i really love the color in cap

doodled a human orisa idea and efi as a lil’ warmup!! i know this is gonna be a popular thing to draw but i wanted to give it my shot!

anonymous asked:

Your drawings that feature winter clothes are always just so precious!

Thank youu!!

It’s funny because growing up I hated winter, and still do to a certain extent, but after my first year in California, the perpetual sunshine tired me out. Coming home to snowstorm after snowstorm was beautiful.

Also, drawing characters in winter clothes is a chance for me to make them all pouffy fluffs of lurv <3 I have a set of clothes for every OC and every other character, based off something they wore in TV shows or their personalities. My OC Coco Lemur gets hardcore bundled up in winter because he hates the cold, and wears a longer and looser version of Zack’s toque.

For the MML characters, I gave both boys parkas, though initially Milo’s was supposed to uber fluff. Zack has a fur hood because he can make it his personal space when his Bffs are being butts. Also doesn’t bother with boots or ski pants because he be 2 coo for dat. Also my brother Alex hated wearing skipants too so it’s based off him.

Milo used to be all Fluff because cute nerds need to look like nerds. He also used to have a plain white toque until I decided a hunter’s cap was cuter on him. He uses his parka to warm Diogee up too. My youngest bro used to look really cute all bundled up for winter so Milo’s look is based off his.

Meli is really more based off clothes I would have loved to have yet could not because they either didn’t make them with the active girl in mind or made them my size. I find it typical to dress girls in pink, but since that’s her color palette I just went with it. *shrug*

So ye, I put a lot of freakin thought into the winter fluffs I draw my characters and others’ in. Maybe a little too much, but still. It makes for great fun and great gags XP

Sasuke's The Last + Adult designs | second cap credit: (x)

anonymous asked:

RFA+V+Saeran with a passionate MC who keeps making them all flustered, like complimenting them about their little quirks, always snuggling up to them... Bonus : MC is a looooves tickling them

Okay, so I think this just turned into random, cheesy, cute fluff,,, Sorry if it’s not what you wanted ^^;


  • It’s the worst when you compliment his eyes.
  • Sometimes in the middle of a make out session, you’ll look into his eyes and just tell him how pretty they are and how you can see the whole universe in them
    • “It might just be my love for you talking, but I can see so many stars… entire galaxies… It’s beautiful. I think you’re beautiful…”
  • When that happens, he starts blushing like crazy
    • your fave is when his whole face turns pink and he just keeps trying to look away from you
  • “Yoosung, you’re so cute! You’re even cuter when your cheeks are all pink like that!”
  • You like to play with his hair a lot and shower him with completely random compliments. He tries to overpower your compliments with his own, which usually leaves him a stuttering mess when you one-up him again
  • Also, this boy’s sides are veeeeeery ticklish
  • He likes to hold your waist while cuddling or dancing or whatever, but as soon as your hands go above his hips, he freaks out
    • “MC I’m just trying to have a nicE TIME WITH Y- MC STOP.”
  • He likes payback though


  • Honestly, just telling him you love him makes him blush a little
  • Whenever you do something nice for him, he thanks you profusely
  • You really like just doing nice things for him, but you reeeeeeaaaaally like the way he acts when you do
  • When you cook him dinner, he just looses it
  • The entire dinner, he showers you and your food with compliments
  • Towards the end, when he tones it down a bit, it’s your turn.
  • Jumin, your skin is so pretty. Like, you have such a nice complexion.”
  • When you bring that one out, you typically come over and touch his face.
  • He absolutely adores feeling your hands on his face in a calm, loving way, and he loves the little kisses that come with it
  • His weakness tho
  • When you two are cuddling, you’ll run your hands through his hair and tell him how much he means to you
  • the man practically melts in your hands at that one


  • Okay, it is so damn hard to fluster this kid
  • He knows all your weaknesses, but you’ve never succeeded in making him more than blush
  • Whenever he winks at you or flirts with you, you’re a babbling mess
  • You just want to make him feel all warm and bubbly like he makes you feel
    • also revenge
  • You two cuddle a lot, but it’s always just peaceful
  • One day while you were getting up, you accidentally brushed your hand against the back of his leg and he freaked out
  • He brought his leg in so that you wouldn’t touch it again and his face turned red
    • “Zen, are you ticklish??”
    • “N-No! That was just-!”
  • That turned into a tickle war, only ending when you almost got kneed in the face
  • To this day, its the only innocent thing you know to do to make him blush, so you’ll sometimes brush the back of his knee in public and just laugh at him
  • He gets sorta pissed, but he thinks it’s cute that you’re having so much fun, so he doesn’t really mind.


