i remembered this today and had to watch


I want to thank you for being such a big source of inspiration for me. I remember finding your channel back in 2012 by accident when I was looking for Amnesia compilations. I think you barely had 5k subs at the time? I don’t think you even had a webcam yet actually. I remember watching a vlog where you said that you wanted to upload videos everyday. You sounded committed and passionate about it. I’m someone who’s draws inspiration from passionate individuals and I thought to myself, “Alright, I’ll keep watching if you show me that you’re truly dedicated to this.”

You kept at it. I could see you were truly driven about making videos and I was curious to see where you were headed. Even today, I’m looking forward to watching what you do. Yes, I still watch your videos, though I’m more selective on which ones to watch. You still make me laugh and bring a smile to my face when days are rough.

The whole Darkiplier thing has been a weird and wondrous adventure with many ups and downs. Fun fact, I nearly scrapped him entirely because I got frustrated with the idea and I was unsure of where to go with the character. I took a long break from drawing him and my best friend @prismkitten-mivy has helped me rebuild his story. I have more plans for projects involving him in the near future and I’m ecstatic to share those ideas with the community.

I want to thank you for giving me the opportunity to be apart of this charity. I’m still in shock over how many items have been sold and how much has been raised. Your community can do a lot of good when it comes together for these events. Thank you, for being a passionate and driven individual that inspires creative people such as myself. You’re a wonderful person Mark, and I can’t wait to see where you go from here.

im watching a girl on the bus put on lip balm.
her hair is rained on and pulled into a tiny loop on the back of her head.
i feel connected to her because we are both wet and wearing lipstick and heavy shoes
she is pulling sunglasses out of her backpack and pulling a piece of hair off her face. she is sliding a pin against her head.
she moves her hands like someone is watching. I think we all do this.
I wonder if
girls are poetic because we simply are or because someone is always watching us. being a voyeur makes me feel less innocent.

but still I wonder what she is reading. i wonder if the lipstick she’s wearing is her favorite or if it’s just the one she had in her pocket today. i wonder who she is going to meet tonight.

When she’s getting off the bus she smiles at me and i feel at ease. i want to tell her she is beautiful but I remember that every time a stranger told me I was beautiful it has made me feel uneasy. so I watch her go and I am grateful

another Victor-already-had-the-ring™️ theory:

ok its 2 am and I’m rewatching yoi for the 3rd time today and I’ve been thinking..

remember our heartwarming airport scene??

Originally posted by happycat900

as already discussed, Yuri and Victor have been together every day up until this point for close to 8 months, and it was absolutely devastating to be apart (especially under the circumstances). Their beautiful reunion only confirms how much they love and need each other and can’t stand to be apart. So seeing Victor (with the outfit he left Russia in ep 9) in the episode 11 preview looking so upset was not a big shock.

Buttt watching episode 9 again, had me wondering… maybe victor isn’t just down about being apart from Yuri, but is doing that hardcore thinking he mentioned in the airport scene.

While in Japan, without his precious katsudon for what could not have been more than 3 days, Victor realized he never wanted to be without Yuri again, for as long as he lived. That he wanted to stay by Yuri’s side forever, and so decided he was going to marry that man. He bought the ring while in Japan, and that’s why the ideas of marriage and being together forever are already on Vctor’s mind when reunited with his lovely Yuri.

(tl;dr) after some soul-searching while alone in Japan, Victor decides he can’t be without Yuri ever again and that’s when he buys Yuri’s ring. HE’S HAD THE DAMN THING FOR WEEKS NOW, WAITING FOR THE RIGHT MOMENT PROPOSE. BUT YURI BEAT HIM TO THE PUNCH LMAO

I’ve been trying to take some time before writing this to compose myself but that doesn’t seem like it’ll happen anytime soon…

I directly faced some bullshit anti Semitism from a coworker last week. To make things brief, he made a joke about hitler and then did the heil hitler salute. And laughed.

