i really need to watch the immortals

Far too young to die

Request by @mr-robot-x : How would Jeff react when the reader dies in the accident instead of him. Clay and Justin support him.

A/N: I really enjoyed writing this, i listened to soooo many sad songs while writing this and idek how many times i watched my baby Jeff’s death scene and cried. Two of my friends read this and they cried. WE NEED TO PROTECT MY BABY, HE IS TOO PURE FOR THIS CRUEL WORLD

PLAYLIST

  • Saturn - Sleeping at last
  • If I die young - The band perry (iconic song in my opinion)
  • My immortal - Evanescence
  • People help the people - Birdy
  • Moments - One Direction 
  • The whole playlist for 13rw


Jeff’s POV

It was never supposed to happen this way. It should have been me! If that stupid stop sign wasn’t down and if I wasn’t drunk maybe things wouldn’t have ended this way.

*flashback* Y/N POV

As you got ready for the first party of the year, settling on a black romper and flats, you get a text from Jeff.

”be there by 20:30 x”

As you finished doing your hair, you heard your parents and who you presumed to be Jeff. As you walked into the kitchen it was as if he could sense your presence because he turned to you and flashed you a smile that was reserved only for you. You stood next to him and he wrapped his arm around your waist and pressed a loving kiss on your forehead. The drive to Jessica’s house was in a comfortable silence, with you humming to the tune of whatever song was on the radio and Jeff focusing on the road and having his hand resting on your leg.

You both stayed together for the duration of the party, as usual. You decided it was best that you not drink seeing that Jeff decided to play beer pong and someone will have to be the designated driver. You saw Clay and Hannah together and it looked like things were going well. Anyone could see that they liked each other if you paid enough attention. It seemed like the two were just waiting for the other to make the first move. Jeff was really doing a good deed by helping Clay, and from what you’ve heard, Hannah deserves happiness after everything the people at this school has put her through.

It was getting late, so you decided it be best that you and Jeff leave before he gets too drunk, knowing that he will regret it tomorrow morning. As you drove, Jeff filled the silence, “We should go for breakfast tomorrow”, he spoke. You smiled at him, “How about lunch? I don’t think your hangover is going to let you leave bed before 10″, you looked at him and laughed. But you were cut short by the sound of screeching tyres and crash, and everything suddenly went black.

You could hear a voice scream your name, no wait two voices. “y/n wake up, baby please just move, open your eyes. Do something so i know you’re okay please.” Jeff. “Jeff we have to get you out!” said the second voice. “NO! She needs to be okay Clay!” Clay, it’s Clay. You tried, you really tried to move but it was like you were stuck in cement. You wanted to just wrap your arms around Jeff and tell him that everything was going to be okay. That’s when you heard the sirens, the ambulance, Jeff still calling out your name. It pained you to hear him call and you not being able to do anything. It all sounded so distant, it sounded like it was happening miles away from the place you were. But what you heard next didn’t feel distant, it felt like it was being screamed into your ear. “Driver, female, late teens, time of death: 00:26.″

*present* Jeff’s POV

It’s been three days. Three days since I lost her. As I walk into school, everyone looks at me with sympathy and there’s road safety posters plastered everywhere. Are you fucking kidding me? “follow the rules of the road”, “road safety isn’t a joke.” Maybe if the fucking stop sign was up she would still be here. 

“Jeff, wait up”

“Clay, uh-hi”

“I’m not gonna ask how you’re holding up, but you’re my friend and I need to know if you’re gonna be okay at school.”

“I don’t know anymore, there was this part of me hoping she would be there waiting at my locker like she usually does, standing there with open arms ready to tell me it was all a nightmare and that she wouldn’t leave me.”

“Hey listen, everything becomes too much, just tell me and we can put our lessons on hold.”

“No, no don’t do that. She believed in me Clay, she always believed I would would get my grades up and play again and I can at least do that for her.”

“Jeff you know I’m always gonna be here okay? Just don’t do anything you’ll regret, just talk to me okay?”

“yeah thanks Clay”

*2 months later*

She would be proud, y/n would be proud. I got my grades up and coach is going to let me play again. I just wish she was her to see this. “And now stepping up to the plate, Liberty High’s golden boy has returned, Jeff Atkins!”

As I walked onto the field I felt like everything was coming together. I took my position, ready to use all my built up anger and frustration and hit the ball. That’s when I heard it, I looked into the crowd to see where that voice came from but no one was there. I shook it off and got into position again, then there she was, the biggest smile and cheering me on from “her spot” in the crowd and i froze, the bat falling to my feet as i stood there staring at the place she would always stand during my games.