  • Every single compliment you give her makes her blush and you love it
  • You compliment her every chance you get because not only are they all true and always relevant, but you think she’s so cute when she’s flustered
  • Like, always-put-together-Jaehee crumbling at your compliments is your weakness
  • You’ll often compliment her on her outfit or how that lipstick you bought her compliments her eyes, but it’s the deeper ones that really get her
  • “You’re the kindest, smartest person I know. You mean the world to me.”
  • When you guys cuddle, sometimes you’ll tell her that you never want to let her go. You want to spend the rest of your life with her and you hope that she’ll never leave you.
    • She cried at that one once
  • Sometimes she’ll go to push her glasses up, but realize that she doesn’t wear them anymore and you laugh.
  • This girl loves scented candles
  • Like, 
  • Loves them
  • So sometimes if you run out to the grocery store or something, you’ll buy her a candle then cuddle on the couch with her 
    • Honestly, it’s like one of those holiday commercials where everything’s perfect and the whole world smells nice
  • When you guys cuddle, you like to tell her how beautiful she is, how much you love her, and compliment the cute little things she’s done in the past week
  • Her face gets hot and it makes for warmer cuddles


  • You laugh at all his jokes, even when they’re not funny
  • “Luciel, you have the nicest ass.”
    • he says shit like that to you all the time, so you figured it’d be okay if you said it to him too
  • He concealed it well, but it made him feel super nice
  • “Seven, how come you never use caps lock?”
  • “Because my fingers are polite.”
  • He doesn’t know why, but he really likes when you pick up on little things like that.
  • Sometimes you like to take his glasses off so that you can stare into his eyes. When he asks you why you do that, you tell him that you love the color yellow.
    • “Yellow is a happy color. I’m always happy when I see you, and I hope you’re happy when you see me. Your eyes are like…. I dunno.. flowers. The sun. Golden retrievers…………….. Minions.”
  • When you keep going on about how happy he makes you, he gets really happy too because, ‘Oh my god, they love me so much. How the hell did I luck out like this???’
  • His cheeks turn a super light shade of pink. When you start giving him little kisses, he smiles into every single one. His blush gets a little darker when you compliment him more.
  • Sometimes you start to ramble after the kisses, but he never actually stops you. It makes him feel really good.
    • “Have I ever told you that you’re like, the funniest person I know? And you’re so smart! Funny and smart?? How did you get both? That’s not fair! Also, you’re so kind! God, you’re so lucky!!! I’m so lucky!!!!!! WHERE DID I FIND YOU I NEVER WANNA LET YOU GO”
  • By the end of it, he’s blushing like mad and things get deep
  • Also, his feet are hella ticklish, but you only use that when you’re desperate, because it usually ends with you getting kicked in the face and him feeling really bad


  • When he’s doing literally anything, you get super close to him and weasel your way into his space
    • Cooking? Hold me.
    • Reading? Let me hold you.
    • Texting? Lets cuddle.
    • Doing something important? Idc, please give me all your love and attention.
  • “Jihyun, I love your laugh! It’s so cute and it makes me so happy! And your smile! You’re just so handsome….”
  • He thinks its so cute that you pick out little things about him, and he thinks about how much you love him a lot.
  • Whenever he gets sad, he thinks about the compliments you’ve given him and everything is okay again
  • a i g h t, his laugh though
  • His laugh is like the most beautiful music to you
  • When you find out that his neck is ticklish,,,,,,HOOOOOOOH BOII
  • Not only do you get to hear his laugh, but you also get to see his smile and compliment him on both
  • plus a new thing that you absolutely love;
  • “When you try to protect yourself, it just makes you look cuter, y’know!”
  • His entire face turns red when you call him adorable, and you do it a lot when he’s trying to protect his neck from your tickles


  • Everything makes this poor boy flustered
  • “Babe, your bedhead is adorable.”
  • “The pasta sauce on your nose is a good look, really. It’s so cute.”
  • “Saeran, you’re so cute!”
  • Every single nice thing you say or do to him makes him blush and deny everything you say
  • He usually ends up trying to turn it all around and compliment you, but it never really works
  • “I’m adorable?? N-no way! You’re adorable….er.”
  • Cuddling with him is a fucking mess
  • He gets super flustered whenever you touch him, so having your bodies pressed together is ridiculous
  • When he’s super tired, he mellows out though. He falls a sleep when you’re the big spoon and it’s just so cute
  • He’s so cute when he sleeps oh man oh man

anonymous asked:

What are your favourite yoongi, namjoon, seokjin and hoseok airport looks ( you've done everyone but these!)


