i really wanna touch myself lol

lol, rewatching kumirei scenes and thinking back to my problems in high school band. i denied to myself that i was bisexual for almost all 4 years in high school and honestly hibike’s kind of queerbaiting is the kind of shit that encourages other kids like me to lie to themselves too. 

i mean in high school with my best friend in band, i was pretty much always like “haha yeah i really like her and she’s smart and passionate and i’d do anything for her and yeahh i guess she’s really pretty and i love her eyes and wanna touch her cheeks and hug her forever and kiss her scalp and…. but i mean LOL HAHA THAT’S JUST GALS BEING PALS RIGHT??? i mean she’s jsut a REALLY GOOD FRIEND TO ME RIGHT??? RIGHTTT??/”””

Seventeen as things I have said

Seungcheol: I LOVE ALL MY CHILDREN

Jeonghan: nothing she’s just a snake lmao

Joshua: ohMYGODHLDHD I NEED 3 YEARS WORTH OF PURIFYING MYSELF WITH HOLY WATER

Junhui: when will your faves ever

Soonyoung: stop sleeping on talent!!! appRECIATE THEM!!!!

Wonwoo: i am so emo rn doNT TOUCH ME

Jihoon: no one asked

Seokmin: oHHH LOL I KNEW THAT OBVIOUSLY

Mingyu: should I make quesadillas right now?? (friend: its 10pm….) my stomach is always open for business what’s your point

Minghao: YOU WANNA GO?? FIGHT ME

Seungkwan: why didnt you just save the picture yourself earlier??

Vernon: IM GONNA SAVE ALL OF THESE MEMES IN MY FOLDER

Dino: i just wanna live :’))

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just because i feel like i havent really introduced much about myself here 🙈
hello im clary, 20 and from the ph
i pretty much stan lotssss of kpop groups (like svt, exo, monsta x, got 7, f(x), btob, bigbang, wanna one, nct, mamamoo, blackpink, vixx, and many more lol)
i started stanning bts around september 2015 and ive actually met them once during a hi-touch event 💖 and went to 2 concerts already (epilogue & wings tour; best moments of my life)
if it’s not too obvious, my bias in bts is jimin and my bias wrecker is yoongi 😩
i ship almost everyone in bangtan but my main is JIKOOK and my other fave ships are taegi, yoonseok, namjin, sugamon and sugakookie
uhhh some of my other interests would be makeup, reading/writing fanfics, watching yt videos and listening to music
i also know basic korean bc i took a 3 unit korean language class in uni loool

so yeah expect an update in my social media au in a few hours 😉 and i really want more friends here pls hmu/message me 💜

Here’s everything I love about the Anastasia Musical (Part One)

So!! I’ve finally collected my thoughts and was able to list out everything I love about this musical (this was supposed to be limited to like 5 songs but I couldn’t pick just a handful bc they’re ALL SO GOOD). Keep in mind, I haven’t seen it live yet, just listened to the album and watched that First Look preview hundreds of times. Pleeease don’t mention any spoilers or anything bc I really wanna go see it for myself some day! Warning: long post lol

The first few notes of Prologue: Once Upon a December gave me chills omg

I love how they really touched on just how much Communism affected everybody. Life was pretty crappy for everyone and it’s important that it’s discussed. Like, the exchange between Anya and Gleb (“I can’t lose this job…”) really highlights to me that they were all hungry, desperate for work, etc. and it not many people had any hopes for a better future…

  • “The skies are grey, the walls have ears and he who argues disappears!”
  • “We’re good and loyal comrades and our favorite color’s red!”
  • “Two cans of beans, comrade?” “… doNE”
  • The collective “SHHH!!”

DONT!! GET ME STARTED!! ON IN MY DREAMS!!!

