i said i was going to bed two hours ago

3 am sentence starters

  • “ why are you awake? “
  • “ i can’t sleep. “
  • “ go to bed already. “
  • “ i’m a being of pure power, i don’t need sleep. “
  • “ i’ve been running on 5 hour energy all day, there’s no stopping now. “
  • “ i’m. so. tired. “
  • “ i had a nightmare. “
  • “ it’s nothing, go back to bed. “
  • “ when’s the last time you slept? “
  • “ you’re clearly exhausted. why are you doing this to yourself? “ 
  • “ wake up. wake up. wake uuuuup. “
  • “ i’ll sleep when i’m dead. “
  • “ yawning doesn’t mean i’m tired! maybe i’m just bored by you telling me to go to sleep so much. “
  • “ is something wrong? “
  • “ i just need to finish what i’m doing, then i’ll sleep. “
  • “ you said you were about to go to bed two hours ago. c’mon, time’s up. “
  • “ is it okay if i sleep in your bed tonight? i’m kinda freaked out. “
  • “ stop bossing me around, you’re not my mom. i’ll go to sleep when i want to. “
  • “ you’re pouring coffee all over the counter. “ 
  • “ why are you making hot pockets at 3 am? “
  • “ i don’t care when you go to bed, but do you have to wake me up in the middle of the night with your loud music?! “
Clingy – Harry Styles

I read a really good “Clingy” imagine the other day and it kind of inspired me to write my own lol. Hope you enjoy!

Summary: You unintentionally go through Harry’s texts where he said you were being clingy.

You were laying on Harry’s bed, binge watching Stranger Things when his phone started to vibrate next to you. You glanced over and noticed that Jeff was calling but you brushed it off thinking that Harry will call him back when he gets out of the shower.

But then he called a second time. Then a third time. Then texted when he wasn’t being answered.

You got up with Harry’s phone in your hand and walked into the bathroom.

“Babe, Jeff keeps calling and texting you. Do you want me to answer him?” You said, peaking your head in. You stood close to the door, trying to prevent any cold air from going in the steamy bathroom.

“Huh?” Harry asked, he poked his head out of the shower curtain and you smiled at the sight of him squinting his eyes from his wet hair that fell in front. “Oh, um, yeah that’s fine. Just text him that I’ll call him back in a few minutes. I’m almost done.”

You mumbled a quick “ok” before he disappeared back behind the curtain. You closed the door and walked back to his bed, opening his messages.

“Hey Jeff! It’s Y/N here, Harry’s in the shower right now but said he’ll call you back in a few minutes.”

Almost instantly the typing bubble popped up and he replied back, “Ok cool, thanks for letting me know!”

You swiped down on the screen to hide the keyboard and was just about to turn off his phone when you saw your name in the conversation.

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Movie Night | Peter Parker x Stark!Reader

Pairing: Peter x Reader, w/ Tony, and Nat
Warning: Cuteness, fluff, bad writing at the end
Words: 407

Originally posted by avengers-of-mirkwood

{Reader’s POV:}

Throwing my school bag on to my bedroom floor, happy being done with school. Flopping down on my bed, “(Y/n), can you come here for a sec?” Dad’s voice came through the P.A system. 

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Put a ring on it!

Originally posted by hemmo1996b

“And you look like a douche, you’ll fit right in.” You heard Dean say as he slapped Sam’s back in the other room.
You chuckled to yourself, “He can’t look that bad.” You yelled from the bathroom while you fixed your makeup.
“Oh no, he’s right, (Y/N/N), I look like a douche.” Sam replied.
You quickly walked out of the bathroom, in a short 50’s style floral halter sundress and a pair of wedge sandals, to witness Sam’s attire and immediately you heard a cat call whistle. “Yowza! Sweetheart you look great!” Dean hooted. “Doesn’t she look good, Sammy?”
Sam cleared his throat, “uh yeah… she looks real nice.”
“Tell me again, why do you get to play her husband on this case? “Dean asked in a jealous tone.
“Because…we are closer in age, so that’s more believable.” Sam responded.
“Also Sam can act like a much better douche than you can, Deano.” You added mocking Sam.
“Hey, hey, that is no way to talk to your husband.” Sam sassed back.

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Imagine the Winchesters Taking Care of You

Originally posted by haidaspicciare

Request: Could you do one where the reader gets a stomach ache and a fever so Dean and Sam take care of her and she feels better. They go on a hunt while the reader takes a nap and when she wakes up she’s nauseous and has a fever again. – @jo-stark

Warning: the reader throws up

Author’s Note: Hope you like it! Please ignore the fact that the girl in the gif is naked. - Haley xx 

The last few days had been a nauseous blur for you.

You’ve picked something up on the way to your recent hunt that made you sleep all day. And when you were asleep, you were puking up your guts on the side of the road. You all finally made it to a motel after hours of being on the road, but you were so weak, Sam had to carry you inside the room.

Dean made sure you ate some soup while Sam made sure you were wrapped up in some blankets. “Just sleep it off, Y/N,” Sam said.

“It’s a three-person hunt,” you mumbled, burying your face in the pillow.

“Dean and I go this,” he said. “Just rest.”

“The soup is making me feel better,” you protested. “I can go.”

“You threw up a few miles ago,” Dean pointed out. “You’re staying in bed.

“You two are stubborn. Whatever.”

“Just sleep.”

You curled up into a ball and watched your best friends gather up the supplies for the hunt. “We won’t be gone too long,” Sam said. You gave a small thumbs up and closed your eyes taking in the scent of the motel pillow.

You woke up with a start. The room was dark and freezing. You pushed yourself into a sitting position and felt your head starting to spin. That nauseous feeling started to creep up your body and you knew what was going to happen. You pulled off the blankets, with your teeth chattering from the cold, swung your legs over the side of the bed. Before you could hoist yourself up, your disgusting feeling flooded your body and you puked on the motel floor.

Chills ran up your arm as you wiped your mouth on the back of your hand. Your eyes had adjusted to the darkness and you could see that you didn’t get anything on the blanket. You groaned and flopped back onto the bed, pulling the covers back over you.

You didn’t know how long it was before the Winchesters came back to the motel. You just heard how aggravated Dean sounded whenever he saw what you had done to the floor. You felt the blankets being peeled off you and you groaned. Sam’s face appeared and he smiled softly down at you. “And you wanted to come with us,” he pointed out.

You meekly lifted up your middle finger at Sam making him laugh. “Just sleep. We’ll take care of you.”

Imagines Joe Sugg || Distraction ||

Anonymous said: 

Can you do an imagine where Y/N wants attention, but joe is making a gaming video so Y/N is trying to distract him and like sit on his lap and basically fluff. Thank you!!

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“Are you done yet?” You asked impatiently standing in the doorframe of the bedroom, with a pouty look on your face, Joe glanced over to you, taking off his headset, “what?” He asked and you pouted even harder. “Are you done yet?” You repeated yourself.

“No… Sorry.” He watched as you let out a dramatic sigh. “You’ve been gaming all day!” You groaned, “babe, I’m banking videos for when we go on holiday.” He pointed out.