  • The colors go so well together plus i love denim jackets, this one is one of my favorites (x)
  • One thing yoongi knows how to do is put colors together, he did it perfectly here  (x)
  • Comfortable yet well-put together, I love this one (x)
  • Again, he knows hot to play with and put together colors, notice how the main focus is the pastel blue coat and kept everything else black (x)
  • I can’t say this enough, you can never go wrong with an all-black outfit paired with a leather jacket (x)  (x)
  • All-black outfit. PERFECT (x)
  • I love how he does casual outfits (x)
  • I love this one so much, one of my favorites. all-black + oversized cardigans + comfortable + stylish (x)
  • Notice how the main focus of this outfit is the color of the jacket (x)


  • Personally not something i would wear but it’s just so him (x)
  • Clearly I have a thing for all-black outfits and Namjoon does it perfectly (x)
  • I fell in love with this whole look, one of his best (x)
  • all-black (again lol) + comfortable + stylish + well accessorized  (x)
  • I love everything, the denim jacket, the color combination, well accessorized. It’s perfect (x)
  • BTS got me into the padded jacket look (i used to hate it) (x)
  • Iconic, legendary, everyone’s favorite (x)
  • LOVE LOVE (x)


  • Simple, comfortable, nice colors (x)
  • I love jin’s style, it’s simple yet well-put-together. He knows what looks good on him (x)
  • Just like suga, he makes sure the main point of this outfit is the pink coat and keeps everything else in dark colors (x)
  • Wow just wow (x)
  • Too much pink in one single outfit can be intimidating, he did it perfectly here (x)
  • This is just so him and I absolutely love it (x)
  • Something I would wear (x)
  • The main point of this outfit is the ripped sweater and everything else is kept simple. (x)
  • I absolutely love denim jackets (x)
  • This one is great, i love how comfortable it looks (x)
  • I’m in love with this whole look, so simple, not much going on but that’s what i love about it (x)


  • All-black, i just really love this one (x)
  • I love the color combination here, that big plaid scarf completes the look (x)
  • I love how comfortable this looks (x)
  • I love everything about this one, the right shoes, the right jeans, the right cap….he did this all-black look perfectly (x)
  • J-hope is one of the members that’s not afraid of color, he did it perfectly here without it being overwhelming (x)
  • Everyone’s favorite (x)
  • Comfortable yet well-put-together. I love putting together whites and greys (x)
  • Everything is just perfect here (x)
  • Two all-black looks that I would 100% wear (x) (x)
  • Another one i would definitely wear. bomber jacket + boots + all-black (x)
  • classy, clean, yet gives it a more casual touch with the black cap (x)
  • Again, comfortable yet well-put-together (x)

K: Lost Small World | Saruhiko & Misaki

Picspam per Episode | 1.03 Dead in the Water

“Peter. Lucas—he’s, he’s just a little boy. Please, it’s not his fault, it’s mine. Please take me.”

anonymous asked:

How about Zelda? Or any girl from the series.

Time for a speed round! Every Zelda from the series

The Legend of Zelda

Simple design, nice poofy hair, cute but not very memorable. Prototype design at best. Next to no character. 6/10

A Link to the Past

Much more thought out design, more iconic. Nice use of hair to frame face, simple yet consistent color pallet, the pink is a little garish. Not much screen time. 6.5/10

Ocarina of Time

Nice young maiden, good design, sad we don’t see much of her hair, but the do-rag is neat. The choice of pinkish-purpleish here is a little garish still. No tomboy show on screen 5.5/10

Grown fair princess captured well here. The pink from her younger self fits better with a deeper purple to contrast. Has a very royal air to her. Representin’ Hyrule for sure. Sheik is also pretty darn cool. No wonder she became the template for future designs! 7/10

Oracle Saga

Litttle cutey patootie. Simplified design from OoT, but still pleasing. Soft pastel color pallet gives a very warm, kind feel. Not much character tho. 6.5-soft 7/10

Four Swords

Apha-Wind Waker Zelda. Cute but didn’t make the cut. Further simplified design that’s still good. Unfortunately, there is a obvious ‘not-Zelda’ about her. It comes from the hair most, orange and tied back just wasn’t working for her. No real character. 6.5/10

Wind Waker

Tetra is best girl. Skin tone change is a bit disappointing, but I don’t dislike or anything, still a cute kid. Love the hair she has, blonde works much better than orange. The makeup is an interesting touch, guess to help her contrast with Tetra’s more tomboy personality. Wish we saw more with her. Nice color pallet. 8.5-9/10. Minish Cap gets the same score, happy to see her get more of a speaking role as the games progress since OoT.

