i really hope everything works out in the end

anonymous asked:

Hello there; I've been looking through your blog and, as many others say, I just ADORE your art! I was also wondering if you could give me some advice. For quite a few months now I've utterly lost all motivation to draw. I want to go into something with art, so this devastates me, and whenever I try to draw I just get so easily frustrated. I've been an avid artist since I can remember, so for me to suddenly not want to draw for months on end really concerns me. Any suggestions to fix this?

(hi!! apologies for the late reply. i hope this can still be of some help to you despite that!)

i think that’s a feeling every artist struggles with at some point. you love art, you love making art, and it’s immensely frustrating when that suddenly doesn’t work out despite all the effort you’ve been putting in. and then you start to lose motivation, question yourself and everything you’re doing, and it’s a vicious cycle that’s really hard to break out of. so what can we do?

well, here’s a thing. let’s call it the productivity branch.

i feel like my own creative cycles are very seasonal. not in the sense that my creativity depends on the season, but rather that my creativity itself goes through different seasons.

  • spring: new ideas, motivation, productivity still low 
  • summer: lots of ideas and very productive
  • autumn: still productive drawing leftover ideas, but new ideas are harder to come by. and then 
  • winter: nothing. art-block. lack of ideas, everything-sucks-syndrome, no motivation, the creative part of my brain is basically hibernating

that’s you up there. you’re in a creative winter right now. and without any inspiration or motivation it’ll be hard to find a way to cross that gap over to a new spring (pls bear with the cheesy analogies). and if your cut yourself off from inspirational influence you might start to think that, hey, this isn’t so bad. i mean, who needs spring right? just means you have to do things. be active. yikes. winter’s pretty chill. haha. 

but don’t do that. it’ll come around and bite you at some point, because that lack of motivation and activity might start to seep into other parts of your life, not just the creative one, and you don’t want that.

so! when you don’t have ideas and motivation to create, then don’t create. but instead make an effort to inspire yourself. inspiration entails motivation (and vice versa).

  • read books, short stories, poems, science articles, anything
  • go on walks, explore your surroundings, if affordable maybe even go somewhere farther away
  • let people tell you stories
  • listen to new music
  • try things you haven’t done before (deliberately break old habits)
  • go through other people’s inspiration blogs
  • collaborate with a friend
  • get really invested in something, talk to others about it
  • watch movies, animated shorts, documentaries 
  • or speedpaintings and art tutorials
  • try different techniques, or new brushes
  • look at art that’s so inspiring that you can’t believe you’re still just sitting there not drawing anything yourself
  • and most importantly, be receptive. take in the world around you, rearrange it in your head, and draw whatever you end up with. that’s the core of what creativity is

think about what you want to achieve. make your friends smile? draw something really cool you can print out and hang up in your room? touch people’s hearts? deliver a message? whatever it is, and however small or inconsequential it might seem, keep it in mind. it’s your light at the end of the tunnel.

if want to keep drawing for the sake of muscle memory while you’re still looking for your inspiration: 

  • illustrate your daily activities
  • draw a random shape or find one in a photo (clouds are ideal for this) and turn it into a character or object
  • pick different pictures and combine elements from each of them into one drawing
  • do plain ol’ studies 
  • basically don’t try to come up with things completely from scratch. find something to work with and go from there. that will save you the mentally draining task of coming up with a subject, so you can start actively drawing right away

if you still can’t make yourself pick up a pen, make a schedule. train your brain to turn its creative gears at a specific time of the day, make that a habit. do it for pavlov

approach drawing with the awareness that what you create might suck, especially when you’re out of practice, but this doesn’t mean that it will always suck, and it doesn’t mean you suck. if you learn to dissociate your current creative achievements from your worth as a person and your future potential you will get back to work a lot easier, improve faster, and be more resistant to setbacks. 

find something that makes it worth the effort of working through the frustration. 

you might need to try a lot of different things because everyone copes with this differently, and even when a method worked once that doesn’t mean it always will. so start trying! you can only find inspiration if you start looking for it. 👍

Owari no Seraph Chapter 54 TRANSLATED

Part One: Read Here!

Part Two: Read Here!

Part Three: Read Here!

Part Four: Read Here!

Translations by: @panadabro and @cherrysakura8 (They helped with the Japanese text at the beginning! Thank you!)

Editing by: @lestkarrkingofeurope (Hi I’m suffering who are you?)

(( OKAY IN ALL HONESTY I COULD’VE FINISHED THIS HOURS BEFORE BUT I WAS TOO BUSY HAVING FUN AND SCREWING OFF OKAY? In fact I should’ve had this done by Friday but I spent that day gaming and playing around with friends so– PLEASE FORGIVE ME JHSKJGHSDKJG EVEN RIGHT NOW MAKING THESE POSTS I’M CHECKING BETWEEN TABS AND WATCHING RANDOM VIDEOS I’M AN AWFUL LOUSY WAVE LOLOL But please do enjoy this chapter! ))


(( OKAY I KNOW I MADE A POST A FEW DAYS BACK SAYING I WAS SORTA DISAPPOINTED WITH THE NEW CHAPTER, BC HONESTLY I JUST WANT TO LEARN MORE ABOUT THE VAMPIRES AND EVERYTHING FOR THE HUMANS IS FINALLY COMING TOGETHER AND IT’S BEEN SO LONG AND IT’S SO SLOW I’M GETTING ANTSY???