“I know.” You sulked into the bedroom slowly dragging your feet and sitting on the edge of the bed. Turn turned around in the desk chair watching you, watching him.

“30 more minutes?” He offered, “and we’ll go get something to eat…” He tried to win you over with food but you crossed your arms.

“You’re pouting, I don’t like when you pout.” He pointed out putting his hands on your knees and wiggling them back and forth a little. “I don’t like being ignored.” You pointed back out, not breaking a from your expression. “I just need like … 30 more minutes, okay?” He rubbed his forehead.

“You said 30 more minutes… two hours ago.” You glanced at your wrist where you housed a non existent watch. “Please?” Joe asked in the sweetest voice possible, “fine.” You gave in, standing up. “Thank you baby, I love you.” Joe said blowing you a kiss as you walked out of the bedroom.

Thirty minutes went by then, fourty-five then, an hour… At the hour and fifteen minute mark you sulked your way back down stairs, hearing Joe talking to himself from behind the closed door. You really weren’t one to bother him while he was filming, but today you just really needed some attention.

You opened the bedroom door slowly and slipped inside the room, stopping mid-step seeing Joe had turned from the screen to stare at you, “Hi.” You said innocently, wiggling your fingers in a wave at him. “Hello…” He said cautiously. You walked closer to him,

“what are you doing?” He wondered, “hey babe!” He said quickly as you took his headset off and put it on the desk. “I need that…” He pointed out, but remained almost unmoving as you came to sit across his lap. “Well, hello.” He said again, staring into your eyes, your hands slide up his chest and held onto his shoulders lightly.

“Stop ignoring me?” You asked as cutely as possible making your (colour) eyes as round as possible. “I’m not ignoring you.” Joe laughed, his hands placing themselves on your waist. “… Maybe a little.” He did admit and you nodded.

“See…” You lent in really close to his face and rubbed the tip of your nose against his back and forth. “Eskimo kiss.” Your tone was adorable. “(Y/N).” Joe said laughing a little, running his hands up and down your sides now, smiling as he looked over your face. “Okay, just give me a few more minutes and I’ll be finished, I promise this time for real.” He lent in and kissed your cheek quickly. 

“… Promise?” You asked, leaning against him, your face nuzzled into his neck and you lent your head up slightly kissing just under his jaw lightly a couple times. “I promise.” His tone a little more melty from your kisses. “You can even sit and watch?” He offered.

“Or… You could just stop… Right… Now..?” You suggested to him as you continued to kiss along his neck. “Hey, stop trying to seduce me while I have work to do, you temptress.” He nudged you away lightly, while laughing. “Worth a try.” You admitted and he nodded. “I’ll never say no … Except, right now… While I finish up.” He covered the very large loophole he almost left open.

“Alright, alright.” You slide off his lap, standing up. “Five minutes.” He gave your behind a light smack, picking up his headset. You laughed, turning around sticking your tongue out at him, sitting down on the bed, taking out your phone.

Five minutes slowly went by and you were over waiting, you looked around the bedroom, picking up a booklet of blue post-it notes… You held them and started jiggling them back and forth as they moved like an accordion, looking at the back of Joe’s chair you bit your lip, you took about ten of them and started to rip them into tiny pieces.

“(Y/N)… What are you doing?” Joe asked suspiciously, it made you tense up, but when you glanced over he hadn’t even moved to look. “Nothing.” You assured holding the ripped up pieces in the palm of your hand.

You made your way across the bed as quietly as you could, “CONFETTI!” You exclaimed and threw them over Joe’s head watching the pieces shower down on him. “(Y/N)!” Joe yelled in surprise and you started to laugh. “I can’t believe you!” He stood up, the blue paper falling from his hair, shirt and, lap to the floor below. “It’s been five minutes.” You said shrugging. “How and I gonna edit that out?” He exclaimed.

“Don’t, don’t edit it out. Let them all know you’ve been neglecting your girlfriend for hours!” You exclaimed with all the dramatics you had, looking at the camera recording Joe. Before you fell over on your back to the bed, the back of your head to your forehead.

“So, if you’ve died… I can go back to gaming?” Joe asked, his hands on his sides looking down at you and you opened your eyes quickly to give him an evil expression. “No.” You spoke darkly. “I will haunt you and your games, forever and ever!” You stood up on the bed and made a ghost like moving and started making ghost noises. 

“You know what, you need to settle down.” He took the headset off and reached over grabbing you around your legs and putting you over his shoulder, turning you both around he headed out of the bedroom as you squealed. “JOE! DON’T DROP ME!” You grabbed onto his middle upside down, “

“When have I ever dropped you?” Joe asked you, feeling you squeezing his stomach, heading toward the stairs. “Lots!” You pointed out and he stopped mid-walk. “… It was one time.” He argued, trying his hardest not to laugh. “It was more then once time!” You didn’t like this position at all. “Fine, twice.” He walked up the stairs, holding onto you tightly, getting to the couch he dropped you onto it and you looked up at him, your face was flush from being upside down and your hair was all over the place.

“I just wanted some attention!” You watched as he stood over you with hands on his sides. “Attention, huh.” He sucked his bottom lip, “attention…” He drew the word out very slowly before he made a quick movement and you felt his finger tips starting to tickle you. “AH! NO! JOE!” You expressed while laughing, trying to find your breath. “You said attention…” Joe was moving his hands all over your sides, tickling you harder. “Don’t!” Your eyes didn’t take long to well up with tears from laughing so hard as your hands tried catching his.

“Okay, okay, stop! STOP!” You wheezed a little, all the laughter was gone, you couldn’t laugh anymore and Joe finally stopped, catching your breath you wiped the tears from your eyes  with the sleeve of your t-shirt, “I could’ve peed!” Your face was on fire, your cheeks hurt.

“Be a great story to tell the grandkids.” Joe admitted, picking up your legs he sat down and let them lay over his lap. “Grandkids?!” You asked quickly sitting up on your elbows. “Joe, are you… Are you pregnant?!” You asked in shock. “Well, I was waiting for the right time to tell you, but… Yes… Yes I am with 7 babies…” He nodded seriously. “Oh god! I’m not ready to be a mother!” You covered your mouth.
“I was thinking of naming them; ‘You’, 'Are’, 'A’, 'Pain’, 'In’, 'My’, 'Ass’…” He said the seven words very slowly and started to crack up seeing your expression become annoyed. “But, I love you.” He reached out and poked your nose, pulling it back quickly seeing you move your head and making a biting gesture toward his finger. “How about we go get that meal I promised you?” He offered patting your leg…

You Suck


You never had a problem with Britt. You loved her and the relationship she had with your boyfriend but you couldn’t help but feel a little left out whenever they were together.

You understood that Joe was excited that his friend was coming to England for a week but when it came to people, he was never good at multitasking. Actually he was never good at multitasking in general. He was a person who was only able to focus on one thing at a time and unfortunately, that’s what he did with people.

