THE HELL AWAY FROM THE BGAK COMMUNITY BECAUSE IT”S A CULT!!!! Sorry not sorry if I offended anyone but it’s something that needed to be said. If you’re a troll fuck off because I don’t give a shit what you have to say!! Okay love you all and remember to stay strong and keep your head up!! Also I’ve seen people on the YouTube page make post and videos about other girls over editing their videos, pictures, and what not! NEWS FLASH EVERYONE EDITS THEIR PICTURES SO STOP SHAMMING OTHERS!! It’s so annoying and I just can’t believe it! Why do you give a fuck what someone else is doing to their own photos. But jealousy is a serious disease and it’s hard to cure. You don’t need to be apart of a subculture to like the “Korean/Japanese” fashion!! Hold your head up high babes ilu!!

anonymous asked:

Hi I really appreciate all you have done on the JLY video analysis 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼 I believe it is all there for those who want to slow down and listen to what Louis has to say. Something like the comics which have been included and take FBI like skills to uncover SCREAM intentional - this is not just choosing recent comics but rather uncovering comics are years old and when you see the key messages of these comics and parallels to fighting against the establishment it is so OBVIOUS!!! 🌟

of course, I’m more than happy to do it!! and I absolutely agree that it’s there for those who want to look/listen - the video is SO incredibly dense with content and hints, and ALL of it (every frame!!) is relevant!! there’s just no way it’s all coincidence, specifically the Yogi thing and the way we found it - there’s no way you could randomly stumble upon that. This video has really proven how special of a relationship we, as fans, have with Louis; he communicates directly with us, and I feel so so honored to be able to help share his words with all of you! 🌈 thank you for this message, sweet anon!

Daddy Issues

Originally posted by heytheredeann

Warnings: Abusive relationship between the reader and her father. Explicit scenes of it. Don’t read it if you are sensitve to this subject. If you are going throught something related or know somebody who are, you can talk to me, but please search for help.

Notes: Okay guys, i know i’m not posting a lot, but i will try to solve this problem okay? Part 2 is coming soon, please tell me if you like it and what do you think that will happen. 

This was based in some other fics i read, i really liked them so i decided to do something like that myself. If you want to be tagged in the next part, just let me know. 

Thank you guys <3 Thank you @realdiepie <3


“So… that’s it guys. I’m very excited to see you all on the VegasCon, love yoo…. What the hell Jensen!” You screamed, finishing the video on snapchat when you felt Jensen lift you up and put you on his shoulders. You felt him start to walk and heard his laugh. “Jensen put me down!”

“Not so easy.” He said starting to run and you screamed. He entered a trailer and you recognized it as Jared’s, and you had your assurance that even when upside down, you saw the guys starting to laugh. “I found our runaway girl. She was doing a lifestream or something” 

“I was snapping jackass.” You said when he threw you in a couch.

“Watch your language girl” He said pretending to be mad and the boys laughed again. 

“We were looking for you (Y/N)” Jared said when you sat next to Misha. He immediatally put his arms around you. 

“What for?” You asked starting to feel a bit frightened. Were you in trouble or something like that?

“Gen and Danneel are coming to the VegasCon so we can’t share the room with you.” Jared said, because you’d usually share a room with one of them or Kat in the conventions, mostly Jensen. 

“But i’m alone in my room, so if you want to…” Misha said with a cute smile. You smiled sadly, but it was so fast that you doubted that they even saw it. 

“Yeah, thanks Misha, but you guys don’t have to worry, my father is coming to this one.” You said feeling a bitter taste in your mouth. You really didn’t understand why your Dad had decided to come. Of course, it was Vegas and he obviously enjoyed to spend your money and make use of your privileges as a celebrity, but he hated the people you worked with. It made him angry. And when he was angry…. Well, it was not something very nice to think about. 

“Oh okay then, we will let Cliff know, and he will arrange the rest.” Jared said smilling and you forced one. 

