i saw like 4 of them today

anonymous asked:

Ok, so you inspired me to keep stickers in my pockets at work and I've been handing them out to kids and I'm the only one at work who does it so all the kids know me. Anyways, today a kid (probably 4 or 5 or so) came in and saw me on the register and he grabbed his dad's sleeve and said "Dad! Dad! Look Dad! The sticker lady is here!!" And then my heart exploded and melted and then I died. Just thought you'd like to know.

I have never been this proud in my entire life

anonymous asked:

imagine how pretty & glowing the missus would look pregnant at the wedding

Especially under the setting sun in the evening when the reception party is in full-swing and everyone is a little tipsy and enjoying themselves and celebrating the exciting day. Dressed in a black and white striped summer maternity number that ran down to her knees (similar to what Gemma wore to her friends’ wedding recently!) and flowed out, her feet slipped into a pair of white sandals, and her hair delicately braided and pinned with petite and pastel coloured faux flowers.

With a glass of lemonade in her hand, since she can’t drink alcohol, and a glass of champagne in his hand because he couldn’t turn it down when offered, she’s nestled into his side as they watch the bride and groom dance through the open doors of the terrace to the venue. The wind coming from sea swallowing her bare skin in a cool flush, making her snuggle closer into his side, his free hand rubbing her bump as the baby kicks away at the touch he applies.

“Yeh lookin’ gorgeous today, did I mention that?”

“Might have mentioned it once or twice this morning when we were getting dressed,” she smiles, taking a sip of the fizz in her glass and letting the bubbles tickle her nose, “you’re looking particularly dad-like today, did I mention that? Very fitting to our situation right now, isn’t it?”

“Jeffrey may have mentioned that when he saw me before the wedding,” he snickers, the curl hanging down his forehead catching in the brisk wind coming from the sea. Blowing upwards and messing up the style. “He claimed the shirt was very dad-shirt-like and that I looked like I already have about 4 kids of my own.”

She giggles and nudges her nose into the jacket covering his torso. A comforting silence between the both of them as the music played through the inside of the venue, filtering out through the open doors and playing away into the breeze. Inhaling his gentle and musky scent that had drowned his body all day, 

“S’this bringing back memories of our wedding day?”

“Indeed, yeah. I mean, as beautiful and as perfect as our wedding day was, this is incredibly gorgeous. Hawaii is beautiful,” he hums, taking a gulp of the champagne before setting the glass on the glass down on the wooden ridge, moving to stand in front of her, booted feet either side of hers as he cupped the underside of her belly. Thumbs rubbing softly into the material of her dress. “I think I wan’a marry you again, love. Have a small weddin’ with our family and close friends.”

“Not while I’m looking like this, Peaches. Maybe in a few years time, yeah? We can have a nice vow renewal and plan it out nicely and more calmly. Here in Hawaii, or out in Jamaica, or in LA or wherever we deem fit and fancy,” she grins, leaning up on her toes and pressing a kiss to his champagne-flavoured lips, “we should go inside, shouldn’t we? Let’s go have a dance with everyone.” xx

Shape of You

Hi guys! It’s really unbelievable for me that I post my writing in english. I write in hungarian since 2012 but this is my first time to translate something to english. I hope you will enjoy it and please be gentle because my first lenguage isn’t english and tried to do my best but I don’t know if it was enough. I hope it’s okay for you! Enjoy this little thing of mine!

Also wanted to say that this story has already two parts but only the first one is translated and If you liked this one just let me know and I translate the other one too! I really appreciate the feedback! Thanks!

Ps.: This first part is quite a personal one because the girl’s thoughts are my real thoughts and I am currently in the same situation as her… I just began my journey but I’m really enjoying it! Hope you don’t mind I wrote about it!

Pairing: Sebastian Stan x reader

Word count: 4404

Summary: Going to the gym have become an addiction to our reader. But it was a good one because she needed this. She wanted to get back her body, the control of it. She needed this… and one day when she had almost quit… she met someone.

Inspiration: When I first heard the song I was already in love with it… but when I saw the video… it was my ultimate motivation. I knew I had to write about it!

Please let me know what you think after reading this part! THANK YOU!

I knew this wouldn’t be easy but I also knew that I had done it before so I can and I will do it again. But this time with more insistence and more presence of mind. I have never been a skinny girl I was more a curvy one or even bigger than that. During my high school years I lost 45 pounds but after that I didn’t pay much attention to my meals and workouts so what I had lost then… I got it back. Even if I was healthy I didn’t felt good in my own skin.  I wasn’t mad at myself because I knew that I can do it again and now I have the real willpower and self-disclipne that will help me. When I started this again I knew that I needed this kind of constancy in my life. This was the only stable point in my days: going to the gym, every single day.

I don’t say that every single day I had the motivation and the smile on my face when I hit the treadmill or anything else in the gym but I knew it then and I know it now too that whenever I am able to do even a 20 minutes workout it’s more than nothing. I can do it, I can do it… it was my mantra.

I was spending my third year at the NYU. Before I lived in a little town but I always loved the spirit of New York and I really needed a change after my years at high school. I had to get out that ambience, that town because I felt I was choking there and that it was poisoning me constantly. My so-called friends, my family… everything made me want to leave.

This all happened 3 years ago. I had my own ups and downs but I always thought about myself as a positive girl, so when I had enough of the poison I decided to put myself first and get the control of my body back.

