i really want to believe this happens

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Jayla: Hey girl! Love that sweater, are you feeling okay today? I heard about what happened at the party the other night. 

Vivian: Thanks. I’m just trying not to think about it right now.

Jayla: I understand. Just wanted to say sorry and I can’t believe Savannah said that to you. 

Macey: She says anything like it again and she’ll be seeing me at the end of the school hallway.

Vivian: Guys, it’s really okay. Let’s just forget about it and pretend it never happened.

victoriabloom20  asked:

I had a friend, we were always together, on day she told me that a girl who is my clasmate and friend gossip about she, i try that my friend and the other girl talk but my friends refuse and star yo lie me that she have things to do. So one friday my classmatr, other friend and my friend talk but after that my friend told me that she doesn't want to be my friend and i was a gossip and bad person and she told to forget our friendship and i was a horrible person. I try to avoid but it hurts.

You dont have to avoid it, look straight at the situation and explain clearly with assurance about what happen with your friend. Dont make excuse, said what you really do. If she been with you long enough she will know whether thats true. But if she doesnt, better leave before too late. Because if she easily believe those that doesnt be with her for long time, shes the one with problem. You can cry all night, all days, months about it it doesnt matter, but dont avoid it its no good for your mental health. Just be sad, crying about it, but look straight to the point that shes no longer your friend. And thats ok. And then youll be better. Losing a friend is really sad and heartbroken, but sometimes it helps us grow and choose friends wiser.

Originally posted by dennsokagi

anonymous asked:

I really enjoy your stories (especially the Bakemono universe) and I just read What Even and now I kinda ship Chouichi and Itachi? Idk how that happened but now I have a need for more interaction between them, I DON'T CARE IN WHAT KIND OF UNIVERSE I JUST WANT TO SEE IT. You broke me there, I can just see Itachi getting along with the Akimichis.

pst.

Hey Anon.

I kinda ship them too.

They were on the veranda of one of Chouichi’s favorite restaurants and he still couldn’t believe that Itachi had gotten the job.

“Teaching?” Chouichi asked Itachi. “Really?”

“A genjutsu instructor was needed.” Itachi said, pouring himself more tea. “You’d agree I’m more than qualified.”

“Qualified my ass you could genjutsu circles around the Hokage if you felt like it and everyone in this village knows it it’s the KIDS I don’t get.”

“Not everyone hates children as much as you do, Chouichi.” Itachi said, sipping delicately.

“I don’t hate kids!” Chouichi defended. “I just- they’re so loud. And they get in the way. And they make a damn mess.”

“You had none of those problems with Chouji.” Itachi pointed out.

“Chouji’s my brother, okay, it’s different.” Chouichi defended.

“I suppose.” Itachi said. “The children seem to like me.”

“The children are young and stupid and think the Jounin who walk you to work every day must do it because you’re so cool.”

“But Chouichi,” Itachi said with a straight face, “I am so cool.”

Chouichi groaned. “I walked right into that one.” He said.

“You haven’t walked right into one in years.” Itachi said. “You were due.”

“I didn’t have the chance you were on the lam.” Chouichi said.

“Hm.” Itachi put his teacup down. “Chouichi?”

“Yes?”

“Are we friends?”

Chouichi gave Itachi a long, thoughtful look.

“You know,” he said, “Your little brother asked my little brother the same thing not too long ago.”

Then he leaned forward, grabbed the hitai-ate- shiny and new- and yanked it down over Itachi’s eyes.

The Uchiha straightened it with a tinge of coral on his cheeks. “I can’t believe you remember something so juvenile-”

Chouichi grabbed his hand. Itachi looked at their tightly clasped fingers over the table.

“Of course I’m your friend, you idiot.” Chouichi said with a grin. “Someone has to remind you not to light yourself on fire to warm the whole village. Besides, what was it you said on that second mission?”

Itachi pressed his lips together and repeated words said in frustrated fear, many years ago.

“You’re too stupid to quit.”

Chouichi released his hand and said, “Damn right I am. Practically family tradition. So when you are introducing me to your sharkman? Properly?”

Itachi blinked and said, “Kisame is not a sharkman.”

“Look all I want to know is how soon before I can smuggle him into the public pool?”

Itachi sighed deeply and drank more tea.

I can’t stop thinking about the wisecrack carrie fisher would make about debbie reynolds dying a day after her: the joke about her family, always bringing the drama, the ‘she couldn’t stand to let me have all the attention even when I had just died. I want you all to remember that I did it first.’  

