i really miss zayn in these

cobwebsayings  asked:

honestly can you just recommend your favorite masterposts if that's not too much trouble? thANK YOU ILYSM XX

Hi!!!! This was such a nice ask to answer because being buried in Ziam masterposts is exactly the kind of way I like to spend my time. So thanks for sending it!

This is by no means an exhaustive list (there are so many excellent masterposts I missed, I just know it 😭) and I included some of my other faves in recent Ziam asks. But if I don’t post this now, I’ll just keep messing with it for another month, SO ANYWAY SHUT UP ELLE HERE WE GO:  

Some Ziam family masterposts because I love them:

All I’ll say is buckle up for this one because it’s fucking WILD

Matching Ziam

Who really is Zayn’s girlfriend? (this one is so fun)

Zayn’s unrequited love tweets 

Poor Niall with the four of you (this has both Ziam and Larry)

Masterpost of sweet, patient Louis third-wheeling it

A masterpost of things Zayn does to Liam and Liam just takes it

Zayn’s extra fond face in 2014 

Liam’s many “Zayn faces”

The extreme shadiness of Zayn’s 21st birthday

Protective Ziam

The UAN Vegas Masterpost (be sure to check out their other UAN masterposts as well; I only singled out Vegas because WHAT A DAY.)

I just think this one is sweet!

The iconic and watchable masterpost: The Story of Ziam

And I’m also gonna link you to zappowziamfeelsbomb‘s Masterpost of Masterposts even though I can’t really figure out how to get them to work anymore? LOL HELPFUL! (But seriously, if anyone can, please let me know!) These masterposts were a big deal to me in my Ziam infancy, so it seems only right they get a place on this list! 

Hope this helps!! Enjoy! xxx

Learning to be okay without him is weird.
I swear I’ll be fine for weeks,
but one morning I’ll wake up
and my heart feels heavy for no reason at all
And I feel like I lost him all over again.
It’s just hard, you know?
Thinking you’re making all this progress only for it to be ruined when you see someone else brush their hair out of their eyes the same way he used to.
One little thing, and bam-
You start thinking that you’ll never be able to live without hearing his laugh ever again.
—  I’m okay, but I’m not really okay

anonymous asked:

Oof I miss my beardy boys together!

Ooooofffff indeed nonnie. 

imean do I cry myself to sleep every night thinking about how much I miss these idiots together like this?


Do I sit here and think about how much I miss how they made each other smile like they hadn’t just hung the moon but the entire solar system?

How they rocked the ‘spies just about to receive their top secret mission to topple evil dictators and nip home via KFC when they’re done’ look (BONUS POINT TO NIALL but honestly, the way they look so intense,  “Yeah, but what sauce should we order with the popcorn chicken when we’re done Zayn,”  *heavy sigh from Zayn*  “Beats me, I just hope they don’t run out of gravy.”)

Originally posted by liamstolenboxers

Staring into the crowd and into mine and your soul.

Originally posted by liammix

F$cking shit up at awards shows

Messing about at awards shows

Originally posted by zayncangetsome

Flirty giggly sunshines with Angus.(MY EYES - look at them)

Originally posted by zayncangetsome

The TIU junkets (should have been renamed jewel-ets cos of how precious these 3 were and Narry too).

*DIESSSSS*

Originally posted by biebsmilinpayne

Soft bubs, yes even with Louis’ expression

Trying to look tough bubs

They’ll be the death of all us bubs

*NUDgE WINK bubs*

LISTEN JUST WATCH THESE AND CRY  (it has the walrus impression the second one which is one of my fave moments ever plus strawberry lace race where Zayn is distracted by Liam) 

And just hope that we have the majesty of these 3 beautiful beardy boys

who are now such great men in our lives together again soon.

I could’ve literally gone on forever cos I loved how they were perfect foils for each other, how they were so important for each other (STILL ARE), how they had their in jokes (STILL DO)  bus 1,  shpine/shmile,  how tall are you?  Miley Cyrus moment with lilo losing it with Zayn chucking it away. 

When they were judging hard during the Miss America interview. 

All the early beardy boys before they were beardy boys. We’re all a bit loose today *cue Louis losing it*  

The only three people in the world that would ever persuade me to get onto a plane again.

I should shut up really but I don’t want to…but yeah…ONE DAY. 

