I didn’t know it would be this hard to face the nights without you.
I never realized how safe and secure I really felt in your arms.
I forgot what it was like to sleep alone, and wake up without you.
Now it’s hit me harder then ever and all I’m hoping is that you feel all these aches too, that you toss and turn and wonder about me.
Because I’m sure wondering about you.
You were one of the lucky ones, or at least that was what your parents told you. You didn’t know if you counted yourself as quite that lucky. Meeting your soulmate when you were young was something everybody dreamed of, and honestly you had been excited when it had first happened. It had been the beginning of middle school when you were stuck outside polishing soccer balls for practice.
“You can’t just work on one side or else it’ll become uneven.”
You had looked up, glanced down at your wrist to make sure that those were really the words inked there, and then stared at the boy in front of you.
Park Chanyeol was his name, and the words inked on his wrist read, “Why don’t you help me then?” Those just happened to be the exact words that flew out of your mouth, and that was that.
(related to the falling ceiling stuff, my hopeless me does fun things)
I just want to share with you how desperated my mom is, because, due to my ceiling problems, here is like 2 guys that come everyday makes analysis of my ceiling state, and every single time, three things follow me out of danger :
my computer, my tablet, my three books of tfc.
And every single time, my mom looks at me with some despair and says: you know, these man won’t hurt your books.
YEAH BUT WE DON’T KNOW I PREFERE TO BE SURE OK. Precious.
I realize that if, like Neil, I was on the run, in my duffel bag, you would find my computer, my tablet, tfc, and probably some clothes, food and water. Well, in my 3ds to kill time, probably. Not enough space for a Trojan fangirl binder unfortunately.
Let’s start the “what will we find in your runaway duffel bag” game
Bang Yongguk: When it comes to this serious topic, he wouldn’t play around. He noticed how much you mean to him, how much he enjoys spending time with you and when he realised that he really loves you, he would treat you to dinner. After that, both of you would walk through the moonlit park. He would hold your hand and smile a little bit. Eventually he would stop and both of you would admire the night sky. He’d stand behind you, put his head on your shoulder and place his arms around your waist.
"Y/N, I really like you.. and I want you as my girlfriend.“
Kim Himchan: Like Yongguk, he’d be very serious about it. But the way he confesses to you will be so romantic. He will just appear in front of your door. Dressed in a suit and with a bouquet of your favourite flowers in his hand. He’d take you to a quiet, special place. A hidden pond in your favourite park, maybe. He’d place a blanket on the ground and sat down with you. Himchan would place himself behind you, pulling you gently onto his lap.
When you weren’t paying attention to him, he would place a silver necklace around your neck. You’d be surprised and look at the little trinket that was dangling from it.
"H for Himchan. So that everyone knows that you belong to me.” He’d nervously clear his throat and just hope that you understand this message.
“I love you too, Channie."
Jung Daehyun: He would hide little messages in your apartment.
You’d find one in your drawer, in your bathroom, in your favourite cup, in your shoes, even in your refrigerator. They would range from romance-novel-quotes to cheesy pick-up lines.
You’d laugh so much, secretly you already knew what he wanted to ask you, but seems like he couldn’t do it in person.
That’s what you thought until your doorbell rang and when you opened it, you weren’t surprised to see Daehyun.
"Baby, on a scale of 1 to 10: You’re a 9 and I’m the 1 you need.” He’d grin broadly and place a kiss on your cheek.
“Okay, I’ll date you, buy only if you stop using these corny pick-up lines. ”
Yoo Youngjae: It already felt like you two were together for an eternity, so he wouldn’t make such a big deal out of it. Whenever he’d visit your place he’d leave some of his things. He would put his shirts into your wardrobe, leave his shampoo bottles in your bathroom and he already claimed the most comfortable spot on the couch as his.
When you asked him about it, he’d just shrug it off and give you a cheeky kiss on the lips.
"Why? Is my girlfriend bothered by the fact that I’m slowly moving in?“
Moon Jongup: He asked Daehyun for help and regretted it so much. Soon the whole squad was involved and everybody gave their best tips and advices.
Actually they would be so nice and helpful to invite you over to join a dance practice, but then, strangely enough, they all had to leave, except Jongup.
So he had to be on his own. He decided to be straight forward. He didn’t want to prolong. So he walked straight towards you, took your hand in his and put the cute bracelet he secretly bought on your wrist.
"Will you be my girlfriend, y/n?"
You said yes. And the rest of B.A.P loudly cheered from behind the closed door.
