i really hope this is not so bad for you


Anonymous said:
Thanks for your tutorials, they are so simple to understand even for someone quite dumb about arts (me)! If you’ll have time and mood, can you, please, create tutorial for making lineart. I’m fairy bad at that.

Thank you! That’s really great to hear that! :D
If you browse my gallery you’ll notice that lineart isn’t something I use often (so that’s why I digged in my old drawings a bit to get some examples u_u) Anyway, I think there are more competent and skillful people out there whom you can ask about it but this is what I do. Just study other artists’ art, it’s helpful. Try to use different brushes and see what works best. Also things I think are important:
⁎ use bigger canvas (mistakes are less visible)
⁎ don’t use smal brushes with smooth but very defined edges because the lines will seem very jerky and ragged
⁎ vary thickness of your lines to make everything more dynamic but try to make it natural (it’s a little bit like calligraphy)
⁎ practice! lines will be smooth and flowy if you make your hand confident:
- draw traditionaly
- excercise with drawing straight lines and curves
- make quick, long strokes instead of drawing short lines (they’ll look sketchy) or doing painfully precise, slow moves
- don’t zoom in too much
- turn off the stabiliser (at least sometimes))
(Aaaand… you can always use vector drawing tools as a last resort :))

Failed Deception

Anon asked:  “can you do a taehyung bad boy scenario like you did with yoongi and hoseok? i just found them and theyre so cutee 💓💓”


PAIRING: Taehyung x Reader

Genre: Badboy AU!, Fluff
Word count: 1.5k


 Taehyung wants to hold your hand and kiss you but he doesnt want to ruin his bad boy image

A/N: You guys are really liking this whole bad boy thing huh!Thank you for liking my other scenarios and thank you so much for requesting this one. I enjoyed writing and I hope you enjoy reading it!! Also I might just make this into a series since only 3 more members are left :)

Others members: Yoongi ver // Hoseok ver // Jeongguk ver 


Originally posted by sweaterpawsjimin

When Taehyung had asked you out on a date you hadn’t expected for it to be at a carnival. You were expecting something along the lines of a club where you would have to wear some skimpy dress, and probably spend the night coughing your lungs out because of all the smoke vapours and pungent alcohol smell. But you were very surprised when Taehyung unwrapped the blindfold and your eyes had fallen on the giant ferris wheel and a crowd of people bustling from place to place having a good time.

“You like it?” he smiled warmly at you. You shook your head looking around trying to soak in the beautiful sight. He was worried that you didn’t like it and was about to offer to take you to a place of your choice but you interrupted him. “I love it” you whispered and as soon as the reassuring words had left your mouth his frown disappeared and his face lit up with a bright smile. One that made your heart race.

As soon as you approached the booth to buy your tickets , Taehyung found himself to be on the receiving end of a shocked stare. You had to stop yourself from giggling because you understood the sentiment. After all Taehyung wasn’t someone who usually frequented such domestic events, rather everyone expected to find him at some underground joint getting high. Understanding why he was being stared at, Tae opted to glare at the guy and hissed under his breath some very colourful swear words that had the young man in front of you fumbling with the tickets.

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Silmarillion - Beren and Luthien

✨Shop this painting as prints in my etsy shop -> https://www.etsy.com/uk/listing/566589123/quality-print-silmarillion-illustration

Here is finally my painting of Beren and Luthien. I thought I’d post it here myself so no one else would need to. I like to be in control like that! 😉

I finished it late August, but I didn’t feel confident publishing it as my scanner highlighted the horrible exture of the watercolour paper I used. I really need some suggestions for a better, less textured watercolor paper which does not diminish the quality or the weight of the paper, if anyone know of any!

I scanned it again today and thougth it didnt look too bad, so I went with it. 

I hope you like it!

It was a very enjoyable painting to make, gave me very little trouble and I really had fun, so I hope to be able to make more like this. I also realy liked exploring a bit more saturated colourscheme, as it dawned on me this summer than I have no clue how to work with colors, and I really ought to practice it more.

