i really just can't do this anymore

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Magic and painting are a lot alike. You know, a lot of times, I just can’t paint. Really? When that happens, what do you do? When that happens, all one can do is struggle through it. I draw and draw, and keep drawing. Then I stop drawing. I take walks, look at the scenery, take naps, do nothing. Then after a while, all of a sudden I get the urge to draw again.

A thing I like is when a character has spent all day blaming themselves for getting sick/not feeling well, and maybe other people have blamed them or become annoyed with them for it, too, and finally the character comes home and maybe someone is inconvenienced by their illness or irritated by something they’ve done and it’s just the Last Straw and they say in a small, hoarse voice: “It’s not my fault…”

Hello hello! It’s @sarukui aka Jen here ヽ(〃・ω・)ノ Recently, I hit a followers milestone and I thought I’d celebrate it with y’all by making a follow forever for part one! I want to tell everyone, “THANK YOU!” because your support towards my blog & graphics means so so much to me, whether it’s through a like, reblog, follow or a sweet message, it all truly makes my day and I feel extremely grateful for all the kindness! I’d like to also thank all the friends that I’ve made on this site; y'all are some of the sweetest people I’ve ever met and I have a ton of fun screaming over anime with you all! Thanks for making this site a fun one so far! Lastly, I just want to give *BIG HUG* to everyone! YAY! (っ´∀`)っ Thank you again for all the support! ♡♡

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Quote Writing Prompts
  • 1: "Yeah uh - Yeah no, that sounds awful."
  • 2: "Please... Don't leave me here. Don't leave me alone, without you."
  • 3: "So, that went well."
  • 4: "You're awful. I love it."
  • 5: "What the hell do you think you're doing, exactly?"
  • 6: "Is that... lipstick, on your collar?"
  • 7: "Did you do this?"
  • 8: "You know what? This place feels like home."
  • 9: "Oh shit. Am I - Am I in love? That's not supposed to be happening. That's not right."
  • 10: "Who are you? Where am I? What is this? WHAT IS GOING ON?!"
  • 11: "Dear (name), First of all, I'm so sorry. I really am."
  • 12: "I can't do this anymore."
  • 13: "So what, you're just gonna leave?"
  • 14: "Did you honestly think I wouldn't figure it out?"
  • 15: "You really think you can beat me? That's cute."
  • 16: "I'm tired of you. I really am, at this point."
  • 17: "Oh, just digging myself a nice grave, you?"
  • 18: "Shhhh. This is my favorite part."
  • 19: "Hey, can I hold your boobs for a sec?"
  • 20: "I think I may have found a song that accurately describes how I feel toward you."
  • 21: "Is that necessary?"
  • 22: "I don't like it."
  • 23: "I'm getting bad vibes... We should go."
  • 24: "HA! Loser!"
  • 25: "You wear me out, kid."
  • 26: "Is this a joke? This is a joke, right? You're joking."
  • 27: "The washing machine broke, I almost lost my keys, the car got dented, and a wasp got into the house and hijacked the bedroom for four days! Four. Days."
  • 28: "You're the greatest thing that's ever happened to me."
  • 29: "You kiddin'? That's brilliant, c'mon!"
  • 30: "So what do you say to this: you, me, a nice big glass of milk, a thing of cookies?"
  • 31: "My hero."
  • 32: "That was harsh."
  • 33: "You better pipe down. I'm not laughing."
  • 34: "So you're really gonna do this, huh? And nothing I say can change your mind?"
  • 35: "So uh. I noticed you're kinda naked. Is that intentional, or... ?"
  • 36: "Why is there a dog in the living room?"
  • 37: "They mixed up our reservations. One room. One bed."
  • 38: "Oh boy. I'm on the weird side of YouTube again."
  • 39: "You, my friend, are a filthy sinner, and I approve wholeheartedly."
  • 40: "Did you mean like... this?"
I don't really have any friends anymore because they all forgot about me. I didn't know it was that hard to put in effort to try to talk to me or try to see me or whatever. I'm so* tired of always* being the one to put in the most effort and to be the only one trying. I can't do it anymore. I don't have friends anymore.

I guess I’m just not that important to anyone.