  • Christy’s voiCE I CANT
  • When I was first listening to this I was like “ohhh boy… I’m already crying on the 3rd song…. this is gonna be an emotional ride”
  • “Call the child anYA”
  • “Is it Pariiiiis? Paris…”
  • “And I HEAR A VOICE WHISPER ’I’LL MEET YOU RIGHT THERE’ IN PARIIIIIIIS. Paris…”
  • “You don’t know what it’s like not to know who you are”
  • “But I still have this faith in the truth of my dreammmms”
  • “AND MYYY DREEAMS. SEEEEM TO SAAAAY. DONT BE AFRAID TO GO ON. DONT GIVE UP HOPE COME WHAT MAYYYYY”
  • “I know it all will come baaaaack ONE DAAAAAAAAYYYYYYY!!!!”
  • Anya/Christyyyyy you’re breaking my heart stop it just started
  • Honestly the whole song is beautiful

All of Learn to Do It is great too bc wow that’s a mood changer from the last song lol

  • “How do you become the person you’ve forgotten you ever were?”
  • “Am I floating?” “Like a sinking boat”
  • “I never cared for stroganoff!”
  • “I don’t like being contradicted.” “That makes two of us!”
  • “I’ve hAD it!! And I hATE YOU BOTH!”… “Don’t forGET I don’t remember anything! Get OUT and let me be!”
  • She takes a big breath before she lists everything she learned lol

Ramin’s so talented what the heck

  • “I heard the shots…. I heard the screams… but it’s the silence after I remember most.”
  • “A revolution is a siiiimple thiiiiiiiiiing” my guy, my dude, my man,, no…. that is false,,,

DEREK’S VOICE!!!!! MY PETERSBURG IS ICONIC

  • “Funny when a city is all you know, how even when you hate it something in you loves it sooooo!!”
  • “There’s a boy, growing up, all I’ve been, all I’ll be…”
  • “Funny how a BOY CAN GROOOOWWWW! Funny how a city tells you when it’s time to goooo!”
  • “But tonight, there’s a sky and quite a viewww… welcome tooooooooooo….. My PetersBUUURRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRG!!!”

I know that Once Upon a December is exactly the same as the movie but Christy’s voice is so gorgeous so I need to talk about it

  • “Accross my meeemoryyyyyyyy….”
  • THE ENSEMBLE!!!! HOLY CRAP!! THEIR HARMONIZING IS SO HAUNTINGLY BEAUTIFUL IT LITERALLY SOUNDS LIKE GHOSTS DANCING WOW IT GIVES ME CHILLS
  • The piano rising in a crescendo
  • “FAARRRR AWAY! LOOONG AGOOOO! GLOWING DIM AS AN EMBER!”
  • Christy’s voice at the end my lord
  • The whole orchestra in this song is amazing

OKAY SO. STAY, I PRAY YOU. IS VERY UNDERRATED. LIKE. WHEN I FIRST LISTENED TO IT I WAS JUST SITTING ON MY COUCH WITH TEARS ROLLING DOWN MY CHEEKS AND WAS LIKE “why…. am I crying… about crossing the russian border…. when I’m not even Russian…. what the heck….”

  • And!!! It emphasizes the fact that this is communist Russia. You don’t leave!!
  • Constantine’s voice here is so haunting and The strings are lovelyyyyyy
  • This is like that one song from Sound of Music when they cross the mountains lol
  • THE ENSEMBLE AGAIN….
  • Christy’s and Derek’s harmonizing is b e a u t i f u l
  • “How to go wheRE IIIIII HAve never gone befoooorrre…”
  • “Let me have a moment, let me say goodbyyyyyye….”
  • My absolute favorite part is how it slowly fades from the entire cast singing and repeating “iiiii'lll bless my homeland….” to just the trio, to dmitry and Anya, and finally until it’s just Anya left…. “iiii'lll bless my homeland… tillllll I diiiiieeee…” It’s so chillingly beautiful I’m never gonna get used to that

We’ll Go From There is so pure and happy!

