i screamed at everything

I’m glad I figured out I’m a lesbian Once And For All™ despite everything I had to go through to get there. I feel so much more… real? It feels like me. And I’m very excited about it and I just want to scream it to the heavens because wow everything makes sense now. It was all com het and dependence and fear and now I can finally shed all that and just be me, a girl who loves girls and that’s okay

anonymous asked:

Every single time I find myself in a relationship, they reveal themselves to be one of the worst people I have ever met. I've been pushed, slapped, punched, and bruised. Once my ex called me to tell me he was going to slit my throat and that he hopes my brain tumor kills me. Then he told our mutual acquaintances that I am a liar and overreactive and now people think I'm some hysteric crazy person. So when somebody asks me why I choose to stay single now it takes everything I have not to scream.

ABUSE TW

I’m sorry the people around you are so insensitive ❤ Your choice is valid af and you are definitely better off single than with someone who makes life worse!

genjiman-shitmada  asked:

Just all of it, Jeff.

Well, when I was brought screaming into the world I knew everything I touched would turn to dust. Hopes, dreams, fears, all of it becoming dust in the solar wind under the influence of my cosmic power. For I am one with the dark reaches of space, immortal and eternal.

anonymous asked:

listen i would live for you going off on every single bullet as i would like the confirmation im not the only one screaming at everything everyday lmao

I’m gonna try to keep this brief but there’s just??? so???? much???? First off all the Harry/Louis stuff from 2012 which has been beaten like a dead horse but still!!!!!! WOW!!!!!!!! and Louis’ ankles and Harry’s long body and all of them being so cute and small and just hoping to ~break America~ bless their hearts (IF THEY ONLY KNEW) and then Harry so flushed at the signing??? heLP????? and then Zayn’s gif about living happily ever after almost exactly three years before he left could anything be more painful EXCEPT MAYBE HARRY LOOKING A STONE’S THROW FROM DEATH’S COLD EMBRACE ON THAT PIER like I know it was three years ago but I still want to hop in a DeLorean so I can bundle him in my arms and kiss his cheeks and bring him hot cocoa and then of course THAT TWEET FROM LIAM which just tells you how much they had *absolutely no idea* what was about to happen the very next day bc you know Liam would have never ever made that joke if he’d had even the slightest inkling so THAT’S FUN TO THINK ABOUT NBD and now it’s been ONE WHOLE YEAR OF SNAP NIALL and what a blessing!!!!! What a joy!!!! What a gift!!!! And speaking of gifts LOUIS OUT WITH FREDDIE I literally might combust fucking hell I feel like I just ran a marathon

…so yeah bud trust me you’re def not the only one screaming lmao

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“You pray,” the man said, and barked a laugh. He glanced at Cassian. “He’s praying for the door to open.”

“Pray I get a chance to work,” Cassian murmured, but both men seemed to ignore him. 

Chirrut stopped his chant abruptly. “It bothers him,” he said, “because he knows it is possible.”

Chirrut’s partner laughed again. The sound was brief and ugly, but Chirrut only shrugged and told Cassian, “Baze Malbus was once the most devoted Guardian of us all.”

Baze Malbus. Cassian ran the name through his mental database and came up empty. “Now he’s just your guardian?” he asked.

Neither man took the bait. 

From the Rogue One: A Star Wars Story novelization by Alexander Freed

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—Still, if you experience that moment, it’ll really get you hooked on volleyball.

Day & the Life of a Hogwarts Student!

JK: Hello! My name is Jeon Jungkook! I’m a 5th year Slytherin studying at Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry! Today, I’m here to give you a look into the life of what it’s like to be a student here at Hogwarts!

Waking Up!

JK:  Getting up is pretty hard for everyone, but thankfully, getting dressed isn’t that bad with a little magic!

Breakfast!

JK: I usually go to the Great Hall to eat with Yoongi hyung (who’s a fellow Slytherin) … but he’s usually sleeps instead of eats. Namjoon hyung and Seokjin hyung usually both drop by to say hello too– although, Namjoon hyung’s pretty much like Yoongi hyung– they’re not morning people … at all. And Seokjin hyung is usually being followed by a bunch of admirers because he’s very good looking! (Did you know he was half veela?)

Class Time!

JK: Since I’m a 5th year, I have to take my OWLS at the end of the year, so I have to be diligent and learn & study as much as I can! Especially since my results could potentially affect what jobs I can apply for! Hopefully, I’ll be able to get ‘Outstanding’s on all my subjects!

Quidditch!

JK: During my downtime, I like to head over to the Quidditch pitch for some practice! My hyungs from Hufflepuff usually join me too! Taehyung hyung and Hobi hyung are both beaters for their team – I’m the seeker for mine! But more often than not, we wind up goofing off ahahaha 

Relaxing!

JK: I usually try to hang out with my friends in between classes! Since all my hyungs are either 6th or 7th years, it can be sometimes hard to meet up with everyone due to our schedules, but all of us usually make an effort to go to dinner together!

End of the Day!

JK: What better way to wrap up the day than with the one thing that everyone loves? FOOD! We return to the Great Hall once again to grab some dinner! I gotta say, the best way to the end the day is eating and hanging out with friends! And although, you’re supposed to sit with your respective houses during meals, we usually wind up goofing off together at the Hufflepuff table before we call it a night!