Twilight Princess

Nice reimagining of her old outfit from OoT. Feels the most regal of them all. Really stands out at the brunette of the Zeldas. Total royal badass. 9/10

Spirit Tracks

Same as her grandmother, but with her own personality and attitude, very take charge. 8.5/10

Need I say anything? 10/10

Skyward Sword

Nice, cute, airheaded Zelda. Good friend, cutie-pie girlfriend. Comfirmed Canon Waifu. Good, simple design, not really a princess, so being regal doesn’t matter too much. Like her bang tape. 8/10 

Link Between Worlds

Nice, kind Zelda. Tries her best. Very caring, princess like. Somewhat regal, but mostly down to earth. Light, airy color pallet. 8/10

Goth Zelda. 10/10

Breath of the Wild

Without spoiling to much for myself, this Zelda needs a hug tbh. More of an advernturer than princess, which is A-ok! Her design fits her as a traveler with a regal background. Nice hair, like the thicker eyebrows on her. Speaking of thick

Mmm-mmm-mmhp. 10/10. Best Zelda. Yoga pants? Best Zelda. 10/10

Feel Free to request more anime/-ish girls, or even some that aren’t, for me to critique!

So my little sister. She’s 2. But she’s kind of freaking me out because she is actually way ahead intellectually? Like, I know people say their kids are so super smart, but this child is 2 and speaks in 5-9 word sentences, uses contractions and gerunds properly, has incredible spatial awareness, amazing memory recall, counts up to 30, AND knows her ABC’s. (That’s really, really advanced. She’s intellectually on about a 4 or 5 year old level.)

So I’m freaking out. In a good way, of course, but it’s a little weird. They’re in town for graduation, so we got to hang out a lot today, and let me tell ya, it was a blast, if freaky. Here are some conversations and moments we had today. Keep in mind that this child is 2 years old, barely past my knee, and is all of about 27 lbs, but acts like a tiny grown up.

“I like cream cheese, too.” She didn’t. I gave her some, she went “OH NO” and wiped out her entire mouth with a napkin going “oh. oh. oh.”

“I’m going to get another pillow, okay?” She then proceeded to get said pillow out of the cabinet where we’d put them hours earlier while she wasn’t paying attention. Like, HOW?

(about some toys) “I get the bunnies, and the moose, too. They go to bed now. Night night! Sweet dreams!” She put those toys to bed and woke them up again at least 35 times today.

Me: “I’m back!”  Her: “I’m so glad!”

*heater kicks on* Her: *stops mid-sentence* “What is that sound?”

“Where is that flower gone?”

*of her baby brother* “That’s my baby. His name is ‘Bashin.” (his name is Sebastian)

“Oooh, spaghetti and meatballs! My favorite! So delicious!” She then refused to eat it and instead said “Ew! That’s disgusting.” I asked her if she wanted to take just a few more bites and she said. “Oh, no thanks.”

*went to the art museum* “What’s that picture? And same with that picture?”

*leaving tonight* “Good night, friends! Good night, kids! Good night, people!!”

She flopped down on the floor and said “I’m sleeping!”, pulled a blanket over her head and loudly pretended to snore. It was a really good fake snore, too.

“I need a beverage.” I kid you not. My father accidentally taught her the word beverage and she uses it appropriately whenever she doesn’t care what kind of drink it is.

Other moments:

She was coloring with markers and stopped dead in her tracks the moment it got on her hands and asked for a napkin. This kid loves being clean. Also she’d never used a marker before, but after watching my husband do it ONCE, she figured out how to take the caps off, put them on the other end, and re-cap it later.

She was helping me crack eggs for breakfast, but squeezed one too hard and crushed it like the Hulk, and it splooshed in her hair.

She recounted a recent phone call  in startlingly clear detail. And yet she cannot keep my name straight. She’s called me by both my sister’s names and my husband’s name, but cannot remember which one I am. Yet she told me all about the phone call she made to our sister in VA (which was apparently several weeks ago?). I’m not upset, just confused as well as impressed.

She sat on my husband’s face just cuz she liked hearing his muffled screams.

Insists we do This Little Piggy in English on the left foot, and Spanish on the right.

Wanted us to sing head-shoulders-knees-toes with her, and the second we started doing it, she refused to move and just stared at us like we were idiots.

Played hide and seek by standing in the middle of the room counting even when it was her turn to hide.

Played hide and seek by finding us and going, “I SCARED YOU!!”

Stared blankly into my eyes and did a forward-facing trust fall into my arms. I barely caught her before she smacked face-first into my sternum, and then she giggled and shouted “I GOT YOU!!” She did this at least 3 times, and my heart stopped each time. She really did get me.

I still can’t get over the phrase “I need a beverage” coming out of a tiny tiny person.

I’ll see if I can get some pictures or videos up tomorrow. But man, I’m having a blast with this girl, even if she hated my spaghetti.

Nursey Week Day 7-Red

All of my hockey children are gay and trans can you believe it :,) I’ve really loved this week, and I hope we get to do it again next year! The YouTuber mentioned is Miles Jai

Derek stares at his reflection. It looks good. This is a thing that looks good on him.

He puts the cap on his mom’s lipstick and goes to put it back where he got it from, but he hesitates. Surely she won’t miss one little tube of lipstick? She has several, and even some that are similar colors to the red one he’s thinking of taking. She probably won’t even notice it’s gone, and if she does, she’ll have no way of knowing that Derek took it and it didn’t just roll off the counter into trash can or something.

