i really hope that happens someday

Back

Heeey I’m back xD first of all I want to thank every single person who was worried about me and sent sweet messages and comments. You really helped me so much I have no words ;-; I am fine nothing bad happened but I have a new job and work full time now. This means I have alot less time to draw. In these last 2 weeks I tried to figure out if I was able to keep drawing the page daily. I can’t ;-; so I have to slow down and post the page about 4 times a week. And maybe someday I will just skip :c I’m so sorry i hope you all understand

more sentence starters !!

here’s another compilation of my fav sentence starters bc i love making these !!  feel free to add your own (◕‿◕✿)

FLUFF:

1. “Your hair is so soft..”
2. “It’s too cold! Come back!”
3. “No, I’m not letting you go. It’s too early to get out of bed.”
4. “C’mere, you can sit in my lap until I’m done working.”
5. “I’m not going to stop poking you until you give me some attention.”
6. Shh, you’re safe. I won’t let you go.
7. What? does that feel good?
8. Just pretend to be my date.
9. He/She did it. No he/she did.
10. I think I’m in love with you and I’m terrified.
11. It’s not a double dat. We’re just third and fourth wheeling.
12. No no–it’s alright, come here.
13. I’m not going to leave you. You’re never going to have to suffer by yourself again, I promise.
14. Look, I know we don’t know each other that well, but I’m still worried about you. No one deserves to be alone.
15. If I could, I would kiss away all of your scars.
16. I think I might be falling in love with you.
17. Your lips are so soft. I could kiss them all day.
18. It’s not bad to cry. In fact, I think it makes a person stronger.
19. Mmm.. you’re warm.
20. You’re so cute when you’re half asleep like this..
21. I’ve had a rough day and honestly all I want right now is a drink and someone to cuddle with..
22. No, you can’t get up! You’re my prisoner for today.
23. Shh, it was just a bad dream. Just a dream, okay? None of it was really.
24. You know I’m/we’re always here for you, right?
25. Please talk to me about it.
26. You have something in you hair.. um–do you want me to get it out?
27.  I remember practicing how to ask you out in the mirror..
28. I would’ve had breakfast ready, but you were sleeping on my arm and I didn’t want to wake you.
29. I know I’ve kissed you like, ten times, but just like another ten, please.
30. I can’t believe I got the first date, let alone a year.
31. Wanna, like–I mean, if you’re not busy.. We could get lunch? Or even just coffee if you don’t have a lot of time?
32. So I was driving past a pet store and couldn’t help but wonder how cute an animal would be like in our home..
33. Let’s just stay in bed.
34. We live together. You can’t blame this on anyone else.
35. I think I might be pregnant..
36. I want to try for a baby.
37. You would make the perfect father/mother.
38. Think about it. The little patter of children in our home.
39. I want to marry you.
40. I want to take a shower so you should probably join me. It’ll save water.

ANGST:

41. You’re just not the same anymore..
42. It’s midnight! Where the hell were you?
43. What the hell is your problem?!
44. Why do you run away from your problems all the time?
45. You can’t keep it all inside, you know? Bottling it up won’t do any good.
46. Hey, I know you’re hurting.. but, you’re not alone, okay?
47. I hate you! I’m sorry it took me so damn long to realize that.
48. You lost your chance.
49. I’m sorry if I gave you the wrong impression.
50. You can’t just lose your temper like this every time you get a bit upset!
51. Calm down! You’re scaring me!
52. Don’t look at me like that.
53. Were you ever going to tell me?
54. I’m done trying to help you!
55. Sorry doesn’t fix everything.
56. You didn’t call. You didn’t text. Nothing.
57. It isn’t up for debate.
58. I don’t know what’s wrong, okay? I’m just… really tired.
59. I’m fine. Stop asking.
60. I’m not leaving until you tell me what’s wrong, and don’t try lying to me.
61. I hope someday you get a taste of your own medicine.
62. Pack you shit and go. Get the fuck out of my sight!
63. Is this how little you think of me?
64. I can’t do this anymore.. not with you.
65.Are you happy now? Huh? DOES THIS MAKE YOU HAPPY?!
66. You said you’d always be there for me… so how did this happened? Why weren’t you there?
67. Did it ever occur to you that you’re hurting me too?
68. I don’t need help! I just want the pain to stop!
69. We can be friends instead.
70. I tried to move on, but nobody is you.
71. Do I look like I’ve moved on?
72. I don’t remember a fight or a reason, so what happened? Why did we break up?
73. Can I at least buy you a coffee? For old times sake.
74. I can’t take the loneliness anymore.
75. What are you talking about? You’re married!
76. I feels like everyone just forgot I exist.
77. Maybe I’m meant to be alone.
78. I gave you your chance, and you just used it to stab me in the back.
79. I’ve been alone for so long..
80. But you promised..

SMUT:

81. I think you’ll be happy to know that I’m not wearing any underwear.
82. I want you. Right here. Right now.
83. I’d be more than happy to show you a good time, if you’re looking for one.
84. It’s like you want to ruin men/women for me.
85. It’s been a long day. Why don’t we help each other unwind?
86. Oh don’t mind me. Just enjoying the view.
87.They always make shower sex sounds so appealing, but honestly, this is getting dangerous.
88. Did you just… finish?
89. Tell me what you want.
90.Get on your knees. Now.
91.Your lips make me wonder what the rest of you would taste like..
92. I don’t like being told what to do unless I’m naked.
93. Move your hands to the side. I want to hear you.
94. You’re so sexy when you’re all hot and bothered.
95. How bad do you want me?
96. Do you know how bad I want you?
97. I’ve been thinking about this all night.98. Don’t cover your face. I want to see you.
99. Come sit in my lap.
100. You’re so beautiful all spread out like this, just for me.

sources: x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x

prompts for writing

feel free to use any of these! 

send in requests!

1. “Your hair is so soft..” 

2. “It’s too cold! Come back!”

3. “No, I’m not letting you go. It’s too early to get out of bed.”

4. “C’mere, you can sit in my lap until I’m done working.”

5. “I’m not going to stop poking you until you give me some attention.”

6. “Shh, you’re safe. I won’t let you go.”

7. “What? does that feel good?”

8. “Just pretend to be my date.”

9. “He/She did it.” “No he/she did.”

10. “I think I’m in love with you and I’m terrified.”

11. “It’s not a double date. We’re just third and fourth wheeling.”

12. “No no–it’s alright, come here.”

13. “I’m not going to leave you. You’re never going to have to suffer by yourself again, I promise.”

14. “Look, I know we don’t know each other that well, but I’m still worried about you. No one deserves to be alone.”

15. “If I could, I would kiss away all of your scars.”