BUT I WON’T DENY THAT I REALLY LIKE THE BACKSTORY SCENE WITH SHINYA AND GUREN, PLUS MAHIRU’S REAPPEARANCE AND START OF FINALLY TAKING A BIGGER ROLE IN THE SERIES!

I ALSO HAVE MY CONCERNS ABOUT EVERYTHING IN GENERAL??? Ky Luc didn’t notice Mahiru’s presence at all, yet obviously Ferid at the end seems like he did???? So I’m just ???? Again, there’s something very unique about Ferid, and I REALLY hope it turns out to be something big and important bc I’M GOING TO SC R E AM 

And the issue about the curse?? I mean I haven’t read the LNs, but if it’s just Mahiru TELLING Guren that the curse works like the squad can only live again for ten more years, and plus they’ll die if they learn they were revived? But how about it wasn’t actually proven? Just someone saying? So PLOT TWIST actually that’s not it??? And it’s only to keep Guren and the others in check?? SO YEAH IF THIS WASN’T EXPLAINED CLEARLY IN THE LN THEN THIS IS WHAT I BET – AND IF IT HAS BEEN PROVEN AND STATED THEN WELL RUN ME OVER OKAY?

But yeah all in all that’s about it – I’m just REALLY hoping now that next month’s chapter we can get some news about the vampires…I really want to see more of Urd and Lest obviously, then see a glimpse of Saitou perhaps, and I WANT TO KNOW WHERE HORN AND CHESS WENT LIKE GODDAMN! Okay but yeah all in all that’s the basic gist of it! Sorry for being so slow ;;;; Please enjoy! ))

Locked Up

Can you do a reaction to getting locked in the school overnight with your crush, the bad boy, BTS

These are more like scenarios if anything but I still hope that it was close to what you wanted, and I apologize for taking so long to post this

[Gifs do not belong to me, all credit goes to rightful owners]


||Namjoon||

Originally posted by simondismydaddy

Being locked up in school isn’t great. Especially when it’s dark. And alone. Well at least you were until you ran into namjoon, the bad boy of the school and honestly you were thinking that it possibly couldn’t get any better. You liked him and now you were alone with him. He seemed quite surprised to see you out of all people in school so late. Namjoon did know you, kinda, since he sees you in like half his classes and getting the sense that you weren’t ok with being alone he dragged you along to an empty classroom. Great. The whole time you two were in there you personally felt like you were about to explode. Yeah, he made you swoon that much. “So why are you stuck in here?” his head tilts a bit and his gaze meets yours. “I could ask you the same thing,” he smirks a little and pick his head back up, still looking into your eyes. “Fell asleep in class, and the teacher didn’t bother to wake me up.” The way he rolled his eyes told pretty much what he thought of his teacher. “Now you tell me your story.” “Well lets just say last minute restroom breaks aren’t a good idea,” you chuckled awkwardly as he grinned. He opened his mouth to speak but the lights of the room turned off and you instantly cuddled yourself into namjoon without a second thought. After realizing this you blushed muttering a quick sorry and pulled back from him but he put his around you and kept you close. “It’s ok, I don’t mind holding you.”

||Jin||

Originally posted by beagletae

You never thought you’d get detention, you weren’t perfect but you never did anything wrong, and you didn’t think that detention would be the reason you’d be locked up in school. It was already dark and school was already scary enough you didn’t need this. Seokjin soon came along when you found him asleep in one of the schools closets, and all because he wanted alone time. The whole time you guys talked and just strolled the dimly lit halls which was a little more comforting with him. He might of been the bad boy but he was actually pretty nice. Being with him in a situation like this just made being locked in school not so bad. “You know how I got stuck here, what’s your story?” “Detention,” you groaned slightly. “Oh someone’s been naughty,” he says teasingly making you blush. “I didn’t do anything bad, my teacher is just strict, and he ‘forgot’ that I was there and left me.” You grumbled under your breath and jin laughed a little when seeing you puff your cheeks out of irritation. “Ah, cute,” he mumbles to himself. “Hey well on the bright side you’re stuck with me,” he winks at you and you swear you stopped breathing for two seconds. “Yeah, I’m with you,” you smiled.

||Yoongi||

Originally posted by minniesuga

You weren’t all that surprised when you realized that you were locked in. It’s what you get for hiding away to ditch you’re last hour only because you were trying to avoid your crush. New seating charts aren’t  that all great because now you sit right next to him. And at the moment you thought you were screwed because he suddenly popped up decided to tag along with you at some point even though he seemed to pay no mind to you. You were already hating life at the moment and you were hating it even more because he was here alone with you and you knew you were going to embarrass yourself at some point. The cafeteria was left unlocked so you sat across from each other in silence and glancing at each other every now and then to. Perfect, you thought. I’m not doing anything and I’m already embarrassing, you mentally slapped yourself as you tried avoiding eye contact with yoongi. “So you weren’t in class today,” he says and you finally look at him, but he was staring at his hands. “Why not?” his eye looked up and you looked down again and blushed. “I-I wasn’t feeling it today,” you say. “Just for that class?” he raises a brow. “I mean- well-  no it’s just,” you groaned and your hands rubbed at your face making yoongi chuckle. “You don’t gotta explain it’s fine,” your eyes meet with his now and he smiles slightly. “Just don’t skip it next time, it’s lame when you’re gone.”