  • “Some women say I look distinguished this way”
  • “Meet the royal. Mess!”
  • “Why did I say? yes?”
  • Again, Derek and Christy’s harmonizing is amazing how–
  • “Getagripandtakeadeepbreath and soon we’ll know what’s what”
  • “Oh what a lovely ride! And what a lovely dayyyyy! For a totally illegal geeeeetawayyyyy!”
  • “From theeeeeEEeeeeeeEEeeeeerrreeeee! We’ll go from there!!” Bum

Ramin is baaaack with more angst and beautiful vocals in Still!

  • “A son becomes a man! At his faaaaather’s knee…”
  • “–to FULLFIIIIILLLLLLLLL”
  • “But then you see her eyes, and something in them tells you that she ABSOLUTELY LIES

I KNOW THEY DIDNT CHANGE ANYTHING FROM JOURNEY TO THE PAST BUT IT MUST BE DISCUSSED

  • It’s so empowering I’m PUMPED like every time I hear it I have to get up and run around like I’m the one performing or making a music video
  • “Peo.ple always say, Life is full of choices, but no one ever mentions. fear…”
  • Home. Love. Faaaamily. There was once a time I must have had them tooooo… Hoooooome, loooooove, faaaamily! I will never be complete until I find youuuuuu!” (Brb crying)
  • THE ENTIRE LAST STANZA. EXCUSE ME WHILE I KEEP SCREAMING ABOUT THIS.
  • Christy’s voice in “THINGS MY HEART STILL NEEDS TO KNOOOOOW!”
  • “YES!!! LET THIS BE A SIIIIIGN!! LET THIS ROOOAD BE MINE!! LET IT LEEEAD ME TO MY PAAAAAAAAAAAST!!! AAAND BRING ME HOOOOME!! aaaaAAAAAT LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAST!!!!!”
  • AKFKFINGSG SF,F SHES SO TALENTED THAT LAST NOTE OMG
  • I’m always out of breath when this song is over lol

Paris Holds the Key always pumps me up omg

  • “Everything is is avant-garde, or chic!”
  • Dmitry’s part tho…
  • “There’s hope in the aaaair!”
  • The one and only thing I’m kinda bummed about is that they didn’t include that one part from the original where everyone is singing in the final chorus and then it’s just dmitry singing “toooo… Herrrr….” and then the ensemble finishes it off. Idk it’s so heartbreaking but that’s probably my favorite part from the original song and I’m kinda sad they cut that bit (but it’s ok bc DEREK)

Crossing A Bridge is VERY underrated too omg

  • The orchestral part is beautiful and again CHRISTY’S VOICE
  • “Halfway between where I’ve been, and where I’m goiiing…”
  • “Me on the left bank, you on the riiiight!” And then Her voice at “every light is like a promise..”
  • I love how the middle it’s kinda loud and emotional but it ends really soft and quiet

Watching Christy’s “Royal Misfits” vlog made me love Mary Beth Peil bc she kinda reminds me of my Nanna, so Close the Door broke my heart a little

I love the mood of Land of Yesterday bc they’re complaining that they’re no longer rich lol and Lily’s like “well we’re not dead now!” And my favorite: “RUSSIAAAAAA!!!”

IN A CROWD!!! OF THOUSANDS!!!! I SOB EVERY TIME I LISTEN TO IT. The chemistry btwn Christy and Derek is magical (I mean I haven’t seen them but) I can hear them smiling and their harmonizing is just… good lord. And the tension is so real

  • “You’re making me feel I was there too.” “Maybe you were, make it part of your story”
  • I love that you can hear the shift in Christy’s voice from playful and humorous to a dawning, frightening realization (“and I tried not to smile, but I smiiiiled… and then… heeeee bowwwwed…!!!!!” “Um, I didn’t tell you that” “You didn’t have to!! I remember!!!!” And then a heavy pause)
  • “With the sun in my eyes you were gone… but I knew, even then, in a crowd of thousands… I’ll find you… aaaagaaaaain…..” AIGFHGKVNID THEY FOUND EACH OTHER EXCUSE ME WHILE I GO CRY
  • “Your highness…” !???!???? WHAT THE HECK IS HAPPENING TO MY HEART

Meant to Be is beautiful (especially the orchestra) but I’m gonna skip to QUARTET AT THE BALLET. BC HONESTLY ITS ONE OF MY FAVORITES. The striiiings….

