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Forbidden Love | Pt. 10

▷ Jimin Angst

❥ “I think about you a little more than I should..”

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“Is he my son, Y/N?”

Looking up with your pleading eyes, you tried to calm Jimin down.

“Jimin, please. Calm down a little bit, you’re going to wake up Jihyun-”

Ignoring your words, he hissed again. “Answer my question, Y/N! Is Jihyun my son?!”

Averting your eyes from him, you looked down at your lap. “Y-Yes.”

You heard how his breath hitched in his throat. Too scared to look at him, you closed your eyes and tried to fight back the tears.

“How could you?”

Flinching at his broken voice, you turned your head towards his crouched body, his head placed in his hands as his hot tears rolled down his face.

“I.. I had to.”

Hearing your answer, Jimin angrily stood up from his crouching position and yanked you up from the sofa, slamming your body against the wall. “You had to?! Are you fucking kidding me?! You took my child away from me, Y/N!”

“Jimin, listen-”

“I can’t believe it! How could you do this, Y/N!?”

“Please, listen to me-”

“You’re selfish, Y/N! You’re-”

“I could’ve died, Jimin!”

Jimin’s head snapped up at your words. Now it was you’re time to let go of your tears.

“W-What do you mean?”


↳ Flashback: Three years ago..

“Please, Dr. Jung! Save my baby! Please tell me that my baby is okay, I’m begging you..”

Looking away from the ultrasound monitor, he met your eyes with his hesitant ones and smiled. “You’re baby is absolutely fine, Y/N.”

Releasing the breath you were holding in, you covered your face with your hands and started sobbing because of the relief and happiness.

“But there is still a problem..”

When you heard the the doctor’s words, you felt like you were slammed against a wall. Removing your hands from your face, you asked. “W-What?”

Taking a deep breath, your doctor looked seriously into your scared and teary eyes. “Giving birth to your baby could kill you, Y/N..”

Frozen, you looked at your doctor’s face. “I.. W- Wha- Why?”

“There is a 50 percent chance that your heart won’t be able to handle the labour, Y/N.”

In that moment, you felt like your heart stopped beating. You watched how Dr. Jung wrapped his hand around yours, the somewhat comforting smile on his face making you feel even more sad.

“Think positive, Y/N! There is still a 50 percent chance that you both will be fine at the end! You have to be strong! For you and for your baby! And I will do whatever I can to heal your heart, I promise!”

Smiling slightly at him, you squeezed his hand thankfully. “Thank you so much, Dr. Jung..”

Smiling back at you, he stood up and gathered his belongings, ready to leave the hospital room.

Just before he stepped away from side, your grip around his hand tightened and he looked back at you with confused eyes.

“Could you please do me a favor, Dr. Jung?”

↳ End of Flashback


“I had no other choice, Jimin. I told him to tell Taehyung that the baby died..”

Looking up from your hands, you observed Jimin’s frozen face.

“Jimin, I couldn’t do that to you.. If I had told you this, you would’ve been very sad and I didn’t want to do that to you.. It destroyed me, and I didn’t want to destroy you too..”

“I would have been by your side, Y/N.. We could’ve fight trough this together..”

Leaning your head back against the wall, you closed your eyes and whispered in between your sobs. “I know.. I know..”

When you felt Jimin’s soft lips on your forehead, your crying intensified and you your weak knees gave up on you, making you fall on the ground.

Sitting down with you, Jimin wrapped his arms tightly around your body and mumbled in between his own sobs. “Please, don’t run away from me anymore, Y/N. I want to be by your side.. I want to be able to hug you, kiss you and hold you as much as I want. I want to be with my son, I want to make up those three years to him, tell him that I’m his father and live happily as a family.. Please don’t take this away from me again.. I wouldn’t be able to survive this pain for the second time..”

Reaching out for his face, you placed a soft and meaningful kiss on his forehead. Stroking his cheeks gently, you whispered. “I’m sorry, Jimin..”

Confused, Jimin leaned back. “W-What?”

