i really tried to like you

And I tried. I tried to be beautiful in a way that caught you off guard. I tried to be smart without having to use a calculator. I tried to be funny without having to think of some stupid joke to say. I tried to be sexually experienced for you. I tried to have all my shit together. I tried to figure what I wanted in life. I tried everything just so you could look at me the way I look at you. I tried to be something that wasn’t me and even when I tried all theses things it still wasn’t enough to make you look at me. It still wasn’t enough to make you want me. It still wasn’t enough to make you love me. Never again will I ever be something other than myself for a guy. Never again will I betray the body I was given. The home that I hated for so many years and treated like shit. Never again will I put a mans needs before me because really men ain’t shit. They do not home a person for 9 months just to go through extraordinary measures to bring that tiny human into the world safely. They do not bleed for a week and have extreme pain just because they aren’t pregnant. Women do not open their hearts and hips and birth a child when it feels like every bone in their body breaking and more just so a man can decide if she’s the one he wants for the week. My point is, do not ever settle for a man that does not see you as magic and more. Women are not ordinary. We did not give birth to civilization just so we could be treated like shit.
—  You not wanting me was the beginning of me wanting myself. // love, heartbreak & everything in between.
BTS Reaction: Their crush (you) getting drunk and accidently confessing your love

@purplepokemons said: 

Bts reaction to their crush getting drunk and conffesing their love the the member thinking they’re talking to someone else

*gifs aren’t mine unless I say so*

*requests are open*


“Y/N you really shouldn’t drink that much!” Jin scolded you and tried to take the drink from you. You looked at who you thought was Jimin and started to vent to him.

“I need to drink Jimin, I want to get my mind off of Jin with that other girl he was with earlier. I really like Jin and it hurts to see him with someone else. I’ve falled for Jin, I honestly have-”

“Y/N, come on you should get some sleep.” He would giggle at your drunken confession and lead you to your room so you could rest. Then in the morning he would ask you about it, and end up confessing to you as well.

Originally posted by jjilljj


Suga would be a little drunk aswell, but not as drunk as you. You walked up to who you thought was Tae, and just started talking.

“Oh my god, have you seen Yoongi? Oh my gosh he’s so attractive, and I love how laid back he is. It honestly kind of turns me on. I really want to get to know him. He seems really cool.”

“Well you could start by realizing I’m not Taehyung.” He laughed a little. You looked up and realized it was Yoongi.

“Ohmygod” you said fastly.

“I’d like to get to know you to.” He said.

Originally posted by kuromel

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“Y/N you should really go to bed, it’s really late. And you are extremely wasted.” Namjoon said.

“I don’t want to Yoongi, Namjoon is still here, I want to see him.” 

He furrowed his eyebrows as you said “yoongi” but he decided to play around with the situation.

“Why do you want to see him?”

“Because I really like him, he’s so nice to me and makes me feel happy when  I’m around him. I just wish he felt the same though.”

“Don’t worry, I think he like you too. Come on let’s sleep.” Namjoon said with a smile across his face.

Originally posted by bangthebae


You were home alone, and completly drunk. Without thinking, you called you best friend-or who you thought was your best friend- and started talking about Hoseok.

“Y/F/N, you have no idea how crazy he makes me, he’s honestly the greatest person in the world. Wow, I really love him-”


“Are you sick? Your voice sounds really low?” You asked.

“Look at your contact name.” He laughed. You looked and it said Hoseok’s contact name. You froze as you heard him laugh.

“Ah you’re so cute Y/N!”

Originally posted by hoseokwhy


“Jin! Hi!” You said as you facetimes “Jin”. Jimin looked at you in confusion.

“Are you ok Y/N? You looked a little, you know, drunk.” Jimin said.

“Yeah Jin, I’m fine. Is Jimin around?” You asked. Jimin finally realized you thought he was Jin, but he was curious about what you had to say about him. So Jimin continued to be “Jin”.

“No, he’s not here right now.” He smirked.

“Good, do you know how Jimin feels about me? I really like him, but I want to know he feels the same before I tell him.

“He really likes you Y/N, he never shuts up about you.” Jimin laughed. “You’re talking to Jimin by the way.”

Originally posted by yoonmin


It was your 20th birthday, so you could now legally drink in Korea. Taehyung took you to a bar along with some of yours and his friends.  You might have went a little overboard with the drinking and got completly wasted. You were sitting alone, and someone sat next to you.

