i really tried to like you

taylor swift in 2014: For years, I was never sure if we were friends or not. She would come up to me at awards shows and say something and walk away, and I would think, ‘Are we friends, or did she just give me the harshest insult of my life?…She did something so horrible. I was like, 'Oh, we’re just straight-up enemies.’ And it wasn’t even about a guy! It had to do with business. She basically tried to sabotage an entire arena tour. She tried to hire a bunch of people out from under me. And I’m surprisingly non-confrontational – you would not believe how much I hate conflict. So now I have to avoid her. It’s awkward, and I don’t like it. Sometimes the lines in a song are lines you wish you could text-message somebody in real life. I would just be constantly writing all these zingers – like, 'Burn. That would really get her.’ And I know people are going to obsess over who it’s about, because they think they have all my relationships mapped out. But there’s a reason there are not any overt call-outs in that song. My intent was not to create some gossip-fest. I wanted people to apply it to a situation where they felt betrayed in their own lives.

katy perry in 2017: It’s about backing dancers. It’s so crazy! OK, so there are three backing dancers that went on tour with her tour, right? And they asked me before they went on tour if they could go, and I was like, ‘Yeah, of course. I’m not on a record cycle, and get the work, and she’s great and all that. But I will be on a record cycle in about a year, so be sure to put a 30-day contingency in your contract so you can get out if you want to join me when I say I’m going back on.’ So that year came up, right? And I texted all of them—because I’m very close with them—and I said, ‘Look, just FYI: I’m about to start, I want to put the word out there.’ And they said, ‘All right, we’re going to talk to management about it.’ And they did. And they got fired. And I tried to talk to her about it, and she wouldn’t speak to me.It was a full shutdown and then she writes a song about me. There’s a situation. Honestly, she started it and it’s time for her to finish it. And I tried to talk to her about it, and she wouldn’t speak to me… It was a full shut down and then she writes a song about me. And I’m like, ‘Okay, cool, cool, cool, that’s how you want to deal with it?’ Karma! I’m ready for that B.S. to be done.  Now, there is the law of cause and effect. You do something, and there is going to be a reaction. And trust me, daddy, there’s going to be a reaction. I think personally that women together, not divided – and like none of this petty sh-t – women together will heal the world.

people who don’t realise taylor put all this info on the table herself 3 years ago:

how y'all act
  • kylo ren: i hate you rey! *tries to attack her with his lightsaber*
  • reylos: *sneaking from under the deepest stinkiest and darkest holes* umm actually the humidity of air shows that he is sexually attracted to her, and the way his moles are placed on his face, show his undying love for her. also saying "i hate you" is the most romantic thing ever. checkmate antis

caligypsy6  asked:

Ok, I have asked you before why you don't have Twitter and I understand your reasoning of character limitations... However, why not create one just to see all the nice things we are saying about you and so we can tag you in them?!? You make an adorable Logan, btw. JS. ❤

Oh yeah, that answer was kind of a joke– I purposefully typed a 140 character response explaining that 140 characters is too limiting (it was like a self-aware blunder, but nobody really got it). The truth is that I tried twitter and it wasn’t for me. I’m iffy on social media altogether. The people that have kind things to say, and that want to interact with me are really great– but social media requires a lot of upkeep, and it’s very performative; I don’t like performing constantly in that way. I’m super up for YouTube, but I don’t quite have a fully formed vision yet, and I’d want to do it right.

I sometimes fantasize about deleting my Instagram and Tumblr, but I don’t really think that’s a good idea right now.

I really do appreciate the people though. You guys are great, and I don’t even know how to react to some of the kind things that you have to say. I feel like I haven’t earned it yet, in a way. There’s a lot that I want to create and put out there, but there’s a long road ahead of me. Working with Thomas is pretty fulfilling though– we’re planning some really, really exciting stuff for SS. That’s the work that’s helping me keep things together right now, tbh.

If people have something that they want to say to me, they might be able to reach me here or on IG (@welcome_to_the_joangle). Thanks.

awalkingaesthetic  asked:

Every time I start to recover from this game I remember that V exists and then I am ABOARD THE FEELS TRAIN. FYI your headcanons are important. Anyway. I would be so incredibly psyched if you could write RFA + Minor Trio learning that MC has a horse, and their reaction to MC's Very Important Very Large Pet.

Fun fact my dad actually tried to get me to like horses as a child. I never really took to them. I have a healthy fear of large, muscly animals who can step on me. I only really like being stepped on by large, muscly women

Yoosung

  • OH MY GOD YOU HAVE A MOUNT LIKE IN LOLOL
  • HE WANTS TO FEEL LIKE A COOL KNIGHT WARRIOR MAN PLEASE TEACH HIM HOW TO RIDE YOUR HORSE
  • oh god being on top of a horse is scary they’re so tall
  • h e l p
  • You giggle as you lead Bloomington the III around the pasture with a terrified, squirming Yoosung on top of him. He tries to pretend that he’s Cool with this, because he wants to be a Cool Man, but he’s not cool.
  • he’s super not cool.
  • Luckily Bloomington is the chillest of horses, and he does not freak out with this strange blond wiggle-man being on top of him. He manages to stay on him for a good fifteen minutes before needing to get off and hyperventilate.
  • Despite being terrified, Yoosung also thought the experience was great, and wants to continue trying to get used to your horse. Eventually, you teach him how to ride your baby, and Yoosung is SO HAPPY.
  • SO DELIGHTED. 
  • HE LOVES YOUR VERY IMPORTANT VERY LARGE PET.
  • can the three of you join the SCA please

Zen

  • Zen is less thrilled with your very important, very large pet, because your very important, very large pet keeps trying to eat his hair.
  • He puts up with it, however, because your very important, very large pet is beautiful, and he loves posing with him.
  • The internet proceeds to blow up with photos of Zen the Prince on your gorgeous white horse, and you giggle when Bloomington the III becomes a minor celebrity for awhile.
  • People keep sending him treats. It’s adorable. You tell him how handsome he is and Zen gets a little jealous that he’s not getting all of your attention.
  • zen can deal with it. 
  • bloomy deseves it.