||Hoseok||

Originally posted by jeonsshi

So you’re in school, and it’s way past school hours. And you’re also alone…in the dark…and locked in. What could go wrong? To say were scared was an understatement. You were terrified and who wouldn’t be when you’re stuck in school at night. You were sure you were going to die in here, it was the perfect set up for a horror flick. When you heard a sudden bang you screamed and another scream followed, a scream that wasn’t yours. “God you scared me!” Hoseok huffed and held his hand to his chest. You stared at him relieved that you weren’t the only one her now but also wondering why he was here. “S-sorry I didn’t mean to,” you rubbed your arm sheepishly. “It’s fine, kinda my fault to since I dropped that trash can back there,” he points behind him and laugh. You couldn’t help but giggle “and how did that happen?” Hoseok stood by you now with a shy expression. “Don’t tell anyone but I got a little freaked out and ended up running into it.” You smirked a bit and cross your arms “the famous bad boy, Jung Hoseok, was scared?” you said dramatically. “Yeah, yeah whatever you were even more scared you screamed like you were about to die,” “Well because I thought I was,” you shared a laugh before he gently held your forearm and smiled as you felt the heat rush to your cheeks. Good thing it was dark. “Maybe we should stay close just in case anything else happens,” “O-ok”

||Jimin||

Originally posted by gotjimin

Never in your life did you ever think you’d be stuck in a dark room alone with your crush jimin. Well of course you have. And it was happening, but not the way you thought (you dirty person you;)) You were in a dark room alright but that room was the janitors closet…at school…locked in. Now you didn’t know this would happen you were just trying to hide away from the douches that were bugging you. Jimin was hiding away to but that’s for a whole other reason and apparently he had the same idea as you. He startled you as he swung open the door and slipped in with no questions asked. He shut the door and quickly put his ear against it and just as you were about to say something you felt his hands roam around your shoulders then your face before cover your mouth and bringing your head to his chest. “Stay quiet,” he says, ear still pressed against the door. Seconds past and you squirmed out of his grasp “what are yo-” “shh!” you sigh “what are you doing?” you whispered. Jimin stayed there for a moment before leaning away from the door and turned around to face what he assumed to be you. “I was running away from a friend of mine,” “why?” “I pranked  him, and I got him good this time.” You couldn’t see but you knew he was grinning ear to ear. “Who are you by the way?” he asks. “Oh y/n, not sure if you know me but we have the same history class.” He stood silently for a second. “Do you have your phone?” “Yeah, why?” “Turn on the flashlight so I can see you.” You did as you were told and it wasn’t until you turned on the light you realized how close he was. You dropped your phone out of surprise and you both reached for it. At that very moment there was a click. “Did you hear that?” You got up and jiggled the knob only to groan when realizing that you were locked in. “Well were stuck in here,” you huffed and hit you back against the door. Jimin had the light on you and he giggled suddenly. “W-what?” you were beginning to blush. “Nothing, you’re just cute when you’re angry,” “B-but I’m not,” what was he saying? “well, you’re still cute.”

||Taehyung||

Originally posted by taedamn

When taehyung asked you to help him out with studying after school you were quite happy and took the offer. How could say no to him? Yes he’s the bad boy but that doesn’t mean he doesn’t strive for good grades. Plus you liked him so you were down to help him out. But there you were, by the classroom two hours after the last bell had rung waiting on taehyung to show up. A few more minutes, you thought. And after those few minuets you already made your down the hall. Of course he didn’t show, you scoffed to yourself. You found yourself at the main entrance just about to push open the doors when you hear your name being called. “Hey where are you going?” “Home,” you said a bit harshly. “Why? I thought you were gonna help me out?” he pouted almost. “I was but then you showed up tow hours late and I have to be home.” There was really no reason to be mad but if was gonna be busy before hand he should’ve said something! You tried pushing open the door but it wouldn’t budge so you tried the other one but to no avail it didn’t open either. Taehyung then went in to help but that didn’t work. “We’re stuck in here,” he said all too calmly. “Stuck!?” you eyes widened. “As in we’re locked in here?!” You ended up going through the whole school just to get out but everything was locked. Eventually you gave up and sat in a hall hugging your knees. Taehyung looked at you and really couldn’t help but think it was his fault (really wasn’t) and sat by you. “It’s not so bad y/n, I’m here,” he smiles at you and you sigh and return a slanted smile. “Well I hope you’re good company,” you joked. “I guess to pass the time we can study?” you say unsurely. Taehyung smirks suddenly and his eyes lock with yours. “I have a better Idea.”

(you played hide and seek you nasties) 

||Jungkook||

Originally posted by jungkookpresent

You just wanted to work in peace and quiet get finished early so you could take a nap but no~ jungkook kept throwing wads of paper into your hair and bugged you anyway he could. And here you thought that sitting right in front of him was a blessing. (Still kinda is I mean he notices you) You tried to stop him but he wouldn’t have it and you were slowly becoming more and more irritated. You were a time bomb and any little thing at that moment could make you explode. Jungkook, of course, helped with that when he poked your back making you yelp and scream at him for not leaving you alone. And now your here. Stuck in a class room tired and annoyed. “C'mon I already said I was sorry,” he kneels in front of your desk with his arms resting on it and head sitting over them looking up at you with his big brown eyes. You rolled your eyes and avoided any eye contact with the boy. “Sorry isn’t gonna take me home now is it.” It was his turn to roll his eyes. “Why must you hate me so,” “I don’t, you just irritate me,” you said bluntly. “So you do like me,” he beamed. You choked on your own air and the blood instantly rushed to your cheeks. Jungkook laughed at your reaction letting himself fall to the ground and just kinda roll there in laughter. You glared at him with your now rosy cheeks and stood up from your seat and made your way to the door. “W-Where you goin’?” He scrambled to pick himself up from the floor and raced to the door to block you from it. “Home I don’t want to be here,” “Aw, I was only joking you seriously can’t be mad, plus you can’t just leave.” “whatever,” you moved him out of the way and reached to turn the knob but it was locked. You groan and tried the other one but you were met with the same fate. A locked door. “Great, Just great!” “Locked?” “What do you think?” He comes near you again leaving you trapped against the door. “Well if that’s the case, I have a way to make you forgive me.”