Naturally I was EXTREMELY upset and flipped out on him. I told my boss, who said she would talk to HR about it. Today at work I asked her about it and she basically told me this:

“Boss: "I watched the video of coworker saying the joke. As you said, you blew up at him and the video doesn’t look good for you. Remember, he’s 18 and from the hood and this is normal for him. You guys need to play nice”

A number of things about this bother me. First, my reaction was and is completely justified. Had I made a joke about lynching I would’ve been out on my ass so quick it would’ve made my head spin. Second, being 18 makes no difference. He is a legal adult, and he needs to act like one. Being “from the hood” (which a SUCH a racist, fucked up thing to say) makes no difference. Third, how fucking condescending for her to tell us to “play nice”, as if we just had a simple disagreement. As if he didn’t blatantly show how much he doesn’t respect Jews or the suffering at our hands.

So basically, I quit today. She told me there was nothing she could do. So, there was nothing I could do except quit.

There’s a lot more I have to say but I am too emotionally charged to put it into words. But yeah.


Remember when I said I had a tattoo appointment for today? Well…Here it is!

I’ve been thinking about getting this for literally months and I finally decided to go through with it. I’m honestly so in love with it.

I’ve been watching Jack for years but in recent months, he’s helped me so damn much, both in terms getting me out of my creative rut and for making me happy when nothing else does. I could go into excessive detail but I’ll spare you the long read. All I’m going to say is that I’ve been so happy watching him and I can never thank him enough for all that he’s done. I met my best friend @megsiplier through the channel and tbh I don’t think I would have had the courage to talk to her if it wasn’t for him.

So…Thank you for everything Jack. :)


Edit: No, I’m not going to regret this. Yes, I thought about this beforehand.


Summary: Sam and Dean reassure each other after their visit home. Takes place directly after Home, 1 x 09.

Warning: Wincest, some smut, feels

Word Count: 1100ish

A/N: I just needed some codependent boys today. Enjoy! XOXO

Dean stays quiet as they drive away. They don’t talk about anything that Missouri said, or the fact that Mary had been there. They don’t talk about anything, really.

Sam watches Dean, his face in alternating light and shadow as he drives through the night under the streetlights, and wonders what memories he’s lost in. Sam’s lucky. He doesn’t remember that house or their mother. But Dean does. This trip had been hard for Sam, but it’s probably devastating to Dean, and of course he won’t talk about it. He’s just gonna sit there in the driver’s seat and glare at the road until he can pretend he’s fine again.

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watching today’s ep like

“that’s weird i don’t remember Rohan losing an earring this noticeably in the manga why would DPro put something like this into the ep–”



For Paul

This time three years ago I was in shock because Paul Walker was killed in a car crash. I literally sat in my room and cried and was thinking this was all some sort of media fodder and that this smiling face would show up and prove them all wrong. I remember watching the first Fast and Furious movie and loving the fact that it was this group of people who came from nothing and tried their best to make it with what they had and what they knew. Its because of this franchise and Paul that I’m the gear head I am today. My love of cars runs deep, I probably have gasoline and engine oil running through my veins. My family built and raced cars on the street and track all their lives. Driving is like breathing for me, it just feels natural. So watching this movie and this family of racers taking in this kid and just doing the craziest stuff was amazing, because this world was never on the big screen or talked about. Paul Walker wasn’t just an actor, he was a racer. He had his own fleet of fast supercars and was on a racing team for Porche, which is a little ironic given the circumstances of his death. I felt like we were part of that family, me and my friends. Its like we are the characters of that franchise. We race and supe up our cars and take care of each other. The racing community loved him and misses him. I miss Paul and just needed to make this post to let everyone know how awesome he was. He was a humanitarian, father, brother, son, uncle, friend, mentor, racer, and legend. We will forever miss him and all that he did. He made being a street racer or gear head accepted and cool. Paul Walker was a bright spot for all who knew him. I still cry while watching all the movies and when I here that song. “Its been a long day without you my friend, but I’ll tell you all about it when I see you again.” See you soon Paul.