Let me know what you think, and head over to my etsy to browse this and many others of my illustrations for Tolkien’s legendarium. The few of you who follow me on Ig may also know that I am working on a very big Tolkien piece, which I CANT WAIT to finish, so Im very inspired lately and It feels good, even watching Lord of The Rings tonight, first time this year, so Im really falling back into my Tolkien spell! Might even reread the books soon!^^ 

Maybe you can suggest the focus of my next painting, if you have any wishes! Turns out there are too many to choose, and I sorely needs some inspiration! 😅

Iggy ❤️

I’m really sorry I’m so bad at responding to messages! I’m quite busy doing a bit of travel and focusing on me right now ☺️ Thank you for all your kind messages and I hope anyone who has asked for advice finds the answers they need x

I hope you all have a wonderful day 😇. Also for those that care about me I wanted to let you know that I’m doing much better I just hit a really bad low point in my life the other day and you know life’s just been so sad and lonely. Hugs

Please share, comment, and follow me guys and say hello I love making friends from around the world. http://kindheartedcub.tumblr.com/

anonymous asked:

I would love some Shiro angst, just a big heaping pile of angst.

A/N: You shall get a small pile of angst. Sorry, I’m not too good at it… I REALLY wanted to write fluffy stuff to balance it out… Anyways, enjoy! I hope you like it!

  • beats himself up any time any of the paladins get hurt
    • The plan could have been better
    • he could have been more careful 
    • spends the next three weeks figuring out how he can make future plans better
  • has nightmares night terrors
    • he likes to act like he isn’t bothered by them
    • but some days are so bad that he can’t even look the paladins in the eye without seeing them dead
  • isn’t much into the dating thing because he doesn’t think he’s good enough for anybody
    • he’s too much of a mess
    • As cool as his arm is, he doesn’t really think that anybody would like somebody with that sort of thing
  • both hates it when the paladins walk on eggshells around him, but he also sorta appreciates it
  • probably gets a lot of headaches 
“Another sleepless night”

A/N: I’m sorry if the kissing part is really bad, but I tried so I hope that you guys like this. 

Pairing: Richie x Eddie 

Description: Eddie is having nightmares and Richie confronts him about it and this leads to some feelings being revealed. 

Warning: This has some angst but there is fluff at the end. Also, they kiss but idk if that’s a big deal. (There aged up to about 17/18) 

Word count: 958

It was another night that Eddie was awakened by nightmares. For about two weeks he’s been having nightmares, and he has gotten close to zero sleep. The other Losers keep asking him if he was okay and he would just brush them off and tell them that he was only staying up studying, but they were pretty sure they could see right through him. Eddie was now 17, and he was still having nightmares about It. These last two weeks have been particularly bad because it was around the time when they were going through that hell. Eddie looked over at his alarm clock and saw that it read 1 a.m. Tears were slowly running down his cheeks, he was getting used to the nightmares, but this one was one of the worst.

Him and the Losers we back down in the sewers, and It got them and killed Richie. It was especially bad for Eddie because he was hopelessly in love with Riche, and he couldn’t bare seeing that. The more Eddie thought of it, the more he cried, he knows that they defeated It, but he still has his fears. He laid awake for about thirty more minutes he was about to close his eyes again when he heard a light tap on his window. He slowly got out of bed and walked cautiously to his window, when he opened it he saw no one other than Richie Tozier.

“Hi Eds,” Richie smiled. “Are you just going to stand there all night or let me in.”

Eddie said nothing and stepped back, God Eddie thought to himself His smile kills me every time. When Richie was in Eddie’s room, he closed the window and turned towards Eddie. “Aren’t you going to ask what I’m doing here?”

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anonymous asked:

So Hey, I am quite new in the whole cc fandom. So I am wondering, if all these rumours about D and C hating each other are true. It's so frustrating to see D posing with Heather, Jenna or Lea and when C is around it's like they don't know each other. Is this just a part of the hiding or just the result of the pressure from glee and the fangirls all the years? Do they really hate each, cause all of this? ( sorry for the bad English, I tried my best)

Hi anon and welcome!

Hate each other?  I hope not. Poor Brian and Cooper would have a terrible home life if their dads hated each other:)

I promise you.  They absolutely do not hate each other.  I’d actually say the fact that they have stood strong and survived this nightmare together is a testament to how very much in love they are with each other.  

There’s a reason there are no photos.  Because on the rare occasion C&D have posed together.  The love is pretty obvious.  So a decision was made to completely repress any type of public relationship, even a friendship, and to start false rumors that they hate each other.

And the lack of contact should have every person question why.  