“Jeff! hey man what happened? you good?” someone said as they placed their hand on my shoulder, forcing me to move my gaze from the crowd. “She was there, I heard her voice and I thought I saw her Justin.” “Jeff she’s not there, I’m sorry.” “She was always at my games, she wouldn’t miss any of them. She was my lucky charm.” “Jeff there’s something you need to know about the night of the accident. I-uh Hannah said something after she died, but I can’t say anything. Sheri is the only one who can tell you what really happened that night….”


TAGS: @mr-robot-x @fandoms-allovertheplace @beckybadgirl @loisfrost @homicidal-lemon @interstellarirwin @lowkeyprincipessa @mouray7

Alexander Hamilton/John Laurens FicRec:D

Multi-Chapter

Sons of Liberty by fihli
ok this is so funny and hilarious, but also very angsty. lots of hamilsquad and also super Gay, ft. George Washingdad. Status: On-going.

Revolutionary Fuckboys by Cur_Non
my absolute favorite historical!lams fanfic set in modern times. it’s humorous and also super sweet. the latest update killed me (ch. 30)
Status: On-going

the wicked oppressing now cease from distressing by justkatherinetheokay
very sweet but angsty, ft. Henry asshole Laurens. warnings: mentions of suicide and depression, homophobic language.
Status: Complete

Keep the Faith by thelittlelion
super angsty but also pure. warnings: alcoholism, mentions of suicide and depression.
Status: Complete

Leve un verre a la liberte by sunken_ships
super pure and fluffy. only has one chapter, but is absolutely adorable.
Status: Possibly On-Going idk

cornerstone by rosenburg
THIS IS SuCH a GOOD FIC oMH. very angsty ft. lots of smut and also John speaking Spanish (and calling Alex querida to which I died a little on the inside) Status: On-Going

Rise Up by ohNooOOOOoo
a fic rec is not complete w/out rise up. a fan-favorite, includes a sad Alex and a sad-for-Alex-John. ALSO PROTECTIVE HAMILSQUAD AF. John likes to fight, which is super accurate in all ways. warnings: mentions of rape and abuse, anxiety.
Status: Complete, but more to come?? idk but thinking about it ending is sad

briser son coeur by Wickedlovely01
sick fic!! angst!! death to me!!
Status: On-going

build a city built on me by lcfayctte
ballet AU ft. John being protective over Alex’s tender little ankles it’s so pure
Status: On-going

Outrun/Outlast by Spineless                                                                     Alexander is shot by a bullet meant for Washington everyone watch Laurens freak. Status: On-going

Telling the Story of Tonight by HistoricalTears
ITS A TITANIC AU!!!!!! i didn’t know I needed this but I’m so glad I do
Status: On-going?? maybe?? i hope??

Temporary Immortal by korasami
Laurens dies but he goes as a ghost to Alex’s house and grows affectionate to Eliza. He’s basically watching Alex’s life fall apart without him lowkey tho it good
Status: On-going I hope

Year of the Lion by babybirdi
this reminds me a lot of Rise Up so if you’re a fan of RU you should read this !! warnings: mentions of suicide, referenced self harm, and panic attacks. Status: On-going

Series
Hamilton Has His Eyes on You (hhhey) by mihaly
this is a really cool series AND it’s a college AU which is always cute. also John calls Alex baby girl a lot so that’s a bonus
Status: On-Going

hook, line and this won’t sink us by rosenburg
super smutty but also super good and pure. John tries to make Alex feel good about his body and it is great.
Status: On-Going

You knock me out, I come undone by nanaanon
also super smutty + more of John calling Alex baby girl Good God my knees are weak
Status: On-going

you like to captain a capsized ship by audenrain
very very smutty, Dom/sub undertones and a daddy kink. what could be better
Status: On-going

One-Shots
Drunk Enough to Dance by ossapher
lots of gay trio, ft. protective!john and a bar fight. also princess carrying !!!!
Status: Complete

A Matter of Trust by ossapher
happens right before John is like imma fight Lee. Alex is angsty about it, and also Lockey freaking out BC John asked him to be his second. first kisses!!!
Status: Complete

Equal Opposite Reaction by alexanderhammyton
super gay!!! also the Gay Trio it’s really good
Status: Complete

Va at faire escular by sunken_ships                                                                   y'all this is so funny. Alex attacks Lafayette BC he looks like Jefferson and John calms him down, read if u want a break from the angst it’s so cute. Status: Complete

visit philadelphia by screamlet
this is Pure and cute. Alex gets the news that Laurens has been captured broken to him by none other than the General, and then proceeds to ride to Philadelphia to see his boy
Status: Complete

Evoking Spirits by mihaly
Reincarnation AU that is Pure and very sweet
Status: Complete

if anyone has anymore feel free to message me and i can add them on!! and if i made any mistakes pls let me know!! also, if any of the authors want me to take any of their works down please let me know:)) thank you all for reading, also i just reread my series recs and why am i such a sinner they are all smut