Originally posted by danii1d393

>Be me
>See three men die in room of blood and shit and light
>mfw its because one man sneezed
>next day
>three men go in 
>men armed with cheap mops lives in each others hands
>day before
>see man i like
>mfw hes gunned down leaving a rose for a girl
>mfw girl doesnt remember
>girl is screaming
>pic related
>group of soldiers kill corpses of friends
>cucks test on children next
>assigned task to watch five men and women gunned down in abandoned factory
>happens every five seconds
>lasts forever
>see lucky man sip scotch in a nice armchair
>orders girl to stop breathing
>gets day off
>be me
>hundreds of men and women in orange jumpsuits herded like animals into empty rooms
>fill with gas and fire
>hundreds more told they have a chance for lighter sentence
>told they had chance to serve country
>be me
>watch world nearly die
>every way is terrible
>sometimes theres time to scream
>be me
>writing this
>mfw no happy endings
>god help us

A Winter’s Ball

Philip Hamilton x Reader
Words: 706
Request: Could you write a philip x reader one where reader meets him just the way Eliza met Alex but is also to shy too approach him so she sends her sister and Eliza & Alex watch them and remember how they met at the winter’s ball? Thank you!!!!! ♡ 

lowkey just had a massive panic because i thought my computer had deleted this, thank god for recovered documents. 

i’m going to see Fantastic Beasts today, which will be lit. 

ALSO: Anthony Ramos has listened to my original song cAN YOU HEAR ME SCREAMING

AND:  Robert Manganaro who works with Ant a lot saw my cover and said it was good and he sang along with it iasldjhsjdfhlkdsjflksjdf

SO THATS MY DAY SO FAR!!! how are you all going?

i have a lot of requests that i havent written, but i promise i’m getting onto it! I finish school for the year in a week, meaning i’m gonna have A LOT of time to write. but yeah :)

enjoy this! requests are open as usual and a masterlist of my other fics will be linked below xx


Originally posted by papersquared


“He’s stunning,” You whispered, staring across the room lovingly.

“Miss (Y/N), you’ve been staring at the Hamilton boy all night. Perhaps we should focus on something more important. We have your birthday ball coming up in-“

“That’s not important! I wish he’d come over here… his smile is the most magnificen-“

“You’re so in love, it’s adorable,” (Y/S/N) interrupted, pulling you away from your father. “Who is he? Also, where is he?”

“He’s the freckly, long haired boy, standing next to Alexander Hamilton. You can’t miss him,” You said, continuing to gaze at the Hamilton boy. His long, curly hair framed his face. His freckles were scattered all over his plump cheeks, making him look young.

“You should talk to him,” (Y/S/N) suggested, nudging you suggestively. “I think it is about time that you find yourself a courter. You’re becoming older by the minute.”

You rolled your eyes. “Dear sister, I wish you would stop teasing. I can’t talk to him. I’d… I’d stutter! I’d ruin everything!” You exclaimed, frowning. “Which means I will probably never court him…”

“Would you like me to speak to your lover to be?” (Y/S/N) asked, smirking. “I do owe you after all. You saved me from punishment when father found out I drank his liquor.”

You laughed quietly, nodding slowly. “Okay, just be kind. Don’t take him from me… please.” (Y/S/N) nodded, leaving your side and walking over to the spot in the hall where Philip and his father were standing. You went over to the food table, grabbing a piece of cake and starting to eat anxiously. You stared at your sister, letting your shoulders slump when you saw her and Philip interacting happily.

“Are you okay darling? You seem a bit stressed.” You jumped, looking up to see Eliza Hamilton standing next to you.

“Oh, uh yes! I am lovely. How are you, m’am?” You asked, curtseying. Eliza shook her head, amusement showing on her face.

“You don’t need to practice that with me Miss (L/N). Please, call me Eliza,” She said, smiling. You nodded slowly.

“Yes Miss Ha- I mean, Eliza. Thank you for asking, but I’m perfectly fine. Just slightly worried,” You stated, glancing back over at Philip and your sister subconsciously.