*credit to all pic and gif creators/owners

Guys, I wanna say thank you for something… I had a song that came out that I did with my friend Zayn. And it makes me so happy that you just screamed like that. And it would make him so happy that you just screamed like that….because, I’m not gonna like…I really don’t want you to think that Zayn’s gonna come out– I saw a lot of phones go up. He’s definitely not, the only one you have here is me, I’m so sorry.
I feel like even though it’s a duet, and even though my duet partner sadly is not here, though we miss him so much and we wish he was here…I feel like it would be so sick to hear you guys sing the song with me and it would be like we were doing a duet! Cause I’ve never played this live before, and I’d really like to, it’s gonna be cool. That sounds like a yes. This is called I Don’t Wanna Live Forever.
—  Taylor introducing I Don’t Wanna Live Forever in Houston, Texas
I just  miss Ziam Masterpost

I’ve been missing ziam to much lately :(

Just look at the fond in their eyes 

Zayn just really loves Liam ok 

I feel diSRESPECTED

WAS THIS EVEN REAL

IT WASN’T EVEN THAT FUNNY BUT LIAM JUST MAKES ZAYN SO HAPPY HE CAN’T HELP IT

Goes back a little just for this fucking gif, DO YOU REALIZE THEY FORGOT WHERE THEY WERE BUT CAUGHT THEMSELVES JUST IN TIME

INCLUDING THIS BC I’VE NEVER SEEN THIS GIF BUT ITS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THING I’VE EVER WITNESSED

LIAM WTF

TOO MUCH FOND FFS

I HATE THEM

CAN HE GO ONE FUCKING SECOND WITHOUT TOUCHING LIAM

They are such dorks I am in love

HE’S SO GENTLE

COME ON THEN, COME ON. 

I NEED TO STOP THIS I AM BECOMING AN EMOTIONAL WRECK 

BUT ZAYN IS ACTING LIKE THIS IS COMPLETELY NORMAL FOR LIAM TO BE SITTING ON HIM. 

I CAN’T DO THIS

LET ME END THIS HERE  I REALLY MISS ZIAM

This is based on a quote I saw last week and I love it, the quote is at the end.  Thanks to @myuselessknowledge for the idea that fed this. 

It’s a future fic, kind of. Angst but not serious angst and a tiny bit of fluff. Some of this is under the cut.

**

It creeps up on Liam.   He suspects it’s the same for Zayn. It’s not deliberate, but it happens anyway.

They always knew they’d have to be separated for a while, it wasn’t the first time and it wouldn’t be the last.  In a way it sort of worked, they made it work.  

Till one day, it’s like he’d had his hands on the steering wheel for so long and all it took was one tiny distraction to take his hands away.

Just one night out, where the food was great and the company even better, and what he’d planned to be a swift meal and home by 10pm to hope Zayn would still be wide awake in New York, turned out to be 3am crawling into bed, glancing at his phone to see a whole bunch of missed calls but too tired to do anything about it.

That’s when it started.

It’s eight months later, it’s a freezing cold day in the middle of winter in London.   In LA, it’s sunny and warm, Liam just checked.  

It’s become sort of necessary to have that piece of information lately.  Some way to get the conversation flowing, though flowing?  That’s overegging the pudding so much.

He’s about to unlock his phone and hit speed dial or maybe in a few minutes he will when the phone starts ringing.

His heart sinks.  He’s not ready, he’s never ready lately, but from somewhere he conjures up a smile in his voice and presses the answer button.

“Hey babe.”

“Hey yourself,” it starts out like this every time, when they don’t have to force the notion that they’re pleased to hear each other’s voices.

Zayn still has the power to make Liam’s heart skip a bit just with one word, doesn’t even have to be a particularly grand word, just the way he’ll say something in that Yorkshire accent he’s so in love with and that’s never changed even after all these years they’ve spent to and from LA.

“Checked the weather before,” says Liam, “Scorching innit?”

He hears Zayn murmur a quiet, “Yeah.”

It starts then, the silence that used to be filled with nothing other than relief at the feeling that even though separated, they could still talk to each other, it’s now stilted, awkward and Liam’s scrambling to find what best to say, when there’s too much he wants to say but recent times have taught him to be careful.

“Wish I was there,” it’s the truth, but he knows it’s not the right thing to say as there’s a heavy sigh that comes down the other end of the phone line.

“Yeah, well, easily changed that as you know Liam,” it’s not that he sounds angry, it’s more that he sounds so tired, so weary, his tone is curt too, but Liam could overlook that, he could but just like a couple of days ago, like last week, like the week before it touches a nerve.

He tries to keep his voice even, tries not to let the defensiveness show in the tone of his response.

“How many times Zayn, how many times do we have to go through this until you realise that it’s not just me, you could be here, there’s a reason why we built a studio here.”

He fails.

“There’s a reason we built one here too babe,” Zayn’s voice is just so reasonable, so soft.  Too reasonable, too soft.