This decision was made 4 months ago after I got back to New York from my trip to my hometown where I had my worst days of my life… I felt really hopeless and I knew if I don’t figure it out soon how to get rid of this stress… it could end really bad.

During the last 4 months the gym, my workouts were my refuges and some kind of addiction but my body was really thankful for that. I really changed my lifestyle, I was on a quite strict diet but it was worth it (I needed that change because the things I was eating… was all trash).  Just after the end of my 4th month in the gym I checked my weight on the bathroom scales. 23 pounds were gone. I am not really a scale person because I don’t believe in numbers but this time it made me really happy… like I felt I could fly.

When I started all this and I was searching for a gym the most important thing for me was to find one that is not so popular. I don’t have problems with dealing with people I think I am a really friendly person I just wanted a real quiet place that was all. All I wanted that was to focus on myself and not anybody else.

As the days and months passed I worked up my own routine. When I got out of the dressing-room I put my headpones on and shut out the world. Sometimes I lost myself so much in the music that I started to dance or even sing a little bit. I didn’t care, other people opinion never bothered me. I did this for myself and this was the most important thing for me. It was my mission.

But today didn’t started the way I wanted and the problem wasn’t even that it was Monday. When I woke up I felt that I have zero motivation and I don’t want to get out of the bed… for a week. At least. I had no strenght and no humour. I was thinking about quitting this whole damn thing.

- You still here? – my roommate entered in my room with so much noise that if I would have been sleeping she would have woken me up. But I was not sleeping at all.

- As you can see. – I waved her then let my arm fall back to the pillows. I didn’t want to move at all.

- By this time… you usually are at the gym already… aren’t you? – she asked me and I pulled my cover to my face. I just couldn’t imagine that I would get out of this bed today.

- Hmmm… I have literally no motivation for life today. – I said and took my pillow to my face and screamed into it. I did not really know where I wanted to be.

- My darling… you are the one who finished her exams already and not me… I had 4 more to go… you have plenty of time doing whatever you want and I know that the gym became an obsession of yours these days and you don’t like to skip your workouts so… better get yourself together and get out of this bed. Anyway… I brought you some breakfast!- she said and she waited until I sticked out my head from under my pillow.

- Ohh… that’s so thoughtful!- I smiled at her and took my shaker from her hand. – You shouldn’t have… - I shook my head while I had my first sip, it was my favorite: strawberry-banana-milkshake. I rubbed my eyes once or twice and tried to believe that I don’t have bags under them. I knew I looked terrible… like somone who hasn’t slept the last few days… and it was only Monday.

- I would do anything instead of stuDYING… you can believe me… I was thinking about cleaning the windows… - she said with a disgusted face. It was quite a funny face… for me.

- When do have your exams today? – I asked her.

- One at  1 pm and the other one at 4 pm. – she replied and I saw that she is about to die. If she was thinking about cleaning the windows… she was really dying.

- Until that… you have plenty of time to clean the windows… - I said and I started to laugh and she inmediatly joined me. This is what friends are for… to make each other laugh. To make each other life better.

I knew that she don’t usually study on the day of the exams so she made herself other mission… and it was: motivating me. She got out of my bed, took my laptop and made a motivation playlist on my iTunes and even started to dance and asked me to do that too. And the mission was completed… when Shake it off by Taylor Swift came on… I couldn’t hold back my moves.

After our morning dance session I had enough motivation to leave our dormitory but when I arrived to the gym it was all gone. The gym stepper broke when I was at it and I almost fell of the treadmill… and my phone didn’t just almost fall. It really fell. I was so misarable I wanted to die.

- Is everything okay? – a familiar voice asked me when I was sitting on the floor trying to put my mobile back together. Just like a puzzle.

- Mmmm… sure… - I nodded and when I looked up to see who this unknown familiar guy was I almost had an heart attack. Like a real one… because the guy who stood next to me was Sebastian Stan.

- I’m glad to hear that. – he smiled and pulled back his baseball cap while wiping away his sweat from his forehead then he got on the treadmill next to me and continued this plan. Nobody bothered to ask me while I was almost crying on the floor… only he did this.

I thought that I should do the same thing but before that I had to stay alive… like I just had an inner heart attack. Sebastian f*cking Stan was in the same gym as I was. He could choose any fancy gyms in New York but he choose this one. What were the chances? My soul tumbled one and I just hoped really really strongly that my feelings were not on my face… just inside of me… in my mind.

After a few minutes I got up and looked in the mirror. There wasn’t anything strange on my face so I calmed down… I kept it cool and least I tried. I decided to get back on the treadmill but this time the only free one was the one next to Sebastian. I couldn’t believe it. I tried act normal and beside the first few minutes when I looked like a ghost I succeeded to focus on my cardio. Slowly my face turned quite red and started to sweat like a pig but somehow I liked it even if it was disgusting. I didn’t even realise that I spent more time on the treadmill than I usually did. Maybe the man next to me or his smile that I sometimes saw in the mirror kept me going. He was like a walking motivation.

I didn’t know that I will have ever a day quite like monday was but I didn’t care. I saw Sebastian Stan when I had no motivation and without even a word he helped me that rough time of mine. It was all magic I knew… even only with his presence he was capable to do this. That week I didn’t skipp not even once my workouts and I tried to do my best and even better than that. Maybe the reason of my energy was the fact that Seb returned to the gym every single day on that week. We didn’t speak at all. I didn’t have the courage and I kept the distance but sometimes I secretly looked in his way and what I saw always kept me going. His presence kept me going and thanks to him I didn’t give up.