Don’t think about Immortal!Baz and don’t think about Simon eventually realising it. Don’t think about Simon trying to make every day with Baz amazing because he already thinks he isn’t enough for Baz, neither being a magician nor the chosen one, y'know. And then, Simon’s dying eventually. Baz sits on the bed next to him, eyes swollen and red with tears. If he thought his years at Watford were torture, oh was he naïve. Because watching Simon slowly gliding away into death is so painful he almost can’t take it. But then Simon speaks. It’s barely audible, not more than a breath really, but Baz is a godforsaken vampire. Nevertheless, he needs a couple of seconds to process what Simon said. “What?”
“I asked if it was enough. This life. I mean, I know that you’re, like immortal and stuff, but I wanted to make this lifetime with me… extraordinary. I know I was a terrible boyfriend and I apologise for it. But I tried Baz. Oh I tried.” He blushes a bit and Baz feels his heart swell with the love it holds for Simon Snow. Tears prickle in his eyes again, although he just stopped crying.
“Simon. Listen to me.”
His eyes flicker up to meet grey ones and all Baz can think is ‘they are still so blue’.
“Listen. Do you know what I thought when we stood there in the forest, fire all around us? I thought 'maybe I’ll kiss him now. And then I’ll send him flying.’ I thought about how I could spell you away without hurting you. That was my last wish before dying. You. You were always my biggest weakness. And oh, you have absolutely no idea, how it felt to hold you in my arms, finally, to be with you, to hear you saying my name like it’s a miracle you don’t understand but are totally impressed by. So don’t you think for one second that this isn’t enough for me. Watching you sleep from across the room was enough for me once. I don’t know how to go on without you. Simon.”
Baz chokes out a small sob after that and closes his eyes, unable to keep talking.
After a second, he feels warm arms wandering around his body, hands resting on his back. He slumpes forwards, onto Simons chest. They lay like this for some time. Baz couldn’t say how long, he’s lost every track of time.
At some point he notices Simon whispering something. As he listenes closer, he realises 4 words. Over and over. He whisperes them restlessly, with so much affection in his voice it seems unreal. Baz would never forget the look on his face. He wants to close his eyes but he can’t, staring into blue eyes until Simons breathing slows down, his whispers become faded and at some point, his chest stills. Single tears fall down onto the bed and Baz sobs quietly. He’d never forget the words, whispered to him in the dark of the night. Simon Snows last words.

I love you Baz.

Don’t.think.about.it.

How about a reversed AU where Mikleo has to give up his immortality to save Sorey instead of Sorey becoming a seraph. His hair turns brown (like his mom) and its sad but cute cause they’re gonna grow old together. Then Mikleo’s like OMG my stomach hurts what’s wrong with me I’m dying! And Sorey’s like…have you eaten anything? Wait, it hurts? I thought your stomach just made noises when you needed to eat. And he’s really kinda mad because now he has to sleep for 1/3 of the day and he can’t stay up all night reading and watching over Sorey like he used to. Mikleo learning to be a grumpy lil human.

Of ghouls, vampires and other monsters- AUs

“I accidentally bit you and I’m so sorry are you okay? Though you’re kinda tasty tbh" -au 

 "You just saw me in my true form and it turns out you’re the really well known journalist please keep this a secret I swear I’ll do anything!“ -au 

 "We’re both immortal beings and living forever is the fucking worst you feel me bro.” -au 

“I got lost in the woods and found this mansion where you live alone and it seems so lonely so I’ll come again even if you tell me to stay away, wait are those fangs?” -au 

“I’m not human and I need a place to hide so I snuck into your basement and it’s actually kind of cosy here so I won’t leave for a while.” -au 

 "You have watched too much movies and no, I don’t sparkle in the sun.“ -au 

"Your blood tastes really good and I really just want one tiny little sip but you refuse every time fml” -au 

“I need inspiration for a novel and I just found the perfect material so please stop running away I only want to touch your fangs I swear *cough*” -au 

“You’re really hot and keep asking me over for cake and I really wanted to go so here but actually I can’t eat human food and I there’s no way I can tell you these brownies taste like concrete” -au 

“I’m a succubus that accidentally made you fall head over heels with me and make it stop, or not because hot damn.” -au 

“I’m a monster that looks really scary and people run away when they see me even though I only want friends, but you stayed.” -au 

“You may be a man-eating monster but I’m in a really bad mood today and if you even breathe in my direction I will smash your pretty face with my metal bat.” -au 

“I sort of turned you into a vampire and now I feel kinda bad so I’ll make it up to you, somehow.” -au 

Angst edition 

“If I’m seen by a human I’ll disappear but I once passed your room and heard you crying, so I tried talking to you and the more we talk the more I realize I’m falling in love with you.” -au 

