i really wish the truth was out there

a softer world sentence starters.
  • ❛ some people are so good at disappearing that you start to doubt your memories that they were ever there. ❜ 
  • ❛ how do you say goodbye to someone who was never there? ❜
  • ❛ i don’t want a world without pain, or loss. i just want them to mean something. ❜
  • ❛ there are some people who believe a photo captures their soul. ❜
  • ❛ if you love something let it go. ❜
  • ❛ you were not the first, you will not be the last. ❜
  • ❛ there are some secrets i will take to my grave, but i don’t want loving you to be one of them. ❜
  • ❛ you can still back out before anyone gets hurt. ❜
  • ❛ i said i’d love you forever, and really meant it at the time. i guess that’s my problem. ❜
  • ❛ kindness won’t save anyone. ❜
  • ❛ for a long time i thought i deserved better. but the truth is we both deserve better than this. ❜
  • ❛ i wish there was a word that meant “goodbye” for someone who was already gone. ❜
  • ❛ i never meant to hurt you. you have to believe me. ❜
  • ❛ we’ll always have yesterday. ❜
  • ❛ hope softens the rough edge of every promise. ❜
  • ❛ love is stupid. happiness is admitting we aren’t better than stupid. ❜
  • ❛ you can’t always want what you get. ❜
  • ❛ i wish i had a dollar for every dollar’s worth of work i did. ❜
  • ❛ we are empty inside and hollow. hoping something sweet will make its nest in us. ❜
  • ❛ we’re too far from help. ❜
  • ❛ monsters are even more scary when you see them afraid. ❜
  • ❛ we carry our own loneliness with us. ❜ 
  • ❛ fake happiness beats genuine misery. ❜
  • ❛ they always trust me to be someone who i don’t even want to be. ❜
  • ❛ i cannot see where i want to go, only that i want the going.❜
  • ❛ you are never here. you are always almost there. ❜
  • ❛ you and me will die the way we lived, telling ourselves stories to make it mean something. ❜
Even never lied

“And when I tell you ‘I will save you’.. what you’re going to tell me? What? Well, guess what, you will say ‘I will save you back’”.

I think that’s when Even tries to subtly and desperately show his fear… and his biggest wish: to be saved.

And to be loved, without judgments.

And I love how Even always tries to speak through metaphors and movies and pictures and lyrics… because speaking the truth plainly and out loud is so painful. And yet he tries. HE REALLY TRIES. 

We just have to listen. And I hope that Isak hears him.

I hope that Isak will understand that Even never lied to him

Yes Even withheld the information that he is ill. But I think this is very understandable given the fact that Isak himself said he doesn’t live with his mom because he doesn’t want to live with mental illness people. I mean, imagine how hurt Even is by that unintentional comment.

So it’s very understandable that Even couldn’t say it plainly. But Even tries to give so much hints, and tries to explain everything without saying the label out loud. And he also tries to explain and confess his love to Isak the only way he knows how.

From the very beginning, on their first night together.. Even said, “I think life is just like a movie, and you can be the director of your own life”. And when I watched that at first I thought he was simply being melodramatic. But he’s not. He draws parallels between his life to Romeo & Juliet. The kiss in the water. The resignation that love ends in death and loneliness. When he talks that life is like a movie, he was convinced that his life would end in such state.

When talking about parallel universe… his first response is that it makes him feel lonely. Why? Because he is always alone. He even said “You can’t escape your thoughts. The only way is to die”. How painful is this. Before meeting Isak, he imagines that loneliness and death is the end. 

And yet.. in that hotel room… in his bout of entering a manic episode.. he reveals that he wants to be saved.

And Even’s speech in the kitchen makes so much more sense now. Oh god. Like how he desperately he tries to tell Isak that his feelings are TRUE and valid. He does admit that “everything Sonja said is true”. But sonja doesn’t understand, that his feelings are his. It’s never about the mania. It’s about real feelings, real love, which Isak sums up to: “Yeah, only you can feel what you feel”. And so while the kitchen is so cute and fluffy and all kinds of adorable… lets not forget the fact that’s the first time Even basically confesses his love for Isak.

Even never lied. He never pretended. He tries to explain it in his own way, in his own desperate way as he tries to make sense of everything. And when you take the time to stop and really listen.. it’s intense, vulnerable, and yet so, so beautiful.