BTS TRYING TO WATCH A MOVIE
  • Taehyung: I love this movie. Don't you guys love this movie?
  • Jin: I'd love it a lot more if I could hear what they were saying. Jimin can you wake Yoongi up, I can't take his snoring anymore.
  • Jimin moves his hand to Yoongi but his arm is grabbed mid-air.
  • Yoongi: So you have a death wish?
  • Jimin: Oh, you're awake? So you just snore for fun?
  • Yoongi: No, I snore in my free time.
  • Jin: SHHHHH!
  • Jungkook: I'm going to get some popcorn do you guys-
  • Jin: SHHH!!
  • Jungkook: (Whispers) Want anything?
  • Jimin: Get me a Pocky will you?
  • Jungkook nods and leaves.
  • Taehyung: I just really love this movie.
  • Namjoon: What's to love? It's so predictable. See that guy? He's going to die.
  • The guy dies.
  • Namjoon: See?
  • Taehyung looks like he's going to cry.
  • Hoseok: This why I don't watch movies with you guys.
  • Namjoon: No, this is why we should have watched La La Land.
  • Yoongi: I told you, I don't do romance.
  • Namjoon: You aren't even watching.
  • Yoongi: I'm listening.
  • Jimin comforts Taehyung.
  • Jungkook returns with a single Pocky stick and holds it out to Jimin.
  • Jimin: What is this?
  • Jungkook: You asked for 'a' pocky.
  • Jimin: I meant the whole box.
  • Jungkook shrugs and sits back down, and munches on the single Pocky stick.
  • Jimin: Do you even love me?
  • Hoseok: Don't answer that.
  • Jin: SHHH!
  • Yoongi grabs the pillow from underneath his head and chucks it at Jin but he misses.
  • Jin: Wow. Real classy Yoongi. First you pick this shit movie, then you sleep through it and then you throw a pillow at me for trying to get you guys to shut up so I can enjoy it?
  • Taehyung: Don't say this movie is S-H-I-T.
  • Jimin: Yeah don't say this movie is shit.
  • Jungkook: Oh shit he died?
  • Namjoon: Jungkook you can't say shit!
  • Jungkook: Oh shit, I can't?
  • Jin: Shhh!!
  • Yoongi: I swear to-
  • Jin: SHHH!!
  • And then there was no more Jin and no more Yoongi. There was only darkness and a stain on the couch from where Taehyung S-H-I-T his pants after seeing the rise of sleep deprived Yoongi murder Jin.
  • ~Armygirl
angsty starters ( + sad qoutes / song lyrics. )
  • "I love you enough to let you go,"
  • "I heard you moved on,"
  • "I didn't come here to hurt you,"
  • "Where did you go?"
  • "I'm sorry we fell in love."
  • "We'll do everything on our own."
  • "I'm so sorry,"
  • "You'll never understand."
  • "Please don't go,"
  • "I still love you,"
  • "I don't love you anymore."
  • "I never loved you,"
  • "I can't do this."
  • "We can't be together!"
  • "Will I ever see you again?"
  • "May we meet again,"
  • "I promise I'll do better,"
  • "I just want to see you, one more time."
  • "I'd give anything to see you one more time."
  • "One last time?"
  • "I don't deserve you,"
  • "You don't deserve me,"
  • "People like us don't get happy endings,"
  • "You still love me?"
  • "I never meant to hurt you,"
  • "I understand..."
  • "If you want to go, it's okay."
  • "I gave up everything for you!"
  • "I really need you to trust me,"
  • "Can you listen to me for once!"
  • "I cheated on you,"
  • "You cheated on me?"
  • "Don't expect me to come crawling back,"
  • "Shame on me, you fooled me twice."
  • "You said I wasn't just like anyone."
  • "Did I even ever cross your mind?"
  • "Can we pretend that we're in love?"
  • "I can't lose you,"
  • "Please go,"
  • "Don't you dare die on me!"
  • "I'm not losing you again!"
  • "I'm incomplete without you,"
  • "I will love you for the rest of my life,"
  • "So this is goodbye?"
  • "Kiss me goodbye."
  • "I loved them and they died."
  • "I was a bet?"
  • "You were nothing but a bet."
  • "Can you hold me?"
  • "I loved and I lost you."
  • "It's okay,"
  • "The worst day of loving someone is when you lose them."
  • "It hurts like hell,"
  • "I'm not coming back."
  • "You're never coming back?"
  • "What do you mean you're dying!"
  • "Come back to me,"
  • "What happened?!"
  • "They're dead!"
  • "Where's my love,"
  • "Don't do this,"
  • "I'll see you again."
  • "There's nothing we can do to bring them back."
  • "I don't want to be alone anymore,"
  • "You promised you'd never leave me."
  • "First love, you remember what that's like?"
  • "If I don't have you I have nothing at all,"
  • "I'm not going to fight you,"
  • "You're my friend."
  • "It's too late to apologize."
  • "You left me!"
  • "You left us!"
  • "You chose them over me,"
  • "I need you,"
  • "I was hoping that you'd stay."
  • "I never lied to you,"
  • "You said you might die so what the hell?"
  • "It's a bad joke,"
  • "We can never be the same again,"
  • "You don't need you,"
  • "You're not alone."
  • "You broke my heart."
  • "It made me think of you."
  • "You're my world."
  • "Do I wanna know?"
  • "So sad to see you go,"
  • "This is it, isn't it."
  • "Now I just sit in silence."
  • "Are you okay?"
  • "Are you hurt?"
  • "I'll go with you."
  • "How bad is it?"
  • "My feelings for you are real, they always have been."
  • "Someday you'll understand."
  • "Because I love you,"
  • "There was just something about them,"
  • "I'm sorry for breaking your heart."
  • "It wasn't an act."
  • "Time doesn't heal everything."
  • "This is your fault!"
  • "Tell me what to do!"
  • "I didn't mean for this to happen."
  • "Everythings a mess."
  • "You ruined my life,"
  • "Do you still love me?"