  • “My past and my future so neeeeear…” and then Dmitry breaking my heart again with “next to me this frightened girl, holding tight as the dancers whirl”
  • The whole part where Dmitry and Gleb are singing together omgggg “ITS FATE!! THAT BROUGHT US HEEEEERE”
  • And don’t! Get me started on the part where they’re all singing together it’s so intENSE it’s honestly one of my favorite parts from the whole musical. And!! DMITRY’S PART OMG HE REPRISES JOURNEY TO THE PAST “hooome, looove, faaaamily…. she will have all of it!! I will help her…” AKFJOND HE KEEPS BREAKING MY HEART HE LOVES HER SO MUCH #OTP
  • “Find a wayyyyy…. ANASAAAAAAASIAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!”

Again Dmitry just loves her… Everything to Win messes with my heart. “I didn’t know, she mattered to meee… but now I can see, she doooeees…” (and later Anya says the same thing omg what kind of romantic crap is this, “conman and princess get their wish and fairytales come truuuue!” *clenches fist*) and “with everything to win, the only thing I lose… is youuuuuu…” :(

I love how Gleb interrupts Anya’s pining for dramaaaaaaa. “If you really are Anastasia do you think history wants you to have lived??” “YES, why don’t you!?”

  • “All but one. Finish it, I am my father’s daughter.” “AND I AM MY FATHER’S SON!” ( I can actually hear Anya standing with her chin held high staring at him straight in the eyes, a challenge, a dare) and a gun clicks and omg my heart started racing
  • “Look at their faces in mine, hear their screams, see their BLOOD.” … “Do it! Do it and I will be with my parents and my brothers and sisters in that cellar in Yekaterinburg all over again!!” GOOD LORD ITS SO INTENSE
  • “WE HAVE A PAST TO BURYYY AAAANYAAAAAAAA!!!!”… “A reVOLUTION IS A SIMPLE THING!!”
  • The ending is absolutely perfect… “she was a dream. A beautiful dream.” And then “the case is closed. But still….” and the ENSEMBLE COMES BACK. They didn’t have to go so hard, man

anonymous asked:

Hey! I can't wrap my head around the fake making out u witnessed, lucky lucky lucky u! Can I ask one question pls? After Jared took off the mask, was it like the time in 2006 when he pretended to be about to kiss Jensen while Jensen was being interviewed on the red carpet & Jensen pulled back then smiled again after Jared went back to his interviewing spot on the red carpet? Oh I am swoooooning lucky lucky u! <3 Thanks 4sharing that amazing experience & for correcting the Cockles tweet! <3

Man, I honest to god didn’t expect to receive so many questions omg (ok yeah, I should have known better. Wtf.)

I’ll try to cover them all (not in order because that’d mean too much order and my head can’t keep up with it)

So.

Autographs room, last session. Jared, Misha and Jensen were there. (From the left to the right. Can’t remember if anyone else was there - but I don’t think so.)
No video or pics (that I know of), sadly. (It pains me too. I want the video so bad. My memories are all cloudy). It all happened quickly and nobody could take their cameras without missing the whole scene: one would have had to be already recording - and in the autograph room is forbidden.

Jared had this wendigo mask on his face, and went to bother Misha - like the actual 5 years old he is, ahhh. I love thim. Uhm.

Ok. So. Went to bother Misha - you know, like Jared always do (so nope, not drunk). And Misha of course played along since instant one and started to fake making out with him too, lol.