Jaehee

  • she. she doesn’t know how to feel about this’.
  • like. just.
  • he’s so big.
  • and so large.
  • and requires so much maintenance. 
  • But you love him dearly, and she loves you dearly, so she tries to get used to his presence.
  • At first, she won’t even come near him. She doesn’t say she isn’t interested, but she slips out of every offer you make to spend time together with him. She’ll watch him, but not much else, until one Valentine’s day when - in an effort to please you - she agrees to go on a walk with you and him.
  • It goes well. You see her smile. She says maybe another day like this wouldn’t be so bad.
  • Slowly, very very slowly, you get Jaehee acclimated to him. You have her feed him, have her pet him, and inch by inch, she starts falling in love with those big, brown eyes of his…
  • and the way you look in a jockey outfit, because HOOOOO DAMN DO THOSE RIDING BOOTS MAKE YOU LOOK MIGHTY FINE.
  • (like tbh her favorite part of horse maintenance is seeing you in your riding gear.)

Jumin

  • Jumin doesn’t Get horses, but he loves you, so he showers Bloomington the III with all the things a hose could want. It only increases in volume when you mention how hard it was growing up, and how you felt like Bloomy was the only creature in the world who understood you. Jumin gets it. He empathizes. And so, he wants to reward your horse for all of the company and comfort he’s given you throughout the years.
  • Toys, premium food, the best horse finery he can find… seriously, his man buys him a huge mcfreakin plot of land to do his horsey thing on.
  • He even tries to RIDE him, once you give him some lessons, though Jumin is a little absentminded and useless, so that doesn’t go entirely well.
  • He loves watching you with him, though, because you look so happy, and you’re always so very lovely when you’re happy.

707

  • are you kidding me
  • seven LOVES HORSES
  • you own a HORSE???!?
  • THAT’S THE COOLEST
  • You kinda have to reign Seven in around Bloomington tbh, because he’s a bit too hyperactive and horses don’t really like that. But oh man, once you get him calm
  • seven feeds him treats out of the palm of his hand and he has never looked happier in his entire life.
  • CAN HE ALSO GET A HORSE PL E A S E
  • (seven, no.)

V

  • he’s pretty shy around your horse tbh. He can’t see very well, and he’s not used to animals beyond cats and dogs, but Bloomy is so gentle and so good and V just melts when he nuzzles his hand and snorts on him.
  • He gets really interested in trying to photograph your precious equine pal. There’s some pretty interesting history with horse photography - people didn’t really get how horses moved until they could be captured on camera - and V thinks that historical background is neat.
  • You gallop and trot Bloomington around for V, letting him take his pictures, and you’re pretty sure that your diva of a pet enjoys the attention.
  • V eventually publishes a book of his horse photographs, and right on the very front page there’s a picture of you, riding him, and smiling with the sun in your hair.
  • (he says that one is his favorite.)

Unknown (Saeran)

  • Much like Seven, Saeran thinks your horse is great, but he’s way shyer about expressing his affection due to his severe emotional issues. With some coaxing, though, he consents to an introduction, and forming a relationship with Bloomington the III just… really… helps.
  • It’s healing for him, taking care of such an intelligent creature. He helps you clean his hooves, brush him, muck his stables, and you can see that he’s happy. It’s good work. Honest work. And at the end of the day, Saeran is rewarded with the love of an innocent, pure creature that doesn’t even understand the concept of evil.
  • Saeran gets so into horses, and when you start teaching him how to ride… it’s like the world has opened up for him.
  • After some time, he gets a horse of his own, and the two of you go on rides together through the countryside. It’s where Saeran belongs, out in nature, far away from the people who hurt him…
  • And he finally finds some measure of peace.

Vanderwood

  • “uh,” vanderwood says, swallowing something that is definitely not fear. “no thanks.”
  • To Vanderwood, horses are big, stinky, and smelly. They’re unpredictable, dangerous, and they just don’t get the appeal. And… they never really do get the appeal. Vandy just isn’t an animal person.
  • But they’re a YOU person, so they’re going to be as supportive as they can.
  • You can never really get them interacting with him, but they do go to every single one of your horse shows. You do dressage, and while they don’t really like Bloomington on his own, with you riding him? Oh boy
  • oh boy howdy
  • it’s impressive. the two of you are impressive.
  • They can appreciate that, at least, and the bond the two of you share. Vanderwood might not want to directly interact with your horse… but they’re never once unhappy that he exists.
A TBWF nightmare...

So last night I had a nightmare. But it wasn’t just any nightmare. It was a nightmare in manga form. More specifically, in The Boy Who Fell form.

So here I was being Saff, except with glasses :B, just being a tiny blood demon minding my own business while sitting down on a couch when all of a sudden someone comes from behind and takes my glasses off.