You and Joe had just recently moved in together and you got the feeling that Joe was still not used to having you around 24/7. Joe had planned his week with Britt earlier that year when the two of you were living separately so he obviously didn’t think that he would also have to entertain his girlfriend.

Nor had you expected him to. You had work to do and other friends you could hang out with but as the week went on, you felt Joe slowly slipping away from you.

You didn’t think much of it at first. You hung out with your friends after work and would come home to Joe and Britt having a good laugh, if they were even home. Other nights Joe would crawl into bed next to you, failing to not wake you up from the moment the two of them walked through the front door.

It was now the last day of Britt’s visit and her and Joe had been out all morning. You woke up to an empty bed, getting a text a few hours later from Joe about he and Britt’s whereabouts. You rolled your eyes at the text before replying with a short and generic response.

You had taken the day off of work so you could actually hang out with Joe and Britt for once. The three of you had plans to go out later that night but you no longer felt like going. If Joe had unconsciously been ignoring you for the past week, why would it be any different on a night out?

You pushed your laptop off your lap as you stared around the empty apartment. You needed something to do so you weren’t cooped up in the house bored all day while your boyfriend showed his friend around London. You remembered a few weeks ago Zoe had asked you and Joe to come down for the weekend but you declined as Britt was here. After giving her a call to see if the offer was still on the table, you moved from your position on the couch to go pack a bag.


“You know I’m really glad you called Y/N. I was beginning to get bored of my own presence.” Zoe laughed as the two of you sat on her couch watching a movie and catching up.

“Yeah I was pretty bored myself.” You said thinking back to your boyfriend who was probably still out with Britt since you haven’t received a ‘where are you?’ text.

“I thought Britt was around?”

“She is. Your brother is out showing her London as we speak.” You said simply.

“Has he been doing that all week?” Zoe asked.

You looked over at her, raising an eyebrow at her slightly to answer her question.

“I’m sorry love. He’s really bad at multitasking.” She said placing a hand on your leg.

“Yeah, he is.” You laughed, “I also think he just hasn’t gotten use to me being around all the time yet. I mean he knows I live with him but I think he forgets I come over to his after I’ve finished work now. Or like today, I took today off of work so the three of us could properly hangout and I woke up this morning to an empty bed.”

“Oh Joseph.” Zoe said rolling her eyes, “Boys do suck sometimes.”

“Speaking of, where’s yours? Why are you all alone this weekend?” You said realizing you haven’t seen Alfie since you have arrived.

“Out doing something. I don’t even know. He’s in London today actually then he’ll be elsewhere tomorrow, so it’s just me and the pooch this weekend. Isn’t that right Nala.” Zoe said in her high pitched voice as she looked dog at her sleeping dog.

“Oh hey, look at that.” You said as you paused mid-step to take a look at your phone.

“What’s that?” Zoe called out from the kitchen.

“A text from Joe.” You said as you continued to make your way to join her in the kitchen.

“Just now?? Oh my god Joe!” She said glancing up at you after setting the boxes of pizza on the counter.

“Yup. He just asked when I’d be back. Guess they’ve been out all day.” You said moving your fingers across your phone’s keyboard.

“What’d you tell him?”

“Just to go without me, I’m out with a friend…” You trailed off as you looked up at Zoe who was giving you a sad look, “I’m fine.”

“He’s an idiot Y/N. I’m not going to beat on him too much because he is my brother, but he is an idiot. He’ll figure that out soon enough.”

“Yeah, I feel bad though. Britt leaves in the morning and I haven’t gotten to see much of her.”

“But who’s fault is that?” Zoe said passing you the pizza boxes as she grabbed a few other things before the two of you made your back to your positions on the couch.


You rolled back over in bed as the sound of your ringtone stopped once again. You were about to drift back off to sleep when your phone went off again.

“Oh my god.” You mumbled as you reached for our phone and hitting answer, “Hello?”

“Y/N? Where are you??” The familiar worried voice floated through the speakers.

You took the phone away from your ear as you read the contact name;    Joseph💕.

“Um hi, I’m at Zoe’s.” You said sitting up in bed realizing you never actually told him where you were.

“Zoe’s? You’re in Brighton? Why are you in….when did you go to Brighton?”

“Yesterday, around midday while you were out with Britt. I had the day off and decided that I didn’t want to wait around for you two to return so I called Zo up.” You said with a yawn as you got out of bed.

Joe’s end of the line was quiet as you made your way downstairs where you found Zoe stood by a window watching Nala out in the rain.

“Can I come down there?” Joe asked quietly.

“If you want to. Has Britt left yet?”

“Yeah, about half an hour ago.”

“Alright, well come if you want to. It’s just me and Zoe here.”

“Yeah we’re just discussing how much boys suck.” Zoe said loud enough for her brother to hear her.

“Yeah…I’ll see you in a bit then.” Joe said quietly again.

“I think Joe’s here Y/N.” Zoe said as she caught a glimpse of a car stop outside of her house, “Yep, it’s him.”

You were sat on the couch with Nala tucked closely to your side scrolling through your phone when Zoe acknowledged Joe’s arrival.

Nala jumped off the couch at the sound of the door opening and closing.

“She’s in there.” Zoe said before you saw her walk past the doorway.

“Hey” Joe said appearing in the doorway.

“Hi. How was last night?”

“Good…but it would’ve been better if you were there.” Joe said, cautiously taking steps closer to the couch.

“Would it have been?”

“Y/N, I’m really sorry. I was excited the Britt was here and I just wanted to hangout with her.”

“And that’s fine Joe but when you completely ignore me to do so isn’t right.”

“I know love. I’m an idiot and I suck and I’m a horrible boyfriend.”

“You are all of those things except a horrible boyfriend Joe. You just suck as multitasking. You get way too excited or into one thing and forget everything else.”

“I’ve realized that.” Joe said as you pulled him closer to you.

“But I still love you so don’t worry about that.”


“Yes you idiot.” You said giving him a quick kiss.

“Good” He said kissing you back, “So what have you two been up to?”

“We we’re talking shit about you yesterday and today we were going to talk shit about you over lunch.” Zoe said as she made her way into the room, “Would you like to join us?”

“Nah that’s alright, I think I’ll stay here with Alan.” Joe said petting the dog that was now at his feet.

“Nope, you’re coming with. You didn’t come all the way down here to not hangout with me.” You said standing up and pulling Joe off the couch as well.


Prompt: 16. “It’s okay.  I couldn’t sleep anyway.” with Leonard please for the prompts? Thank you and congratulations on 900 followers!! For @imaginereiwrites

Pairing: Bones/reader

Warnings: brief descriptions of death, nothing bad I promise

A/N: I had a good time with this. I wrote it in a little frenzy late last night, but wanted to check it over today.

Word Count: About 450

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Don’t You Like It?

Kiseok/Simon D X Reader 
Jealous and hurt by his actions while he’s away out of town is definite cause for retaliation. 

Kiseok was not usually a warm guy. In fact he was mostly cold and often grumpy. However, he liked you. That meant, that more often than not, he was incredibly sweet to you. That’s what you liked about him. His disinterest in everyone else made his interest in you feel that much more significant.