Hope you liked it😊

and again I’m sorry this took awhile it’s been a busy week and I couldn’t really work on anything.

Much love~💖

anonymous asked:

Are you alright? Lately it's seems like you're under a lot of pressure and stress, and I just hope there's some good in your life and that you're okay and taking care of yourself

It’s been pretty rough, that’s true. Right now I am leading a really unhealthy, stressful life. I don’t sleep enough, I don’t eat enough (I don’t even have real comfort food anymore. And that’s super shitty) and I don’t relax enough. But I think it’s getting better now. I try to take some time just for myself and do stuff I really enjoy. Without pressure and stress. It’s hard, because for some reason I end up stressing about everything, but then I remind myself that I don’t have to be stressed when I’m playing video games and that it’s okay if some things don’t work out for the first few times. 

I need to learn how to enjoy things like drawing again. I see myself only drawing for the sake of others lately and it frustrates me. I just hope after this semester it gets better. After that I can choose my major and then I go to illustration and I can finally do what I want. Bye bye product design!

Welcome Home

Finn Balor x Reader

requested by @nickysmum1909

tagging: @ambrosegirlforever

Prompt: After his appearance at the houseshow in Buffalo, Finn has his way to celebrate with his girlfriend

Originally posted by mistressbalor

The crowd in Buffalo went crazy when Finns theme hit. All the fans waited so long for him to return and after almost a year Finn eventually got cleared. He already appeared at the United Kingdom Championship Tournament and at a house show but it was a whole different story to see him in the ring again.

Sami ran up to Finn hugging him eagerly. They teamed up with Jericho against Joe, Triple H and Kevin. What I could see backstage was mesmerising. It felt so good to see him back in action, doing what he loves, a wide grin plastered over his face.

“Finn!” “Great to see you!” “Your back again!” is all I could hear when the boys made their way back. Bayley was quick to hug him tightly, Cesaro and Sheamus right after. Excitedly they blabbed over each other. It was a joy to be a silent observer. It seemed like almost the whole roster was there to welcome him back. I couldn’t help but smile. It warmed my heart to see him all flustered and happy.

“Y/N! Great to see you too!” Bayley squealed when she discovered me. I got hugged too and got pushed into the crowd. I stood right next to Finn who nuzzled into my hair, I gave him a quick kiss on the cheek.

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UPDATED: HOW TO ROMANCE BOTH GIL & REYES! (W/STEPS) (COMPLETE)

I wasn’t sure how to completely romance both Gil & Reyes at the same time, so I decided to do a sort of speed run to make sure I wouldn’t mess up my game. I’ve played it until before after the last main mission & finally found the right pattern of missions to get it to work. The way I did it triggers both of their “main” romance scenes (Ryder’s room & Kadara cave) (I’ll play the last quest tonight (……or in two days whoops, sorry guys about to start playing right now) & update this with any scenes/conversations affected by the Gil & Reyes romance at the end)

UPDATED/COMPLETE: I finished the main story and added on to the end!!! tldr; Everything seems to work out! ♥

STEPS & MISSION ORDER: (under a cut cause of spoilers + it’s really long)

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Chef-d'œuvre | Chapter Five
Genre: Angst,Fluff | Photographer/Artist!AU
Lenght: +5.5K
Summary: Jungkook had everything in life: fame, money and people at his feet ready to every single command he would gave. But the only thing he wanted was you. But you were gone.

[A/N] I’M BACK! I’m half-alive after all the exams that I had and events happening in my life but here I am with (finally) another chapter after ages. It’s probably not the best and I apologise T_T But I hope you still enjoy it!

Originally posted by fyeahbangtaned

Prologue | Chapter One | Chapter Two | Chapter Three | Chapter Four | Chapter Five |

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Livestream : Crankgameplays X Reader

A/N = authors note Y/N = your name Y/N/N = your nickname
Request : No
Warnings : Fluff
Fandom : Ethan Nestor X Reader
Gender : Female


Today is our charity stream for this month, I’m sitting on the couch next to Ethan and mark. “ you guys ready for another 12 hours?” Mark asked, “yup let’s do this!” I said excited, I love doing the charity streams with the team. Ethan smiled at how excited I was to be doing this, “can’t wait!” Ethan said still smiling. “Guy’s we already started” Tyler said giggling, “we know! We aren’t stupid!” Mark replied. Ethan puts his arm around my shoulder, everyone looked at us. “What?” I asked, “nothing” Mark replied smiling. “OK guys let get on with this!” Tyler said chuckling. “OK ok fine! Welcome to (this month)’s charity live stream! We are raising money for St. Judes children hospital! The link to donate is below. So please, donate our goal is $20,000” Mark stated so Tyler did not need complain anymore.