On Cheating and Johnlock

It actually does not matter if John really cheated on Mary or not. What matters is that he considered it. Which leaves the question of why John even considered it. Because he should have everything he could wish for, according to a heteronormative reading of the story:

- Solving cases with his best friend Sherlock
- A traditional family with his wife

But this is not enough for John Watson. It is not what he really wants. All his other relationships with women did not work out either. 

There was this quote … it is on the tip of my tongue … 

How often have I said to you that when you have eliminated the impossible, whatever remains, however improbable, must be the truth?

Well then. 


10 Things I have never told anyone… 

1.Dallas Winston was my first ‘lover’, and he was the worst decision of my life… I got pregnant and miscarried at 4 weeks.
2. I have anxiety and have so since I was 12. 
3. I am not as much of a heartless bitch as I make myself out to be, the truth is… I care way more than what I am supposed to. 
4. Sodapop is the only person I have ever really loved in some form… he has stuck with me through thick and thin.
5. I wish he was as in love with me as I am with him… I wish he looked at me the same way he had once looked at Sandy.
6. Almost everyone in my life has left me, and I am waiting for Sodapop to do the same. 
7. Although I hate to admit it, I always go back to Dally- no matter how much it pisses Sodapop off. I can’t seem to stay away from him. I feel like I am bound to him.
8. I am stronger than I think I am, yet weaker than how people view me.
9. The nights I sleep at Sodapop’s house, I sleep with him, because I cannot bear to sleep alone.
10. I am broken beyond repair.


Academy Award for Best Supporting Actress:

72. Angelina Jolie // Girl, Interrupted (1999, James Mangold)

You know, there’s too many buttons in the world. There’s too many buttons and they’re just - There’s way too many just begging to be pressed, they’re just begging to be pressed, you know? They’re just - they’re just begging to be pressed, and it makes me wonder, it really makes me fucking wonder, why doesn’t anyone ever press mine? Why am I so neglected? Why doesn’t anyone reach in and rip out the truth and tell me that I’m a fucking whore, or that my parents wish I were dead?

I need to set myself free.

to the dearest of friends.

It’s been a while, huh? I don’t know how many people actually wondered or even guessed what happened to me, but something incredibly moving and important just happened in my life.

I finally saw the truth and decided not to lie anymore.

I’ve been going to a psychologist. I’ve started to take meds to aid me in my daily life to confront anxiety, panic attacks and suicidal thoughts. I can say I’m really making some progresses, even though small.

I’ve always been different from other children, in particular from boys. I’ve had many problems dealing with some feelings that I couldn’t explain to myself or maybe I was too scared to actually deal with them.

I would always run away.
My dad left me at the age of 7. I was seven years old when he left me, my brother and my mother. I was envious of other kids relationship with their fathers.

Why was I the only one without one?
Years passed. I had to deal with continuing harrassment and bullying from my classmates. They would yell at me words that still hurts like poison: faggot. Pussy.

I’m still shacking while writing about it. Incredible how much pain some memories can deal to one person.

At the age of 16 I heard that my father died. It was like knowing a distant relative died in some kind of disaster. I didn’t feel anything, if nothing at all. I was still lying to myself about who I really was.

Suicide was the first thing I’d say “good morning” to and “goodnight” as well. The few friends I had didn’t know. I was alone and scared, ready to bid farewell to a life I didn’t think I deserve to live.

So much pain no one could ever describe.

I can’t seem to stop shacking.

But then, some light decided to touch my pale skin. The sun decided it was the moment to give me just a bit of its light, just because I was existing not because I deserved it.

That was all I was. Empty and scared, almost emotionally deprived if not from the most basic of instincts: fear.

I started to hang out with some of my brother’s friends. I was the elder brother but I seem I couldn’t even be that to my brother, who grew up with the strength I lacked and crave for.

Things got easier.
I got in a new class, with new people. People who didn’t harrass me I wasn’t wearing something cool or wasn’t making fun of me because of my behaviour.

I was free.
But still afraid of them.

I made new friends. I was appreciated and accepted. I was moved. I was grateful that I could even feel something as beautiful as joy.

Now those people chose their path. They were good people, supporting classmates and friends.

Suicidal thoughts returned to me, waving like sinister shadows at me. Anxiety came back as well. Two weeks ago I decided to defeat them, knowing that that would lead me to accept me for what I was.