“You look like someone I know.” You said while looking at him. He look at you with a puzzled expression.

“He’s someone I really love, he knows how to make me happy, and he’s just so perfect. I wish he felt the same.” You started to talk about him. 

“What’s his name?” Taehyung asked, with a bit of jealousy.

“Kim Taehyung.”  You smiled and sipped on your drink. He smiled and laughed a little.

“You really are drunk, Y/N I am Taehyung.”

Originally posted by bangtannoonas


Jungkook told you he was going to be home late from practice today, so you invited your best friend over. Little did you know, she brought achohol and you couldn’t turn down the opportunity. 

A few hours later you both were wasted, and Y/F/N was in the bathroom probably throwing up. You heard footsteps, and you automatically assumed it was Y/F/N.

“I should have never drank that! If Jungkook finds out I drank underage, he’ll never love me back!” You cried.

“You love me?” You heard Jungkook’s voice.

“Oh my gosh, Kookie forgive me!” You ran to him and hugged. He hugged you back and patted the back you your head.

“Don’t worry, I’m not mad. But I do love you back.” He smiled.

Originally posted by donewithjeon

I hope you liked it! I tried my best :) Requests are open!

Barbara, I did do it. I did try to… fuck her (laughs). You’d better believe it and when that fuckin’ ho, when that nasty diesel abolition oaky smokey bull dagger diesel dyke came in, she came into my house after having gone on the most arduous, tempestuous fitness journey and she, y'know, she shed that gothmer(?) caftan in the light of my boudoir, and her abs showed'th. Well, not really, I mean they weren’t super developed but she had a great bod and a huge fuckin’ deep freezer on the back of a minivan ass and I said ‘you gotta let me pound that keister man’ and she wouldn’t do it so I tried three more times and I think that she did- we did sort of… Snuggle, kind of like, like wrapped, like we were a couple of pieces of seaweed washed up on Hampton Beach and East Coasters know it’s real gross, and um, and we giggled into each other’s necks but no penetrative intercourse was had despite my best efforts but you know what, though? Hey, listen. You know what lasts longer than love? Money. Right, yeah. And in this economy, I am willing to Thelma and Louise it off that fiscal cliff with that ho any day. She’s the one I think of when I get out of bed in the morning and I go 'whhhhy’ and then I think of her and I’m like (white girl voice) 'why not? Whatever, it’s fun, ya’.
—  Katya, talking about Trixie

anonymous asked:

Thanks to you I tried yuri!!! on ice and watched all of it in one night, like excuse me what have you done to me?! *gasps* Anyhow (feel free to ignore me I know you are not a yoi blog) one thing about the series I don't get is did viktor really not know that yuri was also competing when he offered him the picture? Like my dude there were only 6 skaters for the grand prix final, and that would be weird? Or did viktor know and was just being an asshole to yuri? Was anything said about this.. or?

Helloo! Oh dear, I’m a little bit sorry, haha! :p

But about your question ‘was Victor simply being an asshole?’, honestly, from the start I’ve been saying what you’re saying; only six people made it to that grand prix final. Most of them (if not all), Victor probably already knew from earlier competitions, etc. There’s no way he didn’t at least check it out when a new skater suddenly started competing on that level, not within a circle that small, because let’s be real we’re not talking about twenty other competitors here, just five.

Then throughout the show we’ve seen Victor interact with several younger skaters/less experienced skaters who want to be on his level: he’s never shown to be ‘an asshole to them’, on the contrary, he encourages them. We see it with Chris (see you at the worlds, Chris!), with Yurio (I bet you can win without the quads, I’d put money on it), and then it’s even one of the lessons he teaches Yuuri with Minami (how can you motivate yourself if you can’t even be bothered to motivate others). It goes completely against Victor’s character to belittle Yuuri (or anyone) simply because of a messed up performance. 

On top of that, in a more recent interview with some of the creators, it was said that Victor watching Yuuri skate his program Stay Close To Me was by no means the first time he saw Yuuri’s skating. He’d seen it before, and even recognized Yuuri as a Nikiforov fan because of Yuuri’s skating style, which showed that Yuuri’s skating was definitely inspired by Victor’s own. 