After awhile mark decided to start playing SpongeBob, me and Ethan looking through twitter in our streams tag, and Tyler was watching Mark. I saw some really good fanart of me and Ethan and I showed it to Ethan, he smiled at it and kissed me on the cheek and kept looking through the tag. “SHI…..ns, that’s what I was going to say shins” Mark said as he he fell off the platform in the game, we all looked at him confused. “Are we doing the swear jar thing again?” I asked, “yes! We literally discussed this before we started streaming!” Mark almost yelled. “We didn’t discuss it! You said it and we weren’t listening” said Tyler, “ very true” Ethan said agreeing.


We said that if we reached the goal, I would dye my hair (fav color). we reached the goal 5 hours in. “Go dye your hair (Y/N)” Tyler said, he was even excited to see my hair dyed. “Ya lets go ill do your hair for you babe!” Ethan jumped up, he was the most excited. We walked to the bathroom and he did my hair then went back out to sit on the couch. I washed out my hair and dried it, then went and sat on the couch. “Wow it looks amazing!” Mark said admiring my hair, “Ya eth did a great job” I replied and smiled at Mark. “It looks great, good job Ethan” Tyler said. “Thanks I think I did pretty good” Ethan said all proud, I turn so I’m looking at Ethan, “You did amazing babe” I said with a big smile plastered onto my face.


It was time to look and show off some amazing fan art with our live audience. “Girls come and sit behind the couch” Mark said and motioned behind him. Amy and Katheryn came and sat behind the 4 of us. “Oh that one!” Ethan pointed at one with Chica in it, Mark pulled it up on screen and it was Chica and all of us at the park. “I like that one” I said, it was amazing what people could do! Mark later pulled up one that was of me, Ethan and Chica. “Aw that ones cute” Amy said, “Ya the best part is my Chica” Mark replied, me and Ethan gave him a dirty look. After we went through all of the art, we decided to keep playing SpongeBob.


Every 30 minutes we would skype some of the people who donated. They were all so sweet. We heard just about everything, “You all are so amazing” “You and Ethan are really cute together” “You guys saved so manys lives” “Mark and Amy, you guys are so cute together”. I honestly don't care for all the attention, that’s Ethan’s thing.


A/N : Thank you for reading, I hope you enjoyed! I’m sorry I didn’t know how to end this, so that’s why the end is crap sorry. I’m slowly working on getting better with fluff. Don’t forget to follow and send me requests so more fanfics can get out. Love you all bye!

"The Wrong Murphy" Tree bros fanfic Update!

For those of you who read my Tree Bros fanfic, “The Wrong Murphy”, I’m happy to announce that chapter 4 is finally done and has been published!

I’m very pleased with how the chapter came out, but I’m a little disappointed with myself since it’s not as long as I was hoping to make it. I’ve been dealing with a lot, and I explain it in further detail in my note on the chapter.

Either way, I hope you guys enjoy this chapter and that you continue reading, leaving comments, and giving feedback with ideas and what not :)

For those of you who haven’t read it yet, I hope you guys wouldn’t mind checking it out sometime. It would really mean a lot ^^ lol

Title: The Wrong Murphy

Link: http://archiveofourown.org/works/10686540/chapters/23664375

Number of chapter so far: 4/?

Ship: Tree bros; ConnorxEvan

Summary:
Evan Hansen had managed to stop Connor from running away with his letter, but ended up confessing everything to him. His anxiety, his feelings for Zoe, and how he really fell out of that tree over the summer. Connor realizes Evan might actually be the one person who can understand him. However, there’s the issue with the fact that Evan is head over heels for Zoe. Connor is going to show Evan that he fell for the wrong Murphy…

Dirty Little Secret, No More. Part 4

A/N: Hey guys, I am really really sorry it took so long to get this out, but I finally finished it and I hope you guys are going to like this part! I went a bit darker than the past chapters and I hope it makes sense. There are still flashbacks ( I know, but I wanna make sure everything adds up ) and sadly no smut- yet. But I can promise I will work some smut into this story because I know it’s needed. Other than that, thank you all for reading and then next chapter will most likely be posted after June 1st ( that’s when finals end for me ). Hope you guys enjoy!

Feedback is always welcomed!(:

Word count : 3,980

Warnings: Language, angst

part one , part two , part three 

Originally posted by avecxplaisir

S/N: I used the gif bc that hat and just this gif in general got me fucked up.

It’s been six days and no one, not a single person has come to see me besides Rick. He doesn’t even talk to me when he comes in, he just brings me food and if I need clean clothes he brings those too. I feel like a prisoner in a place where I thought my life had just begun to feel normal again. I asked him about Maggie and all he did was say she was at the hilltop, no confirmation on how she’s doing and nothing about how the baby is.

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tell me everything happens for a reason, tell me I’m giving up on my dreams because theres something better in store. tell me I didn’t work this hard for nothing, that ill still be okay. tell me this isn’t the end. tell me that something good is going to come out of this because right now it feels like I’ve worked so hard and failed at it all.
—  i hope everything really does happen for a reason.

I doodled Yoosung today because this route man 

I can’t even describe it other than mildly possessive. It’s a little creepy at times. But I really like him as a character. I hope everything works out in the end. I’m shooting for the good ending. 

But he’s adorable. Yes. 