Not cool. You don’t take off peoples glasses >:I

But then I look up and this asshole took them.

Yes, he´s wearing glasses as well because he is LD and apparently he can wear whatever the hell he wants :B

 Except he takes them off and tries to place them on me while I judge him with my judging stare.

 When he finally succeeds, I notice I can see clearly. Like, really, really clearly. More clearly that humanly (demonly??) possible! Every inch, every pore, every cell, everything. You can see everything.

 But then poor Saff´s head started to hurt like HELL (no pun intended) and that jerk just steps back and watched. Whatever that pain was, it was his to deal with and we had been suckered into receiving it instead.

Being too much to bear, we throw all odds off the window and we jump off the chair trying to take them off and get ours back.

 Now this would have looked pretty silly and cartoonish if not for the fact that well…I did mention this was a nightmare, right?

 As Saff jumped and jumped , LD´s robes seemed to grow longer and darker, pooling down around Saff´s feet without him noticing and by the time he did, he was already caught in between the coils of this giant black and white snake with LD´s smug face.

I´m not gonna´ say we got eaten because we didn´t. Though it feels like we did. Instead what happened was that the coils of the snake turned gooey and swallowed the kid, hardening around him encasing him in what first seemed a black egg. But then quartz started sprouting from it. The irony, right?

 By the end, he looked like this.

So yeah. I had a nightmare about your comic out of nowhere where I got suckered into a bad situation and ended up being turned into a magical battery/laser pointer. Good times.

 That will teach me to go to bed at 4am.

 Anyway! usually my weird dreams are starred by my own nonsense but since this one was clearly dream fanart I thought I would share.

Don’t talk to her like that- Tyler Seguin

Originally posted by tyler91seguin

A/N: Two in one day! I wasn’t really sure how to end this one so sorry if the ending is sucky, also there are some mentions of verbal abuse in here and I have never been in a situation like that so I apologize if it is inaccurate, I tried to make it as brief as possible while still fitting the prompt

Request:  Maybe a Tyler seguin w a dialogue prompt? “Hey! Don’t talk to her like that!” “And who the hell are you!?” “Who the hell am I!? Who the hell are you!? Maybe like her bf could be saying mean stuff or even a guy that’s talking to her. Idk 🤷🏼‍♀️

Up Next: Andre Burakovsky


You couldn’t have been more embarrassed, not only had you managed to spill your drink all over yourself and your boyfriend at dinner but now he was beginning to make a scene and the only thing you could do was sit there and pray that you didn’t get kicked out.

It wasn’t like this was the first time something like this had happened, he had a bit of a temper that usually resulted in you being yelled at and blamed for everything, then he would storm off and come back a few hours later usually with flowers and an apology, you knew that it wasn’t a good relationship, but you couldn’t leave.

“Could you be more clumsy? Seriously, can’t you do anything?” He snapped again, luckily this time he was being relatively quiet, not drawing as many eyes as some of his bigger fits had in the past, but it didn’t help the red that tinged your cheeks and the tears that inevitably pricked your eyes.

You knew better than to cry, that usually just made him angrier, you also knew better than to talk back to him, if you just stayed calm and quiet than he would leave and the situation would diffuse. His rant however was cut off by a voice coming from the table to your right.

“Hey! Don’t talk to her like that!” A new voice snapped and your eyes widened as you looked at the stranger, a man who seemed to be glaring at your boyfriend with everything he had.

“And who the hell are you?” Your boyfriend retorted, clearly not used to being cut off like this and especially not used to being told that couldn’t do something. You wanted to tell the stranger to not bother and to not worry about it, but he beat you to it once more.

“Who the hell am I?” He snorted, looking at your boyfriend in disgust. “Who the hell are you?”

Your boyfriend was getting red in the face and before he could say anything else the stranger turned to you and you froze in your seat, he was undeniably handsome and you were pretty sure that you had seen him somewhere before but you couldn’t put your finger on it.

“Is he bothering you?” The stranger asked and you cast a glance at your boyfriend who gave you a hard look which made you shake your head quickly although the stranger didn’t seem to believe you as he looked between the two of you.

“Ignore him, is he bothering you?” He asked again, this time holding your gaze, it was as if his eyes were urging you to tell the truth.

This was the first time that anyone had stepped in and asked your feelings, usually your boyfriend could play it off and assure them that it was nothing. But this time you nodded and you could feel your boyfriend’s fist hit the table in anger as a waiter came over and asked him to leave.

You rose to your feet expectantly, ready to follow him out to the car when you felt a hand around your wrist. Looking down you noticed the stranger had gripped your hand.

“You can stay with me.” He offered with a smile and you looked at your boyfriend, nodding softly you sat down across from him.

“What’s your name?” He asked as he took a sip of his drink.

“Y/N. Thank you for that by the way, most people would’ve just ignored it.” You said softly, looking at him curiously.

“Well that right there is the problem, I’m Tyler.” He introduced himself holding out his hand which you shook gently.


You spent the rest of the night with Tyler and you hadn’t felt this relaxed in months, you weren’t worried that something would go wrong and you weren’t worried about messing up. The only thing you had to worry about was what you were going to do about your boyfriend later.

“Don’t worry about him.” Tyler said, as if he read your mind. “Why do you stay with him if he treats you like this?”

You looked down, swirling your drink in your glass. You had been asked this so many times and you still didn’t have a good answer as to why.

“I don’t know, he’s my boyfriend.” You said as if that was a logical answer.