“You know, when I was younger I couldn’t talk to Alexander. I had to send my sister, Angelica, to talk to him. It has turned out quite well, I must say. Your sister will not intrude on your love,” Eliza stated.

“I just… Philip seems very close to her already. I struggle when talking to people, especially males. My father often told me to shut my mouth, because I tend to ramble which I guess is true but… oh. I am so sorry that I rambled again,” She said, blushing.

Eliza shook her head. “No, go on dear. You’re perfectly fine.”

“Well, I always fear that I’ll say the wrong thing, or do the wrong action. I don’t know if action is the correct term I’m looking for… but continuing, I just don’t think I’d be able to talk to Philip.”

“I promise you that my son is a gentleman. He’s a bit shy too, but if he needs to fill in silence, he can do that easily. He’s a lot like his father in the way that he can go off at the mouth quickly, but he’s a lot like me too. He’s soft when he needs to be,” Eliza stated. “I do believe you should turn around, darling.”

You raised your eyebrow, turning and freezing when you saw Philip Hamilton standing in front of you. The constellations of freckles that scattered all over his face were even more beautiful up close. You admired his eyes, letting out a quiet sigh.

“Philip Hamilton, at your service,” He said, bowing. You blushed, holding out your hand, which Philip gently took and kissed.

“(Y/N) (L/N). It’s a pleasure to meet you,” You said quietly, looking back at Eliza for support. She smiled at you reassuringly. You turned back to Philip.

“Would I be interrupting anything if I asked for a dance?” He asked, holding out his arm. You took his arm, shaking your head. “After you,” She said, moving onto the dance floor with Philip.

Why is Hiddles having an orgasm in our kitchen?

This is what my husband asked me today.

I feel the need to explain;

Many many moons ago i installed Sound Cloud onto my tablet, more than likely to listen to something Hiddleston related, I can’t honestly remember why, what or when. Anyway, time goes on, and the tablet has now been passed onto my toddler Superpup so he can play the Duplo Lego apps and watch BBC iplayer cartoons. He’s getting the hang of scrolling through the apps (we had removed all the ‘important’ ones), and tapping on the ones that are left.

So i am making lunch, hubby is playing with his phone as Superpup is playing on the tablet. Then the happy go lucky cartoon music stops;

“Oh… yes…. (sexual groan)… (heavy breathing)”

I look at hubby. Hubby looks at me. Superpup looks very confused at why Bing the Bunny is no longer making cookies and instead there is a blank screen with someone making these *funny* noises. 

“Oh my darling…. (more sexual groans)…”

Hubby frowns;

“What the FUCK have you got on this tablet?”

“I don’t know” My argument is interspersed with Mr Hiddleston reaching his peak; “Must be something old” i cry out, waving the mayonnaise knife around in an attempt to get Hubby to put his phone down and shut off the orgasm noises.

He presses all the buttons, yet still the orgasm is happening. Shuts the app, more orgasm. Fuck we even put it into silent mode; still more orgasm (seriously do his orgasms last that long in real life???), finally, we switch the damn thing off, full power down, and finally it fucking stops. Literally. No more orgasm.

I look at Superpup. Superpup looks at his dad. Hubs looks at me;

“Perhaps we should uninstall Sound Cloud?”

“Yeah, good idea”

He turns the tablet back on, it powers up and we put the pin number in…

“Oh darling… OH YES…. COME FOR ME”

And that is how we had to format our tablet. 

Today’s the day...

I was just about to turn 17 when The Vampire Diaries premiered and now I’m 24. I remember seeing the promo’s for it and how I couldn’t wait to watch it, I knew I would love it but I had no idea how special it would become to me and how sentimental I would feel when it ended. TV shows are just TV shows we know that, but certain stories have the ability to leave a mark on us and that’s what happened here. This show gave me an escape when I needed it, it connected me with lifelong friends, its a connection to my youth and I’ve cherished every laugh or cry it’s ever given me and now its ending and there is no good way to say goodbye, but I’ll do my best….