So if all else fails, like usual Liam makes an attempt at humour.

“You know what, we missed a trick Zedd, that studio in the middle of the ocean, that’s what we should have been spent all our money on.”

There would have been a time that Zayn would have snorted out a laugh, called Liam “you big doughnut,” and then they’d have carried on talking about everything, what they’d been up to.

“Mm,” is the only sound he gets in return and then it’s back, the silence except it’s worse even than before.

It’s not even quarrelling, not even a bitter fight with name calling, and yet somehow it’s worse, much worse and Liam looks at his watch, and it’s almost time for him to head to the studio, to try and push through to finishing this album.

Liam’s first big debut as a producer and he should be excited. 

Instead, he’s figuring out how to remove himself from a conversation that not that long ago could have lasted hours, even if they’d spoken no words, just to hear his breath, to hear him moving around the kitchen, occasionally dropping little words of commentary about where he was and what he was doing.

“Anyway, I have, erm, well stuff to do so we’ll talk soon,” it’s not a surprise Zayn beats him to it, it’s not a surprise that it’s as awkward as it would’ve been had Liam said it, “Won’t we?”

Those last two words though, the way Zayn sounds so uncertain, the fact that it’s a real question and the fact that he has to voice it at all.

It’s like Liam’s been kicked in the stomach because if he needed a clue as to how bad all this was, he has it.

 “We will Zayn, we will and it’s only a week or so till I see you, I really do mis-.”

 “Yeah anyway, love you.” 

Four words, and the last two used to feel like a fleece blanket on Liam when he was most cold, most afraid and tired of everything.  Now they just feel cold and unfamiliar.

Then there’s silence which is too suffocating, so Liam finishes, “Miss you,” to the ended call screen and to the room he’s in and then with a small glance because any longer will do things to him, he can’t express, he looks at the picture on the wall in their study, of them.  In times that feel like a lifetime since he says out loud, “Love you too.”

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Masterlist

WWE -

- AJ Styles:

~ Can You Not.

- CM Punk:

~ Drunk In Love

- Dean Ambrose:

~ Just For One Night

~ Happiest Man Alive

~ Because Of You

~ Caught Red Handed

~ I’m Here

~ You Are Ridiculous

~ I Wouldn’t Miss It For The World

- Dolph Ziggler:

~ Us Three

- Finn Balor:

~ I’ll Be Waiting

- Jack Gallagher:

~ Flirting?

- Kane:

~ What Did You Do!?

- Neville:

~ Follow You

- Randy Orton:

~ Take It Out On Me

~ Should’ve Listened

- Roman Reigns:

~ Take A Seat Babygirl

~ First Impressions

~ What Did I Just Witness

~ A Spear To The Heart

- Seth Rollins:

Comfort

~ I Love You But Stop

~ It’s Perfect

~ I Still Hate Crossfit

~ Teach Me

- Sami Zayn:

~ Unfair

- The Rock:

~ Pillows… Really?

- TJ Perkins:

~ You’re Worth Fighting For

~ You Make Everything Better

- Undertaker:

~ Fun And Games

~ My Yard

~ Druid


NXT -

Austin Aries:

~ Just Sign It, Asshole

Bobby Roode:

~ I Still Get Jealous


NJPW -

Kenny Omega:

~ All Hearts Return For The Holidays

Matt Jackson:

Payback’s A Bitch

Edlikescoldcoffee Masterlist

The first foray back into canon AU for ages and it’s not mega long but long enough to put some under the cut.  Ziam in New York.

xx

**

Days pass by in a blur.  

Liam’s lost count of how many people he’s hugged, how being on a private plane once upon a time was an exciting novelty but at the risk of being a complete pop star about it, it’s like getting on the 63 back home in Wolverhampton these days.

He’s so excited, even with all that’s along with it and that he doesn’t like to dwell on, Paddy sometimes tries to draw him out on it, sees the signs and sometimes he’ll try to draw it out with humour, other times with an arm flung around Liam’s shoulder.

Liam plays along like it works sometimes, and he and Paddy both know the truth but Paddy will ruffle his hair or give him that grin that conflicts with the concern in his eyes but he leaves it be.

Liam steals time, private time, where he can even if it’s five minutes, even if it’s two, even if he can only just say, “Hi, I miss you,” and even if there’s only enough time before the wheels go up for the response to be “Never as much as I miss you, babe”

They send each other selfies when they first wake up, and just before, in Liam’s case at least and he suspects it’s the same for Zayn, half-hearted attempts to sleep.

And he counts down the days.  Each morning, he gets a text from Zayn with just a number on it, has done, every day since they last saw each other.