“I’m a monster that crave human flesh and right now I’m at the edge of starvation so please don’t come closer, I don’t want to hurt you.” -au 

“There’s no way to turn a human into an immortal and all I ever wanted was to grow old with you but that’s impossible for me.” -au 

“You’re a person that can see beings like me but on your 18th birthday you’ll loose your power and there’s only one month left.” -au

Running out of Time

Me when talking to a friend about Caliborn and LE

“I love Lord English, aesthetically and what we did see him do
I hate him in regards to Caliborn though
But I can appreciate the similarities where there are
This is who he wanted to be
The biggest, toughest, smartest guy in the room who gets all the ladies
He actually matures, leading the Felt gang and even becomes a master story teller!
(I personally head canon that LE is the one who opens and draws all the curtains) and in canon, LE is responsible for every villain and all major events!
In his bones he is Caliborn, but yet he lost his touch. I feel like if we just saw LE twice as much it would have been great.

God, it’s the Homestuck syndrome. Not enough time”

So here is how we fix it

1. Have Aradia show us a timeline where Lord English wrecks everything.
“A single demon killed our entire session. He effortlessly decimated the Battlefield, killing both Kings in a matter of minutes.”


We see an animation of him pimp slapping the Black King.
Equius punches him and LE catches his fist with his palm, unfazed. He shrugs off blasts from Ahab’s Crosshairs. We see his menacing glare.

The Felt fuck up Aradia and all of her copies
Gamzee gets shot up, just like with Caliborn

2. Take the static from the kid’s Scratch (where the trolls couldn’t see anymore) and make it rainbow.

Have Dave feel something leading up to the Scratch
“I don’t know what the fuck is going on, but it’s really bad. We need to do this thing and NOW”

3. Make this happen in canon:
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=D1RRzyErcmc

4. Give a Paradox Space comic from his perspective.
You are now the immortal time demon

Show him exploring a bit, being a gangster with the Felt, playing pool, drawing manga, etc.
He chills in Felt Manor until he opens the front door, flashes his grin, shows his menacing visage , takes off his swanky gangster hat and says “Time to get to work”

And that is how we improve Lord English

This is a message to all parents, or any other MCR hater out there who has said this. This makes me pretty mad for many reasons.

If you would listen with your ears and not your eyes you would realise that this is far from the truth. Whenever i’m feeling bad about myself I actually listen to MCR to make me feel better. If anything MCR saves people from this.

If you gave them a chance instead of straight out judging them from their tattoos, black clothing, and dyed hair, you’d hear inspirational lyrics. Here are just a few examples.

  • “I’m the kind of human wreckage that you love.”
  • “Ain’t nobody gonna get the best of me.”
  • “I won’t explain or say I’m sorry. I’m unashamed, I’m gonna show my scar, give a cheer.”
  • “I’m who I’ve got to be.”
  • “So go on, live your life.”
  • “Sing it from the heart.”
  • “Sing it like the kids that are mean to you.”
  • “Stand up fucking tall, don’t let them see your back.”
  • “Don’t believe what they say.”
  • “Raise your voice every single time they try and shut your mouth.”
  • “Sing it out for the ones that’ll hate your guts.”
  • “Take a look at me, ‘cause I cannot care at all.”
  • “The aftermath is secondary.”
  • “Well, I choose the life I’m taking, never mind the friends I’m making.”
  • “We don’t care about the message or the rules they make.”
  • “You’re not in this alone.”
  • “All the broken, listen here, because it’s who we are.”
  • “Someone out there loves you after all.”
  • “We are young and we don’t care.”
  • “You’re never all alone.”
  • “If you look in the mirror and don’t like what you see, you can find out firsthand what it’s like to be me.”
  • “Take my fucking hand and never be afraid again.”
  • “This ain’t a room full of suicides. We’re believers.”
  • “We are the kids from yesterday.“
  • “Do or die, you’ll never make me, because the world will never take my heart. Go and try; you’ll never break me.”
  • “Ain’t nobody gonna take my life.”
  • “On and on we carry through the fears, and disappointed faces of your peers.”
  • “We can live forever if you’ve got the time.”
  • “Hold on tight and don’t look back.”
  • “Keep running.”
  • “This hole you put me in wasn’t deep enough and I’m climbing out right now.”
  • “You’ll never take me alive, you’ll never get me alive. Do what it takes to survive and I’m still here.”
  • “And through it all, we’ll find some other way to carry on.”
  • “The future is bulletproof.”
  • “I’ve got a bulletproof heart.”
  • “We all carry on, when our brother in arms are gone.”
  • “I am not afraid to keep on living. I am not afraid to walk this world alone.”
  • “If we can’t find where we belong, we’ll have to make it on our own, face all the pain and take it on.”