16. “I think I might be falling in love with you.”

17. “Your lips are so soft. I could kiss them all day.”

18. “It’s not bad to cry. In fact, I think it makes a person stronger.”

19. “Mmm.. you’re warm.”

20. “You’re so cute when you’re half asleep like this..”

21. “I’ve had a rough day and honestly all I want right now is a drink and someone to cuddle with..”

22. “No, you can’t get up! You’re my prisoner for today.”

23. “Shh, it was just a bad dream. Just a dream, okay? None of it was really.”

24. “You know I’m/we’re always here for you, right?”

25. “Please talk to me about it.”

26. “You have something in you hair.. um–do you want me to get it out?”

27. “I remember practicing how to ask you out in the mirror..”

28. “I would’ve had breakfast ready, but you were sleeping on my arm and I didn’t want to wake you.”

29. “I know I’ve kissed you like, ten times, but just like another ten, please.”

30. “Are you wearing my shirt?“

31. “Wanna, like–I mean, if you’re not busy.. We could get lunch? Or even just coffee if you don’t have a lot of time?”

32. “So I was driving past a pet store and couldn’t help but wonder how cute an animal would be like in our home..”

33. “Let’s just stay in bed.”

34. “We live together. You can’t blame this on anyone else.”

35. “You’re beautiful, you know that?”

36. “Shooting star. Make a wish.“ 

37. “It’s beautiful, isn’t it?”

38. “Wow, you’re hot.“

39. “I want to marry you.”

40. “I want to take a shower so you should probably join me. It’ll save water.”

41. “You’re just not the same anymore..”

42. “It’s midnight! Where the hell were you?”

43. “What the hell is your problem?!”

44. “Why do you run away from your problems all the time?”

45. “You can’t keep it all inside, you know? Bottling it up won’t do any good.”

46. “Hey, I know you’re hurting.. but, you’re not alone, okay?”

47. “I hate you! I’m sorry it took me so damn long to realize that.”

48. “You lost your chance.”

49. “I’m sorry if I gave you the wrong impression.”

50. “You can’t just lose your temper like this every time you get a bit upset!”

51. “Calm down! You’re scaring me!”

52. “Don’t look at me like that.”

53. “Were you ever going to tell me?”

54. “I’m done trying to help you!” 

55. “Sorry doesn’t fix everything.”

56. “You didn’t call. You didn’t text. Nothing.”

57. “It isn’t up for debate.”

58. “I don’t know what’s wrong, okay? I’m just… really tired.”

59. “I’m fine. Stop asking.”

60. “I’m not leaving until you tell me what’s wrong, and don’t try lying to me.”

61. “I hope someday you get a taste of your own medicine.”

62. “Pack your shit and go. Get the fuck out of my sight!”

63. “Is this how little you think of me?”

64. “I can’t do this anymore.. not with you.”

65. “Are you happy now? Huh? DOES THIS MAKE YOU HAPPY?!”

66. “You said you’d always be there for me… so how did this happened? Why weren’t you there?”

67. “Did it ever occur to you that you’re hurting me too?”

68. “I don’t need help! I just want the pain to stop!”

69. “We can be friends instead.”

70. “I tried to move on, but nobody is you.”

71. “Do I look like I’ve moved on?”

72. “I don’t remember a fight or a reason, so what happened? Why did we break up?”

73. “Can I at least buy you a coffee? For old times sake.”

74. “I can’t take the loneliness anymore.”

75. “What are you talking about? You’re married!”

76. “I feels like everyone just forgot I exist.”

77. “Maybe I’m meant to be alone.”

78. “I gave you your chance, and you just used it to stab me in the back.”

79. “I’ve been alone for so long..”

80. “But you promised..”

81. “Isn’t this, like, illegal?” “Probably.”

82. “You’re really drunk right now. I don’t think you’re gonna remember any of this.”“No, I’m not drunk at all. You’re just blurry.”

83. “I have a feeling we should kiss.”“Is that a good feeling or a bad feeling?” 

84. “Yeah, well, I shut everybody out. Don’t take it personally. It’s just easier.”

85. "You’re jealous, aren’t you?” “I’m not jealous.”

86. “Were you ever going to tell me?”

87. “I can’t believe you dragged me into this.”

88. “Bite me.” “Eat me.” “Kiss my ass.”

89. “You think I’m dumb enough to fall for that stupid move?”

90. “You have to tell me why were committing a felony before we do it. Not that that’s going to stop us, but at least I’ll have all the facts.”

91. “You weren’t supposed to laugh! I’m so embarrassed!”

92. “I vote today be a pajama day.”

93. “You aren’t supposed to laugh! I’m embarrassed!”

94. “It’s a real shame nobody asked for your opinion.”

95. “There’s been some real friction in our friend group lately. I suggest an orgy to save our friendship.”

96. “I saw that. You just checked me out.”

97. “Are you stupid or stupid?”

98. “How about you make me?”

99. “Do it. I dare you.”

100. “Rise and shine, motherfucker.”

101. “Well fuck me!" 

102. "Are you… Drunk?" 

103. "Walk it off." 

104. "Did you just go throw up?" 

105. "Could you turn it down? A bit? Maybe?" 

106. "Don’t drink that! I saw that guy slip something in there!" 

107. "Get out of here! This is my hiding spot!" 

108. "Quick, pretend your talking to me." 

109. "Could you hold my hand?" 

110. "You’re hiding under that blanket because you’re blushing?" 

111. "Can I kiss you?" 

112. "Quit looking at me with that stupid expression. You’re pissing me off." 

113. “ …Why? Why are you being… so nice to me? I can’t understand. I can’t understand! I just can’t understand… “ 

114. "Don’t you think you’re a little too old to be using cheesy pick up lines?" 

115. "You’re the perfect combination of sexy and cute." 

116. "You know I’ll kill him if he hurts you." 

117. "Can we please pretend I never said that?" 

118. "Forget the douche. He’s a dick. He’s a dickdouche." 

119. "You guys are yelling and I want ice cream!" 

120. "How ‘bout you stick it up your ass instead?" 

121. ”“Punched” is one word, “Fisted” is another.“ 

122. "Please! Leave me alone!" 

123. "It’s too late for you to be out by yourself." 

124. "You seem like a friendly face, mind if I sit with you?" 

125. "You made me this way." 

126. "I think about you all the time, it’s freaking annoying." 

127. "Bill Nye couldn’t even help you." 

128. "You left your shirt at my house. It’s mine now." 

129. "I just wanted to hear your voice." 

130. "I saw a shooting star and I thought of you.”

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS!

I did this before my exams started so I could upload it today. And about not making anything for you. I lied. Sorry. I wanted to make a surprise. I hope you like it!