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‘We did not cuddle!’ I exclaimed even though I knew full well that we did. ‘My bed’s just really small and I’m not used to having someone in there with me, is all,’ I tried to defend myself but it only made him grin wider.

‘Keep telling yourself that, Emilia,’ he said and winked at me like the little shit he was, ‘and just so you know… I didn’t mind it one bit.’

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the devil

→   Jungkook x Female Reader

→   fluff???

→  2180 words

You remembered what your grandmother once told you First impressions always give away a person’s real face when you first met the boy, who had the words massive flirt  written all over him. You had disliked him instantly. His cocky smirk when he talked to girls, his way of showing off anytime possible, the way his voice was drenched in narcissism; it all added up to the picture your mind painted of him. A self-focused dick, who loved nothing more than having everybody’s attention. That’s why you decided to not give him any, to leave him hanging every time he initiated any form of communication.

It started with ignoring the little notes he passed you in class, went over to not reacting to his flirty comments and ended in you taking a different seat just so you didn’t even get tempted by his alluring words. You promised yourself to not fall for his charming facade.

He had seen you the first time he entered the room. A small figure, eyes glued to your phone, fingers fidgeting with the black wires of your earphones. In the middle of dull faces, meaningless words and loud voices, your silence spoke to him. A somewhat unremarkable girl, who still captured his entire attention. That’s why he decided to make you notice him.

He had high hopes for it, after all girls had always fallen for him easily. Though he should’ve known – you’re different.

Your weird relationship, which consisted of him trying to get you to at least acknowledge his existence and you resisting every try of his, went on like this for months. Your plan seemingly was a success, no further problems erupted when it came to refusing to give him the attention he was longing for - until one eventful night.

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He Knows - Leonard McCoy

Fic #35 of the Hamilton Prompts
Song: We Know

“Y/N,” Jim said, grabbing your attention as you passed him in the hallway. You rolled your eyes and situated your papers in your arms. You were on your way back to Med Bay, to deliver the files that Dr. McCoy had asked for. 

“Yes, sir?” you asked, stopping in your spot.

“Walk with me?” he asked.

“Well, I was actually heading- Okay,” you said as Jim continued to walk. You jogged a little bit to catch up with him, and once you did, he began talking.

“Are you close with Bones, Y/N?” Jim asked. 

“Uh, no, not particularly. Why?”

“Oh, well, it’s mostly nothing. I just feel like there’s something that he’s hiding from me.”

“I’m sure that’s not true. You two seem very close.”

“Yes, but he’s always been quiet about his love life, which admittedly, he has never had much of, but lately he’s been more secretive. I think he has someone in his life.”

“Well, sir, I’m not sure what to say, but this feels a little innap-”

“Would you help me spy on him?”

“Uh, I don’t think that’s really part of my job,” you said, smacking his arm playfully with your papers. 

“You work for intelligence, why would this be any different?” You sighed, and struggled to come up with another excuse. Jim smiled at you and patted your shoulder.

“Great. I’ll see you tonight. Meet me at eight?”

“I kind of have plans,” you said quietly, but Jim was already walking away. You groaned, thinking that you needed to become more assertive. You turned around and walked back towards Med Bay. 

Once you got there, you set the paperwork in the bin, and noticed Dr. McCoy across the room. He looked up from his patients, and a rare smile spread across his face. He said something to the nurse next to him, and made his way over to you. 

“Hello,” he said, a small smirk on his face. 

“Hey, can we talk?” He nodded, and put a hand on your back as he led you into his office.

“What’s up?”

“I have to cancel our dinner plans tonight. And maybe all plans until forever.” Leonard laughed and shook his head as he leaned up against his desk.

“What are you talking about?”

“Jim knows that you’re in a relationship. He wants me to help spy on you tonight.” Leonard sighed and dropped his face in his hand. “I thought we were so careful.”

“We were. Jim just, unfortunately, knows me too well.” You smiled and crossed your arms. “So, we cancel plans for tonight, and we should be in the clear.”

“Even if we do cancel plans, and Jim finds nothing, he’ll still keep looking.” You walked up to him and put your hands on his chest. He looked up at you and grabbed onto your waist. “Can’t we just tell Jim?”

“I don’t think it’s a good idea.” You groaned and backed up. Leonard looked up at you with disappointment. 

“Fine, but I had really great plans for us tonight, and now I’m going to have to do all of that with Jim.” Leonard cocked an eyebrow up at you and you rolled your eyes. “Well, I’m not gonna have sex with Jim, but I’m not gonna with you either!” you yelled, and walked out of his office.

Around eight o’clock that night, you met Jim in the empty hallway outside of Med Bay. You were still wearing your red shirt, which Jim said was not undercover clothing. Although you argued that looking normal was more undercover than dressing all in black like Jim was. 

“So are we just gonna wait outside Med Bay all night?” you asked. “He probably already went home.”

“Well let’s find out.” He pushed opened the doors of Med Bay dramatically, and two of the nurses looked up at him in confusion. “Sorry, guys.” He walked through, and kicked open the door to Leonard’s office.

“Jim, Christ!” Leonard said, looking up at you two. “What are you doing?”

“Just came to see what was going on,” he said, looking around the room, as if he was going to find someone hiding behind the ugly, plastic plant.

“Working. Actually,” he said, looking at his watch, “I’m going home in a few minutes.”

“Do you have any plans tonight?”

“No,” Leonard said, looking up at Jim. “Why?”

“Just curious. So if you don’t have any plans tonight, can Y/N and I hang out with you?”

“Jim,” you muttered, but he ignored you. 

“Um, I guess.” He finished up a few things, while you tried to get Jim to change his mind. Although, a few minutes later, you walked with Leonard to his apartment. As he unlocked the door, Jim walked in first, and began to search the room. Leonard looked over at you and you rolled your eyes.

“Uh, can I make you guys anything?” Leonard asked. You shook your head, as Jim started talking.

“Yeah. Well, whatever you were going to make is fine.”

“I was gonna make a pasta that my family used to always make, I already programmed it. It’s got marinara and-”

“That’s my favorite,” you said. Leonard smiled softly, but then dropped it to look over at Jim. 

“Great,” Jim said obliviously, still searching the apartment. “Mind if I use your bathroom?”

“That’s fine.” As he walked away, you went to Leonard’s side. “So this is going awfully.”

“Yes, it is.” You leaned up to kiss his cheek. “Thanks for cooking for me.”

“Well, well, well,” Jim said, walking back into the kitchen. “Everything seems normal. So far.”

“Great,” Leonard said, smiling. “So are you going to leave now?”

“So your mysterious date can show up? No way. We’re staying here all night.” You rolled your eyes and fell down in one of the bar stools. Jim sat down next to you, and kept looking over at the door, expecting someone to walk in. Leonard served you dinner, and casually tried to make conversation with you. 

“So how was your day?”

“Oh, pretty good. Except my captain dragged me around all night so he could stalk his friend.”