I like to imagine her in the afterlife adding material to her stand up: ‘I’m really disappointed to be here tonight, I was hoping I’d get to haunt george lucas for that metal bikini.’ ‘do you know how long the line for this place is? I flipped off nancy reagan and fidel castro on the way in. ’ ‘when I said dear lord please don’t let me live to see that orange buffoon be president I should have been a helluva lot more specific.’

playing to a sold out audience, her mother in the front row. bowie and rickman at a table in the back. 

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I’m tired of getting these stupid offers to work on people’s “passion projects” for free, usually with the promise of compensation when/if the project takes off. Guess what? I don’t care that you’re passionate about it, I care if you’re competent. When you knock on my door asking for free work, its a clear sign that you aren’t. You might have hopes that your project hits it big and that you’ll eventually get rich off of it, but if you REALLY believed in it, I feel like you’d be more willing to put your own livelihood on the line instead of asking an artist to do it for you. If I do a bunch of free work hoping it’ll pay off, I’m not doing other work that could actually feed me and pay my bills. And what happens when the project doesn’t get funded or some important factor blows up or everyone decides to quit out early? I get screwed. So, no. I don’t want to work on your passion project. Not unless I get paid up front.

“I broke up with my girlfriend this morning. We’d been together for three years. But I’m Catholic, and she doesn’t know if she believes in God or not. I wanted to propose to her one day. I think she’d be a great mom and a great wife. But I feel like this might be something we can’t overcome. I want to get married in a Catholic church. I want to raise my children to be Catholic. It’s important to me and it’s something that we’d have to deal with eventually. So I didn’t think it would be a good idea to keep putting it off. But it really hurts to lose her. Both of us were bawling our eyes out. She was such a big part of my life. Every time something good happens, she is the first person I want to tell. And I do respect that she refuses to believe in something just because I do. But I don’t know what to do. I’m hoping God will give me an answer.”

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A: Honestly, after everything that’s happened the past few months, I could use a vacation.
K: Let’s do it. Let’s go on a vacation, just the two of us, anywhere you want.
A: Really? Okay. I’ve always wanted to see what the Spirit World’s like.
K: Sounds perfect.

Happy Two Year Anniversary, Korrasami fandom! (Dec 19th) °˖ ✧◝(○ ヮ ○)◜✧˖ °

andrew goes on to play exy professionally because it’s all he knows. it’s a borrowed obsession and he knows neil will play pro until he physically can’t anymore. so he joins a professional team, and he keeps playing. for years. until eventually he figures out what he wants to do with his life

he wants to work with kids. he wants to help vulnerable kids because no one ever helped him. so he retires and he becomes a social worker and for probably the first time in his life he has a passion. something he loves doing, that makes him feel good. something that makes him feel like he has a place in the world

something to live for

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Double date yes? I want to believe Guang Hong has a cute fashion sense, and he happens to find matching rilakkuma ears at the festival :’)) Has anyone been to 626 Night Market? I missed a chance to go one time, it looked extremely fun.  I don’t think Guang Hong will show up anymore, but I really love thinking of drawing scenarios of him and Phichit.

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For the last time:

If Victor bought that ring for Yuuri ahead of time then the anime would have shown us. And even if they wouldn’t have shown it, if that’s what they wanted us to think, they would have made it explicitly clearEspecially in the episode that was narrated by Victor.

What interest does the anime have in hiding the information that Victor bought the ring earlier?

None.

Which is probably enough reason to believe that it didn’t happen.

Listen, I know it’s a really sweet idea and I know that we’d all like that to be true, but there are limits to wishful thinking.

I keep seeing people speaking of the headcanon (because that’s what it should be called) that Victor bought the ring ahead of time as though it’s a fact and I think it’s very confusing and even misleading to a part of the fandom.

And listen, if you want to believe that’s what happened, that’s cool, but at least acknowledge the fact that you’re talking about a theory or a headcanon like I mentioned above, and don’t act like that’s what canonically happened because if that’s what it really were then it would be clear to everyone and we wouldn’t even have to have this argument.

(Especially that there is much more proof for Yuuri buying both rings/Yuuri and Victor buying the rings in the same store at the same time than of Victor buying one beforehand.)