May or may not I liked him a little… a more than a little. He was an amazing person, a talented actor and he was so down to earth. Sometimes the world of tumblr sucked me up and every single time I had to realise that this man can not be real, he had to be something supernatural.

I never deny that I am part of a generation with my twenty something years where the people live in a relationship with their phone. When I don’t have company I am usually on one of my social websites because I like these things. It’s really interesting that these sites help me a lot because everytime I see a post from one of my favorite artist, musician, actor who captured their time in gym or something like this it motivates me because I see that they are in the same situation as I am and for their health they have to do something too. They are real people just like us. It was a common point in our life. They knew that it was important what they communicate to the people, to their fans and their words, their actions, pictures could mean the world to someone, they really have the power to motivate a lot of people. This happened to me too.

I didn’t know what to hope… maybe that Seb was planning to move into the gym but this didn’t happened. After that miracle week he never showed up again. I expected that this was going to happen because I knew that he is an actor and he travels a lot because of the shootings but it happened too fast… I needed his presence. Maybe it was a silly thing of mine but I didn’t care but I also knew that the show must go on.

I kept his memory in my mind and everytime I felt bad and reminded myself that he was here and what a lucky girl I am that I shared with him the gym.

The next 4 months easily flew away and we were already in the middle of may. These days I was the happiest girl in the entire world because I finally reached my body goal. Like in the t-shirt that I brought to my first workout session I would fit like 4 times. This time I loved my body like never before. I felt really healthy and strong. I felt like I can beat anything and I can face everything. The best part of it was that I had to change almost my full closet because my clothes were to baggy. I loved this feeling.

- Even if the windows are open… this gym is like hell. I felt like I am next to Satan. I could blow up outside. – two girls walked in the dressing room when I was dressing up. – Hi. – they saluted me.

- Hi. – I said back and I decided hearing them that this time I won’t keep any t-shirt on myself and I put away my leggins too. It was my bravest outfit here… like ever. But I felt really confident about myself so wanted to surprise myself a bit so I just got a sports bra and a really short short.

After I finished my spring exams I was happily headed to the gym like I was dancing while stepping in here. I was so happy with everything that I could not imagine anything that could make this even better.

- Y/N… right? – just before I stepped outside one of the girls from before said my name. I inmediatly turned my way back to them.

-Right. – I nodded I tried to figure it out what they wanted from me while I was smiling so hard I couldn’t believe that that didn’t hurt me.

- You are unbelievable… the body you achieved… your transformation… wow. – one of them said and hearing this from strangers was one of the best thing in the world.

- Just a few weeks ago I started watching your workouts and all I can say is that even watching you I get exhausted… - the other one said this and started to laugh.

- Your are a real pro… We just saw your transformation picture on the wall. Congrats on that! – the blonde one said this and I didn’t really get what she was talking about. I thought that I was mistaken for someone else.

- Ohh… you didn’t know… - they were really surprised. – You should check it out… - they said and saying a quick goodbye I headed to the desk where I knew I could see what they are talking about.

And they were not lying. I was really on the motivation/transformation wall. I almost started crying because of my happiness. Seeing my before-after picture was surreal. 50 pounds minus.

- Wow… - all I could say was this.

- Ohh… Y/N. – the girl behind the desk just noticed that I was here. – I hope you are not mad that we put your picture out here without asking you… but we needed a freshening and we thought about you last night with the other girls so… We hope you don’t mind… If you do we can take it off right know. – she said but I shook my head. I was so moved by this and instantly felt so much energy in my body that I thought I was gonna explode… because of happiness of course.

- Don’t worry at all. All I can say is… thank you. It means a lot to me. – I smiled at her and almost flew to the mirrors where I warmed up my body for my running time. I felt like I could run the marathon.

Even after my long time on the treadmill my smile still was on my face. It was really permanent. I was so happy with the picture I saw in the mirror. I was kinda proud of myself.

When I jumped off the treadmill and started to stretch my legs someone from behind me touched me legs and I almost fell down. I only did it almost because this someone helped me avoid the falling with his body. And he not just helped me not to meet with the ground but he helped me stretch. My right leg was put next to my head on the wall.

- I hope you don’t mind… - he said getting even closer to my back and felt real goosebumps on every part of body. EVERY DAMN PART.

If I said that this place was hell before now… it was hell multiplied by infinity. I was about to start burning.

- Ohmmm… nope. – I muttered with a shaking voice and slowly let my leg down and turned around just to do the same thing with my other leg but this time I had to face him. I had to face Sebastian. He was here. He was back. Specifically right next to my body. I even forgot to get a heart attack.

- I saw you arriving… I couldn’t believe my eyes. – he explained and without any hesitation he helped me strechted my other leg and arm. – You did a really amazing job with your body. – he looked at me up and down with a real big smile. I think my face got a new shade of red while he was doing this. – Ohh… I am so rude… I didn’t even introduced myself… Sebastian Stan. - he said and lent his hand to mine. When our hands touched I almost died inside. I didn’t know what was happening to me. My body have go to an unknown place.

- Y/N. – I said quitely and closed my eyes. I was certain about that one of my nightmares became reality and I fell one of the weights on my head and I was already black-out. This could not happen.