It was gonna be a long weekend. 

xxXXxxXXxxXXxx

You thanked God when you entered your house and your Dad was passed out in the couch. Every night was the same thing. He drank until he slept, but if you arrived before the he fell asleep, he’d always find a reason to scream at you and remind you about all of your insecurities. Or he made you clean all his mess and get him more beer. Or… well, in his worst nights, he’d hit you. You had already broken a rib and an arm because of him. Of course no one knew about it, and everybody thought that your fear of being around men was because you were shy. But with time, for your surprise, being around Jensen, Jared, Misha, Mark, Richard, Rob, Cliff and all the others had become your favorite thing. You felt safe with them, they were more protective than your father would ever be, and from the bottom of your heart, you knew they loved you.

As least somebody did.

xxXXxxXXxxXXxx

“Jensen! Jared!” The both were entering the hotel where the convention would happen, and there were a lot of fans already there. With Cliff’s help, after pictures and autografts they finally got out, going directly to the room where all the cast would be. Because Gen and Danneel weren’t in Vancouver, they took an early flight, and they were probably already in their rooms. 

They greeted everyone. Misha, Mark, Kim, Kat, Briana, Rich, Rob, but there was one person missing….

“Where’s (Y/N)?” Jensen asked no one in specific while getting a sandwich from the table.

“I’m here” You said getting behind him and he imeddiataly turned around smiling. Although the smile vanished when he saw you with an uncomfortable face and forcing a smile. He had been seeing this smile for a while now, which really worried him. He had known you for years now, he had practically seen you grow up, as you’d entered the series when you were only 10, and now with 16, he saw you like a daughter. 

“Hey sweetheart, had a nice flight?” He asked watching you hide behind sunglasses and a long sleeved shirt. He put his arms around your shoulders, starting to walk as the others were already going to where they had to be now, some people to panels, some to the autographs’ table, some to OP photos. You guys were going with autographs. “Where is your father?” 

“Hmm… he left. To see the city” You said and he raised his eyebrows.

“He won’t watch your panel with Kat?”He answered and you struggled again, giving him a humorless laugh. 

“I guess not.” But before he could say anything else, Jared appeared by his side and started talking to (Y/N). Jensen sighed, he knew something was not okay with his little girl and he couldn’t figure what it was. And it killed him.

“Okay guys, I have to go. See you later” You said to them, and after they both patted your head and messed with your hair, you went to the opposite direction from them. You were going to do a panel with Kathryn Newton, the one who was Claire, Castiel’s daughter in the series. She was just a few years older than you, which made you two become really good friends. 

“Don’t you think that (Y/N) is acting kind of weird these days?” Jensen asked and Jared took a deep breath looking at his friend.

“Definitely” He agreed. “In the beginning I thought she was just heartbroken or something…”

“Wait, what? Why would she be heartbroken?” Jensen said starting to get fatherly over you, being overprotective and a little… well, jealous. 

“You are saying that you didn’t see the hickey a few days ago in her neck? At least it seemed like a hickey. I thought she had been with some guy and was acting weird about it.” Jared said and Jensen’s eyes widened. “But after some time I started to change my mind.” 

“So if it’s not a teenage love story, why the hell is she acting so strange?” Jensen said sighing, a little frustrated as he ran his hand over his face.

“No idea man.” Jared said struggling when they heard somebody of the production call for them to go to the autograph tables. They had to forget this subject for now. At least try to.

xxXXxxXXxxXXxx

The day passed incredibly fast for you. The panel was great, the photos and autografts… amazing. You had met so many fans and had a blast with your co-workers and everybody. The moments when you were with the cast, the conventions mainly, were some moments that you could forget about your dark reality. 

“(Y/N) come here!” Kat said and you saw that she was recording for snapchat, so you posed next to her. All the cast was already in the big room again, and you saw Danneel and Gen talking next to the food table. You hadn’t seen them earlier, so it wad the perfect time to go talk to them. You were on your way when someone stopped in front of you, making you gulp. 

“Dad” You said forcing a smile. Again.

“Time to go (Y/N)” He said forcing a smile too. You sighed, noticing he was already drunk. He really couldn’t haved picked a worst moment to do this.  

“Oh hey mr. (Y/L/N)” Jensen said in a friendly tone, appearing by your side and reaching his hand for your father, who quickly shook Jensen’s hand. “Your daughter was amazing today, she…” 

“Yeah, well, she always is.” You father said interrupting Jensen, who raised his eyebrows. “If you’ll excuse us, I’m taking (Y/N) out for dinner tonight.” He said putting a hand behind your neck, making you shiver, and pushing you. 