The more, the merrier

Request: Could you write about Vic and Belch fighting over the reader and she suggests them having a poly relationship?

NOTE: Oh my god this is so bad i’m sorry i’ve been in a really shitty mood all day and i kind of stressed through this entire thing so it’s really short and repetitive i’m sorry :( i hope yall don’t hate me now

“Dude, I already told you, she’s mine!

Victor practically spat out the words as his brow furrowed in equal parts anger and frustration. Why wouldn’t Belch listen?

“She’s not a fuckin’ toy, Vic! If she wants to be with me she wants to be with me, it aint my fault if you’re a sore loser!” Belch countered, his annoyance at the blonde boy in front of him making the words all the more poisonous.

Victor didn’t even try to counter his big-boned friend. Instead he just gave the boy one last angry look and walked away from the locker by which they were standing.

What Belch had said only contributed to his frustration, because Victor knew that he was right. He couldn’t call dibs on the girl like he could call dibs on the last cigarette or the front seat in the Trans Am, no matter how much he liked her.

Most of all he wished neither of them had even met Y/N in the first place. It had only served to fuck up both his feelings and his friendship with Belch, ever since that first day in Algebra 2.

She had walked in 5 minutes late while blowing bubbles with her pink bubblegum, with a distinctly bored look in her E/C eyes. Both Belch and Vic’s eyes had immediately turned towards her as she shrugged of the teacher’s attempts to scold her for being late. As she sat down in the desk next to Vic and crossed her legs she had shot them an amused look.

“You’re both lookin’ like you just saw someone get shot”, she had whispered, a slight smirk playing on her lips.

Victor and Belch had quickly composed themselves and tried to look and sound as uninterested as possible as they introduced themselves to the gorgeous girl sat beside them. During the hour that followed the three teenagers had held a steady conversation, all trying to keep their giggling quiet as the teacher shot them angry looks across the room.

By the time the bell rang Y/N had given her number to both boys, and they had made her promise to come drink with them at Henry’s place that friday. The two boys longingly watched after her as she shot them a last dazzling smile and disappeared in the horde of students in the hallway.

“Holy shit”

“Fuckin’ hell man…”

They both had turned to each other the second she was out of their sight.

They usually didn’t talk about girls when it was just them two; That was more Henry’s and Patrick’s thing. Their conversations usually consisted of music or car talk. Y/N had changed that, however. All they seemed to talk about now was that girl; Not just about how hot she was or how great her ass looked in those jeans, but also about things she had said and jokes she had told. It had gotten to the point of being ridiculous, especially after they both had stated that they were gonna ask her out.

And now their friendship was practically in shambles, all because they both happened to have a giant crush on the same girl.

Victor’s thoughts were interrupted by Belch knocking on his shoulder. He seemed out of breath, like he had ran after Victor in the hallway.

“Hey man, I’m sorry, alright? This sucks ass for both of us, and I don’t want to fight over some stupid girl with you. We’ve been friends for like 6 years now, why should we let Y/N ruin that?” The boy exclaimed, actually seeming genuinely sorry for his harsh words earlier.

“Yeah, Huggins, you’re right. I mean, I like her, but girls come and go, right” Victor was a bit hesistant in his wording, because, deep down, he knew that his feelings for Y/N weren’t just gonna disappear.

“I guess so.. We should probably talk to her. She damn called me last night and asked me why we were acting so weird around her.”

And so they did. After the schoolday ended they found Y/N at her locker, blowing bubbles with the same gum she had on that first damned day.

“Hey boys”, she said as she turned around, a big smile on her face.

“We gotta talk. Now.” Victor only realized after he had uttered the words how mad he sounded. The smile on Y/N’s face faltered slightly.

“Alright then, talk to me”, Y/N said as she raised her eyebrows at the boys in front of her. Her boys, she liked to think of them as, but she knew it couldn’t be that way.

“Okay, uhm… We both kinda like you and it’s kinda fucking up our friendship and that’s why we’ve been acting all weird and we’re very sorry and we hope you don’t think we’re fucked in the head or something”, Belch said, talking so fast that Y/N could barely make out his words.

“God, Huggins, slow down will ya? I get it.” Her heart fluttered as she took in the true meaning of his words. They liked her… Both of them. Just like how she liked them.