So going back to your question, when Victor spoke to Yuuri in person for that first time, I think that he had no problem understanding the look on Yuuri’s face. Yuuri was tired, looked utterly defeated, and probably downright miserable, the loss at the finals but also the loss of his dog still fresh on his mind. Now Victor being Victor, he’s smart enough to know that you don’t make it to the Grand Prix finals because of sheer luck. It takes true dedication and talent, so knowing what we know now, he must have known that something wasn’t quite right with Yuuri in order for Yuuri to mess up to such a degree when his performance mattered the most. 

Add to that everything we know about Victor; he sucks at comforting others, he says it himself, he doesn’t know what to do when people are sad or upset or crying in front of him. 

So what I think he did when offering that picture to Yuuri; he did the best he thought he could do at that moment, Victor Nikiforov style. Recognizing this young fellow skater who’d worked so hard to finally get to the finals for the first time and meet him as an equal, only to have all of his hopes crushed. And what did Victor have to work with? He knew that this young skater was one of his dedicated fans, seeing as even Yuuri’s skating was inspired by him. And thus he offers him that commemorative photo, probably thinking that since Yuuri is a fan, this might lift his spirits a little. Not to mention, a way of letting Yuuri know (as he’s shown to try to motivate everyone else); hey, no matter what, you ARE here. You’ve tried your best and you DID make it this far, we were in the same competition, chin up, don’t give up. 

When Yuuri rejects his offer, Victor by no means looks smug or satisfied about it, more like sad and dejected as well:

So long story short, I don’t think he was trying to be an asshole to Yuuri, nor do I think that he didn’t know who Yuuri was. I simply think that he tried to offer comfort in the only way he could think of, and with Victor being Victor (who sucks at that kind of thing), it blew up in his face. :p

Growing Up Batty: Part 4

Prompt: really love your Damian Wayne series! I was wondering if you are willing to do another Damian series where he’s around 13 and Bruce forces Damian to go to school and he has to face what is it like being in middle school with the help of his brothers and he starts to develop feelings for the reader and they get really close and Damian tries to keep her safe and keep her from finding out that he is Robin??

Words: 858

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3

You don’t have any delusions about yourself. Your parents had been honest about your heritage from day one. You know you’re different. While you understand emotions, you have a hard time expressing them. Deep down you know the truth. Your mother was an emotional being, dedicated to your sperm donor like no other. She let her emotions rule her and had ended up having a mental break that haunted the whole of Gotham.

    So yeah, you and emotions didn’t get along too well. You kept them closely guarded, and occasionally you let them out. Typically only around those you trusted. Like your parents, and eventually Damian Wayne.

    You can see it in him. That battle with emotions, the battle between doing what was right and what was needed. It hadn’t taken long for you to figure it out. Especially, with the hint Bruce Wayne had dropped. If someone knew who your birth parents are, then they knew everything about everything, and the only person who knew everything about everything, was the Batman.

You choose not to say anything. It’s their secret to keep, and since Damian obviously doesn’t know your secret, you figure it’s only polite to let him reveal his own. That is, until the academy is attacked by a gang of psychopaths, and Damian comes dangerously close to revealing his secret to the whole school.

You grab his hand before he can do anything. You grip it in your own, and when he tries to pull away, you dig your nails in. The look he gives you is one of confusion. You mouth the words, “Some things need to stay secret.”

He understands what you’re saying. You see the reluctance in his eyes, as he backs up into the shadow with you. The shadows are your friend. While for most they hide the scary things, for you they hide friends.

You don’t let go of Damian’s hand until Batman and his merry gang of birds arrive. You stay put in the classroom, while Damian runs to help his family. He never orders it, you just consider it common sense. You tuck your legs underneath you and grab your book. It won’t be long now before the police arrive and start clearing the school. You find it best to remain helpless when it comes to men with guns.

There’s also the fact that your classmates had already run screaming from the room. Foolish in your opinion, when there were men running around with guns. You enjoy the peace and quiet, right up until the door creaks open.

The lack of noise tells you the person is barefoot, which only slightly interests you. Self preservation wins over interest though, and you slide back farther into the shadows. That doesn’t stop her from finding you. She seems just as drawn to the shadows as you are. You meet her eyes without hesitation, and you can see the curiosity there.