And some quotes from the Gerard, Frank, Mikey, and Ray themselves.

"Hey, girls, you’re beautiful. Don’t let anyone tell you you’re not good enough. You’re good enough, you are too good. Love your family with all your heart and listen to it. You are gorgeous. It doesn’t matter what you look like on the outside, as long as you’re a good person, as long as you respect others. I know it’s been told hundreds of times before, but it’s true.”
-Gerard Way

“If for one minute you think you’re better than a sixteen year old girl in a Green Day t-shirt, you are sorely mistaken. Remember the first time you went to a show and saw your favorite band. You wore their shirt, and sang every word. You didn’t know anything about scene politics, haircuts, or what was cool. All you knew was that this music made you feel different from anyone you shared a locker with. Someone finally understood you. This is what music is about.”
-Gerard Way

“Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary.”
-Gerard Way

“Be yourself, don’t take anyone’s crap, and never let them take you alive.”
-Gerard Way

“One day your life will flash before your eyes. Make sure it’s worth watching.”
-Gerard Way

“Nothing is worth hurting yourself over. Nothing is worth taking your life over. Suicide is a serious thing. And if you know anyone who is suicidal, you need to get them help. No one should be in pain. Everyone should love themselves. Like I love you all.”
-Gerard Way

“Never forget how beautiful you are.”
-Gerard Way

“No matter how ugly the world gets or how stupid it shows me it is, I always have faith.”
-Gerard Way

“Oh how wrong we were to think immortality meant never dying.”
-Gerard Way

“There are really so many people trying to get control over you on a daily basis and steal your soul in some way, take a part of you…”
-Gerard Way

“In those perfect moments you find beauty you never knew existed. You find yourself and you friends all over again, you find something to fight for, something to love. Something to show the world.”
-Gerard Way

“I’ve gotta see the world. I’ve gotta make a difference.”
-Gerard Way

“It erases everything I hate about myself. Nothing can hurt me. I feel completely invincible. I feel like we’re capable of anything. There’s no stopping us.”
-Gerard Way

“Being happy doesn’t mean that everything is perfect. It means that you’ve decided to look beyond the imperfections.”
-Gerard Way

“Tears are words the heart can’t express.”
-Gerard Way

“I feel like there’s so many people out there who have the kids in the palm of their hand listening, but there are so few people saying something.”
-Gerard Way

“Even if you stop believing in us, we’ll never stop believing in you.”
-Gerard Way

“There was a moment in my life when I really wanted to kill myself. And there was one other moment when I was close to that. But even in my most jaded times, I had some hope.”
-Gerard Way

“You should never want to hurt yourself. You should love yourself. Sometimes you have to kind of die inside in order to rise from your own ashes and believe in yourself and love yourself to become a new person. We are all becoming what we want to become.”
-Gerard Way

“All your quirks, all your problems, even your depressions and failures, that’s what makes you, you.”
-Gerard Way

“You are better than that.”
-Gerard Way

“We’re just as screwed up as you.”
-Gerard Way

“All we ever wanna do is inspire somebody to be who they wanna be and to give them a little bit of hope.”
-Gerard Way

“Human nature at times is unfortunately very ugly and I learned the world can be a very ugly place. For as much beauty there is, there’s just as much brutality and violence and ugliness.”
-Gerard Way

“I learned to see beauty in everything and ugliness in everything. I developed a very honest perspective.”
-Gerard Way

“If you’re ever in a dark place, don’t resort to violence. Talk to someone; whether it be a therapist, teacher, parent, or just someone you can trust. We all have our dark places and it’s important that you get help.”
-Gerard Way

“Homophobia is gay.”
-Frank Iero

“If you don’t listen, you’re never gonna learn.”
-Frank Iero

“Just do what you do best.”
-Frank Iero

“I think that we’re here for a reason.”
-Frank Iero

“You’ll never be normal because nobody is normal.”
-Frank Iero

“We embody the power of fighting against adversity.”
-Frank Iero

“We don’t need any more sadness.”
-Frank Iero

“It could be anything, give a homeless guy a sandwich, help an old lady across the street, like anything to make this world a better place. If everybody just did one good thing for another person like a selfless good deed just think about how much a better place this would be.”
-Frank Iero

“We just have to have common decency and respect for our fellow man that’s really what it comes down to, to treat people the way you would want to be treated and to really take care of our world and our scene because if we don’t give a crap about it, nobody else will.”
-Frank Iero

“Knowing that the soapboxes that you stand on hopefully give good advice to kids, maybe that soapbox is paid for by a major corporation that’s maybe doing some terrible things, but maybe you can get up there and change the system from within the system.”
-Frank Iero