  • "You gotta get up, we have to go."
  • "It's okay,"
  • "It was nothing,"
  • "I'll do something."
  • "You're safe here,"
  • "Don't forget me."
  • "I ruined this,"
  • "You ruined this."
  • "Quiet is violent."
  • "You promised me!"
  • "Stop lying with those words."
  • "If this is some kind of sick joke, you better tell me!"
  • "You're all I have!"
  • "I'm not ready to say goodbye."
  • "I don't want to go,"
  • "I loved you,"
  • "You don't have to do this,"
  • "I'm afraid it's never going to be okay again."
  • "I'm terrified,"
  • "You're a monster."
  • "You're all I have!"
  • "I'm a monster."
  • "Only fools fall for you,"
  • "Everything comes to an end,"
  • "I thought I loved you."
  • "Now I just sit in silence."
  • "It's unbearable."
  • "You're my first love."
  • "I never wanted to hurt you,"
  • "I was here,"
  • "Help me,"
  • "They won..."
  • "You don't love them."
  • "You're breaking my heart,"
  • "I hate you!"
  • "It's a waste of time,"
  • "You're all I want."
  • "I've always loved you!"
  • "I can pretend anymore."
  • "i didn't have a choice!"
  • "What if it's agony now and it's hell later on?"
  • "Love I will let you go,"
  • "I left behind something great."
  • "I want you back,"
  • "I don't regret any of it, not if it kept you safe."
  • "Get over yourself,"
  • "You'll be the death of me."
  • "Everything just fell apart."
  • "What the hell am I doing here?"
  • "I want you so much but I hate your guts."
  • "I found love where it wasn't supposed to be."
  • "You still like them, don't you?"
  • "What are you doing?!"
  • "I did this to protect you!"
  • "Don't cry,"
  • "I'm not crying,"
  • "I'm dying,"
  • "A-Are you alright?"
  • "I'll come back for you."
  • "I've never felt so alone."
  • "You don't love me! You don't even know me!"
  • "I don't even know who you are anymore."
  • "I don't even know who I am anymore,"
  • "Please let me do this for you."
  • "You're one of the lucky ones."
  • "It's never going to be okay."
  • person: hey how you doing
  • me: good
  • person: s-
  • me: actually skam is ending and im just not ready because it's not even some tv show anymore, it's more like a lifestyle and i can't just give that up and on top of that everything is such a mess right now like what is up with the carrots and the black and white shirts aND ALSO sana loves yousef but yousef seems to have a thing with noora(ew) and sana really deserves yousef and she deserves happiness but everything her friends give her is disrespect and bullshit and they're not worthy of her love she deserves someone who will appreciate her and care for her(even bech næsheim were u @)and the worst part is that there's only a few episodes left and how could this many problems be fixed and this many questions be answered in just a couple of minutes tHE PEOPLE WANNA KNOW
  • Mom: well, at least you don't like girls anymore.
  • Me: ...what?
  • Mom: remember? When you were in high school and you tried dating women? I'm just saying at least you're straight now.
  • Me: I didn't just stop liking women, mom. I just happen to be marrying a man.
  • Mom: right. So you're not interested in women.
  • Me: *scans the crowd. Points out an attractive man* hey mom, do you find that man over there attractive?
  • Mom: oh, yeah he really is!
  • Me: but you're married.
  • Mom: ...yeah?
  • Me: so you can't be attracted to him if you're married.
  • Mom: wait, what?
  • Me: I'm marrying a man so I can't possibly be attracted to women. So clearly marriage is some sort of magical force that flips your attraction switch off, right? So I could only assume that means you don't find men other than your husband attractive, yes?
  • Mom: wha-? No, wait, I'm confused.
  • Me: I'm not surprised.
drug addiction starter sentences
  • "You have a problem!"
  • "I have a problem."
  • "What are those blue lines up your arm?"
  • "Are those track marks?"
  • "What's that powder under your nose?"
  • "Why have you been getting so many nosebleeds lately?"
  • "I found a needle in your drawer."
  • "I found your stash."
  • "How long have you been hiding this from me?"
  • "That's it. It's the drugs or me."
  • "You're going to die or end up in prison."
  • "You've hit rock bottom."
  • "How much did you take?"
  • "It's not that I want to get high anymore. I need it to survive."
  • "It's never been this bad."
  • "I need to talk to you about something I found in your room."
  • "Get that stuff out of my house!"
  • "I'm not mad. I'm just worried about you."
  • "Don't worry, I won't tell anyone."
  • "It seems like your religion wouldn't allow this."
  • "I have to draw the line. I can't support your habits anymore."
  • "You're just as toxic as what you're putting in your body."
  • "Can you give me a discount?"
  • "You have to get help or we're through."
  • "You lost your job over this stuff, and you're about to lose me too."
  • "I'll always love you, but I sure don't like you when you're high."
  • "I didn't know you were into that stuff."
  • "You said you'd never use a needle."
  • "Thanks for the extra. It really helped me get by this week."
  • "Be honest. Do you love the drugs more than me?"
  • "Rehab would be good for you."
  • "I don't want to spend 70 days just waiting until I can get high again. I'm not going."
  • "It's the only thing that makes me feel anything anymore."
  • "I'm sorry, I'm choosing the drugs."