“My day was pretty good, too,” Jim said, “My friends talked about me in front of me, and didn’t think I would notice.” You snorted and kept eating your pasta, stealing longing looks at Leonard.

You started to take everyone’s plate and clean up. Leonard came up next to you and helped clean, while Jim went into the bathroom.

“Well, what should the three of us do for the rest of the night?”

“I’d sort of like to die,” you said, laughing. “I think he’s gonna make us spend the night.” 

“I think you’re right.”

“So what are we thinking? A movie before bed?” Jim asked, frightening you both. You spun around and smiled at Jim.

“Sounds good to me.”

“We should watch Lord of the Rings,” Leonard said. You looked up at him and he discreetly winked at you. 

“Sure.” Jim walked into the living room, and as you started to follow, Leonard held you back. 

“Lord of the Rings always makes him sleepy. He can’t handle watching classic movies.”

“So, what, when he falls asleep we can sneak into your bedroom?”

“As much as I’d like that, we shouldn’t risk it.”

“Are you guys coming?” Jim called. You rolled your eyes, and gave Leonard’s hand a squeeze. You sat down on the couch, and Leonard sat next to you. Jim then jumped up, and sat on the other side of you. 

“So what one are we watching?” you asked.

“Two Towers,” Jim said, starting the movie. 

“My favorite,” Leonard said. You sighed, and leaned to the side a little bit, so that your shoulder was against Leonard’s shoulder. Nearly twenty minutes into the movie, Jim was snoring. You looked up at Leonard and he smiled. 

Moving carefully, you scooted closer to him, and took his hand. He kissed the top of your head as you rested your head on his shoulder. After another ten minutes of making sure that Jim was really asleep, you and Leonard started kissing heavily. 

“This has gotta be our worst date,” you said, pulling away or a minute. 

“Well, at least he’s asleep.”

When Leonard woke up the next morning, he woke up face to face with Jim. He yelled a little and rolled onto his back. Jim woke up, and turned away from Leonard. 

“What time is it?” he asked. Leonard sat up on the couch, and looked over at the clock on his side table. 

“Five in the morning,” he said groggily. 

“Where’s Y/N?” 

“I put her in my bed,” Leonard replied. 

“So, you aren’t dating anyone.” Leonard shrugged and stood up. “Sorry for barging in on your night.”

“It’s alright.”

“Tell Y/N I’m sorry too.” Leonard raised an eyebrow and looked at Jim in confusion. “Bones, I’m not completely stupid.”

“I don’t know what-”

“I know you’ve been seeing someone. And it wasn’t until last night that I realized that it was Y/N.” Leonard didn’t say anything, but watched Jim carefully. “You made one of her favorite meals, you two know everything about each other, she washed your dishes, come on Bones.”

“That doesn’t mean anything. I just make really good food. It’s everybody’s favorite.” Jim rolled his eyes and shook his head. 

“Come on, just confess.

You don’t even know what you’re asking me to confess. I swear, there is nothing-”

“You put her in your own bed. You are the crankiest person I know, and you love your bed.”

“It’s called being a gentleman.”

“Fine, well if you’re gonna deny it, I’ll just have to leak it to Starfleet. Your career is done, I hope you saved some money for your daughter.”

“Money for my daughter? Jim, you don’t know what you’re talking about. I swear, I am not seeing Y/N.”

“Alright, enough of this,” he said, standing up. “I was awake last night. I saw you two making out.” Leonard opened his mouth to argue, but stopped himself. 

“You know,” he said, sitting back down.

“I know,” Jim said, nodding. “You wanna tell me how it happened?”

“We started dating a while ago. We hooked up after your birthday party, actually. She courted me, and escorted me to bed,” he said, smiling. “We didn’t mean to keep it secret for this long, but it kind of just kept going and no time seemed appropriate. I”m sorry.”

“It’s okay. I am sorry I ruined your date night. I’ll get out of your hair. You’ve got a few hours before work, why don’t you spend it without me in the way.”

“Thanks, Jim,” he said, as Jim stood up. Leonard stood up and made his way towards his bedroom. Jim winked at him as he opened the door, and once it shut, Leonard opened the door to his room. You were still asleep, and he crawled into bed with you.

His weight moved the bed, and you woke up as you rolled towards him. He smiled at you, and you smiled sleepily. Although, a second later you pushed away from him.

“Jim’s gone,” he said. You nodded and rolled back towards him, putting your head on his chest. “And he knows.”

“How?” you asked, popping your head up. 

“It’s a long story. But, I think he’s okay with it.”

“So no more sneaking around?”

“I don’t think so,” he said. You sighed and leaned against his chest again, as he kissed your forehead. 

“Well that takes the fun out of it.” 

“It’s still a secret right now,” he said. You raised an eyebrow at him and kissed him. He grabbed your waist, and rolled you on top of him. “This might be a bad time to tell you, but I love you.” You smiled and laced both of your hands in his.

“I love you, too.”

Jake Gyllenhaal Request

Can you do a jake gyllenhaal imagine when the reader is in labor with his baby and then she hast it and then he see the reader breastfeeding and getting all emotional and stuff please💕?

You were hooked up to machines, poked with IV’s, and sweating from the flashes of pain that had been coming at you from within for 14 hours. You clenched ice chips between your teeth as another contraction shot through you and you squeezed Jake’s hand tighter than before. Your nurse came in and checked you one last time before she announced that it was time to push.

“Are you ready for this Mrs. Gyllenhaal,” your Doctor asked and got ready.

“I was ready 13 and a half hours ago,” you said through gritted teeth. And got ready to push.

“Ok, the next contraction is about to start and when it does I want you give a big push and count to five. Ok?” You nodded at your Doctor and got ready.

“She’s going to be here soon, Y/N,” your husband grabbed your hand and slide to the edge of his seat. A pang of pain went through your body and you pushed, gripping Jake’s hand until it turned white.

Two pushed after that you collapsed on the bed crying. “I can’t do this, Jake. I can’t do this.”

“You can baby. You’ve done so much so far and you’re almost done. Just a couple more minutes and our baby girl’s going to be her. You can keep it up for a few more minutes. I know it.”

“Ok,” you nodded and braced yourself again. “Ok,” you pushed again harder than before and yelled as the worst pain you had ever experienced coarsed through your body. It went away in a matter of seconds and was replaced by a high pitched crying.

“It’s a healthy baby girl,” one of the nurses said and the tears streamed down your face.


Jake walked into the room from his quick trip to the cafeteria and stopped in the doorway when he saw you with your newborn, Violet, curled into your chest. You were looking down at her as she ate and the sight before him was too much. He had waited since the first day he met you to have a family and here it was laid out before him. You looked up and smiled at him. “Hey,” you grinned. “Are you crying?”

“No,” he wiped his eyes and went back to his spot next to you. “It’s this stale hospital air getting to me.”

You looked back down at Violet and were caught off guard when Jake leaned down to kiss you. You smiled largely and leaned against your bed. “What was that for?”

“Because I love you. And our daughter.”


A/N: 52 followers! I’m so excited I didn’t think this blog would take off so quickly! You guys are great thanks friends!!