“People never cease to amaze us.”
-Frank Iero

“Every time somebody ever told you that you weren’t gonna amount to anything, you know, that’s your time to shine, you know? You can show everybody and prove to yourself what you’re doing is real and that it counts and that it makes a difference.”
-Frank Iero

“We are a generation told not to try too hard. The world is going to crap so why break a sweat? We are reminded daily not to trust our gut or follow our hearts, your dreams are unattainable and unrealistic. Fear is the eternal enemy. If they can keep you scared, they can keep you controlled. We are here as a reminder that the world is not better off without you. There are dangerous days that we live in, and you, the artists are our best defense. Art is the weapon. Your imagination is the ammunition. Stay dirty and stay dangerous. Create and destroy as you see fit. Embrace your originality; the aftermath is secondary. You can and should do anything. Love what you do and who you truly are.”
-Frank Iero

“Sometimes the good guys win.”
-Mikey Way

“Regret is a sign of weakness.”
-Mikey Way


“Don’t do anything to try to fit in.”
-Mikey Way

“Everybody wanted to hate us, but we always had in our mind that we wanted to transcend this. We wanted to change the world.”
-Mikey Way

“It’s great when you can impact someone like that. It’s our mission.”
-Mikey Way

“Everyone wants something real, something that was created to invoke a positive feeling.”
-Mikey Way

“Everybody should be able to listen to the kind of music they want.”
-Ray Toro

“Everybody goes through rough things in their lives, us included. The best advice we can give is to never give up, and always believe in yourself because when you do that, anything is possible.”
-Ray Toro

“I think that the music we create together is one of a kind.”
-Ray Toro

“When you doubt yourself you create something better.”
-Ray Toro

“We had the benefit of time. We felt we couldn’t rush great things, these things needed time. With that time it really allows you to dig deep into yourself and really put out the best that you can be.”
-Ray Toro

“Be creative. Use your voice, your community.”
-Ray Toro

“Always believe in yourself.”
-Ray Toro

“Just put your heart into it.”
-Ray Toro

“Art is doing something you really believe in.”
-Ray Toro

“Be good to your friends.”
-Ray Toro

“Art is the only weapon.”
-Ray Toro

Still sound so bad? I don’t know about you but, compared to lyrics about drugs and sex and girls having “perfect bodies” I’d take the stuff about being good to yourself any day.

if Simon lived with Magnus pt. 2 (bc i am never done)
  • Magnus never cooks. Never. And Simon gets tired of watching him eat Panda Express so he cooks dinner. Magnus is really impressed but he refuses to admit that it’s better than Panda Express. 
    • “It’s so healthy,” Magnus says when Simon puts the salad down on the table, “I’m immortal. I don’t need to eat healthy.”
  • After a month or two Magnus starts to become kind of…paternal toward Simon? He makes sure he’s getting all the blood he needs and he makes sure Simon sleeps at night (sometimes he just doesnt??? it’s so infuriating to Magnus because he’ll wake up and find Simon on the couch and he just?? never went to sleep???) 
  • Alec is glad that Simon has a place to stay and he thinks it’s really thoughtful of Magnus to keep him there but it’s cutting into their sexy time. 
    • “How are we supposed to have sex if Simon is here? He’s my little sister’s boyfriend? He’s a hopeless virgin who doesn’t even know how sex works”
    • “How do you know he’s a virgin?” Magnus replies instantly. “He and Isabelle could’ve–”
    • “Magnus oh my god”  (this one is from raphaelsantiagosavedhimself thank u bae)
  • Sometimes Simon tries human food again. It never works out well and he always ends up puking for hours on end and Magnus doesn’t understand why he keeps trying it but then he remembers Raphael sprinting through the cemetery and burning himself with the cross and he gets it so he sits on the bathroom floor with Simon and tells him stories about his misadventures until the food is out of his system

fantasticmojo47  asked:

WAS IT [CURSED CHILD] GOOD?

*SPOILERS SPOILERS SPOILERS*

ok this could be long but I wanna give my impressions!!

so, I read spoilers of the play before I read the book, and I thought it sounded horrible. like realllly horrible. I don’t like time travel stories and especially thought I wouldn’t like this one since I heard they were doing a storyline with alternate realities. it sounded like bad fan fiction and it seemed to me like it would invalidate the original stories. so I was definitely going into it with low expectations….

but okay after reading it: yeah, I thought some parts were really hokey and strange, and didn’t make sense character-wise, etc. but I also loved it way more than I thought I would, and I so thoroughly enjoyed the ending that it made all the not-so-good parts of the play worth getting through, if only to revel in the last act. (I really loved it)

ok so stuff I didn’t like:

• “SCORPION KING” bleggghhchh no. gross. I hate it
• actually the whole part where Scorpius is in the Voldemort-ruled world. the “blood ball”, “for Voldemort and valor”, “Voldemort day”, was all so cheesy and upsetting to think how different it was from the wizarding world we know
• it was really weird how in Voldemort world, Snape, Ron and Hermione accepted Scorpius’ story so quickly and were so willing to die for his cause like 5 minutes after they met him? 
• something about Snape’s whole characterization seemed really off to me.. 
• I refuse to believe that good, pure, humble Cedric Diggory would become a Death Eater just because he got humiliated in a competition
• this probably seems less insane when you’re actually watching the play rather than reading it, but Albus… DON’T MAKE OUT WITH YOUR AUNT. EW. 
• the trolley witch is like an immortal demon monster who doesn’t know her own name or something?? what the hell?? the most confusing scene ever?
• maybe the biggest thing I didn’t like was just how so much /happened/ throughout the play. I didn’t need a whole epic adventure story, because there was no way it could live up to the epic adventure story that the books laid out for Harry. the time travel messed with the original storyline and I wish it had been less all over the place plot-wise and more focused on character relationships and just the joy of bringing us back into that world.

and now the stuff I liked:

• Hermione as minister of magic hell yesssss
• Hermione and Ron’s relationship was so sweet and cute and funny and matured so naturally from the books. and I really liked how their relationship was underlined in every “alternate reality” we visited. it showed how they compliment each other so well and need each other in so many ways. “Ron, I love you and I always have.” “…What?”. and them talking about the life they could have had together right before the dementors attack them!! i loved that and was really moved by it even though I didn’t like that Voldemort world storyline
• Harry’s characterization seemed so on point to me. he’s still the same sarcastic kid with the weight of the world on his shoulders, and I love that his arc is rooted in his inability to connect with his son- focusing on that flawed side of him and not romanticizing his greatness was a really cool choice 
• Scorpius is so sweet and earnest 
• the fate of the wizarding world hinges on Neville Longbottom
• Draco envied Harry, Ron, and Hermione’s friendship and says they “shone”
• the last act. I LOVED the last act. I liked the way Albus and Scorpius send a message through time to Harry with the blanket, it was very doctor who, in the best way. i loved seeing Draco, Ginny, Harry, Ron and Hermione all team up together. i loved seeing James and Lily happily taking little Harry on walks in a pram. and then, I thought it was just such a compelling way to set everything up, having Delphi’s motivation to be to go back in time not to kill harry, but to stop voldemort from trying to kill harry so that he would grow more powerful and never enact the prophecy. and, okay, my favorite part of the whole play was the scene where Harry has to watch his own parents die to save him. i loved seeing him lean on his family and his friends, but still feel the weight of his suffering so intensely. because we, as the audience, are so familiar with that plot line of Lily and James’ sacrifice, but to see it from this different angle, and to know that, the whole time, future Harry was there watching Voldemort try to kill baby Harry, was really compelling and REALLY heartbreaking. and Hagrid’s speech to baby Harry!!! i cried a whole lot.

I’m sure i have more to say but those are just my initial impressions. i really loved it, you guys.
send me your thoughts if you’ve read it, i’d love to read them & discuss!!!

And JoMo’s trying to convince us that TO is aiming to attract a more mature audience than TVD? Yeah, I’ll just laugh at the sheer idiocy of it all. Considering TO is a spinoff of TVD. I’m pretty sure Caroline Forbes is more mature, fiercely loyal, strong, determined, passionate, calculating yet realistic than both Cami and Hayley. I mean, seriously. Think about it. Season 1 of TVD compared to Season 1 of TO. The vampires of TVD were meaner, nastier, more brutal and unforgiving, and there was nothing to hold back the wrath of Damon Salvatore or Katherine Pierce. But every episode of TO someone’s trying to put down the big bad original hybrid Klaus and succeeding seemingly effortlessly? Stefan had a much better chance of reigning Damon in, even though Stefan was chowing down on bunnies, than Elijah has on Klaus. Actually Elijah’s been on Team traitor Rebekah for a while now. At least the Salvatore brothers stick together. Even human Caroline was bitchy and badass. That girl was fierce and unforgiving. Cami doesn’t even come close. Oh because Cami has a psych degree and Klaus is in desperate need to therapy, supposed to mean that they fit? No way in hell. TO is a bad imitation of TVD, with immortals instead. The stakes are higher, I get that. But on TVD the originals had power. They were feared. They were legendary. On TO, everybody is somebody and the originals just don’t seem as great as they should. I mean, I’ve been watching TVD since its inception and I’m 21. So that’s the audience? Teens and 20 year olds. Maybe even 30 year olds. Widen the demographic further than that? How? This isn’t True Blood or Game of Thrones. It’s on the CW. JoMo just needs to stop. Seriously.

Deputy Jordan Parrish “There has to be something.”