Choi Junhong: He would take you out to join his favourite activity, you were currently learning: Skateboarding.
Zelo made sure you felt safe on the board, before he let go of your hand and let you perform a trick you learned. Suddenly you slipped, but Zelo was fast enough and catched you.
Completely out of his mind, because of the shock, he looked at you and said:
"I’m glad you fell for me, y/n.” As soon as the words left his mouth, his cheeks turned red and he giggled.
"You spent too much time with Daehyun, huh?“ You brushed a strand of hair behind his ear and he nodded.
"Look at me, being the girlfriend of a boy who takes advices from someone who googles pick-up lines.” You laughed and shook your head.
"Wh-…what do you say? Girlfriend?“ His face lit up and he showed you his biggest smile.
"Of course? As you said, I fell for you. Literally.”
You’d find yourself in Zelo’s arms as he spun you around and placed kiss after kiss on your cheek.
Oh geez... Man I really hope your arm pain passes like, for good. Bit of solace I can maybe offer--one of the students in my class I TA was hospitalized during finals, and we just coordinated a make-up day for him and it went smoothly. No late penalty or anything. But your arm's more important of course--I've got my fingers crossed for you that it heals
ahhh thanks…and tbh im so worried abiut that like i emailed the prof hourss ago and he hasnt responded and hes a nice prof but like rules are rules… and my school is rly strict about their academic integrity policy :((( im praying it feels better by tmrw
also i JYST GOT BACK from the hospital b/c they r so slow they kept me there all day so I DIDNT START STUDYING AND UTS MIDNUGHT :)))))))
EDIT: NVM HE REPLIED
“Take care of your health and we’ll figure something out if you can’t make the exam. Please send me a doctor’s note if you are under medical care. We can schedule a make-up exam if necessary, “
‘I never feel in touch with my emotions until I’ve stared at the sky for so long that the drugs fade away with the stars and the sun starts to rise. I wonder if everyone would act differently if they looked out Into space more. Grass usually makes me itch but I’m so fucked up that I can’t feel my skin. The only thing I can think about is that no matter how many pills I take I’ll never feel like I’m in your arms again. I really never intended for it to get this bad but I swear when I’m this fucked up the stars feel like your arms and being surrounded isn’t all that bad.’
Ahh I'm currently suffering through depression through stress of grades and not really having friends irl to have company with. I do have online friends but they are currently starting to avoid or dislike me. I keep crying everyday and I'm too nervous to ask for comfort.. can a jyushimatsu give me a hug?
(HI I SCREAMED BECAUSE I REALLY LIKE HUGS)
Jyushimatsu takes a running leap right into your arms HAHA DON’t be sad anon!! There’s always someone in the world to love and care for you!! He snuggled your cheeks, giving a quick peck before rolling off and gazing at the ceiling blankly
Y’know, it’s hard being a human! You get hard times in your life when you think you can’t do it, but you can! Positivity is the key! Have a positive mindset and at least try to think of the best! It’s hard sometimes.. but you can do it!! We believe in you anon!!
Do things that you love! Whether it’s drawing, playing games, writing etc! Do things that make you happy! Also! if you’d like to talk to someone new! feel free to contact Mod Choro at @legitliterallyy !! She’s always willing to talk to new buds that want friends and she won’t bite!! (She doesn’t like red meat anyway!)
I’m getting really fucking tired of people who think it’s ok to come up to me and rub my arm because I’m hairy like this one girl I have no fucking clue who she is but she came up to me and started rubbing my arm and said “your really hairy” I’m like ya no shit I knew that this is my body we’re talking about I’ve had people call me gorilla from the time I was a young child and I hate every part of my self every time someone calls me that
💕💟💕💕 okay so I asked for suggestions for story’s the other day and an anon gave me the idea for over stimulation and I might write a sub story for it. Please let me know what you think 💕💕💟💕
“So let me get this straight; you want to tie me up to the bed, put nipple clamps on me, strap a vibrator to my clitoris, and last but not least you want to put this mini vibrating butt plug inside of me?” You stare at Michael in awe holding a small box that he had put on the bed that afternoon.
“Yeah? I don’t think it sounds that bad.” Michael looks at you and laughs walking over to take the box from you. “Would it be okay if daddy did those things to you princess?” Michael smiled at you taking the vibrator wand out of the box and started to run it up and down your arm.
“I would really really like that daddy.” You smiled up at him shivering to the side trying to push his arm away.
“But you know what princess i think you deserve lots of orgasms today.” Michael smirks pressing a kiss to your forehead.