The mere thought was scary enough to give me stomachaches.

My mother accompanied me. She’s always been a really comforting and supporting figure, as well as a mighty woman. I’ll always be grateful to her. After the meeting with the psychologist, a really professional and understanding man, I decided to change my life.

My mother asked me if everything was alright. I struggled to hold the tears. She was on the brink of tears as well. I was scared, afraid that she would see me differently if she knew, or not love me anymore, even.

But that wasn’t the case.

She said “I love you. No matter what.” firmly, like never before in my life I saw her like that. She didn’t just say “I care about you” but “I love you”. I felt so fragile and tired, but finally free.

Immediately, joy followed. Two days ago I told the truth to the two most important persons in my life: my brother and my best friend.

I cried so much while I was embraced by their understanding and I cried even louder when both of them hugged me. I felt so warm inside, laughter quickly grew in intensity from my mouth, like beautiful and strong flowers.

“We always only had each other, Loris. What brother would I be if I saw you differently just because you’re gay!” he said. “No matter what comes, we’ll be brothers for ever.”
I’m still trying to accept and understand the myself I always ran away from. I decided to meet him.
And also, decided not to lie anymore on this blog and to all those people I consider friends.

Yes, I’m gay.

“She’s the best version of herself I’ve ever known. She’s healthy and that’s obviously something a lot of the world knows now, but she’s gotten over [the really hard part]. I know a lot of friends who’ve gone through similar things and it’s when you have to live with your new self for a few years — that comes with a lot of struggle. And being a pop star on top of that, that’s a lot of pressure, but she’s amazing at speaking truth to what she believes. I wish I could have a bit more of that. Excuse my language, but she doesn’t give a f—. She goes out there and says, “This is who I am.” Considering what we’ve all come from, it’s not always easy. We feel like we have to be cautious.”  - Joe Jonas (2016) [x]

Imagine talking to Sam about being “freaks”.

A/N: This takes place S1E6 Skin after saying bye to Becky.

Dean’s age-26

Sam’s age-22

Reader’s age-15

“Sorry, man.” Dean said to Sam. You got yourself comfortable in the backseat of the impala.

“About what?” Sam asked.

“I really wish things could be different, you know? I wish you could just be… Joe College.” Dean replied while reaching for something on the dashboard.

“No, that’s okay. You know, the truth is, even at Stanford, deep down, I never really fit in.” Sam said while looking forward.

“Well, that’s ‘cause you’re a freak.” Dean said with a smile.

“Yup, like-a mega freak” You joined in, picking on Sammy is one of your favorite activities.

“Yeah, thanks.” Sammy scoffed out.

“Well, I’m a freak, too. I’m right there with ya, all the way, so is the short one in the back.” Dean said while driving in the impala.

“Hey!” You cut in with a fake-insulted voice.

“Yeah, I know you guys are.” Sammy said smiling.

“You know, I gotta say—I’m sorry I’m gonna miss it.” Dean said chuckling.

“Miss what?” Sam asked in a confused voice.

“How many chances am I gonna have to see my own funeral?” Dean replied.

“You are such a freak.” You said while a large smile on your face while laying down in the backseat.

anonymous asked:

Do you know any good cheesy romantic teen books about lesbians (or any type of wlw)? Kind of like Sarah Dessen style books but sapphic

I don’t really think of any of them (or Sarah Dessen) as cheesy, but for some good contemp wlw teen romances, check out:

  • Starting From Here by Lisa Jenn Bigelow
  • *How to Make a Wish by Ashley Herring Blake (out May 2)
  • Dare Truth or Promise by Paula Boock
  • Georgia Peaches and Other Forbidden Fruit by Jaye Robin Brown 
  • Style by Chelsea M. Cameron
  • Lunaside by J.L. Douglas
  • Unbecoming by Jenny Downham
  • Tell Me Again How a Crush Should Feel by Sara Farizan 
  • Annie on My Mind by Nancy Garden
  • The Flywheel/Get it Together Delilah by Erin Gough
  • Everything Leads to You by Nina LaCour
  • You Know Me Well by Nina LaCour and David Levithan
  • A&B by J.C. Lillis
  • 37 Things I Love (in No Particular Order) by Kekla Magoon
  • Dating Sarah Cooper by Siera Maley
  • Taking Flight by Siera Maley
  • Keeping Her Secret by Sarah Nicolas
  • Keeping You a Secret by Julie Anne Peters
  • Her Name in the Sky by Kelly Quindlen
  • Empress of the World by Sara Ryan – B
  • Our Own Private Universe by Robin Talley 
  • The Summer I Wasn’t Me by Jessica Verdi
  • Queens of Geek by Jen Wilde 
  • Dirty London by Kelley York
american beauty / american psycho lyrics meme.
  • ❝I just follow your scent.❞
  • ❝All of your flaws are aligned with this mood of mine.❞
  • ❝I didn't come for a fight but I will fight til the end.❞
  • ❝I'm gonna get you to burst just like you were a bubble.❞
  • ❝And I love the way you hurt me.❞
  • ❝I breathe you in, but honey I don't know what you're doing to me.❞
  • ❝But I'm no good, good at lip service except when they're yours, mi amore.❞
  • ❝I think I fell in love again.❞
  • ❝Maybe I just took too much cough medicine.❞
  • ❝I'm the best worst thing that hasn't happened to you yet.❞
  • ❝You take the full, full truth, then you pour some out.❞
  • ❝And you can kill me, kill me or let God sort ‘em out.❞
  • ❝I wish I dreamt in the shape of your mouth, but it's your thread count I really care about -- stay up 'til the lights go out.❞
  • ❝And as we're drifting off to sleep all those dirty thoughts of me.❞
  • ❝They were never yours to keep.❞
  • ❝We’re the things that love destroys.❞
  • ❝But you will remember me, remember me for centuries.❞
  • ❝And just one mistake is all it will take.❞
  • ❝-- no, it's nothing wrong with me.❞
  • ❝The kids are all wrong, the story's all off.❞
  • ❝The darkness that you felt I never meant for you to fix yourself.❞
  • ❝Come on, come on and let me in.❞
  • ❝And I can't stop 'til the whole world knows my name.❞
  • ❝You look so pretty, but you're gone so soon.❞
  • ❝We've been here forever.❞
  • ❝We'll go down in history.❞
  • ❝-- bad trip, I couldn’t get off.❞
  • ❝Maybe I bit off more than I could chew.❞
  • ❝I always fall from your window to the pitch black streets.❞
  • ❝And in the end I’d do it all again.❞
  • ❝I think you’re my best friend.❞
  • ❝I’m not passive, but aggressive.❞
  • ❝And it’s our time now if you want it to be.❞
  • ❝I can move mountains, I can work a miracle.❞
  • ❝She wants to dance like Uma Thurman.❞
  • ❝Bury me till I confess.❞
  • ❝And I can’t get you out of my head.❞
  • ❝And I slept in last night’s clothes and tomorrow’s dreams.❞
  • ❝They’re not quite what they seem.❞
  • ❝I got those jet pack blues.❞
  • ❝I’m the last one that you’ll ever remember.❞
  • ❝And I’m trying to find my peace of mind.❞
  • ❝The ringing in my ears gets violent.❞
  • ❝Did you ever love her? Do you know?❞
  • ❝-- or did you never want to be alone?❞
  • ❝Don’t you remember how we used to split a drink?❞
  • ❝I will always land on you like a sucker punch.❞
  • ❝I am your worst, I am your worst nightmare.❞
  • ❝If you knew, knew what the bluebirds sang at you, you would never sing along.❞
  • ❝Now I’m just numb.❞
  • ❝Don't mind me, I’m just a son of a gun.❞
  • ❝I’m just a problem that doesn’t want to be solved.❞
  • ❝I’m still afraid the battle’s gonna swallow me whole.❞
  • ❝I feel like a photo that’s been over-exposed.❞
  • ❝-- I don’t feel a thing for you.❞
  • ❝You and I were fire.❞
  • ❝It was the fourth of July.❞
  • ❝I'll be as honest as you let me.❞
  • ❝I miss your early morning company.❞
  • ❝You are my favorite 'what if'.❞
  • ❝Oh, I'm sorry, I didn't mean any of it.❞
  • ❝But I guess you'll never know where the bridges I have burned never led back home.❞
  • ❝Had my doubts, but I let them out.❞
  • ❝And all my thoughts of you they could heat or cool the room.❞
  • ❝And no, don't tell me you're crying.❞
  • ❝Oh, honey, you don't have to lie.❞
  • ❝I just got too lonely.❞
  • ❝I wish I'd known how much you loved me.❞
  • ❝I wish I cared enough to know.❞
  • ❝I'm sorry every song's about you.❞
  • ❝-- do you remember when we drove through the night and we danced to Rancid?❞
  • ❝You were the song stuck in my head.❞
  • ❝And I can’t, I can’t remember -- just how to forget.❞
  • ❝You asked me how I’m doing like you know -- you know how much better off I am.❞
  • ❝Every song I've ever loved played again and again and again.❞
  • ❝They say we are what we are, but we don't have to be.❞
  • ❝I'm bad behavior but I do it in the best way.❞
  • ❝I'll be the guard dog of all your fever dreams.❞
  • ❝I am the sand in the bottom half of the hourglass.❞
  • ❝I try to picture me without you but I can't.❞
  • ❝'Cause we could be immortals.❞
  • ❝Sometimes the only pay off for having any faith, is when it's tested again and again everyday.❞
  • ❝I'm still comparing your past to my future.❞
  • ❝It might be your wound but they're my sutures.❞
  • ❝Live with me forever now, pull the blackout curtains down, just not for long.❞
  • ❝There's a room in a hotel in New York City.❞
  • ❝I don't want to remember it all, the promises I made if you just... hold on.❞
  • ❝I just need enough of you to dull the pain.❞
  • ❝I need a new partner in crime.❞
  • ❝I wanna throw my hands in the air and scream.❞
  • ❝And I can just die laughing on your spiral of shame.❞
  • ❝Hit it, never quit it, I have been through the wreck.❞
  • ❝We're stripped down to the skeletons again.❞
  • ❝We're saints just swimming in our sins again.❞