- It’s kinda cute when you blush… - he said and smiled at me. When I opened my eyes he were still there. In front of me.

- I just trying to get my lungs back. – I explained and I didn’t really know what to do now… like run away or something?

- By chance… do you want to stretch with me a little more and after that workout together. I just got back to the city yesterday and my workout buddies aren’t here yet. – he asked me smiling and… I almost died. Almost died inside. How supposed to answer to that? Is there somebody who could say no to this?

- Ohmmm… - I couldn’t find the right words. I didn’t even now where my head is.

- Oh God… Shit… I didn’t want to scare you. – he smiled at me shyly and ran his fingers through his freshly cut hair. When he was here months before he had much longer hair but it was all gone. – I just really find you an inspirational person… I saw your picture on the wall and wow… you are quite amazing. What a strength, a real commitment! – he admitted and in that moment I didn’t really know that I wanted… to put myself in the ground or go to heaven inmediatly.

- Me? Inspirational? – I started to laugh like a little kid. It was really awkward. – You were the one that helped me no to stop this whole thing… when you appeared here months before I was about to quit the whole thing… and you gave me so much energy… you could not believe. – when I started to say these things I inmediatly regreted it.– Oh Jesus Christ…I just talked too much.  I am so sorry… I didn’t… - shook my head, picked up my towel and my water and just wanted to go as far from here as much I could. – I’m such an idiot. – I told myself when I felt fingers around me wrist.

- Just slow down a little bit… - he span me a little just to face him… this time I met his body again. His chest. I thought that I could not be in a more awkward situation… I was wrong. - … so you remembered me? You were thinking about me? – in his words I heard his smile that was on his face. I coulnd’t look at him, I was so scared.

- I think I just gave myself away… - muttered myself quitly and I didn’t know which situation was worse… the one I was currently in where I only could see his sculpted body because of the sweat that soaked his t-shirt or the other one (which didn’t happened yet) where I looked into his eyes. I was out of control. I knew that my workout for today was over because if I would done anything after this I would probably die… at least.

- Good… because you were on my mind a lot while I was away… it was a really long 4 months… really, really long.  – when he said this I started to laugh. This could not happen, I thought. – What is so funny? – he asked and I don’t know how he made me look into his eyes. It was all magic.

- This is unbelievable… the biggest lie on the planet. – I rolled my eyes still laughing.

- You think I’m lying? – he didn’t get my reaction.

- Or you just bumped your head somewhere. – I told him a much more realistic explanation.

- A-a… - he shook his head and put his fingers in his hair. – It’s quite unbelievable that you don’t believe me… and now… I will convince you that I would never lie to you… never. –he said and pulled my hand in his and started to go to that separeted part of the gym where all the mattresses, boxing bagges and these type of stuff were.

- I am done for today. – I was so glad that he finally stopped.

- Now… I know that you are lying.  – he said and I think he thought that he knows everything. He was quite confident now but it was rare… not because he wouldn’t had reason to be but this was different.

- I changed. People change. – I said back and I shocked myself too that I was this fast at feedback.

- Nice try. – he said and pulled off the towel from my hand and first he looked and the ground than at me… and he repeated this a few times.

- You don’t usually give up… don’t you? – I asked him. I was a really headstrong girl and not even a bit naiv or stupid. I always knew when something was a lie.

- I know that you don’t want me to give up… I know it well. – he said with such a confidence that I started to laugh… again. – I’m glad that I can make laugh a beautiful girl like you. – he said and then I was really shocked. People don’t usually say this kind of things to me. Especially not men…. or when they do they make it as a joke. They don’t know the real meaning of the word, its weight. Sometimes I think about myself as a beautiful girl… but only in my head. I don’t usually say it out loud.

- If I am willing to be you workout buddy… will you shut up? – I proposed an option that surprised me as well. I should’ve gone already… what the hell am I doing right now?

- Maybe… - he thought about it a bit with a childish smile and before I fell to to ground because of my heart attack I sat down without getting any injury. He just wanted to stretch a bit and  do a workout. I can make that. I tought. - … don’t panic… it’s just me… - he went to my back and put his hand on my lower part and started to pull me forwards carefully.

- Ohh… - the sound that left my mouth was not for this place. – Ohhh… - I couldn’t hold it back. He continued what he was doing and it felt amazing. I felt my muscles calm down even the ones that I had no idea that existed.

- Tranquilly… just let it out… - he whispered this in my ear and I couldn’t do anything but oblige him. It was quite pornographic… I mean the sounds were. When he disappeared from behind me I almost cried out loud. Maybe not just almost. I will dig myself to the ground. I knew it. – Take it easy… I’m right here. – he said and I inmediatly knew he was in front of me. He sat down, straddled just like me, got my hands and pulled me forward for his way. I had to bite my lips not to cry out load. It was again that phornographic sound… and feeling. After a few moments I did the same with him and he let it out the same sounds. I blushed. There was a moment where I thought that what would it be like to pull his body to mine… just to cover me. I had to wake up from this dream.

- Do you want to try something new? Do you trust me? – he asked and when he stood up he helped me to get up too. His touch made me almost die. I will not survive this day.

- I am all yours. – spread my arms and when I realised what I just said I had to turn him my back and get a deep breath. Can I just disappear right now? – Can we just forget what I said? – said to him when I was facing him again. I really hoped that he would say yes.