“I take it he sent you a zero this time,” Liam looks up and takes off his sunglasses and he can feel himself blushing, except he’s not embarrassed, not really and he shrugs at Paddy’s words, can’t stop the grin and Paddy returns it and this time there isn’t concern.

Liam’s vaguely aware of Charlie and Paddy ribbing him, but he doesn’t care, he just looks down at the phone screen and there’s never been a better sight. 

Correction. 

Liam shuts the door behind him, it’s late, and his head’s spinning with praise and plans for his future. 

He doesn’t care, he takes one more step, then another till he rounds a corner and there, right there, that’s what’s better than any zero. 

Zayn’s holding onto the remote control, kind of.  He’s got a pair of jogging bottoms on, and a hoodie, his hair’s still got the traces of green he promised he wouldn’t get rid of till he saw Liam again and the beard is growing again, his eyes are shut so just like all the times before, Liam’s distracted by the way each time he sees him, it’s like he’s grown a hundred more eyelashes, and his lips are slightly parted as he gently snores.

He almost doesn’t want to wake him, except that’s a total lie.

He strides across to the bed, and gently taps at Zayn’s feet and then folds his arms as Zayn murmurs and then shifts and then blinks his eyes open and looks up.

“Told you, you wouldn’t be able to stay awake,” Liam smiles as he says it and sits down on the bed, next to where Zayn shifts and spreads his arms out as he yawns then sleepily smiles and places his hands on Liam’s arm gently tugging him closer.

“No one likes a know it all you knob.” 

Liam grins, responds with his middle finger before he allows himself to relax and he falls into Zayn’s side, it’s not ideal because he can’t fully see Zayn’s face and the reason it’s not ideal? Well, he’s spent too long imagining not taking his eyes off Zayn

He can make out the rise and fall of Zayn’s chest instead though and the way he keeps attempting to stifle his yawns, his eyes crinkling before Zayn makes a tutting sound.

“Didn’t your mum tell you it’s rude to stare?”  As Zayn says it though, his eyes crinkle again, except this time it’s with a smile and Liam wants to see him fully now so he shifts once more, turns on his side, and rests his cheek on his palm and his elbow on the pillow and he does stare now.

Quietly he replies, “I think she’d get it, why I need to that is,”  it hits him then, the weight of how long they’ve been apart, all he’s had to face and his shoulders sag and his gaze drops away from Zayn, till he’s staring at nothing but then fingertips gently scratch at his chin.

“Eh Li, what did we say?” 

Liam could respond with what they’ve talked about, tried to talk about more like, he could talk about the times that conversations ended up with one of them hanging up, they could talk about planning what they’d do beyond all this, if there ever is a beyond all this because sometimes it’s hard to remember that there will be. 

It’s late though, and he’s done with that, this time is too fleeting to be wasted on what’s around them, rather than what they have that can never be shifted so he lifts his eyes till they meet Zayn’s and he chews at his bottom lip and Zayn nods.

“Oh yeah, we talked about that too, take off the chains first and you’ve got a deal.”

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i hope zayn and liam smiled a lot today and that they had a really good day and that they know they’re very loved and very missed and that their solo music is very highly anticipated

anonymous asked:

Do you think Zayn cancelled last night because of all this shit going on with Liam? My poor boys. My poor heart

I think that’s the biggest issue here, nonnie, but not the only thing. I mean, he hopefully IS actually working on Z2, but I suspect it’s way more than that. He’s very clearly going through a tough time.

Imagine how awful it is to have to listen to Liam talk about Chiam/Conchobear non-stop all of a sudden. I mean he went as far as referring to that vapid woman as his wife FFS. My heart breaks into a million pieces when I think about how Zayn must feel hearing that.

He’s looked unbelievably sad and was seen sporting a couple of injuries, too. I mean, just look at my poor baby on this Zigi pap stroll:

(This hurts my heart so bad, guys.)

On top of that, he had to endure Liam dragging him publicly for the first time ever for no other reason than to shut down any more of that pesky Ziam chatter that might poke holes into the manufactured heterosexual nightmare that is Chiam. 

With Liam busy trying to convince the world that he’s the straightest of bros and not romantically involved with his former male band member, it’s no surprise that Zayn’s in no mood to do the same with G*gi  (not that he ever was really). He swerved on stunting with her at the Met Gala and now the BBMA’s pretty much back to back so I think he’s making it clear that he needs to be left alone to deal with this mess.