Yoosung © cheritz

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Today’s mess

I hate that I’m so emotional about this, I hate being so sad about this, I hate seeing NU’EST so sad, I hate knowing that AS (ex)members and lo^es were crying and hurt today. People may think why are you so emotional about this? Being with nu’est for 5 years, seeing them grow, seeing them trying to chase their dreams and then treated like this by Pledis is just hurtful for all lo^es and of course the members. Our fandom tries SO hard to help NU’EST cuz all we want is that NU’EST members are happy. Are they happy now? No. EVEN Baekho cried, BAEKHO, our smiling tiger cried?! We never saw him cry?  

It’s the first episode and I already can’t handle this…. I just really hope that everything will work out at the end, nu’est are so talented and they can show MUCH MUCH more forreal, i hope that they can get a lot of chances to show that.

I’m not really positive in the textpost but I still want to say to all the lo^es that are reading this, let’s trust them and hope for the best. We KNOW that they have many things to show to everbody! FIGHTING!

Originally posted by urban-adventurer

Is anyone else kinda disappointed with the MC dating situation in Rules of Engagement Book 2?

I’m not really interested in the prince (friend zoned him whenever I got the chance lol) but we’re still going on dates with him + all our interactions feel romantic. I thought that the end of Book 1 where the LI of our choice is about to propose (for me the bartender) meant that seeing the three guys would stop, but now it feels like all the development we had with our favorite LI is completely gone. 😞 Kinda reminds me of Love Hacks, where MC doesn’t really have the choice to date/like either Ben or Mark and it feels totally out of your control.

That being said, I know that the writers work very very hard and that there is a reason for everything they do. I hope that they resolve this soon! 💕

(Also, where were my faves Bookish Sister and Nicole??? 😭😭😭)
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Caroline burst out of the network headquarters, elated. She couldn’t believe how well her interview had gone. She had prepared for it painstakingly, reading up on everything she could find on the network, and even going shopping to buy some work outfits.

They’d said they would get back to her by the end of the day, and she practically skipped over to the café across the street where Bonnie was waiting for her.

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Let it GOOOOO

I’ve been pretty behind on the whole Frozen hype. A few years behind, really. Now I know what all of the 6-10 year-old girls were raving about. The music is ridiculously catchy, the plot twist is really intriguing, and the moral of the story has some good old sisterly love (which I know nothing about because I’m an only child… but that’s beside the point). 

Originally posted by disneylandwheredreamscometrue

Anyways, from listening to my friends talk about the movie and from hearing about it in class, I knew Hans was bad, though everything would work out in the end (as it always does). I mean, at the beginning of the movie, he seemed like the stereotypical “old Disney” prince. 

Originally posted by joleenalice

He sweeps Ana off her feet at the ball, promises to love her, etc. But, as most other characters (and I hope other kids) pick up on… this is preeeeeetttty sketchy. Even knowing it was gonna happen, his betrayal made me so angry. That power-hungry son of a Sven. But I LOVED Ana’s clapback at the end- “The only one with a cold heart here is you.” Pretty sure I screamed “YES” at my laptop… 

Originally posted by ohmydisney

I’m still kind of confused about the old Weaselton guy… Why exactly does he get so much screen time? He isn’t really that integral to the plot except for the fact that he sends men to kill Elsa. He just complains a lot… Maybe it’s for comedic relief, but that’s just not my type of humor. I do love, though, that Zootopia has a few Frozen references… including one about Weaselton.

Originally posted by disney-yensid

That being said… I know there’s a whole “Disney-Pixar universe theory” out there- that all of the movies are connected in some way. What really struck me while watching Frozen was that all of the characters seem to be familiar with the concept of true love’s kiss. Now, I don’t exactly know if the concept of true love’s kiss is really a thing outside of the Disney bubble, but I do know it’s especially important in Snow White, Sleeping Beauty, and, hey! Maleficent. Are the Frozen characters familiar with these stories? They seem to think true love’s kiss is necessary to break the spell… Hm. Just something to think about.

Side note on the whole space-time conflation thing: I really appreciate the scene where Ana is jumping up around famous artworks. I’ve seen some of the paintings in real life!

Disney version:

Real version:

On a completely different note, did anyone else think Elsa’s ice powers were kinda a metaphor for depression at the beginning? I mean, it kinda falls apart with the whole “brb building an ice castle now I can be myself” thing… But in the beginning, she doesn’t tell people what’s going on because she doesn’t want to hurt anyone. Her parents tell her to conceal everything, that it’s not ok to openly show her powers (in keeping with the modern stigma around mental illness). And her powers literally involve ice… I imagine some people with depression might consider it a lack of warmth, or a cold state of being. She spends a lot of time in isolation, not participating in fun events with her sister. If a doctor had to diagnose her with a condition, I almost guarantee it would be depression. 

Originally posted by foreverfrozensolid

But in the end, she learns to control her powers so she can be with her sister and benefit her kingdom. Ah yes, the happy Disney ending I was promised.

Originally posted by attimidipurafollia

Only a Moment Away [Lin-Manuel Miranda x Reader]

Summary: Sequel to Gate 24B. Lin and reader go on their first date in London.

Word Count: 1,560

Warnings: a little cursing, allusion to smut but sadly no smut on this blog yet folks.