Goodbye to Mystic Falls with all its history, where our characters were born and have lived and loved for so long. 

Originally posted by kate-kami

Goodbye to Alaric with his giant heart and brilliant mind, I’m gonna miss you buddy! Your name is awesome by the way and if i ever have a son he will probably be named in honor of you :)

Goodbye to Bonnie with her magic and her unbelievable strength and selflessness, and goodbye to Caroline with her bubbly personality and blinding light of a smile. no one could have found two better people to call their best friends. 

Goodbye to Matt and Jeremy two undeniable warriors with their friendship and brotherly presence in everyone’s lives and their ability to stay grounded and just as much a force to be reckoned with as any vampire despite their humanity

Goodbye to Tyler the hot headed, impulsive but sometimes lovable resident werewolf of mystic Fall… my least favorite of the group but he had his moments RIP <3

Originally posted by teamlockwood

goodbye to Stefan with his resilience and determination to do good, I’ll never forget his tender heart and the love he showed for his big brother. If the theories are true and you leave us tonight I’ll be a sobbing mess!

Goodbye to Damon, the hardest goodbye of all. So gorgeous inside and out! so multifaceted.  There has never been and never will be a character I love and respect as much as him. when he hurt I hurt and when he was happy so was I! He suffered physical and emotional abuse from his father, was abandoned by his mother, manipulated and played cruelly by Katherine and then forced to be told time and time again that he wasn’t good enough for the girl he loved when he had fought so hard to be. He’s a survivor and I will love him until I take my last breath on this earth! 

Originally posted by retricar

And finally goodbye to Elena, with her pure soul she was the first to loose so much along this journey but remained a source of strength for everyone around her. She changed everyone she loved for the better and I hope going forward that she and the love of her life can enjoy the happy ending they have fought so hard for and deserve! Goodbye princess!!

Originally posted by buckysstevie

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Yay for great customers! Was working on jewellery with a killer backache today, and had such lovely customers! Three ladies seemed so worried about me being sore and they all complimented how lovely my service was which was just so sweet, and a man was so grateful that I helped him pick out a watch for his girlfriend and he kept apologising for taking up time, and a regular I haven't seen for a while came back and remembered me, she's lovely! I could have cried, the best customers!

Hey bellarke fam, in case y'all didn’t know this is the one year anniversary of lexa dying. I KNOW, okay? Everyone just seized up and got weird I mentioned it. I know it’s taboo for bellarke and clexa fandoms to interact. But, I just wanna say that I’m never, ever gonna forget the day the 100 killed Lexa. And my heart hurts for all of her fans today. I’m sending all of them my love.

Even tho I had my issues with her (#foreverscarredbymountweather) she was important to Clarke, who I love dearly, and is important to my friend @ecfandom and my sister. I remember watching the episode on my living room floor with A (that’s ecfandom for the losers that don’t know) and wrapping my arms around her. Straight up: we knew it was gonna happen. It was crazy obvious from 3x03 forward. But Lexa was so important to her and remains important to her. And I remember being really profoundly sad for her.

And I’ll never forget the call I got the next day when she told me that she went home from my house after the episode and cried.

I’ve spent the last year reading a lot of her fic and watching her support young LGBTQA+ kids on tumblr because of clexa. We’ve gotten super close because of the 100 and because of, believe it or not, clexa AND bellarke.

Season three was a stinking mess of shit, friends. And they really slighted a lot of LGBTQA+ fans by acting like a bunch of assholes.

So even tho clexa may not be your jam send your love and support and good vibes to all of her fans today.

Love breeds love, friends.

I rewatched Rogue one today, and got surprise feels. As in got deeply emotional about scene I had not particularly thought about earlier or remembered as Super Relevant.

And yet, it changes a lot about how I view the main character.

I’m talking about the scene between Jyn and Saw in Jedha.