Devin: It started innocently enough. The two of you were having one of your typical horror movie marathons. You’d seen most of them, but there was one Devin put in that just rattled you. There’s no way you’d fall asleep tonight. Not wanting to admit he’d finally found a movie that scared you, you insisted on watching another, and another, and another. It was now just after 3am and you knew Devin was getting suspicious. “You sure you’ll make it through another one Y/N? You’re looking tired.” “Oh don’t worry Dev, there’s no way I’ll fall asleep on you.” Devin smirked “Y/N, why don’t we just finish this tomorrow, we-“ “NO!” You were a bit too hasty with your response, because the smile on Devin’s face said it all. “Are you scared baby girl?” “…no…” “Alright, then you won’t mind if we turn off the lights and go to bed?” “Or, counter offer, we stay up all night like vampires and sleep when the sun comes up and we know it’s safe.” You smiled hopefully. After a minute Devin sighed, then stood up to put another DVD in the player, “Fine, but only because you’re cute when you’re scared.”

Chris: You’re not sure what woke you, but you were suddenly awake and aware of how cold the bed was when there should’ve been a warm body beside you. You crack one eye open to peer at the almost blinding light of your clock. 3:17am. You groan as you fumble out of bed, knowing you’re only hope of falling back asleep requires dragging your boyfriend back to bed. “Babe?” you stagger across your apartment only to find him hunched over his desk. Your voice cracks “Babe what the fuck.” You can hear Chris chuckle from across the room “I’ll come to bed soon, I promise.” “Yeah that’s what you said 5 hours ago.” You yawned as you curled up in his lap. “So are you gonna show me what you’re working on or not?” “It’s just some lyrics, I’m not even sure if it’s going anywhere.” “Well show me anyway. If it’s important to you I wanna hear it.” You spent the next hour listening the Chris sing to you before the two of you finally crawled into bed.

Ricky: You had just finished another chapter of the book you were reading. You started to stretch and ended up hitting Ricky, who was so absorbed in his own book that he didn’t even flinch. Come to think of it you didn’t actually remember him getting in bed. Looking down at your book you realized you’ve read at least 7 chapters since you got in bed. You roll over to look at the clock. “Oh my god.” You flipped back over to poke your boyfriend, “Ricky…Ricky…Rick…Babe c’mon it’s late.” You nudged at him again “Ricky babe it’s after 3, we need to sleep.” “One more chapter…” he muttered almost inaudibly. “See but saying that is why we’re still reading at 3:30 in the morning.” Ricky huffed, finally tearing his eyes away to look at you, “Fine. I guess we should go to sleep.” You smiled as you pressed your lips to his. “You know you’ll thank me in the morning.” “Mmm-hm.” He mumbled as he turned off the lights and scooted closer to you, finally falling asleep.

Ryan: “Ok,” you laughed “I guess I’d kiss Adam, Fuck Ed, and kill Shawn.” “What!?” Ryan laughed swatting you with the magazine. Neither of you were able to sleep, so you’d been laying in bed playing Kiss/Fuck/Kill using an old issue of People magazine. “You’d really fuck Ed Sheeran over Adam Levine?” You shrugged “His music is better just better.” “Alright, well, I’d question your taste in men if your boyfriend wasn’t such a stud.” “My boyfriend is an idiot,” you giggled trying to shove him, “your turn.” Ryan turned towards the clock “Actually babe we should probably try to go to sleep, it’s quarter to four.” “Noooooooo.” You whined burying your face into the pillow. You heard the lights click and felt Ryan wrap his arms around you. “Don’t worry Y/N it’ll be morning before you know it.” You sighed, already feeling Ryan’s warmth lull you into sleep. “Fine, fine. We’ll sleep.” You felt him plant a kiss to the side of your head. “I love you Y/N.” “Love you too Ry.”

Vinny: “YES!” Vinny jumps off the couch as the two of you once again dominate several strangers on Xbox Live. Your winning streak started shortly after you’d finished dinner and was now going into the wee hours of the morning. You’d thought about calling it quits but the smile on your boyfriend’s face kept you going. Now however it was getting late and your exhaustion was starting to effect your game. You’d finally been shot in the last round, and while Vinny continued on avenging you you began to doze off. Eventually some on-screen explosions jolted you awake. You gave in and started to poke at your boyfriend “Hey Vin, it’s getting kind of late…” “Hang on babe I got this.” He mumbled, shrugging you off. “But baaaaabe,” you whined “It’s after 3. Don’t make me go to bed all aloo-oone.” You snuggle closer and lean your head on his shoulder. You know he’ll break quickly, but just for good measure you press your lips to his neck. The game shuts off almost immediately. You had to chuckle at how cute he was fumbling around with the controller. “Don’t laugh at me, it’s not ‘cause of you I’m just done kicking the crap out of these guys.” “Of course.” You said as you dragged your boyfriend to bed.

Look Out! Soul Is Back

I’m writing this late Monday night and I think I’ve been up for 19 hours. I had a short thing about travel and my week, and it was too long. So here’s the short version - O’Hare was a snap to get through, I’ve got to check in for a flight when I wake up on Tuesday morning, and I’ve got another trip on Wednesday.  @dommestic will not be going since it’s for work, and as of my writing this I don’t know what we’ll be doing for our 100 days of hypnosis marathon.  As of right now I can’t think of anything I’d like to do more than just deflate for a few days at home. Maybe I can do that next week.

On Monday night we were pretty exhausted, trying to get things back in the groove for a day before I have to leave again.   She generously whipped out the new pocket watch we bought at the show and dropped me after we charged the glow-in-the-dark face, which is actually pretty spiffy.  Trying to watch a swinging object in a dark room when you’re running on about 4 hours of sleep is a worthwhile thing to do, especially since it’s tricky to determine where the chain is and how exactly it’s going to move, but you can see it moving clearly. 

I’m really too tired to be writing anything right now.   Let’s push this.

Because I’m bushed, and it was hours ago, and who knows if other reasons, I don’t remember the suggestions.  I know I was talking a lot and whatever she said while I was talking was hard to hang on to, and after that we started watching the Two Hyp Chicks podcast video from last week. She needed to get to bed so we’ll finish tomorrow, I hope.  At Entranced, she asked me to nudge her when something struck me as fun/hot/worth trying.  I nudged her a few times so far.  More on that later after we finish watching the whole thing.

I should note that we also did something for the 100 days late Monday night, technically after midnight, so depending on how you want to count things for this (and time zones) we either did 2 Monday or 2 Sunday.  I have no problem with this. 

We’re going through our notes, and seeing what should be fun to do next.   We saw some really hot things at @entrancedhypnocon, which sort of makes for a fascinating thing I’ve had a hard time illustrating.   Arguably nonsexual things - maybe call and response, or even simply pushing someone up against a wall and staring at them - can do wonders to excite and electrify a room in ways that normal hanky panky can’t.  Or at least it’s been that way for me.  Who knows where things will be later?

anonymous asked:

23rd of october for dressing up Can it be readerxjunkrat with cute fluff/flirty rat added?