Before you could say anything, you heard the opening sound of your apartment door and the voice that belonged to the person who supported you for the past three years.

“Jagiya, I’m home!”


A/N: Dun dun dun! Ahh, what have I done.. Please don’t hate me guys! It’s just.. I really like cliffhangers.. I hope you like it and let me know what you think about it!~ And thank you so much for all the support and love you’re showing this series! I really appreciate it! <3

the-party-and-the-after-party  asked:

What inspired you to create all these characters and the stories because I need to get on your level of creativity? 😂

hi bbbbbyyyyyy <3333

and omgggg idkkk i’ve always just enjoyed coming up with different characters in my head or making new sims in game and then going from there.

i sometimes get this question and i never really know how to respond to it cause i’m a pretty boring person. like i don’t watch tv and can barely keep up with any type of series on netflix and i feel like that’s usually how people get their inspo from these days or when creating new characters. i’ll read things here and there or see everyday things online that’ll catch my attention and sometimes i’ll incorporate that into what i’m doing i guess.

like i was just speaking to Babs (squsisihccycyy told you it’s Babs from now on and you will deal) this week about how i don’t compare myself to other people but only to myself. like i won’t look at someone else’s blog and go “wow, i wish i was doing that” or “i wonder how i can achieve something like that”. like it probably sounds silly but i’ll look at my past experiences and compare it to how i’ve grown from it as a person and i think that helps me with trying to remain consistent with everything. i’m always looking in my archives or going through my old tags to see how things have changed and i guess in a way that inspires me a little bit to be better than i was 2 or 3 months or even years ago. 

i’m always thinking about my chars and playing out different scenarios in my head and how they’d react to obstacles in their way or new people that may enter their life. i’m constantly in photoshop messing around with stuff to see how i can make my pictures look better because i get very bored of an editing style after a few weeks of doing it. 

i guess really i just take everything day by day like it’s why i always say i don’t really plan anything out anymore.. something can pop into my head and i’ll just roll with it after making sure it makes sense of course.

awkwardlyabstract  asked:

Hello! I am a long-time writer that's been working on a book series for several years now. I've finished with writing all the basic book details, but I am struggling with starting off my very first of the series. Do you have any advice on how I should go about getting past this huge writers block? Love your blog btw

This might sound ridiculous, but just start. It can be horrible. In fact, it *should* be horrible. First drafts usually are. If the first chapter is really a struggle for you, just write it like you’d explain it to me. Literally: 
“Okay so basically John and Raja are walking through the forest - oh and they’re both really hot. There’s a whole conversation that shows how they are friends and stuff, and the forest is like super pretty so definitely focus a bit on how nice it looks. Anyway, eventually they hear thunder and they run for shelter. That’s when they find the cave, just as the rain starts to pour down. While they wait for the rain to stop, they explore the cave a little bit, and then, at the end of chapter one, that’s when they find the entrance to Narnia-land-fantasy-place.” 

^That’s a worst case scenario, but even if you just write a paragraph to sum up the first chapter - you officially STARTED. And that’s amazing. The first draft is going to be rough. You’re going to make a million mistakes and at some point you’re going to probably cry and say the whole story is total crap and you want to delete it. That’s normal. 

The very best advice I have is to forgive yourself. Accept that it won’t be good and just start it anyway. At the end of the day, the most important thing is that you actually wrote something, even if it’s garbage. Editing will pull it together and shape it up. Plus, I promise it’s nowhere near as bad as you think. People put so much pressure on the opening of a book series, so it becomes a nightmare for a writer. Don’t worry if the first line is compelling enough or if the characters are likeable enough in the beginning. Just worry about writing down something. Once the first novel is complete, you’ve got plenty of time to fix it. 

Here are some other posts that might help: Getting Started, Start Writing Again, Writing a Beginning, and dealing with Writers Block

Anyways: CONGRATS ON MAKING THIS AWESOME FIRST STEP!!! 

