I wanna thnk you all for your support. I really truly do appreciate it. I don’t like talking about my problems to my friends irl bc I’m usually the comedy relief and I don’t want my friends steering clear of HIM just bc of me and my experience
I was feeling ultra down since i got into a fight with my sis and my mom who currently isnt talking to me and y'all really made me tear up with these messages. Smh I’m even tearing up right now bc im a dumb sensitive potatoe
But real talk. All y'all mad dope. Got me talking/typing like a real new yorker lmao
Just wanna let y'all know I just finished a good plate of food and im chillin watching old school anime. Life is good atm
I straight up love y'all
Have a good morning, night, or afternoon depending on your time zone.AND DON’T LET ANYONE TELL YOU SHIT. If they do, my roomie and I will turn up fight them,
Or better yet. Channel ur inner Mukuro/Hibari/ Gokudera and kick they’re ass! And if you feel like crying like Lambo afterwards, thats cool fam
Well when I was nine year old my mom died. And that literally torn apart my dad. It’s been almost 10 years since then and my dad & stepmom have been together for like 8 years and they found melanoma on her foot and she had surgery last week and is having another on tomorrow and she’s really scared and so is my dad. I went to talk to him about it and he just said “must be my luck,” I wanna cry so bad. I feel so horrible because I love my stepmom even though we’ve had our ups and downs. I feel for everyone.
if this is rude or invasive please ignore and I'm very sorry but I was just wondering like why were you adopted and do u know your birth parents. again sorry if you don't wanna answer!
it’s not! i like talking about it. my birth mom (marcy) got pregnant and just didn’t want to have a child so she pretty quickly decided on adoption. i don’t really know the whole process but she picked my parents and they all wanted to keep it an open adoption so they got pretty close while she was still pregnant with me, they all have lots of pictures together too and held a baby shower for both marcy and my mom and stuff which i think is really cute. since we all lived close i actually knew her and got to see her and she’d celebrate holidays with us sometimes bc her family was jehovah’s witness and didn’t celebrate but she still loved them lol so it was all open for me from the beginning and understood marcy birthed me but my mom was my mom
when i was about 5 we moved though and she’d still send birthday cards and things but eventually i think she just felt she needed to move on so we lost contact but i have no hard feelings over it
i want to reconnect with her again though once i’m at a better point in my life, even though i know she cared about me a lot though it’s still kind of scary!!
that’s her!! and me!!
(none of us know who my biological father is though lol)
Okay, so I have been brushing this off for four weeks but, I'm really mad at my mom because she promised to divorce my drunken, abusive stepfather. She even promised that she would never re marry without consulting me first, being that I am the oldest daughter. And no matter how many hints I drop that I don't wanna talk to him, that I don't wanna talk to her for lying to me, she just keeps acting like none of what happened the night she kicked him out ever happened. So what should I do?
CA: sounds like you guys need to talk things out a bit see wwhy shes keepin him around and figure out wwhat to do from there
I'm bored tell me facts about your cute self because I like u precious thang
chances are I like you way more, jewel!!! ;A; but okay!! let me list some that I can remember bc I’m so so sleepy right now hehe.
I can talk about baekhyun all day and talk about every detail from head to toe regarding him. I adore baeksoo as much as ksoo adores baek. I can make gifs forever. I can laugh forever omg. I want to make people happy all the time. I love my friends online and irl sooooOoOoOo MUCH. I am always trying to listen to my friends’ troubles so they feel better. I can talk about baekhyun forever. I miss playing the guitar as frequently as when I took lessons but now I really just wanna learn the piano and the drums. I can’t wait to be a mom. I love children so much sobs. I am currently very sleepy. I think sometimes unlike a few people who say “I don’t know what to say about myself” I actually can speak a lot about myself. I can put up a front very well when I’m nervous. also I love baekhyun a lot!!!!! and right now I’m going to sleep — end.
I've been having a lot of issues with my mom recently. i came out to her over a year ago, and she still seems to think it's just a phase. she's always recommending guys to me, refuses to acknowledge when I say I'm gay, and it really driving a wedge between us. i want to talk to someone about it, and I have a therapist, but I live in TN and there's a law where therapists can refuse to serve LGBT people. im just feeling super alone and hoping others can relate. she's my mom, I don't wanna lose her
im really sorry youre having to go through this! its sadly a rather common experience to have parents who arent understanding or refuse to accept their children being gay. i know this is really hard and i hope you feel better 💖
Muffin are you alright? Bad day? Wanna talk about it with ur fetus mom? -SM
I’m just really tired and my period is making me dizzy and sick as ever and I had work today for 8hours and I’m just so exhausted and I’m tired really tired.