Dressing up as your S/O


He was good with his hands, he made the most incredible things out of what many people would see as just a pile of crap but somehow in the males hands a few pieces of metal would be a life threatening weapon… But when it came to sewing, he wasn’t that good.

Junkrat laughed awkwardly when he adjusted the coloured wool on his head that he was trying to make look like your hair. He was wearing one of your favorate tops which looked like a crop top on his long thin body.. It showed off his flat stomach and all the dips and edges of his ribcage. The shorts were an even bigger joke, they were loose where the Junker didn’t have an ass.

You brought heard a giggle from your room and looked around, Jamie wasn’t in the living room on the sofa like you had left him an hour ago.. You followed the sooty handprints on your nice clean wall as well as the lop sided just as dirty mismatched prints on the floor.

“I swear if you have laid on my bed I am going to do to you what the Junker Queen said she would!” you barked up the stairs and got even more laughs splitting the silence.

You rushed up the stairs and pushed open the door, wasn’t locked so he couldn’t have been up to much.. That’s when you saw your boyfriend, wearing your clothes awfully and wearing what looked like two unravelled balls of yawn taped to his head.

He gave you a shit eating grin and spread his arms wide and did a little pivot on the pegleg as if to show you his efforts.

“Wot ya thin’ love? I thought I’d go as you ta da… your fuckin’ scary if ya ain’t ‘ad a coffee..” his grin broke out even more when you tried to be angry.

You tried so hard… but seeing how his ass almost hung out of your shorts, it was too much. You burst into laugher and covered your mouth with a hand. You couldn’t look at him, he was such a mess.

“You ..w…what the fuuuck” another laugh as tears pricked your eyes.

“Ya don’t think this is ah good look for me darl’? me bollock feels like ‘es gunna drop right off mind you” he adjusted his nut through the fabric of your shorts saw said appendage trying to make a run for it down the side. You gripped the door frame.

“Fuck sake Jamie….take it off take it off!” you could barely say through the giggles that now winded you.

“Eger” he chuckled as he clicked his tongue and removed your clothes now just stood in the nude before hobbling over to you and pulling you against him, he nuzzled into your hair.. some of his own falling off his face and onto yours.

“I am so glad I bought us both a costume..”


Day 3 (Tuesday, October 10th)- Cuddling

(This is what happens when you try to study around your sleep loving girlfriends


Lapis was woken up by a loud thud. She opened her eyes to a faceful of Amethyst’s hair and smiled, snuggling back into bed and almost falling back asleep when she heard a bunch of papers being knocked onto the ground.

She grumbled and moved away from Amethyst’s very soft and very comfy hair, only to regret it. She was reminded instantly why she had vetoed breathing for her girlfriend’s hair, because the second she pulled away, a stream of light hit her eyes.

“Peri. Are you seriously still studying?” The tallest girl carefully moved her arms from around Amethyst’s waist, and rolled over to see what time it was. Instead she saw her roommate’s head on the desk, and all of her work scattered around. Some of it on the ground.

Lapis sighed and sat up, nudging Peridot’s shoulder “Hon. Bed time.”


“Come on it’s…” Lapis was finally able to see her alarm clock “…almost 4 am.”

Peridot groggily sat back up, her pencil falling off her cheek, leaving a small indent. “No no. I’m fine. Just a quick lil cat nap.”

“Did your head hit the desk? Is that what I heard?”

Peridot very slowly looked at the ground to see all of her fallen papers. Trying to keep awake, she slid to the ground and started to pick them up. But even with the teeny tiny amount of light difference the ground was compared to right next to the desk lamp made sleep very enticing. “Maybe. I think I passed-“ Peridot’s body leaned forward a bit too much before she snapped herself up straight. “ I think I passed out.”

“Isn’t that kind of a sign to go to sleep?” Lapis, being slightly more awake, slid down the side of the bed and started picking up and reorganizing Peridot’s papers.

“I mean, probably. Yeah.” Peridot rubbed her eyes “But I wanted to finish the chapter I was on.”

“That’s what you said like 3 hours ago.”

“Yeah but…” The two of them were interrupted by the sound of shifting on the bed and were greeted by Amethyst’s sleepy eyes looking at the them

“P Dot? You still up?”

“Hardly. She almost got a concussion.”

“I did not. I’m fine.” Peridot took her papers from Lapis and sat back down at her desk. Only to have her arm grabbed by Amethyst.

“Nope.” Amethyst yanked Peridot onto the bed and held her in place by hugging her from behind. “Lapis, get in. We gotta trap her.”

Lapis slipped in and hugged Peridot, who, despite her protests, was already falling asleep thanks to the comfiness of the bed and the warmth of her girlfriends.

“It’s for your own good Peridot. You’ll thank us in the morning.”

“Or…I’ll…” Soft snores came from the youngest.

“That was easy.” Amethyst readjusted to more comfortable position, still holding onto Peridot. “Get the light, would you?”

Lapis carefully let go of Peridot and rolled over and stretched to turn off the switch on the desk lamp, the wave of darkness giving a cool relief to her eyes. She rolled back and wrapped her arms around Peridot, just above Amethyst’s arms, and kissed her forehead.


Lapis snorted “We love you too, Peri.”

I’m over hurting because of you

Boy: Jay

Summary: Jay broke up with the reader through a letter before he left for Aurodon. Now the reader’s back and she isn’t too happy with his relationship with Lonnie. Reader is Queen of Heart’s daughter.

Warnings: Angst.

A/N: don’t forget to send in request!!


You breathed in the fresh air on Aurodon as you stepped out of the limo that brought you here. You were invited to Aurodon with the sea three along with Dizzy. You didn’t really know the four before being forced into a limo ride with them though that didn’t stop Harry from shamelessly flirting with you.

Ben introduced himself and Mal along side him. Her and Uma shared a awaked hug whilst she just smiled warmly at the rest of you. Following Ben’s tour of the school you were shown to your dorm room. You were bunking with Uma. Five seconds into sharing a room with her and she’s already picked her side of the room and started doing things her way.

“So are you going to see Jay?” Uma asked you whilst she unpacked.

“Oh, um yeah. I’m just scared, you know?” You said sitting down on your bed also unpacking. It was true, you were very nervous at seeing your ex-boyfriend. You didn’t know if you should be mad at him or happy to see him. After all he did break up with you in a letter.

“You need to go give him a piece of your mind after what he did to you.” Uma stated.

“And how do you know what he did to me? We literally met two hours ago.” You laughed.

“Word gets around and look, I want us to be friends okay? I know we didn’t know each other before and considering that most of the stuff here is separated by gender it is very inconvenientd when your only two friends are boys.” She explained, “And I know your friends with Mal and Evie but I’m hoping you’ll give me the benefit of the doubt?”

“Yes, of course. I would like to be your friend too. “ You smiled, “But you’re right. I’m going to go see Jay. See you later, Uma!” You said and she just wished you good luck as you exited the room.