“Oh but you know that we’re gonna have a little celebration here? Well, at the seafood restaurant, here in the hotel. You are more than welcome to join us.” you felt your heart racing. You were scared, and you were 100% sure that Jensen had noticed it.

“Make it next time, pal.” Your father said and you closed your eyes sighing. Jensen didn’t say anything else. Your dad started pushing you to the exit of the room, and soon you were already in front of the door of your hotel room. “Time to have some fun right darling?”

“Dad… what are you talking about?” You asked with a nervous laugh, knowing exactly what he was talking about. He pushed you into the room so hard that you almost fell. 

“I’m talking about those people that you work with.” He said, low and rough. One of the signs that he was becoming aggressive. Your hands were sweating and your heart racing. “Can you believe that your worthless driver didn’t want to take me to the tourist hotspots? 

“But he-he…” You said, your voice already failing because of how nervous you were. It didn’t matter how many times this happened, you would never be prepared for it. 

“He-he.” He said copying your voice giving a hurmoless laugh. “Yeah right. And that Jensen guy and his tall friend.” He said getting close, and grabing your neck and making you gasp. “They make me so angry… and they have this strange possession over you. Perverts. That’s what they are.”

“No dad, they’re not…” You tried, already feeling the tears falling as he hit your head against the wall, still holding your nick. 

“Shut up! I didn’t give you permission to talk.” He said tightening the grip into your neck, and you gasped again. “I met some of your ‘fans’ today. I really can’t understand how they idolize you so much. I mean… what is so special about you?” 

You cried hard and you saw him roll his eyes. 

“I said… Shut. Up” He said angrily and you tried not to make any noise, but you sniffed. And he punched you. Not slapped, punched. Hard.

You groaned in pain, feeling a little dizzy and starting to see black spots. He pushed you into the ground and you hit your head on the floor. 

“We’re in Las Vegas, and I’m not half as drunk as I wanted to be.” He said leaning down and purposefully treading his fingers on your hair, making you look at him. “I don’t want you near those people anymore, you heard me? Now here’s what we’re gonna do. I’m gonna get drunk. And after this, I’m going to a strip club, and yeah, I don’t want you in this room when I come back with a whore.” He said hitting your head on the ground one more time. “Did you understand?” You tried to talk, you really did, but you had no strength. He kicked you in the ribs, making you groan. “I said: did you understand me?” He asked again and stepped on your ribs, forcing his foot down. You answered with a low voice. 

“Yes.” 

“Good, now if you’ll excuse me.” He said forcing his foot down again before walking out of the room. You felt a giant pain and immediately started to have touble to breathe. Unfortunately, you already knew this feeling. He broke one rib of yours. Again. 

The pain was so intense that you tried to scream but nothing came out. Your eyes were watering and no matter how hard you tried, you just couldn’t breathe. The black spots came back, and you couldn’t stop yourself from thinking that tomorrow morning, you could be dead.

Part 2

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Okay so I went on a Scavenger Hunt™ for Anti stuff. Here we go.

•1 Five Nights At Freddy’s: Sister Location episode 1. The first time we see Anti. Almost everyone knows this already, but I thought I’d start from the beginning. He appears a few times (I don’t have the exact times, but if you’d like to find them go ahead and add them!) throughout the video. The secret message in the description of this video is above. “You waited a long time Now I wake”

•2 FNAF: Sister Location ep 2. “Follow the signs Release me” Now what does this mean? I mean obviously these little hints are here for a reason, which leads to the release of Anti. We’ll get to that later.

•3,4,&5 FNAF: Sister Location ep 3. BUCKLE UP OKAY. SO! I never noticed this before, like I just now saw this, he says “I see you understand me, keep watching” and there’s a link. The link takes you to a video (5) with the description “Very good you may be worthy” (4). The video is all black and it has creepy sounds in the back. It legitimately gave me the shivers. Clever, clever boy. ALSO in episode 3 it’s like legitimately 2 seconds in when Anti shows up. As soon as he top of the mornin whip cracks, Anti pops up.

