i refuse to accept this reality

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02 / 11 / 17 • I haven’t posted in while oops but second semester has started and I’m pretty hype about it!! We watched The Help in english class a few days ago and because it’s one of my favourite movies and February is Black History Month, I decided to incorporate a quote from it in this week’s spread. Also, thanks for 7000+ followers!!!!! [click for quality + quote]

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“Well, I told you about the… the brains. I told you about the guts, I told you about the muscle, the scientist, the politician, the leader, I told you about every member of the team, except myself. The part I play. I’m the wild card. I’m the guy who looks at the reality in front of him and refuses to accept it. Like right now I should be terrified, right? But I’m not.“

Go without me

“Regina, I’m dying”

“No, you are not, Emma.”

“I am. We have to accept the reality.”

“I refuse to be left alone. Don’t you dare die on me, Miss Swan.”

“I’m dying and you call me Miss Swan?”

“I’ll call you whatever I want when you’re being an idiot.”

“Your idiot.”

“Mine. Now drink this.”

She hands Emma a glass of some fizzy concoction. Emma drinks it and burps, then burps some more.

“Wow. I feel so much better. What was in it?”

“Water, baking soda and vinegar. How are you feeling?”

“Less like I’m about to die, but my stomach still  hurts.”

“You ate half a chicken and fries and drank two cans of beer. I’m amazed you didn’t burst.”

“I’m never eating this much, ever again.”

“You said the same thing last week when I made enchiladas.”

“Not my fault your food tastes amazing.”

“Idiot,”Regina’s smiling at this.

“Yours.”

Emma leans in to kiss Regina but no sooner do their lips touch that Emma lets out another burp. 

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Anonymous said: Hey! Could you do a fic where reader has a huge crush on charlie? But dean is the only one who knows? Thanks!!

A/N: HAHA THE FEELS HAVEN’T REALLY SETTLED IN AND I’M IN DEEP DENIAL. EVERYTHING FEELS NUMB AND I REFUSE TO ACCEPT REALITY. I HAVE AN AP EXAM IN LESS THAN SEVEN HOURS BUT I DON’T CARE. I HAD TO WRITE THIS.

Word count: 1,577

Pairing: Charlie x Reader with some Best-friend!Dean

Warnings: None.

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“So, of course that’s one of the reasons Hermione would be able to perform high-level spells even as a third year,” Charlie said quickly, her eyes concentrated on the computer screen in front of her. “I mean, wizarding family and blood doesn’t really play a lot on your magic capability – unless you consider Ginny, who was the seventh daughter in the family, but she was also just very good – so one of the strongest suits that came into play with Hermione was the fact that she had a good memory and that she practiced more than everybody else in her year. I think things came mostly naturally to Harry, at least in defense…”

You didn’t notice that your mouth had been hanging open this whole time, your book laying on your lap and long ago forgotten. It was lucky, in your case, that Charlie could talk and type at the same time, else she might have seen the way your eyes glazed over the curve of her lips whenever she pronounce certain letters, or how you admired the fast, calculating movement of her eyes across the laptop.

The one thing that always distracted you, though, was the brilliant shade of her hair. You loved the way it bounced off sunlight whenever you went on supply trips or hunts, a furious hue of ruby-colored strands that blushed under the sun. But then it seemed like the darkest shade of auburn in the night, smoothly running to her shoulders (although never touching them for too long), and always jumping with her laugh.

“…but, I mean, Harry is kinda underrated, don’t you think? He’s like this…precious cinnamon roll that nobody admires because they get used to his point of view throughout the series. He’s so amazing and brave, though,” she went on, finally looking away from the keyboard.

Her dark green eyes suddenly met yours. You blushed, quickly averting your gaze to the inky words printed on the white pages of the book. You didn’t even remember where you had left off.

“Yeah, he is,” you said, clearing your throat. Your tongue darted out, nervously licking over your lips as you prayed that Charlie wouldn’t say anything.

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Poisonous (Part 2)

Genre: Angst
Pairing: Reader/Yoongi
Length: 1,567
Summary: So blinded by love, you refuse to accept reality even after Yoongi cheats on you, forgiving him for each and every one of his mistakes.

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“You know how much I need him. I can’t stand being without him for even a second. My body craves for him, he has become a part of me, I’m only one when I’m with him.”

“That’s exactly why you two need a break from each other. You’re not one with him, you’re just someone who has lost their independence as an individual. You’re so blindingly addicted to such a toxic relationship that it’s only a matter of time until you lose your sanity.

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(via https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Ka-Zg4tlLE)

Great video about the science side of abortion and when life begins. Unfortunately, too many people are without the facts or refuse to look for or accept the facts. Too many people know the facts yet reject them anyway just for the sake of their own little reality that they create in order to do what they want despite whether it right is morally, scientifically, or otherwise. 

Despite what is popular at the time or how much hate I get from people desperately trying to rationalize and excuse their harmful or evil intentions and actions, I will always be pro-life and will never support the murder of humans, especially innocent ones with so much potential. 

Oftentimes, the simple and easy way is not the right way. 

janelock221  asked:

WHAT? The next part will be the last part? 😱😱😱😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 excuse me while I go hide under my blankets and refuse to accept the reality of that.

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I promise you guys that I’ll let you know when we’ve hit the end of “A Lesson in Love”. We’re still not there yet. 