You mean so much to me, and I’m sooo glad I met you. You were the first friend I ever made here, and I’m happy that we still are. You’re more than a friend to me. You’re part of my family. My lovely and adorable Big Sister!

I hope you have a lovely day sweetie!

Love you ~

@little-noko

Elaryn Cionnath WIP Process:

Finally back from my latest convention and trip back to my hometown! It was a long two weeks without being able to really work on art/post online, but I’m ready to get back on schedule and continue making new scifi/fantasy concepts and paintings.

Once again being wrangled into a new D&D campaign, but there were limitations on race (Volo’s guide), so I ended up remaking my unused Tiefling Bard into a Triton. Triton’s happen to use ‘yn’ at the end of female names, so I kept the name 'Elaryn’ as well. I hope to make a Tiefling character someday~

I absolutely love fish and aquatic species, so the Tritons are a good fit for me! They typically have blue, scaly skin and brightly colored hair, so I used a mix of turquoise and magenta to create some contrast- but of course added my own fishy touches. Above are pictured the steps I use to prepare a piece for painting in Photoshop.

1. Sketch- the foundation of most of my pieces!

2. Undercolors and Line Recoloring- I lay flat colors under my sketch and then color the black lines so that they are darker than the flats but no longer desaturated. This allows for easier blending later.

3. Overlay, Multiply, and Fixes- Overlay is a wonderful tool for blending in new colors and creating vibrant lights without destroying the layers underneath. Multiply works in a similar fashion but is better used for creating shadows with color. By avoiding black and white with both I can create shadows and highlights without flattening my image or muddying the colors. I also started to paint in areas that needed retouching. These can be more easily seen by flipping the piece and correcting slanting lines that is common with one’s dominant hand.

Up next will be expanding the canvas so that I can show Elaryn playing her lyre, then completing the background and final rendering! I am recording this as well, so expect this on Youtube when I finish the piece!

Fanfic Rec list PART 2!

Fanfic Rec List Part 2: (All stories found on AO3. I would do the cool link through the title thing but that requires tech skills that I don’t have… cause I have none… I can barely post on tumblr)

Satisfaction Brought it Back @siderealsandman

I am not going to lie- when I saw Miraculous Ladybug and BDSM in the same tag set I was hesitant. However eventually I caved to the high kudos ratings and I am SO glad I did. This story is an absolute gem. Not only does it handle a somewhat controversial subject with breathtaking sensitivity and care, but the actual build up of the romance is some of the best I have seen in the fandom. It is the best kind of slow burn (in a smut fic no less??? ) and leaves you really cheering for the characters. (This is NSFW so know that going in) 

Trouble in White @imthepunchlord

Another author with many great titles to their name, however this one in particular jumps out at me. Anyone who has ever had a longer than 2 minute conversation with me about fanfics would know that i am a very harsh judge of soulmate AUs for a variety of reasons, so the fact that i have 2 on this list is saying something. This fic also did something very refreshing with the “Chat Blanc” troupe which is what caught my attention in the first place. The story really emphasizes what Adrien and Marinette can bring to each other in a relationship by taking away the Ladynoir dynamic and having them building to the same sort of trust and support in a more round about way. A great read that I highly recommend. ^_^

Summer in the City kali_asleep (don’t know tumblr url ::sobs:: ) 

This fic is just so fun! And sexy. Getting to watch Adrien struggle with his feelings for Ladybug and dedication to her while being attracted to his classmate is just endearing. This is only 3 chapters long (with an additional explicit sequel for you sinners out there) so if you want something quick to brighten up your day I highly recommend it.

A Wolf by the Ear by Anthemyst  ( @miraculouspaon on tumblr)

Straying off the beaten path a little bit- this is a HawkNath Soulmate AU.

Yes you heard me.

This is worth every second of your time to read it. From Nathalie’s POV it’s a great look at dealing with a difficult situation and a difficult person and finding the balance between being forgiving and knowing when it’s time to punch someone in the face. (Literally)

Psyche by poppicock ( @gabriel-fucking-agreste on tumblr)

My other “Older generation” rec on today’s list- this was a story that was actually recommended to me and I am going to be honest- I was a little skeptical going in. I tend to not get invested in “Alternate” miraculous users (and by that I mean things that are highly unlike in canon or directly contradict canon). Nothing wrong with them just not something that really clicks for me. However this story sold me. Nathalie centered again and Gabe/Nath ship based, this story really hits home with the “Agreste Family Feels” as I like to call them. The lore building was really neat and I did NOT see the plot twist coming- which is not something I say often. This fic is a great example of why it’s a good idea to be willing to look outside your normal ship zone. It can be worth the adventure.

Won’t Tell as Soul/The Weight of Jade @thelastpilot

Turtle!Nino I will continue to be devoted to the hope of you happening someday ^_^

I will be shocked if you guys don’t already know about this universe, but even so it deserves to be called out. I adore the dynamic that is established between Nino and his assorted friends as well as seeing one of my favorite characters get the development they deserve. The other thing I love about this story is that at least from what I saw, the writing gets better every chapter, and I love seeing a good author (I had already read several of Pilots earlier works at this point) truly find their voice.

Talk to Me by 1004_Angel ( @the-noble-idiot  on tumblr)

Ok I am going to admit this now- I am a sucker for Non-magic AUs. I will always give them a shot when I am scrolling through AO3 looking for new fics. This one caught my attention and kept the same engaging, fun dynamic that got me hooked all the way through to the end. There is a really nice balance of tension where we get to see the characters dancing around each other’s lives without feeling like it is being drawn out just for the sake of torturing the readers.

You don’t Know Me @ferisae

OK, so I am not usually all about the angsty train- and this story definitely cranks the the angst dial up to the max. (Seriously give poor Chat a break my poor baby!) However the story is wonderfully compelling and this is one of the few fics I have walked away from remembering the akumas we have encountered because of the attention and care given to the action sequences, which I really appreciate seeing in a fic. Tom and Sabine feature heavily as well and they are just such a blessing. If you don’t mind crying your eyes out, this is a well done story that is worth getting invested in.

If you missed part 1 you can find it here: http://baneismydragon.tumblr.com/post/157091557891/fic-recs-day-1-of-3


I am also doing a Fanfic Rec page link on my main tumblr as I still have a LOT more to do >_<  and I figure that is a better way to keep it easy for people to find if they want it! (Plus then I can just add things as I read/reread them) 

Sentence Requests

Here are some request you guys could send me with the person you want it with. 