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Color Me Red

Alexander Hamilton x John Laurens

Soulmate AU: Black and White

Author: Lil Lambie

Words: 1931

Warnings: War, alcohol, mentions and memories of death, and kissing

Request: AU 4 Alexander Hamilton x John Laurens please:Soulmate AU, black and white until they meet each other (anon)

A/N: This is my first attempt writing Hamilton x Laurens and I’ve got to saw I love it. I imagine their relationship as very admiring and vulnerable. This is a little longer than most imagines and I hope I did this ship justice. I would love to do more in the future. Please, enjoy.

Hamilton walked across the cobbled street. Dragging his feet along the wet road. His black brimmed army cap, hung between his fingertips. He unbuttoned his army jacket and let his chest fly free with a colorless undershirt.

That was just it.

Everything was without color.

Alexander hadn’t experienced a sunset, sunrise, the ocean, anything really. He was sure it was all just a myth and that he was the only one who could see black and white. Like everyone had left him out on this huge secret; that there wasn’t one. The thought ate him alive during cold nights.

Lying on the dirt floors of the army tent. Letting himself sink into the shifted dirt, screaming for it to swallow him whole.

How do you explain the concept of color to someone who has never seen it?

“You feel it.” Alexander said to Angelica.

“But you haven’t seen it.” she replied.

“Well neither have I. But I know the color of violence.” Alexander pointed to his arm, tears forming in his eyes. “I know what’s in my veins. I don’t need to see the color to know the feeling. What many call red, I call pain.”

Alexander tucked his army cap under his arm and walked into Independence Hall. He was back for a day, for a proper memorial service of a dear friend. He was met with the peering and menacing glare of Jefferson.

“What are you doing here?” he growled.

Normally, Alexander would take any opportunity he had to argue with Jefferson, but not today. He walked past him.

Jefferson’s sly grin fell and he looked to his feet.

Alexander was approved to return to the Revolutionary War, despite some injuries he had sustained. It was all he knew. Red was all he knew. Pain was all he knew.

Hamilton scribbled on crinkled parchment in the limelight of a flame. Writing. The only way he knew to fight red. He had saved him once, it was going to save him again. He wrote himself a better world, where red was no more, and no more friends to bury.

Hamilton woke up at the crack of dawn, the rolling hills of the battle field were eerily silent. But it didn’t really matter to him anymore. Alexander was writing a reply letter to both Eliza and Angelica.

“Don’t you just hate it here?”

Alexander, sat up, startled. He leaned against an ammunition box and stuffed the letters away in his pocket. “Yeah.” he later replied. He hadn’t met the eyes the man yet. But he could feel his smile glowing over him.

The man sat down next to Alexander, a bottle of whisky in his hand. He offered it to Alexander. “John Laurens.” he said, nodding at Alexander, introducing himself.

“Alexander Hamilton.” he smiled.

John pulled the whisky away for a moment. “Wait, did you just say, Alexander Hamilton? Like the Alexander Hamilton?”

“That depends.” Hamilton laughed, stealing back the whisky.

John was small in stature and wasn’t particularly strong. But he looked like he knew his way around a gun. Looked like he knew a fair share about anguish and suffering. His eyes smiled. He had freckles across his cheeks and on the bridge of his nose. His cheeks had a brightness and rawness to them. Pink. John adjusted his dark and curly hair, slicked back messily in a bun.

“Hamilton?” John asked.

“Wha-hmm?” Alexander shook his head.

“You just seemed to be staring at something…” John laughed.

“No, I-um, just saw a piece of dirt on your face.” Alexander moved his hand to touch John’s cheek. He didn’t pull away. He scratched Lauren’s cheek once, letting his hand linger on his face. His cheeks were warm and rosy. They moved as he breathed. Hamilton quickly pulled his hand away, and pretended to flick dirt from his finger.

“Got it.” Hamilton laughed.

John smiled and laughed, taking a shot of whisky. “You got it?” he chuckled. “I think you missed a spot, still got dirt all over my face.” he jokingly pointed to his freckles.

Hamilton blushed.

“Laurens, I like you a lot.” Alexander laughed. His laughter softened into a smile.

John blushed too.

Alex and John were two blushing soldiers, who didn’t even know what it meant. Alexander hadn’t fully acknowledged, what he was seeing. What was really on John’s face. It wasn’t the freckles or a piece of dirt. His cheek were bright and only what Alexander could describe as rosy. They were warm to the touch.

Alexander felt red, but unlike anything he had ever felt before.

Alex and John spent the morning, passing a bottle of whisky between the two of them, watching a sunset. Quietly, to themselves, taking in the color. Their eyes drifting to one another at times.