  • Bellamy: fuck Lexa
  • Clarke: I want to I just idk I feel like it's too soon and I want to trust her and I believe that she really is sorry and sad about what happened between us but idk I really do want to though I just hope she will wait until I'm ready which I'm pretty sure she will cause she's Lexa and I know she has really strong feelings for me and it's not that I don't feel the same, cause God I do, it's just that I don't know if I'm ready to open my self up again and now that you started a war i don't know what's gonna happen
  • Bellamy: what
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When will they be safe and happy? Probably never.

Law of Attraction

I think this life philosophy called the Law of Attraction would be beneficial to many people, especially as we almost begin the new year. 

What is the Law of Attraction? 

It is essentially the “like attracts like” mentality where positive thoughts attract positive energy while negative thoughts attract negative energy. You can manifest your dreams. 

Do I believe in it?

I do believe in it. I think a lot of change starts from the mind, and everything else in life progresses from there. Especially now in my life, I have realized a lot of negativity has attracted more negativity especially with the people around me. Also I found myself never accomplishing goals because of the negativity surrounding them. For example, me wanting to lose weight never really happened because I kept telling myself I would never be as thin as that girl and tortured myself with the obsession to look a certain way. 

How does it work? 

You can start with repetitive positive thoughts or even visually through a dream board of all you want in life (dream career, partner, family, etc.) 

Some Tips to Manifestation 

  • Focus on your goal and be very specific- Write it down even if it makes you remember it. Just make sure you see it every single day. Ask yourself the reasons why you want these specific goals.  
  • Make a gratitute list- Appreciate all the things you have, and don’t focus on the things you don’t have because in the end there will always be something that someone has over you. So don’t worry to much about others and focus on you!
  • Make a worry list- Never worry about those stressors again. Write them down as a form of closure. 
  • Meditation- This may not be for everyone but it can definitely help soothe the mind and clear it for more positive thoughts. There are a bunch of apps and YouTube videos out there that can help guide medication sessions. 
  • Pretend you have what you want- This is actually mentioned in the second video (linked below). Pretend you have it and the universe will eventually let you have it. 

These are a few Law of Attraction videos that explain the philosophy very well. 

Here’s to a new year and a new, healthy mind. 


Cheers,

Zoe 

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I can’t believe anyone would hate V, he really wanted none of this to happen and he tried to make it all better, sure, he was very suspicious at times but clearly he never did anything with harmful intentions. He just deserves so much better, and I really hope there’ll be a V route so we can get more of his story than just the Deep Route and Secret Endings…

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10/100 | 12 March 2016 | 5:14 pm

Firstly, I’d like to thank all the people in the studyblr community for reaching out to me when I was really stressed and down. Honestly, I wasn’t expecting anything to happen or for anyone to send me messages, so this was beyond my imagination. This community is so supportive and everyone in it truly wants the other to succeed, which is crazy amazing/cool. I am very grateful to be apart of a community made up of such cool and genuine people. 

UPDATE: Life is still busy and I’ve been working on how to cope, which is good. I still have a mountain of things I need to finish, but I believe with time and effort I will manage to finish, if not all, a good chunk of it. On the semi-bright side I managed to score a 90% on my calc exam which I’m not content with (and also can’t fix) but will accept for now. I also started writing down dates to apply for universities and when to take my entrance exams in my planner, so that part of my life feels semi-sorted out… Now I just have to study -_- How are you all doing? Staying unstressed I hope?

I don’t think enough attention is brought to how stupid Shadow really was in Adventure 2.

Shadow in Adventure 2 may not have been as dumb as Silver in Sonic ‘06, but I’d argue he wasn’t far behind.

Shadow’s whole purpose and reason for wanting to destroy mankind was because of what happened to Maria, and how he believes he’s fulfilling Maria’s wish… when he should know that Maria wouldn’t want this at all.

At all.

We’ve seen Shadow’s relationship with Maria.

Everything we’ve seen of Maria indicates that she’s a nice, sweet, kindhearted girl who wouldn’t hurt a fly, with nary a dark streak in sight.

We know that the vast majority of Shadow’s morality was influenced by Maria.

We know that Shadow spent a very large amount of time in Maria’s presence, enough for her to be the closest thing he had to a best friend at the time.

In other words, Shadow knows Maria like the back of his hand.

Why would he think someone like her would want him to destroy the world?