FLUFF:

1.“Your hair is so soft..”
2. “It’s too cold! Come back!”
3. “No, I’m not letting you go. It’s too early to get out of bed.”
4. “C’mere, you can sit in my lap until I’m done working.”
5. “I’m not going to stop poking you until you give me some attention.”
6. “Shh, you’re safe. I won’t let you go.”
7. “What? does that feel good?”
8. “Just pretend to be my date.”
9. “He/She did it.” “No he/she did.”
10. “I think I’m in love with you and I’m terrified.”
11. “It’s not a double date. We’re just third and fourth wheeling.”
12. “No no–it’s alright, come here.”
13. “I’m not going to leave you. You’re never going to have to suffer by yourself again, I promise.”
14. “Look, I know we don’t know each other that well, but I’m still worried about you. No one deserves to be alone.”
15. “If I could, I would kiss away all of your scars.”
16. “I think I might be falling in love with you.”
17. “Your lips are so soft. I could kiss them all day.”
18. “It’s not bad to cry. In fact, I think it makes a person stronger.”
19. “Mmm.. you’re warm.”
20. “You’re so cute when you’re half asleep like this..”
21. “I’ve had a rough day and honestly all I want right now is a drink and someone to cuddle with..”
22. “No, you can’t get up! You’re my prisoner for today.”
23. “Shh, it was just a bad dream. Just a dream, okay? None of it was real.”
24. “You know I’m/we’re always here for you, right?”
25. “Please talk to me about it.”
26. “You have something in you hair.. um–do you want me to get it out?”
27.  “I remember practicing how to ask you out in the mirror..”
28. “I would’ve had breakfast ready, but you were sleeping on my arm and I didn’t want to wake you.”
29. “I know I’ve kissed you like, ten times, but just like another ten, please.”
30. “I can’t believe I got the first date, let alone a year.”
31. “Wanna, like–I mean, if you’re not busy. We could get lunch? Or even just coffee if you don’t have a lot of time?”
32. “So I was driving past a pet store and couldn’t help but wonder how cute an animal would be like in our home..”
33. “Let’s just stay in bed.”
34. “We live together. You can’t blame this on anyone else.”
35. “I think I might be pregnant..”
36. “I want to try for a baby.”
37. “You would make the perfect father/mother.”
38. “Think about it. The little patter of children in our home.”
39. “I want to marry you.”
40. “I want to take a shower so you should probably join me. It’ll save water.”
ANGST:
41. “You’re just not the same anymore..”
42. “It’s midnight! Where the hell were you?”
43. “What the hell is your problem?!”
44. “Why do you run away from your problems all the time?”
45. “You can’t keep it all inside, you know? Bottling it up won’t do any good.”
46. “Hey, I know you’re hurting.. but, you’re not alone, okay?”
47. “I hate you! I’m sorry it took me so damn long to realize that.”
48. “You lost your chance.”
49. “I’m sorry if I gave you the wrong impression.”
50. “You can’t just lose your temper like this every time you get a bit upset!”
51. “Calm down! You’re scaring me!”
52. “Don’t look at me like that.”
53. “Were you ever going to tell me?”
54. “I’m done trying to help you!”
55. “Sorry doesn’t fix everything.”
56. “You didn’t call. You didn’t text. Nothing.”
57. “It isn’t up for debate.”
58. “I don’t know what’s wrong, okay? I’m just… really tired.”
59. “I’m fine. Stop asking.”
60. “I’m not leaving until you tell me what’s wrong, and don’t try lying to me.”
61. “I hope someday you get a taste of your own medicine.”
62. “Pack your shit and go. Get the fuck out of my sight!”
63. “Is this how little you think of me?”
64. “I can’t do this anymore.. not with you.”
65. “Are you happy now? Huh? DOES THIS MAKE YOU HAPPY?!”
66. “You said you’d always be there for me… so how did this happened? Why weren’t you there?”
67. “Did it ever occur to you that you’re hurting me too?”
68. “I don’t need help! I just want the pain to stop!”
69. “We can be friends instead.”
70. “I tried to move on, but nobody is you.”
71. “Do I look like I’ve moved on?”
72. “I don’t remember a fight or a reason, so what happened? Why did we break up?”
73. “Can I at least buy you a coffee? For old times sake.”
74. “I can’t take the loneliness anymore.”
75. “What are you talking about? You’re married!”
76. “It feels like everyone just forgot I exist.”
77. “Maybe I’m meant to be alone.”
78. “I gave you your chance, and you just used it to stab me in the back.”
79. “I’ve been alone for so long..”
80. “But you promised..”

AMAZING Experience

3 days after PAX South and I am STILL in awe over everything that happened. Sorry this post took so long to put up, but I wanted to really gather my feelings and thoughts before making this.

Pax was amazing and a HUGE eye opener. YouTube as always been a dream for me and nothing more. I never really though I’d be able to accomplish it or even come close… I was always just along for the ride and hoping for the best. That’s all you really can do when MILLIONS of people are trying to do what you do. I’d upload everyday just trying to keep in the front of my mind that someone will see this, and it’ll make someone happy. Even if it was just ONE person, i could accomplish that mini goal everyday.

Time goes by and I get help from a ton of my friends, plus start to gain my own way of attracting people to my channel. It all happened so fast… and here we are today. Nearly 70K people in the OGfam and so close to achieving a dream I’ve had since I was 13.

However, it’s not about the number. It never has been. It’s always been about the community and the people behind it. I’ve had lots of numbers before and absolutely no community and I hated it so much. I felt so alone and felt like I was making content purely for myself. I enjoy making content for YOU guys AND myself. Never just one or the other.

Ever since 2017 started I’ve learned what it’s really like to have to actual people supporting you and rooting for you. You all have showed me that and I am SO grateful for this. Without you all, there is no way we could’ve been blessed to meet so many people at Pax South… no way we could’ve gotten a signing… probably no way I’d find my purpose in life… because of you all, I have hope in my dreams that they will happen someday. Maybe soon. Maybe later. Either way I’m here to stay. ☺💜🔥

Stay lit, never quit
-G

Notes from a Scorpio to each sign about past relationships with them

Aries: We are constantly fighting and making up. I find it hard to please you in conversation. Everything I tell you is either shut down or the start of a war. You don’t meet me half way. We have so much passionate and amazing sex, but I just don’t feel like I am enough for you, but for some reason I keep trying to be. I love you, just love me back.

Taurus: We totally get each other but you’re always talking to so many other people and your feelings change weekly it seems like. One week you like me and the next you like somebody else, it’s hard to keep up. In some ways we are like twins but I can never tell what you actually want from me.

Gemini: We laugh at little things and we are always trying to do something fun together! We get kinda bad about having sex, because we do it so frequently. We agree about a lot of things but the small disagreements we do have seem to get the best of us.