You can see the dots slowly connecting behind her eyes, and when it clicks she frowns. As she crouches downs in front of you, her hand slowly reaches out and plucks a hair from your head. You scowl, at the slight pain. It’s almost as though she’s able to analyze your DNA, and as her scowl deepens, you know that’s exactly what she’s doing.

She straightens and stares at you before shaking her head, “Stupid, stupid Harley. She actually had you. That liar. I should have known better.”

You raise an eyebrow at her, “You should have known better? Shouldn’t she have known better than to screw a murderous clown.”

The grin that takes over her face, is more than a bit unsettling, “So you know.”

“What I come from, yeah. My parents think it’s better to be prepared.”

“Does being prepared cancel out genetics?”

Your eyes narrow, “My family does not define me. I choose who I am.”

This time, when the woman smiles, it’s a bit more kind. A small flower blooms out of her hand, and she reaches out and places it behind your ear. She straightens and says, “As always I’ll clean up your mother’s mess. Be well little Arlecchino.” Then she leaves.

You lean back against the wall, and let out a breath you didn’t realize you had been holding. Then the sounds of footsteps, this time boot clad, catch your attention.

He’s dressed in his typical outfit. Black suit, cape, mask, and utility belt. He kneels down in front of you, and you give him a half hearted smile. “Hi Mr. Wayne.”

He smiles, “Y/N, I see you received a visit from Pamela.”

You nod, “I’m guessing that’s the green plant lady.”

He nods, and reaches forward, to remove the flower. “You’re at a crossroads.”

“This where you convince me it’s time to throw away my family’s legacy, and join the side of heros?”

“I’d be happy as long as you don’t go on a murderous rampage.”

You nod, “I can understand that. But if I do want to join …is that an option.”

“I’m not a nice teacher.”

“Never thought you were.”

He smiles, “Then maybe we can work out a deal.”

The “gay pederasty cuz muh greekz” is horrifying and damaging on so many levels. For one, it demonizes older LGBT people, especially ones who do things like teaching, as Out To Get Our Children, and secondly, it leaves younger LGBT kids more isolated and vulnerable to creeps who try to pull the “oh it’s normal and poetic for us” card

And before anyone who tries to point to this as proof of how evil The Gays™ are, I’ll point you to the endless canon of straight guys waxing poetic about preying on really young girls and getting pardoned or even applauded for it, so fuck off. Homophobia/transphobia, shame, and isolation is what makes LGBT kids particularly vulnerable, not “those icky LGBT freaks”

anonymous asked:

Hanzo and Genji reaction when their s/o have turned their phones ringtones as prank to "Puff the Magic Dragon" - song? Something funny and cute? <3

(Yesss that would be the best prank ever!)


“Puff the magic dragon lived by the sea and played in the autumn mist in a land called Honah Lee~”

He would be so embarrassed that such an unprofessional song was coming from his phone! Hanzo always feels like he has an image to uphold, well less than he used to be, but he doesn’t really like being flustered in front of people; he likes making good impressions. He’d scramble for his cell phone, fumbling with it in his hands as he desperately tried to answer it.

When he picked up, he heard his partner sing the next part, “Little Jackie Paaaaper, loved that rascal Puff! Hahaha!”

Hanzo’s just sighed in annoyance and facepalmed.

“Do ya like the new ringtone I gave you?” they giggled.

“When did you do this?” he groaned.

“You leave your phone lying around all the time, Hanzo, it wasn’t hard! So are you gonna keep it? The ringtone?”

“No,” was his blunt response.

He could practically imagine the indignant pout they were making on the other end, “But Hanzoooo, it reminds me of uuus. I love you so much, you’re my little rascal-y dragon,”

“What about me says rascal?” he deadpanned.

“Urgh, you’re such a killjoy, Hanzo,” they grumbled, “Fine, change the ringtone back if you want, but if you leave your phone unattended again…”

“I can assure you that won’t happen,”


He’d be a bit of a better sport about it. Pranks were one of his favorite pastimes when he was younger, and he was probably attracted to his s/o because of their clever and fun pranks. Still, he probably might think that just because he’s their lover, they won’t ever prank him. But, oh, how he was wrong.