- Nope… - he shook his head frimly and his lips formed a really wild smile.

- Excuse me… what?

- Not just we will not forget this… but I will remind you again… and again… and again… that you are all mine… all mine

Sebastian Stan Request

Hii! Could you maybe write an imagine where the reader is a famous actress and she’s married to Sebastian Stan, and she’s away filming in another country and sees pictures of seb and their 1 year old son out in NY (where they live) and she finds it adorable and then they face time and stuff?

AN: I think I got the time zone diff right but if I didn’t just go with it


You slumped in bed after a long day on the set. You were currently in New Zealand filming your first movie after having your son Noah who was just now over a year old. It was 6 am and you had just gotten back to your hotel room after shooting some lengthy night scenes. You opened your phone and instinctively opened your Instagram to look at the photos of your son and husband that you had previously shared with the world. When the app opened you saw a number of notifications pop up and when you clicked on your tagged photos you saw pictures of Sebastian out with Noah in downtown New York.

There were pictures of Sebastian pushing Noah in a stroller, pictures of Sebastian carrying Noah in their matching jeans, black leather jackets, and black sunglasses, and pictures of them both laughing at year other. The pictures made your heart flutter. You checked what time it was in New York and face timed your husband. When the connection went through you were face to face with your grinning husband and little boy. “Hi my loves,” you exclaimed.

“Hi Momma,” Seb waved Noah’s hand. “Say ‘Hi Momma!’ What are you doing up babe, isn’t it, like, 4 am there?”

“6. I just got back. We had a late night. How’s your day been so far? I saw you’ve been out and about today.”

“Yeah, the paparazzi got some pictures of us today.”

“What did my two favorite men get into?”

“We got up pretty early today. Had some yummy breakfast, got ready, and went out shopping for some stuff. Noah got a cool new stuffed lion and an awesome Captain America shirt. Didn’t you buddy?” Noah yelled excitedly and clapped his hands. “And we got another matching outfit so we can be the envy of every play date.”

“Mama,” Noah looked into the camera and reached for his Dad’s phone.

“Hi Baby,” you cooed. “I miss you guys so much. I can’t wait to be home. What are you two doing with the rest of your day?”

“We just got home for some lunch and I think after that we are going to go play outside.”

“Well have so much fun you two. I gotta get to bed because I am exhausted,” you yawned. “I love you both so so much and miss you guys.”

“We love and miss you too, babe. You’ll be home in less that two months though. Just look forward to that.”

“That’s what keeps me going. Love you guys.”

“Love you Mom,” Sebastian waved Noah’s hand again at you. “Bye bye.”

“Bye my loves.”

GD Scenario: "Hi~"

Words: 1446

Short summary: You are the leader of a girl group with 7 members. You attend Big Bang MADE concert and the fan meet with one og your members Hyori. Some of them recognize you and you made some plans together… 

Read the rest to find out what happened…

A/N:

Hope you like this one. I am a little busy rn because I have a lot exams in April so I don’t know when will I open requests -.-

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1. Last weekend I almost called you but I didn’t want to bother you and my hands were shaking too hard to dial anyway.
2. I kissed a boy I met a few weeks ago. I swallowed my tears when he wasn’t looking and when I showed my mum a picture of the two of us, she told me he looks a lot like you.
3. I fell asleep on my best friend’s couch and she told me I was crying in my sleep the way I used to when I missed you.
4. Last night I was walking alone and the air felt like it did the first time you kissed me. When everything was cold except for us and cool air was hitting my teeth because I couldn’t stop smiling. I almost walked into a damn pole.
5. I was in the shops today and I saw a keychain with your initial on it. I’ve been squeezing it in my hand so hard it’s leaving marks on my skin. There are still marks on my heart from the night you left, I’ve stopped thinking they’ll go away. Battle scars I call them.
6. I watched your favorite movie 5 times today.
7. The boy I sit next to in English smells like you.
8. I was just calling to see how your mum was doing.
9. I stopped drinking ice-tea because it tastes too much like the days we spent together. I also stopped sleeping.
10. You left some stuff in my pockets, maybe you could come pick them up and we could go for a milkshake or something?
11. I play your favorite song a lot. I don’t even like it.
—  alannahclairem11 ways I tried to tell you I really miss you
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7th April, 8 pm.
Dear diary,

Fuck it. Everything was great until today. I mean, it still is. Of course I had to develop a crush on the cutest boy in the school, right? The girls told me I should forget about him because I’m not his type. I didn’t listen to them. Today I saw him with a girl. They were right - I’m definitely not his type. I hate him so much! I hate both of them so much!
At least dad is taking me fishing tomorrow morning…and I like spending time with my dad.

Felt good. Today I saw family that I hadn’t seen in a long time and when I saw them their jaw dropped. They said “holy crap your so skinny! you look amazing you look so toned! you look like you could kick my ass” I didn’t realize that I looked so fit but I guess when you go to the gym 4 times a week it’s bound to start showing some time lol

anonymous asked:

Something I noticed; this week clarke took bellamys stance on "save who we can save today" and bellamy took clarkes on "we save everyone" like... why this reversal?

I’m not sure I saw it that way. You mean when he wanted to go back to the bunker? 