Cancer: We started out great. You were my best friend, and then at one point you became my other half. To this day, even though we didn’t work out, I’m glad we were together. I learned a lot from you. You were there when I was scared and yet also, you were there to make my good days even better. The only flaw that got the best of us was that I couldn’t be controlled by you anymore, I couldn’t take it anymore. I needed space, and all you would do was smother me even more. You tried your best to understand where I was coming from but in the end, you were more scared of losing me than you wanted me to be happy.

Leo: You were different than anybody else, and for that you will always stand out. You didn’t want to leave me, but I made you. Like Cancer, you didn’t know how to give me space. Although you tried your best, you needed more of me than I was willing to give you. I don’t know if it was because you caught me at a bad time in life or if we just weren’t meant to be, but we needed to end. You were a great friend and you always tried to help me with everything, but something just wasn’t there. At first, you were a great listener, but after a while I felt like you didn’t like hearing about everything that was on my mind anymore, and I guess when you made me feel that way just one time, that feeling stuck with me. I’m truly sorry.

Virgo: Gosh you’re amazing. Nobody understands me the way you do, and in that aspect, you really are my best friend. We can talk about anything and eventually it will turn out being deep. I find myself telling you things that I don’t tell anybody else. We have this unspoken connection that allows us to just click so well together. I think at first everybody knew we liked each other besides each other. We are cute together, and all of our friends are secretly rooting for us. I hope some day we let each other in all the way and explore all the chemistry between us.

Libra: We are always goofing around. We have similar sense of humor that brings us close. You’re a great friend, but you’re like a one way street that I’m trying to go the other way down. It doesn’t work. We get each other, but you don’t ever see things the same way as I do. I’m glad we mutually decided to be friends, because you are one of the most influential friends I have in my life.

Scorpio: We were perfect. If any past relationship I have been in would be considered “goals” it would have been the relationship I had with you. We clicked. We became best friends instantly. We talked about everything and nothing all at once. We told each other we liked each other once, just once, and that was enough for both of us. You gave me space when I needed it, but never failed to spend as much of your free time with me as you could. I’m always going to be cheering you on in everything you do. Still to this day you mean the world to me. You showed me how I should be loved. You were the only person who knew how to love me, and that’s why on some level I will always consider us soul mates.

Sagittarius: We never dated, but we definitely should have. So much untouched  chemistry between us. We are great friends. We laugh and joke around all the time. We both were just a little too awkward to start anything to be more than friends. With you it’s more of a “what could have been” because we never tried. We never gave it a go. Then slowly we just kind of decided to go for different people. A part of me will always wonder what could have happened between us.

Capricorn: I was in a difficult position when you liked me. I was with somebody, and I don’t cheat. You kind of started liking me really fast. I never tried to make it a competition, but you made it one, and then you decided you didn’t want to wait for me. Understandable. You were one of a kind honestly, and had such great intentions. I really hope that someday somebody makes you happy. You have so much love to give and that’s what makes you stand out.

Aquarius: We were always kind of difficult together. Hot n cold. On and off. With you I never got stability. You cheated. I cried. We would make up and then suddenly all the same issues would come up again and you made me feel like everything was always my fault, but you couldn’t ever let me leave you. For whatever reason, whenever we would leave each other, we would always come back. It became kind of weird that we actually did end, and I’ll always have a sense that we were unfinished.

Pisces: We are great friends. I have so many great memories and laughs with you that I think about all the time. We can talk about so much together and it’s all great. I’m not sure if I could ever really see us together, but I know without a doubt that I would be happy if we were together. Part of me is always going to want to keep you in the friend zone just because you make such a great friend that I can rely on

Outsiders S2E4

So it must have been time for me to pay up for some bad karma or something because I haven’t wanted to watch an hour of TV as bad as I wanted to watch last night’s episode of Outsiders in a long time, but all the technological forces decided to work against me right around 9pm. I’ll spare you the story of my troubles, but I was able to get the gist of the episode and I caught all the Sasil scenes on YouTube this morning. I’m just going to share my thoughts about those scenes since I still have gaps that need filling from the rest of the episode.

Sally Ann and Hasil 💕

The hug. The way Hasil hesitated just a little before wrapping Sally Ann up was adorable, as was the way he reassured her that he wasn’t mad at her.

His initial reaction to the pregnancy was lame (albeit realistic) and I’m glad she straight up told him he was being a dick. The girl is pretty good at saying what’s on her mind when she needs to. I kinda live for her hold-nothin-back digs at Hasil’s family… so far she’s used “crazy-ass” and “dumb-ass.”

Speaking of crazy-ass and dumb-ass… G’win needs to sit her trifling-ass down. Did she REALLY say to Hasil “Your girl ain’t kin” and “Just remember your family’s up here”!? How about the closest family he has…family he literally made with his own body and love is literally growing INSIDE of Sally Ann.

She made zero sense y’all and I didn’t like her getting on Hasil about comin’ to her with his problems either. Isn’t that what family is for? She is the epitome of a hypocrite right now I’m disgusted by her tbh. I hope she can find some way to redeem herself… mostly because I’m tired of rolling my eyes every time her face comes on the screen.

Hasil really messed with my emotions during that conversation with G’Win. You could see how much he truly wanted to find some way to have all the things he wanted, but G’Win gave him nothing to hold on to— not even the hope that someday Sally Ann would be allowed up the mountain. I so badly wanted him to call her out. Even though he didn’t, I still felt confident that he would choose to leave the mountain with Sally Ann… at least until that chat on the hammock. That was when he successfully planted a tiny seed of doubt in my head. Also, I really wish he would have finished his sentence when he said, “I just want you to know that whatever happens…” I agree with Sally Ann, the comment made me nervous, but I really wanted to hear what he was going to say. It sorta broke my heart to know that he was even considering abandoning her. Surely he was going to say something about how much he cares for her, but I don’t understand how he could be thinking that and considering leaving her at the same time. Maybe it’s because he wasn’t considering it at all, not truly. I like to think it was never actually an option.  These two are meant to be.

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Sally Ann was lovely this episode. She seemed so much more innocent, and trusting, and maybe even a little cautiously hopeful, and I’m glad for her. We haven’t seen that side of her in a while. The look on her face when she first saw Hasil was total relief. The sight of him comforted her after reaching her lowest low. I think Sally Ann felt safe enough to open up to other ideas about what having her baby could be like once Hasil went into nurture mode (“let’s get you something to eat”). She maintains this innocent trust in him and their future even at the end of the episode when he was so clearly torn. When he said “This is gonna be tough,” I was screaming “You. Better. Damn. Not!!!” but Sally Ann’s mind didn’t even go there. I think Hasil could see that. He could see that she didn’t believe that he would leave her and if the girl he loves believed it, it had to be true. There was no way in hell he was going to leave her and his unborn child in the street with nowhere to go… certainly not after telling her things were gonna be alright. Her faith and trust in him makes him a better man. It reminds him to do the right thing.