“Okay, we’re, uhm, we’re gonna go now…” Victor mumbled as him and his friend slowly started walking towards the exit.

“Wait! Guys!” Y/N shouted after them. Her friends stopped in their tracks and turned around to look at her, an identical surprised look plastered on both their faces.

“I like you too… Like, both of you.” Y/N’s usually confident voice was reduced to barely more than a whisper. Belch and Vic looked both shocked and at a loss of words as they took in what she just said.

“I know it’s fucked up! I just thought you would like to know, jesus!” Y/N said, her face as red as a tomato at this point.

“It’s not… It’s not fucked up, Y/N. We just… We can’t do anything about it, you know?”

A small light turned on in Y/N’s head as she got an idea. A stupid, possibly outrageous idea.

“Nope. No way, Y/N. Nope. Don’t say it.” She thought.

“Well… Maybe… Y’know… You could share?” There it was. She said it. She prepared for the boys to either laugh at her or maybe just run away in fear or something. She didn’t prepare for them to look at each other with raised eyebrows and then simultaneously nod, like they approved.

“Why the fuck not?” Vic nonchanantly said, dragging his fingers through his bleach blonde hair.

A smile slowly spread on all their faces as they realized they had solved their problem in such an unconventional, and, admittedly, strange way.

“The more the merrier, right?” Y/N said, flashing them a big smile.

booksamelia  asked:

since you wanted headcanon requests, maybe richie being quiet in certain situations with the loser's club?

njhbjcbjs im so sorry im late omg

btw i really got into it so its probably NOT what you expected but i hope you still like it!

- Richie was the loudest in the group. he was always either laughing, joking, or screaming. sometimes, it could be kind of anoying, but the losers didn’t mind, that’s why they loved him. he was always there to crack a joke when things were getting tense

- but sometimes there was days where he was… quiet. it felt like he wasn’t there. well, he was, phycically, but it was like he was in another dimension. his friends didn’t worry. we all have our bad days, so they didn’t make a bid deal out of it.

- until he came at school with a black eye.

- bev was the first one to notice. he tried to cover it up with makeup, but with his horrible talents in hiding things, it was clearly obvious.

- it took him a long time to admit that his dad hit him. but when he did, Beverly thought it would be a good time to talk about her home abuse, too, that’s when they decided they should talk about it to the losers.

- the others were obviously shook. especially for Beverly, since she never really talked about her dad. the only things she said about him is that he didn’t like her friends.

- Eddie was b r o k e n. he was sad and angry that his boyfriend had to live that, he knew his parents were horrible but didn’t know it was that bad. but frankly, he was mostly hurt that Richie never told him.

- when Richie told him, he started crying. he went into the bathroom and hid. Richie obviously followed him, worried that his boyfriend was crying. when he asked Eddie why he was crying, he simply asked him “why didn’t you tell me?” and Richie sighed. he answered that his father never really hit him before that day. it was always small pushes or slaps. but he never actually hit him until that day. that’s why he didn’t want to tell him, he didn’t want to worry Eddie.

i dont know how to end this so feel free to add some!

anonymous asked:

hiii sally sulsul i hope ur day was good and you learned lots and knew that being yourself was enough and you don't have to impress anyone to matter !!! i appreciate your existence! bad days happen but good days happen too. or even sometimes just one Good Thing ! like brownies. thanks for being here friend

hello there dear anon! this is such a sweet message kfghfghl I’m so thankful you took the time to send me this :( thank you and I hope your day was just as wonderful, you deserve all the love and brownies the world has to offer 💕💗


Bad and good things have been happening to me recently and I just feel… Weird. I feel like I’ve lost my place again and I know this isn’t very inspirational but I’m nothing if not a freak for honesty.

I’m moving schools and i know no one there, my friends have turned on me, my stalker has come back into my life buuuut

I’m going to spend my christmas with my sister in Thailand. My hard work has paid off in math! I have reconnected with my brother! I feel hopeful! which is great! I made a new friend, and I have developed my art style and a three year plan for the future :D

(I know this was very long so I’m going to finish off by saying !!!!