“Well If you were my girlfriend, I wouldn’t treat you like that.” He pointed out and you shrugged, you didn’t really know what to do about your boyfriend but you knew that Tyler had a good point.

“If you break up with him and move out, get your life figured out… Maybe you and I could go out for dinner?” He offered and you smiled softly to yourself. Could you break up with your boyfriend for Tyler? The answer was hardly difficult to decide.

“Deal.”

Art trade with this lil’ precious bean, @munnymoth​ !!

I’m tagging @shadystation​ as well since I’m sure you’d like to see some nice Doofus Rick and Evil Morty <3 

ALSO YOU GUYS SHOULD TOTALLY READ THIS FIC ABOUT THESE TWO I HARDCORE REC IT- called “sticks and stones” 

anonymous asked:

Hiii, I couldn't help myself but give you a prompt. I know you're busy now and you can take all the time you want to write it, but I'd really love to read it from you because you make up amazing one shots from prompts. So here is mine: Mutta (because he's the one that hasn't the chance to talk very often, imo) has a crush on Sana and after what happened on Friday she's like very vulnerable and he tries to be there for her.-

-But I also want Yousef to be there because I’m a Yousana trash hahahah. I know it’s very vague, but I trust in your ability of creating fantastic ffs. Have a nice day and thanks 💕💕 “


Heeey! Thank you so so much for coming to me with your idea. 

I’ve done my best with this and I really really hope you like it. It was hard ‘cause I’m yousana trash like you haha but I think that even yousana shipper like us could like this…and yes, I added Yousef hahah I just can’t help myself. Also I didn’t plan on making it this long, sorry!

I really really hope you like it and that I don’t disappoint you!!

here it goes:

——————————–x—————————-

She was so absent-minded in her thoughts that she didn’t noticed the boy that was coming out of her home until she almost  ran into him.

“Hi, Sana” Mutasim said with a big smile

“Oh, hi”

There was an awkward silence between them. Sana had known Mutasim for a long time now but they had never really talked much. He had always been very shy and it wasn’t like she was the most extroverted person either.

“I was giving Elias back some CDs he had lent me” Mutta said pointing at the door behind him

“I see” Sana said

She was going through the worst week of her life. She was out of the bus, she couldn’t even look at Noora’s face nor Isak’s, she was worried about her brother’s late behavior and don’t even get her started with Yousef. So she really didn’t want to talk to anyone. Well, in fact she did want, she wanted someone to notice that she wasn’t okay, she want someone to actually ask her how she was doing. But small talk? Sana definitely didn’t have time for that.

“Well, I’ll see you around” she said walking past him towards the door

“Hey, Sana” he called

“Yeah?”

He looked like he was considering whether to say what was in his mind of not.

“Well?” she asked a little exasperated.

“Are you okay?” he finally blurted out

She frowned at the question, that was totally unexpected.

“I don’t mean to pry but I don’t know you seem a little off lately…like…darker…”he explained combing his hair with his fingers self-consciously

She widened her eyes in shock.

“I’m sorry, that was totally inappropriate. I didn’t mean to make you uncomfortable I was just worried” he said way too quickly “I’m sorry, I totally overstepped”

“No, it’s okay. It’s just…” she looked at the floor embarrassed “You’re the first one to notice”

“I pay attention to you” he said

She looked up instantly taken aback by his comment. She noticed how he blushed when he saw her staring at him and started to bite his lip nervously. He cleared his throat and then continued talking.

“I know you and I don’t talk much but if you ever want to talk about whatever is bugging you, I’m here. Or even if you don’t want to talk about it and just want to take your mind off that. I’m here”

“Thank you” she said genuinely smiling.

He smiled back and nodded.

“Well, I should get going. I’ll see you around Sana”

He turned around to leave. Sana looked at him as he started to walk, then she looked at her house door and then back at him.

“Mutta” she called walking to him

“Yes?” he said facing her

“Are you…are you busy right now?” she asked

He raised his eyebrows surprised by her question

“I’ve been meaning to go to this new halal kebab place for a while now but I’ve never had the chance…maybe you want to go with me…now?” she said biting her lip. “I really don’t want to be at home right now”

Of course, like I said, I’m here”

 -x-

“Are you sure you want to do this?” Sana asked him as they sat on a table at the halal kebab place.

“I’ve never been more sure of anything in my whole life” Mutta said solemnly.

“You’re going to regret it” she warned him

“I won’t. Life is about taking risks”

“That thing is going to mess up with your stomach, you picked all the spicy sauces”

“I’m a tough guy, I can deal with it”

“Okay, go ahead” she said trying to contain her laugh

Mutta slowly brought the kebab to his mouth and took a bite. He looked at Sana all cocky ‘cause the truth was that it was not spicy at all. Or maybe a little bit. Okay, maybe more than just a little. Alright, it was spicy. Very spicy. He needed water. Now.

He started to fan his mouth making Sana laugh. He took his glass of water and drank it straight.

“Want more?” she said offering hers

He nodded and took her glass of water and drank it. All that time Sana couldn’t stop laughing. It had been awhile since she had even smiled let along laugh. She covered her stomach with her hands, it was starting to ache from all that laugh.

Mutta took a moment to look at Sana. He loved seeing her laugh. He had been paying attention to her this whole week and he had noticed how sad she was. Seeing her happy now and knowing that it was because some stupidity he was doing made him feel so good.