Hasil’s innocence can one-track his mind, just like it does to Sally Ann. This was apparent in the, “I was thinking I might take care of it” scene. That brought me right back to “Coon holler”, “What’s a date?”, “Who’s Bill?”, and “We got a bar in the barn.” I like that Hasil makes sure to remind us that his innocence doesn’t mean he is childlike… he is a man and “that baby is a half a Farrell and he’s gonna  be born half a Farrell.” Period. Good too, because that’s exactly was Sally Ann hoped he would say.

Not today, not tomorrow, but someday, we’ll have a lot of Sherlock Holmes’ adaptations just as we have now, but they’re going to show the truth. Someday, we’ll go to the cinema and we’re going to watch Sherlock Holmes’ movies, and we’re going to finally see John and Sherlock being who they really are, together. Someday people will say “Sherlock Holmes? I saw a movie about him once. He’s that detective that wear a silly hat and solve crimes with his husband Dr. Watson, right?”. Not today, not tomorrow, but someday, people will finally know the truth.

Start of Something Promising (Part 1 of ?)

Author’s Note: Here is part 1 of the Prequel to More Than Enough. So I have a couple of ideas for this universe. And yes it has become a universe called Finding You. This is part 1 of I don’t know how many. After the prequel is finished, the sequel will be posted. 

Warning: I curse a lot in this story. :)

Summary: What happened before the events of More Than Enough? 

Pairing: Lin-Manuel Miranda x Reader

Word Count: 2070

Dedication: @secretschuylersister thanks for sending me amazing feedback. You have no idea how much your kind words inspired this story and universe. I, someday hope to be able to be a friend of yours :)

The sticky New York city air made the light summer dress stick to her as she made her way to some place with air-conditioned.  Y/N loved New York she really did, but she did not like the humid weather that came with the summer and early fall months but when you have to hunt for air conditioning every time the heat gets unbearable, it can get old. Maybe this would be the day she could convince Maia to get air installed in the apartment.

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anonymous asked:

Do you have any quotes of Stevie's relating to any spiritual aspects such as astrology, purpose or manifestation?

Hey anon, I’ve gathered some quotes for you, I’m sure there are more so if anyone offers more input, I’ll edit this post, ok?

I don’t think Stevie has mentioned astrology much other than her being a Gemini, here’s the most recent quote where she cites it:

What have 42 years as a member of Fleetwood Mac taught you about ­compromise?
A lot, because when you’re in a band you have to be part of the team. There’s something comforting about that. But in my solo career, I get to be the boss. Having both, for a Gemini like myself, is perfect. And I knew that in 1981: that me having a solo career would only make Fleetwood Mac better.” (Rolling Stone, 2017.)

Click here for more “Gemini” quotes.

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Here’s a little about spirituality in general:

I feel there are good spirits everywhere when I am writing my songs, helping me. I just feel them and feel good. And it’s not stupid or mystical or weird. I just get good feelings from ~ I don’t know ~ the air.” (Creem Magazine, 1982)

I think there is definitely a God. I think there was definitely an angel with me all the way through the bad times. Somebody keeping me safe. I feel very spiritual now. I really believe that God makes my music good and makes me able to deliver it and makes me able to not look or feel fifty. I mean, there has to be some outside help - this can’t all be happening on its own.” (WEGQ FM Eagle 93.7 - May 21, 1998.)

I am religious. I wasn’t raised in any religion, because we were always moving when I was a kid and didn’t get involved in any church. But I believe there have been angels with me constantly through these last 20 years, or I wouldn’t be alive. I pray a lot. In the last few years I’ve asked for things from God, and he’s given them to me. And there were things I thought were gonna kill me, and he fixed them… I was destroying this gift that God gave me and asked for help. Now I’m happy, even outside my music, and enjoying my life.
(Billboard Magazine, April 18, 1998.)

I do consider myself a very spiritual person. But I do not practice any specific religion.”

There is always magic to be summoned at any point. I love to live in a world of magic, but not a fake world of magic. We all really basically have a lot of magic… It’s only those of us that choose to accept it, that really understand it. It’s there for everyone. That’s the only thing that I feel that I am able to give to people and that’s why I know that they respond to me because I try to give them only their own magic… not mine, but theirs.”
(Jim Ladd Innerview, 1979.)

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As for purpose and manifestation, I think it’d be misleading to say she has talked about those things specifically, I mean, using those words, I don’t remember ever reading that, however, I believe these quotes are really fitting:

I don’t like to lose, and that winning spirit has taken me thru most of my difficult times.”

Well, someday when I’m sitting in Beverly Hills in my small but beautiful house, next to my small but elegant pool, in my long white cotton skirt and white blouse with my hat and enjoying all the music that I love…” I mean, I’m like… I planned it out. I planned it out. I think that my life is a testament to believing that if you want something, you can make it happen, so hope springs eternal…” (Master Class, 2013.)

“So I would wear that outfit to San Jose State sometimes, carrying my Goya classical guitar. I was painting the picture… And I would literally walk through San Jose State like this… And I swear to God it was like the Red Sea parted. Because I believed that I was going be a huge rock and roll star, and I was 20 years old, and so all of San Jose State also believed I was gonna be a rock and roll star ‘cause even though they didn’t know me, they saw a girl who believed in herself. And what I wanna tell you is… That was just a dream. It was just a dream, but I believed in it. (…) And I want you, in this crazy world that we live in right now, to believe in your dreams and to know you can do anything you want.” (24 Karat Gold Tour, 2017. Read more here.)  

“This is my thought for you for tonight. The testament is dreams do come true. Anything you want is out there for you to just reach out in the stars of Bella Donna and just grab one, because it is all there. You must continue to believe that you can have what you want. Don’t ever let anybody tell you that you’re not talented enough or smart enough or any of that, because you are. You’re totally beautiful. You’re totally talented. You can do anything you want. Never let anybody get in your way. Tell them to get out of your way. You are on your way to greater things.”  (24 Karat Gold Tour, 2016.)

“Your dreams are there just hanging in the sky just waiting for you to take them.”   (24 Karat Gold Tour, 2016.)

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Hope that helps a little.

Exo’rdium in Los Angeles: My Experience!

After countless hours of camping out, running all over the place to get a good spot in line, going back to our original line and waiting in line for many hours, I was so excited to get to the stage. I camped out with a group of girls I had found online and we were all so excited to be there. I was one of the first people in line, so I was given a wristband with the number 47 on it, meaning I was one of the FIRST 50 PEOPLE INSIDE. AND I WAS AT THE BARRIER. I was on the right side of the extension. There was a lot of pushing and shoving, but honestly I didn’t care. I was pretty comfortable up front and I had such an incredible view. Every song was amazing and the boys were so wonderful and they all looked so good. They really are handsomer in person.