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anonymous asked:

Mello for the character thing please!

  • general opinion: fall in a hole and die | don’t like them | eh | they’re fine I guess | like them! | love them | actual love of my life 
  • hotness level: get away from me | meh | neutral | theoretically hot but not my type | pretty hot | gorgeous! | 10/10 would bang
  • hogwarts house: gryffindor | slytherin (the sorting hat doesn’t even need to be on his head for it to work this one out) | ravenclaw | hufflepuff
  • best quality: Arguably also his worst quality, but I enjoy his refusal to accept defeat. I like that he keeps trying to make reality bend to his will against the odds. 
  • worst quality: See best quality, haha. Because of how driven Mello is,he’s also prone to grudgewanking and doing hideous things to achieve his goals. He’s too utilitarian and often kicks empathy/compassion to the gutter. 
  • ship them with: Nobody, but I guess I’m fond of Mello/Rod Ross as a crackship. I’m also vaguely intrigued by Light/Mello because they share some traits in common what with their “ONLY I CAN DO IT” mentality and I guess it’d be interesting to read in an AU
  • brotp them with: Halle. I reall do wish we got to see more of their interactions during that period of time he was crashing at Lidner’s apartment. Also Shido!! I liked their interaction in the manga. Chocolate buddies forever. 
  • needs to stay away from: TAKADA AND SAYU. Leave these poor people alone, my god. 
  • misc. thoughts: I’m actually pretty fond of Mello. I don’t really talk about him a whole lot, but I find his personality both fascinating and a little tragic for the lack of self relfection Mello has. I don’t really buy into the fanon surrounding him, and I kinda hate the way excuses tend to be made for him. He’s an egotistical little shit who wanted to be acknowledge as the best and did awful things to get there. His motives were childish and he never viewed himself as a matyr; he saw himself winning the game. I should really talk more about him. :/

Most people always put the blame on the band when it is in fact the record company’s plan to make money. I kind of feel sorry for them in that case. This is why I refuse to put any of my hopes up high this time especially on MCR related news knowing that we got to face it that in reality, a reunion tour as Gerard had previously said on an interview is “highly unlike” but still fans don’t seem to get or accept it. 

a-ha, i knew years of being immersed in online conspiracy theory culture would pay off because it there’s one thing it’s taught me it’s that anybody and everybody when faced with the harsh reality of the world is susceptible to turning inwards and creating a constantly shifting labyrinth where you ascribe meaning to things because it’s comforting to think that there is some hidden key, or a magic spell, or a secret group, or something just behind some curtain that you can take and use to fix all of the problems of the world, and you refuse to accept that everything has an element of chaos and there is no such supreme fight of good vs evil that you can win and sometimes nobody at all knows what’s happening. take that my own future prospects

Emerge

I refuse to dance to anything
I refuse to be a puzzle piece
Mostly due to the notion
That I’d never fit perfectly

As dried out as desert
It’s futile trying to find cover
Someone keep away the vultures
I’m gamey and possibly poisonous
I don’t want them to get hurt

Moving to the mirage of a room
Out of sight from the sun or moon
But I’m shielded by nothing
It’s all just a falsehood
My reason and reality are crumbling
I’ve accepted I’m drowning
My head’s no longer above the blue

Was there nothing left?
I’ve managed to keep up this mess
Let me be dull and dark
I don’t deserve a creative spark
Hindered myself again
With the hackneyed way I handle
My life and all its trends

Dorothy Dandridge with Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr. at the Freedom Rally at Los Angeles’s Wrigley Field on May 26, 1963. Dr. King told the crowd, “I refuse to accept the view that mankind is so tragically bound to the starless midnight of racism and war that the bright daybreak of peace and brotherhood can never become a reality.”

Happy #MLK day!

The Wild Card (Extended Tiva Ending OneShot)

A/N: This explains why Ziva didn’t tell Tony about Tali and how she survived the bombing. It is long but I hope you enjoy it anyway!

Description: Tony and Tali go to Israel and Paris and find Ziva and live happily ever after

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Faces fade in and out; they swirl around his head like a swarm of flies that won’t leave.

She’s dead. The farmhouse burned. She’s gone, DiNozzo. I’m sorry for your loss. I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m-

He jolted awake from the same nightmare he’s been having for days. The same nightmare in which the love of his life has died and his friends try futilely to console him. The same nightmare that he refuses to accept is his new reality. He is the wildcard, after all.

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I encourage folks to learn about the ethnic differences between jews so you can support jewish people of color and mizrahi and sephardic jews (JOCMS) in challenging jewish white supremacy. particularly since this is such a contentious and common issue when we challenge ashkenazi dominance. ignorance of the realities of JOCMS in ashkenazi communities contributes to violence and cultural genocide against nonwhite jewish communities. the ignorance of our specific oppression in jewish communities and conflation of ashkenazi and JOCMS identities and experiences is part and parcel of ashkenazi white supremacist dominance.

who here knows about the JOCMS conference happening right now in new york where these very issues are being discussed? who knows about the ringworm children? who knows about mizrahis being sprayed with pesticides on entry to israel because they are “dirty arabs”? the yemeni jewish babies whose parents thought they died, when they were actually stolen from their parents and given to ashkenazi families to raise? the numerous medical experiments performed on JOCMS? I refuse to accept that we are in the same category as european ashkenazis in the stark light of reality.