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unpopular opinion

shiro isn’t hopeless at household chores and cooking. he’s a decent cook and keeps things military neat and clean

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tao expressing his gratitude to fans and promises that he won’t leave them

I imagine that the Marauders (and Lily and Marleen and Mary and… well, all of those arseholes, really) tell each other that they love each other all the time. It starts out in their very first year, with James telling them all he loves them because he was always a very affectionate child and the others latching onto it because none of them got enough love in their childhoods. (Remus is a fucking werewolf, Sirius came from the Black Household, and Peter’s sister got all the love, since their mother never wanted a son; she’d only wanted a daughter.)

They’re all doing it by the end of First Year. It just becomes a part of their vernacular. 

Naturally, Sirius and Remus say it to each other just as much as the others, but Sirius can’t –for the life of him, damn it– figure out if it means anything else. He wants it to –boy, does he want it to– but he has absolutely no idea how to distinguish between the platonic and… well, the less platonic. So he says nothing.

And then, they start fucking. 

That’s all it is. Sirius pushes his emotions down because he can’t think about it any other way. Remus is just a mate helping a mate. They’re just… doing it to do it. Practicing for the girls. It doesn’t matter that Remus sleepily mumbles that he loves him as they cuddle after sex, because that’s what they’ve always said. Nothing has changed. The gaping black hole in his heart doesn’t matter. 