“Okay, I think you should order something else” Sana said

“Are you kidding? I’m eating this thing” he said.

He was willing to deal with some spicy meal if it meant that he would get to see Sana laughing again.

“Do you like suffering?” Sana asked

“Apparently I do” he said shrugging and taking another bite of the kebab.

He felt his tongue burning and started to make some strange movements with his hands making Sana laugh once more.

 -x-

“You doing okay over there?” she asked as they arrived to her house

“Yeah, yeah, I’m fine. Like I said I’m a tough guy” he said even though his stomach was killing him

“Sure”

“Okay, maybe I’m not perfectly fine but hey, I made you laugh, totally worth it”

“Yeah, you did” she said smiling widely at him “Thank you, for everything”

“Anytime” he said “If you ever want to do this again, you know where to find me. Although I may lose the spicy next time”

“Fair enough” she laughed “And yeah, that’d be nice”

“Great” he smiled “Goodnight Sana”

“Goodnight Mutta”

 -x-

 

She heard them as soon as she entered her house after school the next day. As always, her brother and his friends were in the living room. Didn’t these boys have a house? She took a deep breath and started her way to her bedroom knowing that she had to walk past the opened door of the living room.

“Hey, Sana! Aren’t you going to say hello?” Elias called her from inside when he saw her

She mentally cursed her brother for having such a good sight. She entered the room trying not to look at a certain boy who liked kids and carrots.

“Hi” she said

All the boys greeted her. She was looking at her brother but could feel two pair of eyes focused on her, one was Yousef’s who she wasn’t going to look at, the other one was Mutta’s. She smiled to herself remembering the previous day and decided to have a little fun.

“How are you doing, tough guy?” she asked the boy trying not to laugh “How’s your stomach?”

As soon as the words left her mouth there wasn’t just another pair of eyes on her, but everyone in that room was starting at Sana.

“I’m doing fine. I told you, totally worth it” Mutta said smiling “I could do that any day”

“Oh, really? Want to try again?” Sana said raising her eyebrow

“Uh…maybe not for awhile…so it doesn’t lose the appeal, you know” he said

“Sure, that’s the reason” she laughed

“Am I missing something here?” Elias intervened.

Oh, I ran into Mutta yesterday after he was leaving the house”

“Okay?”Elias said urging her to continue

“We went to try the new halal kebab place and…”

“Alone?” a voice interrupted her

She turned to face Yousef and her smile faded. He was squinting at her, his lips forming a line.

“Well, it’s none of your business but yes, alone” she said bitterly and then she turned again to her brother “anyway, this tough guy here decided to try the spiciest thing in the menu. You should’ve seen his face, it was hilarious” she laughed remembering it

“Sounds kind of stupid” Yousef argued

Once again she turned to face him

“Well I think is nice and cute that he did that to make me laugh ‘cause he realized that I wasn’t okay. At least he cares.” She spat

Everyone in the room stayed silent. Yousef looked taken aback by her comment, he was about to say something when she interrupted him.

“I’m just going to go. Have fun boys” she said leaving

 -x-

She was bouncing the ball furiously in the courtyard behind her house. She was so angry. Who did Yousef think he was? Who gave him the right to act like that? He kissed her best friend and now he acted like he was…No, he wasn’t. He’s just a dick.

“You’re going to make a hole in the floor if you keep bouncing the ball that hard”

She turned around and saw Mutta standing a few meters from her smiling.

“I’m trying to blow off some steam” she said

“Yeah, I can see that”

He approached her so he could stand in front of her

“Elias let you come here alone?” she asked.

She knew her brother could be very protective sometimes.

“He wanted to come himself but we convinced him to give you some time”

“So why are you here, then?”

“I told them I was going to the bathroom” he said shrugging “I wanted to know if you’re okay”

“I’m fine” she lied

“Can I ask you something?”

“You’re going to do it anyway, aren’t you?” she said smiling

“What’s going on with Yousef and you?” he asked “You don’t have to tell me if you don’t want to but…that conversation over there…”

“Honestly? I don’t know what’s going on with me and Yousef anymore” she said shaking her head.

She never thought about talking about this stuff with anyone but she felt really comfortable with Mutta, like she could open herself.

“It’s just…I liked him”

“Past tense?” he asked

“No…”she said looking at the floor

“Hey, you don’t have to feel ashamed”

“I know…but…” she looked at him and took a deep breath before starting her story “I like him and for a moment I thought he might like me back but then I saw him kissing my best friend”

“What?”

Yeah, and I know he didn’t owe me anything ‘cause we weren’t together but it still hurt you know?” she sighed “And the fact that he’s acting now like he’s…like he’s…”

“Jealous?” he finished

She covered her hands with her face and sat on one of the swings.

“He can’t be jealous, ‘cause that would mean that he has some kind of feelings towards me and I know he doesn’t” she said

Mutta sat on the other swing by her side.

“I hate saying this, believe me, I do but I’ve seen the way he looks at you Sana. He likes you”

“Then why did he kiss my best friend?” she asked looking at him

“That’s a question you’ll have to ask him” he said

“I’m not ready to face him yet” she admitted “I’m too scared to hear the explanation”

“It’s okay, no one is going to pressure you. You can take all the time you need”

She closed her eyes and nodded

“And you know I’m always here if you need to talk”

“Thank you Mutta, honestly” she said smiling

“I thought you were going to the bathroom.” They heard someone, Yousef, saying “Got lost?”