•6 FNAF: Sister Location ep 4. As the Sister Location series comes to a close, the Anti vibes still continue to grow. He’s also in this video. The description reads “Its almost time I grow stronger” he’s ready to show himself.

•7 The Big Reveal™. It’s Halloween so Jack is carving a pumpkin, but throughout the video Anti is showing up. Eventually, towards the end of the video (I forget the exact time) Anti shows up and he kills Jack. This is when Anti speaks for the first/longest time. We get an earful from this maniac, which the community just ate up. FINALLY he comes! The description reads “You wanted me well here I am”. The day after this Jack posts a vlog saying Anti won’t be coming back, but boy was he wrong.

•8 Detention. So Detention was a very good game for what we had seen of it at the time. The first episode was creepy, but didn’t actually have any Anti appearances. Which, it is February at this time so that would make sense. We weren’t really expecting it. Then Detention ep 2 has this little message in the description “Fogotten or just too afraid to remember?” I remember when Anti popped up for like a split second and I sat for at least 5 minutes going back and trying to screenshot every tiny part to get everything Anti was doing. Ahh, good times.

•9 Detention ep 3. Episode 3 was a doosey. The episode itself was really good and creepy, but also I mean Anti. What did you expect, that’s what this whole post is about. Description says “Broken spirit let me out”

•10 Detention ep 4. The end of Detention had many Anti appearances. I think there was like 3-5 (again, not sure.) The description in this video said “Betrayal, neglect, mistake” which is basically us forgetting about him. Or, at least that’s what I think. The thumbnails for this series had hella Anti vibes, which was awesome. I love the thumbnail for this episode.

•I don’t have any more pictures (I realized while writing this I didn’t check some videos so PLEASE add what I missed onto this!) but we don’t see Anti for a little bit after this. I believe we don’t see him again until PAX takeover. Well, there’s hints and things like on social media (Instagram) but we don’t get an ACTUAL appearance until PAX (I think.)

•PAX Takeover. I cleared my whole day so I could watch that heckin livestream because I couldn’t go to PAX. So I was sitting and waiting for it to start and when it did my computer was being dumb so I went to use my phone. As soon as Jack said “We’re gonna record a little message.” And Anti popped up MY PHONE CRASHED so I was screaming because Anti and my phone. Then I found the video (I STILL get giddy watching the video) and I got chills when Anti said “I’ve always been here…Always watching”. He also said “You found someone new, threw me aside.” Which I, and some others, thought this was an indirect at Dark because Dark had just had his reappearance on A Date With Markiplier. Jack later confirmed Anti was talking about Sean not Dark.

•Most recent Anti appearance. So a few days ago Epidemic episode 1 had a split second where Anti glitched in. Whether this was just a way to make the video feel better or some insight (I can’t think of the right word) into another return is unknown. Maybe he will come back, maybe it was just a tease. Who knows?

•Anti Lore™. Jack has been dropping some SICK Anti lore during livestreams and stuff. It’s been pretty great. Here recently he’s been re-blogging stuff about Anti A LOT. Does he have something planned? Probably not, but you bet your buttons I’m gonna theorize about it!

So that was my Anti Scavenger Hunt. It’s been a blast! I would’ve gone more in-depth, but this was a nice time. Maybe next time I do one of these I’ll work a bit harder. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE if I missed something or was wrong about something add on to the post. I want to hear thoughts about this. Send stuff to my ask box too because I want to talk about it. Anyways, sorry for the long rambly post! Enjoy!

A Bittersweet Ending

I found the Creatures in 2011 when I discovered James on the front page of YouTube screaming about Minecraft. After that video, I watched a bunch of hilarious series featuring people like Seamus, Spoon, and Sly. From there I found The Hub (& I started watching Aleks because of Minecraft Marriage on Sly’s channel). The Creatures were a huge part of my life for nearly 5 years. I actually owe my relationship with my first love to them because we bonded over watching their videos together.

I knew once James and Aleks left it would never be the same, and that was the end of my journey with the Creatures. It hurts to see something I once loved deteriorate and come to an end in such a shitty way. I hope Jordan and Dan keep their word and leave all of the older videos up as an archive, because I will always enjoy reliving my favorite memories of the past.

All drama aside, thank you to every single former member of the Creatures for bringing so much joy into my life.