Yes, I know it’s said that Gerald tampered with some of his memories, but that’s a vague statement since we never get any insight as to how far that process went. And what’s more, when the “tampered” Shadow is reminiscing about his memories with Maria, Maria is the same kindhearted girl as ever. She doesn’t act any differently than how she would if Shadow’s memories hadn’t been tampered with, implying that nothing was changed in regards to Maria’s side of things.

So with or without tampered memories, we are treated to a guy who earnestly believes that a girl that he KNOWS loves the world and would never want it’s destruction… would want it’s destruction.

And for all the acclaim that his scene with Amy receives, what is it Amy does that ultimately causes him to change his mind? Is it the gradual, well thought out reasoning about how mankind isn’t perfect but it’s worth fighting for?

Nope! It’s because Amy - by complete coincidence - said the exact same thing that Maria just so happened to say all those years ago. Something that Shadow suddenly remembers Maria saying all those years ago, but only after Amy said it.

And we’re seriously led to believe this is a cunning mastermind worthy of tricking even Robotnik? (Yes, Robotnik may have his own blunderous moments, but at least he’s always had a comical side. Shadow on the other hand is supposed to be smooth and contemplative, so what’s HIS excuse?)

It’s things like this that reinforce my own personal belief that Adventure 2′s narrative as a whole is undeserving of a lot of the praise that it gets.

’The man did not shy away from Mob’s touch, so Mob left his hand there, drinking in the sensation. He squeezed just lightly, and the man squeezed his shoulder in return.

“Hey…”

Tears welled in Mob’s eyes. He raised his other hand to the man’s outstretched arm, wrapped to it, pulled it in. The man allowed it to happen with very little resistance, just a light tugging as Mob’s trembling body folded to it, wet cheek resting against the man’s hand. It was warm. Warm and soft and safe. It was something that filled up a gaping chasm in Mob’s chest he’d long stopped noticing was there. Tears slipped in silence down Mob’s cheeks.


I’ve been meaning to draw something for @phantomrose96‘s fanfic A breach of trust And finally got around to it. This scene was so well written and I wanted to try my hand at drawing it out!

Thoughts on “I’ll never hate Even”

Isak isn’t mad at Even. In a way, I think he understands what Sonja told him. Even though what Sonja said most likely isn’t true, Isak thinks everything that happened was a side effect of the mania. Isak’s feelings about Even were never fake though. He had fallen in love with Even. I don’t think from his perspective he could blame Even enough to hate him. It’s not as though Even broke up with Isak because he wasn’t interested. Isak has been led to believe that Even never really had feelings to begin with. 

Mania comes with many different symptoms and it really can lead people to do things they don’t necessarily want to do. Viewing it from that perspective, Isak probably feels as if he almost forced his feelings onto Even, and Even’s mental illness “created” those feelings back. 

Isak doesn’t hate Even and never will. If anything he would blame himself for putting hope into someone and realizing it was all a delusion. Isak thinks he is dealing with a situation of unrequited love, not a break up. It’s hard to hate someone for the sole reason of them not liking you back. 

To whoever loves me next

I want you to know that I’m literally a mess. I have days where I get numb and am full of sadness, I want you to know that it just happens. My mind is chaotic and dark, it’s like a continuous thunderstorm inside there, it really isn’t the prettiest, but I promise if you see inside and took a seat it would be a better place. There are days where I’ll need constant reassurance because I won’t think I’m good enough for you, I’m insecure about that. I’ll always believe that you’ll leave because that has been instilled in my brain.

I’m sorry if it takes me a while to open up to you, I’m scared of letting people see me, see my soul and mind. Just please be patient with me. I have times where I get overwhelmed and I start to get anxious, just take my hand and say nothing, I just need to know you’re there. I always think of the worst possible outcome, it’s just how I’m wired. I’ll always expect you to get tired of me because I know I can be quite a bit to handle.

But even with all of that I’ll promise to love you with all my being, I promise that I’ll remember the small things such as why you love the smell of rain, why you can’t sleep at night, why you prefer talking to one parent over another. I’ll remember every little detail about you, and I’ll make sure you know you’re loved. Ill make you breakfast in bed, and watch the thunderstorm roll in on the front porch with you, even though I hate them. I’ll have your favorite flower as the center piece on the dinning room table. I’ll always remember your birthday, even though I hate mine. I’ll remember to text you and tell you I love you, tell you I’m thinking about you. I’ll take you on cute little adventures and enjoy every minute I have with you.

So whoever loves me next, I’m sorry for all the bad, but there’s so much good as well.