I just wish Agatha would’ve told Simon that the Mage was his Father. I think that would’ve really helped him get through the aftermath of the whole fiasco better. He would’ve known it was NOT his fault and that if the Mage was alive, he would’ve killed his own son for the sake of power…

I loved the hopeful but “realistic” ending though. Things dont always work out the way you want them to but that’s life. Agatha’s interesting too. I mean, she owes Simon the truth (NO I DID NOT THROW THE BOOK AWAY WHEN SHE TOLD DAVY EVERYTHING AND YOU CANNOT PROVE IT OTHERWISE) but… she kinda represents that it’s okay to want things for yourself? She’s complicated.

Here’s to Baz too

anonymous asked:

Man, I really wish you would take just 10-15 mins out of each day to answer questions on here. Are you genuinely busy, lazy, or just not interested in putting in the effort anymore Bonny?

I don’t mean for this to be rude but people PLEASE stop assuming!! 🖐🏼 if you aren’t in someone else’s shoes then don’t try to conjure up some reasoning behind their every actions.

Truth is tumblr is the most draining app on my phone, I’ve said this before. But lately I’ve been considering deleting it NOT because I don’t care about you guys but I find it makes me less productive.

Sometimes digesting so many questions, problems, insults etc is too much. I answer questions when I feel like I’m in the right mindset to answer them. But some days I don’t want to open Tumblr because this is where all the toxicity comes from.

something or other (bargain with the dead)

man, you know what i mean
& it’s just a terrible situation
w/ no positive outcome
that i can see &
it’s not a universal truth
but it comes darn close;
there’s no way out unless
you bargain w/ the dead

he used as few words as possible
to outline the demise
of yet another star gone wrong
& nothing felt correct &
everything was off &
someone mumbled something
‘bout neglect

but i kept wishing that you could see me
weep & turn my tears into an art form
right there with my pale & blood-stained hands,
all of it was metaphor & nothing really mattered but somehow,
somehow i held on to all of that regret

‘round the table they gathered
it was weeks after the funeral
everybody wanted answers & i laughed
there was nothing anyone could do
we were looking for ghosts but the ghosts wanted nothing to do with our sad kind
least of all, me
least of all, me

The Independence Conspiracy

I really appreciate the brilliance of Howard’s accusation, the idea that Scottie might not be Tom’s mother. It definitely raises the stakes for Tom staying undercover. Before Tom’s ‘sweating’ Scottie finding him out, because it means she’ll hide the truth from him. He wasn’t in any physical danger. Now she could potentially be hunting him down because Christopher Hargrave’s DNA would be enough to prove she isn’t the real Scottie Hargrave. He’s a loose end she may wish to eliminate. That said, I believe that Scottie we know is the mother of Christopher/Tom for a couple of reasons:

1) Scottie sits alone in the boardroom, unobserved looking bereft about declaring Christopher legally dead.