Alexander was quiet around John for the rest of the day. They got seperated into their battalions. They met up and shared rations and stories. Alexander told John about Eliza and Angelicia. About the world he had escaped from. What freedom meant to him.

John listened, admiringly.

Alexander and John were easily and quickly best friends. They were a package. Their battalions was rearranged, and Alexander and John were placed in a different battallion together. Because, them sneaking off to talk and share rations, was getting on the nerves of the generals. The change was mainly due to Alexander’s promotion.

George Washington’s, Right Hand Man.

John followed Alexander everywhere he went and helped him. But he stood back and watched Hamilton take control. He called out Lee and lit up with fierce passion. John and Charles Lee dueled.

“You can’t do this.” Alexander said to him, as John polished his gun. “Don’t throw away your shot.”

“I can do this.” John said. “Someone’s gotta do it. I’m not throwing away my shot, I am fighting for something I believe in. And if that ends with me on a filthy infirmary table, my insides turned inside out. My blood spilling over my clothes and ruining everything. If that means, taking my last breath. It’s worth it to me.”

“Why?” Alexander asked, tearfully, a crack in his voice. “Even I know this is stupid. I would know, because I make the most moronic decisions on a daily. This isn’t a fight, John, it’s suicide.”

“Why do you not believe in me, friend? Why do you not trust me?” John rested a hand on Alexander’s shoulder. He took it trembling, staring into the red and swollen eyes of his best friend. Clear tears spilled out over his cheeks. “Why won’t you let me fight for what I believe in? This is not suicide, Alexander, this is bravery. This is honor and courage. Freedom comes at a price. Even so small. It adds up.”

“I do trust you, John!” Alexander grabbed John, pressing his head against John’s. They both shook with tears pouring down their rosy cheeks. “I believe in you, John. I don’t think you are foolish. I just make lies, to protect you. Laurens, you are my best friend and I do not lie when I say I like you a lot.” Alexander laughed. “I know what you are capable of. But I know what Lee is too. As aimless as he is, there is still, with a small chance of a horrible phenemon, your sacrifice becomes a reality.” Hamilton reached for John’s hand and squeezed it. “I can’t do that.”

“I’ve always felt lied to. My entire life. By myself, my family, my friends, the world, my country. I didn’t believe that I would ever experience what those in love, call color. I don’t see color now as much as I feel it. I’ve felt it my entire life. I always thought that it was taboo. It was an end to me. I felt it when my mother died. After the hurricane, I felt-I saw, the world drain from her face. The world dripped from her fingertips into the ocean. It spread. I was surrounded. I’ve felt it in my pain, anguish, rage, and suffering. Through enlisting with friends, only to bury them. I feel it when I write. Pain is what I write on my parchment. I thought that’s all it was. But now, Laurens, I know its not. I know it’s different.

“I don’t see the memories and death of my mother. I don’t see myself shivering on the street, a lonely and broken orphan. I have never felt this before. It’s not mourning, lust, or anger. I don’t know how to explain except, rosy. I feel warm, all the way to my fingertips when you are around. The sun, it is vibrant and so new, but it doesn’t warm me inside. Your cheeks are warm to touch. You are. Everything you are is rosy, red, and love. Laurens. I love you a lot.” Alexander cried, tears running down his face. “I don’t want my world to be dark again. I don’t care about the grasses, skies, trees, and the clouds. It’s you that I couldn’t live without. Laurens. Color me red.”

“Alexander.” Laurens breathed softly, placing his hand behind Alexander’s head. “You are my closest friend and companion. Let me do this first. There is no use being together now, if I die, at General Lee’s hands.” Laurens dropped his hands to Hamilton’s. He gave them a tight squeeze. “I can’t throw away my shot.”

“Laurens, wait!” Alexander said as John walked away, squaring off with Charles Lee.

Lee was trembling with the gun in his hand. He was aimless and that was the problem. There was uncertainty.

“Point it to the sky.” Alexander whispered. “Don’t have another mans blood on your hands.”

John’s hand trembled, his finger hovering over the trigger. “Lee, this ends now. You left soldiers aimless and vulnerable on the battlefield. You fled. The punishment is death.”

Alexander closed his eyes. He jumped when the bullet broke free. A cry rang out. A name was called and he started crying.

“Lee! Someone get me a medic!” called Aaron Burr.

Alexander pushed through the crowd and ran to John. He dropped the gun at his feet, a shimmering tear down his rosy cheeks. “Yo, we won.” John laughed softly.

Alexander grabbed John and pulled him into him. He kissed him and for the first time, he felt red and saw color a different way. Red wasn’t pain anymore. It was the hue of his lips and the blush of his cheeks. The color on his knuckles. Alexander’s hand moved to John’s hair. He pulled him closer and pushed him back, ignoring the shouting from General Washington and Aaron Burr.