Maybe because that whole closing the door/opening the door thing in the bunker hit them BOTH hard. We think of it as Clarke who felt the burden of that awful choice, but now we have Bellamy who is feeling the burden of sentencing  3/4 of his own people to death. So they end up taking the opposite position the next time it comes up. The things that burdened her the most? Leaving her friends outside and aiming at Bellamy. The things that burdened him? Sacrificing the safety of the bunker for his people. So they switched. Clarke refusing to abandon Raven and Bellamy wanting to take Clarke’s nightblood back to the bunker. And them. 

Two years ago today...

I saw New Kids On The Block with my best friend Michelle at Madison Square Garden. We had floor seats… we sat in the like 6th row from the stage…

I cried when they did Step By Step and Tonight. Why you may ask? Those songs are upbeat and great dance songs! I know. Of all the music I’ve liked in my 32 going on 33 years, NKOTB has been the longest. I’ve loved them since I was 4. Like not even kidding. I was watching MTV since my infancy. Don’t believe me? Ask my mom and aunt lol My mom was 22 when she had me and my aunt was 18. Both are huge in to music (and that’s where I get it from honestly…)

BUT anyway…. they did those two songs and I cried because it was one of the most awesome moments of my life. AND, and NKOTB was a mutual factor in mine and Michelle’s friendship. It was just one of those indescribable moments.


I don’t know… I’m weird. And had to share that. I’ve been to so many concerts in my life that was a great moment. I can’t wait to see them when they come back in a few weeks.

the clip today hurt because i always forget just how real skam makes the main’s emotions. i felt her pain during the clip. my chest sunk during the beginning when we saw the bullying she endured, i could feel tears welling in my throat when she was telling the girls she wasnt on the russ buss…. i felt exactly how sana felt through the clip and i truly admire julie’s ability to put the viewer into the shoes of someone they’re not, and show them whats it feels like to be them. i love this show with all my heart for this reason.

Some pretty fucked up things I saw at the ranch show I went to today:
•people riding very young horses very hard
•incredibly ill fitting saddles, to the point it was affecting the rider
•people riding with curbed, shanked bits and yanking on the their horses mouth is they weren’t “listening”
•people roughly spurring their horse and yanking on their mouth to get them to back
•people roughly spurring for everything
•parents/trainers riding horses until they’re covered head to toe in sweat and then putting the kids on who where showing the horse in like 4 classes
•a girl I know riding her recently turned two horse in every class she could, doing hard warm ups between classes, then when her ridding classes were over, lounged the poor baby before halter classes(which were last)

oh. my. goODNESS

So, I went to Homegoods again today because I saw cheap toys and stuff when I went earlier in the week, but I wanted to bring Firework along for the fun.

I also wanted to check Amazon prices for the 4-pack I usually buy of Asher’s favorite chew before buying them at Homegoods… had to see what the best deal was.

These are “Dogwood” sticks, they’re like Nylabones but they’re compressed wood pulp, I guess? I started getting them several months ago because Asher was eating too many sticks. He LOVES these. In normal stores, they are $20 for one - FOR ONE - large stick. On Amazon, I get a 4 pack for ~$38, so about $9.50 a piece. Homegoods? $8 each!

The treats I got last time were now on clearance for $3. Some kinda soft treat for $4. Maple blueberry chicken jerky for $5. All high value except the sort of normal soft treat. And 320 poop bags for $8.

TWO antlers on clearance for $10, although they are kind of thin/narrow. Three different plush toys on clearance for $4, $5, and $7. The monkey will probably be the first to die. I have hope for that blue whale thing. The snake is large and full of squeakers, so hopefully should last a bit. (By which I mean, more than 10 minutes. Easy to take it off before it’s completely obliterated, use it for another destruction session.) The plushes are mostly for Gunner the Destructor.

Then I had to pick up chinchilla stuff from our local pet store and Firework noticed these rabbit feet (in the plastic bag) for $0.69. A Nutri-source rep was also at the door and gave us a free sample. I thought it was freeze-dried stuff, but unfortunately it’s just kibble. Whatevs!

A good day, I tell you.

anonymous asked:

wtf my life will now never be complete until I get that non existent 4 pack of fifth harmony perfumes 🙄 genius anon but when WHENNNNNN. u could wake up and be like damn, im high key feelin like normani today and shower yourself in it. could even mix them 😏 #laurmani

i saw someone else say 5h could also do a makeup deal and this is all so genius. 5h better do at least one of these.

-A

Story time. I am with my friends in Rome and today we decided to visit the Colosseum. We were in line and one of my friends forgot a knife in her bag… We delayed the whole qeue, which wasn’t a huge deal because the only ones in line were FREAKIN TAYLOR SWIFT AND TOM HIDDLESTON!!!!!! And 4 bodyguards who kindly said: “please make way, girls..”

Conclusion: I stood like 1 metre apart from @taylorswift and Tom Hiddleston, saw them kiss and made them wait. What is life.

Different but the same.

Originally posted by sugaglos

BTS AU (werewolf)

Part1 / Part2 / Part3 / Part4 / Part5 / Part6 / Part7 /

A/N. Here we go again with part5. I am still thinking how things are going to move in this Au and I don’t know how long it will end up being ,or how it will end.But I think it will be a fun journey for all of us, hope you like it. Sorry for any mistakes made.Requests are open.😁

Word count:  1,735

Warnings: Swearing from time to time


  Your mind was slowly coming back to reality and a warm sensation covered your body. Your eyes fluttered open and you found yourself in someone’s embrace. Jimin had carried you back to your home and had fallen asleep with you in his arms. Or maybe he didn’t want to let go of you in the first place.