He had his eyes squeezed and his fingers curled to form fists. You had never seen him like this, this tensed, this focussed, this worried.
“Jordan?” You placed a hand on his shoulder and he shook up, for a moment not really knowing where he was. “Are you alright?” You stared at him and for a moment his eyes met yours.
You already saw how his lips were curling themselves up into a shy smile, but you crossed your arms over your chest. “And don’t tell me that you are, because I love you too much to believe that.” You paused for a moment and saw how he bent his head, his fingers nervously ticking on the table.
“There has to be something wrong with me.” He eventually looked up and you raised your eyebrows, shaking your head.
“What are you talking about?” You sat down in the chair next to him and placed your hand on his.
“I’m a supernatural something, right?” He waited until you nodded and his hand grabbed a piece of paper and a pencil. “I burned to dead, but survived, right?” He stared at you again and you nodded again.
It was still hard to believe that your Jordan was something supernatural, but both you and Jordan had seen more than enough in the last couple of months to not believe that he was.
“But there has to be more…” He looked at you again and you shook your head.
“Like what?” You felt how his hands grabbed yours.
“Lydia can hear things no-one else hears. I just saw how Peter Hale put his claws into a young girl to watch her memories. Meredith Walker knew if someone was dead or not.”
He paused for a short second and you slowly nodded, getting what he was trying to say. “Why didn’t I ever notice that there was something different with me?” He looked around and you felt how his fingers rubbed your hands. “How is it possible that I never knew I was supernatural until now?” He looked up at you and you shrugged your shoulders, feeling how his hands squeezed yours.
“Maybe we’ll know that as soon as we find out what you are?” You stuttered a little bit and you started to blush, already knowing that this wasn’t what he wanted to hear.
“What if we’ll never find out what I am?” He cocked his head and you sighed.
“Maybe we don’t need to find out what you are. I mean, for me it doesn’t really matter.” You swallow and his hands let yours go.
“What if someone tries to kill me again? Or worse, you? There has to be something I can do to protect myself, to protect you.” He stood up from his chair and started to walk through the living room.
“What if you don’t need to protect yourself?” You stood up from your chair too and wrapped your arms around his body, pressing your chest against his back. “What if you’re not just immune to fire?” You whispered, your lips pressing against his neck. “What if you’re immortal?” You sighed and watched how Jordan turned around, his hand playing with your hair.
“In that case I hope we’ll never find out…” He pressed his lips on yours and you kissed him back.
“I do hope you’ll get older though.” You smiled and he smiled back at you. “Not that I look like an ugly old granny, while you’re still your beautiful young self.” You smiled brighter and Jordan shook his head before kissing you again.
“To me you’ll always be beautiful.”

Camila’s headcanon time:

I’ve read so many Jack Frost analysis here on Tumblr, and all of them agreed with one thing: Psychologically-speaking, very few people would’ve have survived the isolation he suffered. I mean, to stay sane and intact after all this time, which he did.
Well, this is when my headcanon comes:
Let’s consider that ROTG was set in the year of 2012 (the year the movie was released). It’s clear, in the movie, that it’s been 300 years since Jack was brought back to life as Jack Frost by the Man in the Moon, so that happened in 1712. So the time he spent all alone was from 1712 till 2012.

My headcanon is: What if Jack’s first believer wasn’t Jamie afterall? What if, let’s say, after 100 years since he was brought back to life, a little girl who shut the world out because of her powers was able to see him? Yep, I’m talking about Elsa.
Many could be the reasons why Elsa believed in him, but my favorite one is that she liked to read about the myth that was Jack Frost because it made her feel better to know about this boy who had the same powers as hers, it also made her feel not so alone. Without even realizing it, she ended up believing that he was real because God, she wanted for him to be real so much! Just imagine you as a kid, spending all of your time locked in your room, and then there’s this book about this character who shares the same problems as you. You would want them to be real so much, you need them to be real.
I think that Jack would be really mad with the decision that Elsa’s parents took about her powers, and he would try his best to bring happiness to this girl, even if it’s a little. He would have been her only friend, and Elsa his.

Well, I ship them so I like the idea of them falling in love later (and by later I mean after Frozen), and I think it’d have been really cute :3
Unfortunately, Elsa is not immortal like him, so here’s the sad part:
He watched her die (she wouldn’t even die old because it was the 1800’s and the life expectancy is 40-45 years old, I think “/). And that’s my excuse for Jack never even mentioning her in ROTG, because it’s just too painful for him. He never talks about her to anybody. He met Elsa when she was a little girl, 6 years old maybe, she was his first believer, she became his best friend, then later he fell in love with her and she with him, but then…he watched her die. It’s just extremely sad and painful, it’s completely understandable for him to never mention her to anyone.