It was just him and John and a whole new world. The feeling of red, the past, slipped from his mind in the moment. Now all he saw was rosy red and beautiful. He didn’t see his mother taking her last breath, his friends dying in his arms. He only saw the future and sunset behind John. The sun, indescribably bright was like a halo around John.

“Color me, red.” Alexander cried between a kiss.

“Love me.” John gasped. “I love you.”

The world and the pain faded away. They forgot that they were in the middle of Virginia, only a few hours away from another bloody battle. But now, Alexander didn’t shudder at the thought of death and the end. When the darkness and his past started to consume him, he squeezed John’s hand a little tighter.

John squeezed his hand tighter too.

pdothamman-deactivated20170513  asked:



real talk this week had its fair share of ups and downs for me, but this comment made it end on a happy note :)

please accept this off-color hippie!John doodle as a token of my gratitude:


Brelooms! I flippin’ love pokemon variations. I saw this post and really wanted to expand on it. There are so many cool fungi in the world

Names of the type of mushrooms they’re based on are found under each pics when you click them c:

studynest  asked:

Hey I was wondering if you had any recommendations for what I should buy in terms of stationary/pens because I recently earned $100 for good grades and I want to spend it on something that will go toward school :) thanks

i got you, love! 

first of all, congrats on those grades and on that $100! you deserve it! (hugs)

this’ll depend on what kind of stationery you like or want or what you’re gonna use your stationery for (posters, note taking, etc etc) so i’ll just throw a bunch out there and you can choose as you like, sound good? also, i put this together kind of hastily, so if i didn’t answer your question properly or if it’s not what you were looking for, please feel free to contact me again so i can fix it!
The ones with asteriks are the ones I personally recommend / my favorites. and now without further ado, here’s– 

obsidianstudy’s stationery list recommendations!

Stationery Stores 


  • Ballpoint Pens (Jet Pens) - Jet Pens have a multitude of pens (and brands) to choose from, ones you’ll probably most often use are ballpoint pens, most of the pens are pretty easy to use and a decent price (for the most part, that is).
  • Ballpoint Pens (Tokyo Pen Shop) - Wide variety of ballpoint pens from Tokyo Pen Shop!
  • Pens (kikki.k) - all the pens you could want! Great selection of stationery with quality. All stationery has really cute or cool designs on them. 
  • uni-ball Pens - i love uni-ball pens. they’re good and easy to write with and run very smoothly! (doesn’t have individual pages for each product, search by name via website, link given > ‘uni-ball Pens’)
    • ***uni-ball GEL IMPACT™ GEL PEN - comes in gold, silver, and white and these babies are the literal best. 1.0mm, they give thick, bold strokes. great for giving your notes or drawings and anything else an elegant, pretty look.
    • uni-ball VISION ELITE™ ROLLER BALL PEN - 0.8mm, these come in black, blue, and red and write beautifully. Bold and smooth strokes. 
  • Pilot Pens - (click link and select country, here I’ve chosen the US website to use) Pilot pens are among my favorite, daily use pens. Highly recommend.
  • ****Uni-ball Signo Broad UM-153 Gel Pen - Black Ink - my favorite pen. writes in 1.0mm, has a smooth glide over paper and writes wonderfully. Comes in black, blue, silver, and red, as far as I’m aware. (Ink does take time to dry though but tbh it’s worth it imo haha) $2.50
  • Muji Pens - can i get a heck yeah for Muji pens? Muji is by far one of my favorite stores to visit. They have pens of good quality and their pens write wonderfully. 
    • ***Natural Hexagonal Ballpoint Pen - 0.5 - Cute pen, writes well, has a nice feel to it.  £3.95
    • ***6-in-1 Colour Pen - I have one of these and it’s everything I’ve ever dreamed of! Writes really well and has a nice grip despite seeming really big and clunky!  Highly recommend. £3.95
    • 0.5 Gel Ink Pens - 0.5mm pens. Good for taking notes with, I bought a pack, the colors are super pretty.  £0.75-1.00
    • 0.5 Smooth Writing Gel Ink Pens - these feel like they have a thicker write and write smoother than the gel ink pens. have great clicky clicky thingys too.  £1.50
  • Copic Pens - Copic is famous for their Copic markers, but still produce really good pens! Copic pens are also good for drawing and outlining, etc. Super nice to write with! 