  You moved a bit so you could look at his cute sleeping face, but just by the small movement you made, he quickly opened his eyes and looked at you.

“Jagya!” he gasped

“Who else do you expect?” he joked a bit to lighten up the mood, but he was dead serious

“Are you ok?”he asked you

“Yes, don’t worry about me.”you jumped up fast after remembering what had happened “How is Jungkook?Is he ok?”

  Jimin pulled you back into his embrace, covering your body with the blanket.He ran his hand through your hair, which calmed you down and you relaxed completely.

“I don’t know, once I saw you I didn’t go and look for him. But I am sure he is ok, you were the one who got hurt the most.If he wasn’t of my pack I would have bitten off his throat.” you could feel a bit of anger lingering in his voice

“Don’t say that, it was my fault for not warning him.”you said

“That is not true, you did warn him when you realized, but it was too late.” he continued playing with your hair soothingly. 

  You could feel that something was troubling him, but you didn’t want to openly ask him. If he didn’t say anything than maybe he doesn’t want you to know, yet it was starting to bug you as well. You tried not to think about it, but it didn’t want to get out of your brain, so you decided to ask him in the most not oblivious way possible.

“Jimin.”you turned your body to face him “Is something troubling you?” the best way isn’t always the direct approach, but then again there was no use in beating around the bush

“Call me oppa.” he pouted cutely 

“Jimin.”

“Is it that obvious?”he asked looking down at you

“It is.”

  He sighed “I just wanted to know what those symbols on your body were?”

“Oh that.” you hit his chest lightly “Don’t make me worry like that.” you lifted your hand “Look close.”

“They are still there.” he squinted his eyes to focus on your skin better

“You didn’t think that the power of the first clan was so little did you?” you asked him and he nodded “Oh come on. Really?” he nodded again and you sighed “Listen well. The power I have is far greater than what you saw today, but I have to hide it from other werewolves.I know how to do that, but just in case my grandfather placed the 4 seals on me.Every single one of them contains a part of my power.I made a promise with him ,that I won’t remove them, if it isn’t a in crucial situations.”

“But why are they still kind of visible? I wouldn’t have noticed them if you didn’t show me thought.” he asked 

“If the seal is placed on someone, that means it is there for a reason. The marks stay on the body for 2 days. By remaining on my body for sometime, they show the person who placed this on me, that I have released a seal.In a way it serves as evidence.” you explained 

“So in one day it will be fully gone?”

“Yes, it is just lightly visible because I released only the first seal…wait 1 day?”

“You were asleep for a whole day jagya.”

  You jumped up “What!” looking at him you asked “Why didn’t you wake me up?”

“You needed to rest.” he stood up “Come let’s go down stairs.” he extended his arm and you took it

  Jimin started walking towards the door when he heard a loud falling sound. He turned around and saw you on the floor. Quickly he ran to you, picking your body up in his hands.

“Jagya are you ok?!” he asked you

“I am fine don’t worry. “he looked at your legs

“Is there something wrong?”he asked with a concerned look in his eyes

“Well…I won’t be able to move normally until the symbols disappear, which will be till tomorrow.” you explained 

  Jimin made sure you were comfortable in his arms and went downstairs.Holding you tight he gave you a glass of water and sat down on the couch. You placed the glass to your lips and took a sip.

“I envy this glass.”he looked at the cup of water

“Do you want to be a glass now?”you asked him

“If your lips were constantly on me, I wouldn’t mind.”he grinned playfully at you

“Look who is back to his old self.”you smiled

  You placed the empty glass on the coffee table and looked out of the window.After sometime Jimin noticed where you were staring off to and decided to take you out. You had been in the house for a day and a half almost, it was normal for you to want to go outside.

  Making sure he had a good grip on you, Jimin lifted your body up and walked through the door of your house.

“Sorry if I am heavy.”you said

“Heavy? You need to eat more I can’t even feel you.”he said “More importantly it’s cold outside.” he ran in the house with and placed a jacked around your body so you don’t get cold

  Jimin was looking for a good place to sit for awhile, until a lonely but lovely bench appeared out of nowhere. It was looking towards all the house and the big mountain behind them. He sat down with you in his lap, making sure you were warm and comfortable.

  Looking at the mountain you told him “I miss that place, I used to go there everyday and train with my grandfather.” you sighed

“You miss him a lot don’t you?”Jimin asked you

“Of course I do, but there is nothing I can do about it. I don’t know if he still lives there, normally he would have killed me if he knew I released a seal with out his permission” you explained to Jimin

“If he will get mad, why did you do it?” he pulled you closer 

“It was a risk I had to take and plus that I only removed one seal, no big deal.” you laughed 

“Is there something that can make you remove 2 seals?” Jimin asked you

“If something happens to you I would remove all 4 of them.”you looked at him “I was told that all seals are meant to protect the once you love.In this moment, you are the only one important to me.” you leaned your head to rest onto his chest

“If you end up like this and it is all my fault I will never forgive myself.I am not worthy of saving, if you have to get hurt in the process, if something happens just leave me and save yourself jagya. I would rather die that have you go through all of this again. It’s not like anything will change you know, everyone will find a new pack alpha and things will go on.”