2) Scottie’s anxiety is real. In Susan Hargrave she is clutching Christopher’s necklace like prayer beads and chanting “rubber baby buggy bumpers” when no one is around to see her but the taxi driver. 

I think the only way this whole conspiracy thing works is if Howard is partially, but not totally right about Scottie. A Russian Sleeper? Yes. Involved with a shady group? Yes. Knows more about what happened to their son than she told him? Yes. All of that is great mystery and emotional drama. It still needs to be balanced by things that keep her tethered to the grey, like her loving her husband and her son. Her attempting to kill Howard, and pursuing Christopher for would put her in the black. A true villain can’t lead the co-lead this show meant to last for more than one season.  

I do think the car crash is significant, a message sent by the people who took Christopher. Possibly the change Howard saw in her was a result of her realizing she would never get her son back, or because she was being coerced into doing things for the group who took him.  

I hope next episode Tom gets some of Scottie’s DNA to run against his own, and Howard’s too while he’s at it.

anonymous asked:

Hii!(O ^ ~ ^ O) Could i please ask what would the Nordics do if they found out that their s/o makes themselves vomit? ((I am so sorry, if it disturbs you, then just ignore it^^)) ((i start to think that i have bulimia lellll it's so funny))

So, before starting with your request, I want to urge you to seek help if you believe you might have bulimia. Being skinny or beautiful is not the best you can be. Happy, healthy, fulfilled - those are the things that really matter. Nothing is worth so much to risk all of these Things. Reaching out for help doesn’t make you weak. It makes you strong. The realisation that you suffer from bulimia already makes you stronger than when you deny it. Seeking help means you face this very truth. Being skinny isn’t worth risking your health.

- with the sincerest of wishes, xxruinaxx

Denmark: He’d be so sad, but would give his all to help them. He’d blame himself for not noticing their illness when it was in its early stages. No, really. He’d be so physically and mentally hurt by his s/o’s illness, he wouldn’t be able to sleep anymore. He’d want them to be by his side at all times.

Sweden: He’d take it with relative ease, but he will be by their side all the time to make sure they’d stop doing it. He’d be like a shadow, always by their side. He would take his role as the guard very seriously.

Norway: He’d take the news with his usual cool Expression, but it would kill him inside. He’d tell them that there was no use in doing that. They were already the most beautiful thing in his life. He’d make sure they would stop doing it. He’d be there for them

Finland: It would break this puppy’s heart. He’d feel so bad for them and would put in a huge effort to make them feel better so they wouldn’t feel the need to kill themself in a slow, agonising way.

Iceland: noOOO. He’d be so afraid. Really, he’d be overwhelmed by it as he’d be terrified by the idea of losing them. This fear would drive him to do anything in his power to help and save them. He wouldn’t be able to bear them dying slowly in front of him.

Masterpost: Harry Potter Fic Recs (mostly Jily)

Harry Potter:

Bold = highly recommended, * = completed

Jily Multi-Chaps

  • A Lost Generation*

  • A Month of Sundays*

  • All Right, Evans?*

  • Sequel: Dangerous Crowds

  • Beautiful Contradictions*

  • Before the Fawn
  • Boyfriend* (Sequel: Fiancée*, Threequel: Pregnant*)
  • Buried Treasure and Transmogrify*
  • Commentarius
  • Fait Accompli*
  • Flower and Prongs*
  • I’ll Take It Shaken, Not Stirred*
  • Kiss and Tell*
  • Letters*
  • Petal in the Rain
  • Prelude to Destiny*
  • Priori Incantatem*
  • Summer Magic*
  • The Archer’s Bows Have Broken
  • The Boys You Grow Into, & The Boys You Grow Out Of*
  • The Life and Times
  • The Truth of the Heart
  • You Don’t Say?*

Jily One-Shots:

  • A Wizard Walks Into A Bar*

  • The Early Morning Toast Brigade*

  • Solidarity*

  • Key Limes* (AU)

  • Caramel*

  • Scenes from a Hogsmeade Pub*

  • The Story of a Quill* (anything by B.C Daily really)