It isn’t until Remus comes up to him in the Common Room and curls up in his lap that Sirius actually questions it. He stiffens minutely, but it’s enough for Remus to be like ??? What’s wrong??? You literally had my dick in you last night are you okay??? I just kissed your neck Padfoot you look like you’re terrified I’m going to bite you. 

And Sirius stares at him for a full thirty seconds, in which Remus begins to squirm a little under the gaze, and then blurts out YOU LOVE ME???????

And Remus’ eyebrows skyrocket. They fuckin’ leave the planet’s orbit. “Yes??? I tell you that a lot???” 

“But you tell Prongs you love him. You tell Wormtail you love him.” 

Remus stares at him and then slowly, slowly begins to shake his head, because it had never even occurred to him that Sirius might doubt his actual intentions. He supposed they did sorta skip the whole Talk that usually came with dating, but he’d assumed it was implied. It had been implied!!! 

But apparently, Sirius hadn’t picked up on that particular implication, because he’s still staring wide-eyed down at Remus. So Remus sits up properly and kisses him, long and full on the mouth. Sirius melts into the kiss, like he always does, because he can’t resist because Moony is so brilliant. When Remus finally pulls away, Sirius’ eyes are slightly unfocused. 

“I don’t do that to Prongs,” he points out, and nuzzles his nose back against Sirius’ collarbone. “I love you, Sirius. I want to date you. To be honest, I kinda assumed we were already dating.” 

And Sirius just kinda goes……. oh. 

It’s worth Remus’ soft puffs of laughter against his skin, though. His Moony is so brilliant.

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❝ oh, the printer’s jammed. again. ❞

 fancy date :D

I remember when last year in Bon Voyage Season 1 the boys went to that Christmas themed place, and the workers showed them something. I can’t remember what it was exactly but it had an elf with a really long nose. Jimin looked at it and said, “I need a nose like that.” I don’t know if he was joking or if he was actually serious about altering his appearance, but when I heard him say that I started to feel really bad. I started to think about again just a couple minutes ago and my attitude changed completely. I was all smiley and normal until I became sad and depressed from thinking about what he said. Jimin is so incredibly beautiful both inside and out. Sure a lot of people don’t like how they look, I don’t like how I look either, but hearing him say that he needed a new feature to make himself look different just made me feel some way that I couldn’t describe. One of first BTS video I saw was the one where they sang to RUN in their hotel room in different parts of the suite. We all know how Jimin was laying down on the couch and stared outside the window— back then I didn’t know him at all. I just thought, “Wow he is handsome. Is he even real?” From then on I started to become an ARMY (I found out about Kpop on the first week of April). Ever since I saw that video I biased Jimin and then it changed to Taehyung, Namjoon, Yoongi, and every freaking member really. Although, Jimin always stuck out to me the most. His features are different from the others, as well as his way of speaking, and his behavior too. So when I heard him say “I need a nose like that” it upset me, and I wrote this to say. I don’t believe you should alter your appearance because of an insecurity. Again I’m not sure if he was joking or not, but this is my opinion. I think that changing something you were born with without a proper reason is just dumb to me. You might end up regretting how you look after you got your cosmetic procedure done. Nowadays people glamorize surgery as if it was the newest bar of chocolate on the market, in my perspective. Sure you might look good now and feel happy about the change you decided to have, but how are you gonna look the more you age? In the end once we pass our looks won’t matter anymore because we decayed. I know I sound really fucking weird and dark right now but I’m just being realistic here. Only modify yourself if it’s something major that affects your wellbeing. Don’t do it for the wrong reasons.

Originally posted by liveforeverneversaynever

Imagine Jim and Bones are out and about, having a good time and relaxing, and all of a sudden things start to look like it could go south. Jim starts exchanging comments with some idiot and Bones just wants to finish his drink without incident. Then the guy just says something that makes Jim reach his tipping point and he gets up to go at the guy, but Bones is like ‘NOPE’ and stands up after him and before Jim can get very far he wraps his arms around his waist from behind, picks him up, and just starts to carry him out the door no problem as Jim is kicking and smacking Bones’ arms and yelling 'BONES WHAT ARE YOU DOING BONES BONES PUT ME DOWN I AM NOT DONE WITH HIM’