  The blowing wind that had turned into music, which made the leaves dance in an astonishingly beautiful way, was starting to stop. Jimin’s words were like a instrument loosing a string during a performance.

  The music stopped and the leaves fell onto the ground ,with a loud sound accompanying their end. The sound vibrated through out the world around you, spreading itself in the air without any troubles. 

  Even if the wind was cold, it had stopped and wasn’t able to sooth the red patch that was forming onto Jimin’s cheek. Surprised, his eyes focused on you.The last leaf touched the ground hand in hand with a lonely tear, which had just left the warmth of your eye, cooling down in it’s travel.

“J-jagya…”he stuttered not being able to comprehend what just happened ,even if the throbbing pain on his cheek was evidence enough 

“Don’t even say that again…”you muttered under your nose “DON’T YOU DARE SAY THAT AGAIN!”you yelled out and the wind almost like obeying your words began blowing once more, playing a song filled with anger.

“I hate hearing bullshit Jimin! Everyone will be sad if you weren’t here, I would go to the ends of this world for you. If you jumped in a volcano, I would follow you.” another tear left your eye

  Jimin’s warm hand wiped it gently away, placing a kiss onto your forehead.His strong arms pulled you closer.

“I am sorry jagya. I promise that I will always stay with you, no matter what.” he covered your hands to make sure they were warm

  Maybe it was from the cold weather, or from the sudden emotions you felt, but they were cold as ice. You lifted one of them and placed your palm onto his cheek.

“I know they are cold, but bear with it a bit. It should help with what I caused you.” the feeling of cold onto his warm slap mark was soothing and nice”I am sorry I slapped you, I didn’t mean to do that.”you said

  Jimin’s hand traveled to his face, grabbing yours and pulling it to his lips. He started placing little butterfly kisses on it ,which made you giggle.

“It was my fault jagya. I was talking too much without thinking about how you felt.

  The sound of your cute and sweet voice echoed ,turning the angry song of the wind into a melody of love. The leaves had found a partner and were dancing happily to the now blossoming emotions.

  Jimin’s hand traveled to your body and he started tickling you all around.

“Jimin stop!”you laughed out

“Nope, I want to hear your cute voice more. It is a melody to my ears.”

  He continued teasing you. But once he stopped ,you were once more tight in his embrace. This day will be remembered by you two and the forest forever, until the world exists and eternity continues to create time. Even the mountains that were away could feel the love you had for each other, thanks to the sweet song the wind carried with itself.

SPOILER ALERT!
I saw Potc 5 today. I liked it, and the potc movies have had a huge impact on me when I was younger. I have always liked them and been a fan. I cried in the beginning and in the end. I loved that they brought will and elizabeth back. But few things I am still thinking:

1. The fourth film was useless, they should have come up with this Carina and Henry thing earlier instead of some rndm guy in the 4. film. Althought I liked the mermaids.

2. The Compass. WTF. Jack didnt get the compass that way people! Tia Dalma gave it to him. I am littlebit pissed to the movie makers.

3. The CGI or whatever in Jack when he was younger.. I dont know.. his face was little bit weird..

4. I looove that Will and Elizabeth are together again, but wouldnt Will be dead? His heart in the box and everything.

5.Where is: Bill Turner, Pintell and Raget?

6.Isnt elizabeth still the Queen of the pirates? Or is she? Is there a brethers court anymore?

7. I loved that Barbossa had a true treasure that just melted my heart. But it all came so sudden :D

8. The clip after credits. Davy Jones is alive? Will there be a 6. movie? Why Jones would be in the cursemode if all sea curses where broken? Or is it beacuse calypso did the curse? But Calypso is the sea pretty much..


PotC 5 is still 5/5 #demfeels #nostalgic
Feel free to tell your thoughts!

ps. sorry for bad english

anonymous asked:

Could I have an imagine where Sole is drunkenly crying on Nick that "you're the only one who gets my references" with jealous romanced Hancock in the background? Thank you! Loving the blog immensely!

(Thank you so much!)

The group decided to get a few drinks, with the exception of Strong, X6-88, and Cait. Dogmeat was asleep on a couch, MacCready and Deacon were both passed out drunk. And everyone else was doing their own thing.

Sole was downing another shot and ended up having to lean on the bar. Valentine started to walk over to Sole, ready to drag them out. As he got closer, they gripped onto him. They were crying into his shoulder, mumbling something inaudible.

Hancock walked up, looking at the two and starting to get jealous. He finally found someone who loves him for him and he didn’t want them to be taken away from him.

“You’re the only one that ever knows what I’m talking about! You are the only one that understands my Pre-War references!” Sole cried harshly, tugging on Nick’s worn trenchcoat. He held them close and tried to calm them down, like any good friend.

Hancock slowly walked over, wanting to comfort his lover. He soon heard snoring coming from Sole and saw Valentine struggling to hold them up.

He quickly got over there and picked up Sole, carrying them towards the door. “I got this one, Valentine,” the ghoul said as he exited the bar.

(Hope that was good! Today was my last day of school, so expect tons of prompts answered over the summer. :3)

*shudder* I saw a rat today. I mean, I know they are around (I’ve heard them - well, I think it’s rats sometimes I hear, over possums), it’s just the first time I’ve actually seen one here (moved 4 years ago). But I caught movement out my bedroom window, turned to look and the little bugger was scurrying along the path under the window and then into my side garden. Urgk. I am not a rat person.