  • Jet Pen Highlighters - multitude of highlighters to choose from
  • Sharpie Highlighters - a variety of highlighters, Sharpie is a classic. I find them easy to use and find that they last you a good while. 
  • ***Zebra Mildliners - the popular highlighter brand. comes in pastel colors and arguably one of the best highlighters ever. ($8.25 on JetPens for pack, $2.50 for singles on Tokyo Pen Shop) (pack | single)
  • Uni Promark View - highlighters that come in a unique shape. have normal colors, easy to highlight with. $2.49
  • Dual Highlighter 5PK - Light, not as common colors. Comes in a pack of five, colors are pink, yellow, orange, blue, and purple. $12.95
  • Markliter (Pilot) - Functions as both a highlighter and as a ballpoint pen. Comes in yellow. Comes in pack of dozen. $25.20
  • Muji Highlighters - good highlighters. Lighter colors and easy to read with. Also have heavier highlighters that run smoothly across the page!
    • ***Twin Highlighter: Blue - Has clear middle so you can see where you’re highlighting so you know when to stop! A lovely light blue, you can get a bunch of other colors too! £1.25


  • Jet Pen Markers & Felt Tip Pens - wide selection of markers to choose from!
  • Sharpie Markers - Sharpie markers are the best. and a classic. enough said. 
  • ***Copic Markers - the absolute go-to when it comes to fancy markers and drawing and shading and coloring and writing and everything else in between! Highly recommend, these are fancy markers that make you feel happy whenever you see them! 
    • Colors - colors of every kind, pick and choose your copic marker!


  • Lead
    • **Neox Graphite - Brand I use for my lead. For mechanical pencils. $3.30
    • Nano Dia - Previous brand I’ve used, very nice. For mechanical pencils. $3.30
  • Correction Products
  • Washi Tape
    • ***Washi Tape (Tokyo Pen Shop) - choose the type of washi tape you want to buy!! ~$4.00 per roll
  • Stickers

Other stationery posts to take a look at!

happy stationery shopping!! xoxo


Body Positivity <3

Body Postivity Tag Game

I was tagged by the very sweet @lizziethereader, even though its taken me a bit to actually do the challenge! I haven’t felt up to too much tumblr stuff lately :(

1. Post some selfies where you feel cute af

This is actually almost a year old, and from right before I graduated college! I love this pic (even though i’m wearing my cap backwards lol!)

2. Something you love about your hair: I actually love the color (the natural color it is now), and I love that its long enough atm that I can do stuff with it!

3. Something you love about your eyes: Up close they are really pretty, and they kinda change colors!

4. Something you love about your mouth:…my lips are a nice color without makeup? idk lol

5. Something you love about your nose: My nose is something I really had to grow to love! I hated how big and crooked it was when I was younger, but now i think it gives my face character

6. Something you love about your legs: My tattoo, and i guess my calves?

7. Something you love about your butt: …lol i have no idea? it fits my body? not to small or to big?

8. Something you love about your tummy: That aching feeling you get when you laugh to much (ps, is it weird that I hate the word tummy?)

9. Something you love about your chest: Gonna steal from lizzie and say I have nice collar bones!

10. Something you love about your height: I’m a good height for my job! If I was to small, I feel like patients wouldn’t trust me!

11. Something you love about your weight: Umm..It’s not horrible, even though I eat way to many reese’s cups?

12. When do you feel prettiest: Probably when I dress up and do the whole shebang. Cute hair, makeup and clothes. Also probably when I wear dresses, or even form fitting stuff, just because I usually wear scrubs.

13. When did you last feel beautiful: Probably last weekend for Easter. It was the first time in a long time that I wore a dress that wasn’t black/white! (And it may have felt even better since I was able to afford the clothes myself, and not as presents from others!)

Not gonna lie, this was a lot harder than I thought it would be!

I’m tagging @agrumpybibliophile, @cosmic-books, @just-your-average-bookworm, and @daydreaming-nightreading :D

Author Headcanons

(Anon requested)

- loves him some flannel
- prefers darker colors but is good with bright stuff too on good days
- ripped jeans
- the occasional fancy dress shirt
- lives in the woods in a cabin near a lake
- had a willow tree outside his house he reads under on nice days
- smells like pine trees and fire
- really likes to light fires
- has a writing desk he uses and it’s so old and broken but he’s attached to it so he doesn’t get rid of it
- probably has a collection of bottle caps and sea glass
- I love the idea that his bat is names Inspiration
- love animals, specifically squirrels and foxes
- probably has a cat
- can cook to save his life but really good with a grill
- loves space and has lots of books of astrology
- takes zodiac signs very seriously
- goes through so many pencils because he doesn’t like mechanical pencils or electric sharpeners
- very anti-electronic just in general
- prefers to write on you during sex but if it’s punishment than he goes to his writing desk
- really likes to be a protective Dom
- loves having a little s/o that he can cuddle and take care of
- loves nipples
- also giving oral and is really go at it
- normally pretty gentle and loving with a lot of worship and dirty talk and cooing
- that can change easily
- favorite position is against the wall with your stomach pressed to it
- loves mood lighting, specifically candles
- likes shower and bath sex
- prefers to be called Master