I was also waiting to go home and like this couple was talking loudly and talked about my bag which I brought earlier on my shift and the cashier asked do you want your things in your bag and I said yes and so I put my things I purchased in my bag and like bitch I brought all that included the bag too.Istg they made sure I heard it too.They said well anyone could put anything in a bag.I got so mad humanity is continuing to disappoint me so much lately as it always it is.
But what else is fucking new honestly lmao.
-a tired bitchy admin skies
Hey hope you're having a good day! I really want to come out to my mum but have no idea how. I'm pretty sure she'll be supportive, we're really close. I think she knows somethings going on bc the other day she shared a post on Facebook saying smth like 'I don't care if my kids are gay, trans etc'. I just have no idea how to do it. I'm not that good at talking about how I feel 😩
Just ask your mom if you can talk to her and tell her that you’ve been wanting to tell her something for a while and then just say whatever it is you wanna say. If you already know she’ll be supportive then what is there to lose? you’ll feel a lot better afterwards!
My mom is so unreasonable and terrible and psychotic and I swear to god she hates me an I just really want a distraction right now because I wanna stop crying because I want her to stop getting to me like this I’m tired of her hitting me and literally saying to me that she wants to beat me so bad she goes to jail “stop talking or im gonna go to jail tonight, but you can bet I’ll be satisfied when I’m done with you”
Describe each one of your friends using only one word.
John: nerd Rose: gay Jade: BORK Roxy: Mom Jane: Sweet Dirk: really fuckin great (yes i know thats 3 words but i cant describe him in one word. I dare you try to describe dirk with one word) Jake: shy Karkat: MY LOVE Terezi: great Gamzee: cool (depends on which gamzee im talking to, but so far the two ive met are really cool) Mayor: best. I just met him but he seems really great.
I’ve yet to make friends with any of the other trolls but i wanna.
Can I just say I saw that you reblogged clarkestiddys Dapper Lexa and Far Girl Clarke drawing (I've been stalking your blog haha, I'm sorry) and you put in the tags something like #CHAAR I'M GONNA PUNCH YOU IN THE FACE. I just wanna know, are you two friends? Because if so that's really cool, two of my fave blogs being friends.
Yeah dude! That tag was 100% me showing love because Chaar is literally OG bae. Started talking to them way before I even fully committed a blog to the pitch perfect fandom. Love ‘em to death @clarkestiddys
Ps thx for stalking my blog but it’s all trash so WELCOME TO THE DUMP SITE
Just thinking, you know. I am really trying hard to not be annoying. I don’t wanna be a burden to anyone. I really hate talking about my health to my mom, my dad. Kahit sila nagagalit na din kapag nagsusuka ako. Ano na daw nangyayari sakin. Miski ako, hindi ko alam. Parang gusto ko na nga lang maglaho sa harap nila. For them to not worry about me. For them to not worry about my health or how am I doing my life. But, I just hate it when I am always drowsy. I can’t eat enough. I wish I could, but I am vomiting it all out. I don’t have the good appetite and after two weeks, saka lang ako nagkaroon ng maayos na sleep. The nightmares are gone. Pero minsan mabibigla ka nalang na magigising ka in the middle of the night, thinking where are the monsters? Not realizing na ikaw yun. Chos. Hahahahaha.
Nadedemonyo ako. You know. Iniisip ko minsan, why not talk to other guys and talk dirty with them. I am single anyway. But then, naiisip ko, may hinihintay nga pala ako and pagbalik nya sana we are good for really good. We are better for each other. Pero minsan naiisip ko din, hihintayin ko pa ba? Kasi ramdam ko naman na di sya sure sa sarili nya kung babalik pa ba sya. Or baka pag bumalik sya, napipilitan lang sya. Ayoko ng ganon. Kung ayaw naman na talaga, pipilitin ko tanggapin. Sometimes, yung evil thoughts ko, super duper fucking me up. I really wanna die. That’s true. But hindi ko ginagawa cos I am dead anyway. I am physically alive, but the soul? I think nah.
So, ang point ko dito yung pagkain ko talaga. Nag ooverthink na naman ako. Sana makakain na ako ng maayos kasi ayoko na magsuka. Dugo na sinusuka ko eh. Hahahahahahahahahahahahahaahaha.
PS. Ang daming cute and hot papabols dito sa office. Hahahahaha. Landi!