He was standing in front of them with an upset look on his face

“I was checking on Sana, seeing if she’s okay” Mutta said standing up

“Yeah, you seem to be doing a lot of that lately” Yousef spat

“Well, someone has to” Mutta said back

“The boys are wondering where you are” he said squinting at him “maybe you should come inside”

“Aren’t you?” Mutta asked

“You go ahead, I want to talk to Sana first” Yousef said

“I don’t feel like talking to you right now, Yousef” Sana said getting on her feet

“Sana, please…”

“Not now, any other time, okay?” she said walking past him only turning around to give Mutta one last smile as a way to say thank you.

Yousef followed her with his gaze, cursing himself for acting so stupidly around her.

“Don’t give up on her” Mutta said once she left

“What?” Yousef asked confused

“You screwed up big time and I’m sure as hell you don’t deserve her. But it’s you who she wants so…just don’t give up on her. All she needs is time and a good explanation”

“Why are you doing this?”

“Because I want to see her happy and you, my friend, are the one that has the ability to do so.” He said patting his back as he walked past him “Just don’t screw up again or you’ll have to deal with me”

Yousef nodded even though Mutta couldn’t see him ‘cause he was already leaving. He knew Mutta was right, Yousef didn’t deserve her, but also he wasn’t willing to give up on her, not yet.

—————————————–x——————————

Well this is it!! 

I hope you’ve liked it and that yousana shippers don’t hate me for this haha I tried to keep both Mutta and Yousef as good guys although I loved writing jealous!yousef. I have to say that for a moment, while writing this I even started to like Mutta+Sana as an item haha I just want my girl to be happy

Thank you so so so much for reading and I really hope you’ve liked it!!!

♥♥♥

happy birthday to my dear friend risu! (@risusgarbage)
here’s a cute drawing of our sibling zelink fanchildren ivy and ancel ;; cause i love them and there’s nothing i enjoy more than spend hours and hours making headcanons and aus about these two with you! i have so many fond memories of developing these two over the years, i hope we can come up with even more angsty headcanons/aus for them!

hope you have a rad birthday! ALSO i decided to make a BONUS:

our sibling hildavio fanchildren too! lmao fiori and lancel! clearly the zelink kids inherited dad’s love for adventuring while the hildavio kids are all about rupees like their bunny dad lmao

ALSO ivy and fiori (the girls) belong to my friend risu!
while ancel and lancel (the boys) belong to me! (lmao i’m so original with the names)

Wip - Mel’s Cruddy Desk Fan

Tweaked the Fan blades (Actually they’re removed) so that it’s just an image that rotates. It has 3 color channels. Bad news….It’s just a weird object that can’t be assigned anything like joints/bones/anything. So it can’t be placed like a normal object. You can move it around but it won’t sit on any of the table slots. I tried everything and nothing works. So I just raised the mesh to be EA table/desk/end table height. Really annoying. Anyways, if anyone wants to see if they can fix that part while keeping the animation than I’ll be glad to share what I’ve done. @davidmont  I’m staring at you. lol! The mesh is from TS4 Get to Work slightly modified.

pretend - dylan strome

requested: yes

crxsschecked asked: Hiya! Could you do an imagine with either mitch marner, Dylan strome or Nick caamano where the reader is a huge hockey fan and when she gets hit up at games, she always uses one of them as an excuse as her boyfriend until like one day they’re like behind her and find it hella amusing how into detail she goes about their ‘relationship’ to a dude who tried to get with her, and they start talking? Sorry really long :’)

word count: 520

warning: none :)

a/n: again, i am so so sorry this took me so long to get out, but i hope you like it

*lowercase intended*

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Handprints (Bucky Barnes x Reader)

Summary: You almost hit Bucky Barnes with your car, leaving an impressive handprint on your hood. If only you knew then what else those hands would do.

 Words: 1,308

 Warnings: blood, bruising, near-death action stuff, swearing, smut,

 A/N: I really wanted to experiment with my writing style for this one, I tried to make it feel more like a poem or stylized prose while taking a kind of minimalist approach, but I didn’t really stick to that as strictly as I would have liked. I’d love to hear what ya’ll think about the style (and anything else- i’m always open to constructive criticism)

HUGE shout-out to the amazing @lowkeybuckytrash for proofreading this for me and being an all around wonderful person <3 <3


Your hand searches blindly for the ringing phone in your bag. You’re trying to keep your eyes on the road. Finally, you find it in the depths of your bag and answer the call without looking. “Talk to me.” You pull up to a red light and roll to a stop.

“Hey, this is Hill. Are you on your way to the tower? There’s been a development in the case, we need you here for the mission brief, ASAP.”

The light turns green, you rush forward.

“Yeah, I’m already on my way, just a few blocks out. What happened that it’s suddenly so urgent?”

“Another scientist has gone missing, this is more serious than we thought.”

“Alright, I’ll be there in a-SHIT!”

You slam the brakes.

A hand! The screeching of tires and the sound of crunching metal. A metal hand crashes into the hood of your car, forcing you to a stop. You look up, shaken; bright blue eyes glare at you through the windshield. The lights had changed, you hadn’t noticed.

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Breathe

Summary; Stiles helps you through an anxiety attack
Word count; 1K
Warnings; anxiety attack
a/n; sorry its been so long… again! Was really feeling this idea so I hope you enjoy it!