 Let me know once you’ve really gotten started - I’d love to hear more :D 

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anonymous asked:

Do you think Vilde will redeem herself by the end of the season? I can't really see Skam ending with the girl squad breaking up, and I do love them, but at the same time if I was Sana's bff irl I would tell her to stay tf away from toxic snakes like Vilde. I really can't see any way for her to come back from this

seeeee this is why I am still in denial that the series is ending becausseeeee

I feel like we really really really need a Vilde season

I honestly feel like the only way we can understand, sympathise and relate to Vilde is if she has her own season which will redeem her and make us truly understand who she is and watch her grow into a wonderful human being. 

I’m not sure how they will be able to redeem her without her own season. 

Before Sana’s season I wouldn’t have been worried because Vilde seemed to have been slowly growing and learning….

but this season?

she seems more problematic and oblivious than ever

almost like they are setting her up for her own season

so

idk I have faith Julie wouldn’t end it without developing Vilde’s character enough that it will satisfy us buuuuut

i can’t help but feel like Vilde was meant to have her own season :/

kurisuumakise  asked:

Gotta send my girl Hiyori

omg ily. let’s go.

  • Why I like them: She’s so strong and open minded and smart and brave and loving and funny like WHAT IS NOT TO LOVE?
  • Why I don’t: GIRL NEEDS TO STUDY FOR HER EXAMS AND NOT WORRY HER PARENTS SO MUCH. Other than that she’s perfect.
  • Favorite episode (scene if movie): youmeanthehospitalarc  
  • Favorite season/movie: I love Hiyori later in the series because I think she looks at everything with such a fresh and level perspective. She’s really embraced the far shore as her own world and it really shows how much she’s grown.
  • Favorite line: I know this is basic, but I love “I will never forget you,” because it’s a lot more than a promise between her and Yato, but between her and this new world that she’s just been enraptured in. And that’s super cool. Idk sDGHsjdhg
  • Favorite outfit: I love Hiyoris outfits I can’t pick a favorite. All of them??
  • OTP: Yatori, obviously.
  • Favorite Friendship: Her and Yukine and Yato’s relationship. My beautiful trio. Melt my heart ;A; 
  • Headcanon: I’m so bad at this. Pass.
  • Unpopular opinion: Yatori isn’t my favorite ship in Noragami and that seems to be wildly rare in and of itself. 
  • A wish: THAT SHE AND YATO AND YUKINE FIND A WAY TO ALL BE TOGETHER FOREVER IDK
  • An oh-god-please-dont-ever-happen: Basically everything that happens in Now and Forever. *insert fuck_you_ina.png* 
  • 5 words to best describe them: loving, stubborn, patient, optimistic, strong
  • My nickname for them: daughter. just daughter.
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The snow was pretty heavy last weekend (New York) *o*
Here is a quick sketchy comic ♥

Taemin Han AU (JuminxMC After End)

Also – Jumin with his hair slicked back mmMMMmMM
Don’t ignore your child you lovebirds HAHAHA

i’m slightly jealous of other lit fandoms bc they have such nice aesthetics and everything is all pastel and nice and pretty ahh so soft and beautiful

then there’s the all for the game trilogy where the aesthetic is just. A fcugikng orange mess. see me reblogging mood boards of vodka, bruises, flip phones, lacrosse sticks, knives, gay pride flags and depression

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tv aesthetic → the office

I’m not superstitious, but… I am a little stitious.
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So this is an eternal farewell. Then we must speak the most pathetic language that we can think of. With thees and thous? That way we will never forget the pathos of this moment.

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Alice decides that FP Jones should be the first to know of her engagement to Hal Cooper, despite how she’d recently distanced herself from all things Southside. What she’d once had with FP was a relationship built on a lust and convenience, but Alice can see the hurt in his eyes when she shares her news.

“Is there nothing you have to say?”

“Snakes don’t shed their skin so easily.”

I want Japanese food…..ple a se……

anonymous asked:

This is really random so feel free to not answer this but do you have any good anime recommendations?

Sorry, there are no good animes