When he first heard the silly kids’ song, he thought it was someone else’s phone–maybe Lena or Mei’s. But then it just kept going and going, and nobody was answering it. Finally, Mei timidly tapped on his shoulder and asked if he was going to get that. Wait, was that his phone? Pulling his cell phone out of his jacket, he saw that it was in fact his phone singing “Puff the Magic Dragon.”

Genji chuckled, knowing right away who the culprit was, and the culprit just happened to be the one calling.

“Hey babe,” he heard his s/o say on the other end.

“Nice ringtone you gave me,” Genji said.

“Ringtone? Oh, yeah!” they remembered, “I forgot I did that! I thought you would’ve noticed sooner that I changed it. Am I really the first person to call you since then?”

“I guess so,” he shrugged.

“Wellll, I hope you found it funny,” they giggled, “Cuz you’re like a little cutie dragon~”

It was times like this that Genji was thankful people couldn’t see his face.

“You’re not gonna change it, are you?” they asked.

“Ummm,” he mumbled, scratching the back of his neck.

It was a little embarrassing for an Overwatch agent to have a default ringtone like that…

“How about I save that ringtone for whenever you call?” he offered.

“Aw, that’s so sweet~” they sang, “Thanks so much, Genji! I love you!”

“Love you, too,” he sighed dreamily.


Don’t watch it.
For the love of all that is good in the world, if you hate what is happening on a show so much, stop watching.
Don’t ruin it with all your negativity and outrage.
I totally understand not enjoying something that is happening in a shows cannon.
I totally understand and respect your right to voice your opinion.
What I don’t understand is why there needs to be so much negativity.
Don’t accuse a ship of being something they are not or there is no true, concrete evidence of… abusive, toxic, whatever else you believe it is because you do not like it.
Have your head cannons, share them, believe them.
Do not continuously insist though that your head cannon is the truth.
I understand disliking a character, go ahead and express your dislike.
Do not harass other fans for loving that character.
Love a character, express that love.
Do not harass other fans for disliking that character.
I understand not liking the writing of a show.
I don’t understand hating the writers, who have put so much hard work into a script because you don’t like said script.

They put their ENTIRE BEINGS into their work so you can have a show to HATE.

So in conclusion, if you are no longer enjoying it.

Please do the show, the creators, the writers, the actors, and the crew who spend hundreds of hours on the show, the other fans and yourself a favor and stop watching the show.

That, or stop being such fucking assholes.

Thank you!♥️💖😘

anonymous asked:

Hello! I love your writing first of all it's fantastic! I do have a question! Did otabek and his old skating partner have a thing?

this is such an interesting question anon! I’ve thought about this a lot tbh. So despite their somewhat turbulent past, Otabek and Kamilya are really important to each other. Otabek tried pairs because she wanted him to, so they were close friends as kids/teenagers before he went to Canada and the U.S. 

Obviously you don’t just pair skate with someone for an entire season without having a lot of intense feelings and a close personal bond. I’d like to think that they didn’t so much have “ a thing” so much as they asked themselves over and over again during and after practice why didn’t have a thing. 

Like Kamilya’s mother getting after her constantly, that “Otabek is such a nice boy” and Kamilya is like, “yeah he is, so why don’t I like him?” and Otabek aknowledging that Kamilya is very pretty without ever being the slightest bit attracted. 

It’s part of the reason why Otabek borrows strange little odds and ends of memory about her (i.e. the white fukkin skirt) and transposes them onto his current fantasies. He’s had more time than Yuri to figure things out, but boy is 19 and still very much trying to figure out how to reconcile all of his feelings past and present. 

Of course the answer is that they’re both very not straight, but neither of them figures this out until Otabek returns to Kazakhstan after his senior debut. Actually through meeting her girlfriend Vera, Kamilya is able to let go of some of the hurt and betrayal she felt toward Otabek and it’s why they’re able to become friends again. 

In short, Otabek’s first kiss was the random dude at the bar in Almaty. His first kiss that mattered was with Yuri. 

I tried to get a report from Nurse today of a patient that we were about to be transporting to the ER and got the old “I just started my shift” spiel but then when I asked basic questions like “why is the patient going to the ER?/why did you call us? PMH? Vitals? Anything?” she proceeded to throw her hands up and the air, get flustered and then locked herself in a room…

This is getting ridiculous… I am going to start reporting these people who can’t do their job.