I also suspect that he would’ve been encouraged to reciprocate the narrative and throw shade back at Liam/1D to reinforce Zayn vs OT4 and he’s definitely not the one right now. Plenty of reasons for him to be like

I honestly don’t blame him. I hate that he has to miss out on much-needed promo but we all know that Zayn sucks at hiding his emotions so I completely understand where he’s coming from. If I were him, I wouldn’t want to do shit either except sit on the couch with a tub of Ben & Jerry’s and my dogs, watch shit TV and give the world the finger tbh.

Sigh. All in all, this is how I’m feeling right about now, nonnie:

anonymous asked:

Melly, I really miss seeing Zayn being all cute and happy with the other One Direction boys. Especially because his pap walks lately have all been so sad.

ME TOO. It’s not like I have any important real life work to do right now (I do but that’s not important right now)

Look at these tiny puppy children trying to act like they are bad ass. The only crime they’ve committed is STEALING MY HEART.


SEAMEN!* (see the joke i made there? get it?). These are the five smolest sailors you’ve ever seen, although high key i’m pretty sure if anyone ever let the five of them captain a watercraft it would result in one of the largest Maritime disasters in history. 

What an adorably hot mess. I can feel my ovaries turning to dust. 

LOOK AT THIS GOAT RODEO. I don’t even know what’s happening here. Niall’s playing the guitar, Harreh is sparkling like the diamond he is with some drumsticks, and I think Zayn is practicing his fencing stance with Liam while Louis looks in dismay. ITS A WIN.

I CAN’T WITH THIS RAG-TAG GROUP OF ADORABLE SCAMPS. Tineh Loueh is trying to shoot Harreh with darts filled with his love, Liam and Zayn have some sort of weird flirting/mating ritual happening that’s resulting in Liam delighting in spanking Zayn’s quiff with his giant trash can lid hands (that is not an innuendo), and Niall is very calmly and serenely wondering how he ended up fifth wheeling. 

And finally, because you weren’t in enough agony, LOOK AT HOW SMOL THEY ARE. THEY ARE PRACTICALLY NOT EVEN BIG ENOUGH TO RIDE IN A CAR WITHOUT A WEIGHT APPROPRIATE CAR SEAT

anonymous asked:

Hi, I’m new in this fandom, I’m really touched by Ziam, and I enjoy your blogs very much. But I haven’t gotten much Ziam since late 2016, I wonder if you’ve had anything to remind me? Maybe I missed something. I’m looking forward to Zayn’s performances, but his team cancelled his performances in Japan, not the fashion show, how could a professional team let it happen? I’m so desperate /(ㄒoㄒ)/ anyway I appreciate you read my message, and have a good weekend, bisousssss  ̄3 ̄

Welcome to the fandom!  If you have questions, I’d be happy to try to answer them.  I don’t know if you’ve run across it yet, but there are some divisions with what people in the fandom believe is going on behind the scenes.  If you don’t agree with me on something, I just want you to know that’s alright.

I’d guess you haven’t gotten Ziam because Zayn and Liam haven’t been seen together since March 2015, but there’s definitely Ziam stuff that’s gone on since then.

I’ve got several posts of Ziam-related stuff, some of them specifically from the last couple years.

For more or older things, posts are in my ziam shade tag, in my ziam resources tag, and in my ziam mayne tag.  You can also check the ziam part of my pairing masterpost tag, although there may not be much there yet.  I have some things queued.

As for Zayn’s team, check my Zayn stunt summary post and my sabotaging zayn tag.  His team handling his career terribly isn’t an accident.

anonymous asked:

there's so many ziam moments that i dont understand how people can explain like its nothing? I mean, toothpaste kiss..or when liam described falling in front of his missus on late late show but sophia wasn't even there at that show and he fell right in front of Zayn... Or that time when zayn and liam kissed on stage in the dark and you could see zayn's hand pulling liams head down so they could kiss.

Hi anon,

Yess.

Right from the start/whispered brave/nrj awards loveyou/nrjawards kiss/lapsitting/wet bottoms for life/waitin on the day/balloon record attempts/that’s you liam right/you inspire me/we’ve-i’ve got dogs/‘girlfriend’/ohio fishing dates & shopping dates/the person I truly love

Did you miss me yeah I did/i’ll try but i’ll miss you too much liam/right next to you leeyum/I really shouldn’t be telling you this/he leaned forward and kissed me/its you babe/I suppose you always want what youcan’t have/bye zayn I love you/bye liam I love you too I loveyouforever liam

Valentines day bracelets/I miss you/our brother zayn/Cardiff rings/squeaky clean dream/hey angel/setting trends/thanks bro:)x/theres too much history for there not to be love/we’re fine I promise you that/cartier love bracelets/we are the quiet ones/we are who we are when noones watching

and that’s just off the top of my head. x