  • The Juggernaut Factor*

  • Make a Wish*

  • Nicked!*

  • Twice as Bright*

  • Harmless Observing*

  • That Elusive Aha Moment*

  • The Fool You Made Me*

  • Meet the Mother*

  • If You Want To*

  • She Should Have Known*

  • Crazier Things*

  • Just Stay Here Tonight* (AU)


  • A Brief History of Scorpius Malfoy (multi-chap)

  • Checkmate*

  • Budge Over*

  • The Best Kind of Punishment*

  • He Doesn’t Seem Like A Malfoy*

  • The Hospital Bed Monologue*

  • Adrenaline Rush*

  • Tear Down All The Walls*

  • Little things we notice*

  • All Our Tomorrows*

  • Agreements*


  • Sometimes It Takes a While* (multi-chap)

  • Time after Time* (multi-chap)

  • Worst of A Bad Bunch*
  • Kiss the Little Girl*

  • Caramel Ice Cream*

  • My Heart Belongs to You*

Non-romantic One-Shots:

  • Cauterize*

  • Finding Yellow*

                                     Sentence Meme
              “The Mountain Goats - Various Lyrics”

“I am gonna regret the day that I was born.”
“When your chances fall in your lap like that, you’ve gotta recognize them for what they really are.”
“Nobody in this house wants to own up to the truth.”
“I am dreaming of you.”
“There’s no good way to end this,”
“San Bernadino welcomes you!”
“And it was hard, but you were brave, you are splendid.”
“No matter what they say, we’re going to be okay.”
“When the time comes you have to just roll with the blast.”
“As it turns out, I’m not ready.”
“This is just to say hello, and let you know I think of you from time to time.”
“Somehow I miss you, and wish you’d stayed in my life.”
“I’m under no illusion as to what I meant to you, but you’ve made an impression.”
“Sometimes I still feel the bruise.”
“You can be sure that that’s me.”
“I’ll be the last man on earth.”
“Don’t even question your senses.”
“The sun’s so hot I think I’ll catch on fire and burn up,”
“I feel so proud to be alive.”
“I hope that we come up with a fail safe plot to piss off the dumb few who forgave us.”
“I hope it’s already too late.”
“I hope I lie, and tell everyone you were a good wife.”
“I hope that if I found the strength to walk out you’d stay the hell out of my way.”
“You are coming down with me, hand in unlovable hand.”
“There’ll always be a few things, maybe several things, that you’re gonna find really difficult to forgive.”
“There’s gonna be a party when the wolf comes home.”
“By daybreak, we’ll be gone.”
“I’m gonna bribe the officials,”
“It’s gonna take you people years to recover from all of the damage.”
“Let this whole town hear your knuckles crack.”
“Someday we won’t remember this,”
“Goddamn these vampires for what they’ve done to me,”
“When the sun comes, try not to hate the light.”
“I broke free on Saturday morning.”
“I’m going to make it through this year, if it kills me.”
“I played video games in a drunken haze.”
“Hurt my knuckles punching the machines.”
“The scene ends badly, as you might imagine.”

You always told me that I was a terrible liar. Turns out that might not be so true. I lie all the time now. People ask so many questions and I know better than to tell the truth. “Are you two still friends?” They say.
“Yeah, we’re okay.” I reply.
“Do you miss him at all?” They say.
“Not really anymore. We both moved on.” I tell them.
“Do you think you would get back with him if he wanted to?” They ask.
“No. Never.” I lie through my teeth.

If I told them the truth, the truth would reach you in a matter of minutes. People talk too much. So I lie to them, to my friends, and even to you. Remember when I told you that I didn’t love you anymore?
In the coldness of your eyes, I knew you believed me. Don’t beat yourself up over it though, it was such a good lie I even believed it for a while. But lies always unravel in time.

—  Little white lies

anonymous asked:

why you and everyone is being so rude bc i asked about flints sexuality im just new here god i thought this fandom was nicer???

are u the first anon or the second anon??

bc the first one was rude too accusing the fandom of bi erasure when that’s REALLY not the case. one has to actually consider other people’s arguments before they attack and im sure this fandom’s provided a lot of good ones in their interpretations. one just has to ask politely

and i told the 2nd anon the truth - interpret as u wish, bc that’s what i believe is best instead of arguing who’s right. there was absolutely no malice in it. my apologies if it came out wrong it was not my intention to offend