// Hogwarts!AU based off of @ask-hufflepuff-v ‘s AU! :’)

YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH I LOVE HARRY POTTER LMFAO I LOVE THIS AU SO MUCH/ HAD SUCH A FUN TIME DRAWING THESE <3 AHHHHHHHJKWHEGLKWEGHWEG AND I GOT CARRIED AWAY AGAIN

1- Jimin brushes his hair before sitting on Jungkook’s legs.

2- Jimin approaches Jin induce Jungkook

3- Jungkook touched part of body of Jimin (for jealous and i'ts a way of saying “Jimin pls, stop”)

4- Jimin was about to stop, but Jin caressed his head. And the face of Jimin is something uncomfortable looking at both sides and Jungkook separated from him

Your grandfather was a fisherman. Your father and aunts and uncles worked the waters and the docks in the coastal town you hail from. It’s not glamorous, and nobody in the family had made it into college before. You grew up in a tidy little house that always smelled a bit of fish with a huge extended family.

Nobody expected the scholarship letter when it arrived, praising your performance in the local high school swim team, and nobody had ever heard of the school. Your parents were thrilled, and so were most of the aunts and uncles. Your grandfather was suspicious, making vague noises that sounded like “tricks and bargains and that kind of business.” What he said out loud was: “Don’t ever leave the sea. It’ll break your heart, girl.”

You were excited and optimistic and exuberant, and you packed your competition suit and a bag of things from home and you went off to college, not listening.

————

Freshman year was odd. You knew you wouldn’t really fit in, given you were a scholarship kid from the back end of the east coast, but it was more than that. You were, of course, on the women’s swim team, but some of the other athletes were … you couldn’t put your finger on it. A couple of the girls seemed too tall, and they never quite got the green from the pool out of their hair. One of the boys was much stockier than the others, a bit like your dad, but he could swim as fast and powerfully as you. He wouldn’t ever speak to you. Some of them were hard to look at, and kept to themselves. Some of them were just ordinary, but they kind of steered clear of you too. It seemed the only thing holding the teams together were the coaches. There were practices, and competitions and your team always did amazingly, but never made it out of state.

Your classes were … classes. Like high school but more interesting. Your managed to keep a decent GPA to hold onto that scholarship, but some of it was a chore. Sandy the RA gave you a list of rules and warned you about some of the other students. There was some superstition about, but given your heritage, none of that seemed off. Fishermen are superstitious folks.

Your roommate was snooty and complained constantly that you still smelled of fish, especially after winter break. You finally told her to go suck a clam and she stopped speaking to you. That was fine with you. You weren’t much for socializing with people who didn’t know the ocean.

That one guy, though, the one who asked you out after the first week of Comp 102 in January. That one, he was great. He was some kind of surfer kid from California. Not a college athlete, but Surfer Boy skated everywhere, talked constantly about the beaches and waves. Somehow tan even in winter.

The third week you were dating, he got you that steel ring for “safety” and you thought it was sweet. It said “always yours” on the inside and got stuck on your finger.

And then - your swimming performance dropped off. They threatened to bench you. There was an uncomfortable conference with the coach and the dean. The rest of the team avoided you even more, and Surfer Boy got … weird. Possessive. Mean.

He thought it was fine that you weren’t competing for a while. He could have you all to himself outside of class time. Isn’t that great? Maybe you could come to California with him for Spring Break. You didn’t want to, though. You wanted to go back to the cold water of home.

Then, about a week after you got benched, out of the blue while you were studying together, he asked you where your skin was. You had no idea what he meant, WTF was this serial killer shit he was asking you? You suddenly remembered Sandy’s warnings, and took off without your books to ask her for help, maybe how to get a restraining order? And maybe to help get this ring off, too.

Sandy the RA (short for Cassandra? Because nobody ever listened to her, not because it was her name) halfway listened to you, nodded tiredly, grabbed a form from a file for submitting to the dean of students and campus security and had you fill it out. Then, as you were both reading the forms over for errors, she looked up sharply, said, “Wait. A ring? Let me see that.”

Sandy took one look at it, got out a saw, and before you could even react, cut it off your finger, in two pieces. One piece said “always” the other said “yours” and she shook her head. “I thought I told you to never accept gifts?”

“But he’s just human, Sandy. Normal, even. More normal than I am.”

“Yeah, nobody ever listens to me.”

Under where the ring had sat for two of the worst weeks of your life, was fur. Sleek, short, dark fur. You yelped.

Sandy blinked slowly, somehow looking completely unsurprised, and said, “That stocky guy on the men’s swim team? The one they call Lion? GO. Talk to him. Show him your hand, he’ll talk to you now. I think he can help.”

As you left, she said, with her back turned, “I don’t think your grandfather was completely honest with you. Have you ever seen any photos of your grandmother? Do you know where she was from?”

(X)

Too late…


Dedicated to certain members of the skk discord group (you know who you are) who have been screaming for crying Dazai since weeks ago

p.s. I made my own insta (yulicechan) so don’t repost my art without permission anymore T_T

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sehun in 2016 ♡