I ended up getting a really nice/concise/detailed report from the patient(who was high as fuck on opiates)  because the patient was formerly an EMT and ironically  knew more about the medical field than the nurse who was caring for her.

I started Woodburning again

Most of you guys don’t know that I also tried woodburning month ago ^^
I never really learned it, but today i really want to do it again, and so i just did some quick ‘charms’ to get the “feeling” again :’D
Look at them, it’s not the best but i am only a beginner :D

I love it….. about 700-900°C are only few milimeters away from your fingers…
So risky, so hot… and sooo difficult… if you do a mistake… you cannot fix it anymore… there is no way back! Everything has to be perfectly correct, otherwise it looks like the pics above ^^


Having lost his fight with Bellamy, Shawn gave him the cookie and some milk and tucked him in to sleep. As she watched him approach her, Catherine tapped on the bed besides her telling him to sit down.

<<Thank you for bringing him over all the times>>, she said as he snuck close to her. <<Seeing him really helps>>.

Shawn smiled, nodding. <<He likes being here with you>>, he responded. <<And it’s a good excuse for me to see you, too>>, he added with a grin.

Catherine blushed, lowering her gaze onto her hands. <<Shawn…>>, she tried to admonish him.

He pushed his hands up in the air. <<I’m not trying anything, Caity, I swear. I’m just letting you know I like having you around>>, he pointed out.

anonymous asked:

hi, im a psych major with depression and anxiety. but my mom doesn't really like my major because she thinks it makes my mental illnesses worse and it makes me think about them all the time. ive tried explaining to her how vast the field of psychology is and that except for my abnormal psych class i took last fall, we don't talk about mental illness every freaking day. do you have any other ideas what i can say to her to make her understand?

what about showing her cognitive/perceptual videos, like the invisible gorilla video? sometimes people do better with fun, visual examples. 

other ideas? 

anonymous asked:

Since cats in the wild are fairly promiscuous, I'm assuming cats "getting around" isn't a huge deal. But do the clans frown upon sexual activity that doesn't result in healthy kits for the clan's survival?

“Getting around” actually is a huge deal! The Clans are weird among wild cats, in that they encourage monogamy and actively dissuade any “easiness” for the sake of preventing future incest. That means any cat who tries sleeping around with multiple Clanmates is likely going to get in trouble, rather than have their advances accepted. 

Along that line, the cats never really… experiment in any way. Even same-sex couples barely consummate their relationship. They can, of course - a cat can do whatever they want - but sex is too closely linked to having kits for most to sit back and think “but what do I like?”. For the Clans, sex means you want kittens. It’s not really a “for fun” thing. 

Hopefully that answered your question!

anonymous asked:

How about, League of Super Evil?



Like, The shortie red one was my favorite, he is the leader and he is sooooo shamelessly dorky, he tries to be the baddest alive but he just… fails…

And you may think ‘But Kat thats such a cliche’ and… yeah it is! but idk why it was so lame i actually laughed super hard, didn’t saw much of it and the humor itself is bad but… omg the designs mixed with how LAME they where, it was just a big guilty pleasure! 

You and Me

Characters: Gabriel x Reader

Summary: The apple pie life isn’t always what it’s cracked up to be and maybe the true happy endings are found with people who know you for who you really are.  

Word Count: 1911 words

A/N: After my entry for @wi-deangirl77 for her 300 followers celebration I couldn’t leave Gabe like that so here is a part 2

Part 1 – Go Your Own Way.

Originally posted by lucifersagents

Sitting at the table in the kitchen flicking through a magazine while sipping a lukewarm cup of coffee you tried to put your finger on the nagging feeling you had in the back of your mind.  Here you were living the happily ever after.  A great guy who loved you, an actual job that paid actual money as a clerk in a bookstore, the nice house with a white picket fence, you were living the dream and yet… it was so boring and really quite lonely.

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jenmarii  asked:

one of my favorite things about your animatic is all the extra work put in. the bg music and all the extra sound effects like footsteps! it really makes it stand out. i love it

I figure if ur gonna cut out all the descriptions and such, you gotta make up for it somewhere or else its just gonna be empty and uncomfortable. It was totally worth the extra effort imo! I tried to put super bass boosted wonderland round 2 in the bg but I don’t know how to do audio effects in premiere so it didn’t really work out lol 😅

Thank you so much though! It feels super great to have that extra effort recognized 😁