It wasn’t hard to find Jay. You just asked around and found out that after fencing practice he has his lunch at the park. You felt your nerves bottle up inside you when you laid eyes on him. You started walking over there when you saw a girl with medium brown hair in the same uniform as him, sit by him and kiss him.

Your blood boiled inside of you. Mal inherited magic and Evie inherited a magic mirror, you inherited anger issues being the Queen of Heart’s daughter. What was going to be a walk turned into a march as you stomped your way over to the pair.

“Hello Jay, miss me? Clearly not.” You snarled looking down at them. Jay’s eyes were practically falling out of their sockets and the girl looked scared out of her mind.

“Y/N, Evie told me you were coming.” He said as he stood up to meet you.

“Yet, you made no effort to find me.” You said, crossing your arms.

“I understand your mad at me, Y/N. Can we talk?” He asked you.

“Talk? I thought you preferred letters.” You said.

“Um, who are you?” The girl finally spoke.

“You didn’t even care enough about me to tell your new girlfriend about me.” You said to Jay before moving your gaze to the girl, “I’m Y/N. Jay’s ex. Who he dumped in a letter before fleeing here.” You recounted. “And you are?”

“Lonnie. My mum’s Mulan.” She stated and you just rolled your eyes.

“And I care who your mum is because….?”

“Hey! I get your mad at me but you don’t have to take it out her!” Jay defended Lonnie and he pretend he didn’t see the hurt in your eyes.

“Let’s talk then.” You said. He nodded and turned to kiss lonnie’s cheek before following you down the hill.

“Y/N-“ Jay started off,

“You left me!” You cried out, “How could you do that? Just write me a quick letter and leave. Like I meant nothing too you, which I clearly do.”

“Of course you mean something to me. You were my first love, I will always love you.” Jay told you.

“Oh save it Jay. You know for the son of Jarfar you’re a real fucking coward. You couldn’t even look me in the eyes to break up with me, you wrote a stupid ass letter. Which I burned by the way and I used the flames it created to burn down the reminder of your things.” You told him, zero shame for what you did out of anger.

Jay grabbed your hands in his, “Y/N. I wouldn’t expect anything less from you.” He smiled at bit and you hate that he was smiling cause everytime he smiled at you you had no choice but to smile back.

“Stop, I’m meant to be mad at you. And I am mad at you.” You said, pulling your hands away from him.

“I don’t want you to hate me, I hope we can be friends.” He offered.

You scoffed, “Friends? Never in a million years will I be ‘just friends’ with you Jay. And for a second I will stop acting like the heartless bitch I want everyone to think I am and tell you this; I missed you so so much while you were gone and I hated you and I hated that I missed you but I did and I’m not over you yet and I’m not going to sit around and watch you be with her. You have put me through too much pain and I’m over it. I’m over hurting because of you. “ You confessed before walking back up the hill.

You didn’t want him to see you cry so you didn’t look back as you walked away. Only if you did, you would see he was holding back his tears as well. He missed you so much and he wanted the chance to tell you how much, how much he could take it all back. That he only recently starting dating Lonnie when he thought he’d never see you again but he knew how much he had hurt you and he knew what was best for you was to be away from him.

Two weeks passed and you haven’t spoken to Jay since the day you arrived. You see him around school every now and then but you avoid him as much as possible. You and Uma did end up becoming good friends while you did keep up your friendship with Mal and Evie but it was hard considering they were always hanging out with Jay so you gravitated towards having out with Uma’s friends more.

Harry still flirts with you and asks you out constantly though you keep rejecting him, not ready to start a new relationship after Jay.  

“Come on baby, I know you still have feelings for that prick but I can help you move on from him and I can help you show him what he’s missing out on.” Harry persuaded you running his hook along your neck.

“Then I feel like I’m using you.” You told him. Over the last two weeks you had started caring about Harry and you wanted to start you realtionship off the right way.

“It’s not bad if I’m letting you use me.” He smirked.

“Okay. Let’s go out. Tonight, 7?” You gave into him finally.

“Eager are we?” He teased, “But yes. I’ll pick you up then.”

So far your date with Harry was amazing and for the first time in a long time your mind was elsewhere but Jay. That was until he showed up at the same restaurant with Lonnie on his arms.

“Just ignore him babe.” Harry told you. You nodded and continued your conversation with him. Though that was until Jay and Lonnie sat down at the table beside you. You wanted to go on with your evening without speaking to him but Jay had other plans.

“Y/N?” He said.

“Obviously.” Harry said under his breath. Annoyed by Jay interrupting his time with you.  

“I didn’t know you two were dating.” He said and you could tell by his voice that it bothered him though he tried to act like he didn’t care.

“This is our first date.” You told him and he nodded and left you alone after that. Though you could still feel his eyes on you throughout your time with Harry.

As you and Harry paid the bill together, you stood up. “Take care, Jay.” You said to him smiling sincerely at him before walking off with Harry, his hooked hand on the small of your back as you leaned your head on his shoulder.

“You still love her.” Lonnie stated as she watched Jay watch them.

“I-I, It’s complicated. I just know Harry, he’s bad for her.” He said trying to make a excuse for his still obvious feelings for her.

“You need to let her go. You clearly hurt her a lot and she’s finally moving on. You should let her have that.” Lonnie told him and he nodded in agreement though he still wasn’t happy that you were with someone else.  

Jay was running laps around the filed when he saw you and Harry walk hand in hand towards the school. He stopped in his tracks when he saw Harry start kissing you. He would’ve left it at that but then Harry had to grab your ass and that was enough for him to walk up you guys and punch Harry in the face.

“Jay! What the bloody hell has gotten into you?!” You screamed, helping Harry up, who you always had to hold back from using his hook.

“I-I don’t know. I’m going to go.” Jay said, spaced out before running away. You told Harry you had to go talk him before following Jay.

“Jay, wait up!” You yelled and he stopped and turned around to face you.

“Look, I’m sorry for punching Harry.” He apologised.

“Why did you do it? It’s not like you want to be with me anymore.” You stated.

“But I do!” Jay confessed and you didn’t know what to say, “I missed you so much while I was gone and all I wanted was to be with you again!”

“Then why the fuck didn’t you say anything? If you had told me this two weeks ago, things would be different.” You told him.

“I thought it was best for you to have distant for me.” He said.

“And who are you to decided what’s good for me and what’s not?” You replied, “And what bout Lonnie?”

“I care about her of course and I don’t want to hurt her at all. But I only started dating her when I realised I would never see you again.” He said.

You threw your hands on your face and sat down and he sat down next to you. “I don’t want to say, Jay. I can’t hurt Harry. You can’t hurt Lonnie.”

“So does that mean, were just going to be unhappy forever? Because there is never going to be a day that I don’t want to be with you.” He told you.

“I’m always going to love you, Jay. But I think are time has passed. I really wish things were different but there not and it’s time we accept that.” You replied standing up and walking away but you stopped and walked back to him and kissed him and he immediately kissed you back, wrapping his arm around you.

Once you parted, “You don’t know how long I’ve been waiting to do that with you again.” He smiled and pulled you into his chest and held you close. You clung to him, feeling guilty as all hell.