MAJOR KEYY in being okay is letting things go. I’ve worked really hard at this and you just have to embrace that somethings have happened and bad things happen like that but you!! are a miracle!! the possibilities of who you are going to be and things that happened to make you who you are today are impossible and endless!! So let these bad things go. Take a breath in and think about the bad thing and when you breathe out remember you are loved and then let it go. )

anonymous asked:

hey! love your blog -- i was just wondering why you dislike rapinoe so much? did she do something specific or do you just think she's a bad player?

thanks! i think she’s a great person and club player. but on the uswnt she’s a very selfish player. also lately she hasn’t been making great plays and services, which sucks bc she hogs the ball and then keeps giving it away which is really not helping the team. i don’t hate her though and hope she can pull it together, like that assist to lynn just now


I really want to apologize and I wish I could be forgiven omg my darlings
I feel so awful for not texting and answering you, even not checking tumblr at all… i was drowning in depression (idk I’m still feeling bad) without any energy to communicate. so just keep in mind i didn’t ignore you because ‘i hate you’ or something! I do love and appreciate and adore all of you and want you to be sure everything’s fine ❤ i love you

@mikkacchin @tatzebea @pagamo200 @georgyart

elphabun  asked:

are you going to be okay pop? like holy crap the past day or so seems to have chewed you up and spat you out emotionally. I really hope it gets better, though I'm not sure what all I can do to help about that.

Hey dude? Sending this message helps. Letting me know you care and checking up on me helps. Showing sympathy helps. *grabs you’re shoulder* Newsflash, asshole, you were helping the whole time!

(Did the meme make sense? I am not actually calling you an asshole, promise)

Dude. *starts counting on fingers* Emotionally. Mentally. Hell, even physically because when my anxiety gets bad enough it likes to beat the shit out of my body. I spent most of yesterday being sick to my stomach in the office bathroom, insomnia has been a *bitch*, and disassociation? Oh my lord. While it isn’t physical exactly, it can be when you become so desensitized and suddenly freak out because you have a name and this name is YOU and (I can’t even describe it but it’s a trip) you get so caught up in knowing you’re you that you almost walk into the middle of the road on a date with a cute girl. So, can be physical? Maybe?

Anyways, I’ll be okay. I am most definitely not okay now, but I would be worried if I was. It’s natural for shit like this to distress you. I just gotta ride it out until it blows over.

And the thing with stuff like this? It always blows over. Always. Sure, a few grudges will likely stick, but in a month? Two months? A year? It’ll just be “Hey remember that wank that happened?” “Oh yeah, it was the one with patellaprincess or whatever, right?”

*hugs* I’ll be aces, babe.

kaava  asked:

Rut! As much I LOVE! smutfest GoT AU, it reminded me you kinda abandoned Mad Max AU comic. So, did you really? Or maybe there's still hope we'll get more of it? Those few pages you've posted were trully breathtaking masterpieces and I'm sad there's so little of them.

Thank you 💕
And you are totally right, I somehow abandoned the Mad Max AU… You know, the truth is that I immensely suck at developing stories. I’m the worst!
I’m so bad that even with the help of @ladyvegeets I couldn’t structure the story properly. Actually all the things that make sense there are only because of her :) So with the months I just lost motivation. But it also saddens me that this AU is not finished because somehow it was perfect for them, wasn’t it? When the madness of inktober is over I will try to work it out!

anonymous asked:

that blows my mind wtf... i love your content so much like what poor taste? i'm so excited to see all of your future stuff i'm sorry you have to like. Deal w that i hope the rest of your day is nice regardless love u 🌟🌟🌟

haha ty!! im not really broken up abt it i mostly just ignore…ppl that don’t like me online, but ig it’s always startling to see someone posting abt you like you’re a Bad Person (n freaking out thinking uve done something offensive) and it turns out they just don’t like u bcz u post memes and self inserts…….. it’s like… ive alwayz been transparently all about tht shit so idk what made em think i wasnt. idk it doesnt matter to me anymore but ty anon, love u

anonymous asked:

Thank you for the hug! I don't have any meds unfortunately, I have a disorder that causes chronic pain in my joints (along with partial dislocations and cracking). Since I just started taking meds for my mental stuff, I had to stop taking the over-the-counter pain med that worked best for my joints -- and this past week have been really bad flare-ups -- I actually had to use my accommodations for classes (i am very much the person to suffer and deal so...)

Jeezums Sweetheart! Im so sorry this is something you have to endure! I hope things get better and you’re able to find something for the pain that won’t interfere with your other medications.