i think a lot about how kaz brekker, this monster, this bastard of the barrel, this crook with dirtyhands…offered to give himself up to let everyone else go free. the odds would have been stacked against him yet he stubbornly stood by his choice and said, “i’m giving you a way out. take it.” i want to cry, this boy, he was e x p o s e d in crooked kingdom. coldhearted my ass.
*lying face down on her bed* I can't believe I said "Neat", Wheein. "Neat." Nobody says neat anymore! It's the goddamn 21st century! It's not neat to say neat, but I said it anyway because I'm a huge loser!
*idly turns magazine page* Hey, don't beat yourself up. Everyone gets nervous sometimes. Remember what happened when Hwasa confessed to me?
Didn't you like, thank her?
*closes magazine to stare into the distance* I thanked her.
Gimli, laying face down on his bed:
I can't believe I said 'neat', Aragorn. 'NEAT'. Nobody says 'neat' anymore it's the goddamn fourth age!!! It's not neat to say neat, but I said it anyway because I'm...... a huge loser!!!
*idly turns book page* Hey, don't beat yourself up. Everyone gets nervous sometimes. Remember what happened in that story I told you about when Arwen confessed to me?
Didn't you, like, thank her?
*closes book and stares at the ceiling* I thanked her.