FIRST IMPRESSIONS

Chen: I wish I could have seen more of him! He didn’t come to my side that often, but when he did, he would smile and wave at us with that adorable smile of his. He was also very loud, but I expected that. He was like “LET’S GO CRAZYYYY” and he yelled something about LA but I don’t remember what it was.

Sehun: Super smug, as expected. He came over to my side a lot. There would be moments where he would be so into performing and then he would take a moment to wave at people and make finger hearts at them.

Chanyeol: This. Boy. Needs. To. STOP! Oh my god, he came to my side so many times and I have so many cute videos of him. I was filming him during “White Noise” and he pointed at me while he was singing and it was incredible. I also have an amazing video of him doing Artificial Love. He was so sweet, though. He would always wave at us and smile at us. During “Angel” he waved to me with his tiny hands and it was so funny and cute. I love him.

Kai: It was so amazing to watch him dance in person. The way he moves is magical. He would also be super sexy and into it at times, but then there were times where he would just smile and laugh and hE WAS SO CUTE! I just wanted to cuddle him all night!!!

Suho: Another person who came to my side quite a bit. During the first ment, we were trying to get his attention because someone had fainted (?) and we wanted to let him know that we needed space. There were a couple instances that night when he asked us to step back for our safety, so I thank him for that. He waved at us a lot and would make kissing faces at us, and while he seemed happy to be there, I could tell that he was anxious about people getting hurt. His English is also very good!

D.O: SO SOFT AND BEAUTIFUL. I honestly was so surprised because I thought he was going to be mostly serious about performing but HE WAS SO CUTE WITH US??? He came over to our side a lot with his lightstick and showed us how to dance with them, and whenever someone called his name, his face lit up like a Christmas tree. It was so adorable to watch.

Baekhyun: Hoooooo boy. I swear to god this boy is threatening to take my bias spot…BUT I WON’T LET HIM. Basically, during the first ment, he kept looking our way and I kept waving at him and he was smiling a lot in my direction and was kinda smirking?!?! We made eye contact during that so I was like “wow ok he saw me, that’s cool” BUT he kept coming back to our side SO MANY TIMES and would get us to sing and dance. He would wave at everybody and whenever I filmed him, he would look at my camera and smile. And then, during “Heaven” during the line “baby won’t you stay” I decided to be funny and stick out my hand to him while I sang the line and HE STUCK HIS HAND OUT AND SANG IT BACK TO ME! I was SHOOK. The girl next to me was like “OMG SO LUCKY” and it was wonderful. He was so cheeky and flirty all night. I honestly felt like he was flirting with me and the people around me. It was magical.

Xiumin: I can’t explain how happy and how blessed I am to have seen him in person. Firstly, he looked AMAZING with that hair and as soon as I laid my eyes on him I started freaking out. I bought a sign with his face on it, so I was hoping he would see it, but I don’t think he really cared that much for it, which is fine with me to be honest. He had so many cute moments but then he would get really sexy and I was so confused because I still don’t understand how he can do that and get away with it??? His dancing was exellent!!! During “Playboy,” he started doing a little dance and then he made finger hearts at us! Also, “Artificial Love “ ENDED ME. He was thrusting right in front of me and it changed my life. He was so fucking sexyyyyy. During one of the ments he started THRUSTING ALL OVER THE PLACE and I was very overwhelmed and screaming a lot. He came over to my side a lot and would dance sweetly in front of us. He started to do more aegyo for us towards the end of the night. And then it happened. We locked eyes during “Angel.” He was walking over and waving at us and making finger hearts. I decided to get his attention by making a heart over my head like he always does. So I did, and he made one back at me with a lovely smile. I’m so sad that I didn’t film that moment, but it will be engraved in my mind forever. 

So that’s it! I’ll upload pictures and videos soon so you guys can see what I saw. Overall, it was such a wonderful experience and I really hope I get to see them again someday.

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THIS GIVES ME LIFE

according to the guy who originally posted these, a summary of what’s happening is that they’re playing video games, Chiaki loses and makes some happy comment. Izuru asks why she’s so happy when she lost, and she talks about how she’s happy to be playing with him, so it’s not really a loss to her. Then she asks him to play more with her, promising that someday she won’t lose. And the summary ends with “they played games for a long time”.

that’s just so adorable and everything I didn’t want to hope for.

also, while my Japanese is awful, I can recognize the “Kamukura-kun” in there, which makes me happy. she sees him as his own person!

Secret Love Song; Taeyong.

Request:  “Helloo~ Can I request a taeyong scenario based on the song “secret love song” by Little Mix? Thankss”

Genre: Angst.

Warnings: None.

A/N: This is my first time writing a scenario based on a song, so, yeah, if this sucks or gets too long or too short (?¿) is because I had no clue of what I was doing, lmao. Also, writing this made me realize lots of things related to idols and relationships. I guess it’s kind of sad that they receive so much hate for doing something normal like falling in love, but, not matter how jealous and protective I’m toward all the members I know that the NCT stans are not going to disappoint me if someday this happens. This fandom is really respetful and it’s full of smart people but, just in case, remember this and never stop being supportive, no matter what the situation is, ok? Never forget that our boys are still babies doing their first steps and they need us by their sides.

Also, idk if this is what anon was expecting of me to write, honestly I had lots of ideas while listening to the song’s lyrics but I hope that y’all enjoy it a lot anyways!! ^^


You put your cup of coffee down and sighed, the pain that this horrible headache was giving you every time was harder to ignore but even more painful was the simple though of your boyfriend. You missed him so much and you felt so insecure without him by your side, comforting you.

The sound of a thunder suddenly caugh your attention. You walked towards the gigantic window of the room and looked at the million of rain drops that were falling from the grey sky. Feeling that the weather was understanding your feelings more than thousands and thousands of people would.


When you hold me in the street and you kiss me on the dance floor
I wish that it could be like that, Why can’t it be like that
‘Cause I’m yours


You saw some people avoiding to get wet, running with smiles in their faces while looking for a little roof that could protect them of the rain that came so suddenly. A few seconds later you recognized him, entering quickly to the building where you were waiting for him, wearing all black and protecting his face of the rain with the hood of his jacket. A ungrateful feeling of sadness suddenly was invading your body at the though of him.


We keep behind closed doors
Every time I see you, I die a little more
Stolen moments that we steal as the curtain falls
It’ll never be enough


“I’m really sorry for making you wait, y/n. The rain made things harder for me.” He said while taking his now wet jacket off and leving it on a corner. “How do you feel, honey?”