You could feel your breath hitched in the back of your throat. Every time you tried to breathe it felt like it was water reaching your lungs instead of oxygen. Panic set over you as you slid to the floor of the hallway, no longer in control of your own body. You began gasping as you clawed at the floor, trying to ground yourself. Your heart was beating so quickly you were afraid it would shut down completely. Small wheezes escaped your mouth as you tried to calm yourself down. The anxiety had gotten worse lately. Panic attacks had become a regular thing, and you felt a constant dark cloud hanging over your head. You didn’t enjoy things anymore. It all felt pointless.

You could tell people were staring at you as you tried to find some air. Your body shook as tears began breaking from your eyes and streaming down your cheeks. Your vision blurred as you started to sob, choking on your tears. 

‘Y/n?’ you heard someone asked, but you couldn’t focus enough to answer. A tightness in your chest grew worse as you tried to think of something, anything, that would calm you down. 

You felt two arms wrap around you, pulling you up off the floor and carrying you out of the now crowded hallway, Your hands clenched onto their shoulder and arm as the world spun around you. You felt yourself reach the ground as you heard the voice speak again. 

‘Shh, y/n, it’s all okay.’ A hand reached out and stroked your cheek gently. You zoned in to recognise the face in front of you; Stiles Stilinski. He was a handsome boy, fairly awkward and fidgety, but he was kind. He would always sit with you in biology class, making jokes and pulling pranks that made you smile. He was a kind face that you always looked forward to seeing. 

‘I want you to focus on my words okay?’ he instructed, moving his hand down to yours and cupping it in his own large ones. You tried to nod, but your body just shook violently again. You could feel more tears coming on at your lack of control. But he didn’t move away. 

‘I’m going to count, alright,’ he continued, ‘and we’re going to take deep breaths together. When I say one, you breathe in, okay?’ He moved his face closer to you, trying to see if you could hear him. You couldn’t respond. The words were stuck in your throat. He noticed your inability to reply. 

‘Just squeeze my hand if you understand.’ His thumb brushed over the back of your hand as you squeezed gently, gripping onto his other wrist tightly with your spare hand. He smiled at your response. 

‘Great, your doing great,’ he praised softly, still rubbing your hand. ‘And on two, we’re going to breathe out, alright?’ You squeezed again. 

‘Perfect.’ He began. ‘Deep breaths with me. One…’

You tried to inhale, but each movement caused you to shake. Your body curled up further out of panic. 

‘Shhh, ‘ he cooed, ‘It’s alright, you’re safe. Just breathe with me.’ He lifted your hand up to his chest, holding it over his heart. The steady beat of his heart calmed you, causing your head to clear up slightly. 

‘One…’ Your breath hitched in your throat, but slowly and surely, you managed to inhale a small breath. 

‘Two… One… Two… One…’ 

You could feel your body calming. Each time became slightly easier, until you felt yourself breathing deeply and freely. You loosened up your grip on Stiles, releasing the wound muscles in your body. 

‘Better?’ he asked, a small smile on his face. 

‘Yeah,’ you replied shakily, still getting used to retaining air, ‘how’d you do that?’ He leaned back onto his hand placing it on the floor. You hadn’t noticed where you had been. He’d brought you to an empty study room where you both sat currently.

‘I used to have them all the time.’ He confessed, running his other hand through his matted hair. ‘Figured, if it worked for me, then why not for you.’ He chuckled awkwardly, fumbling with the hem of his sweater. You leaned back onto the desk he had propped you against, pulling your knees into your arms. 

‘They’re all going to laugh at me when I go back out there.’ You sighed, rubbing your hands together. 

‘Not if we hide in here until class starts.’ He offered, wiggling his eyebrows. You couldn’t help but giggle at his behaviour.

 ‘Thank you,’ you smiled, ‘for helping me. You didn’t have to.’ 

‘I wanted to,’ he revealed, leaning forward to show his sincerity, ‘though, to be honest, this isn’t how I thought our first date would be.’ He rubbed the back of his neck as he laughed. You couldn’t help but smile. 

‘And what did you think it was going to be?’ you queried, a smirk crawling onto your face. He chuckled again in surprise. 

‘Hmmm, dinner and a movie? But I guess that’ll have to be the next one, won’t it?’

You shoved his shoulder playfully, ‘and who says I agreed to that?’ 

‘I do!’ he exclaimed jokingly. ‘You made Biology my favourite class, I was always dying to talk to you more, but I figured you wouldn’t want to.’ 

You rolled your eyes at him. ‘Well..’ you began, ‘I suppose a movie sounds good. Best way to thank you properly for being my knight in shinning armour.’ 

He smirked at you, before standing triumphantly. ‘Well madam,’ he announced, extending his hand to you to pick you up, ‘it was my honour. I hope you’ll let me help you again.’ 

‘I think I can do that.’ You replied, taking his hand and standing beside him.

Stiles had given you something little to hold on to. Some hope that things would improve. The promise of you calling him later to set the date sent him jogging gleefully down the hall, and left you smiling in amazement that maybe things were getting better. And, if it were up to Stiles, they would be. 

anonymous asked:

Do you know what the strip is called where Italy says "I have dated tons of girls" and France (?) answers with "just inviting them for dinner is not a date" or something like that I think it's one of those strips where the heads are next to the spoken text

This sounds so familiar, but again, I’m just having trouble finding this. You guys keep asking for some hard ones, and I’m just not a search engine lol. If anyone else recalls which strip this may be, please let me know!

*Meanspo*

I’ve never really tried this but here it goes.