A/N: THIS WAS QUITE A RIDE. I am so happy about how this turned out, for real. I was going to take things further on the end but I’m just not ready to write /that/ yet. Still, I hope y’all like it <3 PS: MAJOR shoutout to mah girl @ourforgottenboleros for the title idea and for proofreading this mess haha

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Business meeting, hotel, getting dressed, Lin.

That was everything you had planned for your second day in London: after leaving the airport on the day before, took you a really long nap and a few e-mails to adjust yourself as much as possible to the timezone and pull yourself together to work the next day, but Lin was the only thing on your mind.

He texted you minutes after leaving you on a cab to your hotel, discussing dinner plans and places to visit since he was a ‘newbie’ when it comes to London. You, however, had been there many times because of work, making you an expert when it came to restaurants and locations.

Of course, this time your knowledge on the best places to try the British cuisine wouldn’t be used to convince a business partner or seal a deal.

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anonymous asked:

Hello dear! Can you make an imagine where Jerome reacts at reader getting shot really badly and nearly dying but then everything turns out into happy ending!:) *sorry for my English, not the first lang😂😅*

// Jerome Fic ~Not Kidnap, per say…~

 Of course Anon! I like this idea. And aw, you don’t have to apologize, your English is actually very good for it being your second language! <3

 

Warnings: None really. Possibly mild swearing. Eh. Possibly a little creepy. Jerome becomes infatuated with y/n. Stalking, kidnapping. Death and murder.

Rating: Mid-Fluff.


I’m sorry this took so long! I was sick and then ended up having a lot of tests, and I kept forgetting to work on it. I hope you like it. //

Jerome stares out the car window, tapping his index finger rapidly on the dashboard. Greenwood leans forward from the back of the truck. “You’re wasting all of our time Jerome.” He grumbles, his eyes growing dark. “Give up on it already.” Jerome pays no attention to him, and stares out the window.

“She is perfect.” He whispers, his head tilting and a strand of fiery hair falling into his eyes. Greenwood rolls his eyes.

“Let’s get outta here, do something fun.” Greenwood says, falling back into the car seat.

“This, is fun!” Jerome snaps, his mouth falling into a wide smile. “And I think you need to remember,” he says, pulling out a small pistol, and pressing it to Greenwood’s temple. “Who’s the boss, Greenwood?”

“You.” He says, his voice gruff and his eyes filled with anger. Jerome brings the gun back to himself slowly, pointing it to his own neck.

“That’s right. I’m the boss. And normally, you do as the boss says.” Jerome points the gun subtly at the girl who is standing by the lamppost. “And I say, we go pay her a visit.” Before anyone can stop Jerome, he jumps out of the van.

You noticed the van a while ago, but it was so dark you couldn’t see anything, or anyone in it. You had assumed it was empty. Until the car door opened and a tall boy with fiery red hair jumped out. It didn’t take long for you to recognize him as Jerome Valeska, murderer, psychopath, and notorious troublemaker. You briefly make eye contact with him before realizing he is heading directly towards you, and begin to walk in the other direction, turning your back to him.

“Bad idea, gorgeous.” Jerome calls out, laughing loudly.  He wraps one arm around you, pulling you to him. “Don’t make any noise,” he says, pointing a gun to your temple. Jerome leans in, his lips close to your ear. “Wouldn’t want to wake the neighbors,” he says, his mouth dropping open a bit as he laughs slowly. Your heart pounds in your chest as you try to break free of his grasp. This only makes Jerome laugh harder. A sickly-sweet smelling cloth is placed over your mouth. Your vision begins to blur, and your mind is filled with his maniacal laughter as your eyes close, and darkness take over.

Your eyes open slowly, still heavy from being sedated. You can hear bouncy footsteps nearing you as the tall ginger, Jerome, enters the room. “You can’t just go kidnapping people,” you can hear a gruff man’s voice say, as a bearded man stands up and blocks Jerome’s path threatening. Jerome, still smiling, casts an eerily calm look at him, and it’s obvious he is on the brink.

I think,” he begins, his jaw dropping slightly. “I call the shots here.” He moves past the man quickly, and smiles down at you. “Hey gorgeous. Sorry about Greenwood,” he motions over to the man, “he’s got a temper.” Jerome helps you sit up, and then sits next to you. “Is there anything you need?” He asks softly, which causes you to laugh. This makes Jerome’s lips curve into a larger smile. “What’s so funny?” He asks, his voice slightly giddy.

“Your hospitality.” You say, and sit with your legs folded beneath you. “You kidnapped me, and then make sure I’m comfortable?”

“I wouldn’t call it kidnapping, per say…” Jerome says, and waves his hand in a circle motion. “More of…forced play date.” You cock an eyebrow. Before you can get a word in, Greenwood stands up and rushes over to Jerome.

“Boss is going to be mad at you when he hears about how you’ve been wasting your time…” You zone out as the two begin to argue back and forth, and close your eyes, wondering if you are going to be here forever.

 

~Days later~

 

 

“Hold your ground, boys!” Jerome says, standing up straighter. “They can’t shoot at us.” Jerome jumps and spins around, firing his gun. You stand where you are, suppressing a laugh. Maybe it was being surrounded by insanity all the time, maybe you had just finally cracked. All you knew was this was fun. Your heart thuds loudly at the rush of pulling the trigger on the gun. Jerome glances at you, and smiles. One of the cops pops out from behind the police car, and the loud bang of a gun shoot sends everyone silent. Your hand goes limp instantly and the gun falls to your side. As your vision blurs, your legs give way and you feel yourself falling. You can vaguely feel someone catch you, and hear multiple shouts.