“I feel so frustrated and.. kind of… disappointed?” You felt pain in your heart by just thinking about it one more time. There was so much that you wanted to say and having all this strong feelings that you couldn’t express was killing you inside. Taeyong sat beside you with a concerned expression in his face, and you looked at him in the eyes. You took the warm cup of coffee and silently offered it to him, he accepted it but then made a funny expression when it was too strong for him, making you smile weakly. “So much things happened to us in so little time, don’t you think?”

“Yes, I’m feeling really frustrated for the same reason too, and I know perfectly that you don’t deserve all of this, Y/N. I’m so sorry that this is happening because of my fault, and-”

“Don’t say that,” You interrupted him, making him go silent. “It’s fine, I know that if I stay by your side we can overcome it.” You took of your jacket and got closer to Taeyong, putting your small piece of clothing around his shoulders to keep him warm again but getting lost in his intense eyes. “Just.. don’t leave me, that would be even harder for me to surpass.”

“You know I would never do that, espeacially in a situation like this.”


It’s obvious you’re meant for me
Every piece of you, it just fits perfectly
Every second, every thought, I’m in so deep
But I’ll never show it on my face
But we know this, we got a love that is homeless


“You know, even if the public’s response to our relationship wasn’t the best.. I don’t feel regretful at all. Everyone knows that you’re mine now and It’s a relief for me to being able to finally stop hiding my jealously when other people talk to you.”

His comment produced a sad laugh to come out of you, making him smile. But you knew perfectly that it wasn’t like that at all. Your relationship was public now, yes, but now you won’t be able to have dates outside because of the hate that both of you were receiving from part of haters and some fans.

You had to admit that your relationship would never we normal. You’ll never be able to have real dates like normal people does, like going to the cinema or a café and just talkabout your day, and that your biggest bother is how rude this random guy was with you because he was getting late for his job or something like that. You had to cover yourselves with mask and always wear jackets with hoods, and you didn’t even complain about the hundred of persons that were hating both of you.


Why can’t you hold me in the street?
Why can’t I kiss you on the dance floor?
I wish that it could be like that
Why can’t we be like that?
'Cause I’m yours


Your relationship would never be normal, but that’s a risk that you decided to chose just for him. The feelings that Taeyong woke up in you were more powerful that the hate of a thousand of different people. You know that with him by your side, only the sky is your limit. 

You Make Me Feel Alive!

At one moment I was talking with my mom over Skype because she’s living in London with my brother and at the next I found myself running down the street towards Magnus apartment.Magnus is my uncle but I’m not a warlock,because my mom isn’t his biological sister.He saved her from a demon attack 21 years ago but I have a sight just like my mom.I got a text from Magnus saying that Raphael was hurt badly.We weren’t dating ,but I was always loved him since first time I saw him,but he never loved me at least not in the same way I loved him,to him I was just like sister.As I walked I heard voices but I didn’t care.’MAGNUS!Magnus where is he?’As soon I walked into the room I could see him lying down Magnus right by his side.Raphael looked at me and I instantly locked my eyes with his trying to catch my breath from running.’Hey sweetheart!’Magnus came closer hugging me and I felt a bit relaxed,but I could still feel Raphaels eyes on me but honestly I didn’t care.Magnus let go of me and look at both of us.’Well since Y/N is here,I’m going to leave you two alone.’Magnus looked at me one more time before he left the room.I walked toward Raphael and I took a sit on the chair next him.’Hey!Are you okay?’He looked at me and smiled ‘No!But I will be.’I let out a sigh.’You let out a sigh like you were scared that I’m going to die.’ This was it I just couldn’t lie to him anymore Magnus knew about my feelings but he didn’t say anything,and I’m grateful for that  but now is the time for me to say it even if it means I’m going to lose him forever.’That’s because I was scared.’He looked at me confused.’That’s probably because you would to lose awsome brother like me.’I stood up from my sit and turned my back for a moment.’You just don’t understand,do you?’ As I turned around I saw him sit straight and looking even more confused.’Understand what?’ ‘That I love you,That I never saw you as my brother.’He looked away from me but I continued talking anyway coming closer,standing next to him.’You don’t have to feel bad,because I understand completely.but it’s been two years since I had this feeling,It’s been two years since you helped me to get through my break up along side with Magnus.I understand you,because to you I’m just hopeless human being,a mundane.But I was hoping that we will be together someday,but obviously that forever isn’t our time.Maybe there’s a girl that is waiting for you to be your forever,but that’s not me and I get that.I really do!’ I turned to leave but then he grabbed me and turned me around and before I even realize what have happened his lips were on mine I instantly kissed back,and after the kiss he pulled away holding me by the cheeks.’I do love you more than a sister,I have loved you since I first saw you two years ago,but I never had the guts to tell because I was afraid of losing you.You’re not hopeless.You’re so brave.I don’t care about any other girl because you are my forever no matter what.And when you walked into the room I knew I’m going to be okay. I was looked at him with teary eyes ‘How did you know that?’ One tear slipped away and he brushed it with his thumb.’I knew it because you make me feel alive again.We both smiled and kissed eachother but this time with so much love then before.I kind off knew that this is the start of my forever with the love of my life and nothing or nobody is going to change that

A few days ago I started to tell you the amazing story of this beautiful and brave woman.

Ania was born in Poland without a right leg. Her mother abandoned her in the maternity hospital and bagged a doctor to take care of her. The doctor kept Ania illegally in the hospital for many months, realising that if she would be sent to an orphanage she could never have a normal life, in her situation. When Ania was 19 months old, she was adopted by a Belgian family.

She had a happy childhood, in the countryside of Belgium, surrounded by a beautiful family who adopted more children with disabilities. Ania was always encouraged by her parents and teachers to follow her passion for sports. But back then she couldn’t have a proper prosthetic for sport, because she didn’t have a femur.

Every night, before falling asleep, Ania was imagining herself running like an athlete. So she started to work hard for her dream. Ania trained a lot years after years and recently convinced a team of doctors and technicians to include her in a special program. Today she has an unique prosthetic that would normally cost a fortune and she can finally run like she used to imagine when she was a kid.

Her next dream is to participate in the Paralympic Games. She wants to become a well known athlete, hoping that her biological mother will see her on the media someday. “I just want to find her, to let her know that I’m doing really well and to tell her that I never, ever condemned her for what happened. I imagine she was a poor woman in a difficult situation. In the end, her decision gave me the chance to have this wonderful life and opportunities. She’s my mother and I’m sure that this was her intention.”

We can also help Ania to fulfil her dream and encourage others to never give up. Let’s make her inspiring story known all over the world.