Look at you, you fat ass. I can’t believe you STILL look this gross. Remember when this all started and you said you would finally lose weight? Well clearly you haven’t because you’re still so huge. You really think you could EVER wear a bathing suit looking like that? You might as well stay inside the whole season. I know I wouldn’t go out looking like you. Look at your flabby arms, why would you want to show those off in a tank top? And your thighs, oh my god, they’re hideous and huge. Look at how they jiggle from all the gross fat in them. Look at that stomach too, disgusting. Look at that back fat and all your rolls. You’ll never be able to go to the beach like that. And if you did, people would probably think a whale just washed up. Put some leggings on instead of those shorts; I see your fat bulging out of them. Have fun spending the whole summer inside you fatty. Maybe if you actually got off your ass and stopped eating so much you could be thin.

em-isnotavampire  asked:

FRIEND I LOVE YOUR DRAWINGS OF JUNO AND PETER!!!! THE ROSES IN THEIR HAIR??? PERFECT!! BEAUTIFUL!!! AMAZING!!! WOW!!! Also imagine Peter putting his hair in a bun with chopsticks but they're pointy chopsticks that you can kill a man with bc he's extra like that

Why would you ever give him this power

anonymous asked:

Uhhh I've never really requested anything sexual before haha/////;; sorry if it's shit. Um maybe everyone (Rfa,V, Unknown and Vanderwood) react to MC being a horrendous tease in public??

YES! FINALLY SOMEONE REQUESTED VANDERWOOD! lmao srry i just love him 

Ps. i literally just wrote this at 3 am, there’s no proofreading here…

ZEN

  • Oh god
  • He wasn’t expecting you to be like this tbh
  • he’s not complaining tho
  • keeps his cool, he’s a gentleman after all
  • MC THE BEAST
  • he tries his best not to be affected by your teasing
  • fails
  • the beast is too strong for him lmao
  • when you get to a private place the beast is UNLEASHED
  • “Princess… it isn’t good to play with the beast like that~”
  • not that you’re complaining, this is what you wanted after all

JUMIN

  • surprised at first
  • acts unfazed although he’s loosing his shit
  • why are you doing this now where he can’t take you?
  • considers leaving and taking you ANYWERE that’s private
  • almost does it
  • welp
  • keeps his poker face until you’re finally somewhere private
  • “You’ve been a naughty kitten, Mc… Naughty kittens get punished~”

JAEHEE

  • shook
  • baby wasn’t expecting this when you two had gone for coffee
  • tries to keep calm but you just keep teasing
  • she honestly just wants to go home and do you
  • starts saying that she doesn’t feel too good and that you should head back
  • Once you get home she pins you to the wall and kisses you
  • “I can’t believe you did that.” she says between kisses
  • it doesn’t take long until your clothes are on the floor and you’re pinned under her in your bed
  • Jaehee is def a Dom fite me

YOOSUNG

  • BLUSHING MESS
  • He’s so flustered
  • why would you do this to him he can’t take it!!!
  • he tries so hard to seem unfazed
  • fails horribly
  • poor bean
  • once you get somewhere private he won’t take the initiative
  • so you go and “play” with him
  • and a rope
  • asdfdfgdhhgjfd

SEVEN

  • EH? MC!!!
  • he’s as red as his hair at first
  • but he gets used to it
  • sometimes he’ll tease you back
  • it turns into a teasing battle
  • everyone around you regrets being there lmao
  • when you finally get somewhere private he deosn’t really do anything
  • he’ll either wait for you to act or act when he gets tired of waiting
  • when you get to do the do he teases you for the longest time
  • remember he’s a sadist yo~
  • that side comes out 

V

  • Ah…
  • wasn’t expecting that
  • at first he laughs it off and you’re just like????
  • as it keeps going he just kisses your cheek
  • it really frustrates you cause HE’S BEING TOO SWEET GDI
  • you stop teasing him for a while
  • So he starts teasing
  • fuck just imagine V actually being a tease
  • i’m deceased
  • he keeps teasing you until you’re somewhere private
  • he’ll just kiss you and lad you to the bedroom
  • fuckin finally ayy

SAERAN

  • oh so this is happening?
  • ok
  • a bit flustered first but then he’s okay with it
  • he can deal with the teasing
  • he’ll tease you back for a while 
  • if he can’t take the teasing anymore he’ll tell you to stop or you’ll have to pay later
  • you don’t stop
  • he loses his patience and just takes you anywhere that counts as semi-private
  • takes you then and there
  • good luck walking dear

VANDERWOOD

fucking tumblr posted my draft :) without him asasdsf

  • No
  • not okay with the teasing
  • doesn’t pay attention to your teasing
  • he’s not a pervert
  • seems unfazed
  • he won’t do anything until you’re either home or a 100% private place
  • then he’ll make you pay for the teasing

i’m sorry idk if i know enough about Vanderbabe to write him TT-TT

madbakes  asked:

ok my friends are always hating on kpop and bts but they haven't even tried to listen to them or watch a music video 🙄🙄🙄 i'm honestly concerned that a different culture or language stops them listening to music around the world. I never want to hear them say "I appreciate music" because ya can't unless you appreciate all of it. my best guy friend is so into bts now though like my heart is so happy. he said he heard them playing at the store he works at today. ❤️ anyways sry rant over

I feel you :/ this is also why I never really shared my love for kpop with my friends irl haha :“) I just dislike how society looks down on others just because they’re different 😭