“Light em up!” Jerome shouts, frantically moving you to the truck. He holds you close to him, his whole body shaking in fury. His head tilts and a strand of hair falls into his face, a smile forming across his lips. “If she dies,” he begins, as the truck starts to move away. “Gotham will burn!” He shouts at the top of his lungs, laughing hysterically as the truck speeds away. He looks down as your eyes close, and shakes you slightly. “Keep your eyes open, doll…you’ll be okay.” He whispers, his voice growing more frantic by the second. You attempt to open your eyes, but the drowsiness is taking over your body fast. The sharp sting of your wound has just started to enter your mind, and your breathing grows laborious.

“I don’t want to die like this,” you whisper. You can hear Jerome release a shaky breath, and he places his hand on your cheek.

“I won’t let you die. I’ll never let you die. We’re too good, doll. Too good to die.” You can feel his lips on your cheek, and then sleep overtakes you. Jerome’s face contorts in anger, and he holds you tighter, frantically holding your face, examining you. He pats your cheek softly, trying to get a reaction. But there’s nothing. Jerome’s eyes widen, and his facial expression goes blank. “How much longer until we get to Theo’s?” His voice is toneless as he looks up at Greenwood.

“Only a few minutes.” He answers angrily. “It’s your own damn fault for taking her.”

“Was I just supposed to leave her at Theo’s?”

“I mean taking her in the first place. You know, kidnapping her?” Greenwood growls, his hands tightening around the steering wheel.

“It wasn’t kidnap,” Jerome says, and shakes his head. “She just isn’t like the rest of them…the rest of those…whores.” Jerome hisses, staring down at you. “She’s perfect. She’s beautiful…she gets me.” Greenwood laughs at this, which causes Jerome to slap the side of the truck.

“Just hurry up! I can’t lose her. I won’t. I’ll do anything to keep her alive, I’ll destroy this whole city if I have to.”

~At Theo Galavan’s house~


“I’m sorry Jerome. You win some, you…”

Your eyes snap open and you inhale deeply. The first thing you see is Jerome, who is standing right beside you. He makes eye contact with you and your heart aches. His eyes are puffy and bloodshot, and his face is paler than usual.

“Y/n?” He whispers, his voice full of innocence and surprise. Before you can reply, before you can say anything, he pulls you to him and cradles you in his arms, falling back against the couch. “I love you,” he whispers into your ear. “I’m never letting you go, I’m never putting you in danger like that again, y/n, doll, I…”

“But it was fun.” You whisper, causing him to pull back and grasp your face in his hands. You make eye contact with him once again.

“What?” He whispers.

“I had fun.” You reply, ignoring the aching in your shoulder. Jerome’s eyes widen slightly, a single tear falling out.

“You…liked that?” A smile creeps onto his face almost instantly, and he laughs. “Of course…you love causing chaos, don’t you doll?” He kisses you, and then laughs again. “This is going to be fun.”

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Originally posted by gotjimin

“Being with you never felt wrong. It’s the one thing I did right. You’re the one thing I did right.”

Summary: You and him were two complete opposites from each other… You were just the maid’s daughter, but him on the other hand was a celebrity… Girls practically threw themselves at him just to gain his attention… He could choose any girl… but he chose you..

Previous Parts:

Part 1 // Part 2 // Part 3 // Part 4 // Part 5 // Part 6 //

Part 7 is here~

More Parts:

Part 8 // Part 9 // Part 10 // Part 11 // Part 12 //

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(Listen to Say Yes by Loco and Punch while reading this)

You slowly looked around and thoughts began to float in your head. What if Tae stood you up? What if this was all a prank?

You continued to look all around you but again you didn’t see anyone…

Taehyung and you both agreed to meet up in the rooftop without anyone knowing you two were gone. You left out of your room and successfully your mother was in her room sound asleep. Did Taehyung have a chance to escape the room?

You walked closer to the edge and began to stare at the city lights from afar.

Maybe coming up here was a mistake.

You turned around and without noticing, you bumped into a figure. You quickly lifted your head and there he was.. Taehyung standing right in front of you.

“Tae…”

“Didn’t think I would come?” He questions you and you looked down and shook your head.

“No…”

“Well if we are being honest here. I was thinking about not coming.”

“Huh?”

The next thing you know your eyes widen when you noticed Taehyung’s action. He wrapped his arm around your shoulder and pulled him close to his chest and was now hugging you. You complete froze and your eyes widen. You had no idea what to do. Should you hug him back? Should you push him away?

“i was disappointed when I didn’t see you show up… But then again I was happy.”

What? Did he just say he was happy that he didn’t me? What is that suppose to mean?

“What?” You asked slightly pulling back looking up at him but he smiled and pulled your back to the hug.

“I was happy because at least… I didn’t have to share you with the rest of the boys.”

You felt your heart melt and you couldn’t help but to smile.

Wait.. Where you slowly following for this boy?

You took deep breath and the only thing you could smell his cologne. You smiled and wanted to treasure the moment.. Because you know right away.. this moment wasn’t going to last forever..

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anonymous asked:

Are you okay with your mom and dad splitting up? That seems like some pretty heavy stuff, dude. I hope everything works out in the end, Morty.

Y-yeah you know, I am, and Summer is too. Divorce is always really h-hard but in the end, sometimes it’s really for the best.