I remembered the iconic lines about seeing the flag of the imperium vs looking down and how Saw abandoned Jyn from the first watch. I did not remember how much raw feeling there was in both of them. But it threw the earlier and later events in the new light.

Remember Cassian’s line when they left Eadu?

“not everybody has the luxury to choose when to get involved in the rebellion.”

I really don’t think Jyn had that either.

From her point of view, she was already in. For her, Saw was the rebellion. In the early scene with Mon Mothma and general Draven in Yavin, Jyn asks aren’t they on the same side than Saw. As in, the same group, in contact, in cahoots, leading the resistance together. For her, Saw was not an extremist, he was in the heart of the rebellion. And that might’ve very well been the case when she was 16.

So, Jyn was not only deliberately abandoned by her third parent and savior, she was left behind by the rebellion.

For as long as I live, I’ll never forget watching President Obama’s inauguration in 2008. My entire school packed into our auditorium to watch the livestream together. I can still remember what the energy felt like in that room. President Bush was really the only president most of us truly remembered, and watching history unfold as he stepped aside felt monumental. It was monumental.

All I can think about today are the women all over the country who should be watching Hillary Clinton’s inauguration. Women in their nineties who were born into a world where they didn’t have the right to vote. Women my age who grew up wanting to be Hillary Clinton. Little girls who would have grown up not even remembering a world where a woman had never been president.

Instead they’re watching a man who, on tape, admitted to committing repeated sexual assault because he knew he could get away with it become the most powerful man in the world. Instead they’re watching President Obama have to step aside for a man who began his political career by spreading racist lies about his place of birth. Instead we’re all watching a man who ran a campaign on hatred and bigotry be elected to the most respected office in our nation.

Today should have been so different. I can’t believe we let this happen.


Want to have a good example of just how forgetful and unorganized I am as a person? I missed this blogs anniversary by two days….it was the 7th….

Let’s just pretend that it’s today.

I redrew my very first post on this blog and honestly it’s great to see how much better I’ve gotten at art! It’s cool to see how many people like the smols too, considering how this blog was literally created from a fever dream I had one night after binge watching Steven Universe while sick. 

I also really REALLY appreciate each and every one of you guys, I still remember abandoning this blog for a few months when it wasn’t really getting any attention and I’m glad I came back and tried again. It was definitely worth it, a lot of the time when I get kinda low I like to come back to this and just think about how much work I put into it and that people actually liked it. It’s a great confidence booster and I just really love you guys. Thanks everyone <3


Hello everybody!. I hope you are having a great week like us. My cousin and BFF; Maite came with her adorable daughter April to visit us today in the morning. We remembered our crazy, but beautiful childhood and we had a blast watching our old photos. Here are a couple of them. 😅

I can not believe how fast the time has passed. And the good news for us, is that Maite and her family are moving to Sunlit Tides soon, so we won’t feel alone in this city anymore. That was one of the best news of this year, since we feel very lonely sometimes. Our children Amara and April will be raised together as we did in the past and That’s amazing! 😊

So incredibly blessed and privileged to be apart of this prestigious sorority! I had to work, and pray, and have a GPA to be a DELTA. Today I’m celebrating my first Founders Day❤️ 104 years ago, 22 astounding women envisioned something GREATER, something MORE than what was available. They valued sisterhood, scholarship, and service; they believed that service, rather than socializing, was more important. Hundreds of thousands of accomplished women have joined this organization and impacted their local communities, their countries, and the world. Today we remember the vision and work of our Founders, and we celebrate the greatness of Delta. So in love with this organization, my line sisters, and my Sorors. The work is never done!

Imagine Oswald Cobblepot x You (Meeting for the first time)

I really had to write this today to comfort myself. It’s not so creative and quite short, but I hope it still comforts some of you as well. No matter how difficult and hard times are, you are stronger. You are loved. People care for you. Always remember this. I have to remember. I will remember. 

Warnings: Angst, Comfort, Massive Self-Doubts, Kind of stalking Oswald, Slight Fluff

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