From my point of view: Jared was at Misha’s left (it would be Misha’s right, if we consider their point of view. Out of simplicity I’ll consider my point of view - the point of view of the fans.) and Jensen was at Misha’s right. So, when Jared went to Misha, he was facing both Misha and Jensen (two tables behind Misha). Misha was facing Jared.

From this point on, mind it, these are my memories talking. Don’t take for pure gold the futile details. 

So, Jared and Misha were making out like this (standing!), and Jensen came up from his table to the one where Misha was, and grabbed Jared from his shoulders and took him off Misha. 

And of course Jared went to molest him as well. (Standing too)

The good thing was that Jensen went along too, so they moved their heads like in a full-on making out, legs wrapped around the other (sorry, don’t remember whose legs on who) and faces actually touching. Jared of course had the mask on his face, which covered his mouth too, so they weren’t actually touching, but you know. Their faces were touching and my friends say even the mouths were touching (each other’s mouth? Some part of the face? Who knows. I NEED THE VIDEO. I was too distant to make out all the details. Fuck.)

They kept going for like 10/15 seconds, then Jared took his mask off and laughed. (THIS is when I realized it was him! At first it was all so sudden that I only caught mid scene of Jared and Misha making out - my friends say that Misha’s tongue was out, help lmao - So I didn’t really pay ALL THAT attention to the j2 making out because I didn’t think they were j2!! I wanna kill myself sigh)

So, after taking his mask off, Jared was laughing (like everyone, lol). But then he went at Jensen again - without mask. And Jensen was startled and leaned back with his eyes wide open, full wtf are you doing way. (No, it wasn’t like the one on of 2006. This time he took a step back while holding Jared from his arms).
But Jared was relentless so he still tried to “make out” some more, this time not touching, just really really close - and for like 5 seconds Jensen humored him: again faces moving against each other, but Jensen of course tried to free himself in the meanwhile. So Jared’s face kinda slid down to Jensen’s neck? For a second or two? (No, I don’t think Jared actually touched his neck with his lips. Or maybe I prefer thinking he hasn’t. Because I don’t wanna die. Also, from my point of view, I could see Jared’s back at this point, so I couldn’t really see what his face was doing in that moment)

Then, they parted for good and laughed, and returned to their spots, Jensen shaking his head, Jared keeping on laughing - and yep, we were all dead :)

Still am, tbh.

anonymous asked:

I've never been to a strip club but I really want to. Any helpful tips to really get the best experience? I'd probably go with one of my friends, cause I dont know about going by myself. I feel like I would get a boner lol

Tip the girls and bring $$$ to spend!! Don’t touch a dancers vagina
or breasts or ANYTHING without permission! DO NOT lick or kiss the dancers! Follow those basic rules and you should be treated well and have a good time. Also go with friends and you will probably have a better time, just make sure you all have money. You could also have a drink or two to loosen up but don’t get too crazy. Anyone wanna add anything that customers should know?

Mortal Crown

“Lead me to where I may lay my body, and I will grant you a garden like that of heaven.”

I bought this Orchid guide and decided to make an artwork out of the cover illustration of this particular orchid. Im still not sure of the name. lol.

TT^TT my current masterpiece. Another big step in evolving my style. I had to stop slacking around with colors and backgrounds, and decided to push myself further if I wanna assure the best for my portfolio and of course my future. and im really damn PROUD! :’]

Photoshop CS6, Bamboo Pen&Touch, about a day? hehe :D

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Unoccupied house in Belladonna Cove.

Currently trying to decide what to do with my megahood. There are a few lots I simply DO NOT wanna touch (like every “mansion” ever) and some I have made over so many times before I don’t really feel like making them over again right now (lol basically every Pleasantview lot). At the same time I want to makeover every lot in the neighborhood myself, and I want to keep everybody in their original houses. Blegh.

I guess I’ll take a break from it for now. :P